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jjwantsme · 1 year
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trouble is my middle name
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pairing: jj maybank x girlfriend!pogue!reader
summary: in which y/n decides to leave her boyfriend alone for just a few minutes, and it results in nothing but chaos.
warnings: psychical fighting, an angry but HOT jj, bestfriend!sarah, cussing, mentions of sex, fem reader, let me know if i missed anything!
authors note: jj is so boyfriend for this. you’re welcome
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“Dude,” JJ laughed, an arm tight around y/n’s waist as he laughed at something pope said, “you’re so full of shit!”
“No, i’m not! What makes you think I can’t do a backflip?” Pope argued back as he rested his forearms on his knees.
“Uh, you were on the math team?!” The blondie laughed in the other boys face, getting distracted when he felt his girlfriend move away from his arm.
He was always like this at parties, always keeping an arm around her or a hand holding hers.
It wasn’t that he didn’t trust her when she wasn’t around him, of course he trusted her- more than he’s ever trusted anyone before.
He just knew that there were weird people out there, perverted people. And he didn’t want his honey to become a victim to their perverted ways.
“Hey, babe, where you going?” JJ quickly asked y/n before she could get too far. “Oh! I was gonna go hang out with sarah, she texted me and told me to meet her in the bathroom. Is that okay?” She smiled up at him with her sweet eyes, wrapping one of her hands around his.
JJ returned the sweet smile, “of course, baby.”
He leaned in to give her a lingering goodbye kiss, y/n humming lightly into it when she could taste the beer on his lips.
She giggled as she pulled away, “on second thought , maybe i shouldn’t leave you alone. You’ve obviously had too much to drink…”
JJ immediately scoffed, “Pft, I’m fine. Go have fun, pretty girl.”
Y/n grinned and gave him one last peck on his red lips, before walking towards where she knew sarah would be.
JJ smiled as he watched her go, just admiring his little angel. He still couldn’t believe she let him start dating her.
In his mind, y/n was 𝗯𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗱 out of his league.
She was too pretty, too smart. He was sure she would be valedictorian by the end of the school year- she was the most intelligent person he’d ever met, outdoing pope by miles.
It’s not like JJ was an insecure person, he was definitely over confident. Before he fell for y/n, people described him as a player, being able to kill with his looks.
He just knew a good thing when he got it, and y/n was one of those things.
His state of admiration was cut short when he heard a whistle from behind him, one that he hoped wasn’t towards his girlfriend.
“Damn, look at that ass!”
JJ’s face became red with rage, steam practically coming out of his ears as he turned around.
“Oh, shit.” Pope mumbled, preparing to call y/n back as he knew a fight was about to happen.
Typical party with JJ.
JJ grabbed the ignorant kook by the collar of his shirt, gripping it tight, “What the fuck did you just say about my girlfriend?!”
“Chill, man, i was just saying, it’s a nice-“
He didn’t even get to finish his crude sentence before JJ clocked him right in the face.
Meanwhile, y/n stood in the bathroom doing sarah’s hair, still oblivious to the perverted comment that was previously made towards her.
“Hey, do you hear that? Sounds like a fight…” sarah spoke as she heard commotion from the other side of the door, making y/n pause her movements.
Oh, fuck.
“Goddamn it, J,” y/n mumbled before heading out already knowing the fight would somehow involve her drunk boyfriend.
And she was right, immediately seeing her boyfriend getting separated from some random kook as he spit out blood from his mouth.
For a mere second, as John B and pope held him back, he caught her eye and smiled at her; making her weak in the knees, despite the fact she was mad at his aggressive mannerisms.
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“2 minutes,” y/n spoke sternly as she wiped off blood from JJ’s chin with a makeup wipe, “I left you alone for 2 minutes, JJ!”
JJ probably shouldn’t admit this, but man, did it turn him on to see his girlfriend get all feisty on him like this.
“Look, baby, I’m sorry, okay?” JJ sighed, “But i don’t regret what i did! He was being a total jackass.”
“I don’t care what he did, JJ, violence isn’t-“
“He talked about you! In a…weird way. Like, about your body.”
“Oh.” Y/n’s eyes softened as she bit her lip, “you got into a fight over me?”
JJ scoffed, “Damn right, and I’ll do it again!”
Now, y/n probably shouldn’t admit 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀, but knowing her boyfriend gave someone a bloody nose for her, was definitely turning her on.
She didn’t need to admit it, though, instead she just kissed him, making him wrap his arms around her waist.
Boy, were they in for a long night.
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je-sus-callsmedaddy · 2 years
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JJ Maybank fic recs
~reblog when updated~
*=smut | !=angst | +=fluff
Outer Banks Masterlist
Main Masterlist
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crush
my girl 
blurb * by @ohwowimlonley
blurb * by ^
blurb * by ^
weed (!) by @collecting-stories
why stop now * by @maybankforlife
you can fuck me if you’d like * by @wannabestarkeysgirl
confession by @pankowholland
practice makes perfect (+) by @meadowscarlet
it‘s christmas, Charlie Brown! + by @jjwantsme
love sick (+!) by @loveharlow
fluff alphabet + by ^
let me show you (*) by ^
do you love me !+ by @maybanksangel
attention please * by @sugarcoatedobrien
blurb (+*) by @princessbrunette
opposites attract + by @maybankswhore
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jjwantsme · 1 year
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We Can’t Have Sex
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pairing: vinnie hacker x girlfriend!reader
summary: in which the couple wants something they can’t have.
warnings: fem!reader, reader gets her period, new relationship, mentions of sex, shy!reader, short, lowercase intended
authors note: i love how cute vinnie is in this😭😭
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“wait,” y/n pulled away from the kiss as it became more heated, just when vinnie was beginning to slide his hand under her shirt.
seeing as they were still in the honeymoon phase, only being together for three weeks, the couple was definitely more on the affectionate side.
or, as jett called it, they were “fucking like rabbits”.
day or night, it didn’t matter, they were showing their admiration for each other in the most intimate way. moans ripping through their throats, pleasure running through their veins. it was the kind of sex you could only feel during the summer.
so, you could only imagine the confusion and rejection that vinnie felt when y/n was suddenly putting a stop to their routine.
“did i do something wrong?” his eyebrows furrowed in confusion, not moving his hands from their comfortable position on her bare stomach.
“of course not, it’s just…w-we can’t go any further.” y/n felt her plump cheeks begin burning, both from the nervousness caused by his touch and the embarrassment from her statement.
y/n knew it was nothing to be embarrassed of- or at least she tried to tell her self that it wasn’t. but, having to pause a romantic moment because of her cycle wasn’t the ideal moment of womanhood.
“why? is it something i did? i-i mean, it’s fine that you don’t want to, i just wanna make sure i didn’t, like, upset you.” vinnie rubbed soft circles around her bellybutton with his thumb, causing that exact area to erupt with butterflies.
“no! i mean, i do want to, it’s just that…i’m, uh, i’m on my period…” y/n trailed off, her voice getting quieter as the sentence went on.
unlike her boyfriend, y/n was much more on the shy side. vinnie was her first relationship, and she was still trying to learn how to find her voice.
vinnie was very patient with her, never rushing her. even when he took her virginity, he was conscious of her well-being and asking if she was alright after every step he took.
however, it was times like these when she felt the most vulnerable.
“awh, baby, that’s alright. we can just watch a movie, no worries.” he gave her a soft smile and moved his left hand towards hers, intertwining their fingers. “no need to be embarrassed.”
y/n smiled wide and sat up a little, “thanks, vin. and i’m sorry…i didn’t mean to, y’know, tease you or whatever.”
vinnie smiled but scoffed, “pft, baby, i don’t care what we do as long as you’re comfortable. i’m perfectly fine with not going further than a makeout. besides, periods don’t last forever,”
he ended the sentence with a wink, making her blush and shake her head. he was right, though.
best believe that they’ll be back to normal as soon as the weeks over.
