#in order to get that fantasy

[albino-whumpee]

Cw//noncon, pet whump, nonhuman whumpee, child abuse, experiments, self loathing, death, forced to watch, betrayal

Im having a Kuro sad hours so I’m just gonna tell you that this man has gone through hell.

He wasn’t only severely abused by his father before he killed him, he also didn’t stop walking aimlessly for weeks hoping a human would shoot him dead only to get abducted into a facility that made experiments with exceptional druls where he met his very first friends.

He also escaped that place even tho he didn’t want to because his lover had been his whole life inside that facility and wanted to see the world that had rejected their whole existence. He escaped because he trusted he would be by his side, so even a ruined awful world like that was worth living because it had his lover and his friends in it, but Kuro lost his reasoning when he had to leave his lover behind to escape.

So when he goes back for him, he realizes he has gone through the last stage of the experiments and having him back means killing him. So when he refuses to do so, and continues to fight him, who’s several times stronger than him, he has to make a deal with the owner of the facility in order to help him return back to normal.

Even if the price is his own freedom and his lover’s memories about him.

Only for years after systematically killing his own species because of orders of his “owner”, he sees his lover fall in love with someone else, over and over. Until he realizes the person he loved is long dead now and searches for someone else to fill that void. Only to find the person that loves him back so much, that would give her life for him, rapes him in order to get a child out of him, even after a million talks about how he couldn’t let that happen.

So when she delivers, he takes the new born, realizes the miracle he has in his hands before he burns half of his face to make him unrecognizable and gives him away before announcing his child died at birth.

Not because he couldn’t be a father, not because of revenge, but because he knew both, the thing crawling inside him would search to kill him in order to enter his son’s body, and the owner of his life, the person who gave him back his lover, would do anything to kill that child.

So when his lover realizes what he did for him, the atrocities he committed in the name of “protection” he hears him swear to him he will kill him and make the world go to hell with him. He actually agrees and lets him try, but when he’s so close to, his owner rescues him. Seizing full control over his territory and starting a full blown war with humanity by using him as a weapon.

A weapon his lover wants dead and his beloved protégée wishes to save when he has become a weapon himself because he will be useful against the real enemy in this war.

This man’s only wish was to have the people next to him be happy.

His sin was that it didn’t matter to him if the world caught on fire if it made them happy.

#he’s my little meow meow #whose only dream was to be hugged and be told he did a good job #but that would be turning away from the people he killed #in order to get that fantasy #he’s honestly my favorite character because he suffers so much #and he’s not allowed to die #so I’m gonna make sure even the audience pleads for his death #:) #whump #tw death #tw noncon #tw nonhuman whumpee #tw whumpee #oc #Kuro #pet whump #? #ig?

[twinstxrs]

murph knocking it out of the PARK this episode both as riz (badass lil creature, fiercely dedicated to his friends, so deeply loving to his mom & reassuring her that he sees her + appreciates all she does for him) and just as murph (“the beans are due,” laughing at ally’s lack of written saving throws, reaction to the trap door bit, “so tactical, so late”)

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #riz gukgak #brian murphy #murph #also just. post-trap door bit being kristen’s turn & beardsley having clear tears in their eyes was SOOOO 😭 #wait ALSO ALSO riz getting called a punk bitch by duggan earlier sent me so bad my god #so much happened in this fucking episode fr & it was both wonderful and deeply terrifying at once so i’m just focusing on the fun parts rn #wait also also also (sorry i keep remembering things) riz ordering pancakes waffles AND french toast @ the diner was so lil creature of him #idk i’m obsessed

[xiewho]

for the art reqs: fig and gorgug drinking smoothies after band practice? :D

they're on their 5th smoothie i think

#fig likes ordering stuff she's never tried before and if she happens to not like it she just switches w gorgug #gorgug is a chronic straw biter #and drumstick twirler #fantasy high #fig faeth #gorgug thistlespring #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #i may be weeks late but i did get to an art req tehe #sorry for the slow art guys i started something and may have bit off more than i could chew oops #hopefully ill get it done before the new ep but im so busy TT #asks #reqs #my art

[sea-buns]

Never did I expect myself to be mourning the absence of english essays and writing exams and theatre class critiques. Do you understand how fucking amazing of a grade I could get on an analysis of trauma in Critical Role? On Lou Wilson and Emily Axford's finesse in portraying the heavy expectations and double standards placed on children? On Ylfa Snorgelsson's relationship to death? On the journey of a man's relationship to violence? On an analysis of grief in Dimension 20? On the pitfalls of youth? On the dynamic between humanity and religion? On the journey of self-discovery and acceptance? On love in all its forms? On the nature of choice? On everything Brennan Lee Mulligan has to say about capitalism? On the tragedy of im/mortality? On Gerard and Elody's divorce? On the unfeeling and aimless happenstance of the universe? On the role of fate and destiny? I'm not saying it would be easy. I'm saying can you imagine how fucking cool it would have been to turn in 5 pages about a dnd show, feeling good about it?

