#itzy angst

[ryuttaeng]

pairing: shin ryujin x fem!reader, hwang yeji x fem!reader

summary: alcohol helps you to relieve your break up with your ex. you were sitting in the bar when some mysterious woman approached you, grabbing your drink from your hands.

cw: angst, toxic relationship, mentioning of alcohol, open ending

a/n: giving a try to writing again…

it’s been 6 months since you broke up with shin ryujin but you never fully recovered from that. you could only wish it was only a nightmare, a nightmare where you chased the feeling of being loved for long 6 months.

“ryujin-ah! i’m home!” you say, taking off your jacket and going to your shared bedroom, but the smile on your face immediately drops. “y/n!” ryujin loudly gasps, as she quickly covers herself and the guy with blanket. you look at her, tears are about to burst out, as you were about to have a panic attack. “y/n, don’t cry, please… i can’t see you like this.” ryujin says, you barely remember how she and her lover swiftly put their clothes on, as the guy rushed to leave the apartment. ryujin placed her hands on your shoulder, tears cascading on your face, “i knew it. we could have never worked out. we were never meant to be.” you whisper, looking at ryujin with furious and broken expression.

“i thought you were the one.”

“well, i’m not.”

you fix your hair, shakily breathing out. turned out that she used you as a coverage, while she had dozens of affairs behind your back, telling her lovers that you two had open relationship.

you take a sip of scotch, trying to get away from your own thoughts, but it not going to last long until your brain going to start bringing up them again. “you should stop drinking so much, y/n.” you hear stern voice behind you, making you turn around to look at the person talking to you.

your eyes land on woman, maybe older than you, looking fiercely, as like she’s going to… “like you seem to care anyway.” you shrug, closing your eyes. you feel her taking away your glass, making you a bit irritated, “listen, lady, i’m sober enough to process surroundings and capable enough to take care of myself. what do you need from me and who are you?” you say, looking at her, she looks kind of lost? probably, your response was not something she expected from you.

“uhm… let’s just say i’m interested in you. and i don’t want to get you in trouble.” she replies, now making you interested. you squint your eyes, doubting herself, “you’re worried about some stranger in a bar, all of a sudden? stop fooling around.” you say, standing up.

“okay, maybe i’m not just suddenly interested in you,” you pay with your credit card, wanting to go away from stranger, but you feel your head spin. “but you’ve had enough of alcohol for today. let me at least take you home.” she says quickly catching you, preventing from falling.

you open your eyes, blinking a few times as the sun rays are bright enough to make you wake up. you groan, wondering if you still have pain killers in your medicines… but the mysterious woman from yesterday appeared right in front of you. “are you gonna tell me your name or at least why do you care about me so much?” you say, looking at her from up and down. with makeup or not, she looks drop dead gorgeous. her feline eyes, her nose and orange dyed hair that looked like they got kissed by the sun. she was about to say something, but familiar voice interrupted her. “yeji unnie! where did you put my phone?” you hear some woman yell, your eyes are wide open, as you take a few steps away from, as you know now, yeji.

the other woman enters the room, revealing that it was shin ryujin’s voice. “y/n…” she says, and you only shake your head. you want to escape this whole thing, be excluded from this narrative, anything to stay away from ryujin, while she continues to speak. “i’m sorry, i-“ she starts, but you cut her off, “isn’t it a little late for an apology?” you snap at her, surprised expression is on ryujin’s face.

yeji need to think quick. she places glass with water and pain killers on the table, quickly rushing to you, covering from ryujin, which makes you surprised. “ryujin, leave this room right now.” yeji spoke in stern voice, but ryujin was too stubborn to easily understand her. “y/n, can we.. be more than this? i’m so sorry for leaving you, but i want to make this… make us right. i tried to contact you after you left, i was too harsh with you.” she tries to make it up to you, but isn’t it too late? “it’s not fair, ryujin. you’re not fair. you can’t just come back to my life and expect me to get all lovey dovey with you after what you’ve done. that’s not how it works.” you say and you feel yeji’s hand on your face, removing single tear on your face.

“shin ryujin, how many times i told you to leave y/n alone? even if i’m your friend, it doesn’t mean i’m gonna help you get y/n back. so you know, you’re a shitty person who doesn’t know anything about love. now get out of my room and leave us alone!” yeji’s grab onto you tightens, as she was about to sacrifice her own life to protect you from your ex girlfriend. younger woman stood there, even after all she had heard from yeji, looking… heartbroken? “trynna steal my girl from me? you know-“

“you know what? you dare to say she’s ’your girl’ after all you’ve done to her? she was never meant to be with you. you’re a moron who can’t even care about others feelings. i still wonder why im friends with you, because you even fucked up in friendship! get out of my apartment and never come back.” yeji yells, as she feels how you hid your head in the crook of her neck, instinctively patting your head to call you down.

as ryujin left, you finally fully exhaled, “thanks, yeji… i’ve never thought that someone would defend me like that, thank you, really.” you almost whisper.

it’s been 1,5 years since you’ve met yeji. she’s the most precious and sweet person, gorgeous inside and out. her cute smile and how her eyes turn into crescent shape when she smiles always melts your heart, making it flutter. if you could, you’d just stare at her for hours and…

“y/n! hurry up or else!” chaeryeong yelled, taking you out from your thoughts. you quickly put on your clothes, and you gladly make it on time.

chaeryeong and you greeted yeji, when she excused herself to go to the bathroom. chaeryeong sighed, turning to you with tired look, “you have such heart eyes when you look at yeji, makes me sick.” you look at her, furrowing your brows. “no, i don’t.” you witness older girl roll her eyes, “really? and you don’t miss her when you don’t hang out with her? which is like once in a while.” are you really in love with yeji?

“well, i miss her so much when we don’t see each other, i don’t know why. but i did.”

“is that so, y/n?” you hear a voice behind you, as you turn to look back, you reveal smiling yeji.

#itzy #itzy imagines #itzy oneshot #ryujin x you #ryujin angst #ryujin x reader #ryujin x female!reader #yeji x reader #yeji angst #yeji x female!reader #itzy angst #kpop imagines #kpop oneshots #kpop angst

[alcoholfreenayeon]

Love is

Yeji x Reader

CW: Angst, self-harm, suicide, death

Word count: 1100

Synopsis: Love is imperfect, love is beautiful, love is crazy, love is nothing you think it would be.

Yeji entered the apartment quietly, peeking in at the entrance first to see if you were there or not before making her way inside looking for you. It was unusually quiet and Yeji looked around and then found you in the bedroom….sitting down against floor and was about to greet you when she noticed the pool of blood around you and she froze, staring in shock for a couple seconds before she rushed to you, grabbing your and looking at them in horror as blood endlessly seemed to spill from your wrists.

“I am sorry….”, you say weakly, feeling guilty, feeling scared.

“Where-”, she said getting up quickly and searching through your drawers to find Band-Aids, gauze, anything to slow down the bleeding but her search was futile and she couldn’t find anything of the sort so she just slammed open your wardrobe, grabbing a couple shirts and wiping your hands clean and tying them tightly on your arms, trying to think of other ways to help.

“I don’t think this is going to do anything”, you say unhelpfully, feeling very weak from losing so much blood.

“Shut up!”, she yells, tears welling up in her eyes as she begins to panic, frantically takes out her phone and calls for an ambulance.

You look up to her, tears falls from your eyes too as you realize for this is not what you wanted, and you felt so scared. You didn’t want to hurt her, you wanted to- your thoughts interrupted as a wave of dizziness hits you and you take deep breaths, tilting over a little suddenly feeling extremely lightheaded.

Yeji rushes over to you, shaking in fear, “No, don’t, stay awake, they are coming. Please just a little more time. Stay awake.”, she pleaded urgently, patting your cheek, and shaking your shoulders. She takes a look at your arms again, the shirts are already soaked in blood.    

“Why did you do it”, Yeji asks, the pain in her voice so obvious and you hate yourself for making her feel that way.

You look away from her in shame, “It just felt too like it was too much, I couldn’t stand it anymore. I’m sorry, I-”, you stop when she turns your head gently, so you face her again.

“You are stupid, so stupid. Why didn’t you ever say anything. Every time I asked you lied”, she said sadly, her lips trembling. “I am not going to leave your side ever again. I am going to be with you forever. I love you. You know that right. I love you”, she manages to confess, you can see just how scared she is but she is still being so brave.

This was such a huge mistake you admit to yourself, you should have just told her how you felt. You had so many chances. You think about all the times you spent with her, how she first met you as a customer of the café you worked at. Then she became a regular and eventually she revealed that she was actually an idol. You were so shocked at the time you could almost smile right now. The time you both ran into each other at a park, you were jogging while she just wanted to relax and that’s when your friendship really blossomed. That one time where she was so drunk she could barely make it back to her hotel room and then she begged you to not leave in her drunken state before passing out on your lap. You wish you could go back to those times. The last year and a half with Yeji kept you going for far longer than you thought you could. You would even settle going back a minutes just so you can spend a few moments more with Yeji. But even now as you feel yourself slipping away, you couldn’t muster your courage or confess your feelings to her. What a coward you are…

“Y/N…? What are you thinking about?”, Yeji asks, worried at your few moments of silence.

You heave a deep breath, it takes so much effort to breath now, so much effort to just stay awake, “I…think”, you say in a raspy voice, “my life’s flashing before my eyes”, you cough, and it hurts.

“Don’t say that…” Yeji says through tears, “You are just thinking about things, I’ll get you some water. It’ll clear your head for a bit”, She gets up trembling and hurries to the kitchen coming back with a glass of water. Her heart wrenches in pain when she sees your expression, “Y/N, here”, she says putting the glass near your mouth. You don’t respond, you continue staring straight ahead, expressionless.

“Y/n..y/n..no, y/n please, wake up wake up. Please, just a few seconds more PLEASE!”, Yeji desperately pleaded shaking you as she began to hear the siren of an ambulance in the distance.

There was no response except for your body slumping to the side a little from her pushing.

