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kogglyuffs · 1 year

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he knows hes trying

#digital art #my art #fanart #im on a crippling grinding #but as an anti-stress i drew the besties #totally not my two faves ofc totally 🥺🥺#club penguin #cp #gary cp #gary the gadget guy #gary club penguin #club penguin gary #rookie cp #rookie club penguin #cpi #club penguin island

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pancakehouse · 2 years

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FRIENDS happy first weekend of sexy september xoxoxo

- my saturday treat was an offline day spent w baby sis!! we got dressed up in cute lil outfits and had a fab outdoor excursion day :)

- sunday treat is the afternoon nap im about to take. blinds closed, ac blasting, no alarm…i mean. yeah. You get it.

#sorry if u don’t care about self treat sept but personally. this year has been like #im banging my head against a wall everyday. over and over and over #taking one day off a week just gives me like. overwhelming guilt and panic and i GET #that it’s like. the dreaded hustle n grind culture but also. idk. aren’t we all crippled by that relentless dread #of time moving so fast !!!!#so fuckinf FAST. i was 18 like ten mins ago. that was SEVEN yrs ago.#ha ha hahaha. nothing like those sunday afternoon blues. those bday month existential crises. those #lack of sleep evil thoughts!!#all that to say. daily treats are in my control !! such good vibes n happy times!!#mads’ self treat september!#literally. again. SORRY jesus. how many times can i blame living alone for my ridiculous angst? whatever the highest number is!#ill be going until i hit it!!!

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liinos · 10 months

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It makes me fucking insane how grad programs are like oh did you not go immediately into a masters? Well you better have a good reason why or we might not think you deserve to get one bc you're not committed 🤭 omg you didn't cure cancer or solve world inequality before applying? Don't even look in our direction 🤮 it's so great you want to further your education it would really be a shame if we made it as hard as possible 👉👈

#you read the shit they want and its like okay guess i should kms would that be enough for you😭#also omg i fr need the whole 3 references needed thing explained bc a lot of people do higher education later in life #for one reason or another and i KNOW professors dont remember people past like. a year so 🤨 what then #also sorry sorry but stuff like that grinds my gears bc some of us keep our heads down and mind or business #we dont network and the whole 'you should do it for your future' idea leaves such a bad taste in my mouth bc it feels exploitative #but like sorry i suffer from crippling shyness and speaking to my professors made me feel like i should have been shot 👍#higher education is so fucked bc they make you jump through so many hoops and like. mf i am still paying you for this #do you want money or not???? like a phd program i get but you pay tuition for a masters.........#anyway. i dont think ill end up bothering bc reading requirements today made me almost cry out of frustration so👍👍👍👍#anyone else feel like everyone else is miles ahead of them and that theyre just floundering😁 woefully underprepared and #underqualified for life and suffering the consequences of being terrified to speak to people in college 👍#and also simultaneously numb to and unable to handle rejection 👍#like i could find non college courses just for personal betterment but even thinking about it fills me with hashtag shame #and it doesnt help that no matter what i do if it isnt smth exactly in line with my parents thinking theyre so judgy about it 😔#and i cant even talk to them about how i feel bc one thing about them they will make me feel sooooo much worse when🤣#they never react the way id want or expect them to its kind of hilarious like i dont even WANT to talk to them #it would be equivalent to torture for me quite frankly 👍 idk maybe ill talk through it with my friend #shes at least sort of where im at but shes also like. Doing Shit and Has Plans so.#but i think she gets me a little bit. granted i may cry and i dont really need to do that in front of her #for many reasons 😭😭 i would fr never be able to face her again #anyway. how are your nights going

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theskyexists · 1 year

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Don't want to get up

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sereina-archive · 2 years

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Serena is 100% someone who grinds her teeth at night while sleeping. Some nights are better than others, while some instances where she grinds her teeth may be loud enough to wake up anyone sleeping next to her. Stress and anxiety are the main causes for her. Additionally, she'll also clench/tighten her jaw in her sleep too. Her teeth are something she takes very good care of, and they're very tough. She hasn't chipped or broken a tooth yet, and the wear on her teeth is shockingly minimal. It's something she needs to bring up to her dentist the next time she does go, though.

