#im sorry I dont have pictures

[artinthegarden]

I'm doing any July planting and bed prep that I can do before the heat increases even more. So many of our plants have already died from the heat and drought. My tropical avocados also took a toll from the heat, so I'm moving them to the porch, and maybe they'll survive.

There have been a lot of setbacks and failures.

I have more money now to afford more of the supplies we need to get things ready. Please don't beat yourself for failing like I did/have been because a lot of the success stories you'll see online require a surprising amount of money to get going and maintain if you have absolutely no help with other gardeners, community gardens, etc.

I know that part of why I'm doing this is motivated by anguish and concern for the future. My main motivation, however, is that this is what I'm supposed to do. I've truly wanted to do this for so long, and now I really can.

My heart breaks when I see the environment as it is, and when I see where things are headed, it's so much. I don't feel that I'm moving fast enough to mitigate and help my family and community, and I get angry about it of course, but as long as some progress is being made, it will be okay. Could things have been more efficient? Maybe, maybe not.

Just move forward.

#im sorry I dont have pictures #container gardening #urban gardening #apartment gardening #gardening #patio gardening #permaculture

[suntails]

a father's love

#SNIFFLIGN AND WEEPING. IM SO FUCKNH NORMAL ABT THE KNIGHT OF DAWN. SNIFFLES. I LOVE HIM #guys u dont get it anytime i think abt him i start tearing up its so TRAGIC. being essentially pushed into the role of a knight for his kin #and pushed to kill briar valley's princess when he clearly doesnt want to. for the sake of a POTENTIAL to save the man who took him in. for #the sake of keeping his love happy and saving her father. to have a kid who you care so deeply for that u both give him up to a better futu #putting him to sleep for who knows how long so he can live in peace. even if it means you wont be in the picture. even if ur dead. SNIFFLES #im CRYIGN im MUSHY ABT IT. FUCKJIGN SUE ME #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #knight of dawn #ch 7 spoilers #book 7 spoilers #UUAGAAGAHHHHHHHHH #suntails #AND SILVER!!!! so resentful of what his og dad did. so guilt ridden of being his descendant. bearing the pain of a crime he didnt even comm #of leaving malleus with no parents. of killing the PRINCEiSS of his KINGDOM that hes been sworn to protect. the feeling of treason in his < #him trying desperately to push this away while completely paralyzed over the weight of his realization and crumbling to it. AUGGHGHH #sorry im normal (lying) (lyign) (extra lying)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i don't know what order to start Dissecting, so i'll just start with:

it's absolutely fascinating how the dynamic Wally & Barnaby had - to my knowledge - before the update, and a dynamic i'd seen speculated elsewhere and generally accepted, has been completed turned on its head

see, given that Wally is the "main character" and Barnaby is classified as "his best friend", i got the feeling that Barnaby kind of... tags along on Wally's 'shenanigans'. that he's the sidekick, the best friend. especially since their dynamic has been previously & briefly described as "Barnaby is very polite to Wally." he's the Companion.

but the audios sorta paint a reverse picture. in the Interview, when Barnaby enters stage right, he completely bowls over Wally's introduction and dominates the interview. when the interviewer asks how the two of them are handling the fame, even outright asking Wally, Barnaby doesn't hesitate to answer the question himself, and only about himself. Wally doesn't get another word in edge-wise until the interviewer explicitly singles Wally out.

(now, an argument could be made that Barnaby knew that Wally was somewhat overwhelmed with all of the questions, and tried to take the reins to give him a reprieve. but, considering that the interview seems to be very early on the possible timeline - like, very soon after Welcome Home debuted - i don't think this is likely. i doubt Barnaby and Wally would've had the time to solidify their dynamic or really get to know each other that well yet)

and Barnaby continues to take point in pretty much all of their other conversations, too. like in the mystery Howdy/Barnaby/Wally audio, their interaction gives off the vibes that Wally is Barnaby's sidekick, his tag-along.

