#it was originally gonna be an art blog but I have paranoia about being watched so I didn't make much religious trauma art out of fear

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Christians will go to school 8+ years for medicine, learn the difference between each hormone in the body, and get licensed to legally prescribe medication, then still turn around and call clinical depression a "demonic attack"

#This blog is a year old now! #and this is actually how this blog got started! #my childhood pediatrician was my aunt #I had a mental breakdown following my rejection from my dream school and as a doctor she tried to help of course #but she made it 100x worse #she told me I was choosing the devil and falling to demonic oppression #she threatened to call my dad who was at the hospital after having a stroke #she attempt some things that felt like gaslighting but I'm iffy about #and all because I wanted to stay home from church that morning because I was still actively crying and visibly distressed #my face was red and swollen #I couldn't bring myself to fix my hair #I was dizzy and tired and overwhelmed #and even started hurting myself cause she wouldn't let me escape and I was too overwhelmed to cope with it #I hit my head on the wall and pulled at my hair and scratched myself #and she just told me how I was being ridiculous and not putting Jesus first or whatever #keep in mind that she was my pediatrician for a good 1/3 of my life #from birth until like 6-7ish when we moved away from her #but we still call her for medical advice and stuff and she is never helpful honestly #anyways I started researching after that and a few month later this blog came to be! #it was originally gonna be an art blog but I have paranoia about being watched so I didn't make much religious trauma art out of fear #so then I started shitposting and people enjoyed it and I enjoyed it so #that's where we are today! #This blog turns one this month! How exciting! #Thanks y'all for being here for this journey #i really do appreciate you all #ex christian #religious trauma #medical abuse #self harm tw #in the tags

[bigsiblingdirectory]

Hiya! I'm @bigsibcynnamon and this is the about me post to see if my blog is something you'd be interested in!

Age (range): Young adult, current age is up to date on my blog!

Gender orientation: Gendervoid, but questioning. Blog will have up to date info on pronouns & any updates on this.

Place of origin: Canada, specifically western Canada

Ethnicity/Race: Uhh Caucasian? Caucasian.

Religion/Spirituality: Satanist

Belief system: LaVey satanism, mostly.

Activity: Active sporadically

Language(s): Quebéçois français (mother tongue), English (main). I'm out of practice with my french, so I'm not as good as I once was. I know a tiny little bit about japanese too, but I'm at the skill level of an elementary school child in that one.

Interests: (mine) Corvidcore, cryptidcore, spooky stuff in general, pastels, supernatural, gravity falls, dungeons and dragons, plushies, comfy casual gothic stuff, modern day witchcraft, arts and crafts, and baking. Currently watching the owl house. I'm also very into holidays.

Interests: (Featured on page) asks, ask games, advice, submissions, stories, coloring pages and activities, recipes, and outfits (currently closed.) You can also dm me to vent, for advice, for clarifications, or for any questions. Some of my plushies will make an appearance occasionally!

Mental health stuff: PTSD, General anxiety disorder (w paranoia & psychosis), OCD-Dermatillomania mainly, Nosocomephobia, and a few other things I don't feel comfortable disclosing. I'm open to questions about my disorders as long as they're respectful. If you're ignorant and want to learn more, please dm me instead of sending an ask as it's much harder to clarify that in an ask. Any nasty asks sent about my disorders (especially the complex symptoms of GAD) will be blocked on sight.

Background information: (Mine) I had kind of a rough childhood, and no real connection to my parents. It's..been a long road to get better and unlearn a lot of bad behaviors and self defense behaviors that were no longer beneficial. I've gone through a lot, but I like to think of it as having a unique perspective on a lot of things, that allows me to give better advice. But that doesn't mean I can't tell when I'm in over my head, or when I'm not emotionally avaliable to help. I do my best to be honest (I've been told that I can be kind of blunt) and stay true to myself, while also being helpful and friendly. But I won't put up with nasty behavior. I've never really been the preaching type, and I try my best to educate myself on and be respectful towards most beliefs. I'll be completely honest though, there are certainly some I've never heard of that I would need to research before I could offer any advice.

Background info: (page) I started this page because I noticed there weren't any agedre/petdre focused big sibling pages. While agere/petre doesn't discriminate against the dreamer community, I thought it'd be nice to have a page that was meant for that community specifically & also accepted the regression community. I hope that others will be inspired by my page, and that over time we'll have a slew of siblings in the community! I didn't want to focus on just advice, or just activities-and instead thought about what I myself would want to see on a dreamer sibling blog. There were a lot of things I'd want to see, and if there had been multiple blogs I definitely would've collaborated with others. But at the time I started it was just me, so I decided to go all in and do everything I could and try to cater to everyone. I'm doing my best, but it's not easy. I hope in future we can see more blogs like mine, and blogs that focus on one main thing instead so there's a nice variety. But for now, I'm all that I know of so I'm gonna do my very best to fill in that spot for those who want it or offer friendly alternatives if my blog isn't for you!

Oh yeah! You can also find some of my other interests on my main blog! But be warned that they may not all be kid friendly! (Like supernatural).

(They forgot to put but they are dual-com. They DO NOT want N$FW or k!nk interaction on this blog!!!)

If you have any questions, or would like something clarified feel free to dm me @bigsibcynnamon!

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