#it sounded like 3 different songs in one

[lunarharp]

if i just told you i love you would this world change

#witch hat tag #orufrey #these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!! #i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was #some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that #like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god #aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it #ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!! #I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE! #tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood. #Why do you keep pulling away from me? #It is because i love you that i do this #the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings #“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want #to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“ #oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you #maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me #i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life #until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to #NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!! #........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*

[breadboylovin]

ok i have to make my own longwinded post about this song because it makes me so incredibly sad and i NEED to get my thoughts out somewhere

just. just the intro alone is crazy. the fact that he is either sobbing or on the verge of tears the whole time. the fact that he's so emotional that he can't even finish some of the lines. the fact that right after saying the last "it's time" he is so overwhelmed that you can literally hear him get out of his chair and leave the room

the sob turning into a laugh that starts verse 1 makes me feel like my heart is being torn to shreds. jesus fucking christ. i personally think "being human" in the context of this song means being emotionally vulnerable with a partner/friend/etc, like letting your "ugly" side show a little bit. with that interpretation, this first lyric of verse 1 is one of the saddest things i've ever heard:

like. man. yeah i've been there. this lyric coupled with the laugh right before REALLY hurts, it feels like he's saying "god, i'm so stupid for getting myself hurt like this, it's actually funny"

that's not the saddest part of the song to me though. i think what's even sadder to me is the bridge:

this bridge really reminds me of verse 3 of fantasyworld, in that it's a point in the song where the singer (the ghost pov character in imdthy/actual quad in scrapyard) makes the objectively wrong decision (suicide in fantasyworld and not "being human" in this song)... and it's also the part of the song where they sound the happiest. i think what makes both of these songs hurt so much (at least for me) is that they know they're making the wrong choice, but they've been hurt so bad that it feels like they've run out of options, and the idea of not having to try anymore becomes a comfort. fantasyworld's "i won't have to suffer anymore if i'm dead" and utttwuh's "no one can hurt me based on my true self if they never see it". for utttwuh in particular, it's heartbreaking hearing him basically say "it was nice while it lasted :-)" over something that doesn't have to end. i need to go lie face down on the floor

i also think it's interesting where quad put this in the mixtape. despite being his "scrapyard" for songs that didn't fit on anything else, it's obviously deliberately sequenced- if it wasn't, then he would've just put them in the order the packs were released in. him putting a song that is (in my interpretation) about deciding to hide your true self right after a song called "being yourself" is not a fucking accident. when i hear them back-to-back i imagine this song as a response to being yourself's chorus, like "i can't be myself, this is why". but obviously there's a whole litany of reasons as to why he could've put them next to each other. also this is admittedly a stretch but the sort of "ramping up" that you hear in the instrumentals of both songs (starting at 2:27 in being yourself and 3:30 in utttwuh) feel really similar and makes them seem connected to me

tl;dr every time i listen to this song i feel like this

#text #music #quadeca #tw suicide #(for the discussion of fantasyworld) #FUCK. #if youre one of my however many normal followers and not one of the like 10 people in the tumblr quadeca fandom i am begging you to give #this song a listen. absolutely heartwrenching stuff. the last 3 songs on this project together feel like getting hit by a train #also if anyone has a different interpretation of what utttwuh is about please sound off in the comments #To Me it sounds exactly how i would think every time id get my heart broken and wonder what the fuck is wrong with me / why it feels like #people just WANT to hurt me #so if it sounds like something ELSE to any of you i would love to hear it #Spotify

[sea-me-now]

a splatoon song with official, real language lyrics? i never thought i would see the day

more importantly, a distinctively lore based song? extremely cool, i would love more songs where we know exactly what they are about.

#it doesn’t actually count as lyrics since they’re just speaking #it’s really no different than like the dialogue at the concerts #but still very interesting #splatoon #splatoon 3 #i’m one of those people who hates fan made english lyrics for splatoon songs btw don’t forget it #they aren’t real words! they don’t mean anything! they’re just gibberish that sounds good! #i’m a splatoon lore purest sorry it’s the autism

[astrxealis]

merry christmas btw i kinda forgot to say it ere at all oopsies >_< i hope you all had/have a wonderful holiday season or week or day or month regardless of your religion and if you celebrate christmas !!!!!

i got 'the end of everything' by katie mack for xmas (i begged my parents lol) bcs i finally saw it in a bookstore after months of looking for it that i just Fell to the ground ..... i love astrophysics i love space i love science. i also love u all