(on a related tangent, it's fascinating how the website described the episodes as "[beginning] with Wally introducing the focus or theme for the day before coming across other characters who would join him on his escapades until the end of the day." but from pretty much everything we've seen so far, it seems like He's the one who's just along for the ride, bouncing from neighbor shenanigan to neighbor shenanigan instead of having his own adventures.

of course, if the 14 audios are present time, which is honestly somewhat likely, this could be because the show isn't running. they aren't doing episodes - they're just existing, doing their things. no need for Wally to take point in any way shape or form. tangent over)

in the 14 audios with Barnaby, he doesn't even acknowledge Wally until the very end - which, of course, could be because that's how the scenes are set up. except that in some of them, the characters do directly acknowledge Wally's presence outside of the endings. Eddie in 5-14, Howdy and Poppy in 1-14, and Frank in 4-14 (technically, since he was infodumping to Wally at the very start before Barnaby interrupted). you'd think that a guy would try to include his best friend a little more!

maybe i'm reading into it too much. & given what we know about Wally as a character, it would make sense for Barnaby to be the go-getter Main Guy of the two. but it really seems like its Barnaby & Wally instead of Wally & Barnaby. he's just kinda... there. going along with whatever Barnaby is up to.

but also, on the other side of things - & it's occurring to me as i type this, it's interesting how in a lot of audios, Barnaby seems to seek Wally out. in "Just So", he shows up to fetch Wally. in 4-14, Barnaby interrupts Frank and Wally's gardening session, almost as if he's stopping by to check on his little buddy. in 7-14, Barnaby calls Julie's house (presumably) searching for Wally, or at least checking in once again. something to consider in all of this!

#and if the 14 audios are in the same day along a timeline - which they Are. im trying to puzzle it out rn but anyway - #its interesting how barnaby just kept. checkin. in. #they had three audios where they were already hanging out and then got two (technically three) more where barnaby checked in! #it feels like there's something there... #separation anxiety? a compulsion? love for his buddy? a secret fourth thing? #maybe he could tell something was Off with wally that day... #(which is a topic i will ramble about in a different post) #its a push & pull to be certain.... #but yeah that plus all the evidence of Barnaby kinda being the Lead and wally being brushed off to the side.... #what a complicated fuckin picture it paints!!! dont know what it means yet! #i have another post im working on centering on how the neighbors seem to treat each other - wally & eddie especially #but this post aint about that. itll be related though #homebogging #wh speculation #please let this have made sense! #when i make posts i just kinda throw myself at it bc i have No organizational skills! #my brain is a complete incoherent mess and i am so sorry if this post is messy <3

[odeu-m]

wip. they r so special to me u dont understand

#theyre dancin. husk is stood on the sofa. not angel's final clothes either i just can't figure out what i want him in yet #im sorry i literally only keep posting wips i have too many ideas and i dont have the time to render them yet it 's so :/// #i dont know how to draw husk's HANDS. why r they so BIG or how to draw cats either i had to get a picture of mine up from the side for him #wip #huskerdust

[unar-mage-ddon]

maybe i shouldn't be reading into it that hard but remus is just a little weird to me

#khml #khml spoilers #kh remus #sorry if this is hard to read but this is the most i could zoom in without cutting anything off #the absolute picture of sanity right here #i dont have any conclusion to this btw. im just highly suspicious of literally everyone #(except freya. shes the light in the dark) #also if anyones wondering the program im using is Obsidian #me.txt

[ashes-in-a-jar]

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#okay im sorry im salty about that qna that came out for Malevolent season recap #because harlan my dear it does not become you to make your fans seem like idiots #why make your fans feel bad for having what you call 'the wrong interpretation' #i get you're attached to your work and want it to be perceived as youve pictured it #but honey #its out in public now. the public shall do what it pleases with it #dont make them feel bad #this is why i unfollowed him and am no longer in the discord #he is too word of god-y and too smug and condescending about it #negative #sorry followers for this rant. i love Malevolent. but by god if harlan will not eventually learn how to deal with his fandoms the hard way

[pop-roxs]

i desire her carnally

#shes so fucking hot tho SHE KNOW IT!!!!!!!! #dont mind the third picture having dialog #shes so beautiful bro #im sorry i just #officer i swear its not an addiction #please #grell sutcliff #grelle sutcliff #black butler grell #black butler grelle #kuroshitsuji grell #kuroshitsuji grelle #black butler #kuroshitsuji #water posts

[skeletalheartattack]

a bestie can be anything. a bestie can be the 2007 roblox chain chomp face changer. ive known him since childhood. we grew up together. he literally changed my face and it was so cool. i hope he's still out there causing a ruckus and shit.

