#just grey. depressed.

[greykolla-art]

Don’t know if I ship it, but I do want them to have as many scenes together as possible…

#grey art #fan art #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin lucifer #hazbin alastor #the radio demon #radioapple #duckiedeer #both of those are cute ship names1! #they are living in my house all the time #their power dynamic is way interesting #cause Alastor HATES when powerful people don’t respect him #and lucifer is just a depressed king who can’t help it! #he’s been going through some stuff he can’t keep up with everything his citizens are up to. #I love them

[madou-dilou]

"Each unjust act, even committed for the sake of a just cause, carries its curse within." The Accursed Kings, 1956

#tdp #the dragon prince #the dragon prince art #tdp fanart #the dragon prince fanart #tdp viren #viren #tdp lord viren #in his emo phase #which is permanent #It's supposed to be a suit #dont ask him when he slept for the last time #eye bags #eye bags are sexy #how I am supposed to function mom I have an emo fourty year old man to think about #I thought putting him his eye contract seal with Aaravos but I thought it would reduce the whole character to his rs with Aary #while actually viren's blood over his hands is the one he spilt both from the innocent and from himself #im also heavily guilty of romanticizing depression #hmmmm look at his face I just want to caress his cheekbones and to get struck by the grey storm of his eyes #i will never stop drawing him like a sick victorian boy

[isa-ah]

We both were chosen by this destiny…

Why did it have to be us?

#sorry this is soooo low energy i’m rlly down rn #hero’s purpose #loz #oot #ganondorf #link #maybe the symbolism would have been better if i did oot zelda and impa with koume and koutake #or if i did skyward sword zelda and impa with demise #but this felt Correct anyway #truly the dialogue in episode 5 is still just. chewing on it. chewing on it. chewing on it. #treating spirit of the hero as an extension of the curse that strips link of his empathy and autonomy is sooooo sexy #that it’s all morally grey that no one is correct in this conflict and there is no hero and villain #just used children groomed into a life of compulsive bloodshed at hylia and demise behest #god #hylia just Using Him against his will as he starts to crumble and ganondorf losing his humanity for his tenderness #the recognition of each other as terrified miserable children seconds before they’re both killed. it’s so sad #bro idk major link is just a genius he’s a genius #it’s so fucking compelling and depressing and i really wish the mutually morally grey landscape would be acknowledged canonically

[lucas-grey]

Unpopular Hitman Opinion

Maybe I put myself on thin ice now with this post 😅 But here are my personal unpopular opinions about the Hitman games!

The cutscenes from Hitman 2 are way better than the ones from Hitman 3

I know that many people didn't like the cutscenes from Hitman 2, especially comparing them to the ones from Hitman 2016. But compared to the cutscenes from Hitman 3, they are so much better. The quality of the Hitman 3 cutscenes is way behind this. Everyone is stiff, the mimic is stiff, the movements. They look like cutscenes from five years ago. The Hitman 2 cutscenes might be stills, but they are giving more emotions and depth (especially the Homecoming and the Untouchable cutscenes) than any cutscene from Hitman 3.

Hitman Blood Money and Hitman Absolution are the worst games of the franchise

Although Hitman 2 and Hitman Contracts were the first Hitman games I played, it was Absolution in particular that sparked my love for these games. Today, I can't play Blood Money or Absolution again. I think it was a bit due to the time back then; maybe they were trying to do some kind of Quentin Tarantino thing with the games and the humour in them. Looking back, it's just far too sexist and ridiculous for me and I probably wouldn't finish the games today.

I liked Diana more, when she was just a voice

Okay, this opinion is probably the most unpopular of all 🙈 And even though I liked Diana and her presence in the last games, I liked her character much more in the older games. Nobody knew who she really was or what she looked like, there was something so mysterious and secretive about it. She was someone important but nobody knew who she actually was and a lot was left to imagination. I think it made her much cooler than her presence in the last games.

Hitman 3 is the worst game of the whole World of Assassination trilogy

And I'm not (just) saying that because Grey dies in it 😅 His death itself isn't even the problem, it's the way he dies. It's just as stupid and far-fetched a decision as the rest of the story. The really ridiculous escape of the Constant, Grey's suicide, Diana's betrayal (which is just warmed up coffee). In addition to the bad story, I also find the levels far less good than in Hitman 2, for example. Dubai is far too small and the Carpathian Mountains are not a real Hitman level for me, but rather a predetermined route to get to the (bad) end. I also don't like the briefings, everything seems so jumbled up and doesn't fit in so nicely with the first two games.

I hate the goofy outfits

I hate all of them 😐 The Flamingo, the Clown, Santa. I don't find them funny and I never wear them if I don't have to. Maybe it's just not my kind of humour. But I like my 47 in tailored suits and expensive designer clothes 😌

Do you have any unpopular opinions for the Hitman Franchise?

