The thing is, I want Ryan to win because I KNOW he's gonna drag everyone during his acceptance speech. I'm ROOTING for him to win. Let the man burn the entire place to the ground
Hi everyone! Just wanted to give an update regarding BHoG and Illicit Affairs (soon to be Wherever You Are).
So, I'm currently on my pre-final exams break which is basically my uni giving is a week and a half to study for our finals and I'm back home and I wanted to use this time to write more so I can update but unfortunately I'm not feeling that well mentally.
If you had read the author's note on chapter 4 of Illicit Affairs, you probably have some sort of idea. Since posting that, I ended up relapsing twice. I'm hoping this won't be as serious and that it's just because I refuse to take my mood stabilizers (take your meds, people! Do as I say, not as I do).
I have a full intention of continuing both stories and I'm not gonna leave them unfinished, so please don't think I'm discontinuing them. I'm just not in the best mental space. You guys have all been so patient and supportive and I hope you guys won't give up on me. I changed therapists and he's much, much better than my previous two and I'm hoping I can make some progress. Unfortunately, he's in the town my university is in and I'm back home so I just gotta battle it out with my demons for a week and a half, but I'm trying to make it work!
Again, I wanted to sincerely apologize for the lack of update. I'm trying my best, but unfortunately my best isn't good enough.
Thank you all for your support, I appreciate every single one of you <3
I officially went insane last night and I need to break my silence once more on the subject,
Dear skk fic writers who sustain me and who I love so dearly,
The top of Chuuya's head arrives at about mouth level to Dazai. That means Chuuya's face aligns with Dazai's collarbones. On average, the arm reaches the crotch at ~wrist-level (get up and check or pull up a picture), so here we can see Dazai's crotch reaches the top of Chuuya's hipbone, while Chuuya's reaches the top of Dazai's thigh.
And because I'm thorough I brought other examples, just in case this was somehow a fluke or their height vary:
There are slight variations (also perspective and such) but it's pretty consistant. Their height difference is 21cm, it's slightly less than a head's worth, so it all tracks.
This is a great reference for their (oh so beloved) height difference for everyone, but you know why I'm saying this. You understand why I tracked their hip/crotch height. If this concerns you, you know. You can still make it work. You just need to be slightly more creative. There are easy answers. I believe in you.
A while back I got tired of endlessly flipping through BSD manga to find out who called whom what, and who uses which pronouns and which honorifics, so I uh… reread the whole thing and made a spreadsheet with this information, like the colossal nerd I am.
At least I know I’ll be using it extensively – figured it would come in handy for some of you out there too!
I FINALLY UPDATED PEOPLEEE WE FINALLY DID IT HAPPY HALLOWEEN GAYS
ALRIGHT PEOPLE
I fiNALLY got to finish the chapter from Illicit Affairs that I've been stuck on for SO LONG. I FINALLYYYY FUCKING FINISHED IT AND it's not as bad as I thought it would be!
I've written the beginning of the next chapter of Broken Heart of Gold and I'm gonna finish that as well and I'll HOPEFULLY get to update Illicit Affairs on Saturday? Or Sunday? And Broken Heart of Gold couple of days after that. HOPEFULLY. Wish me luck guys!
I fiNALLY got to finish the chapter from Illicit Affairs that I've been stuck on for SO LONG. I FINALLYYYY FUCKING FINISHED IT AND it's not as bad as I thought it would be!
I've written the beginning of the next chapter of Broken Heart of Gold and I'm gonna finish that as well and I'll HOPEFULLY get to update Illicit Affairs on Saturday? Or Sunday? And Broken Heart of Gold couple of days after that. HOPEFULLY. Wish me luck guys!