#this is a post for me. because i made it. see that icon and username? yeah i bet you know who that guy is #i also dont know if most people will understand what im talking about. go read some books and you'll know. #theres this awesome book called the goggle and you can flip to any page and see awesome things. #sorry. gooble is a web site. i got it mixed up with the dictionary. my bad. im sorry. forgive me. #i think my momentary childhood fear of clowns was further extended because of a dictionary at school. #im not scared of clowns as adult but i dont think the dictionary helped #it was one with pictures and for some reason they had a picture of these clowns with really long nails and stuff #thats so mean to mix in with like words and letters and shit. #oh right. roblox. #there arent clowns in that one. but only sometimes. sorry or yahoo you can decide. #anyway. im having a normal one.

[deadmothsketches]

Be more chill or else.

Wandered down memory lane and am relistening to this musical again. lol BMC was the first musical I saw with my gf so it holds a special place in my heart.

Anyway back to rant. I might do an animatic for the song Be more chill part 1 and 2 but only snippets of it so i can draw akuma Kara just rip Karla a new one for being a nerd. lol

#osomatsu san #osomatsu-san #fanart #my art #be more chill musical #karamatsu #karamatsu matsuno #akuma karamatsu #karla pinefield #illustration #any excuse to draw more and more Karamatsu #lol akuma kara saying he looks like keanu reeves like he actually believes it #also im sorry that im indulging into my old musical fan habits lol not sorry #i just think Karla would use occult stuff to get his wingman over here lol #i dont have any idea what the rest of the characters would be in the musical but I do picture Osomatsu in the bathroom lol #abandoment issues much?

[pepperpixel]

got to see the total eclipse in person!!! heres some art commemorating that! cuz getting to watch 2 celestial bodies make out sloppy style was inspiring what can i say, also it was just rlly beautiful and cool and amazing to get to see ghg- but also! its like?? basically the moon finally getting the suns undivided attention... and thats got some vibes to it,, some energies... that i could not ignore lol.

#original art #eclipse #solar eclipse 2024 #total eclipse #doodles #original #artists on tumblr #ok sorry these r probably kinda sloppy looking. 1 paintings very difficult. #and 2. my brain wouldnt let me work on other shit before finishing these but i have other shit i NEED TO DO #so im deciding they r now finished i dont wanna spend any more time on them lol #i think they turned out ok tho #i recorded the process of me drawing them too so #there might..be a speedpaint. possibly #last time i said a picture would get a speedpaint was like 2 years ago and it didnt get one cuz my computer hated me lol #but! i have a new computer now... #if i find the time / energy to make that speedpaint.. then there might be a speedpaint #we shall see lol #i kno the height difference i gave them isnt acurate at all to actual sizes. the sun is bigger #but... this is what i wanted to draw gghgh- #if it makes u feel any better i did come up w a headcanon while drawing that they can just shapeshift freely n be whatever heights they wan #right now the moons just taller #cuz i said so #also sorry they kinda resemble my tak and gaz a bit… that wasn’t intentional… I just wanted the moon to be gothy and the sun be spiky #but #they kinda do look a bit like them ghg-

[tales-of-snaktooth]

Hey! Hello! Quick lil update, I've decided to update the Tales of Snaktooth website I've made a bit ago!

It's going to serve as a sorta archive for most of the things I have here; stories, characters, n other stuff. It's a big giant wip so far, but if you're interested in that type of stuff, check it out!

Along a similar line, I've been posting all of the current Welcome, Captain Seaside comic pages onto Comicfury! (one of the newer pages not posted here yet can be seen there right now)

yea!

#the website might look a but shit on phones so sorry about that </3 #i'll figure out how to make to images not turn into pictures for ants one of these days #posting this at basically midnight cause I Can lol #the semester's almost over so im gonna have a buncha free time to work on this lil project :] #Blog Post #(dont have a set tag for these types of posts yet whoops) #bugsnax

[fefairys]

i know that for the undertale cafe, some people traveled like, a long ways to come to it and were probably disappointed because requiem is small and most people (myself included) never got to try the food beacuse they were always out of it cause since theyre so small they can't hold very much inventory. i'm sure for homestuck it will be a lot of fun just to see other homestucks in person, but like. if you have to get on a plane to come here, i do not know if that is quite worth it, to be honest. but maybe it is to you idk! just dont get your hopes up for something spectacular when it is really gonig to be just a little nerd cafe with mediocre drinks and most likely no food..

like, i... assume there wont be as many ppl as there were at the undertale one, but at the undertale one i stood in line outside for 3 hours before going in, and they asked us to limit your visit to 20 minutes so more people can get in. (this was just for the first week or so. we went back the next week, still during the event, and it was pretty empty and there was no line and we could stay as long as we wanted, so maybe wait til towards the end if ur traveling)

also there will probably not be good parking slsdfsd the parking garage is VERY small, you will probably have to find street parking and walk a ways.

