#is that what you want

[riverspond]

death in heaven is sooo sick like both of them lying to each other bc it’s what they think the other needs

#like it’s soo good and i hate it #oh god i feel nauseous #BOTH OF THEM CRYING #‘thank you for making me feel special’ #‘thank you for exactly the same’ #like WHATTTT??? #i’m literally going to kill myself #is that what you want #oh to be 12 again and watching s8 for the first time #doctor who #the doctor #death in heaven #twelfth doctor #clara oswald #twelveclara

[franklespine]

Oh my god. Genuinely, s14e19 jack in the box was the single most excruciating episode I have ever watched. I am devastated.

How people act when they are without a soul is something I found incredibly interesting in s6 with Sam, and its interesting how the way that Jack is portrayed in this episode fits into it. Just like Sam - he's got no instinct. No guiding moral compass. No gut feelings. Except now it's a billion times worse because Jack is the most powerful being in the universe and everyone seems to want their part in manipulating him. Because the interesting thing about soulessness is it doesn't just make you incapable of feeling empathy, but also makes you incredibly susceptible to manipulation.

I just knew Dean was a ticking time bomb the entire episode. Ugh and the way he painted it - like Jack was just playing them the whole time, that they fell for his act or whatever.

And the Ma'lak box???? What if that was my final straw? What if watching Sam have to manipulate the kid that he sees as his son, that he sees as a reflection of himself, was the end of me? What then?

This entire episode, Sam isn't even angry, he's just full of guilt and sorrow and disorientation. He can't even really articulate how exactly he thinks it's his fault, just that he is somehow at fault. s14 really punishes Sam for being sympathetic huh - at every turn and every mercy.

Whereas Dean is just guilty in an angry way that is like I feel horrible and guilty but in a way that means I really do actually blame you.

Then Dean making SAM be the one to make the call to Jack. Taking advantage of Sam's close relationship with Jack, the one that he valued and took the patience to establish with new born Jack whilst Dean was drinking and condemning him before he'd even stepped a foot in the world. And he doesn't even pose it as a question. He's not telling Sam his plan - he's giving orders. "Because you are going to be so damn sincere". It's going to be you Sam because "you've always been in his corner. You're his go-to guy. If you reach out, he'll come." Yes Sam this is hard for me too, Dean says. Now you take advantage of your close trusting bond whilst I stand here and look imposing.

And then using the only thing that would make Sam actively participate in this crazy shit - his love and dependance on Dean. "If I do it, after what happened to Mom, I could lose it. I will lose it."

They both knows what happens to Dean when he looses it. They've been through the MOC, they've been through demon Dean. Like you can just see it on his face - the menacing way this scene is framed - with such clear power dynamics - this is a threat.

RAHHHH.

I can't. I can't do it.

Something that keeps happening in the later seasons is situations where Dean is aware of their codependence. He knows Sam puts a ridiculous amount of love and faith in him and he knows that he is the only thing that gets Sam to loosen his morals. And he uses it against him?? It happened with Gadreel and now it happened against with Jack and the box.

Time out. I need a breather.

#supernatural #spn #sam winchester #dean winchester #jack kline #spn 14x19 #jack in the box #I just couldn't watch Sam barely keep it together as he was like yea Jack we want things to go back to normal too #... now if you would just jump in this box.... #hearing jack call for sam in the box????!!!! #I will go insane #is that what you want #ugh and its true sam has always been the most sincere with him #the only times he wasnt was at intervention of dean #screaming crying throwing up #etc etc

[tiredguyswag]

ind vs aus tag filled with the cries of distressed indians

#I WILL CRY #IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT #ind vs aus #cwc 2023

[unpretty]

you reblog from ONE narnia blog and suddenly your tumblr 'for you' page is posts about jesus as far as the eye can see. tumblr please tweak your recommendation algorithm. for every catholic i block, a dozen more vex me. please take my many new blocks into account when considering posts that might be for me.

#original #i know it's my own fault for looking at the 'for you' page #however have you considered #sometimes there is sexy monster man art in there from an artist i have never heard of #and at other times there is a cute aminal of some kind #or a photo of some moss #do you want me to miss out on moss photos just because no one i follow reblogged it yet #is that what you want

[skeletood]

@choppedliverchopshop brother i am not answering your potato salad erotica ask and fucking up the feng shui of my blog. you already send me enough goddamn feet asks to last a lifetime.

