#just random stuff on my computer

[southern--downpour]

found a VHS tape from 2004 in the art department at my college, I give it a 50/50 its either blank or im about to become a horror webseries protagonist

#jokes jokes if theres anything on it its probably someones public speaking work or film homework #theres like. lockers for the art students to store supplies in and they are NOT cleaned often!!!! #one of the new teachers (my computer art teacher) was looking through the blank ones and found that one #and just let us have some of the stuff from it bc. obviously nobody else is using it lmao #genuinly the stuff that was in there is as old as i am #anyways im actually pretty sure its blank but itd be cool if it wasnt #shut up virgil #man i love that creepy ass building theres just so much random shit in there #shout out to the mannequin we got attached to. he continues to scare the new students and also teachers who go through the gallery closet

[twicethetrouble]

I'm going to start a Daily Posting fic. Help me choose what

Explanation. I've gotten out of the habit of writing daily. I do not like this. The best way i know to fix this (for me) is to write a fic that's soul purpose is for me to write a little bit each day and post that little bit immediately.

I plan on trying this again, but posting the little bits here daily and eventually posting it (edited and formatted properly) onto AO3. and since i'm posting it here first, you all get a choice of what this project will be. in the form of a poll. (b/c why not.)

and just to make it interesting, i'm only putting the weird document names (with fandom and basic vibe)

(all of these i have a varying amount of stuff written for them already but I will post that first before going from there)

#random stuff #polls #idk why i'm doing this #ok i know why #but still #i probably should have put something turtle related in there #but idk #i have the distinct feeling you all will just have me redo the poll with ongoing fic options #but so be it #i was going to put descriptors or whatever #but i don't really want this to turn into a popularity poll #so you literally get what each of my documents is saved as on my computer #not even like proper names #they're better than they used to be tho #i'm pretty sure the kiddo simmons one used to be called 'son of a bitch' or something #but i kept getting it confused with another of a similar name vibe #(either 'fking hell' or 'not another one damn it') #so i changed it

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

Old School Photos of Limp Bizkit w/ random friends, family, fans, other artists, & other folks (PART 1)

Find Part 2 (HERE)

#don't mind me. just decluttering & organizing all the LB stuff on my computer. #these were all just so random to use for other post themes and I just needed to do something with them. so here ya go. #not sure if to say you're welcome or I'm so terribly sorry for these long ass posts. probably the latter. I really am sorry. #Also sorry that some of these are the literal worst quality ever. But that's what gives the photo character. amirite? rite? #Limp Bizkit #nu metal #Wes Borland #Fred Durst #Sam Rivers #DJ Lethal #John Otto #down the rabbit hole

[laotwormz]

miscs and whatnot

#lin lie #dc #marvel #my art #persona 3 #just absolute random things i find on my school computer if ive posted them before sorry. i forogt #static #blue beetle #me stuff

[mattodore]

bunny moment

#river dipping #ts4 #theodore doe #echthroi #upped the opacity on the sclera overlay i use for him specifically so i could catch him doing this in game #he's soooo cute #i need to start posting more random screenshots of him bc i plan on going back and making a loooooooot of old posts private #especially the ones of like. theo before i fixed his damn hairline #i CAN'TTTTTTT believe i just let him go around looking like that............... sorry theo </3 #but i don't want his tag to be completely empty yk #really i wanna private most of my old posts… or just start my blog over from scratch minus all the core tagged posts and and stuff #hm. much to think about #ANYWAY................. i'm making this post just to say that i guess now that i've finished editing those pics for mattodore's little date #i no longer have an excuse not to go back to trying to retake these screenshots for those mattodore poses i made....... #WAIT. actually yes i do i have to catch up on kmik first #but when i'm done............. then it's back to the sims #which i've left open this whole time... thank you older brothers in stem for your contributions to your youngers siblings who want #your hand me down computer parts 🙏 my computer would be crying and begging me to put it out of its misery w/o you fr

[isfjmel-phleg]

😱

#random personal stuff #Struggle Wednesday: Trapped at the Reference Desk Edition #featuring! sluggish computer that refuses to load anything because the coworker who previously used it thinks you log out by restarting #AND phone call from a student wanting us to magically solve a database error that I never heard of until just now #AND all my colleagues who might know about this have dropped off the face of the earth #it's fine I will be fine #but why do people with questions I can't answer wait until the 1 o'clock hour to pester us #and maybe I need to corner coworkers before they leave and ask what today's crisis is and how to address #because I am not IT I do not work with the databases I just interlibrary loan the books #and I would not be stuck at this desk if it were not for a rude student last semester antagonizing my boss at closing time #(long story how it all connects but that's where the change in scheduling started) #anyway I wish that student a very pleasant become a better person who is actually considerate of others

