#its hard for him to explain <3

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

my queer hcs for the main OH cast bc if you think they're not in my hc i will literally implode

sienna: cis, she/her; straight; ace and alloro

elijah: trans, he/him; straight; demisexual and alloro

jackie: cis, she/her; lesbian; allosexual and grayro

bryce: cis, he/him; pan; allosexual and demiro

aurora: demigirl, she/they; lesbian; allosexual and alloro

raf: queer, he/they; bi; demisexual and alloro

#yes theyre almost all aspec and yes thats completely normal #no ethan isnt here i dont fucking like him #also jensen is just queer <3 #he/him preference but also hes not against they/them #its hard for him to explain <3 #sienna trinh #elijah greene #jackie varma #bryce lahela #aurora emery #rafael aveiro

[lollytea]

Huntlow situationship gives me such intense brain termites you don't get it

#no i dont think its because Hunter needs time to heal first #i think if it was up to Hunter they would plunge into a committed romantic relationship immediately after the events of the finale #he would propose to her in like. 3 months probably #i know that sounds intense but i think this is what ''i literally died and came back to life'' mania does to a guy #he is so carpe diem minded hes become a little insane. he wants everything #no more waiting around. no more hesitating. he cant afford to do that anymore #would it have been the wise decision to enter a romantic relationship immediately #who's to say. but Hunter would have done it without thinking about it #its Willow that makes the decision to slow down and wait a while before they make any committments theyre not ready for #i dont think she's entirely learned her lesson about letting herself be emotionally reliant every once in a while #shes made progress but the events of ftf were such heat of the moment responses #once things are semi-stable she still needs to adapt to acknowledging that her feelings for Hunter are like. serious. and scarily intense #so like. yea Willow is slamming her pedals on the breaks for both their sakes. shes thinking about how this would effect Hunter too #but also. she scawwed. #when Willow tells him she wants to talk and she's like ''i think we should just be friends'' oh the face he makes is DEVASTATED #he didnt expect it was going in this direction at all. but like. once Willow explains how this is the most reasonable decision for now #he DOES agree. he understands what shes saying and he agrees that it's the best decision to take a breather before they jump into a romance #anyway even when theyre not officially dating the flirting continues insistently. they are very obsessed with each other and cant stop #Willow keeps trying to insist to herself that its just messing around. nothing serious. they find each other hot. its fine to kiss a little #but Hunter makes it very hard when he looks at her with big brown labrador eyes. looks at her like shes the entire world #i think if it was up to Willow they would have been trapped in that uncertain limbo forever. shes too scared to take the plunge #even if she wants to. she badly wants to #but Hunter just wont let that happen. every so often he says ''im ready whenever you are'' #he makes his intentions very known. he is not the shy boy from Camila's house anymore #Willow cant just playfully flirt with him without worrying that hes gonna reciprocate. he talks now. he expresses himself #shes a little afraid of that. but she adores it too. he makes her feel safe but also he wont let her stay in this comfort zone #hes giving her the push she needs to pursue this relationship. gives her to push to feel like she can go after what she wants #because god knows HE knows what he wants #they make me so insane

[puppyeared]

for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!! #just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!! #im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

[dennisboobs]

do you guys ever sit and remember that dennis takes a mental health day is an episode that exists

