thinkin abt trains in ORV.... something that’s both in perpetual motion (trains be zoomin’) and never actually going anywhere (stuck on the tracks)... trains being literally so barren of life on the inside that KDJ turns to stories to just have SOMETHING to do... train compartments be like *separates you from everyone else*...
Trains love to be intertwined with themes and stories also. Literally all the time. They spend the first how many chapters in the subway station. The bit where that old woman assassinates the leader of the Japanese faction w/ train stage transformation. Surya.
And when the um. When escaping from the subway system/ trains becomes a thing that is like literally happening constantly?? YJH starting in that car again and again. The scenarios taking place in the subway system for the beginning bit. SURYA AGAIN, wherein each member of the party is literally so important and each of them opens a different door-- something something ‘together we can escape the system’
and then. The Oldest Dream being in Subway land as this sudden and horrible realization that no, actually! Kimcom isn’t free of the damn system yet! A sacrifice is still necessary!!
It’s just, like. Trains as a metaphor for oppressive systems and cycles, man..
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Random ass post about adhd and art making
adhd is like yeah I’m struggling most of the time to do basic tasks and assignments that aren’t fun and don’t feel rewarding which is a highly embarrassing problem that I would probably benefit from taking medication to solve but at the SAME TIME when I wanted to make an 100 page comic I did it without even knowing that time was passing, and when i was suddenly stricken with the urge to make a doll out of clay with fabric and doll hair despite never doing it before I spent 10 hours doing so, also without knowing that time was passing; AND when I am drawing just for fun I will do it for hours… also without knowing that time is passing… idek if I can describe how fun it actually is to be in like, a state of hyperfocus…. It is actually like the best feeling in the world not to be dramatic. I hadn’t experienced it for so long after starting college. It only happened with one school assignment (comic) but it happens again now with my senior thesis now that I’m doing paintings. It’s almost an essential thing because when I’m so focused like that I HAVE to power through any frustrations, because I’m so obsessed with doing the task. I mean it’s not good to be so focused that u don’t notice being hungry or thirsty or tired, but as long as u make sure u have some snax and water nearby….
The only thing is I really need like, a curtain for my studio. Bc not to be corny but my painting process in particular is really physical, like painting time is also listening to music time which involves singing and dancing. I will spare my studio neighbors the singing. but the dancing cannot be helped, frankly, so I need a privacy curtain. IT MAKES THE ART BETTER!!! I kinda feel like making art in public spaces has messed me up a little, cuz I didn’t realize how much of a private process it really is for me (prob just cuz I’ve been in art classes since i was a kid). But truthfully I HAVE to be annoying while making my art or it won’t be the same. And I know that doing shit like dancing in ur studio is annoying as fuck and probably comes off as like fake or performative like ooouh I’m such an artist in my own world so much teehee…. Looool but that’s also why I have an easier time doing work at night. No one’s there!!! one exception. I can make art at home tho with family because we are all the same. amen.
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ok this is not a question on the 'Fanfic asks' thing you reblogged - but it's still on theme.
What's your process for coming up with titles for fics?
And also how did you land on Spirit Box as a title?
I've been thinking about the naming process of fics/books a lot lately
spirit box was based on the idea that a house is essentially a box trapping a ghost inside it (air holes not included) and also a fun reference to a literal spirit box which is a radio that rapidly scans multiple frequencies used to communicate with ghosts.
as for my process, for coming up with titles they either come to me instantly/instinctively without a lot of thought required (spirit box was an instant title, though it was going to be a temporary one, but I got attached) or I workshop them based around the thesis of the piece mid-way through writing the project. I like my titles to act as 1-5 word summaries of the work, either in a metaphorical, or occasionally literal sense. sometimes I'll use in-text dialogue that fulfills this, but usually I try to come up with something that isn't actually in the text but sums up the work concepts in a snappy way.
I judge works pretty harshly by the title, and if the title doesn't grab me or tell me something interesting, I'm less likely to look at it. I almost always know a title before I post something - it's not something I like to come up with on upload day, though until I give it a title my documents are always like '(theme) fic' taunting me with their simplicity. it's always so satisfying finding a title, like having a piece lock into place. great question!
