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mythmakinvgxz · 3 months

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helloo i just saw ur last post abaut Blas and i loved it, could you do how Matías and Blas would react when they are jealous?

Thank u and i hope i dont bother u since u just posted :D

i’m so glad you liked it! here you go:) (sorry for the wait)

summary: how matias and blas would react if they were jealous

tw: jealousy?

an: i really enjoyed writing this one, i love them so much (please send me more requests for mati)

matias:

the first time he felt jealous was when he saw you talking with a guy at an event for the movie.

he realized the guy was getting a bit too close to you, whispering in your ear while smirking.

he suddenly felt a shiver down his spine

and rushed by your side

he just couldn’t stand the sight of his girl with another boy who wasn’t him.

you felt a hand around your waist, squeezing it.

you turned around and there was matias, looking as handsome as ever.

“what do we have here?” he’s say in the most provocative tone looking in the boy’s eyes.

the other guy just standed there in silence, looking pale

since there were no answers, matias said.

“now if you dont mind, i’ll take my girl with me” he’d speak again, now with an ironic tone in his voice

and he’d walk away with you, his hand still around your waist.

“there was seriously no need to do that, mati” you’d roll your eyes, chuckling at the boy’s behaviour.

“trust me, there was” he’d place his lips softly on yours, smiling in the kiss.

you couldn’t get enough of him.

blas:

when it comes to feel jealous, blas always tends to hide it.

he felt jealous when he saw you laughing and getting closer with enzo.

he immediately thought that you were replacing him.

and when your conversation with enzo was over and you rushed by his side

he suddenly fell very quiet.

answering your questions with monosyllables.

“is everything okay?” you asked him in a concerned tone.

“yeah, it’s nothing” he answered looking away from your gaze.

while biting his nails.

“blas” you stared at him “you can tell me”

you took his hand in yours.

“do you like enzo?” he said in a rush, afraid about your reaction.

“what?” you were seriously surprised, you imagined everything but this.

“do you… like him?” he finally found the courage to look you in the eyes.

“what are you talking about?”

“i saw you guys earlier, it sounded like you were having fun” he said in an annoyed tone.

“are you jealous, blas?” you suddenly said in a provocative way.

“me? jealous? never.”

“oh i think you are.” you smiled and looked at him softly.

“i only have eyes for you” you said.

#matias recalt #matias recalt headcanons #matias recalt fic #matias recalt x you #matias recalt x reader #blas polidori #blas polidori headcanon #blas polidori fic #blas polidori x you #blas polidori x reader #lsdln fic #lsdln

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starry-hughes · 1 year

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Congrats star! Can u do “we fell asleep on the couch, watching a movie and wake up entangled with each other” with mat barzal? Thank you!

500 follower celly!

thank you!

mat was tired. he was nearing a return to hockey but his body was still pretty sore. you were staying home with him, working from the couch just to give him company so he wasn’t alone all the time. luckily, the boys from the team helped out a lot and tried to come over as much as the schedule allowed.

he was laying on the couch after dinner and you joined him after showering. he had grown out his scruff a little bit which you always loved. “hey maty, can we watch that movie?” you asked. “sure sweetheart, come cuddle.”

you laid with him across the couch, back pressed to his chest as his arm lazily fell over your body. “you’re gonna have to shave if you return for the regular season, and then immediately grow it back out for the playoffs,” you squirmed as his scruff scratched your neck.

you two didn’t make it through half the movie, both falling asleep tangled in one another. mat woke up first, early in the morning. luckily he was able to carry you to bed to get an extra couple of hours to sleep together.

#mat barzal blurb #500 follower celly!!

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totheblood · 1 year

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ARI. IM IN SHOCK. CHAPTER 3??! THE LAST AUDIO??? oMFG YOUVE DONE IT AGAIN YOURE DUCH AN AMAZINF WRITER WTF

Literally had me gripping onto my sheets like

i’m literally in love with you

Marry me 💍

IS THERE FONNA BE A CHAP 4??? AHWBRNKFOv?!!!

no shut up because the lines

“Just a lesson, Ellie. I’m dating her.”

“Yeah, but you’re fucking me.”