#ada speaks #i think i could probably recite the entire one sided phone conversation he has with daisy by heart and i havent seen the ep in months #i don't know how to explain it but #from what little ive read of ross' writing it feels like. when you click onto a fanfic and you feel immediate deep trust of the author #like it just clicks #the cookbook characterization specifically. is like. #i would put my life in your hands #and im sure we will get more eps by him and i really hope that continues because i think its been a very long time since the shows had #writers that i feel Get the characters in a way that feels effortless rather than. overcompensating. #like you can smell that writer's signature no matter how hard they try to cover it up with jokes and subversions #which isnt always a bad thing and im sure if we do get more maloney eps i'll pick up on his writers quirks too #but it doesn't feel like he's trying to copy anyone/pull from old eps it feels like he has a good grasp on things which makes it feel fresh #i find that long running shows hit a point where episodes start to feel less cohesive and more like. segmented short films #but if you have a really good group of writers and they find their groove its like. yeah. ok. #i think season 3 is a good study because marder and rosell's influence is all over the entire season #later seasons you can literally just. Feel which eps they worked on because its got a completely different vibe from the rest of the season #16 still suffers from that segmentation but #i think all the first time sunny writers (and nina's first solo ep) were all absolutely fuckin bangers and they've got a good team in there #anyway. characterization of dennis flipflops a lot. but the rest of the gang arguably gets it worse at times #i think megan's dee is the absolute worst aside from conor galvin's #and i understand wanting to write her as a girlfailure who is just. horrible. but. #ok. comparing self help book dee to ross' cookbook dee. i dont even have to say anything do i. #she's like. The Woman. in the self help book. and i fucking could not stand it. ross' dee is so perfect though #and his frank. MAN. #EVERYONE FUCKING RUINS FRANK. #i think marder and rosell's frank is a lot of fun because hes clearly based on marder's dad and acts believably #a lot of writers struggle to capture his. frank-ness. #he's sort of suffered from like. bland pervy senile old man writing for a long time #and ross brought back him actually being a competent businessman #IM OUT OF TAGS IM SHUTTING UP

[todayisafridaynight]

if theres one thing that differentiates mine and sawashiro its that sawashiro is JUST a LITTLE silly. on a microscopic level he is SUPER MINUTELY goofy

#snap chats #LET ME EXPLAIN PUT THE TOMATO DOWN #Evidently rggjo is Blatantly more silly so to speak. from a comparative standpoint #but y7jo has a modicum of that i prommy #like mine just aint silly like that... he's very serious about everything its hard for me to think of him being a goof #the closest he was to being goofy was before slappin haruka with that grin ☠️ #i would never forget his story time with daigo in rggo dont you ever accuse me of that again im just saying ITSA RARE OCCURRENCE #it's hard to imagine sawashiro being a goof too but there's like. VERY rare scenarios where it is possible if we try hard enough #case in point. bullying ichi BYE-- #ACCIDENTALLY PROVING MY POINT WITH THAT TATTOO COMIC I DID damn maybe i do know what im talking about sometimes #like 3/4 times jo smiles it's with ichi. a wholesome sentiment if not for the context of each time LMAO #he gets his kicks from bullying ichi and thats horrible but hilarious at the same time #first time its before he slugs him and mitsu for the money then theres their lil reunion in chap 2 #and a PERSONAL favorite of mine his lil smirk he does before he grabs the sword off the wall. like hes a lil goofy i sense it #that smirk still makes me laugh like bro shut up LMAO hes about to beat my ass and im gonna be mad about it #like things mine does are surely silly and goofy dont get me wrong. his comedys unintentional sawashiro's trying JUST a lil me thinks #a classic maneuver from a depressed mfer this shouldnt be surprising in retrospect #i say that as if mine dont got issues....... lol... #ok im done rambling where the fuck am i gon with this post. bye

[bangcakes]

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#i go about my day as normal. but then moments from this week will come into my head and im a blushing mess NFNDNDNXMXMX #if this turns into something More. oh i am going to..... lose my mind NFNFDXX #idk i just... i can picture everything but its like #i dont wanna be presumptuous JFJFJFJJFJF #but at the same time i just..... i feel like this is all heading somewhere. like slowly... but theres a Destination..... its hard to explain #JDJDJDJJDJDJ #honestly ive never got this far b4 and its not even far NDJDJDJJD #like ok yes ive been on dates or like briefly dated guys but ive never really... truly... liked any of them #like now that ive seen what i can feel.... ya every other guy just seems..... !!!!! like tiny baby crushes based on like superficial things #like this time 1. im attracted 2. we're friends 3. i wanna see him all the time #those 3 things have never been present before LMAO. #like my default is liking guys from afar so they cant hurt me #but man...... the circumstances this time just lined the fuck up #same classes... same friends.... truly it was inevitable JFJDJDDDKDDK #n e way #just me talking about this Again #im just in disbelief that it might be mutual.... #i just hope im not jinxing it by talking about it so mych NFNFNDND #i'll go crazy if i dont talk about it tho JFJFNNFNFNFNF #personal

