#im so stressed rip

[danganshipper]

No one requested: Soft pink Junkan moodboard.

#danganronpa #junko enoshima #mikan tsumiki #danganronpa: trigger happy havoc #danganronpa 2: goodbye despair #danganronpa 2 #moodboards #im so stressed rip #junkan #junkomikan #junko x mikan #pro shippers please interact #pro ship safe

[averlym]

"why would anyone do this?"

#riley my beloved. she. her. #also wdym this isn't how defense goes #watt spoilers #(if you want to wait until you watch the show live..) #<- that's a cast album reference #also #tw blood #if you glance carefully at riley. she's looking a little red there #i know it's a gun in the og meme and not a knife but yeah #also i thought!!! i thought about adding clark but um. he wasn't murdered by riley so . ig he doesn't get to make the squad rip #missed out design choices cut: giant xx for eyes and also the 'you tried' trophy #i have an exam later today but. jsgdjdhjfhfhfhfhf this was a good stress relief i'm going to bed and to wake up early #we are the tigers #watt #farrah watt #riley watt #chess watt #help what are their actual tags #im so early-hyped for watt week. or perhaps i never left the fandom. who knows

[vaggieslefteye]

HELL'S GREATEST DAD ↳ from Hazbin Hotel Season One (2024): 1x05 - "Dad Beat Dad"

#hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar #hazbin lucifer #alastor #hazbin alastor #music vids: s1 #dad beat dad #my videos #anyone else think the way he was holding alastor's head twice is foreshadowing? served it to her on a plate then had it as a pic on the cak #i hope it's foreshadowing lol #he was also feeding her his eyes and shadow tentacles as spaghetti and meatballs askjdfakjshdfjkls #bro was SO MAD LMFAO #song: hell's greatest dad #charlie #charlie morningstar #mimzy #hazbin mimzy #hey hey pssst... you know those 3 cards that swing by before the slot machine? #the middle one is lucifer as the king of spades - the same card alastor was in husk's overlord flashback. #DETAILS!! I LOVE THE DETAILS IN THIS SHOW! #RIP VID QUALITY BTW #tumblr really axed this one huh #also don't get me started on the symbolism behind alastor's whole deal in this song there is SO MUCH GOING ON #lucifer is overbearing yes but all his lyrics are ''im gonna help you cuz i love you'' meanwhile alastor's are ''IM SO GREAT AND COOL'' #easy. but look at the doorway behind them when he dances with her on the stairs. it looks like spidery fingers reaching out from behind #to grasp/trap her in a dark place. THE ENTIRE ''ASSISTANCE'' PART #LITERALLY PUTTING ALL THAT STRESS ON HER THEN ''SAVES HER'' AFTER #THE ''IM YOUR GUY YOUR DAY TO DAY'' HE'S LITERALLY BOXING HER IN/TRAPPING HER WHILE PLAYING FRIENDLY #and do i even have to point out the obvious ''separating you from your blood family'' thing he has going on and the whole time #WATCH IT ELKMAN I WILL KILL YOU. YOU ARE LUCKY YOU'RE MODERATELY/MOSTLY ENTIRELY LIKEABLE AND FUNNY.

[ardentpoop]

#spn #he is SHOCKINGLY good at communicating for someone who grew up with only john and dean winchester to look up to #like im so sorry you're trapped with him baby girl . ur stronger than me i wouldve screamed my head off at him several eps ago #which in dean's head would justify him behaving the way he has which would make me Certifiably Insane #this relationship makes me want to rip all my hair out lmao it's so stressful to watch #5.05

[cathalbravecog]

So I gave in and done it - Drew my Minecraft sona / skin, Larimar with Cathal since the two have some design similarities both being CRT TV inspired TV head robots... Let's just say yeah, there's perhaps a few reasons why I got so attached to Cathal like this, yeah?

