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getousatoruu · 5 months
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Itafushi my babies! Hope you enjoy them fics! <3
Teenagers Annoy the Living Hell out of Me by LostLoveLetters (M, 11.4k)
In which Sukuna is a reluctant wingman and regrets his life decisions deeply due to one hopeless brat's exasperating pining. AKA a fic in which Sukuna hates slow burn. And existence itself.
that's the spirit! by akaashism (G, 9.2k)
Toji rolled his eyes. "Just tell him how you feel, I didn't raise a coward." "You didn't raise me," Megumi reminded him. Megumi was being haunted. Not by the ghosts of his past but an actual ghost. The spirit of his deceased father. Megumi gets a wingman and a father in one go.
save your love (for someone like me) by ruledbyv3nus (T, 11.4k)
Even though he knows that he isn’t entitled to every detail in Itadori’s life, it irks him to think there is someone that he knows absolutely nothing about. Especially someone, he realizes with a sinking feeling, that is exactly Itadori’s type. What was it he had said to Todo? Tall, dark hair, kind of badass. In other words, exactly like the tall, dark-haired, intimidating looking man who just walked out of Itadori’s dorm room.
No One Gets it Right on the First (Or Second) Try by j_jabbers (T, 12.4k)
5 times Yuuji and Fushiguro's dates go other than planned, and one time where they finally get it right
moments in between by gratsu (G, 1.3k)
Yuuji’s brain feels like it’s sizzled up and died, but Megumi’s lips are a centimetre away from his own and maybe this isn’t so confusing anymore, because he’s closing his eyes and leaning in too, and— “Wait, are you guys fucking gay?” Sukuna. Fuck, he’d forgotten about him.
Wedding Ring Pop by kookiekawa (G, 8.3k)
To which Megumi comes home with a ring pop on his finger and causes Gojo to become the manchild he is.
built your walls around me by alkhale (M, 15.2k)
“You want to ruin him," Sukuna says. Maybe Sukuna isn’t wrong about that, Fushiguro thinks in a daze. Itadori’s heart is too heavy and too precious. It’s a burden that shouldn’t be given to anyone else. Because even Itadori himself can’t take care of it, can’t hold onto it for the life of him because he’d rather become the vessel to the most wretched of all curses just to help two people he’s only known for a few months—to help Fushiguro, who he’d only met that night. (I can keep it. Fushiguro’s hands move. I can hold onto it, if you want.) Or— Some dreams start to keep Fushiguro up at night, and the cure to stopping them might be closer than he thinks.
help me hold onto you by strawberrysuguru (M, 3.7k)
He aches for that closeness, that touch, but he can’t let himself lean forward and take it. Instead, he presses his thigh closer to Yuuji’s, letting the warmth sink into his skin five times megumi touched yuuji
Your Heartbeat is My Comfort by EpicKiya722 (T, 1.2k)
Seeing Yuuji die before had left Megumi needing to feel his heartbeat to know he's alive. It's how he finds peace.
Epistolary of Shadows and Embers: The Red Rain by lunaseleneartem (M, 17.5k)
Megumi, a sharp-witted detective, wielded intellect as his weapon and compassion as his shield. With his own sense of justice, he knew not the depths of love until he crossed paths with Yuuji, a radiant soul shining amidst the grey shadows of existence. Fate weaved their destinies together, connecting their hearts with a celestial thread of unyielding devotion. CW: This has a sad ending
here and where you are by cityboys (T, 17.2k)
It’s in the middle of scanning the last bottle of green tea that Itadori properly looks up. Eye contact with him is a physical, unexpected shock, a crunch of imaginary static snapping through Megumi and leaving his hands twitching at his sides. "Hey." Itadori blinks, wide and earnest. "Do I know you from somewhere?" The tea sloshes backwards in the bottle he’s holding. Megumi focuses on this until his vision steadies. "No," he says. "I don’t think so." In the aftermath, Itadori loses his memories instead of his life. Megumi grieves nonetheless. CW: This also has a sad ending (yeah yeah I love angst)
In Every Lifetime by kat_likes_writing (G, 53.2k, Ongoing)
Megumi is sent on a mission to retrieve Ryomen Sukuna's finger from a high school, which should have been an easy mission. But with his strange dreams intensifying and becoming more vivid, he has a hard time sleeping. It should be an easy mission. He is just not sure why the boy who found the finger seems so familiar. Ps: Everyday I wait for it to update like how a dog waits for his owner to come home, no warnings just wanted to let you know this fic is one of my top faves
Twitch Streamer Yuuji and Youtuber Megumi by kat_likes_writing (G, 43.7k)
Yuuji is a famous Twitch streamer who does streams from his college dorm. Among his fanbase, his huge crush on a random book reviewer on youtube has become a running joke. The fanbase decides to make it their mission to discover who Yuuji's mystery crush is. Megumi has a very small book reviewing channel on Youtube he started in high school. He doesn't even know what Twitch is, but Nobara keeps insisting he needs to help her find this random Twitch Streamer's secret crush. Her reasoning: the secret crush does youtube and reviews books.
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philosophiums · 16 days
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hooooo boy i haven't posted a fic here in a long time but @hinamie's itafushi art fully possessed me so please take this offering as my first ever jjk fic
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Night has set in like a bruise – a dark sky framed and mottled by light pollution, a memory of violence hidden behind a veneer of something almost pretty. There’s evidence of life in the distant city, but nothing close by. Megumi can hear a soft thrum of traffic and the occasional shout or laugh, but the immediate vicinity hosts only crickets and the restlessness of his companion.
Itadori is pacing at the bottom of the staircase Megumi is sitting on, and Megumi watches him closely out of the corner of his eye. It’s nothing new for Itadori to hype himself up before a fight, so Megumi isn’t worried, exactly, but there’s something abnormal in the fierceness of his movements, the rolling of his shoulders, the way his head tilts like he’s trying and failing to have a conversation in his head. 
He doesn’t want to mention it. Conversations with Itadori are often marred by the reality of what the finish line looks like – they can’t both make it out alive. They both know it. Itadori likes to pretend he hasn’t grasped the reality of the situation, but Megumi understands the depth of the haunting he carries around when he thinks no one is looking. Which means that when Megumi asks after him, inquires into his wellbeing, Itadori brushes it off with a smile and a laugh. And his smile is as brilliant as the sun, so of course Megumi has to look away to protect himself.
Somewhere in the nearby bushes, several of his rabbit shikigami are maintaining a perimeter around the area, allowing him to relax while still doing everything he can to stay on high alert. Shibuya shouldn’t have turned into such a mess, and maybe it wouldn’t have if more people had been suspicious to the point of paranoia. It’s too late to fix that, too late to take away Itadori’s scars, too late to take back the suicide pact he himself signed, but he can at least look ahead to whatever future awaits them. He can do his best to keep them safe. 
“Fushiguro.” 
Oh no. Nothing good ever comes from Itadori’s serious voice. 