Yeji leaned against the wall, her wails of pain echoing in the room as she was having to face the fact that she lost you. She sobbed and sobbed and sobbed, her heart heavy with dread and guilt. She couldn’t let go of you, she held your body tightly, praying with all her heart that you would come back. The EMTs had to force her off you while she screamed and thrashed, crying uncontrollably the whole time. They confirmed her worst fears immediately, that you had just lost too much blood. They couldn’t even make her leave the room, Yeji just kept sobbing and muttering all her regrets, all the things she would have done to help you even a little more. It took over an hour for Yeji to stop crying, she had cried herself to sleep, she was too fatigued from all the stress, trauma and crying.

When she woke up in the hospital, she was confused and looked around for you immediately before the realization hit her and she began to weep again. She felt so much pain, why did you have to go, why did you not trust her enough, why did you not love her enough, her thoughts haunting her. Why is love so brutal, why is it so unforgiving, why is it so imperfect.

‘I am so sorry Y/N I couldn’t be there for you’, Yeji thought to herself, hoping somehow you can hear her as she made her way up, ‘I won’t make this mistake again. I won’t leave you alone anymore’, she told herself as she dragged herself onto the roof, climbing the parapet wall, she could hear people shouting in the back, climbing the stairs behind her, the shouts seemed to be directed at her, but she didn’t pay them attention, she instead focused on the horizon, the sun was rising, the city looked to come to life, it looked nice. Through a shaky breath, she smiled one last time, promising you that she’s wont leave you alone this time before leaning forward and letting herself go…

#angst april #ask me anything #answered asks #kpop gg #kpop scenarios #kpop imagines #reader x idol #itzy angst #itzy yeji #hwang yeji #yeji x reader #itzy scenarios #itzy

[lesbolieeh]

She left behind a poem

Yuna (ITZY) ✦ Fem!Reader

WC—3.8 ✦ k

THEMES—sfw ✦ light angst ✦ future fluff (?) ✦ best friend au ✦ crush au

WARNING—anxiety ✦ heartbreak ✦ crying yuna :(

NOW PLAYING—Jenny (I Wanna Ruin Our Friendship) ✦ Studio Killers

[A/N.] 언니 (eonni) = older sister

Original ver. “The Notebook” (Somi x reader)

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Today was one of those bad fucking days. One of those days when you can't find any positivity in anything. One of those days when you don't feel like talking to the people you love the most. One of those days when you just want to give up.

The first thing you saw in the morning was a the notification of a text from your girlfriend. Looking at the white speech bubble is something you usually look forward to when you see Somi's name bright up your screen, knowing she always has something entertaining to tell.

But this particular morning she said something you wish were a joke.

SomSom babieboo💞

[ive been thinking lately and _____ i think we need a break]

😘🤌👅🍒🍑✂️🌈☀️

[You're not going to tell me why?]

Seen 10:17

You asked her the first thing that came to your mind. She couldn't possibly just expect you to be OK with having a break without a reason, right?

After an hour you accepted the fact that she had left you on read and that she wasn't going to reply anytime soon.

Maybe it was because she called you _____.

She never called you by your name. Only your friends called you that. She was supposed to call you weird or cheesy pet names and nothing else!

She left you with a headache. She left you with your bad thoughts and theories. Damn you, Somi.

It was very human-like of you to be in a bad mood. Only a robot would feel nothing in this situation. The day wouldn't get any worse. You were going to make sure of it! Your mood may have been bad, but you weren't going to let anyone else get affected by it. Lashing out on innocent people because you don't feel good on the inside is something you hated doing.

Today you were going to hang out with your best friend, Yuna, have a picnic on a park next to the Han river. Yuna had packed a cute pink basket (that she had specifically bought for you two to use for picnics together since they happened at least thrice a month) which was filled with tuna and kimchi kimbap, green grapes, two clementines and some churro flavored chips and you had packed a large outdoor blanket so Yuna wouldn't have too much to carry. For almost a week you two hadn't met up and you both missed each other and wanted to make up for the days you had spent apart so of course you went for the nice, typical no-homo picnic hang out session.

But no.

You weren't going to meet Yuna and ruin her parade with the rain cloud that was following you around wherever you went since you opened your eyes this dark morning. No, you weren't going to let the first time you two meet in such a long time be ruined by the sad news you got this ugly morning.

언니 🥰

[I can't hang out today, sorry]

Baby Yunanana🍓

[why not?☹️]

언니 🥰

[I'm not feeling too well]

Baby Yunanana🍓

[it's ok i'll get some soup for u😊]

언니 🥰

[No, you don't need to, I don't want you to get sick!]

Baby Yunanana🍓

[but ive missed u sm☹️]

언니 🥰

[We'll meet another day I promise to make up for this!]

And so you put the phone gently on the table to lay on the sofa and binge watch some random show. You made sure to turn your phone off first since you knew you'd cut Somi some slack in case you read any persuasive text from her — she's good with words and making you feel loved. Whilst you were looking through all the lists Netflix had created for you, which were filled with movies and series you either had already seen or weren't interested in, Yuna was still expectantly waiting for her screen to go bright.

She must be joking, she thought.

Unlike you, Yuna's morning had started out brilliant. From the moment she opened her eyes, she was smiling and full of energy, excited to hang out with you after not seeing you for five whole days. She had missed you. Spending time with you was one of her favorite hobbies! Since you two had picnics regularly you two had decided that you would take turns in deciding and packing the picnic basket and this time it was Yuna's turn! She had been so excited all week, planning out a shopping list days before. She had specifically purchased grapes this time because she had this fantasy of putting one in your mouth (which sounded weird, but it would feel intimate to feed you fruit) and also playing around and throwing grapes up in the air and catching them in the mouth.

Needless to say, she liked you a little more than a best friend should and that was a bit of a problem. Her friends kept telling her that it was stupid to spend so much time with you and that Yuna should either try to ignore her emotions or she should distance herself from you until she loses feelings, because it was unfair to hurt herself by giving herself false hopes of getting somewhere with a taken girl.

And Yuna knew it. For so long, she'd known that it was a bad idea to like you. You didn't like her in the same way, and you even had a girlfriend for fuck's sake — and a really pretty one at that! But no matter how many red flags there were, she still wanted to spend everyday with you. She didn't want a week to go by without being with you. She wanted to cuddle with you on a picnic blanket. She wanted to kiss you when you visited photo booths. She wanted to share shirts with you. She wanted to stay up late and talk until you two fell asleep in each others' arms. She wanted to be the only one you called Baby.

Wondering why you called Yuna 'Baby' when you already were in a relationship with Somi? Well, Baby had been Yuna's nickname before you even met Somi (yes, you'd known Yuna longer than you'd known Somi, yet you still found yourself in a relationship with the latter — or not anymore actually). And though your (then) girlfriend never liked it, you had convinced her it was just a friendly pet name. Because that's exactly what it was.

To you.

To Yuna it was the closest she'd ever feel to being your girlfriend. But you started using that pet name less and ever since Somi came around and ruined everything more than it already was ruined. Yuna even had to change her contact name on your phone to include the word 'baby' so you wouldn't forget to call her that.

She loathed Somi.

Somi was always the reason why you couldn't hang out with your bestfriend for too long, why you couldn't call her Baby on certain occasions and why you couldn't look at her as a potential girlfriend. Somi was an attention thief. Not really. But it felt like it. Yuna was jealous of everything Somi had with you.

Because your girlfriend obviously was a threat, Yuna felt like she needed even more of your validation than before (which was already a lot). She needed your attention. If you ignored her she'd think it was your way of telling her that you had left her completely for Somi. Ridiculous! She shouldn't feel like you owe attention to her.

Your friendly fucking friendship was the closest thing Yuna had to being together with you in the way she really wanted, so she valued it a lot. Not having you as her girlfriend was painful enough, but not having you as even her friend would break her.

Right now you weren't validating your time together, nor your friendship — or at least it felt like it to Yuna. She always needed. Your attention and unlike normally, she wasn't getting it right now. Her smile dropped and so did her excitement for the day.

Was this the end?

She knew that spending one week without each other would lead to more time for you to spend with your damn girlfriend but she didn't know it would lead to the end of your friendship.

No way she'd bail on the picnic plans.

Baby Yunanana🍓

[can i pls come over? i bought fruits for u<33 i'm sure fruits is exactly what u need right now!!]

Baby Yunanana🍓

[idc if i get sick or not bc i still wanna hang out w u]

Baby Yunanana🍓

[pls 언니]

Sent 11:33

You had ignored her only once before and it was a horrible experience.

The way you ignored her (on accident) was so hurtful that she had to leave the gathering that she had looked forward to for so long, confusing the other guests, to go and lock herself in a bathroom so she could cry without bothering anyone. You'd gone right after her since you knew it wasn't very Yuna-like to leave a fun time for no reason. After you had knocked on the door and reassured her you were her best friend and not a random person coming to make fun of her, she let you in the bathroom.

The sight you were met by was her crumbling figure on the floor and overflowing tears on her cheeks. She had thought that you wanted nothing to do with her. Stupid you didn't see the obvious signs. It was because of the fact that you hadn't paid any attention to her that Yuna had gotten the idea that you had grown bored of her or that you wanted to leave her for Somi (she hadn't told you the latter part, of course). And weeks later you did get together with Somi. And that made her cry herself to sleep for days which you never knew.

How much your lack of attention and affection for Yuna had affected her was scary. And a fucking sign, you idiot. Nobody gets so worked up over the loss of affection of someone they view as a friend. Ever since that incident you'd made sure to always remind her of how much you value your friendship.

Except for today.

She thought she had made it clear enough to you that you never ever should ignore her unless you really meant It. Unless you really wanted to part ways. To go from the bestest friends to cold acquaintances. Some people might think it's crazy to be this attached to a best friend but you weren't just her best friend. You were her love and happiness. Without you she didn't have either.

Five minutes passed since she triple texted you and she still had no reply. Slowly she felt how her tummy was turning into knots and how her eyes started stinging.