#toontown #toontown corporate clash #minecraft #oc art #cathalposting #multislacker #guz art #doodles #u know ive gotten confident when i post even my goofy stuff on the main tag.... lets hope that doesnt get to my head now before i force #myself back into hidey hide again. but hey means im generally having a good time here but i miss my hidden feel a bit . i gotta be less #normaler #mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i ame having secound thoughts but eh screw it.. main tag it is #rips fur out #RAH ! #'coz my art been getting quite a bit of traction lately and i rlly dont want it gettin into my head bc its not been stressing me out for #once but with this other problems can arise whoops i mean . ... flashbacks to my bugsnax era #ERM YEAH THAT #GGrrh.... ive been so proud of the art ive been doing lately so i wanna main tag it but i just kinda..... #wish to keep it low again......... have da same feelie feel yknow #i have an interesting way of talking here i just realized. its ok it adds to my swag . ok ramble over *drops mic* *struts out* *stumbles #over and falls on my face* *dies on impact* #i maye remove hte tags later but who Knows

[napping-sapphic]

wrapping all the gifts i bought rn and realizing i really did buy every single person some variation of blanket the nap core personality is real🙃

#me buying gifts: well what’s something i would want?🤔 #i love getting blankets #best gift frfr #very jealous of all the ones im giving away today i want them #i have one on me rn and i want to nap with it so bad #also yeah my family is wrapping gifts on christmas we’re slackers😔 #we do this most years rip #also merry christmas to you and yours if you’re celebrating!! #im wishing you all well!! #may we all get a nice blanket🙏 #i know my url is a ~thing~ but i really cannot stress how much i do legitimately love sleeping lol

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the thing they don't warn you about freshly pierced ears is the Sleep Anxiety

#im so worried about like... irritating them / ripping them out in my sleep #what if they get caught on one of my many blankets or pillows hm... #last night was the first night with 'em and i already had a stress dream #which unfortunately was one of those double deckers where The Demons™️ try to get me #but geez. #i arranged my bedding in such a way that im kinda sitting up and my head is stabilized enough so that i dont turn onto my side #or put pressure on my ~lobes~ #thus begins a long couple of months of Healing #cant wait to take these babeys out and switch things up #not that i dont like the ones i have for the healing process!! im very happy with them!!! #but Ough. monkey brain impatient.... #absolutely unprompted #i got a uhhh Saline Spray to clean em #and im so worried im gonna run out way prematurely #my depth perception and spatial awareness is a little... Off... #so it takes 2-3 attempts to actually Spray The Piercing #i end up wiping water off of my face and neck lmfao. my hair is Dripping every time #its just a general air of Paranoia #the last time i pierced my ears was years ago and i got a nasty ass infection that put me off of it until. like. a day ago #i was convinced this time bc it was done professionally with a needle and everything #INFINITELY better. lots of fun. i feel somewhat confident that it'll heal correctly #even if my bank account wont. But Its Worth It Tho Its Worth It- #and Yes im procrastinating sleep #my ability to scribble abruptly tanked so maybe ill write a bit instead #see if the artism Transferred

[chuplayswithfire]

stede and his learned helplessness and his missed opportunities wounds me every time. it's the way he and mary could never have been a happy couple, but they could have been friends, and sooner, but stede was never, ever willing to reach out, not in a way that made him vulnerable. and that's not to say the failures of their marriage are his fault - the failure of their marriage is the fault of mary and stede not choosing each other and stede being a gay man with a lot of trauma and mary being a woman with no free choice in this time period.

but we see that mary tried to reach out, the night stede left. and we see that her anniversary gift is something to represent their marriage and their wedding, an event they were both a part of and hold memories of, combined with being the product of her own labors - it's literally something she made to represent their union, which she's miserable in but is trying to make work nonetheless.

stede's gift is the miniature ship, and the reveal that rather than talk to mary about his plans and aspirations, stede has gone ahead and set the whole thing up, spent the money, and plans to have them all leave their lives to join his new life of......????

it's an escapist fantasy rather than a real start over, a real life, a real try, because actually asking mary to go out to sea with him, would have actually involved telling her why he was miserable, because it wasn't just about the marriage but an entire lifetime of rejection, and stede couldn't do that. he couldn't bring himself to, didn't feel like he could. so he didn't and things shook out as they did and he ran off alone without a word to anyone and a note.

and when things got to their worst, he ran off alone again, back home, thoroughly convinced that he needed to stay in his place in the box that didn't fit and where nothing could change -

except things COULD have changed and that's why when he comes back things have changed. because all along things could have changed, if stede had opened up to mary and the two of them worked things out. it's part of why stede's so angry all throughout episode 10. because all along these could have been different, but he couldn't see that, because a lifetime of trauma had taught him not to reach out and try and change things, and those coping mechanisms that probably helped him as a child and in school - were wrong.