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jjwantsme · 1 year
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It’s Christmas, Charlie Brown!
j.m
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pairing: jj maybank x girlfriend!reader
summary: after years of neglection, christmas was never an excitement in JJ’s life- that is, until he met y/n
warning: kind of grumpy boyfriend x sunshine girlfriend trope, fluff, mentions of abusive family, cussing, references to smut, let me know if there’s anything missing!
authors note: i couldn’t sleep at 6am and came up with this. Time for a holiday special!!! Sorry im over a week late 😭😭
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JJ groaned a bit as he felt his shoulder being shaken, still half asleep as he listened to his girlfriend’s bubbly voice.
“JJ, wake up, wake up, it’s christmas!” Y/n cheered, excitement radiating off her flushed face.
“baby, baby,” JJ rasped, “it’s 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 christmas. Don’t cream your pants over it.”
“‘Just Christmas’?!” She gasped dramatically, pretending to be overly offended- which, wasn’t too far from the truth. “now, come on, get up so we can make breakfast!”
JJ couldn’t really relate to her excitement.
Unlike his loving girlfriend, he grew up in a broken home.
Growing up with an abusive father, and an absentee mother, JJ never really got to have Christmas. His father never held them by the fire or watched movies with him; he received a present once, but it was taken shortly after on account of bad behavior.
So, because of him never getting to experience all of the christmas magic, it was never a big deal to him. In his book, it was just any old day.
And, normally, that would be a deal breaker for y/n. However, seeing as JJ is perfect for her in every other aspect, she let it slide this time.
She’d just have to make-up for all of the christmas he’s missed.
“Breakfast?” JJ sat up and groaned, “I thought your parents would be doing that!”
“Well, yeah…but, I asked if we could do it,” y/n grinned, clearly not understanding his exhaustion, “It’s part of the fun!”
She began putting bottoms over her bare legs, still half-naked from when JJ undressed her the night before.
JJ couldn’t help but let out a small smile at her excitement, looking over all the hickeys on her stomach.
Boy, was he in for a long holiday.
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“Oh, JJ! This is for you,” Mrs. y/l/n chirped as she handed JJ a gift, “from me and y/n’s father!”
Y/n had definitely received her positive attitude from her mother.
“Oh, shit, y-you guys really didn’t have to get me anything,” JJ chuckled and shook his head, rubbing his neck as he grabbed the present.
“Of course we did!”
JJ smiled wide as he opened the gift, feeling like a little kid again as y/n sat right next to him.
He wasn’t used to any parents loving him the way y/n’s did, it was definitely still something to get used to.
Her parents absolutely adored him, always inviting him over for meals and letting him spend the night
When they first met, JJ thought for sure they’d despise him, the same way most parents do. He thought they’d say he’s a bad influence on their daughter, and that he’s no good just like his dad.
But, they never said that. They took him in with open arms.
JJ opened the gift slowly, his smile growing when he opened the box to reveal a ring.
A ring with the letter “J” imprinted onto it.
“Do you like it?” Y/n smiled up at him with her innocent voice.
“I love it!” He was so happy, he almost laughed, “Thank you guys, so much!”
He gave her parents quick hugs.
“Now open mine, open mine!” Y/n couldn’t contain her excitement, and anticipation, as she handed him the gift she picked out.
He opened hers much more quickly, and he swore his cheeks were going to break from smiling too hard when he saw it. A necklace with her first initial on it.
“Do you like it? Look, I got us matching ones!” She pulled hers out of her hoodie pocket, (the same hoodie she stole from JJ), and showed it to him.
It had a J on it, and he blushed so hard that he saw stars. He wouldn’t be surprised if there were hearts in his eyes.
“Oh my god, baby,” JJ kissed her head, and then her cheek, and then her lips. “I absolutely adore it.”
Y/n couldn’t help the giddy tears that welled up in her eyes as she watched him put it on with so much pride.
“I’ll never take it off!”
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“Who’s idea was it to invite them over? Like, seriously, who let John B in?” Kiara jokingly asked as she watched him and pope nearly break y/n’s family vase.
“Ha-ha, very funny, kie.” Pope sarcastically replied, taking his seat at the dinning table.
After everyone’s parents approval, y/n had invited all of the pogues over for christmas dinner at her place. Her mother made a five-course-meal for them, and let them have sparkling water to drink.
Y/n was pretty close with the pogues, especially sarah, as she grew up a kook. Well, nobody really called her a kook. She had a foot in both worlds; her parents were filthy rich, but she never acted snobby or better than anyone. She didn’t fit in with the other kooks, which is why she was more of a lone-wolf- that is, until she met the pogues.
“Oh, it’s fine!” Y/n’s mom insisted as she took her seat, “We can afford a new one, no worries!”
“Thank you, Mrs. y/l/n, this all looks amazing,” Pope nervously changed the conversation topic as he examined the meal, already having his heart set on the glazed ham.
“Hey, princess,” JJ spoke quietly to y/n as everyone else engaged in their own conversation, “can i talk to you in the other room for a moment?”
Y/n bit her lip, which was an anxiety-motivated habit, before nodding.
“We’ll be right back!” JJ smiled at everyone, taking his girl’s hand and leading her to the living room.
“What is it?” Y/n asked once they were alone, watching as JJ took a present from under the tree.
“Just wanted to give you your present…” he trailed off, handing a wrapped, book-shaped item to her.
“Awh, baby,” she pouted as she took it from him, “you know you didn’t have to get me anything!”
“What, you really thought i wouldn’t get you a present? On your favorite holiday?” He raised his eyebrows, “Jeez, i’m not that poor.”
Y/n unwrapped the gift, letting out a small gasp when she saw what it was.
A scrapbook of their relationship thus far, with polaroids of them from the very beginning.
JJ grew nervous when he saw how silent she was, her usually being his little chatterbox.
Most people probably found it annoying how talkative she was, but he thought it was just the most precious thing.
“Do you not like it? I’m sorry if it’s not…i don’t know, fancy enough? I was on a budget, i thought it was cute, but i completely understand if you don’t like it, it is kind of cor-“
Y/n cut him off by kissing him, passionately, as she rested a hand on his shoulder.
She pulled away after almost a minute, looking him in the eyes.
“Is that your way of telling me you would’ve liked a more sexual gift? Cause, y’know i have no problem getting you a-“
“JJ!” She spoke sharply as she cut him off, trying not to laugh, “I love it, you dumbass!”
“Really?” JJ’s face went from a smirk to a soft smile as she spoke.
“Of course, I do! I’ve never gotten anything this thoughtful. Thank you so much. I’ll read every single page.” She grinned and hugged him tight, wrapping her arms around his neck.
He smiled wide and hugged her back, just as tight.
He was so nervous about the gift, only having a few dollars to spend.
But, her reaction made him proud of himself, and happier than words can explain.
“So…about that sex toy-“
“JJ!”
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“I really can’t believe you’ve never seen this before,” Y/n and JJ cuddled on her bed, watching a charlie brown christmas special. “It’s a classic!”
“Well, there’s a first time for everything.” He shrugged in reply.
Y/n giggled at his remark, making him smile.
“Y/n, I actually, uh, I wanted to…talk to you about something.” JJ rubbed the back of his neck, making her pause the movie.
“What is it, baby?”
“I just…” he sighed, “I wanted to say thank you.”
She furrowed her eyebrows, “Thank you? For what?”
“I don’t know, I guess just…being with me. Y’know, letting me be yours. I know we’ve only been dating 10 months, but…you really are the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I really can’t thank you, or your family, enough for everything you’ve done.” JJ shook his head and sniffled, “I don’t deserve it.”