I LITERALLY HAD BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH YOU ABSOLUTE MENACE I WAS SCREAMING QHBDICKEKK

also i was scrolling through pinterest and saw this, it reminded me of ellie 🤭

nways i literally adore u, you’re amazing, please remember to take care of yourself <3

- mati

mati u make me cry... IN A GOOD WAY I MEAN.. thank u sm oh my god,,,

i'm buying the ring for u as we speak... hold...

yes there will be a chapter four!! i'm planning for 3-4 more chapters.... eek i'm sorry..

HFIUEHIUH THAT PIC IS SO ELLIE IM DEAD

thank u again mati, it's always a pleasure interacting w u

#asked & answered #hehatesmati

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toadstool32 · 5 months

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Im gonna talk about my OCS for a sec I have to get into a creative space ok here it goes

Raini used to be my adventure time oc she started as like a princess that lived in a box in the woods but the box was a portal to a In between place for diff universes. She used to have a sidekick that was a purple octopus she did shady magic on it to become a big anime guy to help her out and also play games with. Naturally I was like 12 and didn't know what to do with them other than play house with them w my friends and their adventure time OCS. But I grew up n now they changed to something else.

This is them btw ^^^

The octopi eventually became Mati n as I was looking up pics for this I FORGOT mantis insp was Canada from hetalia OTL it's ok I'm fine.

Anyway eventually I grew up n raini grew up into a older sister kinda character bc when I was 12 I wanted her to be 15 (older than me) and then I was 15 n I was like hey. So she's 21 but now I'm older than her so whatever. Also Mati is now rainis lil bro. She actually became a big sister wow!!.

Anyway raini is like. She was made to be a replacement to this evil sorceress like instead of looking for inmortality she was like ok when I die I'll just process someone so I'll make a body for that so she was like ok I'm training a vessel for that n so raini was born in a way but the lady is like ok someone has to make this kid learn stuff so her body is good enough for when I die who's gonna do that not me lolz so raini grew up around lots of u dead servants and she was like alright cool I'll be the best at magic shit and one day mg mom will take over my body cool 👍 but then she got old enough to notice that's fucked up as shit and the sorceress started paying attention to her and started punishing her when she wasn't good enough so one day raini found a spell to make two pieces of jewelry connect to eachother in a way that would funnel energy from one to the other and so raini gave one to her mom and kept the other and when she least expected it started to steal her mom magic energy plus did other magic stuff. So she used the boost in energy to run away. But while she was running away (and it's a big castle like thing that she has never stepped out of) she found in a secluded room a kid. Like seven years old. Staring blankly at nothing so she's like aw fuck there ANOTHER ONE and while the sounds of her mom's screams were ringing thru all the place she grabbed the kid and ran away.

Eventually she found an old place that her mom owned and just stayed there with Mati she does odd jobs around and uses magic to help out ppl in near towns (for a price tho, she's got a mouth to feed) raini still is technically linked to her mom and she wants to kill her bc she doesn't just wanna run away but also the original plan was always that when she dies she Will Take Over Her Body, it's cool it's chill. She's coping.

Mati wasn't trained in anything like raini was her barely a person he's more like a shell but when raini grabbed him and ran away he started to react to stuff and learn u know. Eventually after he spend enough time outside in the real world he started acting like a kid. If a weird one bc all the entertainment in the house are weird anime, zoology books and creepy shit, sappy soaps and also he lives with raini so. But he's probably more well adjusted than raini. Figures. Also he's like a ticking magic bomb, whoops! He can't do magic. But more like. He IS magic, if he ever finds that out he will go nuclear ✌️

Ok that's all for now thx if u read this.but also Why

#oc tag #raini and mati #ac

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yourassimcomingforit · 6 months

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Just gonna ramble about that last episode of OFMD BECAUSE I CANNOT