Please. 
If I die, you’ll kill me, right?
He blinks and finds himself looking at a stationary Itadori, hands in his pockets and eyes on the building behind Megumi. “What is it?”
“Are there really curses in there? I thought they couldn’t step foot in a church.” Itadori looks genuine when he asks, and it wouldn’t be the first foolish question out of his mouth, but the tone he used to call Megumi’s name just… doesn’t match with the question. Seriousness followed by off-handed curiosity isn’t exactly Itadori’s style. This isn’t what he had wanted to say, but something made him pivot into an unplanned conversation. 
Maybe Megumi has been paying too close attention to him. Maybe Megumi should know better. It’s all doomed anyway – a heat death guaranteed to happen. There’s no point in devoting so much time trying to learn someone’s intricacies when they’re inevitably going to leave, by force or otherwise. He should save himself the heartache. He should have learned his lesson the first time Itadori died.
His arms shake with the phantom weight of Itadori’s body in his arms, limp and lifeless and bloody with that stupid soft smile still on his face even in death with a hole in his chest. His parting words still circle in Megumi’s head sometimes.
Part of him wishes that Itadori had cursed him in the end. Maybe it would have been easier.
“You’re thinking of vampires,” Megumi says. “Or demons. Curses can go anywhere.”
Itadori makes a sound like he’s not really sure he believes Megumi, which is insane because Megumi is not the one who watches movies with vampires and demons in them. At least, he hadn’t before Itadori walked into his life and demanded movie nights at the school and midnight viewings at the theater.
“A church, though?” Itadori continues, insisting. “Aren’t these supposed to be, like, full of positive energy?” He tilts his head up and to the side, and the closest streetlight reflects across his face, highlighting his jaw, catching in his eyes until they glow damn near gold.
Megumi has to look away. His chest hurts if he stares too long at everything he can’t have.
“Just because something is comforting doesn’t mean it can’t be a curse.” As soon as the words leave Megumi’s mouth, he knows he shouldn’t have said them. Even in his peripheral, almost entirely out of his view, he can see Itadori look at him with his expression opening into surprise or something worse.
Fuck. He really can’t allow himself to be so obvious, especially when they’re hours away from stepping through the barrier around the first Tokyo colony and into the Culling Game. They’re about to put their lives on the line again. Now isn’t the time to lose his composure.
Before he can catch himself, his hand is in his pocket, digging out the pack he keeps for what he considers emergencies. There’s a cigarette between his fingers in a matter of seconds, and his lighter is in his other hand a moment later.
Itadori swipes it before he can light up, and Megumi is left with wide eyes and a cigarette dangling limply between his lips as he looks up at the boy suddenly standing over him. He forgets, sometimes, just how fast Itadori is. 
“Since when do you smoke?” Itadori asks, all childish curiosity, not an ounce of judgement in his tone. And yet, the stolen lighter feels like judgement – a withholding of something, well… harmful, sure, but it’s not like Megumi isn’t aware that every inhale of nicotine is an inch closer to his death. What does losing a minute or an hour or a day matter when he’s probably not going to reach the age of thirty, anyway?
“Since middle school,” Megumi replies, reaching out to attempt to quickly reclaim his lighter, but all Itadori has to do is lean his torso to the side and it’s out of reach. “Can I have that back, please?” 
“Why?” Itadori hasn’t had such a soft look on his face since they dragged themselves kicking and screaming out of the warzone Shibuya turned into.
“Because there’s a cigarette in my mouth and it would be a waste not to smoke it.”
Itadori makes a face, a petulant little pout just this side of sticking his tongue out. It’s cute, and Megumi has to close his eyes for a moment. “I meant why did you start smoking in middle school?”
The sigh that leaves Megumi’s lungs is heavier than he wants it to be. He’s not… good with emotions, and he’s even worse at expressing them. It wasn’t a problem when he was all alone, with the second-years distant due to their classes, and Gojo either a nuisance better avoided or thousands of kilometers away taking care of a curse too powerful for anyone else to handle. But then Itadori, fresh off the loss of his grandfather, sacrificed himself for not only his friends but for Megumi as well. And he has refused to leave, no matter how hard Megumi tried at first to put up his barriers and protect himself.
Because the truth is that Megumi was helpless from the moment Itadori jumped through a window and crash landed on a curse. He is the very definition of someone with an unshakeable character. The fact that they’re here, now, on the backside of a slaughter, newly scarred and traumatized, and Itadori can still smile at him in a way that softens his eyes proves beyond any doubt that he is who he is and that won’t change. And it guts Megumi from the inside out because everyone who has ever touched his life has become poisoned by him.
He takes the cigarette out of his mouth and holds it between his knuckles. “I don’t know. I wanted…” This time when he sighs, it’s softer, and he moves his gaze away out of embarrassment more than anything else. Itadori and Kugisaki already made fun of him for how he acted in middle school, and he doesn’t want to go through it again. “I wanted people to be afraid of me – teachers, students, upperclassmen, underclassmen, it didn’t matter. I wanted to look and be as aggressive as possible so they didn’t mess with me or Tsumiki.”
Itadori snorts, and less than a second later he’s laughing with his head tilted back and his eyes closed. For the moment, he’s unguarded, and Megumi uses the opportunity to stare. In the low amber light, he looks impossibly young, soft around the edges where his scars and personal losses have hardened him. The pink of his hair dims into the gentlest of dawns, and the happy tears that pearl in the corners of his eyes are more stunning than the thin veil of starlight overhead. In a world overflowing with curses, Megumi has never believed in angels, and yet it’s the only word he can conjure that comes even close to describing the boy in front of him. 
Megumi knows he’s in love; how could he not be?
“That’s just like you,” Itadori says, breathless, and Megumi suddenly feels like he’s falling even though Itadori is the one suddenly dropping to sit on the stairs beside him.
Itadori is a morning person, even though he’s slow to wake up. He won’t drink coffee unless it’s iced. He never tucks in his shirt tags. When he’s upset, he throws himself into social situations to hide behind other people’s laughter. He carries snacks in his pockets and will offer them to everyone. These are all details that Megumi has collected about Itadori, stashing them away like a crow with shiny objects, hoarding them as the treasures that they are and that he can never truly have.
He had never once considered that Itadori has been observing him just as studiously in return.
Their knees bump, and Megumi knows he should pull away, but he can’t bring himself to. The night isn’t cold, but Itadori’s warmth is a comfort, anyway. Megumi hasn’t had many comforts in his life.
“Give me my lighter back,” he says instead of acknowledging anything else. His chest hurts. His heart is too loud in his ears. Itadori is right there, lips twisted by his scar, eyes flashing with the humor that’s still rolling through him, shaking his shoulders as he looks back at Megumi.
Instead of answering or acquiescing, Itadori leans forward until their shoulders press together, blocking out the ghost of a breeze flowing in from behind them, and rolls his thumb over the spark wheel until a flame catches. His hand and Megumi’s both come up at the same time to cup around the other side, protecting the small flame from the elements, and it’s tender and intimate when Megumi’s fingers brush against the curve of Itadori’s palm.