#not that i knew about cr and d20 back then. or that they even existed at that point. but give kids the chance to work from what they love. #rather than boxing them into one medium and then slicing it in half cuz of book bans and shit. #i can only imagine someone asking if they can write their essay about the tragedy of war using a crown of candy as their source material. #and getting turned down cuz the administrator looked it up and was blasted with the phenomenon that is getting 'slammed down big style' #a million tags here we come. in no particular order. most can be mixed and matched anyway. and im sure ill miss a couple #critical role #cr1 #cr2 #cr3 #exu calamity #dimension 20 #d20 #neverafter #fantasy high #fh #fantasy high sophmore year #fhsy #a crown of candy #acoc #the ravening war #trw #a starstruck odyssey #aso #a court of fey and flowers #acofaf #the unsleeping city #tuc #intrepid heroes #ih #cr cast

[cmoonghost]

wanted to do the race swap thing ive seen around a few times teehee

#ffxiv #oc #ffxiv wol #final fantasy xiv #was trying to keep them in the order theyre listed in in the game but i kept running out of room in the bottom row #wouldve made room for hroth alf too but i got attached to the little doodle of him getting pushed out of frame by a mere speech bubble..... #alf #bree #sona

[haunted-xander]

IT'S NOT A WANT IT'S A NEED!!!!!!!!!

#what do you MEAN they dont actually release until 2025 #i need them NOW #pre-order isnt enough i need them in my hands IMMEDIATELY #i dont care how much money it costs me currency is temporary Leveilleur twins is forever #square im shaking u so hard rn how dare u just drop this one me WHEN I CANT ACTUALLY GET THEM UNTIL LIKE A YEAR & A HALF ANYWAY #alisaie leveilleur #alphinaud leveilleur #final fantasy #final fantasy 14 #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #ffxiv #xander rambles

[hoarding-stories]

Continuing my lore note-taking:

1423- the term "lingua arcana" is coined

1440-the first college of summoners

1456- 3rd college of summoners, founding of the conclave of magi, the term wizard is largely accepted

1464- Siraz Imperium approaches the conclave in a show of support, wants to give money to help further wizardry

Two factions in the conclave, the Acordati and the Antivily.

Acordati- lingua arcana should belong to all peoples, accept help to continue their goals & better the world/people

Antivily- should refuse the offer & not accept help from the Imperium

The two factions fought, Antivily lost, 3 years later Eriean is formed & white desert created

#worlds beyond number #wbn #wbn spoilers #wwwo #wwwo spoilers #wbn lore #gonna start using that tag i think #in order to find things latee #im not in school anymore #so im getting my fill of note-taking through fantasy means #absolutely fascinating stuff

[larrylimericks]

10Aug23

New actress, same script: Harry’s coupled. The effect is publicity doubled: He gets post-tour mentions, Her name gets attention From an audience easily hustled.

#larry #harry #harry styles #stunts #taylor russell #hussell #hiiiiiii #still here still larrying #just can't be arsed to care much anymore #these are grown men making their choices #it's not a big gay war anymore #i think a lot of celebrities (like harry) rely too much on this 'choose your own adventure' model #in order to appeal to the widest possible base #but i wonder how long that's sustainable #in trying to be the realization of everyone's fantasy there is no common fandom experience anymore #and being a fan (of anything) is getting less and less fun #anyway ... still adore him/them #the narrative is the same as it ever was: #she was spotted at a show #they were spotted at the photo-unfriendly soho house #lots of being seen walking from behind #some shared accessories and brands #james corden annoyingly inserting himself everywhere #pap photos conveniently showing him as supportive partner at her play's press night #harry needs to stay relevant now that tour's over #taylor needs exposure for her new play #and there's speculation harry will become more of a loewe showcase (she's already an ambassador) #limerick-hs #august 10 #2023

[powersofdarkness]

compilation of "tactical-yorbie-equivalents" so far:

-> Ally's tactical yorbies is Fabian & Gorthalax's discussion of gender being a three-dimensional space

-> Emily's tactical yorbies is SHRIMP !!!