#stede bonnet #ofmd #ofmd meta #thinking stede thoughts today dont know if this is fully coherent but im throwing it out to the great yonder anyway #the cyclic nature of how coping mechanisms become the very thing creating stress and trauma in your life is something that can be so person #personal even rip character limit

[good-beanswrites]

Could you write a drabble for Mikoto and Shidou plus Blood? This request miiight be inspired by the fact that Mikoto mentions his body hurting a lot but doesn't seem to be receiving any medical treatment, either because Mahiru and Fuuta take priority or because there's no obvious cause, and therefore cure, to his pain...

👀👀👀 Thank you, this is such a good combo ough!! It's so interesting how much focus the others get when it comes to physical health, since Mikoto has clearly complained of his condition :( It looks like Milgram is trying to push the idea that he's completely oblivious to his alters, but I spun it where he's aware, just deep in denial. So have some Mikoto angst to get us hyped for Double!

Mikoto should be grateful. He was lucky. That’s what he kept repeating to himself. He had both of his eyes intact. Both his arms. He was strong enough to walk around freely. He wasn’t on the verge of death, or collapse. Thus, he should be grateful no one was offering him any help, because it meant he didn’t need it. He repeated it again. Maybe this time he would believe it.

With a groan, his body rolled out of bed. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d woken up actually feeling rested. Everything ached. His muscles tightened with soreness. His throat felt as raw as his knuckles, though he hadn’t been using either. He had no desire to lift his arms over his head, or twist around too much, so he didn’t change out of yesterday’s uniform. Maybe the belts and buckles had made it difficult to sleep. The theory wasn’t a convincing one, but dwelling on things like that had never gotten him anywhere.

He ran his fingers once through his hair, combing out a bit of the mess. Looking in a mirror was the last thing he needed. He made his way to the dining hall. 

The others trickled in for breakfast. His appetite, at least, hadn’t suffered. He hardly noticed the others giving him wide-eyed stares. What were they expecting? Of course he was looking worse for wear, given the circumstances. He ignored them, glad to focus on the hot meal before him.

A hand weighed heavy on his shoulder.

“Mikoto,” Shidou’s voice may have remained calm, but it was urgent. “Do you need some help?”

“Huh?” He shrugged his hand away, offering a weak smile. “I’m fine! Oh, I think Kazui was saving a seat for you over there, if you --”

“-- How about we go to my cell for a moment? Or yours, if that would be more comfortable.”

What was everyone’s problem this morning? Mikoto did his best to keep his voice pleasant. “Really, man, I’m good.” 

Shidou’s expression remained unmoving. Very carefully, he informed him, “you’re bleeding. Pretty badly by the look of it. You’re coming with me.” 

Mikoto blinked. He looked over his shoulder, following Shidou’s gaze. The back of his uniform was torn across the center. A significant splotch of blood seeped into the material, growing even larger as he shifted to see it. 

“...Oh…” 

Back in Shidou’s cell, sad to have left his breakfast plate behind, he slumped into a chair. Shidou gathered together some supplies. As always, he got right to the point. “What happened?”

“I… I’m not sure. I don’t remember anything from last night. I don’t remember most nights, recently. I know that sounds crazy, but…”

“It’s fine. I have definitely heard crazier.” He smiled, something gentle and reassuring. As usual, there was something hidden behind his eyes. It was as if he already knew what Mikoto was up to late at night that earned him so much soreness the following days. He didn’t offer an explanation, though. Mikoto didn’t press him for one.