Baby Yunanana🍓

[ur making me worried]

Baby Yunanana🍓

[hey!! text me so ik u didn't die from choking on strawberry milk 언니😰]

Baby Yunanana🍓

[r u ignoring me?🫠]

Baby Yunanana🍓

[unless u have corona, meet me by the river at 6 if u care abt me. i need to talk to u abt smth important]

Sent 12:04

If you didn't show up she knew for sure that you had left her behind forever. If you did show up then she'd confess to you. So spontaneous. She couldn't keep her feelings away from you for another year because it wasn't healthy and she knew it. She knew she would have to tell you about her feelings sooner or later. And after being without you for a whole ass week and after experiencing the cruel punishment that is being ignored and even thinking you broke your dear friendship off, she knew the time had come for her to finally woman up and confess.

Whilst she was anxiously thinking through why she made such a bold move and possibly ruined any future she had with you, the girl she loved was being lazy and stuffing her face in pillows in front of a TV.

one season of Young Royals later...

Tossed between blankets and an overflow of pillows, your tummy roared like a lion. You hadn't eaten anything yet. Maybe it was time to do something other than numbing your feelings with Netflix and the drinks you had at home? As you stood up you felt heavy. You had moved maximum 100 meters in the past few hours — to go to the bathroom then kitchen and back to the living room — and it had taken a toll on your body physically.

Fuck.

You sat back down on your sofa and brought your phone to view after hours without it.

[6 new messages from Baby Yunanana🍓]

Fuck. The last message was sent so long ago. You looked at your windows. It was dark outside. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. As fast as you physically could, you put on a pair of shoes and a jacket with your aching limbs.

In just a few minutes you were on your way to the closest bus station. The whole bus ride to the river was filled with thoughts putting you down. Your favorite person in the world was sensitive about this stuff and you hurt her. You were supposed to not let your bad mood affect anybody around you. But who were you kidding? Of course something had to go wrong with an idea you constructed and analyzed for four microseconds.

Before you knew it you had arrived at the destination. You were speed walking to the river. You two always went to the exact same spot by the river since it was usually vacant, by some miracle, and had a pretty view of a bridge.

You were naive enough to think that isolating yourself from your bestfriend and your phone would help solve your problems, so you were certainly naive enough to go and check if Yuna was still at your meeting place hours after you were supposed to meet her. What if she wasn't there? What if she was there?

The water was shimmering from the moonlight and next to it was a bench and a thin, tall silhouette. Your eyes widened. Could it be...? Sniffles. That's the sound that came from their direction. You walked closer and could make out the lines of a figure that was all too familiar.

"Baby?"

The silhouette turned around and though it was dark you could see that it in fact was her. You quickly sat down beside her and noticed that a couple of notebooks were scattered on the ground next to a bike. You didn't know what to do, never having seen glad Yuna cry. After another particularly loud sniffle you turned your attention back to her. The light of the moon exposed the redness and tears on her face. For hours she'd been outside and her face was still wet with tears.

"Why are you still out at this hour?"

She choked on her tears and rested her face in her hands, "Because I'm a fool."

"No, you're not a—"

"Why are you here?" she interrupted you.

Touché.

"You told me to meet you if I care about you."

"You come here hours later as if I don't mean anything to you," she hurried out before her voice could crack.

"I'm sorry about that. But if I didn't care about you I wouldn't show up at all," you spoke with a soft tone. The last thing you wanted was to be harsh, especially since you were the reason your best friend was upset.

"Why did you do this to me, 언니?" she looked you in the eyes as if she'd find any answers inside them.

"I promise I didn't do it on purpose. I would never hurt you on purpose," you took her hands into yours, oblivious to how the simple gesture made Yuna a bit hopeful on the inside.

Her hands were so cold it was shocking that she was shaking because of her crying and not because of the ice-like coldness. That's what happens when you're out for hours when there's no sun — or person — to keep you warm.

"I saw the messages 20 minutes ago and got here immediately. I would never purposely ignore you, Baby."

You made sure to use her nickname in almost every sentence you spoke, silently telling her that you don't want to fight. Slowly you brought her hands to your lips and kissed them lightly, five kisses on each hand for every finger. She looked at your lovely action and felt how her tears were slowing down. The kisses didn't make her warm — maybe for a second — but at least they made her feel somewhat better inside.

"I'm so, so sorry you had to be here in the cold," you apologized and kept her hands in yours as an attempt to warm them.

One part of Yuna wanted to continue being mad and make you feel bad for the hurt you'd caused her but the bigger part wanted you to hold her in your arms. She loved you and couldn't stay mad at you for long even if she tried.

"I-It's OK, 언니. At least you're here now," she whispered and looked at your locked hands, admiring the sight since it may never happen again — or maybe she should make sure her hands are cold more often—

You sent her a sorrowful smile and let her head rest on your shoulder, resting your own against it as an instinct, both from being comfortable and tired.

"From now on I will check if I have any texts every hour for you," you said with an exaggerated joking voice to lighten the mood.

She giggled. You weren't even being that funny but you were both tired and sad, so anything even a tiny bit funny was hilarious to both of you.

"What did you want to tell me before, Baby?" you whispered into her fluffy hair and petted it.

Should she tell you how she feels? Should she possibly ruin this? If she told you how she truly felt, would you ever kiss her hands like you did just now? Would you ever touch her this caringly ever again? Would you continue to call her Baby? Or would all of that be gone due to your loyalty to your sweet precious girlfriend Somi?

For hours Yuna had been outside in the cold waiting for the love of her life so she could tell her the truth. But it took time before you, the love of her life, showed up. Too long.

When a person is alone outside with notebooks filled with blank pages to write feelings and stories in, it's easy to let emotions take over. She ended up writing around seven poems. Some poems were really cheesy and written in the spirit of the moment. Some didn't even rhyme. Some were a perfect description of where she was in her non-existing love life.

But they all had one thing in common.

They were melancholic and written from the point of view of a woman who was hopelessly in love with her best friend.

"Nothing. I just wanted to have a picnic with you, 언니. I was just being dramatic to convince you to come despite feeling under the weather," she lied right through her teeth.

That made no sense because you two had never been on a picnic after sunset and Yuna would never lie to make you come see her. But you were tired and desperate to leave the cold outside, so you chuckled lightly, believing her immediately.

"Then where are the snacks?" you asked, confused since the only things around you were notebooks, a bike and water.

"I ate them."

Laughter filled the air; your genuine one and her fake one.

You put your face in her cheek, making her blush (not that you'd notice, since her cheeks were already red from before), "Well, my tummy is a little too thin right now, so let's go somewhere."

"In the middle of the night?" she questioned.

"Yes," you smiled against her cheek and she felt it, making her smile too.

"OK."

You both were still smiling when you were picking up all the notebooks to get ready for the ride. Jokes were thrown here and there. It was as if nothing had happened. You both knew it was a misunderstanding and you valued the friendship with the other too much to put energy into arguing. And you were tired too, so the argument wouldn't even be that epic even if you tried.

"What about your bike?"

"Oh nooo! The buses are always so full now that it's too late to take the subway!" Yuna whined.

"You know what? Since I was a jerk you can go take a warm bus while I ride in the cold," you said impulsively.

"B-But, 언니—" she smiled, flattered.

"B-But nothing," you interrupted her and sat down on the bike. Anyone who had spoken to you knew you were stubborn. She laughed. The little sadness she had left was gone by now. Her cheeks were dry. Still red, but not from crying, now they were red from blushing.

"OK, whatever you say, 언니."

"You brought a transport card right?" you made sure since she came by bike.

"Yes I do~ See you in an hour, 언니," she winked at you and waved with a smile brighter than the moon before running to the bus that just arrived.

You waved back to her and got ready to bike — you definitely needed a head start. But before you started you couldn't help but see something white standing out in the darkness.

It was another one of Yuna's notebooks. You must've been too tired to notice it when you were picking them up. Thankfully the notebook was open or else you wouldn't have noticed it as it had a dark cover. You took it into your hands. To make sure it really was Yuna's you needed to read at least a snippet.

You prayed it was Yuna's because it would be worse if you read a stranger's private thoughts than your best friend's since you already knew all her secrets. The snippet was Yuna's. It was from one of the pages of poems that didn't rhyme, that was very cheesy but depicted how sappy she was feeling and also told her part of the story that you never knew.

i want to feel my best friend's lips on my lips

ugh how much of a cliche gay can i be haha

i don't want her to call me 'baby' only

i want her to call me 'mine'

i want to call her that too

You drop the book on the grass. So that's what she wanted to tell you.

✦ ੈ ✦ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✦‧₊˚＊* ੈ ✦ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✦‧₊˚＊* ✦ ੈ ✦ ੈ ✦ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✦‧₊˚＊* ੈ ✦ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✦‧₊˚＊* ✦ ੈ ✦

❝ Jenny, darling, you're my best friend

But there's a few things that you don't know of

Why I borrow your lipstick so often

I'm using your shirt as a pillow case

(...)

I've been doing bad things that you don't know about

Stealing your stuff now and then

Nothing you'd miss, but it means the world to me ❞

—chubby cherry; 2013

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[writers-ex]

enemies to lovers 2 and 3 for ryujin 💪

dragged by your collar into an empty room ryujin paces back and forth as you lean against the wall. eyebrows furrowed you watch her face go from panic to anger then sadness.

“it pisses me off so much when i see someone else laying their dirty hands on you and you just let them.” looking at the clock you sigh and shrug, it had been less than a week of you asking ryujin for a break between the two of you after a heated argument. you were feeling bitter and wanted her to get a taste of her own medicine since she was quietly friendly with others. hanging out with yeji was the icing on the cake seeing as to how she was reacting to your recent closeness with her. “their dirty fucking hands that you’re talking about pleases me more then yours do.” an exasperated laugh escapes her lips as ryujin boxes you against the wall, staring into your eyes she gives you a smug look as you try your best not to squirm away. “that’s a lie and you know it.” “go fu-“your smart remark is cut off door to the room is opened and yeji appears holding some papers. “hey boss needs you to….what the hell ryujin?!” running over to you yeji pushes ryujin off and glares at her as she drags you closer to her making ryujin fume.

