#ive come this far ig

[technicolorxsn]

okay ngl I hate how this person does female voices

#listening to the dark somniums reading of left right game n ngl. this persons ass at making women sound like people #eve and lilith both sounded like shitty valley girls #bluejay sounded normal until she went mad and then she sounded well. like how marjory is sounding now #given the descriptions of how marjory is speaking this person is doing a shit job of acting her #ah well #ive come this far ig

[sea-jello]

right before gtikbi christine says "youre really into this!" and jeremy responds "why else would i be here?" and the WAY CHRISTINE GOES "yeah,," SHES THINKING BACK ON HER CONVO WITH CHLOE AND HOW JAKE ASSUMEDLY JOINED JUST TO GET WITH HER and then she says "right,," like shes REASSURING HERSELF JEREMY ISNT HERE JUST TO GET WITH HER BUT THATS LITERALLY EXACTLY WHAT JEREMYS DOING HES NO BETTER THAN JAKE CAN YOU HEAR ME

and THEN when you take all of that into account imagine how she feels when jeremy asks her out at the halloween party and it turns out he WAS there just to get with her can you H EA R M E

#do you think this counts as an analysis #so far every christine ive ever seen delivers the line so that THIS is the conclusion i come to every time #is this another one of those obvious ones #idc i have to get this out oohhh my god #nothing against jake btw that’s just the wording #bmc #be more chill #christine canigula #bmc christine #christine bmc #jeremy heere #bmc jeremy #jeremy bmc #stagedorks #bmc analysis #ig

[bastardbvby]

hello i love u all :]

#im in my busy arc......and birthday weekend >:) 24 tomorrow icb..... #anyways miss u guys and i love scrolling and keeping up even if im not posting a lot #ive been making a lot of like fashion and lifestyle content on ig and im so PROUD of how far my style has come and idk im really happy

[aro-ortega]

i think it would be funny if in the future daniel + julia try to convince sasja to give polyamory/them as a throuple a shot

#like a reversal of step talking them into a being a triad in retri #been a while since ive played and definitely since ive played a chargeflystep run so. not confident in my memory #i just thknk it would be neat ! funny ! #sasja still hates julia but. she knows now. and he knows that she knows. and thats not the reason she didnt save him #he still hates her for that hates her for leaving him. but. he also knows now that hes done much worse so. shrug #and in some runs he does accidentally drug-addledly confess to still being in love w her #and ! hes going to therapy and he does take it serious ! he can be difficult and lash out but. he does listen to what finch has to say #(and is willing to Work on things and like. have therapy Homework post retri) #and he wants. he doesnt want to be this (terror) anymore. he went to far he can see that now daniel made him see that. he wants to be. #something. better ? less murderous. less violent ig. i think he just doesnt want to hurt daniel again but. theres lots that could hurt him #anyway ! all that to also say - daniel is (supposedly) very perceptive and even tho hes not in the room when sasja confesses to julia #i dont think it would be hard for him to figure out that sasja misses julia (he still hangs out with her. even tho hes told her to fuck off #fuck off a thousand times) and ? maybe he would see or feel that theres still something there between them and #and idk. maybe daniel and ortega talk. maybe sasja and his romantic past w julia comes up. maybe ortega is like. it is what it is hes #hes clearly in love with you anyway so... but ? maybe...... #idk ! im tired ! forgot where im going w this. idk how they get there but. maybe the float the idea by sasja. see if he would be willing to #to give julia another shot #(this came about bc i was thinking about how its funny that he + milo (+ vanya) are polyamorous but while milo #milo is dating as many people as she can sasja is just dating one person rn. i just think the contrast is funny) #sasja x daniel x julia #sasja jespersen #op #fh #sasja x julia #sasja x daniel

