#just crying

[k1ranishf4]

It is 8am, I haven’t slept at all and most likely have all qualifications needed to be declared clinically insane.

BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK MAN??!,!!?!,!,!,!, KXKKSOZLSKXJDLZKSNICUEJSPMWOZHC

I’M GONNA FUCKING KMS AT THIS POINT

*GOOD OMENS 2 SPOILERS BELOW*

It all started so nicely; the first 30 seconds or so literally showed us Crowley when he was still an angel, happily creating the stars and the galaxy and being so proud of his work to the point where he couldn’t even stop smiling like an idiot.

And Aziraphale was with him!! Aziraphale, who fell in love with Crowley even before Earth itself was created; Aziraphale, who couldn’t take his eyes off of Crowley for even just one second while the other was rambling about the stars.

It just got better and sweeter after that, I literally couldn’t stop thinking about how they definitely seem like an old married couple to bystanders, especially whenever they bicker back and forth!

Not to mention their familiarity. You could tell back in season one that those two have known each other for a really really long time and it just got more obvious with this season.

Their mutual pining was also painfully obvious, as always, but this time it really punched me in the guts. I kept coming back to tumblr every now and then when I needed a giggling-and-kicking feet-break while watching and obviously saw a few posts and gifs. Which didn’t exactly help my kicked-puppy-phase. I’ll come back to this later.

Anyway, I’m also hyperventilating about the “One cast-out Prince of Heaven was already bad enough” or something along those lines and was like “ARE THEY INDIRECTLY CONFIRMING THAT CROWLEY WAS THE ARCHANGEL RAPHAEL BEFORE HE FELL???” Because the way I see it, the answer seems to be yes.

Muriel basically said “I don’t have the clearance to show you these files, I’m really sorry” and Crowley just— the fact that the files can only be accessed by angels of higher status tells enough for us to know, but then again, I could be reading way too much into it and all of that could be something else entirely (which I highly doubt, but we saw that literally anything can happen).

Another thing that I absolutely loved was Saraquael’s floating wheelchair. It looked so cool, to be honest. I also liked that they decided to have a disabled angel, instead of going with “yeah, they’re all at peak physical performance”.

Coming back to the Idiots in Love, I honestly thought that it was hilarious of them to stick their noses into other people’s love lives, yet they’re blind/mute/deaf/whatever you want to call it when it comes to the both of them. Loved how two mere humans had to talk sense to a literal demon.

The Kiss. Oh, the Kiss. That broke me. I was worried at first when Aziraphale came back to the bookshop after his little walk and talk with Metatron and was actually shocked to find out that my anxious worry was right. Angel comes back with a two meters wide smile plastered on his face and suddenly starts talking about Heaven again.

That definitely hurt Crowley on an indescribable level. Imagine most of the current problems in your life have been solved again, you’re daydreaming about a lovely dinner at the Ritz with the love of your life and have (some of) your precious, peaceful and fragile existence back when suddenly all of your hopes and dreams get crushed by the very person that you love because they can’t help Heaven’s brainwashing and their own righteousness.

Imagine them happily talking about the very place that you were cast out of just for daring to question or even make suggestions for God’s Great Plan. Yup, definitely sucked for Crowley. I believe that in that moment, when he kissed Aziraphale, he was hoping to finally open the angel’s eyes and make him see and understand what Crowley truly meant.

He just wanted to be away from everyone and everything and have his love by his side, just like he always had been.

But Aziraphale didn’t—couldn’t!— understand that. He was losing his faith and frankly, I still think he does, but deep down, there’s this something in him that sees the good in everyone. Especially Heaven, because God and the angels are supposed to be the good guys here! Hell is obviously bad and evil, and so are demons, then Heaven must’ve been better!

He’s loved Crowley for as long as Crowley has loved him, but in that moment, he saw his chance to possibly make a change and had to take it. He doubted this decision, obviously!! But he also knew that change was desperately needed, even though he seemed to regret his choices and even considered just going back to Crowley.

Crowley, on the other hand, expected Aziraphale to immediately turn down the offer and when it was clear that he hadn’t, he tried to convince Aziraphale of just calling everything off. He waited outside by his car, because Aziraphale always came back after arguments like this. He came back when Crowley had asked for holy water, despite being against it. He came back when Crowley had offered to run away together multiple times during Armageddon. He always returned to Crowley despite his own opinions and Crowley thought that this might also be just like those times.

Except it wasn’t. He got another “I forgive you” and watched the most important person to him step into the elevator to Heaven. The bookshop was in the hands of a stranger and their countless ‘dates’ became just another thing in the past.

He was lonely again, just like he had been when he had fallen and this time, there didn’t seem to be a solution to his loneliness.

It was absolutely fulfilling to see Beelzebub and Gabriel get together and be happy and I was desperately hoping that we’d see the same with Aziraphale and Crowley, but it was just wishful thinking.

At this point, I think that Neil Gaiman just took everything he saw on Tumblr and Twitter and said “let’s put all of this into the second season, but with extra angst in the ending.”

Which is incredible!! But it still hurt my soul and I’m gonna be thinking about this until we hopefully get a season 3.