THE PARALLELS IN THIS EPISODE!! We quite literally get to see the parallels side by side and u cannot stede and ed running to each other on the beach ed reading Stedes letter at the same time as past stede GRRRRR. Izzy dying like how can they do him like that he deserved better. We don’t visually see the bullet hit him we just see Ricky shoot his gun and Izzy and everyone keep going but as they’re running you can see how he’s slow and he’s holding his side and the others don’t notice until they have to carry him and he’s already dying. Ed finally getting his little inn and it’s with stede they’re gonna live their little inn life and Izzy’s grave right outside by the beach I’m sobbing. In this episode we really see how much Izzy has changed and then THEY KILL HIM. He talks about how being a pirate is finding your own family that you’d kill for after your original one left you and that’s so sweet he’s changed so much from the person that kept being Ed to be Blackbeard and to maim and kill to being someone telling Ed to go be good. Izzy apologizing for his own faults <33. Ed finally realizing that he no longer only has Izzy he has this whole crew right there with him he’s surrounded by people that care and love him. Also Izzy just calling everyone twats I love it. IM REWATCHING HIS LITTLE FUNERAL FOR THIS AND IM- IS PART OF HIS GRAVESTONE MADE FROM HIS LITTLE LEG IM SOBBING I CANT. I bet the little white bone looking thing on top is probably from his cut off leg. Lucius’s and black Pete’s little wedding on the ship was so cute “I now pronounce you maties” and presumably buttons coming back to land on Izzy’s grave. ALSO SPANISH JACKIE IN THIS EPISODE I LOVE HER. Her just casually poison training all her husbands without their knowledge (or at least Swedes knowledge) and just poisoning everyone in there I love it. Back to Izzy’s death the way stede took charge and get help while everyone else was just frozen there with Ed yelling. I just love and hate this entire episode so much <333

#ofmd s2 #ofmd #ofmd spoilers #toshi rambles

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innnnna · 1 year

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Can i just still loving u.

Aduh kayanya kata-kata ini sudah tidak mempan lagi bagi orang sudah lama mati rasa. Lebih baik mati matian memperjuangkan dan menata kembali bukan untuk merasa pantas dengan orang tersebut, namun akan lebih baik menanyakan diri sendiri, apakah kamu sudah mulai mengisi dan mengasah dirimu sendiri? Jangan paksa apa yang bukan kehendakmu, karena itu di luar dari kekuatan dan sumber dari dalammu. Serahkan dan kembalikan pada yang Mahaa Memiliki segala-Nya.

Edisi dari orang² yang sudah mengaku lelah dan memutuskan melepaskan diri dari apa yang mereka sebut dengan rasa yang disemai perlahan.

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trasho-pando2011 · 10 months

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I JUST FOUND AN APP WHERE U CAN WATCH MOVIES FOR FREE AND HOLY FUCKING SHIT

ME MATIES, IT'S FUCKIN PIRATE TIME

Hopefully the quality isn't shitty

#trasho's random ramblings #I'M ABOUT TO WATCH SO MANY MOVIES HOLY SHIT #FUCK YOU [insert movie company]

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fallinallincurls · 2 years

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ok cause maty b (ur husband) being a little too hard on ur teenage son after a game

hes playing at an elite level but he feels like he’s not enough (even though he’s probably following in mats footsteps)

and mat doesn’t realize he’s being too hard on him and u talk to him and he feels bad and goes to talk to him

but he really just wants the best for him

okay but hockey dad mat is a yes from me!! he's so proud of your son who is following in his footsteps, but can get swept up in trying to make sure he's the best he can be throughout all of that as well. so after a big game that results in a loss that leaves your son devastated because the team was this close to winning, mat is a little too hard on him. going over what he could've done better and how he knows he's better than that. you can see the direct effect it has on him and when you bring it up to mat later, his heart breaks. he never wants to be the parent to ruin something his child loves. he was lucky enough to have incredibly support to get him to the nhl and he wanted to do the same for his son. so he goes to talk to him, heartfelt and sincere, where he apologizes and explains he just wants the best for him even though he knows he's already doing all of that. no game could erase his love

#asks #ask bre #lovely anon #mat barzal #concept night

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heich0e · 1 year

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LIV??? i just read the frat!atsumu fic where you have to “pretend” to have sex w him for points and ohmygod.

the BEST atsumu fic ive ever read??? what the hell??? THE PHOTO OF HIM ASWELL HAD ME SCREECHING OH MY LORDD

you’re an amazing writer and i literally had to put my phone down like 12 times because he got me FLUSTEREDDD

lots of kisses and hugs for my fav atsumu writer

- mati

HI MATI!! thank u so much this is so sweet??? frat!sumu sunk his teeth deep into the scruff of my neck after i saw H's art for the first time and proceeded to drag me around until i got that fic outta my system. sending u a big squish!! <3