He pretends not to notice as he puts the cigarette back between his lips and ducks his head. The first drag to catch the paper and tobacco on fire takes a while, and he is so incredibly aware of how close Itadori is, of the protective shell they’ve made with their bodies as they keep this flame going between them. He can’t think about it, can’t acknowledge it, can’t –
As soon as he sees embers, he sits up and leans away, creating a small pocket of space for him to exhale into. But the flame stays lit, Itadori’s thumb still pressed into the fork to keep the gas flowing out. 
Megumi smacks his arm without looking at him directly. “You’re wasting the butane.”
Without protest this time, Itadori listens, and the flame dies with a soft click as the fork snaps back into place.
The stillness of the night around them settles again, crickets becoming the dominating sound over the gentle rattling of leaves and the far distant honking of a car horn. The tobacco sizzles as the fire slowly eats through it every time Megumi takes a drag.
Itadori’s unwavering gaze on him feels like a physical weight. There’s a tender smile there, Megumi just knows it, but god damn it he won’t look. This can’t be a this. There’s nothing here but a road that dead ends on a bottomless cliff. No one has forever, despite claiming that they will, but he and Itadori don’t even have years. They could die tomorrow, the moment they step through that barrier. Fuck, the curses in the church behind them could come out and catch them off guard right now, and no one would know where to look for their bodies.
So it doesn’t matter that Itadori sometimes looks at Megumi like he hung the moon. It doesn’t matter that Megumi understands the plight of Icarus when he sees Itadori smile. He is not going to create a situation that is doomed to end early. He is not going to push his feelings into the world just for the universe to stomp them into the dirt. He is not going to let himself muddy the lines on a friendship that is already too good to be true.
He takes a drag in that’s harsher and longer than the last, fast enough that his lips burn from the fire racing too fast through the cigarette towards the filter. He lets it hurt, tells himself he deserves it, and exhales the smoke slowly with his eyes closed.
For a moment, he just sits there, his arm draped across his knee, which is still pressed into Itadori’s knee, and tries to pretend that everything is fine. It’s normal. It’s just a crush. It’ll go away. He would rather die with longing in his heart than risk living long enough to experience a loss that will crush him.
When he brings his hand back up to take another drag, fingers on his wrist stop him in his tracks.
“Fushiguro.”
“Itadori?” He turns his head and opens his eyes in the same movement, wondering if there’s a problem, if all the actions he took to be obsessively vigilant were for naught, if somehow something got the drop on them. “What –”
The press of Itadori’s lips against his own shuts him up fast and leaves his mind spinning and his lungs devoid of air.
What?
Why…?
Itadori makes a noise at the back of his throat – soft, questioning, encouraging – and Megumi forgets every reason he has ever had on why this is a bad idea.
He kisses back.
It’s not a desperate kiss. There isn’t a sudden light switch that flips on and turns them into feral horny teenagers crawling all over each other, desperate to touch in as many places as possible as fast as they can. Three points of contact is all they started with and all they still have. Their knees, digging into each other in a way that almost hurts, but the warmth is so strong that it doesn’t matter. Itadori’s fingertips oh, so gently resting against Megumi’s wrist, not even touching skin. And the tentative slide of their lips as Megumi tilts his head and Itadori seems to crack a smile.
Itadori’s lips are chapped, and Megumi can feel the texture of scar tissue as they blindly search for an angle that feels better than the others. It probably wasn’t meant to be a long kiss when Itadori first leaned in, but Megumi can’t bring himself to pull away even though there’s absolutely nothing physically holding him here. The instinct to jerk back with his hackles up is there, just under his skin, but every exhale of Itadori’s sounds like a blissed-out sigh as it shivers across Megumi’s cheeks, and he finds himself more and more willing to just have this.
Itadori is the one to break the kiss, but he doesn’t go far, resting his forehead against Megumi’s and just breathing into his space. Megumi feels like he just ran five kilometers; it’s impossible to suck enough oxygen into his lungs to stop feeling lightheaded. His cigarette is still between his fingers, slowly burning itself down to the filter, but Megumi has completely forgotten about it. 
“What was that for?” Megumi whispers, eyes flicking back and forth looking for clues in the depths of Itadori’s eyes. It’s an accusation, yes. They could have kept pretending. The pain at the end of this is going to be unimaginable. But it’s also a desperate plea. 
Don’t pretend it didn’t happen. Don’t apologize. Don’t say you didn’t mean to.
“I don’t know,” Itadori admits, and that crooked smile is back, perching on his mouth in a way that tempts Megumi to kiss it away. “Good luck? Felt like the right time.”
Megumi drops the cigarette by his foot and moves his hand to Itadori’s face, cupping his cheek and the curve of his jaw. He can feel himself shaking with adrenaline and the fear of an unknown dark path laid out in front of them. “You’re an idiot,” he says, but even he can hear the fondness in his voice. 
“Mhm, yeah, you’ve said that before.” Itadori’s hand covers Megumi’s, and the shaking subsides. “But you kissed me back, so what does that make you? Reckless?”
“Insane,” Megumi offers, just to hear Itadori laugh. He isn’t expecting the second kiss that follows, but he’s glad for it, anyway.
It’s funny, he thinks, even as he pushes a little closer and sighs into the shape of Itadori’s mouth, that regardless of the church behind him, regardless of the temples he has walked through time and again, regardless of the habits he hasn’t broken of prayers during the new year in exchange for fortune slips that hold no merit to him – despite religion flowing in and around his life, there is no higher power in the universe he believes in as much as he believes in Itadori. 
If anyone can defy fate, if anyone can push through to the other side of certain tragedy, it will be Itadori. 
Start by saving me, he had said, and this isn’t exactly what Megumi had meant. But his chest is warmer than if he had tipped back some sake, and he certainly feels like he could face down a special grade curse and win right now.
They’re not going to have forever. They may not even have twenty-four hours.
But they have tonight. They have right now.
“You better not die tomorrow,” Megumi warns, just barely breaking away enough to speak.
Dying alone is all but a guarantee for jujutsu sorcerers. One day, one of them is going to leave the other behind, and it’s going to rip the survivor to pieces and scar like a phantom limb. Even without a confession, their feelings have splattered like a hemorrhaging wound onto the staircase between them. No amount of backtracking, of lying, of pushing each other away could mop it up now – they’ve left a stain, and their hands are doomed to always have each other’s blood caked under their fingernails.  
“Would be a shitty good luck kiss if I did,” Itadori says before leaning back with a smile as broad as the sky.
Megumi pushes him away with the hand on his cheek, and Itadori’s laugh overtakes the crickets and the wind and the far-off traffic as he pulls himself back into Megumi’s orbit with their fingers tangled together.