#🌹 headcanon.#100% actually just projecting this aspect of me onto her jdbfksj #we both have crippling anxiety so like.... it tracks....#my bf text me this morning after he left for work like u must have slept good last night i didnt hear u grinding!!#and im like. o!!! nice!

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nkogneatho · 11 months

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𝐏𝐔𝐓 𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐄

: ̗̀➛synopsis: You were scared of falling in love but will you change your mind when you meet someone who actually shows you how you are filled with so much love?

#mlist #commission #taglist

—wc: 1.5k

—cw: gn!reader, fwb to lovers (ig), hurt/comfort, mild smut, cockwarming, receiving head, abandonment issues, past trauma, commitment issues, anxiety and crying, fluff, soft gojo, not proofread (its 2 am im sorry)

—a/n: so my mind decided to remind me of my trauma on a Wednesday night so I pulled this out of my ass. Tell me what you think if you read it :)) Reblogs much appreciated.

It fucked you up. Body fragile as a glass, mind clouded dark. The crippling fear emerged on the surface once again. That same old feeling. The feeling of abandoning someone before they abandon you.

You pitied yourself. What a pathetic person to get walked over by all those people. You despised every single decision you made. That included to kindle a relationship with this man.

Gojo Satoru. The strongest, they say. Hair whiter than snow, eyes glinting in light like the ocean waves turn diamond in sun.

He loved you. In fact, he loved you so much it scared you. The anxiety creeped up your back when he said those words to you.

"I love you."

He loves me. He said he loves me. But so did every other guy. He is lying. He'll leave.

Can you blame the traumatized mind to come to such conclusions?

Gojo did expect this reaction from you. He knew you were scared or love and commitment. Although the man felt the need to confess or he were to regret it for the rest of his life. Your knees met the floor with a loud thud, arms hanging like they were a soft toy.

"Do you know what you're saying?" Your voice cold.

"I do. I love you. And I know it's something you never wanted to hear given this relationship—fuck is this even a relationship?" His palm rubbed his forehead, feeling the rough sensation of his bangs

He was right to ask that question. Was this a relationship? You both started as just fuck buddies. You set a bunch of rules (which were tampered later anyway.)

Rule No. 1, no interference with other party's personal life.

Eh. He broke that when he started coming to your workplace with a bouquet of tulips every Monday. He knew Mondays were harsh. So you didn't complain because it did help to get through the rough day. Rule No. 1 successfully broken.

Rule No. 2, dates are okay sometimes but not a lot. Maybe twice a month.

Now, you were the one to alter this rule. Dates might be forbidden but not coming over to his place and treating it like your own home. His place was way more spacious given his generational wealth. It was easier to focus on work in such a silent and lone environment. The rule only got broken when you decided to move in. Well, you would save the time to call him over or you traveling here just to fuck.

By now, he had probably bullied his dick inside you in every single room. You still remembered his words.

"I want to fuck you in every square inch of this house, y/n."

And he did.

He fucked you on the big navy blue velvet layered couch, not giving a shit if your juices stained the expensive material. He'd just buy another one.

He spread your legs and ate you out on the dinner table on that one evening when the takeout took too long to arrive. Your fingerbeds grabbed his head so hard, it might've broken his skull as you orgasmed. He later thanked the delivery guy for being late to which the boy walked out with a confused look.

He made your wrap your legs tightly around him as you cockwarmed him on the kitchen counter. Brows furrowed, desperately wanting to grind. But your locked thighs around his slutty waist, not letting him do so.

Every square inch, he fucked you in. So Rule No.2 was off the table.

Rule No. 3, No catching of serious feelings or saying I love you.

Gojo didn't recently fall for you. He was caught in this way before you realized. Maybe he even doesn't remember it himself when he did.