#liv got mail

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okitakunaigu · 2 years

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halo gue salsa

yang tahun ini bakal umur kepala dua

semoga masih ada ya sampai umur 20

makin gede makin ngerasa hidup tuh gak bakal bertahan lama, aneh kalo baru ngerasain itu sekarang.

banyak banget bad accident yang terjadi tahun lalu ya sampe gak kerasa udah jalan hampir setahun. banyak juga yang terjadi sama diri sendiri mulai dari jenuh-fucked up-berusaha adaptasi-healing-merenung-fucked up lagi and looping. capek, sedih, terluka, sembuh, iri, bosan, dan bahagia sometimes.

tadi ada berita pesawat jatuh di kepulauan seribu rute jkt-pontianak. bodohnya gue, baru kepikiran selama ini perasaan keluarga yang ditinggalin. seputus asa apa mereka? sesedih apa kalo gue ada di posisi mereka? apa mereka bisa bertahan buat hidup besok? seberapa banyak anggota keluarga yang trauma karena accident itu? iya gue kebayang tapi ga kebayang juga.

bukannya gak mungkin kan kalo ternyata besok giliran gue yang mati, atau mungkin orang tersayang yang raib dari muka bumi, jujur gue belum siap kalo orangtua gue yang dapet bagian nya these time. terlalu bersender sama orangtua, gue belum sanggup hidup sendiri, not yet.

semakin banyak waktu semakin banyak juga gue mikir. telat banget sih emang kalo baru sadar sekarang. betapa MALU nya gue dengan semua kisah kelam yang dialamin dulu. masa remaja gue belum ngerasa tertampar sama kejadian itu dan baru sekarang bener-bener gue :

“wow. r u made from steel, dude?”

sebenernya bukan kuat banget kamu salsa!

but, lihatlah betapa bodohnya kamu dulu.

sorry oot but suddenly my playlist going through and find this song andd really hit me so hard.

You’re gonna live forever in me

— John Mayer

ada banyak hal yang bisa bikin

sedihnya kebahagiaan & bahagianya kesedihan.

bahagia karena tugas dpm tinggal ucapan pamit

pusing karena drama kunci motor dikosan tapi udah selesai alhamdulillah. atau perasaan campur aduk karena jawaban pertanyaan random gue tentang “apa yang bikin lu rekomendasiin gue ngambil psikologi?” sebenernya pengen nanya lebih dalam lagi tapi... kayanya cukup.

cukup buat gue mikir panjang lagi apa yang gue lakuin selama ini, and he said

“let’s just live a life”

iya bener

sesimpel itu sebenernya.

tapi gak salah kok kalo gue cukup kepikiran sama jawabannya.

let’s try harder then.

———

12.31 AM

January, 10th 2021

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butwewillgoback · 1 year

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Apa yang Ayah tinggalkan setahun yang lalu buatku adalah kesadaran bahwa selamanya aku akan mencari seseorang yang bisa menjadi tiang dalam kegoyahanku, yang nyatanya, dapat berlangsung selamanya. Aku nggak mau bilang kalau Sigmund Freud benar soal teori id, aku nggak mau dibilang unconscious realmku adalah mendambakan hidup yang nggak perlu ngoyo mengambil keputusan. Aku masih mau jadi orang yang bermoral yang masih bisa ngatur egonya, kurasa.

Charles the III, Prince of Wales (now Your Majesty King of England), didakwa punya OLD (yes he’s old but not this OLD). Obsessive Love Disorder, dimana hidup mati keputusanku didasarkan pada siapa yang dicintai. Tidak ada satu kuasa dari orang lain barang sebesar apapun yang dapat mempengaruhi kecuali dia, dan hanya dia untuk satu dan selamanya. I’m parakeeting the shit out of you. It might sounds weird and toxic but I gotta admit having the trait is ridiculously romantic and trigger some banter inside my heart. Because when the first time, I found out about the term, I was like, “Damn, aren’t u just like this, Kaes,”. I used to scream bloody bollocks towards love, saying that it only causes pain and infinite disappointment but little do I know that this trait are just a facade for someone we like to call as “BUCIN TOLOL”.