#i like to imagine how long that took u to type that out #and yet it will never see an audience other than me #u bet r ass im keeping it in the vaults perhaps for a rainy day #im gunna print it out and mail it to ur family #is that what you want #skeletalk

[clanofjones]

YOU GUYS

MY RASEY SHIP DYNAMIC POST IS THE 2012 Rasey HEADER

I'M GOING INSANE

WHY

HOW

AUGHJDHKSJ

HELP

#rasey #why is this my life #am i famous now #is that what you want #send help #2012 rasey

[hella1975]

guys stop sending me adks about inbred I’m drunk and will get emotional about it

#do you want to embarsss me #is that what you want #I’m being normal at this function #hella goes to uni #ethel cain

[save-the-villainous-cat]

I HATE NINTENDO

#sobbing #bro…is this last part of the game a Nintendo disease or a loz disease honestly fuck you what is that #like bro saves all of hyrule and then just??? after?? the?? cutscene??? nothing changes??? #i get that that’s the part of the story but like…I have one goal in this game one big ass goal and then I achieve it and I get NOTHING #just let her be an npc?? #let her wander around hyrule and I can look where she’s at and then talk to her and go on adventures #ISTG #like don’t get me wrong this game is a masterpiece but WHY DOES IT HAVE THE BREATH OF THE WILD DISEASE #IS THAT A NINTENDO THING I DONT REMEMBER THAT BEING A NINTENDO THING #ok bye I’m gonna buy aoc WITH THE EXTENDED PACK #IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT #IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT NINTENDO #FINE I WILL BUY YOUR SHIT OKAY ALRIGHT #YOU WANT ME TO BE A GAMER FINE I WILL BE A GAMER #yknow what I will buy windwaker and some fucking console I can play it on #BECAUSE THAT GAME SEEMS TO BE VERY NICE NINTENDO WITHOUT BREAKING MY HEART IT IS JUST SILLY AND FUNNY DONT YOU THINK NINTENDO #HEY WHAT ABOUT OCARINA OF TIME I CAN BUY THAT TOO #OH NINTENDO LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME THE FOOL BUYING ALL YOUR GAMES LOOK AT ME YALALALAALA I AM A FOOL #honestly. no. #no writing

[lonelysheepling]

This continued on for the next 3 hours and only ceased when I ran out of paper to scan

#I love monotonous work #art tag #digital art #procreate #there’s nothing to tag this with #CanoScan LiDE 110 #is that what you want #Canon MP Navigator EX #I had to pull out my DVD player so I could download the software for the scanner #I should start burning YouTube videos to CDs again #then when I’m recommending videos to people I can just hand them a CD with the video on it #it would certainly make life more interesting

[unapologeticallydorky]

the thing about taking the weirdness/chaos of The Farmer at face value in SDV is that we then also have to take everything else at face value.

No bathrooms anywhere in the valley. Seasons that are exactly 28 days long. 4 months to a year. Farm animals that can have virgin births. Three different homes that don't have a kitchen.

#is that what you want #sometimes you gotta leave the video games mechanics in the video game #stardew valley #sdv

[forjongseong]

how is free fall getting more notes than the archer and his queen even though the latter was released ages ago................

#do ppl prefer short fics now #IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT #ANSWERRRR #nanarambles

[vcrnons]

yes. yes, i fucking DO.

#EVERY MORNING I WAKE UP AND I WISH I DIDNT. I WISH I STAYED ASLEEP #BECAUSE WHAT AM I #YEAH OKAY FINE MAYBE A WOOZI WEDDING FIC IS GETTING ADDED TO MY WIPS THEN. FINE. FUCKING FINE #IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT #this man is unhinged he hates me and he’s unhinged why would he #why would you do that #I haven’t had a single coherent thought since I saw these #I thought Mingyu’s were bad enough I DID NOT EXPECT #please #please someone put me out of my misery rn #woozi

[mygirljunhee]

one at a time, one at a time... soon.

What’s the end goal here, Hanya?!?

What do you want from me?!?

#feeling like Toni Colette in hereditary #is that what you want #Catiny

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[more-raging-heart-than-grace]

you want what

#stardew valley #do you just want to admire them or what?

[rapidashrider]

The agonising feel when a character tag is full of shipping that you Simply Do Not Vibe With. The solution is, naturally, to keep scrolling. But the wince, the WINCE.

#ship what you want #but my god #the STRENGTH I must have #anyway go forth and bless what brings you joy #(but also you are wrong about it)