[oatbugs]

omg i FEEL you about the asd articles... i'm cuttently studying psychology and THIS makes me wanna go and pursue a job in research after graduating :')

yeah !! you should! i study a very interdisciplinary degree and out of all the fields I study in (ML/phil/psych/neuro) psychology has the most inconsistent, outright harmful, sometimes misinformed-at-best info sprinkled into publications and even lectures and it's a genuine source of frustration ! we need def need more researchers committed to accuracy and fairness and eliminating stigmas, biases, etc. :)

#i think one issue is in many other fields once a better theory crops up or old perspectives are somehow refuted it takes far less time #for new publications and teachings within the field to update. like it takes a while but it happens #meanwhile in psych you have articles and lectures franksteined from older positions that have been frankensteined from even older research #which includes several conflicting presuppositions and sometimes even entirely unfounded assumptions etc etc and it does make u wonder how #the fuck stuff like that gets published in the century of our lord y2k onwards. like yeah yeah were going thru a replication crisis and #meta-research wise we have an issue where quite substantial research is not integrated into the field bc their citations metric never #took off etc etc but even given All That i think this is disproportionately an issue which at least partially is due to irresponsibility on #behalf of already established researchers. some things ive seen published in elsevier journals shouldnt have been there. #i shouldn't have seen a clipart photo of an evil puppet master with horns on an academic slide about ASPD in a room full of 100s of ppl #led by our well-established lecturers. smth needs to change fr. #but fr what do i know im just an undergrad idk 🤷‍♀️ it does come w the territory of being a field the existence of which relies on second #or third order extrapolations + interpretations lifted from first order evidence ig? idk #asks #anon #Ψ </3

[red-dyed-sarumane]

im a normal person with no obsessions what so ever & i totally did not just finally get miku & bring my total of song voices to 23

#its a problem TO YOU im having a great time #'very nice akire and when are u going to use her' dont worry about it #ig u could say its only 22 vbs i have but i consider anon kanon 2 despite coming together #im lucky im not also into talk voices. god. #at least its decently easy to make song voices talk if u put a little thought in #unless its synthv & then getting them to talk is actually so fucking hard #i saw someone make a sv bank talk the other day & im still impressed #its so optimized for singing making them talk is a chore for real #ive been strong for all the isotope talk banks so far but if they make one for rime & u see me cave no u didnt #anyway i was between getting miku or the kagamines but its mikus year so i owe it to her

[autism-corner]

augh i need another show to watch my days feel so empty Y-Y

#'ooh gay pirates start airing tomorrow!' I KNOW. i also know ill binge as far as i can and then were no further... #wait i wanted to try watching the dmmd anime but. ive heard the horrors. #i need a show thats gay and good and earthy-fiction... #augh itd be soo good if horror didnt make my brain go crazy... #but >:( #i know if i look up 'gay shows to watch' nothing really new/for me will come up. ill give it a try ig. #:( #sillyposting #guess ill suffer and try to read one of the unread books i own <3

[preachersdaughtermp3]

it can be quite fun to look at nothing but pretty outfits for close to 2 hours straight and pretend the foyer of feminism is in fact its open plan house but good lord does it get so much more aggravating when you realize people came away from this chlorine bleached hollow candy cane stuffed version of a story with the conviction that it is insightful

#its so funny ! all of it ! especially the moments that were meant to be serious ! like yeah sure give america ferrerra her emmy but #you cant tell me there was something moving abt that speech in and of itself as a collection of words divorced from the emotion her passion #for a subject that might as well be unrelated brought to them (the words).........come on lmao. deeply unserious movie #although this does have me wondering how serious it was intended to be at all lolz far as ppl can be in general from engaging #with its deeper implications i do have to disagree w the idea of the movie trying. or ever having tried. to be anything other than #a fun pink blockbuster. which ig it is #if you wear horseblinders and then dont take them off when you edit + post yr little tiktok abt how good it was #sorry got a little bitter there. mostly ive been just laughing watching this. deeply unserious movie !! #speaking of repetition these ARE very surface level thoughts im aware. sorry for inflicting them upon everyone #esp given my biggest takeaway is that was a waste of 2 hours lmao. which is not sth i say abt time lightly or often #r.tv #sorry meant to say oscar not emmy LMAO

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

8 for the artist asks?