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villain-philia · 1 year
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after everything, megumi still has the nightmares to deal with. the worst part is that they aren’t even entirely made-up, more like a patchwork of flashbacks and this feeling under his skin like he’s not the one moving his limbs.
yuji has them too, but he’s had them for longer and learned his own little tricks to deal with them. megumi still sits up in the middle of the night with a gasp, panting and sweating and scrambling away from yuji.
“what if it isn’t just me,” he asks with so much fear in his voice that it breaks yuji’s heart. “don’t come close, what if it isn’t just me?”
“okay,” yuji always placates him, goes with it, because he knows just how deep this fear runs. it’s no use trying to argue. “let’s test it, then. do what i say, ok?”
megumi nods, still as far as their little bed allows him to go, back flush against the wall.
“raise your left hand.”
megumi raises his left hand.
“raise your right one.”
megumi does.
“make a fist with your hands, and then unclench your fingers one by one.”
as if he’s counting his own breaths, megumi flexes his fingers open slowly. yuji nods encouragingly.
“what’s my favorite breakfast?”
at this, megumi smiles a little, caught off guard. “eggs and curry, extra spicy.”
yuji nods again, more enthusiastic. “see? it’s you. here, final test.” he takes megumi’s hand and guides it up to his neck. megumi tries to pull back, eyes wide in fear, but yuji’s grip is sure. “trust me.”
tentatively, megumi rests his hand on his throat, the ghost of a touch, barely there at all.
“we can count to ten together.”
still mute with fear, megumi only manages a curt nod. his breath comes in shallow gasps, muscles tense and ready to jump. they count. 7, 8, 9, and 10.
“see? it’s just you.” yuji raises his own hand and wraps it around megumi’s fist, rubbing his thumb over the back of his hand in soothing circles. “it’s just you, and you would never hurt me.”
they don’t fall back asleep, but they do lie back down, and megumi pulls yuji close against his chest, like only he would.
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garfunklefield · 12 days
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Barista!Yuji Itadori/Megumi Fushiguro Warnings: college au, coffee shop au, fluff, humor, tall yuji, short megumi, ambiguous ending Word count: 2782 DESC: It's not gay to write sweet little notes on a cute emo boy's coffee cup every day, right? RIGHT???
I wrote this in one sitting because I'm DERANGED
Every single day he’d come in here and order the same thing. A black coffee then leave.
Yuji was freshly out of college,  trying his hardest to make ends meet in the only way he knew how, making coffee. It was a weird skill he had picked up from his grandfather, doing a majority of the cooking and cleaning. He cleaned up after him, watered plants, and made him coffee. From a young age, he learned how to make exotic drinks without even batting an eye. When he found an ad for a barista position at a local coffee shop, he didn’t think twice about it. It interested him slightly, although his actual major had nothing to do with making drinks. He needed a way to pay rent that didn’t physically bore him, so he didn’t mind waking up early to open or staying late to close. Hell- even working every single day! All for one reason. 
“Hey, idiot!” A hand waved in front of his face as he was busy cleaning off the counter. He glanced to the side and saw Nobara Kugisaki, his coworker impatiently glaring his way, “We have a customer!” 
Itadori went to speak but pressed his lips into a thin line. He knew better than to argue with her this early in the morning, especially over something she could easily solve. But, he liked Nobara. Even if she was pushy and loud, she could have a sweeter side to her that no one else got to see. I mean, he never even saw it. Yet, he knew it was there waiting to be uncovered. 
He set down the cloth and shimmied over to the cash register, “Hey how can I help you?” He spoke, pressing a few buttons to get the machine ready. The boy hadn’t looked up yet to see who he was going to be dealing with, he really hoped it wasn’t any of the annoying regulars. Having regulars was fine! Aside from the ones who’d sit and talk for hours on end, trying to show you their vacation photos or lame pictures of their kids!
The man before him cleared his throat, “A black coffee, please?” That voice was unfamiliar, but instantly rang as safe to Yuji. He looked up and saw something perfect before him. Black locks of spikey hair jutted out in a few directions, all neatly pushed behind the boy's ears. Dark blue eyes, examining him through heavy rows of eyelashes. And lips, that were unwavering. Not even a polite smile, just a line. Yuji had never seen someone so beautiful before, it nearly took away his breath! I mean, guys can appreciate other men's beauty, right? So he tried not to find the fact he was turned to stone weird. 
“Um, hello?” He narrowed his eyes, eyebrows furrowing down as well. 
The barista’s eyes widened and he smiled sheepishly, snapping himself out of his haze, “Sorry! Black coffee. Can I have a name for the order?” It was customary to ask for a name for every order, but now it felt so … intimate. The man’s eyes were boring deep into Yuji’s soul and making him really regret not shaving his day-old stubble this morning. 
“Tch,” he looked off to the side, a sudden wave of annoyance flooding his features, “Megumi.” 
Megumi… 
Megumi. 
Megumi. 
The pink-haired man had never heard that name before, but he was trying his hardest to have it ingrained in his memory. Like a good barista would! There was no reason why he wanted to remember it for later! Not like he was going to google his customer- what? 
“Alright, Megumi,” he grinned, “Here or to go?” He pressed a few buttons on the cash register and it made a ding, signaling it was ready for payment. 
Megumi put his card down on the reader and thought for a moment, taking in the scenery of the small coffee shop, “To go.” Oh. Yuji really hoped he’d stay. With that, he made the simple order and handed it off. Not without doing a small doodle on the side of the white cup. It was just a little cat along with the words “Have a nice gay Megs!” Maybe it overstepped, and maybe it was weird, but he’d never know unless he did it. 
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Yuji wouldn’t consider himself weird, or perverted, or a stalker. So he found it strange he sat in front of his laptop after closing the shop, googling the name Megumi. First, it was a general search to see what the name even meant. His brows raised when he saw “Blessing; Grace” as the meaning behind it. Then he went on his least favorite social media site, Instagram. He hardly used it because everyone from his college still followed him. It would’ve been a pain to start a new account and even more of a headache to delete everyone he disliked. So instead, he opted to hardly use it. The last post he made was almost three years ago, showing off his graduation gown with some cheesy quote. 
He clicked on the search bar with his thumb and typed out the name, waiting for the result to pop up. If they had any friends in common, which he doubted- I mean Toyko is a big area -he’d pop up. If not… he wasn’t sure if Megumi was even a common name to begin with, so maybe he could find the boy. The first result was a forty-year-old woman on a different side of the country than them, although she was pretty. 
Kind of like Jenni- NO! Back on topic!
The next was an art account, featuring a lot of hyperrealism. But, no face attached. He continued to scroll past the many Megumi’s who weren’t his Megumi, although it was purely for a curious and platonic reason, but found nothing. He decided to move to Facebook. Yuji wasn’t sure why he was so hellbent on finding this guy. It wasn’t like he was ever going to see him again. He worked in a small coffee shop in the heart of a large shopping center; Tourists came in all the time, along with people from different areas of the country. There was a chance he’d never see this guy again. He could have just been a pretty face in a sea of people who he drew a funny face for. 