“stay the hell away from them.” holding you closer yeji shakes her head.

“and what are you going to do if i say no?” ryujin steps closer to yeji and pokes her chest in a provoking way that makes yeji step back

“don’t you dare test my limits right now yeji.” rolling her eyes yeji takes your hand and starts guiding you back to the door when ryujin grabs your shirt stopping you from moving. as you turn to face her your heart stops as you see your lover’s eyes water, her lips tremble as her head bows in shame. motioning yeji to leave the two of you alone you wait for the door to close as she composes herself, with a shaky breath ryujin let’s go and stands a bit upright she plays with her fingers mustering up the courage to say words you never thought you’d hear come from her mouth . “…i’m sorry…”

“what?”

“i said i’m sorry. i am to blame for what’s happened and it hurts me to see you with her.” looking directly at you ryujin’s face is painted with tears as she continues to speak with shaky words. “i regretted every word and day without you, please my love give me one more chance. i will do better, i’ll be better for you.” despite your stubbornness you knew deep down that you had already forgiven her and missed her just as badly, so when you took her hand ryujin’s sniffling stopped as her gaze softens.

“…just buy me dinner and we’ll see.”

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[ryejifics]

False hope

Type: very angsty read at your own risk

Yuna x reader

"God y/n, were friends, and that's all we ever will be. What made you believe otherwise? Pfft, as if I ever really liked you."

Those words played over and over again in your head. The voices were so loud. Yuna used you once again. She crushed your heart and threw away the pieces to it. She gave you hope one day just to take it away another. Just like dangling candy in front of a baby but never giving it to them. She gave you all the attention you could ever want. Texting you good morning and good night like you never had before. Asking if you ate. Saying how much she loved your eyes and how cute you were. You never really had love before. You would take the bare minimum as no one has ever shown interest in you. You dated maybe once, but that didn't go so well. Now that you had hope, you held onto it. Yet it all came crashing down when you got the text. She had you so confused. One day, she acted like she hated your guts, and the next, she was flirting. Could she make up her mind? You had enough and got the courage to ask. That's when you realized how stupid you were to believe she actually liked you. You cried that night. Curled up into a burrito and holding onto your favorite plush. Taking out everything that ever reminded you of her. The movie ticket? You burned it. The flowers? Thrown away. The nicknames she used to call you? You told people to stop calling you that. Yuna didn't even feel an ounce of sympathy for you. In fact, you found out she went to a party and hooked up with another that same night while you were at home crying. If she was so bad, why did the attention feel so good? You didn't know, you also didn't know why you ever had hope. You'd only ever be her friend to play with the feelings of. A player is all she will ever be. Love wasn't meant for you. All you were was a toy to people to play with. For a price of attention in exchange for heartbreak after. You always took the deal. In the end you'd never find love anyways. Yuna told you that often. She told you how she would be the only one to ever flirt with you. How you'd never find love. It was true, after Yuna there was no one. Maybe it was something wrong with you. Maybe something you're doing wrong. Or maybe it's just a cruel world. You questioned it all. In the end, it was only you, yourself, and your cruel mind telling you those words over and over again. Lesson learned. Don't fall in love. Because someone will always find a way to take that from you. Just like Yuna.

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[https-yeonjun]

where are the angst writers that don’t write death trope 😓

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[vnltis]

pairing: ryujin x fem!reader

summary: …ryujin wanted all this to stop, as she could clearly tell that you’re hurt; you didn’t stopped.

contents(warnings): angst, suggestive, cheating, bad ending, cursing/swearing

genres: angst, suggestive

you crossed your arms and leaned against a wall, looking at the door. it was half past midnight and your girlfriend still didn’t returned.

ryujin should’ve been home three hours ago.

the door’s knob turned, revealing ryujin behind it. a slight smile appeared on her face but yours didn’t showed any emotion, making ryujin’s smile drop.

“i- hi, baby,” ryujin started to take off her clothes, looking at you, “why are you still awake at this time? i thought you were already asleep.” she continued but it was obvious that she was nervous.

you continued to eye her. “just wanted to know how my girlfriend spent her time fucking other girl.” ryujin froze at your words, feeling sick. she did not wanted you to find it out, not like this. “how do i know? darling, you’re bad at hiding things from me.” you whispered in her ear, your hot breath sending shiver through ryujin’s spine.

“i- it- it didn’t mean anything, i… i just-“

“sure it didn’t. you don’t mind if i will call up my friend and just sleep with her?” suddenly, ryujin felt like her heart was tore apart and felt jealous but she knew that she can’t feel that way.

“y/n— i…” you cut her off, as your lips slamming against hers.

ryujin doesn’t kiss back at first, too scared to do anything. she tries to pull away but your hand on her neck keeps her in place, “it’s okay, just pretend that i’m her.” you whisper before your hand palmed her breast.

ryujin wants to stop. ryujin wanted all this to stop, as she could see hurt in your eyes, she can’t take more of this. she’s sick and tired of witnessing you like this but you don’t stop. “is it easier to do when you imagine her instead of me?” your breath hot on her skin, as you scratch the area where you see a hickey.

ryujin lets out a whimper, your words cut deeper than knives. she shakes her head, silently telling you ‘no’. it feels like someone stabbed her in the back again, as she couldn’t read expression in your eyes anymore.

you pinned her against a wall, kissing her neck but not like you did it before, not anymore. ryujin keeps her eyes closed, she wants to believe that she could possibly be only yours again if she has to do this.

your hands slipped under her shirt, “do you ever imagined me while fucking her?” ryujin’s throat is too tight to answer, and she hopes her face can say this all for her. “i think i just asked you a question? yes or no, answer me.” you demanded, your grip onto ryujin’s waist tightened.

“y-y/n…” she whispered, in the verge of tears. she could burst in tears at any moment and you didn’t showed any emotions. she doesn’t know what hurts more; the way you’re treating her, or the way she made you feel to make you treat her like that.

“nuh-huh, that’s not her name.” you say before you slammed against hers again, and right when ryujin finds courage to reciprocate the kiss, you pull away quickly.

it feels like someone stabbed her in the back again when she sees you wipe your lips after the kiss. ryujin watches you taking your phone with you, as she suddenly tries to prevent you from getting out from the house. “y/n, no, wait!” she tries to stop you, pulling your hand to her, feeling hot tears falling from her eyes.

“call me when you’ll think you fucked with her enough. but for now,” you slightly pushed ryujin away from you,” “i don’t want to see you, don’t you ever do this to me again.” you said before you slammed the door.

ryujin finally lets herself cry, begging you on her knees to come back and talk with her but you couldn’t hear her pleadings anyway.

#ychj #itzy angst #ryujin angst #ryujin x reader #ryujin x female reader #ryujin x fem!reader #kpop angst

[iceandhoney]

A Little Warmth [ Teaser ] [ Poly OT5 x Reader ] [ Vampire AU ] [ 18+ ]

The only thing you know about the woman kissing down your neck is that she is beautiful .

Her name had escaped you in the thumping noise of the club . Even the exact details of her face are fuzzy in your mind ; the dim light of the alley doesn't illuminate her any better than the strobing colors inside . You're certain she's beautiful , though . It's something in the way she carries herself without a care despite her scandalous dress that has you so sure . Nobody who doesn't know they're drop - dead gorgeous could get away with it .

The sudden halting of her soft lips on your skin draws you back to reality , as fuzzy as it may be after a few drinks .

You find yourself surrounded by more women and not in the fun way . They look irritated , but they seem only interested in your momentary lover .

" Yuna , what did we say about taking someone alone tonight ? " One of the women chides .

You're not paying attention to the woman you now know the name of as you try to quietly slip away . It seems to be a quarrel between friends and not like it should be your business . You barely take two steps before one of the strangers grabs your arm with surprising strength .

" Oh you're going anywhere just yet . . . "

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[beautifulchris]

trainwreck

pairing: choi lia x gn!reader

summary: sometimes, relationships are meant to end

genres: angst, lovers to exes!au, good ending?

wc: 1,1k

tw: lia is a bad girlfriend, swearing

notes: hello everyone! this fic is part of my collection of fics! indented are the lyrics (ignore the mentions of a dress and 'boy'), banner made by me on canva. also!! idk if you'll notice, but this one is also based on two other songs from anne-marie c: happy reading!

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“I can’t do this anymore.”

You meant to say this for a while now, and today was the day you finally gathered the courage to verbalize the thought.

“What do you mean?”

The words that flew past her lips were nonchalant, like she was completely relaxed. Sitting up, she had her arms and legs crossed and a seemingly emotionless face. At least, that was the face you knew she made when unimpressed.

“I mean… that I want to break up with you.”

In contrast, you were so nervous you could feel your heart hammer in your chest, and sweat was running down the sides of your face. Her reaction didn’t ease you either.

“Okay.”

Was it all you meant to her? After everything, it looked like it didn’t faze her at all. Saying you weren’t hurt would be a lie.

“Is that all you have to say?”

“What? Did you think I’d get on my knees begging you to stay? If you want to leave, go, the door’s wide open” she stated as she gestured towards the front door of her apartment. “I’ll wait for you to come back. Cause I know you will eventually. You know what? I give you two weeks at most.”

You couldn’t believe your ears. Did those hostile yet detached words really left her lips effortlessly?

You grabbed your bag and left her place without delay, whispering to yourself: “I won’t.”

Choi Lia has been an important person in your life, yes.

You loved her intensely and sincerely for many months, but soon, mostly thanks to your friends, you started to acknowledge the little details. Minimal at first, but, over time, they grew bigger until you couldn’t ignore them anymore.

She’d look into your phone whenever you’d leave the room without it, subtly mock you in front of her friends, cancel numerous dates to go to parties instead, order take-away when she was aware you cooked for her…

You always put up with it because you loved her, but letting her go, albeit painful, was the best thing you could’ve done for your own health.

