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floralminho · 2 years
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hongseok ♡ pentory #165
bonus (ft. jinho):
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kir4svn · 2 years
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Sick of it | jjh
++ tw: divorce | Husband!jaehyun AU
Genre: Angst |
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ⓒkir4svn, 2022
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“I’m sick of it!” Jaehyun lets out, his fists balling up into tight clenches as he tries to avoid eye contact.
“sick of what?”
You didn’t mean for the comment to come out like a hiss, but with your daughter held in your arms as you tried to soothe her never ending wails, you could barely control your own mind, much less control your tongue.
“I think, i think we should just, End this.”
This wasn’t where you’d expected it to all end up when the two of you had gotten married. When you’d exchanged rings, vows and promises for the future at the altar before what felt like all the people in the world.
Now, holding your crying daughter in your arms, and staring at the hot tears that streamed down the face you had learnt to love, it felt as though that world was now crashing down before you.
“I’m sorry.” he mumbles, his hands dropping to his sides, and he turns away. The wails of your daughter are almost drowned out by your own thoughts, and only when you hear the door open do you realise that your knees had gone weak.
It’s… It’s over. The walls of your apartment were completely fine, yet it felt as though they were crumbling down around you. The world the two of you had built together was now gone, and all you had left to comfort you were the unrelenting wails of your daughter, and the new silence that had begun to take over your thoughts.
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drbased · 4 months
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I just want somewhere I can consider home without extreme loneliness or hurt.
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heartj4yn0 · 2 years
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(00:00am)
PLAY : Ride - HYBS [ spotify // youtube ]
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It’s almost midnight. I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to be left alone again. It hurts like crazy. Why can’t I just have someone with me whenever nightmares come or whenever I need cuddles? I often question why it was hard for them to stay. Was I not enough? Was I too weird? Was I too clingy? I never seem to find an answer to my questions as they linger around me every single minute of the day. Every time they left, the other side of the bed would always feel cold.
I’ve always imagined the other side would be warm just like sunshines and laundry being hung outside in the sun in the countryside with flowers swaying right and left. They always leave before the morning comes. This is what my life looks like. Everyone leaves, no one ever stays and I’ve learned that it’s the best for my fragile heart. When will I ever stop feeling like this? I just want to be cared for. Why is it that I always have to put in some effort? Why is it that I’m always the one giving? Why am I not receiving anything? At least a little bit of love and care, that’s all I ask for. It’s not much, but it’s so hard.
But he’s different. He didn’t leave. Jaehyun didn’t leave before the sun rose. He stayed with me. I woke up feeling the other side of the bed warm just how I described it. In fact, he had breakfast with me. He had breakfast with me. It took me a while to accept that for once, someone is staying. Someone is staying for me. They made an effort for me. They’re giving me something. I’m receiving something. For once, I’m on the receiving end. I couldn’t help but smile and keep my sobs in.
But it was too soon for me to believe that this would be permanent. What if he’s staying out of habit? What if he’s staying because he felt pity towards me? What if he’s staying because he felt the need to? Not that he wanted to but he felt as if he was forced to? I didn’t want Jaehyun to feel that way. I didn’t want him to feel like he had to stay. He had to stay out of pity. But then again, people said “if he wanted to, he would.” And at that moment, a light bulb appeared. It doesn’t matter if he was ‘forced’ to stay or not, what matters is that he’s still here. With that, I shall make the most out of it.
“Just do it. Go for it.” I said to myself. “Don’t think about what comes after or what came before.” Here goes nothing. I tried opening my mouth, still hesitating to say those words that I long for. Jaehyun noticed how hesitant I was and he knew that I wanted to say something. This is the time, right now, just say it– I kept telling myself. You got this, I whispered to myself like a mantra.
Inhale… exhale… you got this. We both started to talk at the same time that made us burst into a fit of laughter. It looks like a lover’s laugh. Except we weren't lovers. He let me speak my mind first as a gentleman he is and-
“Would you like to have a homemade lunch with me?”, I softly inquired of him while looking down on the palms of my hands. Without a doubt, he immediately chimed a loud yes. Well, scratch that, he said yes, so loud that my home phone rang, signalling the lobby’s call to inform me of my ‘loudness’.