[kyouka-supremacy]

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#random rambles #Technically I'm done with this month's header since yesterday. #Practically I've been feeling so insecure about it I've been procrastinating looking for an icon or uploading it at all #Like it *was* natural to have a downgrade in themes I've said it myself a lot of times. After 24+ themes it's understandable I'd run out– #of inspiration (or even simply material) for the very cool stuff #That said. I did very much spend the whole entire day from when I woke up to when I (started studying at past 2am) went to sleep on it #That's what I get for working with the anime tbh. Bones artstyle is ugly there's little to be done about it #While making it I also came up with other two themes concepts. #One is probably going to replace September's plan and the other idk will probably slid to the next year #Idk looking at this year's planned themes lineup it all feels full of things I'm not skilled enough to make... #On top of everything this February's theme wasn't even what I had initially planned!! The one I had initially planned was a chapter 33 pane #Idk why I didn't follow up with it. Maybe I've just grown to think manga panels are too simple (terrible choice) (rip) #I think the thing that bugs me with both the initially picked image and the anime header I made yesterday– #is that there's no smooth transition with the blog. And I know it's not a big deal but pretty much all my themes do and it's bothering me.. #And it shouldn't. Like nearly everyone uses an header that is sharply separate from the blog and they make it work #Uhm.............. #Idk I should be studying besides. #I think I'll either go looking for an icon and see how the overall theme looks on the blog. Maybe I'll like it better then. #Or I'll just start over and see if I can use the ch 33 panel I had in mind and see if I'll like THAT better #It'd just be a shame if after all the time I've spent on it yesterday I'd just let it lie unused on my computer #There's also the fact that black and white of the manga doesn't feel very February-esque... (Don't ask) #Ugh. I hate looking for icons it's always the worst part 😭😭😭 #I was considering the last Beast Atsushi illustration (because ofc I was) but idk. Idk if I can make it work. #And part of me is also like “don't use beautiful Hoshikawa Beast Atsushi on an ugly theme” LOL #But I also suffer heavily from the lack of Beast in this year's lineup. #Okay rant over. Shutting up now #Edit: If this month's theme is ugly please be kind #Edit 2: Jk I've found like four icons. Maybe I'm just very dramatic

[vhe]

sunshine smile!

#jihyun kim #v mystic messenger #v mysme #mystic messenger #mysme #my stuff #this was drawn some months ago #and i only just found it again #it brightened my mood a bit so i am posting him #i love leaving random drawings in my computer. happy little jihyuns for me to find #as a treat :)

[chenpire]

SUPERACHE OUT NOW

#conan gray #conangrayedit #g:simple #pretty people #I haven't giffed in so long I forgot how to use avisynth and also I still have the problem of not being able to tell if my gifs are okay #quality wise anymore #idk if it's the touch screen computer or my new version of photoshop or tumblr but they just...upload in such poor quality #drives me nuts #which is half the reason I haven't done it in so long #so these are just random close ups I liked from this album's mvs #a warm up of sorts and kind of a test to see if I could do more aesthetic stuff with his mvs #m:all

[citrinide]

Otherkin posts save me save me otherkin posts,, (<- He is having. A night.)

#cecil.fm #90% of them are animal based which is neat and I'm partially an otterboy but #im. like if you shoved that otterboy in a computer. #otherkin posts of my variety are so rare i just want to look at stuff i can relate to and be a silly little non-human y'know? #lying face down on the floor #huh i dont remember using that tag before but apparently i have? thats just what i do now huh #anyway otherkin based dysphoria sucks. apparently my transition goals 'arent medically/technologically possible' #so im stuck with the synthetic-fleshsona as my visual goal. #i get called a human and just. slow blink like oh. yeah. right. that's what. this. thing. is called. huh. (<- visible robot confusion) #i wonder if there's stuff to alleviate this kind of dysohoria like there is for therians. i know im looking at otter stuff to help with the #tiny bit i get from that but shrug not sure on the other half #not going to talk about how those would be easier to aleviate than the base gender dysphoria why is everything so expensive or inaccessible #looking for binders scares me not like i could even get one in my living situation. or a packer. as nice as that'd be. #oh but random animal ears and tails and stuff? yeah that's a safe purchase i can pass off with just cosplay stuff. at the very least. i have #the cosplayer excuse... only way ive been able to gender affirming stuff thus far anyway :') #i guess the cardboard core mask i made is nice in that regard too though. uh definitely not mine but maybe i can use the wheatley one as a #guide for one of myself. that took a lot of cardboard but i can probably scavenge for more boxes to harvest from (sorry cats :[) #anyway. 25% otter 75% robot 100% a silly guy <3