[strwbrymlkshake]

Why can't I be satisfied with everything? It needs to be perfect to me and I can't accept anything otherwise :(

#mine #oh boy here we go. guy last post was about has been pretty cool and i got flustered around him a few times #but i feel bad bc. i need m o r e he isnt insane enough he isnt making me go absolutely crazy i want to be satisfied but im NOT im sorry #like its quite honestly the most attention acceptance etc ive gotten but its not ENOUGH he doesnt die whenever i send a selfie #im never satisfied WHY i have unrealistic expectations !!!! i hate my brain killing and violence and death etc #i get crushes on guys who want nothing to do with me but then when one actually wants me its not enough? what is wrong with me #thrill of the chase? i cant accept being loved? what is it brain. christ almighty. im not doing anything like deliberately yandere related #anymore im just being generally incomprehensibly mentally ill 🙄 still trying to find a therapist but idk how on earth ill explain that #ill update this post tomorrow with more insanity but for now i am the sleepy tired #// ok its now 3 days later i dont feel like making another post. i think i was just having a mental illness moment as always #because he does make me insane. hashtag girl. im trying to be the smartest and calculated i have ever been with a relationship in my life #like im thinkin about it so hard bro. the future n shit. how would this relationship go. im so scared ill do something wrong its preventing #me from doing things RIGHT. im sad becaude i flipped out today over even imagining him being upset with me a little #so i was really embarrassed and it put me in a weird mood for the rest of the night but he reassured me he doesnt hate me or want me to die #every one aaalways says theyre different. i can only hope this one is telling the truth. i dont know what ill do if he isnt. #well i need to stop whining about fictional scenarios and focus on the good stuff in reality. i get along with him very well and he #is very niceys to me :3 he doesnt think im fucking insane or stupid for overreacting. i feel very comfortable gossiping and talking w him #every long time blog viewer of mine reading this like ah shit here we go again #but thats what im here for. i guess. just have to keep doing this shit until something good finally happens to me romantically hngh #i feel so strange because i have wanted and yearned for a relationship but now that i actually could have one im like WAIT #I DIDNT THINK ID GET THIS FAR 💀💀💀 bruh. and he doesnt even think im stupid hes respectful to me he checks in on me all the time #like perhaps the only person to ever actually almost match my energy in a romantic sense. there was [redacted] i guess but he didnt love me #he listens to me talk about my problems he doesnt think i complain or overreact too much. all the ridiculous cringe shit i do #he doesnt mind it. its nice to be able to be myself. and im really proud of myself for not rushing into a relationship right away

[sarakiz]

your 2022 skate america free dance winners and the winners of my heart, personally

#hawayek/baker #kaitlin hawayek #jean-luc baker #skate america #skate america 2022 #skam 2022 #figure skating #ice dance #my photos #sarakiz @ skam #cuban pete is iconic idc! and kait was selling the dress hard ok #good luck to my absolute beloveds in espoo <3 #i was explaining to my mom how kait lifts him sometimes n she thought that was awesome #had one from warmup where she made direct eye contact with my camera n it reset my brain chemistry somehow #when i figure out how to blur backgrounds with this nikon its OVER

[astrohaterz]

“It’s not like that,” Apollo explains. “I know spirit mediums are a thing. I grew up around them.”  “Really?”  “Mhm. I don’t doubt that there’s…something after death. I mean, I don’t think there’s an afterlife or a rainbow bridge or whatever. I think you’re just stuck like you’re asleep until someone channels you. It’s not like the dead know that they’re dead.”  “But you’re still on the fence about ghosts?”  “I’m not on the fence. I know they don’t exist.”  “How can you be so sure?”  “Because it’s never the dead that haunt you, is it? It’s always the living who have unfinished business and it’s not, like, Frankenstein or whatever that makes you feel like there’s something waiting to strike in the shadows. It’s the past. People aren’t scared of ghosts. They’re scared of memories.”

