#it's true and i should say it.mon

[aamaimonn]

I WASTED FUCKING 9 HOURS ON THIS SHIT SHOW??? AND FOR WHAT??? THE ONLY GOOD PART WAS HUNK. FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE. I CAN'T EVEN BE HAPPY ABOUT ALLURANCE BC OF ALL THE QUEERBAITING IN THE MARKETING. I'VE EXCUSE THIS SHOW ENOUGH AND NO AMOUNT OF SPECIAL INTEREST COVER UP IS GOING TO FIX THIS SHIT. FUCK DREAMWORKS. I DON'T CARE ABOUT KLANCE. I JUST WANTED LGBT REP AND I WAS COMPLETELY OKAY WITH ADASHI BEING THAT BUT NOPE. FUCK YOUR LGBT FANS RIGHT? FUCK YOU POC FANS RIGHT? I

#It's true and I should say it.mon #voltron #discourse #im done #i love keith too much to change shit #and liike i don't have any other show to go to right now #but fuck voltron

[aamaimonn]

Heyeyy I see those anons in my ask I promise Im not ignoring yall I’m jsut bad at words rights now so they’re taking a little long. also work ugh. But Im working on them right now djfoajid

#it's true and I should say it.mon #sorry i like to talk but typing can be hard sometimes #and sometimes brain don't wanna work #oof

[aamaimonn]

Listen I'm always a slut for Keith being the one to figure out his feelings first and pinning like hell while Lance is being dense af BUT

I am so thirsty for Lance figuring out first and being so gay for the dense Keith like please give me those hc and fics fams I NEED IT

#klance #vld #vld keith #vld lance #pwease give me that klance content babes #it's true and i should say it.mon

[aamaimonn]

keith singing in his lion is actually the most adorable thing ever i need it to happen.

doiwefoijweoijd right right!!! I’m so angry they didn’t record it. Listen, the walking dead was my special interest for a little while and Steven’s character Glenn was my absolute favorite!!!! So like I watched so much stuff with him and he has such a nice singing voice.

If I wasn’t a little bitch I would @ him on twitter asking for a recording but also I don’t want to bother him. Even tho he seems the type to do that. I JUST NEED MY BOY BEING SILLY AND HAPPY WITH RED JUST PLS AS A KEITH STAN FIRST AND PERSON SECOND I NEED THIS

#kiogane #mutuals #ask tag #jade tag #It's true and I should say it.mon #I LOVE MY BOY #all we have is what we could image what could have been #voltron record cute moments challenge #im sick of plot give me my idiot gays please

[aamaimonn]

Can someone @the writers and call them out. pls. someone needs to tell them directly how much they fucked up. i might fucking do it.

#It's true and I should say it.mon #voltron

[aamaimonn]

So I finally updated my blog so you know what that means

PROMO TIME BITCHESd(๑꒪່౪̮꒪່๑)b

Monica

18

FU CKING GAYYY

biracial bb

voltron trash right now before i love space 

keith apologist

anti

i want nw friends pwease

check out my new theme pwease i worked hard on it ;;;

i post other fandoms but mostly late in the night but im learning to tag things! 

this gif quacking it’s ass to my first kiss so

i fucking lied so it’s actually dark horse

#it's true and i should say it.mon #PROMO ME PLS #mutuals you love me right #cause i lvove you #cozytown baes will understand the last part #i think #im lame #love me?

[aamaimonn]

I KNOW I SAID I WOULD TAG SPOILERS BUT IM SO UPSET RIGHT NOW IM SO SORRY GUYS

#It's true and I should say it.mon #i know im talking in the tags but i just #vent is all i can do #im so fucking broken #like idk what to do and #this show ment so much for me

[aamaimonn]

For those that sent me ask the other day I just wanna say I didn't forget them or ignoring them!!! Right after I made the post it got busy at work and I kinda lost a lot of spoons. I have to work tonight as well but when I get home I'll answer them and also update everyone on the direction of this blog. 