“Awh, my love,” y/n pouted and sat up to cup his cheeks, “of course you deserve it. You deserve more, actually. I love you so much, and I just know there’s many more christmas’ like this to come.”
He rested his forehead against hers and whispered, “I love you more, beautiful.”
Y/n finished their conversation with a kiss, a kiss that didn’t end until JJ moved his hands up her shirt and began kissing her neck.
“Gonna show you how much I love you,” He mumbled against her neck as he nibbled on it.
Let’s just say; what they did that night, definitely would’ve gotten them on the naughty list.
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jjwantsme · 1 year
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Captain Save A Hoe
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pairing: jj maybank x kook!reader
summary: in which y/n is a spunky girl in a toxic relationship with rafe cameron, and JJ makes it his mission to save her. (click to read part two)
warnings: nsfw, oral (m receiving), cussing,peer pressure, promiscuous!reader, toxic/abusive relationship, jj is so hot, angst, cheating, rafe being an ass per usual, kiara does not like reader 😭, sad jj, pretty short
authors note: i kinda really really REALLY wanna do a part two to this called “i wanna be saved!”…what do we think about that idea👀
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“God, she’s so hot,” JJ mumbled, watching y/n dance from a far.
“Yeah, well she’s also a hoe-” kiara started.
“Woah!”
“Damn, kie!”
The boys all gaped at her, wondering why the sudden change of mood. “That wasn’t very feminist of you,” JJ snickered, taking a swig of his beer.
“I’m sorry, but it’s true! She’s just a bitch. Plus, she’s dating rafe. That tells us all we need to know!” Kiara shrugged.
“Yeah, well,” JJ moved his eyes back to y/n’s hips, “I don’t give a damn if she’s a kook. I could save her.”
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Y/n walked through the isles of the gas station, purse over her shoulder as her hips swayed. Her skirt barely covered her ass and her crop-top ended just above her belly button.
She knew she shouldn’t be around the cut, natural habitat of the pogues, but she had just gotten into a fight with rafe. And she did not feel like being around any other kooks right now.
Sometimes she wondered why she even was with rafe. He treated her like shit, and she reciprocated the behavior most of the time. They had cheated on each other countless of times, it wasn’t even surprising at this point.
They were toxic, without a doubt, but everything about the relationship was so addicting. The arguments, the scandals, the sex…it was all so erotic, y/n couldn’t leave- even if she wanted to.
“Well, would you look at that,” y/n heard JJ whistle, “What’s a pretty kook like you doing over here all alone?”
Y/n turned around to face him, “JJ, right?”
“Yup, that’s me.”
“Oh okay, JJ?”
“Yeah?”
“Fuck off.” She flipped him off before turning back around.
'𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘆 𝗮𝘀 𝗶 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁.' JJ thought as he watched her go back to looking at the grocery items.
Ever since that party, JJ was set on bringing that girl home- even if it did mean having to get on her good side.
“Woah, woah, chill out, babe” JJ chuckled, moving to stand beside her, “I didn’t even say anything…yet.”
“Yeah, well, you were thinking it.” y/n took a bag of mini-oreos off the shelf without even meeting his eyes, “what, do you want me to suck your dick, or something?”
“Slow down, there, sweetheart, i barely even know you.” JJ chuckled, resting his hand on the shelf above her, “Definitely not declining, though.”
Y/n sighed, “Look, J- can i call you J?”
“You can call me whatever you want, babe.”
“Right- well, J, i have a boyfriend, alright? So, just…scurry along,” y/n slightly shooed him away with her hand, before turning around on her heel and walking towards the cash register.
“Since when has having a boyfriend ever stopped you?” JJ snickered, following in her footsteps, “Y’know, you have quite the reputation, princess.”
“Rumors aren’t always facts, J.” She mumbled in reply as she paid the cashier, telling him to keep the change.
“Yeah, well, maybe we should fact-check this one. Just incase, y’know?”
Y/n sighed lightly. “If i let you drive me back to rafe’s place, will you leave me be?”
“Say less!” JJ smirked and opened the welcoming-doors for her as she thanked the cashier.
“You are very convincing, I’ll give you that.” Y/n huffed, walking outside and following him to his car.
JJ opened the door for her before jogging around to the driver’s side and getting in.
“Wow, what a gentleman,” y/n mumbled in a sarcastic tone, making JJ snicker for the second time.
“Always got something to say, huh? No wonder rafe calls you a firecracker,”
“He calls me that?” She raised her eyebrows, turning her head to look at him.
He chuckled and nodded, “He calls you alot of things, sweetheart.”
“He’s such a dick.” Y/n mumbled and shook her head, rearranging her position in the seat.
JJ scoffed, “Why are you with him then?”
“Decent dick, good money.” She shrugged, and JJ didn’t miss the way her breasts bounced with each movement.
“You deserve better than ‘Decent’, babe.” He shook his head, dragging his eyes back to the road.
“Yeah? Well, it’s kind of hard to find that on this island.”
JJ snickered for the third, and final, time.
“What’s so funny, hm?”
“I’m way more than decent, sweetheart.”
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“Shit, shit, shit, shit-“
JJ moaned as y/n took his full length into her mouth, swirling her tongue and using her hand to fondle with his balls.
He pulled out of her mouth for a second to catch his breath, her looking up at him as he gripped her hair.
“Taste so good, J,” she moaned, practically whimpered, before taking his head back into her mouth as she worked the rest of his cock with her hand.
“Shit, m’ gonna cum-“
Y/n quickly pulled him out of her mouth and jerked in home, only a short amount of distance from her tongue.
“Oh, holy- Good girl, 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹.” He rasped and groaned as he released all over her tongue, and lips, making her whimper.
He panted as he laid back onto the bed, running his hands through his hair. Y/n crawled towards him after she finished swallowing, resting her head on his bare chest and fiddling with his fingers.
JJ felt his heart jump at the feeling.
But that was just the problem.
It had been three weeks since that day at the gas station. Three weeks since the first time they had a proper conversation.
However, it had been two weeks since their first time having sex together, and now it was a reoccurring thing. Every single day. It was a daily routine.
So, yeah, JJ was right; he got to take her home. But, she wasn’t 𝗵𝗶𝘀. And it was really fucking with his head.
He swore to himself he wouldn’t catch romantic feelings. From the moment they started this whole thing, he swore not to.
"𝘀𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹!" He told himself.
"𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝘂𝘀𝘁, 𝗮𝗯𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘂𝘁𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗻𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲!" He told himself.
But, as always, that didn’t go according to plan.
And, he ignored it for as long as he could, but he decided. Today was the day he saved her.
“Hey, uh, y/n?” He spoke a little quietly as he knew they were both still worn out, moving his left hand to her lower back.
“Hm?” She mumbled, her eyes shut.
“When, uh…when do you plan on calling things off with rafe?”
Y/n let out a huff of annoyance and sat up, opening her eyes. “Are we really gonna talk about this 30 seconds after fucking?”
JJ groaned and sat up as well.
That’s another thing. She got mad at him everytime he brought it up.
“Well, sorry, but I’m not the biggest fan of fucking a taken women!”
“Yeah? Well, you’ve been doing it for 14 days, J!” She got up and started getting dressed, knees still weak, “14 days!”
“Cause i fucking like you, y/n!” JJ shouted, immediately regretting it when it left his mouth.
The girl paused her movements, turning to look at him, “You…what?”
“I like you, alright? And i get it, I know that you’re supposed to be this ‘crazy’, ‘promiscuous’ girl that can’t be tied down- but i also know that i’d be way better for you than rafe cameron. I mean, are you kidding me?” He let out, all in one breath.