Facebook was a dud, and with that, he closed his laptop in defeat. Maybe he really wouldn’t find this guy after all.
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Yuji didn’t have high hopes for the next day. He never expected to see that face again, so he tried his hardest to burn it in his memory for as long as he could. Nobara must have seen him pouting, since she wasn’t as hard on him as she typically was. She gave him a silent yet supportive nudge on the shoulder and motioned to the door as it swung open. He sighed and rolled his shoulders, standing up to his true height. It was odd to have a customer this early, as soon as they opened. But he didn’t think much of it. Sometimes it would happen, someone being up at 7 AM and dying for a cup of coffee. It didn’t matter to him.
The boy walked up to the cash register and tapped a few buttons, looking up as he spoke, “Welcome, what can I get… for.. you…?” His voice trailed off when he saw Megumi staring back at him. His face was the same, stoic and cold, although his eyes were betraying his cool demeanor. They were wide, flickering from each of Yuji’s features until they landed back on his eyes. 
There were so many things Yuji wanted to ask him, so many things that could come off as creepy and stalkerish. So many things he decided to lock in a vault and never utter. Instead, he smiled and cleared his throat, “Hi Megumi, welcome back!” 
Megumi blinked a few times, “You… remember me?” One of his eyebrows quirked up in a bit of confusion. Although, his face didn’t really convey emotions, it was his eyes that showed he was shocked. It was his eyes that showed anxiety and confusion. Did he not expect to see Yuji when he worked every single day? Well, it wasn’t like he knew that.
“Well, yeah!” Yuji smiled, closing his eyes effortlessly, “I drew you a cat yesterday.” 
“You… did,” he slowly nodded his head as he spoke, “Um. A black coffee please?” 
“A guy who knows what he likes,” Why did I say that? “Coming up!” Stop talking! Now! Forever! 
Yuji let the boy pay and began to make his drink, “For here or to go?” He already knew the answer. Megumi replied to go, as he did the day before. It made the barista a bit sad, he wasn’t sure why. Most customers didn’t have time to sit and sip coffee, so why would he be any different? It wasn’t like there was another reason he wanted him to stay. It wasn’t like he wanted to talk to him, pick his brain, make him smile. 
He finished the drink and grabbed his marker, doodling a little flower and handing it off to him. The boy took the cup and glanced down at the cup, an irritated look crossing his features. He didn’t look at all pleased to see the drawing, but he said nothing to protest it. Without saying goodbye, he pushed the door open and left silently. 
“Okay, what gives?” Nobara’s small head appeared in Yuji’s peripheral vision and made him turn his head, then drastically look down to see her frowning dramatically, “You totally have a crush on that guy.”
“I do not!” He instantly retorted, crossing his arms over his uniformed chest, “I was just surprised to see him back here again.” 
“Uh huh, sure! Oh hiiii Megumi!” She mocked, grasping her hands together and pressing them into her cheek dit-zily, “Gee, you’re a short emo guy who knows what he likesss!” 
He frowned, “Back off. I didn’t say it like th- Stop batting your eyelashes! I don’t do that!” 
“You so did!” She laughed, moving her hand to point at him, “You’re into gay emos! He probably listens to MCR and wishes he could kiss Gerard Way!” 
Yuji blinked a few times, “Gerard… Okay stop making up weird names, Gerard isn’t a real name,” he gave her a knowing look, “That’s just like onomatopoeia. Not real.” 
Nobara went to insult him but he waved a hand in the air, “Listen, I’m all for gay L gay B, you know, but I’m not gay. I just think he’s pretty. A man can appreciate another man’s eyelashes without it being weird!” 
“...You looked at his eyelashes?” She pressed her lips together, cheeks turning a bit pink as she held back some serious laughter, “No-no. Noticing how long a guy's eyelashes isn’t gay, Yuji. You’re so right.” A little giggle escaped. 
“Thank you!” He smiled, totally misreading how that conversation went.
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Megumi was still coming into the coffee shop, but he always looked so displeased when the barista would draw silly things on his cup. A look of uncomfortable annoyance always crossed his face whenever he’d pick it up and read the note. It was always along the lines of “Have a nice day Megs!” or “Good luck today!” Nothing ever personal or weird was written on there, nothing to make him uncomfortable. So, why did he look so constipated when he’d read it?
Yuji decided a week or so later that he’d not write anything on there, see what would happen. See if maybe instead of an uncomfortable look, he’d get a smile. It was useless to hope a man who looked like he hated fun and rainbows would ever smile for a barista he saw every day. Did I mention that? Yeah no, Megumi continued to come in every day when the shop opened, would get his cup, look like he wanted to die, then leave. Every day. Every day. 
The day Megumi came in, the barista was opening by himself. He stood by the back wall behind the counter, wiping down the dry-erase board calendar to put on the new dates. A new month had passed and he got tasked with drawing on something new to signify it. February was hearts and June was rainbows. As it neared October, he thought a pumpkin would be fitting. It was shitty, as all his drawings were, but that’s what made it charming. That’s why this whole coffee shop was charming, it had a level of shittiness no corporation could give you. 
He didn’t realize the raven-haired boy was standing behind him, patiently and quietly watching as he hummed to himself. It wasn’t even a good song, just something he had heard on the radio on his way to the shop. It was stuck in Yuji’s head and he decided to make the most of it. He caught himself humming louder, singing some words gently before turning on his heel and promptly freezing. 
“Oh.” Was all he could muster out as Megumi just stared at him. There wasn’t a smile or an ounce of amusement on his features. He looked bored, with a weird look in his eye. Something he hadn’t seen before, and something he couldn’t dissect. 
“Oh?” He tilted his head to the side. Okay, maybe he did find this amusing. And maybe he was good at hiding it. 
“Sorry,” Yuji responded sheepishly, walking to the counter and pressing the buttons on the cash register, “Black coffee?”
He nodded, “Yes, thank you.” 
Itadori didn’t want to make his embarrassment worsen by saying something stupid, so he opted to keep quiet as he made the drink. He already knew his customer's answer, so he chose the to-go cup. And instead of writing anything on it, he handed it with a polite smile. He wasn’t expecting Megumi to pick up the cup and turn it to its usual spot, for him to look suddenly so … hollow. Almost dejected. 
His eyes searched the white for a few moments before he turned his head to the side to look at the barista who made it, “Um… you…” 
Yuji looked back at him and raised an eyebrow, “Something wrong?”
“Are you …” he paused, “Okay?” 
Now he was really puzzled, “I’m fine. Are you okay?” 
Megumi’s face morphed into a small frown, “I’m fine, yes, but are you okay? You didn’t do the, um,” he looked down at the cup and motioned to Yuji with it. He looked almost… distressed? “The um, cup thing.”
