#it's going to be okay ♥️

[tezuka-brainrot]

Do not cry, versions of Black Jack smiling, okay?

#who is this for? #me... #black jack #kuroo hazama #blackjack #hazama kuroo #black jack 2004 #black jack 1993 #young black jack #Black Jack OVAs #black jack manga #black jack tezuka #Black Jack loves me #it's going to be okay ♥️ #husband. #black jack the visitor in the eye

[leclercsbf]

Charles Leclerc congratulating Carlos Sainz on his podium at the 2023 Monza Grand Prix

#f1 #charlos #charles leclerc #carlos sainz #they make me so fucking insane and that’s all i’m going to say #had to learn how to screen rec my subscription just because i needed this on my blog #and now all the charlos truthers can have the clip too ♥️ #piracy is always okay kids. remember that #monza gp 2023 #jace says yes to piracy

[jils-things]

to love someone is to heal someone

#~ art #♥️ memoryshipping #ignore tags if youre just here for the art and not me going full diary mode #anyways ... this is a little personal to me #especially with how i treat her here. i think this is a direct projection of how i'm feeling right now #today has been a little harsh on me - maybe a little painful even #i'm okay now - because i resolved it. albeit harboring some bits of anger to it but its not worth fighting about anymore #its hard to say that i'm - very optimistic so to speak because it's only one pillar i just jumped over and there will be more later #and this is me coping with it and im lucky to have mustered some energy to at least express it through drawing #i havent been drawing much for myself and it makes me sad because its my source of happiness #my time for drawing is being repurposed for other stuff right now and it still is and i dont feel entirely happy doing it unfortunately #i still have many things i want to follow up on my drawing list especially in my recent interests peaking again #but i resorted for now to making something im already used to. stevaide lol fgsjsddsjjsdjkghsdjgdjkhskjghshsgsasjhjsjksdjfhsfasgs corny ass #rest assured im at a somewhat relaxed state right now. throwing boops here and there calmed me down because theres people around me #who ig thinks im cool eajdhajhd #ahh anyway

[gideonisms]

when you're on your way to work and lose the steering and the whole car spins completely around on the exit and bumps into the concrete wall on the side of the road and you think you're about to die BUT no one runs into you?? and you emerge totally fine and the car still drives and it's just a little dented???? So some girl calls the paramedics but you get out of there before anyone arrives and you don't even get a ticket and you make it to work exactly 24 minutes late and don't even get in trouble ♥️ just another day in the life of me, abi, the main character of the universe, god's favorite little guy to mess with

#well okay. i will get up earlier so i don't have to speed to work #message received. i'm sorry universe ♥️ #was going to go to my parents' this weekend but it's a 7 hour drive and #i think this is the signal to just Not #i didn't want to anyway

[bulkhummus]

oh fuck i forgot barks represented the brown stone spire

im having thoughts actually about people being in town who are not supposed to and people getting what they deserve (spice rack incident) etc etc ill write it out tmrw good night

#one thing about me is i can always read too much into nothing Always ♥️ #im gonna throw up actually #i forgot he was a fucked up little creep #okay im actually going to bed now #wtnv

[wndrflgrl]

*jazz hands* here it is. the muse inspiration board. some of the ones on here, i wasn't expecting either, lmao.

maka albarn - soul eater

marinette dupain-cheng / ladybug - miraculous ladybug

lance - voltron legendary defender

po - kung fu panda

chrissy ch/lapecka - tiktok popstar

amy rose - sonic heroes

#♥️ ah shit here we go again. ( ooc. ) #♥️ girls just wanna have fun ! ( dash games. ) #po is probably the most OUT THERE one on here but listen. just hear me out okay #i realized that the backstory i'm aiming for with them is very similar to what po goes through actually #but also they handshake over being massive fucking dorks #same thing for lance LMAO he goes through a similar character arc that i gave amy #maka and marinette are both just amy core to a T and there are definitely AUs out there that exist #chrissy becaue.. yes #and sonic heroes ! amy since that was my first introduction to her and i just adore her in that game so much

[tree-of-olives]

do you ever make up stories that already exist.

i was brainstorming an idea i had yesterday for a murder mystery that takes place in a high tech mansion (that can communicate with a robot butler guy) and locks a group of people in until they find the murderer and figure out how to turn off the security system trapping them in.

and i was really excited and getting a lot of ideas!! until i suddenly realize THAT IS THE PLOT OF THE BARBIE LIFE IN THE DREAMHOUSE GAME FOR THE WII. JUST WITH ADDED MURDER.