He winced as he was helped out of his uniform. Removing his shirt revealed the mysterious gash. Shidou’s eyes widened at the array of scratches and scars. Some were fresh, but most originated long before Milgram. Though he didn’t ask, Mikoto answered.

“I’m pretty clumsy, huh?” Maybe this time he would believe it. 

Shidou was kind enough to pretend to. “Here, allow me…”

Shidou got to work cleaning and dressing the injuries. Mikoto closed his eyes. Even though the disinfectant stung, and sometimes those gloved fingers pressed a little two hard, it felt nice to have things patched up. 

“Is there anything else going on? Are you feeling pain anywhere else?”

Mikoto could have laughed. He didn’t. “I’m just sore. And my head’s been killing me, but I’m used to migraines. Perks of the verdict, I’m sure.”

Shidou hummed in thought. 

“Thanks, by the way. I’ll try to be more careful.” Not that he had much choice in the matter, it seemed. But he’d do his best. 

Shidou kept his face straight, but there were traces of pain in his voice. “I will too. I’m sorry, Mikoto. If I had known… I’ve been distracted lately, but I should have paid closer attention.”

“It’s fine,” he flashed a grin. “I know the others are pretty fucked up. And I’m not dying or anything. I’m lucky, you know?”

“I wouldn’t say so. Doctors don’t only treat the dying.”

Mikoto frowned. 

It didn’t take much longer to finish treatment. Shidou gave him a few instructions about the bandages, then offered him a clean shirt. “You’re good to go. I’ll be checking in more often, now. I’ll see if I can find something for your head.” 

“Thanks. Really.”

He returned Mikoto’s torn uniform. “You should talk to Es about getting a new one. Until then, you’ll want to clean this with --”

Mikoto waved a dismissive hand, heading out of the cell. “Don’t worry, I know how to wash blood out of my clothes. Er, that sounds bad. I’m just a clutz, yeah? The blood’s always been my own.”

Maybe this time he would believe it.

#milgram #mikoto kayano #shidou kirisaki #im so fucked up over mikotos state rn :(( im pretty sure his vd is going to melt me into a little puddle on the floor on wednesday #id need to do more research on what doctors are supposed to do but i think shidou knows mikoto is in denial and wants him to work through #the realization on his own first instead of forcing it on him - and telling him wont stop the late night rampages in his cell #and youre right - theres not an easy cure for the stress headaches and all that anyway so theres only so much he can do #but yeah itd make sense that shidou (and the others) were genuinely too busy with the 12yo and dying patients to notice his condition... #sorry for having a shirtless mikoto moment 😭 i didnt want to pull a meme but it was needed for the prompt 😤 #i kept it in mikotos pov but when shidou mentions what doctors do hes having an internal crisis about if hes a good doctor rip #i do think mikoto only had one victim but still got into fights and stuff sometimes - hence others' blood on his clothes in the past #thank you so much for the request!! #the double hype has been Consuming me asdfsdf so this was a ton of fun to write ;-; #drabbles

[bonetrousledbones]

juist submitted my last final project for the semester

#trousled dumb #its only now hitting me that this image is probably more widely used for expressions of anguish and despair #idc tho. to me this is an image of rabid freedom. like sometimes you just gotta rip that shit off and yell really loud and its good #anyway . can somebody tell me who decided final projects are Less Stressful than normal ass exams so that i can kill them with hammers #if i have to write one more essay its all over i will drop out im so . look fellas i wrote 7 essays this semester and i missed four #thats more than my roommate had assigned as a fucking creative writing major. i never want to see words again #just give me a fucking bubble sheet man im begging you i dont want to write 20000 more words about whastever the hell #sigh. im glad to be done with this semester can you tell #anyway im gonna rest a bit still andd hopefully get back to ebonyposting soon 😌 since i have TIME NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!