Called up my friends, took their advice Put on a dress, I'm out tonight I can't believe I said goodbye Oh yeah, this time you know, I finally let you go, yeah

It had been three days since you put an end to the relationship. Of course your friends would take you out on a Friday night.

The party was chill. There were around twenty people, refreshing cocktails, good background music and board games.

Lia didn’t come to mind once, much to the delight of your dear friends. 

You actually made some new acquaintances, which was nice.

Spending more time with your friends, they saw the difference in your behavior.

“You look happier, Y/N,” one of them informed you.

“You smile and laugh more, you seem more alive,” another one added.

You felt it, too. You felt free from her. Her claws. Her grip on you.

I don't know why you thought that I'd be sheddin' a tear When I'm chillin' at the party, and I'm glad you're not here And I don't know what to say, but the pain disappeared And I'm sorry Bet you think I'm a trainwreck, upset Friday night, layin' lonely in my bed Truth is, boy, I'm so fuckin' happy Without you

Life went on.

A month later, Lia was on her couch, a drink in hand. It was dark in her apartment.

“Why haven't they come back already?”

She was fidgeting, her lips pressed together and her brows furrowed.

“They should’ve been back by now.”

Her phone rang in the deafening silence, making her flinch. Her eyes widened and she laughed. “Of course, Y/N would call instead of coming unannounced.”

She answered the phone with a confident smirk, ready to hear your begging.

“I put all your stuff in a bag. Do you have a moment this week so we could trade?”

Lia’s smile disappeared as quickly as it arrived.

“Also, don’t forget to give me back the keys to my place. I feel uneasy knowing you still have them. Not like you came often, anyway.”

It was her turn to be too stunned to speak. How could you be so apathetic? It wasn’t like you to use this tone when talking to her. She stared at the wall with an open mouth.

“I’ll wait for your message, then. Hanging up.”

Before Lia could protest, the call was over. She sat there, not moving for a while, thoughts twirling in her mind.

So pour yourself another drink Sit on your couch and overthink In all your lies and arrogance, I've been alright, you know So glad you let me go, yeah

Your ex-girlfriend finally gave you a time and place to meet. Without much surprise, it was at her place. Seeing her again after so long was not as painful as you thought it would be—not as painful as Lia hoped it would be.

She had to face the fact you changed. You weren’t the easily manipulated, sweetly naive and blindly in love person anymore. Much to her dismay.

“Here,” you handed her the bag, expecting another one in return.

Instead, she took a step back and offered for you to come in. “Want something to drink?”

“No?” With furrowed brows, you crossed your arms. “Give me back my stuff, please.”

“Don’t you have anything to say to me?”

You tilted your head, tapping your chin with your free index finger. “As a matter-of-fact, no, I don’t. I just want my stuff and leave this place forever.”

“Well… I…” Not finding anything concrete to say, she sighed loudly. 

Reluctantly, she grabbed the bag from the ground behind her and put the handle on your outstretched hand, before taking hers out of your other hand.

“You don’t mind me checking, right?”

She slowly shook her head, eyes unfocused, even if you didn’t wait for her approval. The key was there, that was all you cared about. Wait, no, there was a cute outfit you forgot about, too.

You thanked her and left. She called out for you, but you didn’t turn around. “Erase my number!”

It wasn’t said with a negative tone, but Lia took it like a stab in the back. Which was really audacious coming from her.

She just couldn’t believe you left her without a second thought and didn’t come back like she was convinced you would.

And now we're at the final stop And I'm the one that's gettin' off I know you hope I'm cryin', but I'm doin' just fine

She was now part of your past. Unerasable, of course, but peaceful.

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[nanawritesit]

Chaeryeong Imagine: Her Waking Up to You Attempting to Make Breakfast

Anonymous asked “can you write a chaeryeong x reader fluff where she’s sad bc she wakes up alone but then she finds the reader trying to make her breakfast but they just made a mess instead and it’s really fluffy and soft 🥺”

a/n: hello anon! this request is so adorable! i must confess that it’s not straight fluff though, i added in a dash of angst to make the prompt work better. but don’t worry it ends in such a cute way i promise! i hope you like this :)

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Chaeryeong groaned as she rolled towards the nightstand to silence her alarm. It was the one she only set to make sure she didn’t sleep all day on her rare days off. She wanted to make sure that she spent most of it with you.

At the thought of you, she instinctively rolled back towards your side of the bed, opening her mouth to tell you to wake up. Her jaw hung open in shock when she didn’t see you in bed next to her. Her brow furrowed in confusion, making her sit up to find some sort of answer as to why you weren’t lying in her bed.

No text messages, no note, no sign of your things. She sighed defeatedlty, letting her insecurities get the better of her. She probably said something that scared you off last night. She figured that her telling you she loved you must have made her look desperate. Even worse, maybe you weren’t in love with her back at all and left her because it would be too hard to say it to her face?

Her internal monologue was interrupted by a loud crash that sounded like it came from the kitchen. She immediately sprung up, startled and wanting to investigate the scene.

She hurriedly turnt the corner into the kitchen, and stopped in her tracks at the sight before her. There you were, cleaning flour up off the floor while the kitchen was in shambles around you. The counter was covered in eggs and milk, all the pots and pans were brought out from the cupboard, and something was burning on the stove.

“Ah, I’m sorry babe, I didn’t mean to wake you up!” you cried as you noticed her in front of you.

“No, it’s okay. I’m kind of relieved to be honest.” she laughed, putting her hands up in her hair in disbelief. “What exactly are you doing?”

You sighed, dumping the dustpan into the trash. “Well, I’m trying to make us pancakes, but it’s not exactly working out.”

She gave you an affectionate pout, clasping her hands over her heart. Here she was, worried that you didn’t love her and abandoned her, when you were just in the kitchen making her breakfast. She felt so stupid, and a little bit guilty too. “Awh, you’re so precious Y/N! Let me help you…”

She put her long auburn locks up into a ponytail and approached your messy bowl of batter to make some new pancakes. She had apparently been making them for the girls lately, and had gotten pretty good at it. You had never really cooked them by yourself, you just wanted to surprise her.

“You’re so good at this honey!” you squealed, wrapping your arms around her torso in a soft back hug. “Sorry I couldn’t make them myself. I wanted to surprise you with breakfast in bed.”

She giggled, flipping a pancake. “Hey, it’s the thought that counts! It’s so kind of you just to want this. Besides, it’s more special because we got to work together on it!”

Soon your girlfriend had cooked up a huge stack of beautiful pancakes, and you were sitting at the table about to devour them.

“Chae?” you asked suddenly, stopping your knife mid-saw. “What did you mean when you said you were relieved to see me in the kitchen earlier?”

She set down her glass of juice, eyes going wide at the table beneath her as she tried to think of what to say. Her fingers drummed on the table for a minute before she gave you a fake laugh. “Of course I just meant that I was happy you weren’t hurt… I heard a loud noise so I ran out and-“

“Chaeryeong.” you stopped her, looking at her with a knowing expression. You reached forward and grabbed her hand, rubbing your thumb against the back. She looked at you with big, vulnerable eyes, completely frozen. “You didn’t think I left, did you?”

She glanced to the side with an anxious smile, biting her lip. After she collected herself, she turned back to face you. “I didn’t mean to think poorly of your loyalty, I was just scared because of what I said last night.”

“What, that you love me?” you inquired, squinting your eyes slightly in confusion. “I said I loved you too though...”

“Y/N please don’t be upset,” she pleaded, eyes growing glossy. “I know you’re not that kind of person. I was more looking down on myself because I thought I didn’t deserve you.”

“Hey hey, there’s no need to cry…” you hushed her, pulling her up out of her chair to sit in her lap. “I’m not upset with you, I’m just worried that you don’t know how much I love you. Nothing you ever say could scare me. I’ll never see you as desperate just because you don’t want to be abandoned. Relationships are scary, I would be more concerned if you didn’t get anxious. But I promise I’m not going anywhere.”

Her face slowly turnt up into a loving smile as she put her arms up around your shoulders to embrace you. “You always know the perfect thing to say.”

You rested your forehead against hers, looking deep into her eyes. “The only thing I know for sure is that I love you.”

“I love you too, Y/N. I think I just needed to hear it from you first.” She giggled, leaning forward to meet your lips in a soft, slow kiss. It was full of adoration and gratitude, and you could feel through the grip she had on your shift that she was trying to communicate how she felt about you with her actions. And of course, you understood her perfectly. That was what made you two such a perfect match after all!

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[ryuttaeng]

What about an angst where yeji is the playgirl in school and she dated fem!reader because of a bet between her and her friends which reader finds out later and feels heartbroken? (My English is rubbish I'm so sorry ToT)

pairing: yeji x fem!reader

summary: yeji dated you for a bet, but what about her realising her feelings after your break up?

contents/warnings: angst, breaking up, fake relationship, swearing/cursing, please do not read if sensitive/uncomfortable with such themes!

genres: angst

word count: 2,096

part two

a/n: the way y’all love angst and especially with yeji 💔 also it turned out to be a little long fic, so here you go, there will be more parts! ahh it felt like a while since i posted something

yeji smirked when she heard her friends coo when she agreed to the bet. even her male friends tried to stop her from agreeing to the bet, but she wouldn’t listen. the circumstances of getting some silly girl in her trap weren’t so bad, right?

being a playgirl in school had its benefits and perks. she had lots of people wrapped around her fingers, letting her to take over control and make them do anything she wants. nothing too serious, one night stand and she leaves them before they could leave first.

the blissful feeling of knowing you have everything in your hands, power over lots of people, popularity and impact on everyone surrounding her.

yeji should choose her victim wisely. someone not so bold but not too shy, and unfortunately for her victim and lucky for her, she finally chose her victim. the crowd of her friends surrounded yeji when she pointed on the girl she wanted to win a bet on. “i want her.” yeji announced pointing her finger on the girl that stood in her own crowd of friends.

you shrugged off the feeling of like 10 pairs of eyes looking at you, but you couldn’t get rid off of the feeling that someone is behind your back. your friends’ laughter died down as they all looked behind your back, at the person who approached you all.

you turned slowly as you saw that playgirl, rumours about her sex life couldn’t just slip away from everyone in this place. “hwang yeji, i want to steal y/n from yall to have a brief conversation.” she said crossing her arms confidently.

you looked at yeji from head to toe as your heartbeat rate increased. you dryly gulped as you silently nodded, giving her your approval and getting a smile from her in reply. you wouldn’t admit it, but despite all those things people said about her, she, without any influence on you, already had you wrapped around her slender fingers.

yeji lead you by holding your arm, as you slowly walked away from your friends. even though you liked her, you wouldn’t give her hints that she may have some impact on you since beginning. “what is it?” yeji’s eyes slightly widened at your sudden cold tone. “easy, princess. i’m not here to argue with you.” she said, crossing her arms again. smirk on her face could’ve told you something but all that your brain could think of was her face.

you dryly gulped, as you trailed your eyes away from her. “then tell me.” you breathed out, making an image that you’re not really interested on what she’s going to say. yeji chuckled, probably smiling wider, “i’m here to say that i like you and want to take you out.” she let that slip out of her mouth easily, countless times she said that before.