#It's true and I should say it.mon #this is and has always been a multifandom blog #v0ltron was just the main thing #but it's dead so i gotta find something else

[aamaimonn]

Hey!! 💜

fojeoie yay Katie!! oh OH OH KIT-KAT IS YOU’RE NICKNAME NOW I JUST THOUGHT OF IT!!! unless you don’t want it of course uwu

Send me “Hey!” and I’ll answer these questions for yall

1. First impression: Ahh I thought you were so silly and idk how to put it you seemed really sunny which was great bc when I finally did talk to you I wasn't that scared!! Very friendly!! 2. Truth is: You're so amazing at singing like wow!! I love doing karaoke with you but sometimes I got to just sit back and let you go girl!! And you're so flippin sweet and cool!! 3. How old do you look: 15-16 ;;; i don't remember your true age other than you’s a bby ;w;4. Have you ever made me laugh: hell yeah!! You and Kc's oh same worm and spiderman meme thing is hilarious. 5. Have you ever made me mad: nope!! uwu6. Best feature: You're so chill and cool!! And you're singing is amazing seriously. You're always so welcoming and honestly, I never feel scared to talk to you!! And you’re a great hype man.7. Have I ever had a crush on you: you's a bby ;w; platonically loves you tho8. You’re my: fam™ and one hell of a singing buddy. 

#katie tag #mutuals #ask meme #it's true and i should say it.mon #we love katie on main #only stan a legend #lancefill

[aamaimonn]

I think I'm gonna try and sleep since I have to be at work at 2pm. Hopefully, I calm down because I'm still having a panic attack and that started maybe two hours ago. Hopefully, some good critical post/meta will come out later tonight and I'll read them. But nothing will make this season good.

#It's true and I should say it.mon #JUST RELEASE S8 SO WE CAN END THIS #I JUST WANT IT TO END RIGHT NOW PLEASE #I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE #YOU FUCKED US OVER ENOUGH

[aamaimonn]

Y’all help how can i make my art look better. i feel like its lacking life and emotion and honestly it feels boring

#It's true and I should say it.mon #help me plsssss

[aamaimonn]

I was tagged by the amazing Bepperoni~ ( @bluelancers )

rules: Answer 15 questions and tag 15 followers you’d like to get to know better.

name: Monica

nickname: Mon, Moany, Munka, Harmonica (I'm looking at you 11th grade bio teacher) yeeet

zodiac sign: Leo~~

height: pfff I'm barely 5' 3''

languages spoken: English and some French. Maybe one day I'll learn

nationality: American (I'm whatever my mom is and African American if we want to get specific) 

favorite fruit: Apples but I'm suuuuper picky so they have to be cold, sweet, and extra crisp for me to even think about eating them sdjsjoajo

favorite season: I use to love winter until I started driving in a car w/o heart in Ohio winter sooooo yeah no back to my roots which is Summer. (Spring can go die since it kills me every year)

favorite scent: That Black Ice car scent thing idk it smells so fucking gooood

favorite color: fsojoisdnd I use to really like purple and orange but now I love every color! All of them. The whole fucking rainbow

favorite animal: Turtles will be the death of me. And any of animal like it. I cry when people talk about sea turtles because we all know what happens

coffee, tea, hot chocolate: I love me a goood brew of tea but also coffee is so niccceeee. Chocolate makes me feel sick so I can barely ever have it

average hours of sleep: What even is sleep. I work Friday-Tuesday and I could get 1 to 5 hours of sleep a day if I'm lucky. Then the days I'm off I try to sleep but it never happens.

favorite fictional character: CIEL FUCKING PHANTOMHIVE. nOT THE REAL ONE BUT O!CIEL. He's my son and I cry for him every night. Honorable mentions: Keith (dear bf/gf I would kill to marry someone like him really), Viktor Nikiforov (I want to be him), and Shoto Todoroki (Wow he's always a mood really)

blankets you sleep with: One blanket because I am an oven

dream trip: uiuahdi To go to Japan so I can reach my peak weebdom

blog created: been on tumblr since 2011 but this blog specifically since maayybeee 2013 (I deleted a lot of shit so idk) This use to be like four different roleplay blogs until I just stop roleplaying and this became main. I thought about making an art blog but then I realize that we only blog whatever the fuck I want on main so it never happened and I'm happy fuwehfiodd

