#im like high as shit rn

[beeg-bark]

pinning someone down and they're struggling against you and then they hit you with the dom stare, and so you don't really want to let go but you're excited to see what will happen so you loosen your grip a little bit and they say "you're loosening your grip" and you say "yeah i wanted to see what would happen" and they hit you with the "don't let go" with the fucking dom death stare look in your eyes so you have no choice but to obey and then they spend the rest of the time criticising you and making you readjust your grip ughhhhh

#dogbone #asexual kink #fear kink #this is the same fucker who gripped my leg with theirs and uhhh #told me how entertaining my reactions were #bro gripped my chin with their hand #and when that got a reaction out of me #went #ooooooh im good at this! #in like a delighted tone #like #did you think you were bad????? #why are you surprised?????? #we went to a concert this weekend #and during the opening band #there was a lyric that said 101 dalmations and i still want that one dog #and she tilted my chin up with her finger and made me look at her during it #and uhhhhhhhhh #it bluescreened me #it wasnt this weekend actually it was yesterday #i lied #sorry beeg bark nation #im like high as shit rn #and whoo boy #kink and weed are a beautiful beautiful combination let me tell you #monster kink #t4t nsft #listen man #excellent day to be a monsterfucker head over heels in love with a monster #sometimes i worry that she secretly hates me and then she pulls shit like this

[bacchuschucklefuck]

gukgak specifically from my typing (man w/ three jobs & a creeping sense of dread)

#fantasy high #riz gukgak #I think u guys will learn very soon that if I see a child character Im imagining them Making It To Adulthood #I looooove doin future designs. simply what I do #(this is specifically for the fic Im writing yes but if the fic werent a thing I'd still do it lol) #(its enrichment. for Me) #truly I cherish the part of riz that is both deeply un-self-aware and A Bit Much #Im still figuring thea out as I write this but I think the star thing abt her is that shes cool with a suspicious amount of weird shit #shes kind of a pollyanna rn but also whenever anyone says something insane shes like haha me too #riz's jobs in this one are 1/city council treasurer (intentionally depowering this position by occupying it while goblin) #2/private investigator 3/[REDACTED] #yeah so uh. thats happening. slowly. Im prioritizing this gotdamg comic rn I want it Done but well. always good to have things to #fiddle with while on break

[sereniv]

Can someone who is NOT a zionist tell me why Jewish people have so much conspiracy and hate? when did it start and why? how and why did it spread?

Preferably someone who is jewish or really knows what theyre talking about answer

#it might be silly to ask #but i see all these conspiracies like from every angle and its been going on for so long like #why! #how does it spread #like was it one guy who made another guy mad and you can pinpoint exactly when antisimetism conspiracies started #or is it bc religion? #or did it happen in 2 totally unconnected places? but how would it spread #im sorry im really high rn and i read that post #and like i know of the stuff said. not all tho i learned something new #but i realize i dont know why #like whats it mean that im ashkenazi dna on my moms side #maybe thats seperate convo idk #it really hittjn #hope it all make sense #oh shit i forgot to write tags #jewish #jewblr #jumblr #antisemitism #history #ashkenazi #question

[secretlythatsme]

ALSO for your angst dpxdc consideration: danny would absolutely still be considered a meta. the term "meta" is used in a very vague, umbrella way where basically anyone who isn't a normal human is a meta. so even without the proper meta gene, danny would still be considered a meta by basically everyone (especially bruce). canonically speaking, danny isn't just a normal booooo kinda ghost - he also has some insane powers (like his ghost wail!) so he'd be considered a person with superpowers and therefore a meta.

so when you're writing dpxdc fics, please consider this! danny would be a meta in the dcu! kick that kid out of gotham!!!!

#im sorry i know tensions are high rn with the whole 'canon vs fanon' shit however #it does make me giggle a little whenever i see fics that are like 'danny isnt really a meta so he has nothing to worry about' #oh yes he does #i think a fic where danny himself thinks he's safe cause he's not a meta but Actually He's Wrong has great potential for angst And comedy #but any fic thats like 'oh bat.man wont consider him a meta once he learns danny is a ghost!' #nahnahnah im not letting y'all pull that actually #you havent considered the angst potential properly cmon guys #guys.. guys please.... guys if you learn more about dc you have more potential for angst guys guys are you liste- #ajdhgjlhdga #people should learn about the dc canon because fanon sucks!!! <broke #people should learn about the dc canon because it gives us more chances to wring danny like a towel <bespoke #aldhgl #dcxdp #dpxdc

[fairy-hub]

I love snorting ketamine (powder horse tranquilizer) if you snort the right amount it makes you feel very relaxed and kind of heavy. Straight up melting into the sofa just feeling good and tingly for the next 30 minutes while it wears off.