#this is so messed up.​is any idea orginal even #im still using this.its just funny to me #its okay closet barbie i forgive you♥️♥️the story will be dedicated to him #shitpost #writing #murder mystery #barbie #actually im not going to add an unnecessary amount of tags on here.i can do better

[killyourrdarlingss]

Okay, so, I've been doing a lot of research on knights, ceremonies and what happens in them and HOW they happen and I immediately thought of Tarhos and Vittorio so under the cut is a lot of rambling and mostly just ideas on Tarhos and how he would have been sworn a Knight. 

It’s by no means canon, but I think it’s fun to look into :)! if anyone has any more fun facts or history facts let me know, I really try and be accurate as a writer. 

if i apply all my new knowledge - Tarhos seems like a late Knight who was sworn as such, for prestige and social status after many years without the title, since he was used as protection, this perhaps cost Vittorio money because becoming a Knight was extremely expensive so you’d have to really like the person to do it, especially at a late age. Tarhos would have had to be knighted between 16-18 years old for this to not make it ‘late”. Which maybe he was but seems unlikely to me. If he were born into Knighthood and was a squire from young, and had noble ties, as early as 12 years old, but he did not.

On who preformed the ceremony, he could have been Knighted improperly by a noble themselves, but these are usually more one on one, which could work but seems a bit unlikely in Tarhos’ case, unless him and Vittorio were even closer, which honestly... maybe.. Maybe it was improper and spur of the moment.

 The ceremonies would usually include one to two speakers who were Knights or Nobles, a squire who holds the pillow on which the knight kneels, and the sword. The kind touch of the sword on each shoulder (depending) is signified as the last not lethal blow of a sword that will ever be given that will not be retaliated in combat. The touches vary, can be once, twice, three times or the blade may hover overhead. There are even cases where they are slapped with a glove - which I think is a really funny visual but I know it’s like really serious.

So, the moment they are knighted they must not use their blade for any sort of low level punishment or brawl, if someone is to be taught a lesson or fought with non lethally the knight may only use his fists or more likely punish usually with a slap, once again, i love how serious being a knight is and i never realized that its such a high honor that yeah, they don’t deserve the blade for such a low level punishment i guess ? anyway it’s interesting. 

 There is a passage spoken by the speaker at the end who is doing the ceremony and if they have prior relationships with the Knight it may be personalized. This could be from what the noble wants form them, what they hope to see, or even promises and trust. I love the idea of Vittorio making this speech... it’s everything to me... anyway things to think about... 

With all this information, Vittorio hired Tarhos and almost definitely had Tarhos knighted for prestige, even more for status as he was Knighted late in life which is usually frowned upon... THEREFORE, As a knight of status and prestige his armor would have to be reflective as such - therefore it would have to match his status and it would have to look very nice to match the Noble who had sworn him in. Their armor would reflect the status of their lord and would show the wealth of them as well... anyway his skin with the blue accents and beautiful design is definitely Vittorio’s doing,  i see you mr. toscano -- i get it - 

so anyway knowing all of this is so cool to me, isn’t it interesting how like- and i’m aware most of this is headcanon/theory but i think it’s extremely easy to think Vittorio definitely had some hand in Tarhos’ late knighting, since mostly nobles would have to dish out a lot of money for ceremonies, and also that they were such a BIG status symbol after such because of the wealth !! so Tarhos must have been doing his job like really well ! Lol

none of this is canon, ive just been doing a lot of research for my fic but i truly think all this stuff is so, so neat :,) also it’s very cool to think of a one on one ceremony between Vitt and him but like probably not- but in my dreams.... 

anyway if you got this far and have more trivia or moreso more trivia on different knighting around the globe, more fun facts lmk! i got most of my information from articles and these two really neat guys on youtube so let me know if anything seems off!

also I did this theory instead of the Tarhos bird metaphor theory so... that one next maybe... 

#vittorio toscano #tarhos kovács #knighttorio #dead by daylight #gothiespeaks #gothiepost #it's all history stuff but with me going HMM the lore makes sense if we look at it THIS way !! so like take what you will. #i did this because my fic has to be perfect and i'm really adamant on things just... being mostly right. #okay see yall in a bit. #also yeah this is shippy... i love them ♥️

[jils-things]

eeeekk hi again everyoneee!!! i'm gonna allow myself today to post one art because i miss sharing my stuff on my blog :]]

red sprites: (x)