“JJ,” y/n sighed, “I think we should stop seeing each other.”
“No!” His eyes went wide, “No, y/n, i’m sorry, okay? There, we can pretend i never said anything, I just need to-“
“JJ,”
“Just let me-“
“JJ, I can’t just-“
“I love you, alright?! And I’m not letting go of the small part of your life that i get to be in!” He panted, making y/n’s shut her mouth.
“Just…just give me a chance okay?” He spoke more quietly, “I’ll take you out on a date, a real date, and treat you so much better than cameron ever did. I swear to you, baby.”
Y/n sighed and cupped his cheek. “I think I have feelings for you too, J.”
He let out a small smile.
“But, that’s just more reason for us to end all of this.”
His smile dropped.
“I’m a kook, you’re a pogue…it was never gonna last, JJ.” She backed up from him, putting on her shirt as the two sat in silence for a moment.
JJ just looked around the room, wondering how he got himself in this predicament.
After getting fully dressed, y/n got closer to him and kissed his cheek, “You shouldn’t have tried to save me, I don’t wanna be saved. Bye, JJ.”
She walked out of the messy room, leaving him with a flushed face and broken part.
No.
She was wrong.
He was going to save her, even if it’s the last damn thing he does.
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jjwantsme · 1 year
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i really like your daughter
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pairing: vinnie hacker x girlfriend!reader
summary: headcannons of the day vinnie meets your parents
warnings: fluff, nervous vinnie :), readers mom being kinda an asshole, cool dad 😎, nsfw at the end, thats pretty much it
authors note: my first time doing headcannons :) i <3 pure angelface vinnie with a tiny dark side
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First of all, vinnie would definitely wear a hoodie to cover up most of his tattoos, trying to save your parents first impression of him
He brought flowers for your mom :)
Your mom called them “interesting” and threw them away when he wasn’t looking :(
he’d be too scared to kiss you in front of them, greeting you with a small “hey, beautiful” and kissing your hand
Your dad complimenting his hand tattoos, making him regret wearing a hoodie :(
Your mom made lasagna for dinner
Vinnie compliments how good it tastes before he even finishes the first bite
Your dad asks vinnie what his interests are, and he replies with, “well, i really like your daughter”
After the laughter dies down, he answers the question seriously, bringing up how he’s been picking up on bass guitar
Your mom shakes her head as your father gets all excited and goes on about how he played bass in his high school band
The boys talk about music for the rest of the meal, all while you watch vinnie in admiration:)
He holds your hand as soon as he’s done eating:)
The conversation dies down, so you suggest playing a game of uno
You all sit in on the living room floor and crack jokes as you play an hour-long game of uno
You in up winning!!! (much thanks to vinnie, he definitely let you win that just to see you smile.)
Vinnie says that it’s getting late, and he should probably head back home
In reality, he just got turned on while you were sitting on his lap and needed to take care of himself
Your mom shakes his hand and your dad gives him a hug, he definitely won him over :)
You give him a goodbye kiss on the cheek and tell him to get home safe
After he leaves, your parents say they like him and you help them tidy up the kitchen
You tell them goodnight and head to your room, only to see 3 voice memos from vinnie
Each memo was him whimpering your name as he came all over his big hand :)
Of course you had to return the gesture, right?
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jjwantsme · 1 year
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pairing: jj maybank x kook!reader
summary: four times they couldn’t keep their hands off of each other, and the one time they were caught.
warnings: nsfw, piv, praise kink, oral (f receiving),boob sucking, public sex, spit, a little of sub!jj, degradation kink, cussing, let me know it i missed anything :)
authors note: this is my first actual smut on tumblr so PLEASE have some mercy on me 🥲
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y/n and JJ were truly obsessed with each other. not in a lovey-dovey cute way- i mean, that too- but in a lustful perverted way.
ever since the week they got together, the pogues couldn’t recall one day where the boy’s neck wasn’t covered in love bites, or where his cheeks didn’t have lipstick stains on them.
they thought- or should i say, hoped- that it was a honeymoon phase type of thing, that their sex life would calm down after the first few weeks of being together.
oh, how they were utterly wrong.
it’d now been a year and a half, and if anything, it’s gotten worse. much, much worse.
i know what you’re thinking. ‘it can’t be that bad!’
so, here i am, providing you five instances to prove just how bad it is.
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the first time
“J, we don’t have time!” y/n squealed when her boyfriend had pinned her against the door.
“no worries,” JJ mumbled as he kissed down her neck, “i’ll be quick.”
y/n had missed her alarm, after a moan-filled night, making her late for work. and JJ wanted to let her get ready, he really did, but how can he resist her when she’s in those pajamas?
it wasn’t long before JJ had his hand wrapped around his long cock as he pulled her lace panties to the side, “jus’ woke up so needy for you, babe. need to feel you.”
y/n couldn’t do anything but whine and gasp in pleasure when she recognized the feeling of his length destroying the walls of her pussy, her nails immediately going to his tan back.
“fuck, JJ!”
“i know, i know,” JJ cooed as he slid all the way into her, “jus’ let me destroy this pussy real quick, yeah? you gonna let me do that?”
the girl choked out a moan as she nodded.
he kept a tight hold on her, her back still against the door, as he began bouncing her on his cock, a groan escaping his swollen pink lips.
“y’gonna make me cum if you keep squeezing me like that, princess,” he groaned, before letting out a much louder moan, letting a hand go down to grip her ass.
moans filled up the entire house, echoing throughout the walls as y/n made it known just how good she felt.
“please, please cum, please, i wanna feel it inside me so bad, please, J” she started begging, making his eyes rolls to the back of his head.
“wanna be your cockslut every morning, J, oh fuck- i’m gonna cum!-“ she chanted over and over.
“that’s it, cum on my cock, baby, make me happy,”
she granted his wish as she felt her orgasm wash over her, his following close behind as his cock twitched before releasing.
one last moan fell from y/n’s lips as the bouncing slowly came to a stop, their foreheads resting against each other as they tried to catch their breath.
“damn,” JJ breathed out. “you gotta start waking up late more often.”
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the second time
“what about this one? is this dress okay?” y/n asked as she stepped out of the dressing room in yet another dress, JJ looking up from his phone and smiling at her.
“baby, you look like a goddess in everything you wear. how am i supposed to help you choose?”
y/n rolled her eyes but chuckled. “JJ, midsummer is in two days. two! i have to get a dress or my parents will be pissed; so you’re gonna have to start being more detailed with your reviews.”
she did a little twirl, “so, thoughts?”
JJ bit his lip, his thoughts becoming less and less pure the longer he stared at her. “definitely compliments the…chest area.”
“J, be serious!”
“oh, trust me, I’m being serious.”
he felt a smirk crawl onto his face, “how about i help you take this one off?”
“mm…” she couldn’t deny the fact that it was a nice idea. her fingers were tired from zipping up so many dresses, anyway. “fine. no funny business, though!”
JJ giggled like a little boy and quickly got up, leaving his phone behind as he followed her into the dressing room.
it wasn’t long before he had the door locked with y/n in his lap.
“babe, i said no funny business,” y/n whined as he began unzipping the dress off of her.
“mm, sshh, jus’ helping you get undressed.”
y/n rolled her eyes and began pulling the dress down, causing her plump breasts to bounce as she moved her body.
“goddamn, baby,” JJ whistled quietly as he moved a hand to grip her left boob, squeezing it lightly with his hand.
y/n couldn’t help but bite her lip, “J…” she warned.
“can i suck them, please, baby? please, just let me put that little nipple in my mouth,” he tweaked her right nipple with his index finger, making her groan.
“J, we’re in public…”
he smirked, taking her reply as a yes to his question.