[djsangos]

swore i didnt have any pics of me as a kid but somehow found this hiding in an old jacket that doesnt even fit anymore and thought id show tideblr

look its me age like 9 with the family shrimp chowder and my ass is NOT holding him very securely

#ic img #ic text #mun art #muse selfie #this is probably the closest im ever gonna get to talking about my childhood on here lbr but i do sometimes miss chowder so thought id shar #//look i know this rips ABSOLUTE ass but i just felt like doing a quick little doodle of a baby squid with their dog okay #//there are a million ways in which i could have improved on this but the urge to draw doesn't come very often so i try to just vibe with i #//and not stress myself out about the details to the point it makes me give up #//and for SOME reason every time i DO want to draw it's always this fucking squid. i guess bc they're easier to draw than like a human #viewable ic #rebloggable ic #except for non rp blogs non rp blogs please do NOT rb

[gurorori]

enstars lolita substyle tier list <- delivered by a guy whos been So normal abt lolita for the past 7 yrs

#yehs ya might notice i removed the old school ones cuz well frankly. i don think enstarsies wld rly b into old school. apart from.. ahem #MIKAAAAAAA KAGEHIRAAAA #anyway #note: i do nawt hate ibanagi. i hate military #but yeah the old school ones stressed me so badly i jus ripped em out ok. no one can have it only me #if yr wonderin. wat these r based off #its vibes. i kno a lot of characters on a surface level im by naw means like usin sum kinda deep profound lore #jus vibes + personal opinion of like #imaginin the person in a substyle n if it clicks i add #tier list #ensemble stars #<- sneaky main tag. im ready

[fruitsyrups]

i think your hat post is really cool and interesting but susan’s hat is a cat and i will die on this hill

this is true!!! when i was talking about the modern human hats not resembling animals i meant all of these ones

(excluding the minerva-bots and finn of course)

#wait. wait. i just thought something #finn wearing his bear hat -> bc it makes him feel connected to the humans #and martin & the hiders (that old woman with the tiger at least) not wearing hats bc they don't feel that personal connection w/ the island #ok this is so obvious but i just think comparing and contrasting finn and martin is so interesting #but i don't think martin really was a hider. i don't think he felt particularly connected to any ideology or viewpoint in particular #he's a floater #yk #martin is so interesting #i dont like the amnesia theory or whatever (that martin also lost his memory in some capacity) #like to me its just that. he was able to commit enough to start a family but not committed enough to go back to them #after being seperated & having freedom #& he just super duper avoids thinking about it bc it makes him feel guilty. but not guilty enough to do anything about it #like when he said he doesn't like thinking about minerva cause it stresses him out that doesn't come across as 'can't remember' #it very much comes across as 'nah im not gonna expend energy into thinking about something emotionally difficult' #like if he actually tried to be a dad to finn he'd have to face all the time he spent not looking for him. instd of just avoiding it all #like where's the fun in making him less Complicated. you know? #whenever finn is in the vicinity martin's always tryna get out of there as fast as possible 😭 #i guess that could also just be seen as him trying to avoid the consequences of his actions (like when he's worried finns gonna try to rip #his arm off lmao) but i personally interpret it all as a guilt thing too #none of this is related to the ask but yea 🫣

[lightngborn]

Yes I'm still alive, no I am not doing well. While I was able to get back on my medication, a lot happened that really has contributed to my continued absence. I am under a lot of mental stress from a lot of various things, including my house flooding and me having to move into the main house on the property. Then getting a new kitten that doesn't want me to sleep. And now just not being able to keep a job (that isn't trying to scam me). So here is another link to a fundraiser for the time being as more details are there. Commissions will be reopened over @yuelongfx so if you're in need of things such as icons, promos, themes or anything of that nature, please do not hesitate to contact me. Thanks for everyone's patience and understanding.

#景元 – ooc. && ⌜the mage speaks.⌟ #( I can't even remember if I talked about the flood and how they're going to have to rip out the carpet altogether cause of it ) #( it's molded in there so they moved me into the main house ) #( to clarify I live in a little house behind my friend's dad's house ) #( but of course now im inside ) #( and just stressed ) #( please hug me ) #( I'm tired )

[bunnihearted]