The barista blinked once. Then again. Then several times. Oh. He had definitely misread his customer's facial expression. Was his irritated, kind of constipated look, really just how he was? It was hard for him to grasp that someone could make faces they didn’t mean, portraying a whole other emotion than what they felt. However, in that moment he figured Megumi was wearing his heart on his sleeve and showing his true emotions, unintentionally.
Yuji extended his hand, “I thought you didn’t like it. You always made, uh, like, a face when I did. So I stopped,” the other boy placed the cup in his hand and he pulled it back cheerfully. He found the marker and began to write, looking up, “I didn’t realize you actually liked it.”
His words were supposed to be cheerful, so he tried to imagine Megumi smiling at that. Instead, he looked away and frowned tightly. A light blush formed on the apples of his cheeks and spread to his nose, making him appear like an angel. A very pink angel. 
“Not liked, but… used to,” he glanced back at Yuji, and when they made eye contact for a split second, he looked away, “I don’t think I make a face.” 
“You’re making it right now,” he looked down at the cup and kept writing, trying to hide it from his customer. 
The boy cleared his throat and adjusted his posture, taking one hand to cover his upper lip, “No, I’m not,” he grunted out, through apparent gritted teeth. 
Yuji smiled, handing him the cup after a few minutes of scrawling, “It’s okay. I thought it was cu- funny.” A narrow save. A very narrow save. He pressed his lips together before making a small popping sound with them, “Have a good day.”
Megumi went to speak but he took the cup, looking over the mounds of writing. The side of his lip twitched as he brought his other hand down. And there he could’ve sworn he saw it. The hints of a smile. 
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fleshhomunculus · 9 months
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Me editing the punctuation of the itafushi fic I haven’t touched since 2021
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loveromeo1641 · 2 months
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Ok itafushi fans, im working on an au fanfic right now and I cant decide which way I should take it, so im doing a poll. It's inspired by romeo and juliet (the whole forbidden love, two sides of a conflict thing). Here are the options
Traditional romeo and juliet (except their both dudes, duh) with some minor changes to make the story make more sense with the characters. No curse techniques would exist in this story
Vaguely romeo and juliet inspired, but instead of two families its curse users vs regular sorcerers. This story would take place in like older japan (think like heian era, maybe post heian era) right after sukuna is defeated and jujutsu sorcerers start working together to make shit better. Yuji is a regular sorcerer and megumi is curse user cause of Toji. It's basically secret meet-ups and yuji trying to change megumi
Oh yeah, and both have an unhappy ending
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yuuditto · 4 months
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new itafushi fic if anyone is scrolling this tag at an ungodly time!!
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xx-juju · 3 months
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itafushi fanfic after chapter 251 because i like happy endings, unlike gege
fushiguro x itadori; around 800 words, manga spoilers because it happens right after chapter 251
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“It’s okay. You don’t have to save me anymore.”
Itadori’s breath stumbled, as he watched Fushiguro mutter these words, over and over into the void, but not really, because they all hit Itadori like punches. 
Wherever he found himself, following Fushiguro’s soul, was a closed-off space, but so alienated. Nothing was beyond it, nothing outside of it, like it was actually nowhere to be found, and he only got to it by some miracle.
Start by saving me, Fushiguro had said some time ago, and it was the only thing that made it possible to keep going. Until it wasn’t just a request and a reason, but the last thing Yuji would fail at. 
“You don’t have to save me anymore.”
Itadori let out a pained groan. Somewhere along this fight he accepted that he couldn’t save everyone. That no one was his responsibility, not even Fushiguro. But now he was feeling selfish. He didn’t want to let go. Whatever kept Fushiguro stuck in this dark pit, whether he didn’t think he deserved to come back or didn’t think anyone was waiting for him, Itadori wasn’t leaving without him.
“It’s okay. You don’t have to-”
“Like hell I don’t have to,” Yuji mumbled through gritted teeth, taking a step forward. Getting to Fushiguro was like trying to get through Gojo’s limitless. The closer he got, the weaker and slower he was, like Fushiguro had built a barrier around himself that tried to push Itadori away.
But Yuji was not a damn quitter. He was not leaving this place without Megumi.
They weren’t in a physical realm, and it wasn’t Megumi’s body. All of it was more like a dream. There was no feeling in Yuji’s hands when he picked Megumi up and dragged him up, but he did, struggling only against the force of Fushiguro’s soul that wanted to give up.
There was nowhere to go, but he couldn’t just stand there and wait. He thought simply of ‘getting back home’ and then moved.
“I swear to God, Megumi,” he said, fighting against the force, dragging what at least seemed to be Fushiguro’s boneless body. “You mess up, I mess up. We mess up together, we fix it together.” He groaned, legs shaking from strain. For all the inhuman strength he apparently had, this was taking a toll on him. “You’re the only person… I have left. And… and God… I wish we all came out of this untouched.” His frantic breathing mixed up with a tightening throat. He tried harder, one more step. “But you’re still here. And thank God you are. Because… I don’t know what I would do.”
He was talking too much. It wasn’t changing anything.
Gritting his teeth and shutting his eyes, he kept pulling. “If you die here, I’ll kill you, Fushiguro Megumi!”
The next step was just a little bit easier, and it pulled a gasp out of Yuji. 
“I will! Don’t you think I’m joking.”
One step at a time, it got easier. Yuji was crying, and his arms felt like they were about to rip out of his body, but for all the fights he’d lost, he wasn’t going to lose this one.
“And then I’ll die, because why the hell not? If you’re going down, I might as well go down with you, Fushiguro Megumi.”
He heard a laugh, a low and tired laugh, although he was not sure where it came from. But he heard it, and recognized it, and he laughed too, desperately, and the next step was so much easier than the first one.
“You could wake up now, because I don’t know where I’m going.”
Then, there was no resistance and the light blinded him. The cold air settled on his skin, making his wounds sting. All Yuji could do was breath, smelling the dirt and the blood, his eyes shut tightly, limbs protesting against any movement. Whatever happened to his body while he was traveling the realm of the soul, it wasn’t a walk on a rainbow.
Someone screamed, a blade cut through flesh. Yuji didn’t know anything except the pain, cold air, blood and dirt.
When he opened his eyes, the destroyed area was only visible from the fire in the distance that was yet to be extinguished. Yuji didn’t care about it now. A couple meters away, Megumi - Fushiguro Megumi, not Sukuna - lay on his back, shirt torn off, covered in blood and wounds, and panting, eyes closed.
With the last bits of energy Yuji had for now, he crawled across the dirt and blood. He moved close enough to lay next to Megumi and hold his hand. Feeling fingers tighten around his, he allowed himself to close his eyes and trusts that somehow everything would work itself out now. 
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ellionwrites · 3 months
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Does anyone have itafushi fic recs?? 🙏🏼🥺 (preferably fluffy or at least with a happy ending)
The thing I care about the most is good / true to canon characterization
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megyulmi · 2 months
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“It feels like half sin, half godhood to touch myself at the thought of you.” or, chapter eight of tilting the jar, spilling the moonlight.