HIUDHISH so like I don't know enough people to tag 15 and I don't like repeating people so I tag these beautiful peopleiooijewifj 

@laancexmcclain , @transmcclain , @afroglesbian, @spaceantics , @biiconlance , @brolia, @shaladinisgood, @eliaholic

Y’all don't have to do this of course but if you do I'm super excited for what ya saayyy

#it's true and i should say it.mon #look someone thought i was valid #and now you all are #ofwijfewoj idk i like people and i want to get to know moooorreeee

[aamaimonn]

6,12,16,28!🛸✨

GET IN MY BUSINESS PLEASE:

6. Favorite Band: 

OH HO HO YA BITCH LOVES HER SOME PANIC! AT THE DISCO 

12. Ideas of a perfect date:

ifjowf I got to get someone to like me first pff I'm not really sure haha. I'm shit a socializing but I guess shopping cause I love spending money I don't have and then crying about it later. Lol or getting food cause I love to eat

16. Favorite Movie:

Memoirs of Geisha. It's popped up in and out of my life as a child and I always thought it was this beautifully shot movie with amazing music. I am very much aware of its problems now that I'm older and I'm not gonna sit here and pretend it's not problematic. However, it's still very important to me for many reasons;;;

28. Favorite ice cream: 

Fun fact my stomach is a piece of shit and there are a lot of foods that make me feel sick after eating them. When I was younger I could eat/drink chocolate in everything!! But for some reason the older I got the more chocolate fucked with me. Until I found this wonderful thing call vanilla. I love vanilla ice cream.

#It's true and I should say it.mon #ask game #THANK YOU FOR SENDING!! #I love talking to my followers #and we're always happy to see another keef stan #bondingmullet

[aamaimonn]

I NEED MORE KLANCE SONGS FOR MY KLANCE PLAYLIST BUT LIKE PLS DON'T GIVE ME WHITE BOY ACOUSTIC GUITAR SONGS OR MAINSTREAM POP BC I HATE IT

#klance #keith #lance #voltron #it's true and i should say it.mon #like superfruit or something #i'll take rap too

[aamaimonn]

im literally screaming right because some 21+ yo wants to be gross and get mad because a bunch of minors are expressing their disgust for them and informing others about them. Like what the fuck. I feel sick and I'm not here for this shit. 

#discourse #im sorry but im piss #maybe don't be a piece of shit yeah thanks #sorry to the kiddos of my blog and people who want no discourse #but lol monica is fucking piss #it's true and i should say it.mon

[aamaimonn]

hmmmmmm

hnnnn I've really been thinking about if I should talk about this here but I'm really frustrated about this topic and coming off from being upset is making me want to talk.

For some time now I have been contemplating on if I fall on the Autism spectrum or not. Or if these symptoms (is that what I should be calling it??) are from a different mental thing. (wow great job with words Monica). I've only been exposed to two Autistic people irl for a long period of time and they show a lot of the I guess "stereotypical" traits of an Autistic person (basically they show what media shows what an Autistic person acts like).

I'm aware that not all Autistic people are the same this is why I've been contemplating. When I was around six or seven I was going to go to therapy to see if I diagnosis to have BPD but I freaked out and it didn't go anywhere. I haven't been to anyone since. So me having any mental/development disorders(is that what I should be calling it?) is very unknown other than severe anxiety. 

I'm scared to go to a doctor because I've been shut down by my bff who says I don't show/act like someone with Autism (which really pissed me off because there isn't one example of someone with Autism! That's why it's on a spectrum) 

Anyways this has really been bothering me and I wanted to talk about it for once. I don't know how to express myself so sorry if this is confusing. Also, I don't want to upset any Autistic followers I have so if I'm using the wrong words/terminology please correct me!

#it's true and i should say it.mon #sorry mobile if read more doesn't work #idk if im even allowed to speculate #is that rude? #i don't want to be rude or upset someone #im really scared to even post this #hnnnn i just wanted to vent tbh