- unquiet shores: a not-quite ghost story || cosmicpoet

if you enjoy gothic literature and boys flirting while investigating a murder and the haunting that takes place in every story where characters walk the path of the narrative over and over again until they take each other’s hands and write a new story together and also strange and charming old women, boy oh BOY does the lovely and brilliant @gabr1elkit have just the story for you!

@klapollo-minibang

#digital #cannot explain to you enough: if you are a Themes and Characters enjoyer. you have GOT to get in on this #klapollomb22 #ace attorney #klapollo #klavier gavin #apollo justice #kristoph is here but he's just chilling. its fine #and of COURSE. everyone's new favorite aa characters. jack wild and copper gray #and jean ted hauss. he's okay. don't worry about him alright? he's fine. its okay <3 don't worry <3 #blood - #open water - #oh i am so sorry i do not know how to tag this </3 if anyone has a better idea please let me know! #oh! yeah! please fullview this if you get a chance! picture is absurdly big! i have worked so hard on it! #and gabe has worked VERY hard on this story as well i have been here the whole time and the whole time #i have been so excited about it i could scream!!! i am grabbing your shoulders and throwing you to the story like youre a football

[spearxwind]

why does talas destroy boats? im assuming its just cause he Can but is there another reason?

Oh yeah there are absolutely reasons!

One of them being that he has a grudge against hunters for what theyve done to him, so he gives them hell every once in a while if he happens to come across a hunting vessel.

And also, he attacks if people see him, or even if a sonar happens to ping him a little too much, because he wants to keep his appearance as much under wraps as possible since on land in mer form he could get recognized by his colors/pattern and get outed for what he is. So he pretty much has a no survivor policy. He makes sure he gets Everyone on the boat if he attacks it, seeing him is a death sentence

He also really hates the sound of engines, if a boat has engines he will purposefully target it and sink it. And he can hear them from really, really far away

#ask #talas #third reason applies to both him and me and its that i think sinking ships is fun as hell #go whiteboy tear that bitch apart <3 #but yeah bc of his backstory he got turned into a monster and he just decided to lean hard as hell into the whole vibe of it #i hope this answers ur question!! i feel like i could be better at explaining it but im very tired so i hope this makes sense

[catgirlwizard]

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#personal #its ridiculous how i was so depressed 2 days ago and then my partner was like. whay if i came over right now even though #its almost midnight. and what if i slept over at your house for 3 nights in a row. and now im sitting here having eaten breakfast for the #first time in like 4 weeks and feeling happy waiting for him to wake up so we can shower together and were #gonna go on a build-a-bear date and i no longer feel like i deserve to d*e with him here #hes just so sweet and i love him a lot and im really lucky to have him in my life <3 ive never been in a relationship where i felt this #safe and comfortable and accepted before and i know he hasnt either and its just nice #definitely helps that were both trans autistic queers with parental trauma so theres a lit about each other that we understand without #needing to explain it in depth #but also he really values communication and even thiigh im so used to shutting all my feelings off and not telling people about them #im trying really hard to not do that with him and its? nice not bottling everything up for once? #he really listens to me when i talk and tries to understand and respect my boundaries all the time and its realy nice to have that #ive been awful at establishing boundaries in past relationships and i didnt feel like my boundaries mattered to at least one ex so its #a nice change of pace to have someone go out of their way to make me feel reapected and valued like thay #and thats not even mentioning all the hot gay transgender sex we have because like. both being on t kind of makes that a necessity dhdjdjdj #its just nice having him in my life and feeling loved and cared for and getting to love and care for him back and im so lucky #that everything fell into place for us to date each other because i really dont know what id have done without him this past half a year #this is so long fhdjsjsjsj im just waoting for him to get up and feeling emotional about how much of a good influence he is in my life <333

[0ystercatcher]

absolutely crazy how somtimes i just look at. my bf and i become stupid bc he truly is th most handsome man lol