“and why is that?”

yeji straightened up, her cat-like eyes now pierced you. “what do you mean by ‘why is that’? i-i like you, y/n!” yeji raised her voice a little, not believing you’re not already ‘dating’ her. you let out a sigh, “yeji, you don’t think i haven’t heard what your victims talking about you? i’m smart enough to not to say ‘yes’ to any of your offers.” you said, as you looked in her eyes.

yeji felt her blood boil. why would you not believe her? did she say something wrong? yeji snorted, sarcastically laughing. she would just left, not owing you anything, but the urge to prove you and those words about her, which were true actually, raised, wanting to show you that you’re wrong about her. “please, you will believe everyone who says that? you believe their every word?” yeji sounded hurt, which made your heart ache, even if you couldn’t show her your real feelings.

you felt that way about her a year ago now. you was silently sitting and minding your own business as you saw someone approaching you. “you bitch, you ruined our relationship!” girl said, rushing towards you and her intentions definitely wasn’t good. “you’re that one fucking whore that slept with her! you just can’t resist the desire to fuck with her, can’t you?” she yelled, only drawing attention to herself more.

you weren’t sure if she was talking with you yet, but as she intended to grab your hair made it clear. you already prepared to the worst, but suddenly all the noise died down. someone who stood up in front of you, covering you with herself saved you from a fight with that girl. “shut it, eun. she’s nothing to do in our relationship, however, i’m already broke up with you. and she’s not even talked with me, so there’s no one to blame.” she said, as she stood still.

you could still see girl’s face, her eyes watering from how her ex brought up their relationship again. “but- yeji! you can’t- i don’t want us to break up!” she said, making your eyes widen. is the girl that stood in front of you was hwang yeji?

she turned to check if you were alright, and almost immediately turning back again. “we’ve already broke up, eun.” you could sense rage radiating from that girl as she looked at you. “but you were looking, eyeing… her!” she blurted out, pointing at you.

you saw yeji taking a step back, almost trying to safe you from her. “and why would you care about that? we’ve broken up, you’re not my girlfriend anymore.” yeji somehow succeed to make it look like something interfered their relationship that led them to part ways, everyone believed her that she purely loved her partners, but there were still rumours about her playgirl side.

you blinked twice, as yeji held your hand, waiting for your response. “yeji, i- i’m not sure-“ you couldn’t finish the sentence as you yeji’s felt soft lips on yours. almost immediately reciprocating, yeji smiled through the kiss. if she wanted to make you hers, she would resort to extreme measures.

yeji proudly walked down the school hallway as everyone’s attention was on her and her girlfriend, at least that was what everyone thought. yeji squeezed your hand, making you to look at her, receiving a wink from her.

she won the bet, yeji always wins and her friends wasn’t so surprised by her success, the bet was just for fun and make them laugh by the end of your ‘relationship’.

the time yeji spent with you, even if for show, she still could say that it was she liked to spend time with you. don’t get her wrong, she wouldn’t fall for someone like not like her, well, at least your face is not the type yeji would instantly fall for, but she couldn’t deny the fact that you were beautiful. let’s say her type was someone else.

yeji pulled you closer, connecting her lips with yours as you had different classes today. “see you around.” she whispered as she parted away, leaving with the wink. your gaze followed her, as her friends already surrounded her.

“and for how long you will have her around you?” yeji heard, as she mused about it. “i planned to break up with her today, actually. don’t be dramatic, sangwook, wasn’t it obvious i just used her?” her friend sarcastically gasped, as he embraced yeji. “i know hwang, i know. but it would be a pity to break up with y/n, i mean look at her visuals!” he was right, your looks are indeed good. his gaze trailed down at you, as he stopped his gaze on your cleavage and it didn’t left unseen for yeji.

“y/n, please be prudent with her, i don’t think she have good intentions. i know she’s your… girlfriend but-“ you put your hand on chaeryeong’s shoulder, calming her down. “i know, chae. and thank you for your concern, i really appreciate that.” you warmly smiled, which made her calm down a bit.

sangwook hissed as he felt yeji strike him. “for what? what did i do?” yeji snorted, rolling her eyes. “stop so shamelessly checking her out… she’s a loser anyway.” she wasn’t sure if adding the last part was necessary, but she did, at least not to look jealous. “gosh, okay, but why did you hit me so hard?” he sighed, rubbing his forearm.

you walked down the hallway as you heard some noise coming from the darkest corner. there wasn’t anyone else in the hallway so you just shrugged it off, but walking further, you could hear noise getting louder. turning your head you saw someone passionately kissing, and you would just walk away if the person they stood with their back facing you wouldn’t turn around.

“yeji?” she heard her name coming out of your mouth right when she just turned around. “what the fuck?” she smirked. “well, you didn’t think that i would date someone like you, didn’t you?” she said, as her hands never left girl’s breasts.

your gaze went down, as you tried not to keep your attention on that. “are you fucking- you couldn’t just come up with some better break up instead of this?” you said, making yeji smirk again. “break up? you really thought we’re dating? i just had a bet on you, it doesn’t really matter.” yeji said, as you silently nodded.

yeji waited for you to walk away to part away from that girl she just randomly kissed but she felt her grabbing her on her collar. “hey, where are you going? we haven’t finished yet.” she said, but yeji only pushed her away. “it was for experiment only. i’m not interested in one night stand with you.” yeji replied, walking away from her.

holding in your sobs, you tried to call chaeryeong as you barely could see your phone due your tears warning to fall down on your phone. after few seconds chaeryeong picked up the call, “y/n? what happened-“ “she broke up with me chae, she did a bet on me.” you blurted out, as you let tears fall down.

chaeryeong almost immediately rushed back to the school, wanting to find you. you sat on some bench, as you covered your face with hands. “oh my god,” you could hear chaeryeong’s voice come closer to you, when you felt comforting warm around you. “oh my god, y/n, i’m so sorry.” only when she arrived, you let yourself breakdown, burying your head in her neck and letting yourself sob.

yeji breathed out as she run to find you. she shouldn’t have let you know about the bet like that… even though, knowing that someone dated you just because of the bet wasn’t already a pleasant thing to hear, but also witnessing your beloved kissing someone else when you still were in relationship was painful.

“i should… apologise-“ she cut herself off when she saw you sitting on the bench while tears cascaded your face. yeji couldn’t miss that someone that was holding you closely to herself, placing kisses on your forehead. she also saw that girl telling you something, as you hugged her in response.

yeji felt going wild as she watched the scene. she felt jealousy taking over her, even though she had no rights to feel like that. she was the one that played with your feelings and now she suffered consequences. yeji could see that girl’s reciprocating and hugging you back, rubbing your back as she still was talking to you.

yeji hissed as chaeryeong’s pushed her to the wall, grabbing her collar. she could sense anger and some other emotion radiating from her, as she leaned forward to let yeji hear her clear. “hwang yeji, i warn you, if you ever make y/n’s heart break, i swear i will take y/n away from you, so that when you will finally realise your true feelings for her, you’ll cry tears of blood and it won’t give me any regret to see you in hell.”

letting go of her collar, chaeryeong eyed yeji for a few seconds before she left. now, yeji got that the other emotion she could feel was envy.

and now yeji felt her body straight up as chaeryeong’s gaze sent shivers through her spine. furrowing her brows, yeji immediately left the place, not letting you know that she was there.

“…it’s okay, y/n. she will not disturb you anymore, i promise.” you heard chaeryeong whisper in your ear, when you started to calm down slowly. nodding, your grip tightened on her shirt as you felt much more safer in chaeryeong’s arms.

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best friends ; lee chaeryeong

content warnings: nsfw! profanity, smut, oral, heartbreak(?), weak first attempt at angst(?)

word count: 1353

a/n: I decided to give writing a try after being a silent reader for a loooong time. this is my first fic, so please go easy on me 🥲 inspired by the weeknd's song best friends from the dawn fm album.

“Fuck b-baby” Chaeryeong’s endless stream of soft moans filled the room. Baby, that’s how you know things had gotten a little too deep between the two of you. You probably should’ve thought about that before putting your head between her delicious thighs for the umpteenth time, but she was just too irresistible. You were planning on telling her today, really, but seeing her in that tight white skirt of hers got you sidetracked a little.

A hand gripping the sheets just next to your face snapped you out of your thoughts. “Don’t stop, please” how could you ignore such pretty moans? Your eyes shot up while you continued flicking your tongue over her clit, two fingers buried deep inside her. Chaeryeong had her eyes closed, her mouth hung open slightly and a strand of sweaty hair got stuck to the corner of her mouth. The sight of it so insanely erotic.

Her hand gripped the sheets even tighter, just like how her insides started gripping on your fingers. So warm and deliciously wet. You sped up your movements while you placed your free hand on her abs. Her muscles tightened under your touch. She was close. “Shit shit shit babe… Babe” just a little more.