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itafushisolace · 2 months
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“This sucks,” he said. Even if no one was around to hear him besides Sukuna, who was laughing at him, he needed to voice his thoughts.
“Yuuji, what’s wrong?” He heard Megumi’s voice behind him. God Yuuji could listen to Megumi talk all day. He loved the other’s voice so much that he felt like he was going to explode. There was just something about hearing his first name uttered by Megumi. He was so lucky.
“Yuuji?”
"Sorry, I got distracted. What did you say?”
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glystenangel · 11 months
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can i request a yuji x megumi fic inspired by Strawberries & Cigarettes - Troye Sivan pls🥹? megumi being the one coming up to yuji asking to light his cig? fluff, romance, PG, no curses
Strawberries & Cigarettes🍓🚬
Strawberry!Yuji Itadori x Cigarette!Megumi Fushigurou
summary/tags/warnings: everything in the ask, yuji and gumi are hs seniors (so 18), slightly ooc bc i am a firm believer that gumi inherited some suaveness from toji, also megumi has green eyes here bc i like his manga color palette better, short and sweet, kissing, also most of what's mentioned in the song bc i luv that song too, smoking obvs
thank you for requesting and i hope u enjoy<333
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“Hey, you got a light?”
At first, Yuji doesn’t think he heard that right.
“Me?” He points at himself, and the mysterious, raven haired boy in front of him nods.
Yuji had been in his usual thinking spot at the park, the swing set, when he heard the crunch of boot soles on the sand in front of him.
Now, this boy is standing here. He looks to be the same age as Yuji, and the uniform he has on is a pair of crisp navy blue pants with an untucked white button up. He seems a bit taller than Yuji, but it could be because of the slimness of his features. The point of his nose is sharpened at the end of a high nose bridge, and the planes of his pale cheeks and jawline have a delicate edge to them. He also has a sullen yet sharp look to his face, dark and messy locks of hair with matching lengthy eyelashes to frame unreadable green eyes. 
Whoever he is, Yuji can only describe the stranger as very pretty.
Suddenly, it might be best to stop staring.
He pretends to search his pockets, and then offers up an apologetic smile, “I’m sorry. I actually don’t smoke.”
The boy looks down at him with no emotion, and Yuji is taken aback yet again by how his eyelashes fan over his cheeks.
He really is one of the most beautiful people Yuji has ever seen.
“Oh, that’s alright. I’ll just go to the convenience store then.”
“Okay.” Yuji says dumbly, unsure of how to respond to that.
The boy walks off without another word, and Yuji watches him go until the top of his head ducks into the convenience store across the street. 
After a few minutes of confused silence, Yuji is surprised to see him return and sit down in the swing next to him. 
He lights his cigarette with a practiced flick of his fingers, and then turns to Yuji after taking a long drag.
“So,” Tendrils of gray smoke curl around the striking verdant color of his eyes, “What’s your name?”
Yuji hadn’t expected him to come back, let alone converse with him.
He blinks, and then smiles while sheepishly rubbing the backside of his undercut, “Uh, it’s Yuji! Yuji Itadori.”
Delicately balancing the cigarette between his lips, the boy holds out his hand, “Megumi Fushigurou.”
Yuji takes it, trying to ignore the heat creeping up behind his neck from the brief clasp of palms, “Where do you go to school?” 
“The high school on the west end of town. I’m a senior.” Megumi juts his head sideways, tapping ash onto the playground sand.
“Ah, okay. Me too! I go to the one over there though.” Yuji points, and Megumi’s eyes flit towards the distant red bricked building at the tip of Yuji’s finger.
“Cool.”
Yuji nods in agreement, and then decides to blurt out a question before the lull in conversation can get too awkward.
“So, why do you come to this park? It’s a bit far.”
“It’s my smoking spot. I used to live in this part of town. Old habits die hard, I guess.” The corner of Megumi’s lip slightly curls up, and then he gestures to Yuji with the end of his cigarette, “You?”
“I just moved here a month ago. I figured this would be a good thinking spot.” He runs a hand through the petal hues of his hair, hoping Megumi doesn't find him stupid for whatever reason.
That’s when Megumi fully grins, and Yuji can’t help but notice how much that small shift in expression makes his heart pound.
“Great minds think alike, don’t they?”
Yuji swallows at the amusement in Megumi’s voice and gathered in the corners of his mouth. How the sun seems to flock to his smile and the spark of happiness in his eyes.
Somehow, he manages to answer.
“Right.”
“So,” Megumi pushes the swing back with his heels, “What exactly do you think about here?”
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As time passes, Yuji keeps staying at the park later and later just to talk with Megumi. 
He finds out his birthday is December 22nd, that he has 2 pet dogs, and that he likes to read. Nonfiction, specifically.
There seems to be a lot to find out about Megumi’s habits too.
Yuji notices that he always closes his eyes when he lights his cigarette, able to sense the end of it and the warmth of the flame. When he talks about something he’s really excited about he instinctively looks to the ground, as if he wants the Earth to listen to his passionate exclamations and see the soft joy in his beam. Whenever Yuji buys sugary snacks for them to share, Megumi will insist he doesn’t like sweets, but always picks out the strawberry flavored pieces to eat.
Sometimes, Yuji wonders if Megumi notices similar things about himself. If he piques Megumi’s interest more than the light brush of their cheeks every time they embrace in greeting or when they both laugh way too hard at the stories they tell each other, bonding over rare high school triumphs and pesky lows.
In the quiet lulls throughout his day to day routine, he wonders if Megumi could like him.
Tonight, that train of thought seems to haunt Yuji as they’re pointing out constellations above their heads and avoiding the dim street lights bordering the park by sitting in the grass.
“That cluster looks like a bear.” The stars speckle the emerald in Megumi’s eyes, and Yuji has a hard time tearing his gaze away long enough to acknowledge the celestial formation Megumi is pointing at.
“It totally does! That one kind of looks like two people kissing. Gross.” Yuji gently pushes Megumi’s elbow to another spot in the sky, and Megumi tilts his head as his elbow relaxes against the subtle touch.
“I think it’s nice.” He seems to consider the blanket of stars before him for a moment, “Two people or two boys?”
Megumi lowers his hand, turning to face the utter shock forcing Yuji’s jaw open before he snaps it shut with a nervous bite.
A long silence peppered with the chirp of crickets stretches between them, and Megumi is still staring at Yuji.
He can practically feel the weight of it as Megumi observes the way Yuji stiffens in his seat, all patience and expectations.
Yuji runs the palm of his hand over his mouth and then behind his neck, “Uh-”
“Hey! Curfew ended an hour ago, you boys need to come with me.” 
The pair quickly jolt up as a patrol officer walks towards them while wagging a chastising finger, and Yuji gives Megumi a quick glance before grabbing his hand.
“Come on, run!”
He tugs the stunned boy along, adrenaline rushing heat to his skin, especially once Megumi seems to register the instruction and intertwines his fingers with Yuji’s as they pick up speed.