#m #mn yesterday i was like. 👁️ lookin at him for a while jjst observing and feeling emotions <3 #its so fucked how hard it is to explain this in any way that isnt just #my monkey brain sees beautiful man whom i love and my neurons activate sooo hard they love it they r zapping away

[donttellthemangosiwashere]

Tierlist made by @intrulogical

#OKAY i did one ajdhf #i am a sheep. anyway #hot take dark sides and light sides is dumb and the fandom gives it way too much weight <3 #its just some dumb shit roman made up on the spot dont listen to him lol /aff #also dont kill me but. ive never liked combine creativity stuff #i think its dumb i dont think there was a split. ''king c''s are just an excuse for fun character design #and ive only ever seen ''pat and jan split them'' as an excuse to villainize one or the other of the two #also like. cmon. pat should be the youngest side if any of them are any older/younger than others. #what age were you when you first truly grasped the concept of right and wrong?? older then when you started colorin and being scared of shit #i also hate all the orange side nonsense. i dont like the new twist with orange logan in canon and i doubt i ever will #logan overworking himself was a hard one. i love to make him do it in aus but in cannon he just doesnt really seem like the type?? not to th #the extent fanon means it anyway #and i dont care if its not canon VRJ deserve to be friends #as a treat (for me) <3 #@ me if you disagree or want me to explain smthn #or think you could change my mind. im willing to learn to Enjoy Things lmao

[radlegowaffle]

replaying kais mini episode for dialogue and it kinda made me think, is there also going to be a mini episode for midori? the silhouette lady in kais mini episode does look like midori (similar hair and the lil pony tail, or could just straight up be midori. he was a nurse in qtaros flashback) but that kind of got me fearing of like, midori having a sad backstory, and i really hope that doesnt happen. one of the things i love about your turn to die is that they have a batshit antagonist for the sake of being batshit, the farthest we get with his backstory is from sous flashback and even then he was kinda. strange? and then with shin ai and he was still. weird. so my fear is just. introducing midoris mom being the reason hes batshit and i just really hope that isnt the case gashu was also a good antagonist and they still managed to make me feel sympathetic for him, im positive if they do that with midori, ill actually feel bad, but i just want midori to be a batshit antagonist for the sake of being batshit without anything that pushed him to that point 

#does this make sense?? im kinda just rambling #also probably an insanely unpopular opinion. i just really like well written antagonists that are just. batshit for the sake of #yttd #yttd spoilers #your turn to die #i praise yttd for the antagonist just being an antagonist for the sake of being an antagonist #and hes fun! hes a silly lil guy and also just. weird :D #idk how to explain it like #he kills for fun but then you see him doing a lil dance in the classroom in chapter 3 like #idk i like it a lot #midori isnt my most *favorite* character but i do appreciate how they wrote him #i guess in terms of fucked up protagonists hes one of my favorites #its kinda hard not to like all the characters in one way or another #anyway this all kinda happened cause i wanted to draw angst of kai and sei #also shout out to someone on here that pointed out the light in kai and gashus eyes vanished. i never noticed #interesting to see what happens in other peoples mini episodes #the thing that sucks about these mini episodes is that i want more 😔 #rad.txt

[truethes]

going back from what we’ve learnt from the most recent chapters, this moment mentioned in chapter 70 creates a whole lot darker tone on the years kuro spent between killing the count and that “fateful” meeting with mahiru, a whole two-hundred years later ... 

kuro’s years in limbo are one, if not the biggest, plothole of servamp. for a man who has been asleep apparently since the 1800′s at the latest, he’s clearly able to use modern technologies, from being able to work a tv, portable game console and pot / ready made food with little to no difficulty, know the sound of a vaccum so much that he hates it and truly having no fear towards practically everything that can be found in mahiru’s house. considering the fact the last time he was awake, the main source of light that was used were candlelight, and how none of these inventions are a thing until the 1900′s at least. it proposes one question: just how is he able to adapt so easily? the easy answer would be one thing alone, and that’s the power of the servamps that runs through his pain, however .... kuros physical aversion and lack of knowledge towards both the alexa and the rhombas implies a different story. maybe ... just maybe. kuro himself has been awake between the timeframe the world eventually saw him as missing, or in lily and jeje’s case: asleep. 