"What do you mean? You just broke rule 3, Toru."

"Fuck those rules. I don't even know why we had them in the first place. Look at us y/n," he tried to reason. "We never follwed them so don't give me that crap." His voice was elevating to a higher octave. You hated it. You don't like yelling. It triggers the tinnitus in your ear.

Tears started rummaging down your dry cheeks. "Look at me. I know you're lying."

"Baby, I am not. I know it's hard to believe given your past but just trust me on this one." Yes he knew about your previous failed relationships and the effect it had on you. Which is why he took so long to confess. Each day, calculating the outcome. So at some point, he did know how you'd react. Maybe he'll lose you forever.

"Why?" You questioned him. You felt like you were a broken soul. Used and abused mentally. Taken advantage of the innocent mind and abandoned when you were to ask for the real love. You started hating the word love, ironically.

I love you. It sounds preposterous in your brain. What a fool would someone be to ever believe those words.

"Why? Look at yourself," he said.

"I do. Everyday. Which is why I asked the question. I am nothing but someone drowning. But I do not want to be saved. I don't want a savior, Toru! It makes me feel pathetic and weak." By now, you were wailing and screaming.

But he didn't interrupt. He let you scream your heart out. Maybe that was the last option he could choose to make you face your actual feelings.

"You done?" He asked. You were sniffing, catching your breath from all the yelling.

"Toru, all I see myself is as a broken soul. Why would you ever love...this" you pointed at yourself.

"You fool. Look in my eyes and tell me if I lie, but all i see in you is love. It's funny how you hate that feeling yet you're filled with it, y/n." His gaze softened. "You say you don't want a savior. Do you realize you don't need it in the first place. Because it's you who saves others."

"What do you mean?"

"Remember, Ginger was abandoned in the rain when we saw her the other day? No one cared about her but you did. You fed it canned cat food a took her to a shelter. You named her. You cared for her." He intertwined his hand in yours.

"Y/n. I used to wake up every single day in this apartment feeling absolute shit about what happened with Suguru and others. But when you started barging in on random days, that's when I started to feel a little better." You understood it. It is lonely to live alone with your own thoughts haunting you in this big pace.

"You made this house a home. You don't need a savior because you are one." he claimed.

"When did you—you started loving me?" You asked between hiccups.

"Sweetheart. I fall for your every single second. Everytime I wake up next to you. Everytime I see you smile. Whenever you skip on the same colored tiles on the footpath. I love all of you." That is when you realized how selfish you've been. Taking and taking his love but giving none back. He did so much for you. But you were about to leave him in a fear of something that might never happen.

"What if you leave just like all of them?" you asked.

"Give it one more chance. Who knows? Maybe I'll stick around for the rest of our lives." He wore a soft smile as he said those words, affirming you. You started crying again, but this time, it was due to happiness.

"If you never leave, I promise to love you more than myself."

"Oh, baby," he hugged you a tightly. "I love you so fucking much and I am so happy right now."

He pulled away and his lips crashed against yours. It's weird. You've kissed hundred times before but this one felt different. Maybe, because it was filled with love and acceptance.

You came to a realization. You don't know what the future holds. It is not the fear of abandonment that scares you. It's the feeling of you giving away all your love and them not giving any back. You always swam ocean for people who couldn't even meet you at the shore.

But Gojo never left your side. All this time, he was swimming right behind you, concealing you from all the harm. So if anyone's worth the risk, it's him.

Oh. Gojo Satoru. What a beautiful man you are.