“that just means we gotta be quiet.”
JJ dipped his head down, taking one of her nipples into his mouth as she immediately arched her back, making access even easier for him.
y/n ran her fingers through his hair, making him groan around her nipple before releasing it to bite hickeys all around her boob. he licked the mark he left and went to her other breast, nibbling gently on the nipple before sucking it into his mouth.
“mmh, so good, J. Such a good boy for me.”
JJ moaned at the praise, lightly bucking his hips as his boner became painfully hard.
he licked all around her nipple while continuing to buck his hips into her ass, trying to relieve his clothed bulge with any kind of pleasure.
“love being your good boy, love sucking on these pretty titties,” he fit as much of her boob into his mouth as he could, squeezing the other one in his hand.
y/n tugged on his hair in pleasure, grinding down to meet his thrusts.
JJ released her from his mouth and hummed slightly, licking her nipple one last time before moving up to kiss her red lips.
so much for finding the right dress, y/n thought.
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the third time
JJ pulled y/n into a closet at the midsummer party, locking it behind him.
“J, my parents will kill me.” she warned him, wrapping her arms around his neck out of instinct when he gripped her waist.
“not if they don’t find out.”
he connected their lips, a messy makeout being the turn out as their tongues mixed together.
JJ pulled away from the kiss, a wild look in his eyes. “you just look so gorgeous tonight,”
he began kissing down her neck, “wanna taste you.”
in no time, JJ had her thighs over his shoulders as he pressed a kiss on her clothed clit.
y/n jolted with a moan at the action.
he slid her panties down, revealing her puffy wet pussy as heat radiated from between her legs.
“such a pretty pussy, princess.”
he licked a long stripe from her entrance to her clit, making her cover her mouth to quiet her moans.
she knew she had to be quiet. their friends and family were just outside, after all.
he licked all over, connecting with her folds and sucking on her swollen clit.
JJ starts eating her pussy like a mad man, the obnoxious sound of him licking her weeping cunt filling the dark closet.
his warm muscle laps at her hole with a sense of greed as he whimpered into it, the taste of her pussy giving him just as much pleasure.
he made sure not to let her clit go untouched, though. spitting on it before reattaching his mouth to it, sucking on it as if it was his favorite lollipop. which, between you and me, it was his favorite lollipop.
it soon became too much for y/n, the sight of his head between her thighs mixed with the feeling of his tongue abusing her hole. she felt it before she even heard it, her orgasm bubbling before crashing down onto JJ’s tongue, him licking her clean.
JJ licked his lips before placing a few kisses around her clit, her hole clenching around nothing at the feeling.
he then looked up at her, eyes blown out and chin glistening with her juices.
“thank you for letting me eat your sweet pussy, my love.”
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the fourth time
it seemed like a normal drive for the rest of the pogues.
they all sat in the car on the way to the pier, kiara and john b in the front as y/n and JJ sat in the back.
little did they know, JJ and y/n were having some fun of their own.
“better keep quiet, baby,” JJ whispered into her ear as he had three fingers deep inside her. “wouldn’t want our friends to know you’re a dirty slut, would you?”
y/n shook her head as she bit back a moan, digging her head into JJ’s shoulder.
he moved his fingers in and out, a large cocky smirk plastered on his face as she whimpered into his shirt.
“you okay back there, y/n?” john b asked after hearing one of her quiet whines, keeping his eyes on the road.
her cheeks grew red in embarrassment while JJ’s smirk grew bigger in amusement.
she looked up him as she bit her lip, begging for any hint of mercy.
he looked at her then back at john b, “yeah, she’s good, her stomach just hurts.”
“oh, okay. probably just motion sickness.” he nodded in response, just as y/n came all over his best friend’s fingers.
poor thing. he had no idea.
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the fifth, and final, time
“we’re gonna get in trouble!” y/n whisper-yelled at JJ after he pulled her out of class, just for a quickie.
he scoffed, “yeah, right.”
he was right, though. they never did.
he led her into the girls bathroom, making her gasp in a mix of surprise and guilt.
“you’re a boy! you shouldn’t be in h-“
JJ cut her off with a kiss, which quickly became heated as he began unzipping his pants.
though, lucky for him, they were interrupted just before he was able to pull anything out.
“ahem,” the vice principal cleared her throat as she stood in the doorway, looking at them with nothing but pure judgement.
y/n immediately pulled away from the kiss, a mortified look on her face as she realized her biggest fear had came true.
they had been caught in the act.
“mrs. shelly-“
“no! this is unacceptable, and both of you will be following me to the principal’s office!” she scolded them before turning around on her heel and heading towards their destination, content when she heard their footsteps close behind her.
“well,” JJ whispered into his poor girlfriend’s ear.
“looks like our reign of terror is over.”
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I Wanna Be Saved!
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pairing: jj maybank x kook!reader
summary: in which he finally saves his favorite hoe. (part II to ‘Captain Save A Hoe’)
warnings: nsfw, lowercase intended, cussing, kiara still lowk being mean😭, slutshaming, promiscuous!reader, mentions of smut, kinda short
authors note: i love this little theory sm 🥲🥲🥲 thank yall for reading
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JJ looked zoned-out while John B went on about some stupid theory, a theory that he frankly didn’t care about. how could he care when hours earlier, his girl walked out on him?
okay, alright, she technically wasn’t his girl. but, in his mind, he was certainly her boy.
“JJ, are you even listening?” kiara looked at him with a face of annoyance.
“yeah, you were like, just straight up ignoring everything we said,” pope said in his monotone voice, only aggravating the boy in question even further
“everything is fucked, bro!” the blondie huffed, standing up off the couch as he shocked the other three teenagers. “y’all are confusing and annoying the shit out of me with this dumbass mystery thing, as if we’re in a fucking tv show! this is real life, okay?! we’re not gonna find fucking gold. listen, my favorite fucktoy walked out on me, okay, how the fuck am i supposed to pay attention?! also, i haven’t gotten high in, like, 25 hours and i’m getting withdrawals.”
the room stayed silent for a solid 6 seconds once JJ finished his stressed rant, the other teenagers looked at each other with their eyebrows raised. what the fuck was he talking about?
“uh, okay, let’s disregard the gold thing for a few minutes- what do you mean by ‘fucktoy’?” pope interrupted the silence, kiara nodding slowly in agreement to his statement.
JJ sighed and sat back on his spot on the couch, resting his forehead in his hands, “y/n, bro-“
“you fucked her?!” kiara exclaimed, her eyebrows furrowing in a mix of anger and confusion. “i literally told you that she was a bitch!”
“yo, don’t talk about her that way,” he lifted his head off his hands, “she’s actually cool, alright? i really, really like her.”
“so, then…what’s the problem?” john b shrugged slightly with raised eyebrows.
“that is the problem, dude! she’s pissed ‘cause we agreed on no actual feelings involved, but of course, i fucking folded.”
“such a bitch,” kiara mumbled, making JJ roll his eyes.
“i’m confused,” pope narrowed his eyes.
the boy groaned, “jesus, pope, how slow are you? she made me bust a couple times and now i’m ready for marriage!”
“woah-“
“look, J, you’ll get over her. there’s hundreds of hot girls on this island, you’ll be fine. now, can we please stay focused on becoming rich?” kiara spoke louder this time, cutting off pope’s shocked reaction to JJ’s explanation.
“whatever,” JJ mumbled as john b took the opportunity to plan out the next step to finding the mind-boggling gold.
they just didn’t get it.
maybe she is a hoe, JJ thought. maybe he was just another check off of the promiscuous girl’s list of dicks to suck. but, if she is a hoe, she certainly is his favorite.