Her pussy gripped on your fingers so tight that you couldn’t even properly move them in and out of her anymore, so you just curled them up inside her instead. When you lightly sucked on her swollen clit between licks, she finally lost it. Legs shaking uncontrollably as a high pitched moan pierced your ears. You tried to keep her still by pressing your hand against her stomach harder, but it turned out an intense orgasm was stronger than you.

Your fingers were coated in juices as you pulled them out of her. Chaeryeong was so sensitive that even an action that small caused her body to shock once more and you couldn’t help but smile because of it. Her otherwise soft pink pussy turned a reddish pink color from all the stimulation it received over the last hour or so. You wanted to savour the taste a little longer, knowing that this would and should be the last time, but Chaeryeong was too needy.

Her hand, that previously grabbed the sheets, now grabbed yours, forcing you up. “You’re insane” she breathed, mouth never fully closing and her chest heaving. She guided your coated fingers to her mouth, sucking her own juices off of them. A sight that could honestly make you drool. She hummed in a pleased manner before she released your fingers with a pop. “Wanna taste?” she asked in a slightly shy way, moving her hand so it was on the back of your head. She didn’t wait for an answer, she didn’t need one, she had never needed one before. As she closed her eyes and pulled you closer, you realised it was now or never.

“Chaeryeong” you abruptly spoke, pulling your head back to distance yourself from her. The harshness in your own voice surprising not only Chaeryeong, but yourself as well. You got up and sat yourself cross-legged on the bed. “We should stop doing this” that was it, the words you should’ve said a long time ago. The words you should’ve said when passionate kissing and after-sex cuddles started becoming the standard rather than an exception.

The sentence hung in the air. It took you a while before you gathered the courage to look straight at Chaeryeong again. She didn't say anything, but her mouth hung open again. In a different way this time. Confusion was evident in all of her facial features. She slowly pushed herself up until she was sat against the headboard. "Stop... this?" she repeated slowly, as if she was still processing your words.

"Yes, stop this" you repeated while you reached for your t-shirt that was all wrinkled and laying near the end of the bed. "Things have gotten way out of hand, I mean, I could've know that this was bound to go wrong sooner or later" you averted your gaze again as you slid the t-shirt over your head. The soft fabric immediately sticking to your sweaty upper body.

"What do you mean go wrong?" Chaeryeong asked, her voice a little louder this time, causing you to wonder if she was just playing dumb or genuinely surprised by your words. “Look at me, please” she added, a hint of desperation evident in her voice.

“I just…” you sighed, turning your head just for your eyes to be met by Chaeryeong’s brown orbs. “This was supposed to be a friends with benefits type of agreement Chaer, I can’t afford losing my best friend because we can’t control our fucking hormones” another deep sigh escaped your lips “I just don’t want to be responsible for your heart, not like this”

Her eyes grew a bit wider, she kind of resembled a lost deer. She didn’t say anything, but her face did the talking. It was too late. You already knew it was too late, but the look she gave you was all the confirmation you needed.

“You were not supposed to fall in love Chaeryeong, we can’t have you being in love with me, it’ll only make things confusing” you couldn’t bear to look her in the eyes, so you just scanned her other features. Her disheveled hair, cute nose, plump lips. A frown formed in her forehead and to your surprise, she scoffed.

“I was not supposed to fall in love with you?” she said, a slight tremble apparent in her voice “Wasn’t this an agreement we made together?” she somehow managed to get the words out, but her tone and eyes both gave away that she was close to crying.

“I know, that’s not what I–“ you started, but she didn’t let you finish.

“Did you have fun? Kissing me like that over and over again knowing damn well I fell for you?” tears started forming in the corners of her eyes. You wanted to end this so you wouldn’t be responsible for her heart, but instead you saw it shattering right in front of your eyes.

“All this time you made me feel like the feeling was mutual, we are best friends after all, best friends don’t…” she sobbed, the first tear slowly making its’ way down her cheek. She shuddered, pulling the covers up to cover her bare chest “Best friends don’t need words”

“Chaer, please, let me finish” you hopelessly heaved your voice, you wanted to try to save what was left, but you had no idea how. “It was– Well… I enjoyed it just as much as you, the passion between us, but for too long I told myself it was just that, you know?” she wasn’t looking at you anymore, instead she brought the blanket up to her face, trying to stop her tears. “That it was just passion in the heat of the moment, nothing more”

Chaeryeong let the light pink blankets drop down to just above her chest again. Dark stains visible on the fabric, like water paint on paper. “You used me” she spoke, defeated. The sobbing had stopped, but tears were still streaming down her face “You selfishly left me in my delusion just because you couldn’t give up on this stupid arrangement you talked me into”

You tried your best to come up with a way to keep the damage to a minimum, but you damn well knew she was right. After all, it was the drunk you who came up with this idea a little over six months ago. You bit your lip until you felt the metallic taste of blood spread in your mouth. Shit.

Before you could even speak, Chaeryeong spoke again. "Leave" she sounded stern. Very unlike her. The two of you looked directly at each other. For a few seconds you hoped that she'd take it back, but she didn't. Instead, she swallowed after which she clenched her jaw together tightly. Her right hand messily wiping the half-dried up tears on her cheeks. "Just... Leave and never come back"

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[itzy0megaverse]

I guess you did (A!Ryujin+O!Reader)

Requested : ✔️

Reader : Gn

Tw : angst to fluff, talks of a cheating & emotionally abusive ex, extreme self-hatred, adult language, self-destructive mindsets and tendencies

For context this is a fanfic swap between me and @writers-gf!! She found a list of prompts and the rules are that we pick a prompt and a member for the other person and we have to write a fanfic based on that. We agreed to post them at the same time so go over to Hannie's blog to see what she wrote for me!!

Han chose a jealousy prompt for me : “Can you stop talking about them for one second? Because frankly, I don’t give a fuck about them or what they do to your poor little heart.” 

This is the first time I've really written anything angsty so this was a good experience!!

It's the same. Every night is the same. Always the damn same.

You, the sad little omega who'd just been broken up with and Ryujin, the defiant strong alpha who'd just want to take care of you.

It's the same. Always the same. A knock at her door just the same.

Ryujin heard a knock on her front door at 10pm and knew exactly who it would be. You. She begrudgingly opened the door and let you in just like every other night this week. You slumped onto the sofa sobbing while she stood over you unmoving. She wanted to care. She really did. And in fact Ryujin did used to really care about you but that was almost the issue.

Ever since you'd met in class, Ryujin immediately found you interesting. Your voice sweet, your scent enticing and your smile adorable. Those feelings back then were a mere innocent classmate crush but the closer and closer you grew meant the feelings just got worse and worse.

However, since the beginning, she knew you were off limits. You'd spoken to her about how cute your then girlfriend was multiple times even during your first meeting. It was endearing at first but when the feelings started taking over that endearment transformed into jealousy. Ryujin didn't like to think like that though. She didn't like letting her alpha side win out and make her want to compete with the other alpha who clearly made you happy.

But that wasn't the case anymore....

Your supposedly sweet girlfriend had cheated on you and was very open about it, telling everyone that you bored her and annoyed her and wanted so much attention. Ryujin could've slapped the bitch. She was there when the alpha broke up with you publicly right after class and was there to pull you away into a quieter place for you to cry. It was either she pulled you away or beat the alpha up but she knew that would've upset you further.

So now for the past 5 (and now 6) nights you'd been showing up at her uni dorms crying your eyes out, saying how much you loved her then how much she ruined your social circle then back to how sweet she could be. Ryujin was sick of it. She wanted to scream at you for being so blind. Scream at you for letting your ex win. Scream at you just to let out all her pent up emotions.

But she didn't want that either... Because then she'd be the one upsetting you. She'd be the one hurting you further. She'd be the on-

"I loved her so much Ryu and she turned me into this mess!! If the one I loved the most hurt me this bad I'm never going to be lov-"

“Can you stop talking about her for one second!?" Your voice was depressing and overflowing with self-deprecation while Ryujin's was deafening and seething with venom. She didn't want this. She didn't want this. "Because frankly, I don’t give a fuck about her or what she did to your poor little heart.” She didn't want this.

But she's done it...

She watched your eyes just stare up at her for a second. Stare up as they filled with tears. Close as you ran out the door. Overflow as you sobbed out. "No one even likes me anymore!!"

With that you were gone.

The door left ajar.

Ryujin left alone.

Without really thinking, she slammed the door shut and forced her fists into it. Three. Four. Five... Ten. Eleven... Fifteen... Twenty times. The last was the weakest. The weakest as she felt her punishment was fulfilled. The weakest as the guilt coursed through her. The weakest as her tears streamed onto the floor.

She was weak. She let her emotions take over. She's an alpha. That shouldn't happen. Then why is she still crying? 'You're still letting them win, Ryujin. Be an alpha, stop the stupid crying and go find her.'

With that, Ryujin forced the tears to stop. It was obvious she'd been crying but, by sheer will-power, her eyes remained dry. Her bloodied knuckles opened the door once more as she pounced through it. Ryujin wanted to find you as fast as she could. Wanted to find you before the worst possibility on her mind could happen.

'Where could she be? Where could she be?' You liked to be alone when you were crying so she doubted you'd gone back to your dorm and risked being seen by other students. She doubted you'd go to a store or a pub for the same reason. So where could you be?

Somewhere private. Somewhere private and covered. You liked to feel sheltered when you were depressed so Ryujin imagined you semi-nesting somewhere. With that in mind, she began running to the first place she thought she'd find you.

There were some massive trees surrounded by bushes planted near the back entrance of your dorm flats. It's close to somewhere you know and are comfortable but hidden away enough that no one would find you.

Reaching the area, Ryujin hopped over the hedges and brushed through the leaves to find you. You were weeping and shivering but Ryujin didn't know if it was because of your tears or the cold. It was about 10:30 at night in the middle of winter by this point.