8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in?

oh man this is a hard one.

i don't necessarily keep track of that stuff, and my memory is abysmally bad too so i can't even exactly remember any in particular, but i know there's gotta be so so many

it depends too ig heavily on what it is?? there's some old original stories of mine that i scrapped almost in their entirety, though i know some concepts/characters i'd be willing to recycle for use in something else.

w/ fandom stuff ofc, i'm sure we've all seen authors/artists lose interest in something they were posting and stopped updating it, leaving it unfinished. i can't exactly blame them; as much as it might suck for the readers/viewers that were invested, it would suck even more for the original creator to be forced to do something they've lost all passion for.

some things stay forever but you move on from others, and it's not necessarily a tragedy despite the years of mourning endured

weirdly specific artist asks

#ask #anonymous #ask meme #this got weirdly deep & depressing sorry. kind of in a state of mind rn #that might just be a reason why im so hesitant to share my more fleshed out ideas ig #im scared of leaving behind an unsatisfying and unfinished thing in the case i do end up abandoning it #it sucks sometimes b/c i CANNOT shut up and overshare far too much but maybe its worth it to prevent further grief in the future #for all the things that could've been and never were; usually b/c i give up since it doesnt come as i want or i feel i cant deliver #yeah ive got a lot of issues i need to work on. oh the double edged sword of art being a release for all my anguish but also causing me it

[witchsickness]

rereading adverse effects and let me tell you!!! when you upload the final chapter i think i might collapse from sheer excitement. i feel like i should be paying you for your writing ,,, it is so delicious i’m going to go scream into the void about how much i love it <3 anyway, happy new year to my fav hg author!

my never-smiles brand is in shambles, and all because of you. hope you’re happy.

in full honesty i haven’t written a single word in weeks but your soft bullying worked wonders bc it got me opening the notes for the last chapter(s, will be split in two) and the prospect of finally writing this thing gave me such a thrill so uh. will try to guilt-trip myself into a writing mood soon

meanwhile know that the thought of anyone reading (and rereading!!!!!!!!) my stories and considering me their favorite author is very literally dragging me to the edge of insanity and i will not!! be getting over this anytime soon. THANK YOU, hope the new year treats you kindly 🖤

#what is WRONG with everyone lately why are ppl being so nice to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #meanwhile i spent all day at work coming up with 4 pages of notes for a vigneron au where steve’s taken over the family wine business #and billy’s running away from his past and they bond over a shared love of. uh. grapes ig. let’s roll with that #aptly titled w(h)iners which is objectively the best joke ive made so far this year #ask #anon

[poarkchop]

is this that "bluey capsule" all the kiddins are talking about these days?

#blueycapsules #bluey #this is possibly the dumbest thing ive ever posted so far #theres more to come anyway ig

[isatoru]

guess who entered their 20’s arc . smirks here’s a pic of me from friday <3 (don’t rb or save ill annihilate u)

HAHA GET PRANKED SUCKAAAA ur so gullible and 4 what . u fall for this every time literally stand UP (/lh ily sorry the only way u will ever see me is if we’re mutuals and u ask to see my sharingan pic. smirks)

#ONE MORE YEAR UNTIL THE REAL PARTY STARTS 😏 #<- i don’t even drink or anything. But hey it’s cool that i will have the option to or something LMFAO #life is just beginning shartyyyy new things r coming and 20 is simply a new page to turn!! #i was. scared for this day for some reason like a couple of months ago but now it feels good actually. im finally done with 19 LMFAOO #here’s 2 a better year inshallah bro lmao #ive grown so SO much in the past year after graduating and it’s insane and im.. really proud of myself TvT <3 #this year was so tough bruh like damn sdjkf but u always come out stronger after a few hardships if u will . so HECK YAHH ig #IM READY TO GO WILD (rot away still probably on most days but way cooler . and jacked . smirks) #also if u read this far SORRY FOR PRANKING U i will never show my face here. but if we’re moots u can def ask to see my sharingan pic #and im being fr like u can see my face it’s just me with my kaka.shi sharingan like fr no pranks #😏 #this is UR CHANCE TO SEE IT. GOGOGO ASK. ASK TO SEE MY SHARINGAN PIC