By the fact that my way of loving effected a lot by how my father treated our family, and the newly found out disorder that I secretly like, I conduct myself like a circus director. I juggled between wanting to go all out in loving (biarkan aku sembah dirimu, tapi janjikan aku surga sebagai gantinya), but scared because all my reference are all romantic books, movies and dramas. Since I was little, I always try to block all the memories of the absent of love and overloaded abuse. I wouldn’t want to picture future by the way people around me conduct their life. But then when I only listen and observe, jadi saksi sejarah tanpa jadi pelakunya, I had this hazy opinion abt people in general. That men is mostly just a only physical no brain person, that they judgement is poor and you should be careful with it. And women are easily offended, they tend to not say what they feel, they are very cautious and can stab you in the back anytime.

In that sense, I then believe that I should always be heavily loaded around them. So when it comes to love, I tried to have the upper hand once again, so I wont be my mom. I try to control the environment, with that much information I indirectly gathered, I met my first love (or so I thought). At that time I might be obsessed with teenlit, chicklit and romance novel and I see male specimen as savior and hati yang tulus harusnya adalah the right currency to be loved. But you shouldn’t believe a girl who’s in love with someone she’s been studied together with. Yang dengan berapi-api percaya bahwa love againts all odds, akan menang. They will met their happily ever after. Little did I know that life doesn’t work like that. In between trying to spend my youth with taking care of myself all alone tanpa ada sosok yang bisa diajak berkonsultasi atas hidup kecuali buku dan kaset bajakan film disney, aku nggak sengaja menjadi codependent pada manusia kurang dewasa ini dan akhirnya experiencing my first heartbreak. Aku inget banget selama tahun-tahun lalu aku hidup dengan lagu Nana Mizuki - Last Scene. It said,

Please go away now;

I don’t want to trouble you when I chase after you

In my dreams, as we embrace I want you to deceive me

In fact, even now, though I want you to find me within the crowd of people

I can’t show you tears anymore, right?

Turn at the next corner and go

It’s the last thing that I can do

I know with all of our differences, mostly the differences in feelings, I hate to admit that I turn into the monster people always talked about. The unindependent tiring girlfriend. The crazy one. I cried for damn whole month like crazy because I wanted this silly innocent love to work. But the moment I told people around me, they told me that I shouldn’t cry about it. Woman should never show her love to man. It’s better to be loved than to chase love.

They told me that tears are the symbol of defeated, and instead of embracing the pain, dan mengaku bahwa aku kalah (nggak seharusnya ada pihak yang menang dan kalah dalam cinta), aku melenggang mencari seseorang yang baru dengan semangat bahwa kalau aku tidak bisa bertemu dengan orang yang tepat, aku bisa bertemu dengan orang yang tepat.

Namun di satu sisi, ketika aku berhadapan dengan wanita, aku nggak bisa mengaplikasikan itu. Ada satu sisi dari diriku yang ngerasa aku begitu relatable dengan mereka dan aku harus tulus sebagaimana aku selalu mendambakan ketulusan, mereka pun begitu. Maka dari itu aku nggak pernah melakukan first move dalam memilih teman, I let them in and watched them go. Continuesly, tanpa tahu apa yang bisa kuperbaiki untuk bisa bersama mereka seterusnya. Akupun nggak tau kenapa aku kehilangan yang harusnya tinggal, dan meninggalkan yang harusnya kupertahankan. Aku nganggepnya, its a part of growing up. I stopped reaching out to them when they not initiated the first move. Aku nggak tahan kalau disakiti laki-laki, tapi aku lebih nggak mau disakiti sama perempuan. Makanya aku biarkan mereka berlalu, perasaanku nggak penting sama sekali.

Aku berakhir dengan nggak mau punya teman dan nggak mau punya cinta sama sekali. Aku cukup hidup aja dalam imajinasi dunia ideal ini. Aku bakal fokus pada obsesiku yang lain, belajar dan bikin ayah dan ibun bangga. Seberat apapun aku mengutuk ayahku karena dia cuman mau ‘ngurusin’ aku setiap aku lomba dan aku bagi rapor (bayangkan betapa besar pengabdianku padanya sampai ranking 1 paralel di SMA aja aku persembahkan padanya), obsesi terhadap mimpi dan cita-cita ini adalah pengalihan isu dari rasa sepi sekaligus ketakutan akan kehilangan lagi. Aku pikir, aku mungkin memang harus menambah banyak pengetahuan lagi in how to live life kayak orang lain, biar aku bisa menghindari hal-hal yang aku nggak mau rasakan dan bikin aku nggak nyaman.