#gojo x reader #gojo smut #gojo fluff #gojo angst #jjk x reader #jjk fluff #jjk angst #jjk smut #gojo satoru x reader #gojo satoru smut #gojo satoru fluff #jujutsu kaisen x reader #gojo satoru x you #jjk fanfic

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eddiebabygirldiaz · 6 months

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several sentences sunday

tagged by @exhuastedpigeon @shitouttabuck @lover-of-mine @hippolotamus @athenagranted @rewritetheending @king-buckley @disasterbuckdiaz @jesuisici33 @daffi-990 @thewolvesof1998 @wikiangela

thank ya darlins! <3 feeling generous and also in need of validation so im gonna share a snippet from two wips, one is the buddie calls fic and the other is my andrew x sam fic hehe

5+1 calls fic

The unspoken words choke him, wrapping around his throat like sentient, vile vines and strangling him, preventing any air from escaping, latching themselves around things he can’t bear to say. He wheezes, sounding so pathetic even to his own ears and despite how it fills him with crippling shame, Eddie is grateful that he is out here, that Buck can’t hear him like this.

“It’s not enough,” he bites out, teeth grinding against the pitiful pull of despair flooding his mouth. “I’m here, I’m right outside, but I can’t do it. I can’t go in. I can’t look at you. I can’t give you these words. Instead I’m throwing them into a fucking phone because I’m a coward who can only be honest with you when I can’t see you. And it’s not fair, but–fuck, when has anything in our lives been fair?”

summer sons fic

“That an order?” Sam asks with a twitch of his lips, clearly biting back on the wisps of wickedness that are wound around his body and through his dark, aged honey eyes.

A savage curl of satisfaction blooms within Andrew, utterly foreign but becoming more familiar, its touch more known and real than the insistent tug of the afterlife.

“Do you want it to be?” The question falls out of Andrew’s mouth without his permission, carried out into the world along a rushed breath that is far too hot to stay inside his body. The rasping cut of his voice is full of lilting temptation that is begging for them to sink their teeth into.

Andrew’s very gums ache as they stand suspended, the both of them now right outside of the bathroom door, caught like dragonflies in amber, preserved as they dance and circle one another.

tagging @spaceprincessem @elvensorceress @diazass @vampbuckley @911onabc @forthewolves @eddiediaztho @loserdiaz @buddierights @hoodie-buck @spotsandsocks @jeeyuns @giddyupbuck @gayedmundodiaz @folk-fae @andrewblur @ghostscowboys @messyhairdiaz @bucks118 @anxieteandbiscuits @bigfootsmom @housewifebuck @arthursdent @eowon @devirnis @watchyourbuck @diazblunt @butchdiaz and anyone else who wants to share!

#buddie #buddie wip #eddie diaz #evan buck buckley #911 #summer sons #andrew x sam #summer sons fic #5+1 calls #ryan writes #seven sentence sunday

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lykaios2 · 7 months

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*inhales cuz I wanna ask for mutant mayhem x reader but I has crippling anxiety issues*

Hewo-

If ur still taking requests, can you please do mutant mayhem with an S/O who likes art and theater but is to shy to show their talent of?(LITERALLY ME HELLO?!?!?)

thank you so much!

im back on the grind baby two days in a row of request finishing lets make it to four (i only have two more requests in my inbox)

anyway sorry I took so long, here you go! hope you enjoy ❤️

Leo:

-Leo gives the most genuine compliments

-He knows just the right words to say

-But he’s a little sad you’re so shy to show off your amazing talents

-He loves watching you practice dancing, or draping himself over your shoulders and watching while you draw

-But he doesn’t get to do it very often

-He doesn’t want to force you

-Though he will sometimes ask you to show him a new dance or art project you’ve been working on

-And every time you reluctantly agree, but only because you know he loves it so much

Raph:

-Raph is the type to audibly cheer when he’s excited for you

-When he sees you dancing, he’ll start cheering very loudly

-It always scares you and makes you stop

-You didn’t want him to see you, let alone any bystanders he might call over from his loud cheering

-He was always confused as to why you stopped when he started cheering

-He just wanted to show you how good you were doing

-He knew you did art too, but he never saw it

-That was something that you managed to keep from him

-But he was determined to see it one day

Mikey:

-Mikey loved your art

-He would sneak a peek whenever he could

-He was always asking you for tips, because he said

-“You’re the greatest artist I know! And you’re my partner! It would mean the world to me to spend time with you, doing something you love.”

