#it’s David/Patrick ofc but with ace Patrick cos I say so

[aziraphaleandcrowley]

Me: supposed to be spending my day sorting out stuff so I can hopefully do my masters this year

Also me: spends the entire morning writing 3k of fanfic instead

I haven’t written fanfic since 2014????? It was one 2k fic. It wasn’t good. Send help.

#rebecca speaks #it’s David/Patrick ofc but with ace Patrick cos I say so #it’s 3k of backstory which isn’t even finished yet #still need to write a while scene in the middle of it all and tidy up the later half cos it’s all inspired note taking and not actual writin #but this is all pre-SC 😳 #the SC stuff needs to happen and this is already the longest thing I’ve written #fiction that is #don’t know if I’ll ever finish it let alone share it but #send halp #🤣 #it’s so difficult cos as an ace I don’t want David to magically ‘fix’ Patrick but I want them to be in loooovvveeee #difference between his relationship with Rachel/girls and David is that he’s romantically attracted to David/men #but was never romantically attracted to Rachel/women #which is where his difference in experiencing the relationships come from #without his magically being sexually attracted to David #Patrick is gonna be sex-neutral leaning into favourable though #cos I don’t think you see enough sex-favourable ace representation and we do exist #oh god does that mean I might write smut 😳 #haven’t thought that far ahead #oh god I don’t even like my actual writing let alone trying to make it sexy 🤣 #off to eat lunch then do what’s on my to do list and put fanfic on hold 🤣