With no words Ryujin scooped you up into her arms. You yelled, protested and fought back but Ryujin was equally relentless. She just kept walking. Her only goal at this point was to get you back home and back into the warmth.

She knew exactly which room was yours and so shut the door behind herself before putting you down. Finally, you were able to push her. Ryujin didn't stop herself from falling anymore. She let you do it. So upset with herself that she felt she deserved it.

As she sat there, fallen against the door, everything came back. All the visions of her yelling at you and being the cause of all this. You'd dropped to the floor in front of her still waling. Ryujin couldn't hold it back anymore. She shouldn't. She knew she shouldn't. But she just couldn't

She began crying with you.

Sobbing in fact.

Something she'd never EVER done in front of others before past the age of 4.

You looked up, severely confused. Your voice croaked out for her attention. "Ryujin..?" A simple call of her name snapped her out of her daze but all she could manage was one glance at you before she broke into even harsher tears. She'd brought her hands up to her face and that's when you noticed her cut stained hands for the first time.

Even though you were crying yourself, you were instantly worried about Ryujin and crawled over into her lap. Pulling her hands away from her face so you could wrap them around you and pull her face into your shoulder. Now both crying in each other's arms, you're somehow able to ask.

"Why are you crying?" Ryujin sniffles into you before her muffled but hoarse voice answers. "Because I did this...." You were about to speak again but your question seems to have turned on the tap to Ryujin's mouth. Instead of her clamping up like you expected, she started spilling absolutely everything.

"I want to see you happy and I want you to smile and I want you to feel loved because you deserve it and I fucked it all up!!" Her arms wrapped tighter around you on the last phrase before she continued. "I never wanted to yell. I never wanted my emotions to take over. I never EVER wanted to hurt you but just look at what I've done. I've fucked everything up and I want to fix it but I don't know how and-"

"Ryujin. Ryujin.. Ryujin...." You calmly cut her off as your tears both collectively softened up now you're getting everything out. "Both of us have issues with emotions... I'm over-sensitive and you never let them out...." You lean back slightly with a sad smile and encourage Ryujin to pull away from your shoulder too. As she pulls back, two simple words fall over Ryujin's lips that mean the world to you in that moment.

"I'm sorry..."

Your weak smile grows as you apologise too. "I'm sorry for worrying you and annoying you the past few nights." Both of you let out downcast laughs as the tension eases and you fall back into a hug where the last few tears are shed.

"Can I do something you won't expect?" Ryujin's question from over your shoulder took you off guard as you, once again, pull away from the hug with an intrigued expression. Ryujin said no more, her eyes glued to yours and her lip glued between her teeth.

The next thing you knew, her lips were on yours. It's not warm, soft and sweet like the fairytales. It's cold from the weather outside, it's rough from her chapped lips and it's sour from the tears of not-so-long-ago. Once your brain had processed what was truly happening, you realised you were enjoying it... but then it was over.

"I'm so sorry. I made it weird. I shouldn't have don-" Ryujin had pulled away embarrassed and began rambling as she tried pushing you away. You didn't let her. You pushed your lips onto her this time and didn't stop until you felt her kiss back too. Soon you were being held so gently as Ryujin and you softly make out, your arms wrapped around her shoulders.

Somehow you both naturally and silently find the right place to stop and slowly pull away from one another. Ryujin's head falls back into your shoulder as she admits something you, once again, weren't expecting. "I've wanted to do that since we met." "Wait!! Really!?" You couldn't help the shock in your voice and your heart melted at the way Ryujin genuinely giggled at your adorableness as she nodded (yes).

"That's why I yelled at you really." Her hand came up to lovingly comb through your hair. "I was never annoyed at you, I was just... jealous...." The sincerity in her words made you swoon but you couldn't help but tease. "I made THE Shin Ryujin jealous??" Leaning back in for another kiss with a smile, Ryujin mumbles once more.

"I guess you did."

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spider!yuna x gf!reader x spider!ryujin

word count: 855

a/n: i think my first angst…? idk but plz lmk if you like it or not really??? this was just idjfslkajka thank you @wannabe-icy for putting up with the back and forth for ideas literally bothered you so much so enjoy it also

“yuna how could you?? do you have any idea what the consequences will be-“

“shut the fuck up. i know what i’m doing, you don’t.”

imprisoning you against the wall with her webs, yuna rolls her eyes and muffles your pleas with another web to your mouth as she continues. as your girlfriend slash hero of the city proceeds to enter a bank across the street and returns with bags of money falling out. she starts counting the bills making the tears stream down your face, yuna glances at you.

“babe i know what i’m doing, remember how much we’ve struggled to make ends meet with my job as a photographer? the city had already offered me the reward for the last villain i faced i just….decided to cash my check in now.” 

walking over she cups your face with foreign eyes staring back at you. these weren’t the eyes you saw every morning before going to bed, nor were they the same ones that whispered i love you when you left to work. 

“the city owes us for all it’s taken away. the privacy of our relationship, my time with you, the ungrateful words of its citizens, our so-called friends betraying our trust-“ 

her fist balls up as yuna bows her head before pushing off the wall and clutching her chest. eyebrows furrowed her lips trembled as she gave you one more look, “-babe how much more am i supposed to give? there’s nothing left other than for me to take what’s deserved, for me to be repaid.” as she turned her back to you yuna heads over to the stack of money, alarms go off and sirens are heard while she continues. “i’m almost done and then we can go home to-“

“little sis i thought i taught you better than to stay near the scene of the crime after a heist?” eyes wide you turn to see the one person you would never have thought to show their face is now holding one of the stolen bags of money proudly.

“ryujin?!” the girl in question couldn't help replying sarcastically to yuna.

“yes that’s my name~ although i would prefer your lover to be the one screaming it.” winking at you she sets the bag down and walks toward the baffled younger.

“why are you-“

“here? well i do have spidey and sister senses unlike yourself, only i was planning on robbing this particular bank tonight and someone beat me to it…which is surprising because i thought we were supposed to be playing good cop bad cop?” ryujin’s eyes drift over to you as she fully takes in your... position. “and why is your girlfriend all tied up like a bad porno movie?” getting up yuna lunges to punch ryujin only to have her swerve and scoff.

“leave us be, it’s just this one time! it won’t happen again i’m just-“ holding a hand up she stops yuna from speaking.

“i don’t care about the backstory i’m only concerned about the three cop cars heading inside the bank, which may i remind you is full of your spider webs and no bad guy so….? it doesn’t take an idiot to put two and two together.” ryujin webs over to the wall you’re tied on and frees you from the stick situation, meanwhile yuna’s attention counting the bags of money.

“…21…22…23 million…i’m about 10 million short, shit! i must’ve left the other bag in the vault.”

“um…read the room little sister we have to go before- for fucks sake!” ryujin yells as yuna webs herself toward the bank hiding behind one of the letters of the neon sign on the roof. 

“yuna…” running into ryujin’s arms you bury your head in her chest and sob. “please help her….please.” the heart-wrenching whimper you let out makes her eyes well up in tears. taking one glance at her wayward sister ryujin takes advantage of the situation and pulls you in for a kiss making you gasp as she pushes you off and webs after her sister. confused and annoyed at what just occurred you watch ryujin hide on the side of the building attempting to get yuna’s attention.

fear keeps you standing still watching the spider siblings battle it out in the shadows. yuna comes out victorious as she holds the bags of money close to her body while ryujin pants loudly eyeing her younger sister crawl up the building. realizing that yuna is safe you breathe a sigh of relief and turn to get down from the roof only to find yourself surrounded by cops holding you at gunpoint.

“wait i can-“

you’re cut off by handcuffs gripping your wrists. before you can explain yourself an officer nearby drags you inside a squad car for questioning back at the station. waiting to leave you survey the bank and nearby buildings, spotting something red sneak back inside the bank as cops start to leave you feel a wound form inside your heart. yuna, the hero in your life became the one that betrayed you, the car starts and ironically so does your desire for revenge.

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[ryejifics]

You were mine

Type: angst (very angsty read at your own risk)

Ryujin x reader

"Ryujinnn, stop it!" You giggled as she took pictures of you eating. "You're just so pretty!" She took more angles and laughed.

You woke up, heavily breathing, tears streaming down your face. "Ryujin..." You couldn't stop the tears. They just kept coming.

Another flashback. Ryujin was cuddling you on the couch. "Boop!" She touched your nose and laughed. "You're too cute, my precious angel."

Then another came. "Y/n! Are you okay?!" She picked you up as you fell on the ice. It was around Christmas time and you went ice skating together. "I'm fine Ryujinnie, thank you." You got up and held onto her for dear life.

"Why did you have to leave me... just why!" You threw the pillow across the room. Sobbing into your hands you heard a knock on the door. "Y/n? It's Lia, can I come in?" You softly told her yes and continued to sob. "Another bad dream?" She cradled you in her arms. You're lucky to have had her. Lia is a good friend of yours. She always made time for you. "Come on, let's go eat. I'm sure we can get her off your mind." Lia pulled you up and out of bed. She let you change and off you went.

"Ryujin! Ryujin! Over here!" Just your luck.. she was here. The paparazzi flashing their cameras, taking her pictures. Time froze.. before you knew it, it was dark. "Y/n?? Y/n!" Lia desperately tried to catch you, you were on the ground, not moving as she shook you. This caught the attention of Ryujin. Sadly, she just walked away. It hurt her to do so, but the paparazzi didn't need to see how much she cared. She didn't know you were doing this badly from the break up. She didn't didn't think of you anymore. All she thought about was dance, sing, rap, repeat. She felt awful but she didn't need you to hurt more if she went up to you.

Days passed. You cried every day since then. Lia tried to help you through it, but it was no use. Ryujin was no longer yours. There was nothing you could do to change it. This was the end of your story with her. It ended in tears and flirty fans trying to get with her. Even idols wanted her. She saw everyone but you. You meant nothing to her anymore. Your heart shattered at her name.

"Ryujin..." You mumbled in your sleep. Another night, another bad dream. This is how your life would be forever.

The end... or is it?

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