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y/n groaned as she woke up in another man’s bed.
after leaving JJ, she was desperate to find someone as good as him- but, she had been failing miserably.
they never made her feel as good as he did, and probably never will. JJ was different.
sex with these men was just boring. sure, they weren’t bad, but none of them were the best. it was just plain old sex. but, with JJ, it was like her pussy was made for him.
she couldn’t keep entertaining all these other boys anymore. she needed a man, she needed her man.
so, she swallowed her pride and typed up a text. ‘missing the taste of you’, she sent to him.
she was shocked when her phone dinged shortly after. ‘yeah? i’m missing the feeling of you’, he replied back to her.
yeah. that settles it. her pussy was made for him.
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the teens continued their back and forth vulgar texts for the rest of the week. photographs of his dick being sent to her, voice memos of her cumming around a sex toy being sent to him.
‘i wanna see you again’, y/n said one day, and JJ would be idiotic to decline.
they agreed on a place and time. 2:00 AM in y/n’s bedroom. they clarified that there wouldn’t be much talking involved, they just wanted to feel each other’s bodies again.
he wanted to feel her juices pour onto his tongue as he pleasured her. she wanted to feel his cock stretching her out, she wanted to feel the mix of pleasure and pain.
so, there JJ was, exactly at 2:00 AM, in his favorite girl’s room.
there lips molded together in a heated makeout, his hands going down to grip her ass as they slowly moved towards the bed.
“wait, stop, wait,” JJ gasped out as he pulled away from the kiss when he felt her warm hand travel down his shorts. “we can’t do this, i’m sorry, but we can’t,”
“what? why?” she pulled her hands back as she looked at him with a face of confusion.
“because i still like you, y/n.”
her face fell as she sighed and stepped back, sitting on her bed. “yeah, i figured.” she sighed and looked down.
“look, y/n,” he situated himself in his shorts, trying his best not to focus on his raging hard-on, “i know that you have a boyfriend, but-“
“we broke up.” y/n cut him off when the words slipped from his mouth, making JJ’s heart stop.
“…what?” he breathed out, “really? wh-why?”
“i mean…sure, he was an okay boyfriend. but, he just…he just wasn’t you.”
JJ sucked in a breath at her words.
“i think i like you too, J.” she told him, just above a whisper.
“oh.” was all he could say, although in his mind he was celebrating her reciprocation.
“maybe…maybe we could go on a date or something?” she asked as she stood up again, walking towards him again.
“yeah, i…i’d like that,” he spoke quietly, cupping her face.
“i take back what i said,” he said, pecking her lips, “we can definitely do this.”
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the couple spent the night making love, one round after another.
her moans were music to his ears, it felt like a reward for every good thing he’d ever done.
he’d do a thousand good things if it meant he’d get to fuck her everynight.
they stayed in each other’s arms all morning long, tracing shapes on one another’s bare skin.
“JJ?” y/n whispered into his neck as the sun shined on them through her window.
“yeah?”
“thank you for saving me.
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Songs For JJ
𝓪 𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓫𝔂 𝓳𝓳𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓼𝓶𝓮
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pairing: jj maybank x fem!reader
summary: a series of songs that remind you of instances you’ve had with your favorite boy, JJ.
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episode 1, “Blue Hair”; in which there was nothing he could do to stop her from cutting her beautiful blue hair off. (COMING SOON)
episode 2, “Bye Bye Baby”; in which she’s trying her hardest, he just doesn’t seem to notice. (COMING SOON)
episode 3, “You’re here that’s the thing”; she knows he said that they’re not a thing..but he’s here, that’s the thing. (COMING SOON)
episode 4, “All That’s Left Behind”; in which he’s trying to hold on, but that ship has sank. (COMING SOON)
episode 5, “ONE IN A MILLION”; in which his heart keeps driving him crazy. (COMING SOON)
episode 6, “Paper Rings”; she likes shiny things, but she’d marry him with paper rings. (COMING SOON)
episode 7, “How To Disappear”; in which she loves that man, like nobody can. (COMING SOON)
episode 6, “Cinderella”; in which her parents just don’t understand. (COMING SOON)
episode 7, “Every Summertime”; in which she falls in love again come every summertime. (COMING SOON)
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Dear Billy,
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Pairing: steve harrington x mayfield!exgirlfriend!reader
Summary: y/n never had an easy life- and vecna certainly has no intention to make it any easier.
Warning: basically the reader goes through everything in ep4 instead of max, i changed a few details, max doesnt exist in this!!, wayyyy too long, not proof read, cussing, mentions of death, mentions of trauma, mentions of suicidal thoughts, angsty angst angst!!!,sad steeb, depressed reader, lmk if im missing anything!!!
authors note: i rlly love this :,) lmk if ud like a part 2. I was rewatching season4 and this idea hit me like a fucking truck. Also sorry if this is ass😭
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Nancy and Robin ran into the closed high school, quickly making their way to the counselor office steve mentioned.
They didn’t know exactly what was going on, or how to fix it, but they knew y/n was in trouble; and that was enough to make them worry.
Y/n had been Robin’s best friend for years now, she was the first person to know her sexuality and the first person to validate her identity as whole. Knowing she could be in danger made Robin’s hands shake, and it wasn’t a feeling she could get used to.
“It was here. Right here!” Y/n testified to the friend group as they stared at a brick wall, trying to imagine what she might have seen. “A grandfather clock?” Nancy raised her eyebrows at the girl, her tone indicating that she was having some trouble believing the story.
Y/n and nancy had a…complicated friendship- if you could even call it that. Both of them being ex-lovers of steve definitely rose tension between them, unspoken tension, which happened to be the worst possible kind. Y/n hoped that maybe things would change after she left steve, maybe nancy would stop side-eyeing her in class and purposely ignoring her when the group met up. But, same as always, there was no truce. What more could she possibly want?
“it was so real,” y/n’s voice shook, “and then when i got closer, suddenly it just-…i woke up.”
“It was like she was in a…trance, or something.” Dustin cut in, “Exactly what Eddie said happened to Chrissy.”
Steve stayed quiet, just looking at the back of y/n’s head. He met her in the fall of ‘84, much to dustin’s assistance. He introduced the two of them when they needed her help creatinf a trap, and he swears he could immediately see the hearts in ole’ steve’s eyes.
Y/n, on the other hand, didn’t give in as quickly. She came from a broken home, didn’t trust people as easily. It wasn’t until Christmas that she let him have her number. And it wasn’t until all the way in spring of ‘85 when she finally let the poor boy be her boyfriend.
Even when they broke up, steve still cared way too much for her- and he would do anything to prove it…even if it meant having to kick vecna’s ass.
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“Okay, be honest, uh,” Steve sighed, “do you guys understand any of this?”
Him, Dustin, and Lucas had been studying old articles for hours now, desperately trying to find clues on how to avoid y/n becoming the next victim.
Steve would be lying if he said this was his ideal morning routine, but, it was worth it to save his girl.
“No.” Lucas exasperated, obviously exhausted.
“Pretty straightforward.” Dustin shrugged.
Steve scoffed, “Oh, straightforward? Really?”
“Well, what’s confusing to you?” The younger boy sat up, “So far, everyone vecna has cursed has died- except for this old Victor Creel dude that Nancy found. He’s the only known survivor! If anyone knows how to beat this curse, it’s him!”
“Okay, yeah well that’s assuming he was cursed, Henderson, which we don’t even know. How can vecna have existed in the ‘50s? It doesn’t make sense.” Steve rubbed forehead in distress.
Dustin looked at him like he was an idiot, which wasn’t too far from the truth, “Far as we know, Eleven didn’t create the upside down- she opened a gate to it.”
Steve looked at him now, starting to piece the puzzle together.
“The upside down has probably been around for thousands of years!”