[darewolfcreates]

My digimon :]

#some of these are alot older than others. for example i made pekomon in middleschool. meanwhile i made kweemon and the unamed stress ball #like 2 years ago. #my art #artists on tumblr #digimon #aloemon and tikemon are my digimon partners but the others (apart from stress ball) just hang out. #i have alot of notes and ideas for a series around my digimon sona... #I also like the idea of putting me/my sona into the story of a soul journey. #they were sucked into the digiworld alone in a time of non termoil and now they have to survive and make friends along the way! #has all of the charm of the original digimon anime where its all alice in wonderland/ random stuff from our world out of context in the #digital world. and the only real conflict is man vs environment. they dont start with their digital partners and actsholly meet pekomon #first. pekomon just sort of follows dare around and shows up randomly. theres plenty of time for digital dare to travel with the bois so i #didnt want them to be handed to them right off the bat. humans have been to the digital world before and some of the digimon digital dare #mets remeber seeing humans. #story of learning that growing up dosent necessarily have to involve growing up. you can keep injoying the things you injoy as an adult tha #you did as a kid. its also mainly about found family and recovering from the shity times that came before. #in the end digital dare whoudlent want to leave the digital world but need to anyways... in the end credits it whould show digital dare #getting a messege on their computer from their digimon friends. #its implyed they get to keep in touch even when they are oh so far apart. #99% of digital dare's messeges to pekomon are just them sending pekomon cool pictures that they took.

[anaalnathrakhs]

it's rlly fun how my parents just straight up. do not care. about the disordered eating. we had all this talk back when i went through a big suicidal crisis a couple months ago, i explained what was really difficult for me, eating socially, restaurants, not choosing my food, etc, and now it's like. okay it didn't exist actually.

mother i am not going to order you around, either you accept that i'm gonna have difficulty dealing with "normal people behavior" or whatnot and you stop looking at me like :/ anytime i am anything but ecstatic at the idea of eating anything anytime anyhow, or you adapt your behavior to avoid the results you don't like to see. i'm only doing my best to handle things from my side, and i am certainly not going to try measuring for you how important family social eating occurences are to you.

#''we should talk abt it uwu'' WE TALKED ABOUT IT. STOP COMPLAINING THAT DOING STUFF THAT I CAN'T EASILY HANDLE MAKES ME WEIRD. #EITHER YOU ASSUME IT'S GOING TO MAKE ME WEIRD BECAUSE YOU KNOW EXACTLY HOW AND WHY #OR YOU STOP DOING IT IF IT'S SO UWU HEARTBREAKING UWU FOR YOU TO WATCH #i'm not happy about how guilty i am too of that specific brand of ''oh this is so sad *continues doing nothing*'' form of ''compassion'' #they just want me to perform anorexia recovery for them #so they can feel okay we're doing a good job at raising a normal child #they don't give a shit as long as the compusive eating is my mom's meal at the dinner table #just like they didnt care when i had roughly the same problems but not as bad before i had a restrictive phase #i cannot compromise because then WHAT im just hurting my parents for a situation that doesnt make me any happier either? #i do not want to live with them. i do not want to go place or do activities with them. #i dont want to talk to them most of the time and im perfectly willing to handle the times it could be cool to. #but it's really hard to start developping a life of your own when you first of all need like two weeks of total life-reset #quiet at home #and ''at home'' there's your parents who will simply not stop trying to pull you into going random bullshit places #and i can't say no. because the places ARE interesting and time-limited. and it makes them happy. and what am i gonna do anyway? #keep doing nothing on the computer and wait for them to come back to keep doing only the shittiest parts of this unsatisfactory routine? #try to do some work in the house or go out. for them to see that something happened? #i dont know how to live like a normal person #literally not once in my life have i been able to think ''oh i need to do X'' and then just. do X. prepare what's necessary for doing X. #go out and do X. i have to keep stuck at this computer or in this room or with this book. #because there is a million different obstacles to every single thing i'm trying to achieve and half of them are parents-shaped. #everything hurts holy shit #broadcasting my misery #vent #ed tw

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

Old School Photos of Limp Bizkit w/ random friends, family, fans, other artists & other folks (PART 2)

