No actually, im not over the fact that Durge get treated the way they are. On a good run they helped everyone, they helped Shart, Laezel and Minthara to escape a cult. They helped Astarion to start healing. They helped Gale and Wyll realise they're worth more than their might, their goddess or their feats. They helped Halsin to lift the burden that has been weighting on him for centuries, allowed him to be free after 300 fucking years.
And what did they do for Durge? Jackshit. At best one of them helped them once to make it through a horrible night, by tying them up and watching over them. Once. After Durge tried to kill them. In an act of self-preservation. Jaheira at least offers her 'support' when she finds out what Durge is. But that's it. They did not help with the temple. They did not mourn Durges' very apparent death. They did not offer any comfort when they killed everyone they must've once held dear. They stood by as Durge duelled for their life. For a Tav this might work since they don't have any specific troubles or quests, but Durge does. And they get fucking ignored. By everyone except the deadbeat mother and the loveable fool that is Minsc. The people they met only recently. But the people who spent weeks or months with them, who could escape their personal hells thanks to them? Lol get ignored fucker.
Yes, yes, they all have grey stories. Nothing is black and white except Durges' story. It's black. There's no nuance. They're fucked regardless of what they do. Their choice is mind control and death or presumed immortality and endless suffering from being a Bhaalspawn, as well as not having their memory and working for yet another Dead God, and nobody gives a damn. As cruel as Durge is, as fucked up as they might've been, they, too, were a victim of an evil deity and cult. Hell, Orin can straight up tell you 'bro, that Gortash guy? Kept manipulating your ass since like ever'. And if we're being real, he does just that the second durge is back too. 'He did miss this' and he wouldn't want you to submit, but at the end of the day, he's still the person with the last word, and everything goes exactly how he wants.
Durge was manipulated and exploited like fuck in the past, by everyone around them who survived. Just like most of the other companions. But fuck Durge in particular I guess. The game is very much like 'fuck Martyrdom it's not worth it' but when it's Durges turn, your choices are Martyrdom or falling right back into the abuse. Oh, or becoming something less than an animal and essentially just a sentient doll to be used by their guardian.
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I just remembered you haven't seen Twilight but I'm going to ask anyway! Do you know what teams your characters would be? Like team Edward or Team Jacob? Oh! Actually I'm also curious what Fandoms would they be in? I recent realized im a Bielieber
oh i have seen the first twilight movie!! i just wasn't a fan. but it was my best friend's favorite series so i do know a lot about it! was anyone actually team jacob? he's like gale in the hunger games. the only reason anyone would actually prefer them is because they're Not the main love interest (sorry to any galeheads out there...)
anyway now i want to imagine what fandoms each of them would be in, so:
🎭 caroline: well, she's a great artist and a monster fucker.. i don't think i have to spell out what she was doing online fjkjsdsj and she loved comic books as a kid, so i feel like at the start of the MCU madness she was really hype and then she got more and more angry with the state of things
💬 beth: she's written some star trek fanfiction more highly researched than her master's thesis and she loved nsync because what is a baby dyke without her emotional support boy band / comphet crushes
🎸 danny: music is the obvious answer, but i'm not familiar with musical history so i can't go into detail 😭 but his dad introduced him to bob dylan and taught him how to play guitar, then he learned piano, then he taught himself how to produce his own music from scratch. this was in the 90s btw so it wasn't very easy to learn. also he used to seriously follow skateboarding
⛅ mikaela: she loved old school country music from female artists like tanya tucker, reba mcintire, loretta lynn, etc. she's less interested in modern country but she looooves shania twain. and she's worked nights (first as a bartender, then a nurse) for most of her life, so she got really into daytime soaps
🌲 asa: he's literally the only one on this list where i'm like...... stumped. he doesn't pay attention to anything online, celebrities, music (he'll listen to whatever), movies (doesn't care), could never commit to watching a whole tv show, etc. he's very floaty and daydreamy? lmao he just doesn't have the headspace to get attached to fictional media like that
🎥 finn: we know he's always been a harrison ford fan boy and in any universe where he survives past the 80s he's a huge nirvana fan!! (if he and jules had a son, they would've named him kurt... he's deeply serious) he's also read every stephen king book that came out while he was alive. he was a big reader in general, particularly horror
🧸 stevie: canon seth rogen super fan, has seen every adam sandler movie (every last one of them) and i knowww she knows the fnaf lore... as soon as she finishes a show/movie she likes to find the weirdest fan art to terrorize her followers. also loves musicals and wants to see cats on broadway someday (a girl can dream)
🎀 elaine: she loves following celebrity news but she watches them like animals in the zoo; ie. she's observing from afar, she has no personal stake in them. she's a frequent flyer on gossip forums like fauxmoi. she was on the ground floor of lipstickgate and was SEATED for dramageddon. and she had a serious twilight phase
🎨 jada: SOMEONE on this list had to get assigned supernatural... i'm not saying it just to say it, i really think she would connect with (early seasons) sam what with the dead mom... fear of losing their humanity... having powers they don't understand... a hot girl manipulating them to use their abilities in sketchy ways... yeah. i'm sure she has favorite contemporary artists (painters specifically) that she'd be able to talk about on end but sadly i don't know anything about that world 😭 oh and she's kind of obsessed with hate-reading booktok books to feel alive
🏈 casper: sports count as fandoms and i don't want to hear a word about it!! his team is the patriots but he's kind of a fairweather fan (maine doesn't have an nfl team so he doesn't have that state loyalty factor). miley cyrus is his problematic fave forever but he's kind of a pop girlie in general
💋 coco: in high school she was a speedcuber if that gives you an idea of what we're working with here.... she grew up with pokemon, naruto, dragon ball z, she collected trading cards, etc. she still likes anime and video games and stuff, she just doesn't have the time to get invested like she used to, and it makes her sad because it reminds her of her late best friend liam. she makes time to play fortnite and minecraft with his little brother and she plays other games on twitch sometimes. has done a LOT of cosplay. she's a huge nerd basically
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first of all, join my horny 18+ astarion discord! we are shameless vampire fuckers!