-He was always so sweet about it, and you always caved

-And it was indeed his favorite

-But when he figured out you did theater, oh boy was there a commotion

-“y/n! Why didn’t you tell me you did theater?! Oh my gosh, we can do theater club together at school! It’ll be so fun! Oh y/n, I could just hug you a million times over!”

Donnie:

-Donnie fell in love with you so fast when he learned about your talents

-He even became a little obsessed with you

-He just thought you were so cool

-And when you got together, his dream had come true

-Every day he praised you about your talents

-He just couldn’t keep in his immense love for you

-But there was little opportunity because you were so shy about it

-He tried his very best to be encouraging, and to help you get over your shyness

-Because he knew the whole world deserved to see how cool you were

#lykaios writes #mutant mayhem donnie #mutant mayhem leo #mutant mayhem raph #mutant mayhem mikey #tmnt mutant mayhem #teenage mutant ninja turtles

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pinnithin · 2 years

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work got me down as usual so i gotta ramble

a master sergeant who works in my flight apologized to me yesterday for something i didnt even take offense to. long story but its annual award season so a lot of our time right now is spent workshopping the award packages from our squadron so they'll be competitive at the wing level. and this guy wrote one for an airman who'd done really well this year, but due to a misunderstanding it looked like he'd plagiarized the previous year's, and we discovered this in the middle of the meeting in front of the other flights and it just kinda made us look dickish.

anyway, i didn't really care, because i didnt do it. felt bad for the airman but she'd earned a pretty significant early promotion like a week prior so it was probably fine if the award got tossed (it didnt - they let us rework and resubmit it). but in the end nobody died, nobody got hurt, whatever. it wasted like 3 hours of everyone's time but we're salaried so its not that big of a deal. the master sergeant in question was not present at this meeting to defend himself, but my superintendent called him to give him a piece of his mind because he made us look like assholes in front of the other flights. i didnt get into it because i didnt really care.

this week rolls around, the guy catches me to apologize and explain that it was a mistake and he thought he was copying valid bullets from past awards (common practice - theres only so many ways you can explain that a guy inventoried a warehouse real good). he told me he felt like shit all weekend because of it and he dreaded coming to work this week after "putting us through that" in front of the squadron. and i was like, man. thats a really small silly thing to feel like shit over.

and i was all "man its okay, they let us resubmit it, mistakes happen, nobody got hurt etc etc" and he was like no but you still had to defend your reputations in front of the other flights and my mistake put you in that situation and i was like, really? thats what youre upset about? MY reputation? you realize i dont care what any of these people think about me, right? and i didn't even make the mistake - that was you! and if people think im a jackass because one of my guys made a mistake that was easily fixable then thats their problem. there are way more important things to worry about.

he looked relieved and then got really quiet and was like, how are you like that?

like what?

how do you just let this stuff go all the time? i beat myself up all weekend over this and youre just... fine about it?

this isn't the first time someones asked me this, albeit more casually like "youre so chill LT i wish i was as chill as you" yknow but he seemed like genuinely concerned and i had to pause for a second before being like. therapy? its therapy. im like this because im in therapy.

i mean its also the constant exhaustion and being jaded and desensitized to this hellish war machine, but i can cope a hell of a lot better with it. i have to actively work at it to maintain a healthy mindset or ill go berserk. this is not my natural state i had to build this.

this guy is ten years older than me, has been in the air force for, i wanna say 13 years? crippled with anxiety and guilt over, what, embarrassing (not really) his boss? i just felt so fucking bad for him.

and theres so many people here who are like him, who hold themselves to these impossible standards because of the weird mind games this brutal industry puts everyone through. i have met more people with work induced neuroses in the three years here than ive ever seen anywhere else in my life, and im sure i have a collection of my own that im blind to as well. this job is merciless and will grind you into dust with no remorse if it means making the jets fly faster.