📓🕯️🐇🖤

#just a little diary dump: #i've contacted my school therapist again. asked for help regarding anxiety abt schoolwork since i dont get any other treatment #she said she can help me go thru if there are other options since neither psychiatric nor healthcare center will help me #+ she said that she and i can talk abt my anxiety regarding school etc. so in two weeks i'll see her #school starts next week. 4days a week rip... lol thats much for me. a bum. a cellar dweller. i've decided that im gnna go to all my classes #and always work while im there since its harder for me to do it at home. and i will also talk more w my teacher nd ask them for help #then im looking into an online therapy service. it miiight be possible for me to do that. but then i have to contact them and focus on only #1 or 2 issues. in my experience it just doesnt work to go to them and be like everythings bad :(( they wont help u then. i have to narrow it #down for them. nd i'll think i will talk 2 them abt my extreme feelings of loneliness and also my procrastination behavior #but yeah i have no idea if it's possibly bc idk if i can get financial aid for that service. im still in contact w the healthcare center so #i hope she will come to some sort of conclusion nd not just leave my high nd dry (she sent another referral to the persobality disorder - #clinic. even if they rejected the first one. so i'll see) #hmmm yeah. the situation w my sisters is sooooo rough. i hate it. they make me feel so so bad #and the housing situation is roughhhh. it's impossible to get an apartment lol. #so i need to find a way to shut it off and try to not let it bother me #just focus on finishing upper secondary school. nd i've been thinking abt taking out a loan for it and take german/french/spanish classes #instead of doing what im doing now when im actually poor and stressed bc they can choose to cut me off anytime #im meeting my highschool friend on tuesday. she asked if i wanted to hang out for a bit c: #im a bit anxious but like yeah.. it's nice to get out and talk to someone besides my family. which is just my mom lol #i messaged my other old highschool classmate on insta and said i saw her in my neighborhood #she replied but i had lowkeyyy hoped for more... like maybe being able to befriend her T-T but she didnt seem so interested in talking to me #which is ok ofc. it just made me a bit sad bc idk how to make friends and i thought she was rlly nice. but oh well #im rlly sad atm. maybe heartbreak prob. even more sad bc it was my stupid fault but yeah #im still grateful for all that it gave me. nd how i got to experience feelings of warmth nd love nd appreciation i didnt know i could feel #so even if im just contantly heavily sad bc i keep being like oh. i wanna ask this. say that. wonder what theyre up to. etc etc. i just have #to... be sad and just keep going forward #hope and try to not fuck everything else up. even if it feels like... what do all the other things matter when what i rlly rlly wanted got #ruined..... thats life tho. i know. im just so bad at handling life :(( #i feel so broken and confused and i hate that i didnt get to be normal and healthy #im so illequipped at dealing w myself nd my emotions nd there seems to be no professional help for me

[spider-man-2o99]

still overall optimistic as i had been figuring smthn like this would be the case ever since the full trailer drop. but. also know better than 2 get my hopes up just so they can later get crushed. feel like both andy samberg and the dog here praying these words aren't empty and that they don't just completely massacre miguel in atsv for the sake of bruteforcing a cheap kingpin parallel LOL

#talking tag #spider-man #across the spider-verse #atsv #spider-man 2099 #spiderman 2099 #miguel o'hara #spoons so so so so depleted rn but i Needed to post that gif under an oscar quote i Needed To. #i do not trust anything that ppl say abt a movie before it;s out AND the oscar-freaks have already killed One c-lister for me im Wary. #i can excuse being Wrong abt how insanely funny miguel is--the man cant help being allistic (rip)--but if the portrayal is Bad im. #if it;s Bad im blowing up the fuckinf sun #*Bad as in Without Nuance. or as in those dumb quote-unquote Theories ppl keep pissing nd shitting over that call mig a hyperviolent animal #what is presented in this interview could go either way towards very very good or very Very bad. i hope this movies ambition doesnt kill it #always hard to tell beforehand because mig is one of those characters i feel like people either Get or they don't #and there just Is No Damn Way To Tell if somebody gets how to write him until you see them /write him/. #NEED to stress im not upset if the plot is like. Miguel #-Has His Head Up His Ass For The First However-Long-Period Before BTSV. #that'd be FUN even. #i just want the character on the screen to be MIGUEL #sorry this isn't a Funny Post my body hurts so im Mean today.