Steve just shook his head, sitting in a chair as he was too emotionally and psychically exhausted to have a scientific debate with Dustin Henderson.
Dustin leaned over a little to get a better look at y/n, before looking over at the other two boys, “any idea what she’s writing?”
Steve turned around to get a better look at her.
“Did she sleep?”
“I mean…would you?”
Steve looked down before turning back around, looking down at the newspaper and pretending to flip through the pages just to distract himself.
He felt useless. His angel was going to die. His angel would be taking her last breaths, and he had absolutely no idea how to stop it. Hell, he didn’t even know if it was possible to stop it!
He promised her he’d her safe when they were dating, and he swore to keep that promise even after they broke up. But now that promise was slowly being broken into pieces, and no matter what steve did, he couldn’t put them back together.
Y/n quickly finished the sentence she was writing, before pausing her movements as she felt glares on her. “I know you guys are staring at me.”
“What, sorry?”
“You said you needed something?”
“Just hanging out.” Steve fiddled with a tennis ball in his hands
Y/n sighed, collecting all of her letters, “How you think your eyes boring into the back of my head is protecting me from vecna? I don’t know.”
Y/n stood up and walked towards them as she shuffled the envelopes, her eyes shifting towards them when she noticed they were still dilly-dallying. “You can look at me now.”
“Thank you, sorry.”
“Sorry.”
“Sorry.”
“For you,” she handed an envelope to dustin.
“For you,” she handed another to lucas.
“And, um…you.” She handed one more to steve, trying her best not to meet his eyes., “Oh, and uhm, gives these to mike, el, and will- if you can ever get ahold of them again.”
Her eyes went wide as she watched dustin begin to open his, “hey, no, what are you doing?! No, don’t- that’s not for now, don’t open it now!”
Dustin slowly nodded, “Okay…i’m sorry, what is this?”
“It’s um…it’s a fail safe. Y’know, for after…if things don’t work out.” Y/n sniffled as she explained.
Steve immediately shook his head, placing his gifted envelope on the coffee table, “wait, woah. Y/n…things are gonna work out,”
“No.” She cut him off, “No, okay, i don’t need you to reassure me right now and tell me that it’s all gonna work out, because people have been telling me that my entire life and it’s almost never true. It’s never true!
Steve deflated into his seat, feeling like another part of the promise had just been broken off in front of him.
“I mean, of course this asshole curses me.” She looked at steve then back at the floor, “I should’ve seen that one coming.”
Steve couldn’t help but feel like her little rant was directed more towards him than anyone else. He was the one who told her that everything would be okay, that billy would be saved and their family would stay secure. He didn’t even know it, but he had lied to her.
It wasn’t too long after that when she broke up with him. It was too much- the grief, the depression, watching her step-dad leave them with nothing. Her life was falling apart, and even steve couldn’t fix that.
Steve was never cold to her, even after everything was said and done. He still tried to say hey to her when he they ran in to each other on the street, invite her to basketball games when he knew robin would be there. She turned him down though. Every single time. But he didn’t really care.
He couldn’t give up on her. He just couldn’t.
Y/n looked at the walkie-talkie and picked it up, “hey, if we go to East Hawkins will this still pick up Pennhurst?”
“Yeah, of course.”
Steve shook his head, “wait, why are we talking about East Hawkins?”
Y/n moved her eyes to him.
“No.”
She ignored his decline and started trotting up the stairs. Steve groaned and followed after her, the boys not far behind him.
“Y/n! Y/n, seriously, i’m not joking, okay? I’m not driving you anywhere!”
She just huffed in reply, “Steve, if you think i’m going to spend what is likely the last day of my life in the armpit that is Nancy Wheeler’s basement, then you’re out of your mind.”
They followed y/n all the way outside and to steve’s car- and by this point it was evident that she won the argument.
She went to open the door but frowned when she discovered that it was locked shut. She turned to her ex-boyfriend, “Open the door.”
“Uh, no.”
“Please, steve.”
Steve looked at her for a second. Those eyes. Those goddamn doe eyes. Lord, he gives in every time.
He sighed and unlocked the car before getting in, “Henderson, that little super-walkie of yours, better reach Pennhurst.”
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Steve stopped his car at the graveyard, as y/n requested, and she wasted no time getting out of the car.
“Y/n!” Steve got out to chase after her.
“Steve, please, just stay in the car!”
“Y/n, just wait,” he caught up to her, “just listen to me, just, please!”
Y/n stayed in her place and looked at him, indicating that he was allowed to speak.
“I…I know you’ve something happened back there with your mother…was it vecna?”
Y/n sighed and looked away. He was right. It was vecna. And it wasn’t a very pleasant visit, either.
“I told you, i’m fine. Okay? I mean, as fine as someone who’s hurtling towards a gruesome death can be.”
“Y/n…” he grabbed her hand, “you know you can talk to me, right?”
“Yeah, sure, i know that.”
“Okay, then why do you keep pushing me away? Y/n, I love you,”
Y/n shook her head, “Stop saying that.”
“I do, y/n, I do love you! I don’t need a letter- I don’t want a letter, just talk to me. To your friends. We’re right here…” he paused and sighed, intertwining their fingers, “I’m right here. Okay? I’m here.”
Y/n let a tear slide down her cheek and looked back into his eyes, “Just…wait in the car, this won’t be long.”
Steve felt another piece break as she let go of his hand and continued walking in the other direction, leaving him behind.
Y/n sat cross-legged in-front of her older brother’s grave, and opened his envelope as more chilling tears flowed down her cheeks.
“Dear billy,” she took a deep breath.
“I don’t know if you can even hear this. Two years ago i would’ve said ‘That’s ridiculous, impossible’- but that’s before I found out about alternate dimensions and monsters, so I’m just going to stop assuming that i know anything. So much has happened since you left. Your dad was a total mess. He and my mom started getting into fights…b-bad fights. I don’t think he could stand being here without you, so he left. And he didn’t leave mom much. She’s taken an extra job, and we moved to that lovely trailer off Kerley. I broke up with Steve, and started avoiding him like the plague. Basically, ever since you left, everything’s been a…total disaster. And the worst part is, I can’t tell anyone why you’re gone. I play the moment you died back in my head all the time, and sometimes I imagine myself running to you and pulling you away.” She took a breath to wipe away her tears with her sleeve.
“I imagine that if i had, you would still be here, and everything would be…” she let out a sob, “everything would be right again. We would’ve become friends- good friends, like a real brother and sister. I would still be with steve and y’all would become close, and you would be his best man at our wedding. And I know that’s stupid. You hated me, I hated you. But I thought that maybe…maybe we could try again. But that’s not what happened. I just stood there and I watched.”
She let out another sob, “For a while, i tried to be happy, normal. But I…I think that maybe a part of me died that day too- and i haven’t told anyone this, not even steve. I-I just can’t. But I had to tell you, before it’s too late. If you can even hear this. I really hope that you can. I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry, Billy. Love, your annoying shitty little sister, Y/n.”
She began putting the envelope back, when suddenly she saw dark cloud crowd above her and a wicked chuckle, wind blowing through her hair.
“Y/n.”
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Steve impatiently tapped his finger against his car door before checking his watch and getting up, “Alright, it’d been long enough,”
“Steve, just give her some time,”
“I have, alright, Sinclair?! I’m calling it, if she wants to yell at me, she can.”
Steve jogged towards where he saw her sitting, “Y/n! Time to giddy-up, yeah?”
His breath shook when he noticed how she didn’t move an inch, “Y/n…”
He felt tears in his eyes and shook her shoulder when he saw her eyes white-out, “Y/n, y/n!”
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“I’ve been waiting to hear those words, y/n. Waiting so very long.”