like, duh, its the military, what did you expect. obviously working for the business that kills people will mess you up. but it still sucks, right? ive met really good people here who have been irreparably damaged in their service and they wont even get help because theyre too afraid to damage their career in the job that hurt them in the first place. it sucks. it sucks to see.

not just people who've been here a long time, literally everyone i know here deals with some kind of trauma (mild though it may be for some of the newer kids, youre still getting shipped away from your family and everything you know for a job you might not even like, in a cruel profession, and thatll upset anyone just a little at least). i know people who've been here 3 months who are like this is the lowest ive ever felt. i know people who are 3 months from retirement who are like i put my life into this job and all it did was chew me up and spit me out.

once again. military. it should be obvious. i can still be sad about it though i think. maybe nobody whos a good person voluntarily joins the military, so maybe we all kind of deserve it, but i think we're still allowed to be kind of upset about it.

i have one year left. i have complicated feelings about it. ive also been irreparably damaged here, but at the same time im at the point where i really like the person i am and i would not be that person without having to go through the fucking pits of hell in this shitty ass job. i know part of it is because of my own efforts to unfuck myself after i got horribly fucked over and had a nervous breakdown in mid 2021, but now i kind of have that point of reference to ground me? like anything i do from now on has never been as hard as that part of my life was. and i dont think i would have taken therapy and recovery as seriously if i wasn't dealing with ptsd. so i dunno.

im not sure where im going with this its just like. fuck this place. fuck this fucking job. i only care about the people ive met here and i feel like im abandoning them by getting out next year, but if i stay inside a burning house i'll die too yknow

#this is so long and uninteresting dont feel compelled to read #i just had to process something #pin talks #views and opinions expressed on this blog dont reflect those of the us air force blah etc etc

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thekaichronicles · 2 years

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hellooo... i have decided that my main priority from now on is going to be healing. I thought i could work on recovering from a very traumatic experience while grinding and studying for hours everyday (i was wrong loll). I have been getting straight As all my life and not studying mames me feel guilty but I am rn choosing to let my body do things at its own pace instead of forcing productivity out of myself when I clearly can't. My anxiety is crippling and my parents, teachers and friends have been nothing but supportive of me. I'm the one who has been very very mean to myself so im going to try and not do that feom now on :)

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saprophetic · 1 year

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being a cripple with adhd blows because im so bored im grinding my teeth but i shouldnt get up or do anything

#mine #maybe ill play some minecraft

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dcviated · 1 year

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Rules, tag 10 followers you want to get to know better!

Tagged by: @sansloii (thanks mang) Tagging: steal it!

Name: bear, will

Star Sign: aquarius? idk I feel like these all changed at some point but whatever

Height: 6'-2" im tol

Middle name: Brady, after my grandma

Put your itunes/spotify/youtube on shuffle. What are the first 6 songs that popped up?

children of the city - mili

napisten hava - dalriada

call my name - the unlikely candidates

drivin' me bananas - brian tyler

eyes on the king - benn

chances - backstreet boys

Ever had a poem or song written about you: no, but, there was that time way back in mid/high school when I went to summer camp and the one girl who had a one sided crush on me got upset when I ditched the dance, so she sang a breakup song for the talent show!

When was the last time you played air guitar: the better question is when is the last time I picked up my bass and ahahhah... ha... my hobbies are crippled (I sing a lot, though- dont really do air guitar)

Who is your celebrity crush?: n/a, I dont follow that kind of thing

What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?: a sound I hate is grinding metal, especially when its coupled with the image of grating it across your teeth or something like aghaghssdlgh no thanks. a sound I love though? windchimes, gentle breezes ahhh

Do you believe in ghosts?: no lmao

How about aliens: seems more likely to be real than it is NOT given probability and how fuckhueg this universe is. if, we're considering any kind of outside life as 'aliens'... do I think some have been here? seems insanely improbable given the ramifications of contact

Do you drive?: soooooo much. a lot less now with my current work but my old job had me driving hundreds of miles a week so I'd say I'm pretty versed in it.

if so have you ever crashed: I've had some... really close calls on really bad stuff happening, but no. Just a couple fender bumps.