i am just seeing people talking about traveling great distances to come here and im like. haha oh jeez not sure if u wanna do all that! but again, like, if u think it would be worth it just to hang out, then thats great! i hope it is worth it for that alone! i know i am going to have fun just being in homestuck cosplay in public again, personally, even if the event itself sucks!

edit: !!!! i made a twitter thread saying this same stuff and requiem replied with this:

not really any details but it sounds promising to me! this is only their third collaboration like this so it makes sense that they’re still just getting their footing. they are a nice little queer-owned nerd cafe doing their best :’)

#homestuck cafe #requiem cafe #very intrigued by what the fuck they mean by 'lifesize height chart' tho. #these characters dont have canon heights im so. what does that MEAN #but like when i was standing in line i overheard ppl saying they came from outside the country JUST for the event #THE PICTURE ON THEIR WEBSITE IS A TAD MISLEADING I THINK LOL #it makes it look bigger and cooler than it is #its kind of just a block of cement with fun decorations #I ENJOY IT!! I LIKE THE CAFE ON ITS OWN #we went there for juices birthday! its pleasant! #but yeah. #thats all just some words of advice from a local! #haha sorry im probably just paranoid

[harukapologist]

jay, would you be interested in drawing 03 giving 01 drum lessons?

(humbly offers you in exchange: 0103 fuel; they both feature strong drumlines in their songs (though mikoto does too)- however, in android girl- haruka stumbles during a rhythm change!)

Hi creature!! I am always interested in drawing 01 & 03, thank you for this idea :D :D

This is like my 3rd time drawing someone playing the drums (the 2nd time having been in 2021) so I'm really sorry if there's anything that's wrong

and thank you for the 0103 fuel!!! The mikoto inclusion made me imagine him third-wheeling them lol

#sorry I was late to do this!!! i didnt have the spoons to draw any suggestion lately c': #milgram #haruka sakurai #fuuta kajiyama #sakurai haruka #kajiyama fuuta #my art #ALSO THANK U FOR SHOWING UP IN MY INBOX CREATURE!!! IT WAS A PLEASANT SURPRISE im always happy to interact w u! #i hope the quality isnt so horrible i drew these on desktop and had to take screenshots instead of saving the picture as png #because i dont have a license for sai2 yet😭

[knifeforkspooncup]

Some days you successfully draw Crowley, other days you end up with the love child of Bill Nighy and Adrien Brody on the page.

#good omens #crowley #art struggles #ineffable husbands #im sorry i dont have the nerve to post a picture

[maryholdenofthevalley]

So I wanted to share to you that this Sunday there was a festival in my country, and I (the bad hair one) met other two Crowleys (the 2012 version and the Paganini version) unexpectedly and we had fun (there were tons of artists whom sell their Good Omens merchs, much to my surprise). I called us Post-breakup squad, I even prepared the plant mister filled with holy water (just a decent amount of handwash alcohol really).

Someone asked where is my Aziraphale, I should have answered "he's in Heaven now" if I was clever enough in time (sadly, no Aziraphale in this festival).

(Bonus: two of us near a No Smoking sign to show that Earth is somehow not very much different from Hell)

#I made some demon and angel from Hazbin Hotel and Chainsawman try the holy water too #they were safe Im promise #I was totally not tempted to drink the water during the fes #there was a fun accident when the three of us were talking away and one person approach us and ask for a photo #2012!Crowley: oh a picture of three of us? #them: sorry I mean the red hair one #the red one truly was gorgeous though ✨✨✨✨ #i had so much fun I forgot to do a proper photoshoot of myself #when I was proud of the cosplay that day even #i hope neil found this its like small victory #which i dont have much in life #good omens #good omens 2 #crowley #i really want to do Furfur next #i love him so so much his addition in season 2 was a brilliant move i hope he come back in s3

[designedtoendure]

ANTHONY GREEN // ATL. // 03.20.2024

#anthony green #boom. done. #boom. done. tour #prismakes #I wasnt Gonna post unedited pictures but Im going nuts. sorry #I DONT EVEN CAAAREE I DONT EVEN CARE #ILL GO THROUGH AND EDIT PICTURES LATER AND MAKE MY REAL POST BUT GOD. GODDDDD #I have to post Something now or Ill explode #my show