i'm more active on twitter these days with the NSFW rules :(
💫 tags
nellyposting / asks / my tav
my art / my fanfic
astarion pics / astarion gifs / astarion clips
resources / sometimes I reblog things I find useful for writing/drawing/etc!
💫 asks
I take and love receiving requests for writing and art (bg3). I can't guarantee I'll write or draw it, and I'm slow at it (like, literally months sometimes but I promise I never forget them lmao) because the creativity comes and goes, but I am more than open to them so the ideas are in always the back of my head when inspo strikes. also you can just like ask me stuff but im boring lmfao
💫 content
there's definitely things I won't write or draw but tbh you can request literally anything, no judgment, if I don't like it or feel I can't do it well enough, I just won't do it! there's plenty of things I thought I would never care for and was proven otherwise once I actually put pen to paper.
that said, I tend to do astarion/f!tav/durge content. for writing, i like tragedies and angst/pain relationship dynamic shit with a few cuter things here and there. art is usually cuter stuff but mostly bc I'm still learning to draw and I feel like thats easiest lol. nsfw totally fine and encouraged for both mediums
💫 fanfic list
i havent kept these up to date, i suggest following the ao3 links ❤️
complete
wedding dress | ao3 link | ast x f!tav | explicit | 7k words
astarion makes tav's wedding dress and looks back on their life together
bloodlust | ao3 link | ast x f!durge | explicit | 5.2k words
porn without plot but with some feelings; astarion's "you'll tell me the next time you need to be tied up, won't you?" dialogue was the prompt for this
edge of the world | ao3 link | ast x f!tav | 1k words
a disgusting little sad/sweet scene
swim | ast x f!tav | 1.3k words
very short porn literally no plot whatsoever that i wrote at 1am, trying out 2nd person. body stealing (haarlep) + tadpole sharing + facefucking
in progress
ascendant | ao3 link | ast x f!tav x gale | explicit | 17.2k words
the study of ascended astarion's emotions turning into dark desires--obsession, possession. tav/ast and tav/gale as past relationships. a super fucked up love triangle, perhaps
spawn | ao3 link | ast x f!tav + cazador | explicit | 9.9k words
explores post-game timeline where cazador captures tav; a straight-up tragedy from beginning to end
truths | ao3 link | ast x f!tav | explicit | 20.2k words
my first work, a cringe little comfortfic that I'm considering rewriting entirely. there's no big overarching plot, it's just whatever happens really with loose ideas
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Obsessed with your marked series!!! Please make another part😭⭐️🫶
Im so glad you like it!! Sorry if my updates are slow!! But heres chapter 18!
Intro:No one truly knows what happened that night in Woodsboro, California. All the public knows was that two teenage boys, Billy Loomis and Stu Macher, went crazy. That the boys killed with no motive, that it was a case of crazy and peer pressure. Sidney Prescott, the "girlfriend" of Billy Loomis,Y/n L/n, the girl both boys were deeply obsessed with, and Gale weathers, a news reporter, where 3 of 5 witnesses that were willing to talk and tell their sides of the story to the public while Dewy Riley, the deputy sheriff of woodsboro, and tennager Randy Meeks refused to talk to law enforcements at the time. All the stories told to law enforcement seem to differ from person to person, but...in this tale, we will focus on Y/n, the obsessions, side of the story...
Marked (Poly! Billy Loomis and Stu macher x reader)
Word count:1002
Chapter 18- I promise
^^3rd Person P.O.V^^^
8 minutes....