#hitman #hitman fandom #agent 47 #lucas grey #diana burnwood #hitman woa #don't hate me for this #it's just my personal opinion of course #my depression made me write this

[totchiiiiii]

Have a good night or day everyone! ☺️

#can't stop it #just need to post before bedtime #Toshiya #DIR EN GREY #phalaris vol. ll #tour22 from depression to #【KR】cube #I wish to be a camera man

[abusivelittlebunny]

Someone who loves you wouldn't do this

Have some young Donald Pierce so fucking tired and used based on that one photo of Boyd in the tub by Mr Armstrong

#at that point where no matter what song i listen to i keep thinking oooh this fits one of Boyd's characters #this one is family line by Conan grey #if Logan met Donald when he was just a young depressed abused kid he'd instantly throw him over his shoulder & take him home #feed him well and fuck him gently and care for him so much it makes Donald burst out in confused tears #donald pierce #boyd holbrook #digital fanart #logan #logan x donald #xmen #to be honest this also looks like abused sweet dream #corinthos #so imma tag it as #the corinthian #as well #my art

[midnights-dragon]

“Forgive him,” Muriel said, voice soft and filled with an angelic sort of wisdom. Their hand squeezed Crowley’s shoulder gently, and the demon lifted his head even as he hunched further in on himself.

“It’s not that easy,” he croaked out.

“I know,” they said, their voice calm and steady. “Do it anyway.”

#this dialogue is from greys fucking anatomy #i just think that muriel being an impromptu therapist to soho’s local depressed demon #they get their lessons from a retired aubrey thyme #good omens #good omens dialogue #good omens fic #good omens ficlet #crowley and muriel #crowley good omens #muriel good omens #my fic

[torchickentacos]

winter depression is here and I am ANNOYED about it

#not really a vent in tags. just bitching about it lmao #i am a creative extrovert who suddenly does not want to create or talk to people! #but i have been through this more than enough times to know that i need to start doing those things MORE #as to not get dragged into the depression spiral #and like for a lot of people it's just 'get outside more' #but my disabled ass isn't easily able to do that so it's just 'text more. discord more. draw more. read more. inside things more.' #which does work for me but is harder in some ways #i do not miss high school but at least it got me out of the house some #at least I do enjoy christmastime. i like the lights and the vibes and the winter flavors and scents of things #so i have that in the next few weeks to lean into #like idk. i know how to deal with this. i do it every year. it's more annoying than anything at this point #like. oh okay. life feels like a cloudy grey parking lot. again. it'll go away eventually. #and until then i just need to be a Normal Person About Everything if i feel like it or not #hate that feeling of going through the motions. everything is just emotional grey static

[ruthlesslistener]

girl help i'm thinking about Them(tm) again (pk/lurien/wl)

#isaac from castlevania reawakened my latent need to write lurien #(who's basically an oc at this point ig but thats how fandom be) #mostly im just thinking about him being this insanely talented and competent man who fails at only one thing #and that is accounting for the fact that he fell in love with his god #after realizing that his ideal for said god was all surface level and that there was an extremely depressed and dysfunctional man underneath #also him accidentally being phased into a family unit when wl encourages him to get closer #bc then by proxy hes basically the stepdad to the vessels and hornet. and while he always wanted a family #he hasnt thought about this dream since he graduated bug college. which was centuries ago #also thinking about my gijinka for him and pk #pk i need to make weirder. lurien i need to make older i think. starting to go grey and scraggly just a bit #which would look rlly good with the silver beads in his locs and his starlight-coloured robes i think

[starheirxero]

guys I've been making this tsams au for months now and a crucial part of Eclipse's character development is that he gets rlly attatched to this cat, but I have just been referring to this cat as "the cat" so,

#xero says things #i considered the deeply hilarious idea that the cat visiting Eclipse ends up being one of Sun's cats (who r named Comet and Midnight- #-after the VA's actual cats LOL) #but i concluded that Eclipse deserves his Own cat bc he... probably wouldn't take well to having to share a cat with Sun 😭 #i think the cat will just kinda be a generic domestic shorthair #grey/white fur with either green or blue eyes #she's also gunna be a total lovebug #that's a very important detail bc if Eclipse even feels rejected by a cat during his depression arc then it will not do him Any good lmao 😭 #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams eclipse #eclipse #it runs deeper au #ird eclipse #..... #ird syntax error #I GUESS?