I was glad I went out of my comfort zone. I should speak up whenever something’s bothering me or when I want my opinions to be heard. I told Jaehyun that he didn’t need to help me chop the vegetables, but he insisted so I just let him do whatever he wants. It felt amazing. Being with someone. He’s so sweet for always helping out. It felt so domestic.
As I placed the last dish on the table, he whipped out his phone then took a flat lay of the dishes we created for lunch. My lips curved upon seeing his action. The lunch ended on a good note and we were able to talk about everything. It feels like fate. It feels like destiny.
We never know what will happen in the future but at least we tried our best. Just hope for the best.
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love,
heartj4yn0.
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DO NOT COPY, TRANSLATE, REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION.
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eidelweisshm · 2 years
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Ghost of You | J.JH
a Jeong Jaehyun drabble
Warning: themes associated with death, everything is fictional, don't read if uncomfy
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Hello! Please like and reblog if you enjoyed reading this drabble! Thank youuuu!!! <3
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For all the years we've spent together
Neither once did I regret giving you everything
We've had our ups, and our downs
But we've managed to stay on middle ground
Broken by my own selfishness
Promises we've made, but were shattered
An apology is never enough
To make up for the pain you've felt
We held on each end of the rope
As a committment to our alwaysness
But fire was burning, only a matter of time
Until it reaches the both of us
It reached me first
My hand had to let go
Before it could fully burn
But I saw you, and even,
Even though you had caught the fire
You were still holding on tight...
And now, I only watch you from afar
Oh how painful it is for me, to see you move on
I saw your pain from the moment I left
You cried seas, poured out a storm
Slowly, you recovered
Accepted that I could no longer
Be by your side, yet
Understood that I'm always with you
Deeply, I mourned
Wishing that I was the man beside you
The man who makes you smile
What was his name again?
With eyes that shine like stars
A smile that brightens your day
Hands that are gentle as the breeze
And a mouth that speaks with elegance
The way he looks at you,
I realized...
He can love you.
More than I do.
No, I knew...
He loves you
More than I do
And you love him too
You tell him our stories, and he tells you
How much I've been good to you
You tell him you want him to meet me, and he says
"Sure... Let's visit him tomorrow"
In Loving Memory of JJH...
You introduced him to me
Told me how he has been treating you well
You're happy with him,
And that is all that matters.
I was never happy whenever you visit me
I was ashamed that I left you alone
When we made a promise to spend
Our tomorrows together
But now, I'm glad.
I guess this is it.
My time is up.
I'll be now up in the skies.
I'll continue watching over you,
Protecting you, Loving you...
Because I promised
To be with you
Until the end.
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jjhcore · 1 year
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dazzlingsneha39 · 2 years
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(via Checks To Go)
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97-liners · 2 months
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booseoksoon could do perfume but dojaejung could never do fighting (doyoung is too self conscious to be anything but couth on stage and jaehyun is too innately off-putting to energize an audience of humans. jungwoo would fit right in, though.)
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userjungkook97 · 1 year
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE VALENTINE!
JEONG JAEHYUN - 1997.02.14
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nonstop97 · 4 months
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[ Jaehyun in the Fact Check Performance Video for anon :: 231119 ]
hope you enjoy :)
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jwirecs · 18 days
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can u help me find this jaehyun fic it’s enemies to lovers i think and jaehyun is an architect and yn is an engineer or maybe it’s the other way around😭 that’s truly all i remember but i’d appreciate if you recognized it!!
hellooo!!
would it possible be this fic - "Deadly Kiss" by @slightlymore?
please do let me know if it is the right fic!
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dragoncharming · 1 year
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dearssunshine · 11 months
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230423 11:45 a.m.
a real page turner.
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neoyuno · 2 years
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She’s at 2k already 😩
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fullsunrays · 2 years
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I can't stop thinking about Jaehyun in Milan 💕
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zeninsama-moved · 8 months
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new hc naoya hasn’t seen a single star wars movie
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