8 minutes was all it took for Randy to get to the hospital..
Randy didnt care if he broke the speed limit, he didnt care... He just wanted to get to her..
She was all that was on his mind as he gripped the steering wheel to his old car.
Randy had never felt so worried about someone other then his parents. Yet, with her, he felt so scared that the twisted fucker that did that to her would find her again.
Randy pushed down on the gas petal a little more as he kept his eyes fixated on the road. He went over the speed limit by 5.
Soon, Randy saw the eerie looking hospital looming in the distance.
He slowed down slightly as he pulled into the hospital parking lot and quickly parked his car.
Randy yanked the seatbelt out of its buckle and quickly opened the door and stumbled out of the car.
He slammed the door shut and ran to the hospital doors.
Randy busted into the hospital, looking like a mess, but he didn't care that his hair was a mess and he didn't care that his shirt looked like it was on backwards.
"Um... Can i help you sir?" A confused voice called out, echoing in the empty lobby.
Randy jumped slightly before looking behind him, seeing a nurse looking at him.
The lady raised one of her eyebrows as she clutched her clipbored tightly.
"Um.. Yeah im here to see Y/n L/n" Randy said, frantically scratching the back of his neck.
"Visitation hours are over young man" the nurse said with a cocky tone.
"Ma'am please.. She just went through a tragic accident and... She called me crying, wanting me with her" Randy protested.
The nurse rolled her eyes. "Im sorry sir" "no no!please just let me see her, shes scared out of her mind" Randy said, remebering how scared Y/n sounded over the phone.
"What ever, go, i dont care my shifts over anyway, at least you breaking the rules will be on Darcy and not me" the nurse said throwing her hands up slightly before walking off.
Randy didnt say anything as he turned on his heels and started power walking down the halls.
He took lefts and rights, counting down all the doors till he made it to Y/ns.
Randy didn't bother to knock, he just slowly pushed the door open. "Y/n" Randy called out in a gentle whisper.
Y/n lifted her head up and looked at Randy.
Randy felt his heart break as he saw her...she looked rough... But it was what he expected..
"Randy" Y/n choked out as she stood up on shakey legs.
Pain rushed through her and she fell back down onto the thin mattress of the hospital bed.
Randy quickly made his way to her side.
Y/n looked at Randy as she took in deep breaths.
"Im here. No one will hurt you." Randy whispered in a soothing voice as he ran his fingers through her dirty hair.
Y/n looked into Randy's eyes, feeling herself calm down the longer she looked at him.
"Im sorry" she muttered.
Randys brows knitted togeather as he pushed her hair out from infront of her eyes.
"Why?" He asked. "I woke you up just because...im scared.." y/n said, looking away from him.
"Hey. Listen, id walk across just to be here with you when you needed me" Randy said, letting a soft smile grace his features
Y/n slowly pulled her legs up slightly, feeling a pulsating pain flood through her hip.
Y/n sucked air in through her teeth as her face contorted with pain.
"Dont move to much" Randy said. (Stating the obvious Randy my boi)
"I... I was moving so you could sit with me" Y/n whispered.
"Oh". And at that, Randy slowly sat down beside Y/n.
Minutes passed, and neither of the two teenagers said a word.
"Im scared Randy.." Y/n said, her voice barely above a whisper.
"Im scared they will find me...." She said, seeing those foul memories play through her mind.
"Dont be, ill protect you" he wrapped his arm around her waist, slowly moving closer to her.
"Promise?" "Promise"
Randy leanded down slightly and placed a tender kiss on Y/ns forehead, being mindful of the bandaged cuts on her face.
Y/n leaned her head on Randy's shoulder. Maybe, just maybe she could trust Randy. Maybe he would protect her.
"Randy?"
"Hm?"
"Can you stay here with me tonight?"
Randy wasn't surprised when those words left Y/ns lips.
All Randy did was nod to her....
~~~~Small time skip because its 10:36 for meee~~~~
Randy soon found himself laying beside Y/n, who was already fast asleep, in the small bed.
Randy looked down at Y/n, watching her chest gently rise and fall as she took in short breaths.
Randy slowly wrapped his arms around her torso and slowly pulled her close to him, trying not to wake her or hurt her even more.
Randy kissed Y/ns cheek as he held her.
No noise filled the room other then the faint beeping of the heart monitors in the other rooms and the sound of heels clanking on the tiles outside.
It was almost peaceful to Randy.
Randy wished he was holding Y/n on her bed rather then in a hospital bed that was barley big enough to fit the two.
He grabbed the thin blanket they covered Y/n from her hips down and slowly pulled it up, allowing the blanket to come up just slightly past her elbows.
"I promise ill protect you. You won't get hurt as long as im around, and that, my darling, is a promise that I will keep"
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