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #:3 :3 :3 meow #urgh. tired! i wish to ignore my responsibilities but i should not cannot #i actually got genshin again yesterday which sounds unreal. i just want pretty blonde girl navia LMFAOOO #but also i've actually been making progress w quests and shit so yay ^_^ also playing again bcs i lov my friends. nini u will not see this #but ily. also u berry even tho we are on wholly different servers bcs i'm on na haha despite the fact i am literally asian & in asia but ok #i miss ffxiv ... :(( i meant to make my theme vincent valentine and reference hit song valentine by hit band mäneskin #but i was like i do not think i can live long w this. and then thought hard. and then. ryne/gaia... my darlings <3 #also idk if i've said but i'm finally. heading and delving more into dnd finally !! tis meant to be lmfao i love my friends wow #and also my dad had his own dnd set back in the day he never used unfortunately and doesnt hav anymore but Yes <333 #bg3 ocs are tasty! you have apollo erebus and thanatos there is an obvious theme in names going on! #funny there is one silly bard (my guy ever. obviously) and then the other two are durges on opposite ends #pretty boy draconic sorcerer who tries to be good but honestly he's romancing astarion too so he's kinda Yeah #and then you have than who is. what a pretty enby he/she ladyman! romancing minthara ofc <3 they are my evil girlie #evil girlies more like. Two of them yay!!! w opposite color schemes (quite intentional but also i Just Love Red) #haven't watched pjotvseries bcs i will cry throughout the whole thing (probably not an exaggeration) so i am obviously not ready #yeah. ^_^ <3

[lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar]

#badfinger #suitcase #bbc in concert #1972 #1973 #okay i love instrumental parts like this #this part of this song i swear is so different every single time they do it #you never know what it'll sound like #also look i threw a little video thing together #a simple one #i learned how to do some things #but anyway everyone listen to this #the audio was from a concert #the full thing is on youtube #it's titled #badfinger bbc in concert 1972-3 #i love it #i used one of the straight up pictures because that's the album suitcase is on(and because i love that picture) #the live versions of the song are my favorite versions

[moregraceful]

put 712 of the worst words ever put in a google doc tonight BUT! it is 712 more words in the google doc than i had yesterday. this fic will be more than 2k, so help me god

#the past six months have been so weird after posting over 200k last year (including the longest fic i've written since bandom) #i think i would have been fine continuing to post 1-3k one shots all year if i had not just had to request extended time off of school #but between that + having no idea if i have a regular schedule at the library + my nonprofit boss sending a harrowing welcome back #i'm like by god jason robertson we are going to take a couple of leisurely 7-10k+ strolls to get you a boyfriend or two this summer #well all that + being horrendously writers blocked on the other two longer projects lmfao oh my god #10k deep in one and every time i open the google doc a portal to hell opens up in my living room #0k into the other bc every time i open my outline another different portal to hell opens up in my shower #i get no rest. i get no peace. every morning i wake up and 5 more demons are- oh my god #bro my fucken train of thought just got completely derailed by spotify. i know i'm the last person in the world to know this but #3oh!3 and big freedia remixed rebecca black's friday?? and it's completely unlistenable?? girls what did you do #3oh!3 kill me bc no time traveler ever took their faces in hand and kissed them gently on the forehead and looked into their eyes #said ''please focus on coloradosunrise it will literally course-correct the trajectory of your career from frat house gimmick to #rowdy but respectable indie edm artists. you can remain true to your warped tour dirtbag origins but you HAVE to develop THAT sound'' #like the chainsmokers are a joke but i feel like THAT + ANGRY EMO GIRLS + THEIR TOTAL DISREGARD FOR MARKETABILITY... could have been THEM #when the piano drops?? hello?? i had so many mental breakdowns in college listening to that song they could have defined a generation #like who else is gonna get noah cyrus and ashe and gayle and olivia rodrigo's vision. only warped tour dirtbags. #me @ myself [so lovingly]: what are you talking about. how old are you #me @ myself: talk to me abt earth 2 in which 3oh!3 remixed i got so high that i saw jesus....and it whipped ass #also. i had to google how old i was. THREE TIMES last week. #the minute i turned 32 apparently i was like i'm in my mid-30s now the rest of this decade is NOT my business until i turn 38 #this post was supposed to be an uplifting reminder to myself to keep pushing forward and trying hard and to not let the rot consume me #but i think i just drove off a cliff like fully my god #i need listen to big freedia more she rules #fresno oilers.txt #another banner day in the tags with kasper moregraceful