#~ art #♥️ appleshipping #ueeee theyre here <3... #speaking of red. bad news tho. my soulsilver gameplay got corrupted. all my games got corrupted... #so uh....... vs red battle has to... be postponed again. this game hates me so much fr /lh i have ... to restart ... #i even had a misdreavus named xyla and i love her so much!!! she was hard to catch!!! #im just gonna jump back to emerald from square one since i felt like doing a reset too (didnt like my team that much lmao) #umm!! anyways. stuff is okay lately. pokemas is cheering me as usual and being away from tumblr with little visiting helped a lot #been hanging with my besties and we did something fun together all that fun stuff ehhee #but im still going to stay close to my promise that ill redownload tumblr after hiatus haha #umm on a lighthearted note... ive been really interested in legends arceus lately! ive been cooking jaide's ancestor design #and both jaides have an official surname now <3 (it's evergreen!) the oc is professor evergreen :33 #i think i just used this artpost to talk about how ive been doing lately LMAOOOO #i actyally have a lot of things i wanna talk about here like not even lore related ahdsjfdkafsa #like... how everyone's been speculating about pokemon day 2024 and how everyones thinking we might get bw remakes....

[irrolyphant]

Justified Rewatch:

#he’s just so 😍🌸♥️🌼✨🌺🥰 #. #timothy olyphant #raylan givens #justified rewatch #s2e07 save my love #.rg #.n #.k #back on my usual tv screen 👍🏼 #for those who’ve expressed an interest: life still sucks & it’s not going to get better. but my semi-hiatus is over (for now anyway?) #& i’m okay (??) #bah

[mymelodyisme]

Shane: I don’t get it. I’m a fuckin piece of shit who can’t even take care of himself

Mys: *takes his hand* I can take care of you.

Shane: …

Mys: *moves his hair aside* I’m really good at it, I promise.

Shane: Mys… *about to cry*

Mys: *cups his face* I want to take care of you.

#stardew valley: poochencia farm #myshane♥️ #😭 OKAY SORRY NOW ILL GO TO BED #sdv shane #stardew shane #shane stardew valley

[orchidyoonkook]

missing yoongi hours 😞

-✨

😞 Yeah…

#literally thought this to myself today many times #i was going on a Instagram binge of old yoongi videos and just smiling to myself missing him #i hate that he is leave if longer then the others but I know we’ll be okay ♥️ #asks #✨Anon #ms.mailbox 📬 #House of Min

[lostcauseinc]

I would :3

I’d gently wipe away the blood from your wounds, using a napkin sprayed with that anti bacterial stuff.

I’d stop slightly each time you flinched from the pain, chuckling a little. Such a little idiot, my little idiot 💜

I’d compliment the cute shapes you’ve torn into your skin. “Is this for me?” I’d ask while pointing at a little heart. You’re so precious <3

After I finish I’d give you a firm talking to. Not about the dangers of doing this or how it’s wrong but, your technique.

“You’ll do better for mommy next time, okay? <3”

-

Jahdjabdjsb Hii! Surprise! Little rabbit has a little Dom side? It comes out occasionally but I’m usually gentle with it yes?

Hope you enjoyed this gentler side of things though. I just had to get this out since your last posts just brought out the worried mom in me x3

- 🐇

My most genuine response to this would just be a lot of happy stimming but I will do my best to write something coherent for you. 💔

I can just imagine curling up around you in a position that looks so horribly uncomfortable, but it lets me get as close to you as possible while still letting you clean me up so it’s perfect. And making dumb little whiny noises anytime something hurts and feeling all warm when you do a soft little laugh in response. Maybe being told a very gentle “hush, you can handle a little pain.” Trying so very hard to grumble or argue when I get called an idiot only to process the “my” part a second too late and absolutely melt.

Lazily nodding when you ask if something’s for you, only to sit up and point at a few different little marks and shapes and look up at you with the most excited expression. “Aww, those are for me too?” And I just melt back into your side instead of responding because you already know the answer.

I can’t- Look I can’t give a good response to the last bit because every time I read it my head turns to static. I have no words, just imagine a very intense foot-shaking stim and me hiding my face and physically being unable to speak for like ten minutes because I keep going back over it in my head and getting flustered again. This is psychological warfare. I cannot function like this.

(… I’ll do better next time, promise.)

. . . H i.

It’s nice. You’re nice. I’ve been having a really fucking awful time trying to sleep lately? And this was so cozy it knocked me out. So thank you, your worried mom side is lovely and I’m going to continue being a mess about it. 💔

This might not be. The greatest response ever right. But I think it’s good considering how fuzzy my head gets every time I look at this. Please have mercy I am horribly weak and frail and will melt under the slightest show of care or gentleness.

#🐇 anon #hmm #momma rabbit #♥️ #absolute sub posting #soft stupid sub posting #this gave me that magical mixed feeling of #so cozy I’m going to turn into goo #and oh. oh okay I’m into it #my brain isn’t made to handle these feelings #lostresponds #$h tw #to be safe #okay I’m going back to melting

[bayleymania]

Wait, so Logan Paul, Rousey, Strowman and Kross on the same SD episode?