“You kids are in big trouble!” The policeman pants, trying to catch up with them and the static of his radio clicking on.
“Where should we go?” Yuji yells, constantly checking his pace so Megumi doesn’t fall behind.
“Over here!” Megumi shoves Yuji into an alleyway, and the chainlink spread across its middle almost knocks the breath out of him.
“Shit, there’s a fence.” The dark haired boy groans, and Yuji wastes no time chucking his backpack over.
“Come on, we gotta jump it!” Yuji hops up the barrier and clambers over, reaching a hand down to help Megumi and hauling him onto the other side.
Once they’re safely away from the fence, the rushed footsteps of their pursuer race right past their hiding spot, but even then Megumi keeps a finger to his lips as he and Yuji head to the end of the alley. The narrow space opens up behind a bustling cafe, where the distant call of orders and the clang of kitchen utensils offer enough cover to ease their shared panic.
“I think we lost him.”
Before he can help it, Yuji doubles over with laughter at Megumi’s declaration.
“That was a close one!”
“Too close.” Megumi chuckles, breathlessness lacing the rare sound, “That was crazy.”
He takes out a half full box of cigarettes and his lighter out of his pocket, and Yuji springs at the chance.
“Here,” He slides the lighter out of the other boy’s hand and flicks it on, “I got it.”
Megumi gives him an unreadable look, but then automatically closes his eyes and leans towards the lighter being held between them.
Even though the flame is small, it fans over the fine expanse of Megumi’s face, etching dark orange shadow and smoothing light into every defined feature. His cupid’s bow pokes out a bit more when a cigarette rests between his lips, and the glow of fire makes the shape of it nearly irresistible.
Yuji can’t look away, even when Megumi appears to sense him looking and opens his eyes.
Pretty doesn’t even begin to describe Megumi anymore.
The flame disappears with a shaky drop of Yuji’s hand, “Sorry-”
He isn’t sure why he’s apologizing, he just feels like an idiot.
Silence and darkness hang the apology in the air, and Yuji can tell Megumi is inhaling from the dot of burnt scarlet floating in front of his nose.
Blue moonlight is dousing his shoulders and sinking into the midnight ink of his hair.
It’s beautiful.
A few more drags, and then Megumi crushes the embers beneath his shoe.
Yuji feels the pure scrutiny of his stare as Megumi takes his face in his hands and soothes his thumbs back and forth over the olive toned skin just beneath his cheekbones.
His heart is pounding in his chest, and he imagines that it's racing at nothing less than a rate of 60 miles per hour.
Then, Megumi inches even closer, eyes focused and staring only at Yuji’s parted lips.
He can already feel the kiss coming.
“You have nothing to apologize for.”
With that sweet reassurance, Yuji melts into the subsequent kiss Megumi carefully presses to his lips.
Immediately, he tastes sugar and smoke rings. 
Like every long night and daydream he spent thinking about Megumi, it left Yuji wanting to kiss him forever.
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Later that night, Megumi drives Yuji home and they hold hands as they make their way to his front door.
“I like you.” Yuji says, grinning at the way the tips of Megumi’s ears darken with blush.
Even flustered, he manages an endearing, “I like you too.”
The rest of their walk is quiet with newfound bliss,  but once they make it to their destination, Megumi shyly runs his thumb over Yuji’s knuckles.
Yuji smiles at the motion, because Megumi’s flingers are thinner than his and he finds the size difference in their hands too cute for words.
“Is it alright if we kiss again?” Megumi asks, and Yuji nods with butterflies filling his stomach.
“Really? I just smoked, you don’t mind it? I should’ve asked earlier.”
He looks imploringly into the bright copper of Yuji’s eyes, and Yuji shakes his head before running a thumb over the swell of Megumi’s bottom lip.
“I like it. You taste like strawberries and cigarettes.”
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this was cuteeee! thank you for requesting💗❤
I rarely write bl but i do like how this one turned out :) hope you like ty again!!
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cldhead · 6 months
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a practice on yuuji & his sharper-than-appears perception
(part of an itafushi wip!!)
Tonight, though, Sukuna had played only a small part in keeping Yuuji awake. Tonight, he was restless for unknown reasons, unable to keep his eyes closed for much longer than a couple of minutes, nevermind actually falling asleep.
Apparently that wasn’t all too uncommon for sorcerers. Yuuji had asked Nanami about it, once, and something pained had flashed across the sharp planes of his face before he’d sighed and told him that unease was a friend sorcerers all had to make sooner or later, that, nightmares or not, sleep would escape them all when they most craved it. That no one, not even Gojo-sensei (especially not him if the look on Nanami’s face was to be believed) could escape that fate.
Sometimes Yuuji was tempted to disregard his words, view them as an exaggeration, maybe, considering he’d been witness to Nobara’s ten step nighttime routine countless times, had been yelled at for ruining her beauty sleep with his wandering on even more occasions. He’d seen how Inumaki always seemed to find a time and place to take a nap and how Maki was always able to keep a cool head, calm in the eye of any storm.
But then again, he’d also seen the dark smudges under Nobara’s eyes when she’d slipped up in her makeup routine, sometimes almost rivaling the circles under Ireiri-san’s eyes. The way Inumaki, without any discernible reason, jolted awake from his impromptu naps or how Maki’s hands sometimes slowed, almost imperceptibly, whenever she was using Playful Cloud.
The way Gojo-sensei bounced back from staring into nothingness, into something only he could see, something probably long gone, under his blindfold, the bright smile slipping back onto his face easily, strained around its corners.
He’d never be able to disregard Nanami’s words, because he’d had to repeat himself to the man too many times, had caught him slipping on the syllables of his name or staring through him from behind the tinted glass of his shades, looking at him like he’d seen a ghost, on one too many occasions to believe he hadn’t been a hundred percent serious about his words.
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theseesaurus · 6 months
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thank you is a love language
Itadori x Fushiguro
TW: panic attacks at some point
7.7k, one shot
"5 times they said 'thank you' as a way of saying 'i love you' and the one time they actually said they loved each other."
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bittermoonswrites · 3 months
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Hello!! Here I am with my first actual itafushi fic. This one’s a doozy, clocking in at 10k :O Hope someone out there enjoys the Ghibli vibes :)
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mariinthemare · 9 months
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So I ended up writing almost 2000 words for chapter 6 of BHoG. The chapter is almost 5k words and it's still not finished (maybe like halfway??) I really wanted to finish the chapter tonight so I could send it to my beta reader but I'm legit about to pass out as I'm writing this so I gotta leave that til tomorrow.
Hopefully I can get it done by tomorrow and update the fic on the weekend. The chapter might be on the longer side because 1) it's the chapter Megumi finally teaches Itadori how to play the guitar and is important for the fic development and 2) I want to treat you guys because I haven't updated in so long.
Anyways I'm barely keeping my eyes open and almost fell asleep thrice typing the last paragraph so I'm gonna go sleep now
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