[prettyvacanttt]

New Nicole Dollanganger dropped time to listen to the whole album fading in and out of conciseness in the bathtub I'm so excited!

#literally cooking in bere but ugh this is such a nice bath i really don't wanna get out #super hot and full of bubbles and salts and oils and flowers and shit..ugh and this clawfoot is actually big enough for me its so wonderful #i really dont wanna get out but ive drank and smoked quite a bit and have been in here like and hour....ill get out soon lol #i also just got a call from sil asking to come over so she xan play video games w her brother so if im. ot out before she het here i WILL #absolutely be assaulted in the bathtub lmao she will immediately come for me if im still in here sooooo #ig ill get out in like 15 minutes hehehe #oooor i will just stay in here and listen to the whole album through two songs in and i love both of them so happy because after she signed #w grimes i was so scared BUTTT so far so good I hope it keeps up

[kisstheloststars]

Yikes. I thought one of my friends learned her lesson and knew how much it hurt me to see her hanging out with this guy who, to put it short, led me on/bullied me. But nope. There she is hanging out with him ✨️coincidentally✨️ on a night out. After all these years. Right there on insta.

So not only did she completely ignore his treatment towards me, she went on a few dates with him, kissed him probably more than once all those years ago, practically broke down when i said i cant be happy for her or support her, invited him to her houseparty knowing I don't fucking like him, and DEFENDED him whenever I'd bring up how shit he is, and just overall.

Last I checked, weren't friends supposed to? Um? Support you?? Say fuck you to people who treat someone so awfully and make them feel small??? Especially if said someone is your supposed friend? What about the fact that she gave me a place to stay when I ran away from home for a while. She offered to let me crash with her? Like??? Is all of that discounted? Do I have no right to be upset or something???

Actions speak louder than words and she thinks she can have both me being cool with this, as long as she 'supports' me with other things? Like no.?? You're ADDING to trauma, you're ADDING to hurt. I don't fucking CARE if you helped me in one of the best ways possible. That doesn't give you a free pass to hurt me all over again??? Or to downplay it as "Oh it's not that deep or serious uwu what about everything I've done for you?"

You can literally excuse yourself. Walk the other way. Talk with literally ANYONE but him at a work event.

Idk about y'all but I'm fucking livid rn. Imagine getting trauma fueled by a creep like that and ur friend is just like "omg uwu I have romantic history with this guy and yeah trust me it's just not happening, I'm just gonna hang out with him for business purposes!!"

you cant fucking BALANCE the two. you cant be an amazing friend who lets me crash when i needed it most, only to turn around and backstab by hanging out with one of my bullies? Some fucking friend.

#personal #knowing her she'll say oh it was just business uwu #girl thinks she's in some business film romcom or some shit fr. #theyre welcome to each other #she literally chose him over her friendship with me once before #i can handle losing another friend again #this is why i value a loyal friend above all else #but shes proved that she hasnt changed at all and is far from. #at this point im willing to throw everyone i know away. #i feel anger but also i feel numb #like oh ok there goes another one ig cool #I'm angry about the betrayal and absolutely over it and numb and don't care when it comes to cutting ties with her. #after all these years and i actually dont care about losing my friendship with her #wow ive come far #im done talking or communicating with her. #she wont fucking listen