[kasumikoujou]

i am running out of songs to use to complete my saga </3

#the sumi rambles #okay so. for all past drawings of myself and innovades that contain lyrics were from several songs from sugar sugar rune #uhhhhh i only have like one more. rest do not have listed lyrics anywnere else </3 #i can try to write them down especially because one off the image album ones has it all very simply put but still #ill probably have to just do the fr. versions of the ed and op. or well. do the op but only write the lyrics in japanese because- #-i tried my best at not screwing up french last time </3 #edit: to be fair the french versions do have different instrumentals too and the ed sounds SO different. to me

[eggmeralda]

happy 10th anniversary to when I started remembering everything forever

#the day i watched that video #that led me to another video #where i heard that song #that got me into that band #and i became obsessed with that genre #and 13yo me was like ''this seems like a significant moment. maybe i should remember it'' and then i have done so with #every memory since then #anyway apparently 6 sep 2013 was when i liked the video #also while we're at it. happy 9th anniversary to the depression day 1 #nothing caused it in particular i just. got depressed on that day and then my brain has been different since #idk what i was doing 8 years ago. probably depriving myself of sleep to get high and probably listening to the who #actually wait no the day before i read about the catcher in the rye and 15yo me was like wow he sounds soo <3<3 #so i imagine the next day i was Thinking about holden caulfield. even though i didn't read the book until december #i know this day in 2016 i was listening to the monkees. nothing specific i just know i was going through another massive monkees phase #2017?????? no recollection #2018? also idk #2019 i feel like despite being a good year some bad vibes were starting to settle in #2020 i was on a camping trip :) #2021 i was also on a camping trip :) but this one was dead. first one was good though #2022 i was probably at work. thinking about swag. eating honeycomb bites. and watching breaking bad i imagine #and 2023 i am in the sad thoughts bc i need to get a job but my executive dysfunction is preventing me from doing anything #anyway happy 10 years of weird obsessive memory hoarding <3 #ramble

[afniel]

AH I REMEMBERED WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY EARLIER but it's kind of stupid, lmao.

So my partner is getting into brewing beer and I got them a Tilt, which is a Bluetooth hydrometer. It measures specific gravity and temperature, which are things you want to know so that you don't kill your yeast or whatever. Except the sensor's Bluetooth range is super short, and it basically runs via a phone app, and the temperature we're logging currently is the crawlspace, accessible via the staircase closet. So they were like, wait, what do we do about this, because I can't leave my phone in the closet, that's my alarm clock.

In a kind of ridiculous turn of life imitating art, I was like, hold up, I got just the thing right at my desk. Bam. Old phone. We just needed to scrounge up a charger because the battery is so dead that after charging just enough to power on it claimed it was at 53% (to be fair to it, there is a very real chance that it's correct, and it just holds no charge at this point so the capacity is just THAT low) and now it lives in the closet logging sensor data.

And I was like, you know...didn't I just solve a major story detail with a much larger version of this...yeah, no, this is all vaguely familiar somehow, power supply issues and all. Kind of cool that the concept works though. Kind of weird that it came up at all?

We are not gonna talk about the fact that I still have at least two more ancient-ass phones in a drawer where that came from because look, man, sometimes you just need a camera/mic/mini computer with Bluetooth and wifi that fits in a pocket, and people just get rid of these things, but not me. I actually could build a shitty security system out of them if I was reaaaally inclined. I mean. I'm not. But it's technically possible.

For real though, If I pick up any stupid maker projects I still high-key am thinking about slapping Bluetooth into a necomimi headset and running that through an Arduino and learning to code just enough to let me skip songs/change the volume on Spotify with my brain, because it's entirely doable, and I mean yeah I could do that on my phone remotely too, but that's not funny, now, is it. I'm just not sure it's $350+ of parts funny. Kind of a big investment just to prove the point that haha look I am the extremely ADHD type of lazy where I would rather solve a problem via the most convoluted and complicated Rube-Goldberg type ass machine way possible rather than just perform a single simple action.

YEAH I'VE BEEN THIS SCATTERED ALL DAY AND I REALLY SHOULD GO TO BED SHOULDN'T I. I started playing Satisfactory. Mistakes were made. I'm going to dream about conveyor belts again and I did it to myself...