Dan Tuhan made it so easy to me. My determination selalu membuahkan apa yang kuinginkan, dan layaknya manusia yang diberi kekuatan, i become greedy. I wanted to determine my life again. As my mom told me, jadilah pintar biar bisa memilih. If I can’t find my man, I’ll create my man. And here comes this mentally unavailable penurut man into my life. And I thought, people been praising me at how I overcome a major not everyone can excelled at, getting internship at company people can only dream about, having the career people can achieve 10 years later, so what’s so hard in bending a man and shape them into the ideal man I want?

But HAHAHAHAHA DAMN I WISH

The whole situation turn into 2 years of neverending endurance. Him enduring every tuntutan that I made, me enduring every stupid decision I made and watch him follow me like rebelling puppy. Fuck that’s so tiring but tiada kesuksesan tanpa kesulitan, I thought. Semua pandanganku akan lelaki seakan hancur lebur entah kemana, ternyata dengan tempaan apapun lelaki, ataupun perempuan, tidak akan berubah kecuali dia menginginkannya, atau mungkin ketika Tuhan menghendakinya.

Diantara itu aku pertemuanku sama 2 sahabatku yang penuh dengan kelainan, membuatku terus berpikir bahwa keikhlasan dalam berhubungan nyatanya ada. Aku yang selalu diam-diam meminta untuk dihubungi duluan, selalu bersama mereka yang tidak ragu untuk menyapaku, mau selama apapun aku lari dari mereka untuk menghadapi masalahku sendiri. Kebiasaan selalu dianggap sebagai dewi dalam keluarga, yang selalu dapat diandalkan oleh siapapun, aku nggak sudi kalau pandangan itu hilang dari diriku. So I ranaway, and I came back, and they embrace me again. Giving me a slack to be my own self, bungsu manja yang tinggal iya-iya aja sama semua permintaan mereka buat ditukar sama sayang yang tak terhingga.

Dalam kenyamanan itu, it got me thinking is this man is what I wish for, can I find my happy ending with him? Do the price of having good communication is worth for this unrebellious loyal loving man? And in this part, my mom suddenly come with her ‘jalur langit’. Or the greed become bigger, I don’t know. But that time, I thought that I can’t take this anymore, i’m so tired with trying to be what he wanted so he could be what I want. I’m done and I call it a quit.

Then the fear of being alone, and the sense of losing control over everything hit me. I was crying twice uglier than my first heartbreak. I feel like my life has been a series of wrong decision, and the more I feel like all the books and songs are unreliable, I started to fear that I’ll ended up being alone never feeling loved and satisfied.

Then the reality hits me like a truck (it sucks because puberty never did that to me), this once I thought I had power on man, actually been cheating on me while also blaming me that I’m too controlling. Fuck me, fuck my life.

Now i’m alone.

And i’m being deceived.

The two things I very much hate in this life. Suddenly I become my mom, and feeling utterly disgusted with my life. All those sacrifices and for what? Buat apa aku bersuka-ria mencintai diriku yang sedang mencinta kalau ternyata aku dibodoh-bodohi dan aku tidak menyadarinya? Ternyata aku nggak lain dari wanita yang sering kuketawain di drama, buta, nggak berotak. Dan ternyata aku nggak ikhlas diperlakukan begitu, keikhlasanku bodoh di depan cinta udah dihabisin sama ayahku. Dan sebelum aku melepas itu, dia dengan beraninya pulang duluan. Lalu kudu gimana aku harus tau bahwa ikhlas ini adalah hal yang benar atau salah? Yang bisa kutanyai ternyata sama Tuhan direnggut gitu aja. Biar jadi misteri terus, yang akhirnya it leads me to this new found out feelings : iri.

Nggak pernah sekalipun dalam hidupku aku bayangkan bahwa aku sadar aku ini gemar merasa iri. Di titik lelah ini, aku iri sama orang-orang yang always seems like their life is easy. Received a little and already feel blessed with it. And they look so much more organicly happier than me. While im beating my ass off in making people happy and somehow wishing that I’d feel that much happy when I received from others. But what I’ve been receiving the past years? What part of being smarter made me. Just a people please, a pretender. My little self will always want what I didn’t get from my dad, the innocent effortless love.

And this is the part when a new character unlocked in my life : Said Mahri.

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