It’s 9am now, I’ve been typing this for an whole hour and am incapable of forming any coherent thoughts. If something else should come to my mind, I’ll post it after finally catching some Zs.

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens 2 review #sort of #aziraphale #crowley #nina good omens #maggie good omens #good omens beelzebub #good omens gabriel #i’m fucking sobbing #we need a season three #ineffable husbands #ineffable bureaucracy #no thoughts brain empty #just crying #remember when i said that crowley’s going through it this season? #yeah well it was all of them #emotional damage #emotional rollercoaster #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers

[blackbloodredpepper]

What are we thinking about Logan's height in the latest ep?

Because i just read the most heart wrenching theory that the reason he looks so small now is because louise is older and more mature and therefore doesn't see him as so large anymore :')

#don't mind me #just crying #bob’s burgers #louise belcher #logan bush #logan bobs burgers #louigan #txt

[gardengnosticator]

jade harley

#just crying #been a long time since i got emotional over fucking homestuck #but here we are

[ghostchems]

Werewolf Secondo has invaded my brain and my heart. I didn’t think I’d love him but look what you made me do. I love all your writing though, you are an amazing talent!

oh my goodness

thank you SO MUCH! thank you thank you. this makes me so happy. I’ve been feeling kinda meh about my writing lately 😭

Also isn’t Mr. Werewolf Secondo so romantic? I want to live in his world and snuggle up with him.

#just crying #really thank you so much

[corazondebeskar]

I’m still not over Kelleran Beq.

My kid watches all of Jedi Temple Challenge like at least once a month and I literally cannot think of a better choice to save Grogu. I was worried it would be like. Yoda or one of the big names.

But this is just poetic. Of course he’d be saving younglings! He’s a teacher!!

#the mandalorian spoilers #kelleran beq #just crying

[zolimarts]

🫂🫂🫂

#Marc x Khonshu??? #MarcKhonshu #digital sketch #fanart #moon knight #just crying #hurt/comfort #i guess #kinda KhonshuxJake vibes too #marc spector #khonshu

[theonethatyoudreamof]

listening to renee rapp is self-care, actually

#renee rapp #tattoos #everything to everyone #in the kitchen #too well #sobbing #i'm fine #just crying #it's fine

[naiishu]

hello i am naii.

a few years ago I started the fluxfiction group and several things happened and now it disbanded, now it's just me.

socials is not my thing. sorry for being awkward. i'll keep doing my best.

always, always, thank you for reading!!!!

#i am not dead #just crying #crying a lot #thank you

[sinarainbows]

GRETA MY NUMBER 1 ARTIST ON SPOTIFY WRAPPED 😭😭 THEIR VIDEO HAS ME BAWLING 😭

#spotify wrapped #greta van fleet #just crying #i cant do this #what the fuck #the kisses ??? from josh ???

[like-the-new-gllry-replaced]

We just moved into a new house and we don’t have a WiFi yet and I still found a way to watch the new season (my own mobile internet it’s about to end) and it’s almost midnight and I can’t sleep bc I’m crying so much and I have to go to school in the morning and I don’t have much internet left but ughhh I can’t what the fuck was that I can’t I just can’t

#good omens #go spoilers #go s2 #aziraphale #crowley #inefabble husbands #just crying #fuck you neil gaiman

[hanyoongs]

I have many MANY thoughts about Between Us ep. 6, but the main thing that stays with me is definitely Team's facial expressions after Win saved him from drowning. God. The pain, the confusion, the hurt, the sad. It was so mf good ON GOD

#WinTeam #Between Us #Between Us ep6 #just crying #it was so good

[charles-pitlane]

MONACO PLEASE I TOLD YOU JUST CAN YOU BE NICE TO YOUR OWN BOYS? WHAT IS THE PROBLEM!

#just crying

[enigmatist17]

Excuse me while I cry over the higher res version of the Andor teaser someone just dropped.

ALSO I SAW YOU KINO BBY I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN MY LOVELY GRUMPY MAN

#andor #andor spoilers? #just crying

[iwasoveronthwbenchh]

it's funny... when I'm sad and anxious I would just reread everything about the marauders and then it'll make me more sad I'd cry for hours......then I'm alright.....

#atyd marauders #atyd fandom #atyd james #atyd lily #atyd peter #atyd quotes #just crying #atyd marlene #atyd regulus #atyd sirius #atyd wolfstar #atyd remus #atyd grant #all the young dudes #marauders #harry potter #i'm going insane #marlene mckinnon #slytherin dorcas #mary macdonald #just angst #angst prompt #pandora lovegood #marauders supremacy #marauders sad #marauders map #regulus black

[puppy-coded]

why are my mutuals nicer to me than my actual friends??

i love all of you <3

#my lord #im not sad or anything #just crying #·̩̩̥͙＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚the goddess speaks˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊·̩̩̥͙

[frogissquattingindirt]

Period shit

Does anyone else (almost) always have their period around important (school) stuff. like test and presentations? and how do you people deal with mood swings in school cuz there this dick in my class in I really dont fee like crying in front of him or anyone else.

#please help #im not in pain #just crying #the whole time #frog talks