#you know I used to mostly blog about witchcraft and paganism #and now I'm like. you know what I want to do? chain an EEG sensor to the Spotify API and skip songs with my brain. #it's kind of like magic when you put it like that. maybe things haven't actually changed that much after all #the headset idea actually came about bc I'd gotten so far into the writing zone that I literally just. tried to skip a song with my brain. #because I had so much reploid characters on my mind that it just sounded like a normal course of action I should be able to take #obviously it didn't work and cue me sitting there for a full 3 seconds going 'why didn't it. wait. why did I think it would?' #followed immediately after by 'YEAH BUT I PROBABLY COULD DO THAT ACTUALLY' #because you just Cannot write a character like Glitch without it rubbing off on you a little bit and WWGD kicked in real hard lmao #well obviously he'd [ridiculous chain of ideas ending in 'anyway I installed some shit and now I can control Spotify with my mind'] #and I gotta say I do not like the idea of sticking a sensor on the *inside* of my skull. sounds very bad. #but it doesn't have to be on the inside to work soooo there's that! #I have a friend who for quite a long time had a rare earth magnet in one finger so he could find live wires by touch #he ended up removing it for work eventually but when I say I was jelly. man. but also kinda squeamish about it. #I do not like sharp things and I am Very funny about my fingers as an artist/writer/used to be musician. #but man that sounds cool. I want the magnet senses. I don't think I want them enough to have a magnet under my skin though #I think I wouldn't use them enough for that to be helpful actually lmao #anyway do I even need more senses? probably not. mine are already unfiltered and loud as shit. #'boy I wish I could sense magnetic fields' says idiot guy who can hear the mains hum even with no electronics currently turned on #like when the power goes out I can FEEL the fucking difference in the air and it's unnaturally quiet and kinda spooky #I do not think I need help on this front actually. I think I got it handled pretty okay lol

[starchild--27]

stop, 이름은 버려~

#headphones on 🎧 #yO- wjfhehd OKAY #he ate ✨️ #rover is...... his strongest title. yk soundwise. very strong sounds. bc they are all amazing songs. but rover just might... yk.... amazing #i'm gonna rover rover rover i'm coming over for the next twenty years- #and let's not talk about bomba. let's just not. he can pull off these beats and he knows it too well. the choreos are gonna be amazing- 😭 #and yeah... sinner is /that/ song for me yk... belovedest b-side <3 the sound explosion at the end is just.. fjwbdh you get me- #say you love me made me dizzy at first but it really grew on me during the first listen and i ended up really liking it a lot!!! #black mirror has such cool vibes it's not really my alley sobit's not gonna be a over the top fave but jongin just does. it. so. well. #he can deliver so many different types of songs he just owns whatever he tries to do ✨️ #and i appreciate slidin' for its dreaminess it's like a stop and stare point for his vocals - he has such beautiful runs in that one #i haven't done a sort of album review in a hot minute so yey #thank you nini for dropping this bomb of an album i like the way you mh mh mh mhhh hehesjfjdnf #kai #rover #kji3 #Spotify

[ornithic]

^ ever since i heard this, it's been Stuck in My Head (including rn!)

#caw caw #one of my!!!!!!!!!! Top Songs for this game so far for sure <3 #i also rlly like him a lot; i'm going to ruffle his hair like crazy #i'm assuming may + her theme sounds different but that's for tomorrow! #bc it is once again 1am for me #Youtube

[neodarkdark]

If I have to pick 2 bands that absolutely fit Svern in terms of sound it would be Son Lux and Muse.

A lot of Son Lux music has an unsettled, forlorn, or lamenting sound. The vocals in particular, have a wavering, oftentimes slightly distorted quality, and they use a lot of rhythmic or scattered sounds from wind instruments or percussion, sparse and then building or bursting into intensity. It matches with Svern's lonely and detached, yet intense nature, or the feeling that something isn't quite right.

Muse is much more tangible, but nevertheless you can find this haunting note in the way the vocals are drawn out. Their music is fantastically constructed and very strong. And they also have plenty of that dramatic, or sinister, or "something's wrong" sound (and sometimes also lamenting), which naturally provides a good atmosphere; but there's more force (anger) there.

#son lux is an experimental band and i love their sound a lot. every single song sounds interesting #they have like 7 different versions of ONE song done different ways with a different sound and vibe #and the song itself in terms of lyrics is like a couple repeating lines #son lux will take 2 words total and turn them into a 3 minute song of how anxiety feels #i could like. make a list. grab one of my youtube mixes. it's a lot easier to hear than explain #muse's music is just sexy and evil. as my friend tief said #tag later

[peapod20001]

Haha uhm... 👉👈 would anyone care to hear some of my oc voiceclaim songs..