the period where kuro disappears off the face of the earth is explained to be around 200 ( give or take ) years, when the period of the “curse” is explained to be only 100. which leaves another period of 100 years where kuro just ... never showed up again. considering his and mahiru’s meeting was also hinted to be engineered by c3, there’s only one possibility where he could have been this entire time. the one place kuro has been shown to canonly hate the most ( beyond lily and jeje, who tricked him into such a ploy, tsubaki who ultimately tries to kill him, and even lawless, who taunts and taunts and taunts his biggest trauma point. ) c3.

kuro’s history with c3 is kept one of the most vaguest points in the entire show. it’s clear he hates them, as reaffirmed by inner!kuro on multiple occasions, but the history we’ve been shown so far only seems to show them as a small part of the problem. taking chapter 113 into account, the only real knowledge he’s held about the organisation comes from the dead body illido brings into the house with the ring, and gears comments when they eventually show up face to face just before he kills the count. neither of them include any information of some high class intel in which was wiped from existence, only the suggestion of what they wanted to do? and that was, to create an entirely new servamp.

combining that with the implication the dream kuro has always had, especially after such a traumatic event ( the death of the count and the revelation of just who exactly he was to kuro ). there’s a part of me that believes kuro did team up with c3 in order to create a new servamp. just not in the way neither us or he expected. considering how c3 in those times have already been proved to be manipulative, and the way kuro himself calls them out in the beginning of the manga to “not force mahiru to do things he doesn’t want to do”, it creates the idea that kuro still holds a grudge to them the most for doing this out of him. it’s the only way he could truly, truly know about such a high class, top secret event, and also explains just why he knows so much about the world he got shut out of. chapter 70 ... the idea of someone trying to create another servamp, is the worst we see kuro in years. if they did something like this? it becomes entirely less unfounded.

#as long as the rest of the worlds at peace ... this is fine #right? #❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜. #headcanon / #Long post / #it also explains a whole lot aka why kuro has that ball form when no one else does ... #but also this scene where inner!ku.ro points out he's still laying around in a dark room doing nothing when it seems when he was with gear #he also tended to sit around doing nothing instead #and it ALSO gives lore as to why kuro really went from as calm as he did when leaving gear / dealing with his siblings one last time #to being the literal sassy sarcastic man he became in chapter 1.... #bc sleeping for a long time is supposed to make u feel better sir. ur attitude please</3 #ill be honest i dont think its smth either lily or jeje know. but i think tsubaki does. only bc of the way he also is upset kuro doesnt #remember him ... which makes me think he was there for it all as well #if im honest. kuro doesnt trust c3 at all. not a single bit. theres people in c3 he trusts but as an organisation ... no #if mahiru didnt trust them hed be gone. as proved by the way even tho mahiru didnt want him to he was going to end toma right there and then #will he tell someone? who knows. one day maybe but even then its hard to explain u sleeping beautied for 100 years only to make the mistake #of teaming up with ppl #so revealing it the way he did .... no one apart from toma probs knew his involvement in it #holds kuro up like simba: this cat can fit so much trauma #large image /

[waloeders]

im so into him i hate it

#jupiter.speaks #> yeah yeab its enver fuckin again!!!!! again !!! 😔😩 #> so hard to explain but im usually the person bein lead in the relationship n i dont think its like that with him. id top that mf /lh dhdbd #> srry i only know how to express this in top sub terms i cant rmbr if theres another word for it. whatever #> like yeah he makes a good show of bein the lead but no fuckin way. no way. im going to boss u around chief 🫡 #❤️.enver #> this was supposed to be a brief joke but now its goin in his tag thats how u know its bad #> im also doin so much and so little irl atm that ive been avoidin online stuff srry i hope everyone is well @ #> tha was supposed to be a <3 not an at. waghgh. #> look just. im squishin him to sleep now ok. yay <3