[torsamors]

ughhhhh

#sorry for sad posting again im just really. having a hard time still #if im not depressed n tired im anxious and tired #basically everything feels grey honestly atm. comes n goes but i hate feeling like this so badly 😔🔨 #dhswheufidjsjwkekfnfnkd i also almost passed out today n i have no. idea what thats abt. so #trying so hard not to let mental illness ruin my life but. um

[2-the-moon-and-2-saturn]

STOP IT i was just ATTACKED with a greys anatomy quote i HATE EVERYTHING

“20 years with the love of your life. that’s gonna be you, at our granddaughter’s wedding.”

“How about you? Won’t you be dancing at your granddaughter’s wedding?”

“Kinda gotta have a partner for that.”

“But if you had a partner, who would it be?”

“Oh, that’s easy. Lexie Grey.”

why are they LIKE THIS i’m CHEWING ON DRYWALL

#greys abc #this series got stretched so far its prime it’s easy to forget just how GOOD it used to be #then something like this happens and your depression is amped up by like 40 percent #AAAAAAAAAAAA #mark sloan #lexie grey #slexie

[tvs-coach]

He's so silly!

clipped from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LmqHuJhH6zk

#john major #spitting image #british tv #puppets #depressed brit #I love the implication that John isn't just grey but sees the world in grey as well #I prefer Steve Coogan's voice #But no hate towards Alistair McGowan's performance #thank you #you give me some HOPE #I'll never forgive youtube for baleeting all the Spitting Image videos #Thank god for archives #I live for behind the scenes Spitting Image footage #The puppets are so LARGE #I miss him every day

[abyssmalice]

(ACTUALLY while im on my thonky-thonkies for the night, i would like to say - as much as i love writing toni-sibby shenanigans and generally writing within that premise, i would very much like to write her default no-brother verse some more..............

it's unfortunately the setting with the most nuance and complicated Stuff(TM) for my tonitoni so sugdyguygdygyugdsugsdu I NEED TO REMEMBER SHE DOESN'T ACTUALLY HAVE A FREE CANDY WALLET CALLED AJAX TO BUG SOMETIMES!!)

#ooc | (written and loved and forgotten); #(im not annoyed abt this bc her mischief is always fun) #(BUT TONI ISNT ALWAYS LIKE THIS 24/7 EITHER..... SHES MORE THAN JUST A CANDY-MANIAC TRICKSTER BRAT!!!!! SHES COMPLICATED!!) #(i gave her three layers of depression and i want to utilize it- yudgyucgduysg) #(as much as i love being the free sibling comedy show i literally have a philosophy minor and would LIKE TO USE IT!!!!) #(sits on my knees. let my girl be morally grey and talk abt morals and STUFFFFF!!!)

[byanyan]

byan's distrust and outright fear of hospitals is something that's come up a bit in threads and muse discussion, but i've never really talked about why they hate them so much?

for one, they have a heavy distrust of any authority figures, including doctors and nurses. pair that with the fact that being treated in the hospital puts them in a vulnerable position and not in any control of things going on around them or to them, that's already enough reason for them to hate the place. and YET... the thing that really traumatized them and created a proper fear of hospitals happened when they were 12. after running away from an abusive foster home, which put them back on the street as they had no where else to go, byan stole from the wrong person and wound up severely injured in the resulting altercation. someone found them, called an ambulance, and they woke up in a hospital bed. using clues from the things they'd had stuffed away in their backpack, the hospital managed to find byan's identity and, from there, found their family - or, the foster family they were still technically under the care of. when the nurse told them that their family had been called and was already on the way, byan panicked and pleaded with her to not let them in, but... of course that didn't work. she thought they were merely afraid of the consequences of running away and being out so late in such an unsafe part of the city, brushing off their concerns to assure them that everything would be fine. it wasn't.

going to the hospital resulted in the family they fled from not only finding them, but dragging them back to that terrible house which became much, much more difficult to escape from after that. and that's all they can think about anytime they're in one of those buildings, be it in a bed or simply visiting.

#'maaaa grey's posting depressing headcanons on the dash agaaaaain' #sorry (: being in a rough place mentally has been really fleshing out some of the darker parts of byan's childhood in my brain ok #this is something I've had headcanoned for months now tbh. only just writing it down rn while I'm on this depressive kick #this isn't the only Unpleasant experience they've had bc of hospitals either - just the worst one #they've also had their drug use revealed to foster families against their will to..... mixed results. some Very Bad. #they Do Not Trust nurses or doctors to genuinely have their best interests in mind. #and any time they find themself waking up in a hospital bed all they feel is that same ice cold chill of dread and fear that they did at 12 #this is also why they have a tendency to try to escape hospitals regardless of what state they're in 🙃 #anyway....... #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ HEADCANON ⋮ DANGER IN THE FABRIC OF THIS THING I MADE. #child abuse cw #ask to tag

[foggieststars]

had a burger & remembered good things exist in this world 💖

#turns out everything is not grey and depressing i was just hungry <3 #also the sun came out! slay