#random post #ahmm. off the top of my head of ones I haven’t shared. Stormi. Piper. Robin. Nellie. Lucas. Fanny. Symphony and Melody. I haven’t explicitly #shared Elodie’s. I haven’t shared Noel’s. Adalene. Pierre. Carolina. Budgett. Fleur. Dawn #Beau. Bubba. Pinot (I say those last two cus I changed em from the last time lol) idk if I ever explicitly shared Louis’ #I’ve got some for Blondees kids notably Chloe. Pearl. Tyler. Lila and Mia #I changed Charlottes voice but I’m still debating it. I changed Casey’s. I have Daphne and Blair. I don’t think I ever explicitly shared #Ellie’s. I got some for John Al and Nina. I’ve got some for Tercero Paulo and Shiho. I got one for Kibi! and Anona. London. Charmaine and #Lorraine. I’ve got one for Ayo and arguably one for both Chaz and Kandy. I’ve got one for Kolten and Adie and Joka #arguably one for Félicien. oh! I have ones for James’ sisters and his son. I got one for Aoife too! I got 2 different ones for Gabriele #and I got some that aren’t songs like Ike and Frances. honestly my shapeshifter god peeps can sound like anything. but they still have VIBES #yknow? like I have some for Teuflisch too that are like him vibes #FUCK that’s still a lot. and I narrowed it to ones I haven’t shared !!! gah. anyways #hell. fuck it yknow what? even ones I’ve shared before. if u don’t wanna have to sift through my whole voiceclaim tag I can just share em #again for u. I really don’t mind at all lol I like sharing them <3

[raspberryjellybrains]

RIP Morpheus you would've loved Mitski

#i am the top Morpheus Likes Mitski Truther #listening to humpty or geyser or happy or brand new city would do Something to him. im not sure what but certainly Something. #but listening to i dont smoke or i will or carry me out would do something completely different #not to be mistaken with what would happen if he listened to real men or last words of a shooting star or valentine texas or stay soft #maybe even distinct from two slow dancers or a horse named cold air or strawberry blond which would all have slightly different effects #it says something about me that i can list this many mitski songs and something about him that so many fit #again: not sure what but something! #he would go to her concerts and sit at the back with the pretentious middle aged guys and think no one understands her like him #he would play it disembodied following him through the dreaming in a cloud of sound #'YA KNOW I WORE THIS DRESS FOR YOU THESE KILLER HEELS FOR YOU-' 'oh no hes coming' ':3' #dream of the endless #the sandman #raspberry rambles #mitski

[bomnun]

i also think the divide among universe between people who think kino is the best ptg producer and should be making every title track and people who think he’s the worst ptg producer and needs to release less songs is so funny bc I feel like almost everyone who has an opinion on this (a lot of ppl just think his songs are nice and aren’t comparing directly to the other members of whatever) is near either of the endpoints of the spectrum … you (or at least I) have not seen that kind of split on any of the other member’s composing except some kino solo stans who think hui sucks and is holding kino back ofc

#personally I’m somewhere near…not digging all of it #some songs he’s gotten away with releasing are not my favorites and his SoundCloud… I really don’t enjoy it and it’s also dampened my trust #in his abilities a little #bc imagine if he gave something like la di da to pitigi??? i wouldn’t be able to look at him again /lh #but my url...is a kino song and one I like #paradise by him is another one of my favorite pitigi songs #but imo… he has the weakest hooks and melodies in choruses #like on average not all of them are poor #and weakest mainly means I think the others are stronger … even 2won with like 10 songs composed by them combined sawry #I’m sooooo bored I need to go back to cleaning and painting now #t says #but I feel like half of ppl on twitter and 80% on yt always say kino is their favorite composer hdksjsjs #opinions can differ !! but i personally am fine with baby I love you and beautiful goodbye not being title tracks <3 #very fine <3 as in prefer what we have now by a lot #some kino hooks are very enjoyable like… my username is a kino song which I love dearly #i like paradise sparkling night happiness when it rains in night um that’s quite a few #when I finish ranking every single ptg song then you will see! #in the tags when I’m talking about hooks I mainly mean melodies #obviously he’s a much more skilled and seasoned producer (as in someone with more experience with arrangement and sound production) #than sw for example #if the options for a title track were okayish knovation song and generic mass produced song I would pick kno #easily #it’s a relative assessment from me here