#took me a disgusting amount of time to find the transcript button in order to search out that moment from last episode #i swore there'd been another tactical yorbie reference but i couldn't for the life of me remember it #thank god for transcripts #i will of course update as we get more #fhjy #fantasy high #fantasy high spoilers #fantasy high junior year #ally beardsley #emily axford #lou wilson #brennan lee mulligan #gorthalax the insatiable #kristen applebees #fig faeth

[liesmyth]

Prev post is why I can't fully embrace the "necromancers as a gender" "patriarchal order allegory" side of TLT analysis.

The patriarchy is bullshit based on bullshit. Necromancers have superpowers. Metaphor doesn't hold

#don't get me wrong. I think it's a cool thought exercise or fanfic fodder #and it's interesting to consider how various RL issues may have informed the themes of the series and TM's experiences #but I really chafe at any interpretation that straight up compares necromantic aptitude to gender #or interprets the necromantic order of John's empire as a patriarchy metaphor #fantasy discrimination is inherently NEVER a straight up metaphor for RL discrimination because RL discrimination is based on nothing #likewise. let's keep racial allegories out of it #earth conception of race doesn't impact any character in the series except the canonically brown main antagonist #that's an unfortunate implication #tlt thoughts #elle tlt posting #tlt

[audliminal]

Okay, turns out that catching up on fantasy high was a mistake, now I have to wait an entire goddamn week for the rest of this fight >.<

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #i watched like 8 episodes in the last couple days only to be made to stop here?!?!?! #this is betrayal of the highest order. #oh well at least i get to watch all the adventuring parties now.... and watch the new one tomorrow

[bearbearhl]

And what about when Kristen's miracle comes from her realizing that all the amazing things she's done over the past 2-3 years happened solely because of her doubt in Helio?

She died, was resurrected, and began to doubt her God

She died, resurrected herself, and began to worship the God of doubt

#fantasy high junior year #i dont have a beginning or end to this thought #im simply in love with kristens arc this season #and if fig becomes a paladin... #mercy on my soul #fhjy #kristen applebees #d20 cassandra #ally beardsley #i never related too much to kristen until this seaon #but with the realization that you have to actively choose the things you love #and continuously do so #in order to keep them with you #i get that

[hellafa]

kristen submitting an email w a blank attatchment and being like "what it didnt show up? crazy...." hits too close to home

#i was depressed and had history and english essays #i literally looked up ways to deliberately corruot word docs in order to get more time to write essays #im p sure my teachers caught on but tbf most of then were rly cool #and could probably tell i had Shit going on #dimension 20 #fantasy high #shut up dave

[svtskneecaps]

defending q!pac on the internet isn't enough i need to isekai

#qsmp #qsmp pac #homie needs like thirty interventions and a nap #i will personally hold up a bbh dni bannner every time he gets within shouting distance #call that a diy restraining order #shut up vic #block game brainrot #(if you're unfamiliar an isekai is a genre of stories wherein a character is transported between worlds often to a fantasy world) #(the definition is broader ofc but this works for the purposes of Joke Internet Post)

[prosoppy-opoeia]

do you ever think about how at some point zack's eyes were indigo/violet, and when you do, do you also mourn what we could've had

#zack fair #ff7 #crisis core #listen #i get it #yes its a soldier thing #yes i know it represents mako/lifestream #yes i understand it reinforces the whole inhumane and uncanny vibe and thats the point #do i care #absolutely NOT #WHERE IS MY BEAUTIFUL VIOLET EYED MAN #to be fair i think they were only really indigo in last order but semantics #i have many more edits of these eyes that have yet to see the light of day #final fantasy vii

[sunsetzer]

Does anyone else get the impression that the whole point of Episode Ardyn was to reveal that the real villain of ffxv was Bahamut all along or is it just me

#lets be real here #ardyn feels more like a victim than a villain and i love that take thank you #like yes he is an evil bastard of a man but god do i feel for him #questions i would like to ask bahamut (ffxv) include: #why allow ardyn to be infected to begin with #why force him to become the source of darkness #where did the starscourge come from #why give ardyn the power to heal it and not tell him he is slowly going to turn into a daemon #why can lunafreya cure the starscourge without turning into a daemon #why allow somnus to get away with doing a terrible thing that would eventually mean the whole world gets fucked #why does noctis literally have to die in order to permanently kill ardyn #why does ardyn have to be killed at all if lunafreya eventually cures him in the book #why does ardyn dying just undo everything if the starscourge did not initially come from him #how is eos supposed to deal with a future starscourge outbreak if the lucii bloodline has ended #why did any of this have to happen at all #ffxv #ff15 #final fantasy 15 #final fantasy xv #my post