Think about snorting ketamine with dealer!suguru/toji, getting high laying on their bed. While they feel you up, it’s not like you can move very much so their princess is gonna have to let them eat your pussy out for the next ten minutes. Between the tingly pleasurable high and their warm tongue on your clit, their thick fingers rubbing on your g-spot ughh

They would love getting you high, they love how much you trust them and how vulnerable you are laying on their bed looking beautiful, getting needier the higher you get

#while I’m high rn I’m not high off ketamine sadly #I’ve taken quiet a few drugs especially in my early 20s #so if y’all are interested in high sex fics im all for it #I love ecstasy so hmmm the fics I can write with the jjk men high as shit being so needy and pussy drunk #speaking from experience their dick will keep getting hard again and again #3 hour minutes maybe 5 hours #gojo seems like the tupe to get fixated for a while and will #keep going for as long as you let him

[bonnieura]

im so not fucking normal

#drawing #sketch #my art #art #original art #politics #jfk #john f kennedy #kennedy #the kennedys #clone high #listen i know this isnt technically clone high but i bet CH fans would love to see a ch character's clone father sort of #ibis #ibispaintx #just testing brushes n shit #ughhhhhhhhhhhthis is one of like FIVE other drawings im making rn ughr

[onyourstageleft]

#dan and phil #weed #besties i am so high rn i am losing it #i took like one too many bong hits #started playing flight rising on the desktop computer bc it loads so much faster than my chromebook #opened youtube to have something on the second monitor #found dan and phil's fuckin lofi album??? #lost my absolute shit about it #went to post about it from tumblr mobile but wanted to make this meme to do it justice so pulled up a meme editor on my desktop #(the meme editor had so many advanced text options since when have meme editors come this far??) #anyway made the meme realized my phone is at super low battery so decided to just log on to tumblr to post it directly from the desktop #even though i'm nearly exclusively a mobile user now and have been for years #so i have to log in to tumblr and now i'm experiencing making a post from the desktop site while still pretty blitzed #is it firefox that allows me to edit the tags after i've typed them or is that a desktop thing now #oh shit do i have any extensions on #depending on what imported from chrome when i changed my browser like six months ago this may be some sort of extension #whatever it is im okay with it this is great #i'm having such a good time right now genuinely #also watched chappell roan's hot to go music video for the first time during an interlude in the whole meme making process #there is currently a restoration video playing in the other tab that's been going for 10 minutes while i've been making this post #this is me living my best life honestly #i need at least one person to acknowledge the journey of tags on this post if only so i know I'm not alone in knowing my experience

[ghost-bard]

I was like half way to being delirious during this weeks fhjy ep cuz reasons but god british kristen and dm zac was crazy. Also yes if/when the rat grinders die i will cry bc i love them and they didnt deserve what they got and yes i will cheer when porter (hopefully) gets fuckin destroyed bc even if i find him interesting as a villain/antagonist hes a shitty teacher and that makes me upset.

Other thoughts on the ep are just gorgug and kristen being death buddies bc yknow. And gorgug as whole, but thats just the norm for me.

Is this anything.

#d20 #d20 fantasy high #d20 fhjy #d20 spoilers #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #this is like my most half baked post ever bc im so tired and so hungry rn lmaooo #also i havent eaten bc its been storming n shit and like constant tornado warnings and flooding its been kinda crazy #i woke up at like 6am man

[bacchuschucklefuck]

okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #not art #fhjy spoilers #its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical #like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real #like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this #yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out #meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring! #theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it #its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started #the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show #which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them #and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear #that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others #thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and #a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he #wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude #its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others #and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT #Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere #Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually #Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!

[peacocking-cuckoo]

Battling one mental illness with another like some fucked up pokemon battle. Can't drink alcohol! That has calories in it so it's Bad.