Find Part 1 (HERE)

#don't mind me. just decluttering & organizing all the LB stuff on my computer. #these were all just so random to use for other post themes and I just needed to do something with them. so here ya go. #not sure if to say you're welcome or I'm so terribly sorry for these long ass posts. probably the latter. I really am sorry. #Also sorry that some of these are the literal worst quality ever. But that's what gives the photo character. amirite? rite? #Limp Bizkit #nu metal #Wes Borland #Fred Durst #Sam Rivers #DJ Lethal #John Otto #down the rabbit hole

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

between computer time for work and computer time for writing THE SURPRISE FIC THAT WOULD NOT END, i have spent so much time over the past two months in front of a computer screen. i'm soooo excited by the thought that i can now do things like clean my house instead of crying inside over a google doc. which probably suggests that i spent too much time with that google doc. i'm going to see the outside world beyond this computer screen, y'all!!!! things! existing in space!!!! there's a world beyond this rectangle!!!!!!!

#VACUUMING DUSTING ORGANIZING RANDOM THINGS WHOOHOO #i might also go out into my yard and simply stare at some stuff #you don't OWN me computer!!!!! #(i say. typing on the computer.) #dollsome's deep thoughts #i hope that this has helped me jump-start my brain to get back into writing original stuff #but if that happy thing occurs #i am going to write it MUCH slower because writing 44k in two months unraveled my psyche almost completely 🤪 #i'm just not a speed writer by nature. i really need to meander.

[icewindandboringhorror]

Various images of things

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that -- #1. PIBBINS.... cheering clapping hooting hollering glorious applause everytime I see a pigeon in public #2. Birthday card that I drew for someone. .. kittys... #3. 2023's annual haul of tiny white pumpkins.. i get at least one white pumpkin every year around fall when they have pumpkins in stores #because I just love the color and texture ... bright white and smooth and cold and round.. kind of like a volleyball or something #4. A brief adventure into watching big brother (only earlier seasons of course as I hate all reality shows post like 2013 or something when #they became overly focused on social media and overproduced memeable phrases more.. like even though ALL reality shows have always #been extremely fake and annoying and mindless it's like..... newer stuff seems A Different Kind Of Fake or something) since whenever #I'm sick sometimes I find weird mindless things like that to watch (that one time I had bronchitis I watched all of Flavor of Love in my #half awake illness stupor and now everytime I heat up canned minestrone soup (mostly all I ate that week) I think of flavor flav since #thats just a weird brain connection I have now lol) ANYWAY.. I was sick and watched like 2 seasons of this and then thought it was too #uninteresting and obnoxious to continue (more like 1 and a half since I skipped the rest of one once only boring people were left) BUT this #one guy had a very mischevious looking face and he also said a few things (like the above captioned speech) that sounded like dialogue #some fantasy character would say.. so I took a screencap of him and edited him into a mischevious wizard i guess.?? idk I was sick lol #~your little friend has a poisoned tongue~ is just a very unexpectedly serious sounding wording for some random normal #frat dude looking guy to say while casually chatting on a reality tv show in like 2008 or whenever that was filmed lol #5. FLUFFY CLOVERS!! I'd never seen them be furry and soft before?? inchresting.. #6. Noodle sitting in bed with the cat figurines looming above him... the council of kittys... #7. McDonald's full breakfast platter + asparagus + strawberries & cream (also of course this is old and I am now boycotting mcdonalds etc) #i try to group the images somewhat consistently like.. winter stuff with winter stuff or summer stuff with summer stuff #but I have so many random pictrues floating around on my computer that I never post that sometimes some are not organized or just #thrown into a set because there's nowhere else for them. Like the pigeon picture is from like 3 years ago for example lol #8 & 9 - I think I've posted these before but I just find them very interesting looking flowers. whenever they happen to be blooming #I'll pick up a few when I'm out on walks or etc. ... poof ball looking things #photo diary

[mxsticmess]

wip of saeyoung during saeran’s after ending

#i never post my art bc i’m not confident in it but i love this concept + i think i did good with this one #this is inspired by that one cg where he’s handcuffed to the agency boss except this time it’s just a random pole #i love him #707 #saeyoung choi #mystic messenger #mysme #mysme seven #saeran’s after ending #ray’s after ending #i never tag stuff like this idk what to put #mystic messenger fanart #mysme fanart #mm luciel #mm seven #idk he’s my beloved #little scrungly full of rage #😠 #art #also sorry for the shit quality i didn’t feel like exporting it from my computer