What was the last book you read?: The Stranger, so I could learn more about Meursault. That was a trip.

Do you like the smell of gasoline: Yes. I am guilty of taking a larger breath than necessary in equipment sheds.

What was the last movie you saw?: The mario movie! Watched it again last night in a gc. The music choice really does kill a lot of the charm. And they had original music I dont...guh.

What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?: Hmm... I've mostly avoided most physical catastrophes, but I've been subject to a couple nasty things. First was accidentally stabbing myself with a pocket knife while cutting a cardboard box. Fun! Then there was the time I was walking in a drained farm pond without proper footwear and a piece of glass sliced open the side of my ankle. Both very painful. Oh, and then a couple dog bites. x:

Do you have any obsessions right now?: Idk I feel like the only thing that really gets me hyped up lately is writing and getting in shape haha, wouldnt call either an obsession tho. I'm not a gym bro, just work out from home but the feeling of improvement has been intense as of late. Lots of positive vibes at my self-image. And yeah. Writing. Keeps me from doing most of my other attempted hobbies :V

#dash :: games ooc

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thosefookinavacados · 2 years

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Finally home

#I'm exhausted but i need to clean up and start studying sigh #im sad :( now that I'm back #i gotta constantly study and grind till finals are over #it's exhausting im tired and i have crippling anxiety under which i will shrivel #a lot to think about after a 5 hour car journey smh #look away a's whining

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ilohvtae · 5 years

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get this... i tore my hamstring @ tennis, didn’t notice was just like “lmao hurtin from all that exercise; rise and grind ho 🤙” and thEN I went to track and did spRINTS and.. moral of the story I tore my hamstring and it hurts like butthole to try to walk on it

#yay #im a cripple now #ok then #lmao rise and grind #makes me think of that one vid #by cody ko abt the morning routine #if ya know abt #what im talking abt #then ur a real one #natalie chats #im struggggglinghhh

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dragonzair · 5 years

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Hey Google/god/wtvr why can't I stop being sad and distressed for ppl I don't know personally even when I have a lot of good things to look forward to in my own personal life

#signed me #this id the same eith any other emition #my second hand embarassment is stronger than any embarrassment ive felt for myself #to the point of crippling #empathy isnt fun it isnt it isnt it hurts and i legit cant stop wanting to cry #i cant tell if im back of my depressive grind

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ererokii · 3 years

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uh ok so

foxboy tartaglia would probably like teasing you a lot, denying you of your orgasm until you really can’t think of anything else besides cumming on his cock

also i feel like he’d definitely really like your tits, sometimes he just likes to have a hand on them n lightly squeeze. sucking them is what he does best tho, and if he ever… yk, catches some titty milk you’d better beware cause he’ll form a crippling titty milk addiction </3

10/10 would call you mommy (or smth else if you aren’t into that) while you’re petting his ears and he’s sucking on your tits

and he’s def a biter

idk if foxes go into heat or anything but lets just say they do cause it’s so hot to think ab him just desperately grinding against you till you say he can fuck your lights out. and he whines really loud/likes to hear your moans bc have you ever heard foxes mate??? those damn orange things scream their heads off smh

doesn’t get super territorial or jealous n go alpha male or anything because he knows you two have something very special but sometimes if he’s feeling petty he’ll make sure to bite a little higher on your neck so it juust barely shows; enough for whoever he’s tryna piss off to see.

theres sm more to add but my brain shut off sorry </3

FOX TARTAGLIA IM.

I am frothing at the mouth njffkh.,,, nothing but just fox!tartaglia stuffing you full because he wants to breed you to the best of his ability… yeah the gears are turning in my head I just might write this…

#asks #my nonnies #.thirsts #.tartaglia

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