Y/n gulped as she watched her deceased older brother walk towards her, “But it wasn’t the full truth, was it, y/n?”
He wiped a tear from her cheek, “Y’know, I think there’s a part of you, buried somewhere deep, that wanted me to die that day. You were maybe even relieved, happy.”
“B-Billy, no, that’s not true,”
“That’s why you stood there, isn’t it, y/n?” He tilted his head, “It’s okay, you can admit it now. No more lies. No more hiding.”
“Billy, that’s not true, I swear, I swear it’s not true,” She kept shaking her head.
“That is why you feel such guilt, why you hide from steve, from your friends, from the world- and why, late at night, you have sometimes wished to follow me. To follow me into death. That is why I am here, max. To end your suffering, once and for all.”
“No!” Y/n cried, breathing heavily as she ran the other way, as fast as she could.
She didn’t get very far, though, as she felt something wrap around her ankle and pull her towards an evil being, one that she assumed was vecna himself.
“Shit!”
It pulled her until cornering her onto a pillard, wrapping around her arms and legs until she couldn’t move.
Suddenly, she felt confusion as she heard her favorite song fill her ears.
She looked in the distsnce and saw the boys, yelling at her to come down.
“They can’t help you, y/n,” vecna’s deep voice startled her, “there’s a reason you hide from him, a reason you left him. You don’t belong with him. You belong here with me.”
“You’re not really here,” y/n struggled to rasp out, her throat closing due to the pressure around it.
“Oh, but I am, y/n. I am.” He rested her hand above her face.
She let out a cry as her life began flashing before her eyes.
Moving to Hawkins.
Meeting dustin and lucas at the skatepark.
Meeting steve.
Teaching eleven how to braid hair
Her first kiss with steve, in the front seat of his car.
Steve asking her out, sealing their relationship with a kiss.
Steve holding her while she cried, kissing her head.
Y/n processed it all as she noticed her left arm being freed, and she didn’t think twice before ripping out one of his tentacles, making him wince and let go of her.
She let out a breath and quickly got up to run, going as fast as she could as she tried her best to avoid obstacles as she headed towards the hole where she could see Steve and the boys.
She didn’t think she would make it.
But then, she was back, she opened her eyes and she was back in Steve’s arms.
“Y/n!”
“Y/n, oh my god!”
Steve wrapped his arms around her tightly as they both panted, “I thought we lost you, I thought I lost you.”
“I’m still here!” Y/n cried out in between breaths, grabbing one of his hands, “I’m still here.”
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I just wanna say you inspired me to start posting my own fics and ilysm!!!!
…..that’s so sweet of you to say!! 🥺 thank you so much ily2
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catch me when i fall
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a/n: request from @jjwantsme ! thank you for requesting, i hope you enjoy 🥺
pairing: steve harrington x fem!reader
word count: 1k
warnings: none really, just fluff
summary: reader’s a little clumsy
taglist: @sweetiestevie @dukesmebby
Clumsiness was your defining trait. Always tripping over thin air or your own two feet. Your limbs tangling together as your arms flailed in the air as you ended up in the ground more often than not.
You had a habit of breaking things too. A smashed glass an often occurrence as you waved your arms as you spoke animatedly. Much to your dismay, it was what you were known for. The one time Steve’s parents were home for the holidays, you trailed behind your boyfriend through the front door as you caught Mrs Harrington locking up her expensive china and vases away from your offending hands.
Steve though, forever doting and glued to your hip, was there to catch you more often than not. His fingers outstretching to grab your arm as he saw you beginning to take a tumble. The boy priding himself on his quick reflexes, but more the fact he couldn’t bare to watch you hurt yourself.
You tried your best to not let it bother you, how clumsy you were. Feeling your cheeks heat up and your lips jut out in a pout every time Steve stopped you from falling. You couldn’t help it, it’s just the way you were. But that didn’t stop you from laying awake at night feeling like you were a burden to your boyfriend.
Steve knew how you felt about it, of course, he could read you like a book. He always insisted that it was no trouble, that he wouldn’t want you to scrape your knees or cut your pretty little hands but it was no use.
Until a random Thursday afternoon when Steve had called your place at 10am sharp asking you to be ready by 12pm and to wear his favourite sundress of yours. A cunning plan to whisk you away to the park, down the dirt path and beyond the bushes to your favourite spot. A picnic basket and cooler placed in the back seat of the BMW.
You walked hand in hand down the track, fingers laced together as Steve’s sunglasses were perched on the bridge of his nose. A sweet love-sick smile plastered across his face. Your eyes glued to the floor, watching your step for any stones or rocks that might cause you to trip.
Steve watched you fondly as his gaze turned to you from beneath his sunglasses, his heart swelling at how adorable you looked. Tongue poking out as you focused on trying not to fall over.
Scuffing his Nike’s over a stone he clearly didn’t see, the boy too focused on his pretty girlfriend, his heart fell to his stomach as his eyes shot wide open. A yelp escaped his chest as he began to fall to the ground.
Your head shot up at the sound, your hand instinctively reaching out to grab Steve by the arm. Dainty fingers wrapping around him tightly and pulling, catching him before he could hit the dirt.
“Shit, Steve, y’okay?” You asked him, doing your best to hide the giggles threatening to spill past your lips.
Steve’s cheeks were a little flushed, the skin heating up from the sun he decided. He brushed his palms off on his denim clad thighs, his head turning to meet your concerned but albeit amused gaze.
As soon as you both looked at each other you burst into a fit of giggles. Steve belly laughing opposite you, a smile so wide it reached his ears. A matching grin tugging at your lips as he clasped you on the shoulder.
“Come on,” he said between breaths, his stomach hurting from the laughing fit. Steve laced his fingers back between your own, pulling you down the dirt path once more.
You soon reached your usual spot, Steve placing the picnic basket on the ground, laying down the blanket for you both to sit on. Still giggling to yourself over Steve’s almost-trip, you spoke,
“You know,” you huffed, trying to catch your breath from all the laughing, “it’s usually you having to stop me from falling.”
You sat down shoulder to shoulder next to Steve, your legs bent beneath you as your fingers thumbed the hem of your dress.
“Sure is,” Steve said with a grin, his lips pressing against your temple.
The laughter soon died down, that burdening feeling taking over once more. You gnawed on your bottom lip, your stare focused on the pattern of the blanket. Steve noticed your silence, the way your eyes turned a little sad.
“Isn’t it annoying?” You said before Steve could ask you what was wrong. Nose wrinkling as your gaze flitted up to your boyfriend.
Steve’s brows furrowed together, a look of confusion painting his features. “What’s annoying, baby?”
“Y’know, how clumsy I am,” you mumbled, “having to watch out for me all the time. Surely it’s annoying.”
“What?” Steve guffawed, “You’re kidding, right?” He pulled his sunglasses down to the slope of his nose, warm brown eyes boring into your own.
You shrugged your shoulders, “No? I don’t know—“ your eyes fell back to the blanket, your fingers tugging at the grass surrounding you.
“Baby,” Steve hushed you, “c’mere,” his arms wrapping around your body, pulling you into his lap. You sat between his legs, your back to his firm chest, his chin hooking over your shoulder as he pressed soft kisses all over your cheek.
“S’not annoying,” he started, “I’d do anything to keep you safe and if that means catching you every time you fall then so be it.” Steve said with a fond flint in his eye, voice soft and calming. A gentle reassurance.
“You mean it?” You asked, leaning into the boy’s touch, his arms wrapped around your waist, his nose pressed into your cheek.
“‘Course, baby,” he chuckled, giving you a light squeeze, “you’re my little clumsy girl and I love that. I love you.”
You giggled loudly, squealing as Steve peppered kisses all over your face, his fingers digging into your sides.
“Love you too, Stevie.”
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