#wwe #this is painful #okay yeah I’ll go shower and I’ll come back until Rampage time #I saw Bay so I’m good now ♥️ #lexie speaks

[wndrflgrl]

'yuri shadamy' is still making my brain explode

#♥️ ah shit here we go again. ( ooc. ) #there is absolutely nothing straight about them okay they are both gnc and gay

[mrs-han]

Something that I need to revisit — a pain I keep burying, and words I wish I could have said.

This is very out of character, especially for someone like Jumin. Feel free to skip this piece; I couldn’t come up with an ending.

“Do you… do you not want to be with me anymore?”

“I don’t.”

Your heart paused - then hammered with a vengeance in your chest.

Jumin’s words - so immediate, so decisive - were worse than any punch to your gut. You had done it. You pushed your… husband…? So far away that he couldn’t find his way back.

And he didn’t want to.

Realizing you weren’t breathing, you shakily turned to face your desk. What were you supposed to say? What were you going to do, now? The man you had been with for so much of your life didn’t want you anymore.

The man who had promised you forever decided forever was too long.

Jumin spoke your name - loud and firm - but all you could hear was a sharp ringing in your ear. Like a bomb had exploded near you. Or inside of you.

“You don’t need to worry about anything. I’ll have the divorce papers filed and faxed to you.”

“Jumin —”

“Forgive me. But I don’t want to hear any more excuses from you.”

So cold — so unfeeling. You had done that to him.

“I… I’m sorry —”

“I know. You’ve said it many times before.”

“Jumin.” You stumbled towards him. You didn’t like begging anybody for anything. But there were always firsts for everything. Clasping your hands in front of you, you stared into his eyes, void of any sentiment. “I know I haven’t been easy to live with, but you can’t…”

Jumin crossed his arms definitively over his chest — blocking himself from you completely. “I can’t what. I can’t leave? Is that what you’d like to say?”

Power surged through your voice. “I promised you till death do us part, and you promised me the same!”

He didn’t say anything. His expression towards you didn’t change.

“You — you saw me at my worst, and decided that it was too much?”

“Every time I tried to help you, you shoved me away. You were always angry with me over something — something.” A trace of emotion escapes Jumin’s lips. “Each time, you’d apologize. But nothing came from it. You remained closed off, hostile, insufferable.”

You trembled harder now. “Have you stopped to think that I’ve put up with your imperfections without complaint? I’ve always had an open ear for you. My arms were always open for you. And — when things were too hard for you to talk about, I’d show you more compassion than you had ever shown yourself.”

Jumin’s eyes stayed trained on yours. “You didn’t sit in front of our bedroom door, stressed beyond belief because I wouldn’t open the door for you. You didn’t have to chase after me —”

“I didn’t?!”

Jumin closed his mouth and clenched his jaw. The vein on the side of his neck started to swell.

You swiped hastily at the tears in your eyes. “I know I can be difficult. I know that I still have a lot to heal from, but I am not the only one.”

Jumin’s brows lowered.

“When you proposed to me, did you stop to consider that I am my own person suffering from my own demons? Or were you too absorbed in what you wanted in the moment?”

Jumin didn’t say anything. His body language didn’t reveal anything to you. His silence was deafening.

Frustrated beyond comprehension, you broke the skin on your palms, nails digging too far in. “When you saw me… all of me… you decided it was too much. But the surface level of my soul would have sufficed, right? The honeymoon phase of us was enough, right?”

Jumin finally broke eye contact with you… and checked his watch. “Can we wrap this up? I have a meeting in ten minutes.”

Your fingertips tingled. Your head pounded. Finally, your knees buckled — and you retched into the trash bin beside your desk.

#mystic messenger #jumin han #mein schatz #jumin x mc #thought I could write more #a closure of some kind #but I don’t know how to - and that’s okay. #i know — I’m still taking a break from Jumin #but I needed to yank this out of me #because it’s hindering my healing process #while it isn’t okay for me to go about this world drenched in my trauma #i still deserve love. and support. and for the promise of forever to stay Forever. #the healing process is never easy #it goes up and down - left and right - past clouds and deep down into murky swamps #and I still have people in my corner — even after all that #the people who left - well #their rejection of my shadow hurts more than I’d like to admit #it’ll be all right though ♥️ #it encourages me to embrace those who finally speak of their pain - their trauma #embrace them the way I wasn’t - to break that cycle of anger and self-loathing #hooo I’m all emotional now >w< #GOOD. IT’S WORKIN. 🌱 #Spotify