[alittleemo]

finished my final paper wooo

#lee’s bullshit #now all i have left to do really is study for The Test. im Scared for that tho fr . #like i can identify an arch !! a cable structure even !! but please please dont make me do physics on the spot [redacted] please - #scary stuff out here. have i started studying yet no absolutely not . will i also probably no not until tomorrow. <3 #anyway. going to have dinner now i guess. what i rly want is ice cream but ive started to realize how much i crave sugar constantly #and thats like. a bit Bad. howeevr what can a girl really do. #maybe i pull a Summer of 2023 and quit cold turkey and just change my whole diet again. that went moderately well last time tbh. #(quitting gluten fully has made me incredbily senstitive to it now however i do also feel so much better generally. yay !) #anyway im still yapping i need to go. maybe ill have ice cream after all i deserve it <- holding onto shred of sanity. #mayhaps its a bit of that tism in me but i have thus far been generally unfazed by the break up which is probably worrying. #but also like . Ive seen this coming for months ive had time 2x to come to peace w all of it. it j wasnt happening anymore and thats fine ! #but it will no doubt be a ???? moment to anyone else when i talk abt it w a relatively straight face.like maybe ill break down but i doubti #its kinda always been like this tho so interesting to see it seems to be similar w friendships and relationships. ig that makes sense.

[toytulini]

lightly defending Toshiro while also fully understanding Laois frustrations. as a bitch who let teachers call me the wrong name all through high school cos it was kinda funny

#toy txt post #i knew it wasnt their fault they just dealt with So Many Names and i couldve corrected them and i used to #but the thing is that it just kept happening w so many teachers?? #so i was like fine whatever idc that much. but also they did usually remember my name if there was someone in the class who actually #had the wrong name they usually called me. i think bc it would stick in their heads more since they had to differentiate so instead of #looking at me and going [letter] name......[common name starting with that letter that isnt mine] #theyd look at me and go [letter name].....but theres 2 names in that class with that letter and theyre different and this one is Not the #easy more common one. [gets name correct] #what really would throw me is when theyd try a DIFFERENT but i think still more common name with the same letter and then lile #like*. sorry bud im not used to that one i cant help u there #my favorite was the print production teacher who USUALLY GOT MY NAME RIGHT (i think smaller class size helped?) #who called me the more common one that im not used to and then stared at me in puzzlement and he was like #why did i do that. thats not your name. and i was just like lmao idk bro #anyway. this has been a really annoying way to discuss this event without actually revealing my name but #its not quite a deadname now but like. as far as yall are concerned im Toy. if you know me irl you almost certainly know it tho #and if youve been following me long enough you could probably know it cos i was less careful about it when i was younger #if youre like burningly curious and we're mutuals u can dm me ig and ill tell u just dont call me that lol #oh if u have me on fb u know it for sure unless u forgot and you see me (rare and unlikely on fb) nd youre like who the fuck is that #it probably wouldnt be hard to guess even. but whatever. if u feel the need to guess (why) just do me a favor and do it via #dm or ask or smth lmao #ALSO: uhhh i try not to tag this anymore cos it feels like its not coming across the way its intended and it has a weird vibe to tag these #days but i feel like this post could use the 'Im a white person this experience im referencing is with a layer of white privilege #and i understand that for many ppl of color or ppl with non english names this happens and its less funny #altho i think due to the vastness of human experience there are probably ppl with non english names who have this happen but it doesnt #affect them strongly and they just laugh it off and part of me wonders how much of that has to do with how much you LIKE and Identify with #your given name WHICH i ALSO recognize can be a more nuanced experience for someone with a non english name thats like #got cultural significance ETC. okay THERE. the annoying disclaimer that pisses everyone off bc everyone HATES disclaimers now. #just imagine. i could be writing these disclaimers for a FICTIONAL ROMANCE BOOK IVE WRITTEN. and wouldnt #that piss you off more? new disclaimer to piss you off more: i understand this is my personal blog and im not obligated to provide a #fuck i was gonna do another disclaimer as a bit but i ran out of tags! fuck okay bye. youll have to make up the joke disclaimer