Jane Mead, from “I wonder if I will miss the moss”
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Bach, Winter
by Jane Mead
Bach must have known
how something flutters away
when you turn to face the face
you caught sideways in a mirror
in a hall at dusk
and how the smell of apples
in a bowl can stop the heart
from beating, for an instant,
between sink and stove
in the dead of winter when stars
of ice have spread
across the windows and everything
is perfectly still
until you catch the sound
of something lost and shy
beating its wings
against those darkening stars.
And then: music.
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I am not equal to my longing.
Somewhere there should be a place
the exact shape of my emptiness—
there should be a place
responsible for taking one back.
The river, of course, has no mercy—
it just lifts the dead fish
toward the sea.
Of course, of course.
What I meant when I said “soul”
was that there should be a place.
On the far bank the warehouse lights
blink red, then green, and all the yellow
machines with their rusted scoops and lifts
sit under a thin layer of sunny frost.
—Jane Mead, from “Concerning That Prayer I Cannot Make” (VQR, Spring 1989)
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I Wonder If I Will Miss the Moss
By Jane Mead [x]
I wonder if I will miss the moss
after I fly off as much as I miss it now
just thinking about leaving.
There were stones of many colors.
There were sticks holding both
lichen and moss.
There were red gates with old
hand-forged hardware.
There were fields of dry grass
smelling of first rain
then of new mud. There was mud,
and there was the walking,
all the beautiful walking,
and it alone filled me—
the smells, the scratchy grass heads.
All the sleeping under bushes,
once waking to vultures above, peering down
with their bent heads the way they do,
caricatures of interest and curiosity.
Once too a lizard.
Once too a kangaroo rat.
Once too a rat.
They did not say I belonged to them,
but I did.
Whenever the experiment on and of
my life begins to draw to a close
I’ll go back to the place that held me
and be held. It’s O.K. I think
I did what I could. I think
I sang some, I think I held my hand out.
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Jane Mead from To the Wren: New and Collected Poems
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Jane Mead
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from "Substance Abuse Trial" by Jane Mead
from: "Substance Abuse Trial"The evidence isa red river, mounting.It wants to carry youaway like an old chairsome fisherman forgotto take home. And I wantto shout: listen—this manis my father.I love him.
Mead, Jane. “Substance Abuse Trial.” On Being, 17 Feb. 2020, onbeing.org/programs/jane-mead-substance-abuse-trial/.
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Jane Mead – Eu me pergunto se sentirei falta do musgo
Quando eu voar para longe, me pergunto / se sentirei falta do musgo como agora sinto, / só de pensar em partir. (...)
Quando eu voar para longe, me perguntose sentirei falta do musgo como agora sinto,só de pensar em partir.
Havia pedras de muitas cores.Havia gravetos hospedandolíquen e musgo.Havia portões vermelhos com antiquadasferragens forjadas à mão.Havia campos de capim secocom o cheiro das primeiras chuvase então de lama fresca. Havia lama,e havia a caminhada,toda a bela caminhada,e só isso já me…
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[i wonder if i will miss the moss] by Jane Mead
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jane mead the geese
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A poem by Jane Mead
Bach, Winter
Bach must have known – how
something flutters away when you turn
to face the face you caught sideways
in a mirror, in a hall, at dusk –
and how the smell of apples in a bowl
can stop the heart from beating, for an instant,
between sink and stove
in the dead of winter when stars
of ice have spread across the windows
and everything is perfectly still
until you catch the sound of something
lost and shy beating its wings.
And then: music.
Jane Mead
(1958-2019)
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I Wonder if I will Miss the Moss | Jane Mead
I wonder if I will miss the moss
after I fly off as much as I miss it now
just thinking about leaving.
There were stones of many colors.
There were sticks holding both
lichen and moss.
There were red gates with old
hand-forged hardware.
There were fields of dry grass
smelling of first rain
then of new mud. There was mud,
and there was the walking,
all the beautiful walking,
and it alone filled me—
the smells, the scratchy grass heads.
All the sleeping under bushes,
once waking to vultures above, peering down
with their bent heads the way they do,
caricatures of interest and curiosity.
Once too a lizard.
Once too a kangaroo rat.
Once too a rat.
They did not say I belonged to them,
but I did.
Whenever the experiment on and of
my life begins to draw to a close
I’ll go back to the place that held me
and be held. It’s O.K. I think
I did what I could. I think
I sang some, I think I held my hand out.
via: https://ordinaryplots.substack.com/p/jane-meads-i-wonder-if-i-will-miss
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