#it’s why I keep going on self harming rampages and taking a bunch of tablets

[the-sappho-of-lesbos]

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#I honestly feel resentful over the fact that I feel like I can’t kill myself #I want to so badly but my sister’s bf recently went through someone he knows doing it and my mum has poor health and my brother is young #I wholeheartedly don’t want to cause trauma for anyone #I really don’t #but I can’t do this anymore #I’m just taking it out on myself because I feel so trapped #it’s why I keep going on self harming rampages and taking a bunch of tablets #I don’t want to be here I don’t want to do this anymore or feel this way anymore but I genuinely don’t feel like I’m allowed to #I just don’t know what to do anymore #tw #trigger warning