#tw alcohol #tw ed #honestly i just want the mind fog bc everything is shit and i dont wanna think #im actually doing decent right this instant thanks to it. cant have a shitfit over bad grades if im busy being hungry #and hey. entomology research team im having an internship with are... rly cool. n they seemed to like me #so rn im ridding the high of Im So Good At Bugs and im going to become Famous at Bugs #dont need no one just need bugs

[savetheghost]

i hate that i get penalized at work for doing too much work

#its technically a software error cause they want us to have so much money on the record #and the dollar amount correlates directly with the frames on my list that i need to make #so dollar goes down for every frame i put together #this incentivizes getting sales so you are trapped in the cycle of capitalism #generally speaking i think framing costs are high but in a semi-understandable way when youre doing it #materials are made for longevity and have coatings and shit to seal up your art for actual decades to protect it #it Should be a one time purchase when its done properly and theres lil maintenance stuff you can have done #but generally speaking it should last as long as you dont let the wood rot #i do maintenance on shit thats like 200 years old #take it apart clean the glass check the adhesive seal it back up with new paper #thats like $10 #doing a new frame is like $80-a billion dollars and usually its scaled on the size of the art #idk im bored rn i did all my tasks and now im waiting for the imposter to kill me

[bmpmp3]

i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!

#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to #that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know #but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look #like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies #dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS #plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song #and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal #again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness. #plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like #yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more #OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit #love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning #im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY #i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy #but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like #emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness #its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool #addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic #but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english?????? #people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys #this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like #the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth #but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me..... #a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd #i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying #about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement

[anotherpapercut]

been having a rough few days with work and like friend stuff and I just wanna give a huge shout-out to weed for always being there for me through thick and thin

#a few days ago i was extremely irritable bc i was tired and in a lot of pain and frustrated abt shit #and i realized i was being an unpleasant asshole but i was just. feeling very very bad and i finally got so smoke some weed #and the shift in my mood was actually insane. like extremely noticeable. i was like holy shit #im never letting anyone try to tell me weed isnt a medicinal drug again. that shit made me a different person fr #was telling my friends last night yall should be grateful that i keep going to smoke more weed bc if i didnt id be really unpleasant rn #i go from being terrible to be around to life of the party. im just an extraordinarily high strung person

[firefly-sky]

alright fellas i’m dead i have a 76 in math rn my parents are going to kill me

#panicking rn #god im so done #my parents are gonna kill me #because i’m not a c student #and now i’m gonna get it worse since my brother is going to an ivy #do now i’m gonna hear shit about that #yay #theres no way i can get it up either #and im just gonna be yelled at for not studying enough even though i have high 90s in the rest of my classes #minus ap i have an 80 dmth #but still like fuck #i feel so stupid #today isn’t going good

[thedolldyke]

finally got enough stands that i can set up my doll display in my new place! I’m so obsessed with them right now

#im saur saur sick rn but i can look at the girls and the ghouls and feel joy #doll collector #monster high #dollblr #rainbow high #shadow high #kurhn #barbie #monster high bootlegs #monster high g3 #monster high g1 #those are my bootlegs on the skulltimate secrets shelf #my g2 abbey is wearing bootleg abbeys outfit #there’s a monster ball drac in the back of the g3 shelf but her hair looks like shit so you dont get to see her clearly #i want to get more rainbow high and shadow high but they are saur expensive in canada and i am a stingy bitch

[pepprs]

halfway thru my first drivers ed session. idk if i can do this aftually lol

#purrs #there’s like 30+ ppl in the class and most of them are high schoolers who already have like at least 20-30 hrs and i have 3. also the #instructor is really nice and means well but she is also a little clueless and she embarrassed me in front of everyone (or maybe i #embarrassed myself) bc she had us all introduce ourselves and say what we like to do and i said play video games and she was like oh are you #a bit of a gamer 👀 have you been to any of those conventions. LIKE 💀😭 NO I JUST PLAY SILLY LITTLE PET GAMES….. #but ajyways um. i don’t have enough driving experience to start behind the wheel lessons yet 💀💀💀💀💀 and we r watching videos rn and it’s so s #scary like istill have such trouble even maneuvering the car around how am isupposed to develop situational awareness and be driving on high #hihways and shit. this is so overwhelming. it’s like ‘every moment ur behind the wheel u and the ppl around u are at risk’ well idont want t #to be at risk or risk others lives. but also i need to move out. help 💔💖 #anyways this class has INSANELY long breaks (like 15+ mins thank god) and we might be able to end early every day too so. fingers crossed it #wont be that bad and i’ll actually retain stuff and learn to drive fucking finally. but im so scared #also on thursday we are watching a video depicting a graphic c*r cr*sh so. that’s just fucking great #drivers ed tag