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we could go on for days about whether reshiram or zekrom should be N's dragon but To Me i'ts reshiram for the completely non-canon-based reason of "ghetsis somehow ended up inescapably associated with cold and ice imagery in my mind and escaping your manipulative ice-coded dad with the aid of a creature of fire and warmth and truth is THE symbolism of all time"
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hello! i just wanted to say that i read the basic eight because of you and thank you so much for that because i finished it and it was SO good and now is pingponging around my brain nonstop. i don't think i'll ever stop thinking about it.
ahhh i'm so glad to hear that!! i can definitely relate, it really is such A Feeling to finish it. i never thought the word "who" would be such a gutpunch haha. i would love to hear your thoughts on it :)
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Okay, BUT
I need to rant about something because I can't get it out of my head
QUI-GON JINN AND DOOKU
THESE TWO >>>>>>
THE GRIEF THAT DOOKU FELT OVER THE LOSS OF THE PERSON WHO WAS ESSENTIALLY HIS SON OU OFSAIUFH WAIUHF
I CRIED SO HARD DURING THAT ONE SCENE IN TALES OF THE JEDI
THE SADNESS OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP
And also, I think it serves as a nice foil to the relationship of Ahsoka and Anakin. Perhaps not intentionally, or not thematically, but in terms of where it ended up as opposed to the younger members of their lineage. Because Ahsoka's grief over loosing the person she once looked up to vs. Dooku grieving over the loss of the person he cared so deeply for.
The fact that Ahsoka, despite all her hardships and tragedies, kept going after the loss of Anakin and developed into such a prominent figure in her later life.
But the fact that Dooku, after being beaten down after so much and being at such a low point in his life, traumatized, and manipulated by Palpacreep, fell completely after the death of the person in his life he cherished most.
Just...
The EVERYTHING.
The differences in what it's like experiencing loss, either death or corruption of a loved one into someone you don't recognize, shining through in this story when comparing the two characters to each other.
And I hate to get controversial, but I feel as if a lot of people judge Ahsoka and Dooku's story on stuff that primarily isn't canon, which leads to the characters being misshapen into something that differs so much from their original form (like Obi-Wan is.)
Ahsoka and Dooku both lost what was a very similar amount to them, but they handled it so differently and came out on complete opposite ends of the spectrum. And yes, I'm aware that Dooku 'fell' or was at least working with Sidious before Qui-Gon was dead, but he would have had quite a good chance to return to the Jedi, had his Padawan not been killed and he himself not driven to the edge.
And I haven't seen Rebels, so I don't really know much about Ahsoka's character development past the finale of the Clone Wars, and I know that there's a lot more development in Rebels then most would like to admit, but I think that a lot of her hardships are shown through her behavior or personality in the later seasons, after the Wrong Jedi arc. Not all are positive, but there's certainly some perks of her experiences.
But, I will say that I'm not impartial to bias towards Dooku and against Ahsoka (i mean, if you got this far in my rant, you probably know this already) due to the fact that I can't relate to Ahsoka as much, BUT I do think that, taking a break from character analysis and moving towards writing analysis, Dooku is a better character in terms of the pace of his development. He was given what is, excluding Tales of the Jedi, likely an hour of ACTUAL development, but Tales of the Jedi, while being a bit rushed and controversial, managed to do SO MUCH with a character given so little, but SO LITTLE with a character given so much.
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saw a summary of an article about how the author hates those sentences that start with an appositive phrase, like "having set the mail aside, ey moved to the table" or whatever, & was instantly filled with peevishness. that's the ablative absolute! i love the ablative absolute almost as much as i love the passive periphrastic! in some broader sense it's probably not great that so much of written english rhetoric was intended to follow the patterns of classical latin, but i still like many of those features, especially when they're tools rather than restrictions (e.g., split infinitives). so much of the texture of latin is difficult or impossible to translate, but the constructions that we can use are fun, their historical echoes are interesting
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It feels like all I do is fucking apply for shit!!!!!! I hate it!!! Anyways I've found 3 interesting things today while trawling various websites (2 residencies, 1 job) that are very interestingly, all thematically related + align with some of the creative work I'm doing rn as well as some long-term goals for putting my degree to use. Maybe this means something? Anyway I'm applying bc the applications are very straightforward and I have done this so many times I'm now just copy pasting paragraphs from old applications and making small tweaks. Y'all wish me luck!
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