#im kinda slow sometimes

[www-jungwon]

happy bday to the most sunghooniest hoonish my boyfriendest sunghoony sunghoon on the planet !!

#see they all mean sunghoon bc like my boyfriend=sunghoon… #ok i tried too hard w that and he’s not even my bias #BUT ANNOUNCEMENT #SUNGHOON (and jay 👀) INTRO NEXT TATB EP #loser!hoon has my heartttt #y’all r NOT ready for it #☆ﾟelena’s rambles #js realized i should’ve made todays advent ff abt him… #im kinda slow sometimes

[machinerot]

#my art #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi #disco elysium #disco elysium fanart #harrykim #kimharry #or whatever they're called #let this man have happiness or so help me #im a firm believer in harry getting a slow post-recovery glow up alright. it's the least i can do for the guy. #man i was listening to so many banger songs while making this #im still getting back in the flow of painting so most of my stuff is kinda messy still #but i suspect ill find a middle ground between this and my last piece style-wise #gearing up to drawing kim in all his glory too now that ive finished two different side profiles of him. only a matter of time now #also fun little fact. i drew over half of this (~4 ? hours) using just my finger on the trackpad of my laptop lol #sometimes it helps me to just put shapes and colors down. when ive got a pen i get too nitpicky about being perfect/using fancy techniques #sometimes all you need is. finger 🫶 #OH!! i forgot to mention someone spotted it in the tags—yes this is based on that one leyendecker piece!!

[kithj]

started reading what moves the dead by T. Kingfisher and im enjoying the gender & language stuff so much and also wow her writing is so fun to read

#also coming from an anthology of work from like the 1930s-1980s it's very refreshing #no offense to older written horror its just like. i mean it's kinda slow and boring sometimes innit #which is funny cus ive seen ppl call this book and the mc boring meanwhile i think theyre so charming and fun #i went into this completely blind LOL i didnt even know this was a retelling of the house of usher #and i definitely didnt know anything abt the mc and their Gender #the language and use of pronouns thing is kinda blowing my mind im ngl this is so genius... such an interesting way to approach it

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

been doing some no pronoun doctor writing and it's fun to realise which expressions dont automatically have personal pronouns attached and which do

like, you can hug someone impersonally but taking them in your arms is harder. you cant shake your head impersonally, though you can turn that verb into a noun and then it works. you cant open your eyes or talk with your mouth full impersonally. you cant hide something behind your back or surprise yourself. you cant bite your tongue. and 'the doctor blames the doctor' means something slightly different than 'the doctor blames []self'

#whyyyy are my square brackets crooked #anyway so far most of the time theyre not that hard to work around #it's just fun to see #im still in the first draft so im just leaving in pronouns now when i dont want to slow myself down rephrasing #so it's just kinda random she/he/they now fgkgjhgj whenever there needs to be a pronoun #fix it in the next draft #i think the ones with -self feel the most difficult so far #dont know if they are actually #it's just the first time i was writing a sentence where i had one of those - mightve been surprise yourself actually - #i was just writing and then ended the sentence like '..................doctorself. ah. okay. yes. i see now' #i was like okay OKAY i get it. NOW i get it #the 'i do that!' doctor #now i see #fhgkjfhgjkh #we'll see how i solve this #i should try this in dutch sometime

[weirdopponent]

FRUITS THAT COULD HAVE BEEN GROWING ON THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE

The apple, the classic, bright red like struck skin

fits firmly in your palm.

You crush it in your teeth and between your jaws, it snaps like broken bone.

Scavengers feast on what remains, what you leave behind.

The pomegranate, cut in half, bleeds like a heart

from four chambers, from its severed veins

which it doesn't need anymore, taken from its body like this

The peach falls to the ground and no one catches it in time

and it bruises readily, tenderly

martyred for the health of the earth

The cherry grows in pairs

One holds the other which holds the other back

When you split them apart, the ladder of your ribs aches in sympathy

The apricot shines golden from its perch in the golden sun

reminding you of the guardians blinding halo, its fierce flaming swords

Is it ever blinded? The fruit is sweet on the tongue

A banana?

That's just silly.

#dont have anything from my other stuff progress was really slow on both today she is red and no stars tonight #also im just kind of embarrassed posting fanfic sometimes #its easier to write since half of the work is already done #so i have a lot more of it than my og stuff #originals #poetry #poets on tumblr #this was mostly imagery practice but i kinda like it #i wanna add a rhyme scheme to it maybe #something else i havent done lately is alliterative verse but alliteration is so fun. especially if you focus on mid word instead of the beg #inning of the word #christianity tw #lmfao #i could change the ending to make it more serious too like #the previous drafts it was funny i think but the more i worked on it the less it fits #OH WELL #was still a fun little thing to do

[underhanded-lamb]

Part 2 (Part 1)

its still Valentine’s Day omg we made it boys  I hope everyone enjoyed their heart day, moon sure tried to :3c  

Bonus Vanessa suffering their shenanigans

#fnaf moon #fnaf sun #fnaf #Sun x Moon #fnaf security breach #fnaf vanessa #Shes just salty because they do this every year and it still gets her #your honor they were made for each other #If I wasn't so slow I would've added a y/n in there too but maybe next year :3c #moon being waaay too shy is like my bread and butter guys #im so sorry he's trying his best #lambs art #anyone else just get so nervous sometimes you just kinda laugh? #i major hc moon doing this like hes a giggly mess #and between the two dca's you know both of them are just #***anxious*** #me too bro me too

[quirkle2]

Wars Headcanons? (If you want?)

WOOOOOOOOO

bit of a weird one but wars will eat pretty much Anything, actually. you'd assume since he's a city boy and just seems kinda fancy and well-to-do in general that he'd like the ,,,Richer side of the menu. and while he Has had some of the most expensive meals u can find during dinners w the queen and other Big Figures, he's also had some of the cheapest and grossest foods imaginable. he's been in the army for years, and the food there isn't amazing i've heard GVEAGIYUV if it's edible, he's willing to eat it. he surprises quite a few of the chain w that one when he's perfectly willing to eat bugs without so much as a grimace at the idea

when wars is reading his silly little books with his silly little glasses on he has a habit of like . humming to react to whatever happened in the book. a character says smth sassy and he goes "mh :|" and it's SO funny for the rest of the chain to hear. he seems to be completely engrossed whenever he reads and doesn't know he's doin that at All and they adore him so bad

wars has a habit of trying to juggle things. yes he's a goon no he doesn't succeed ever

caaaaaaan't recall if i've mentioned this but i like the idea of my wars bein hard of hearing :)! his right ear is mostly burnt off and there's definitely some damage in there. he can only hear a little bit from his right—speech is mostly muffled and quiet—so he relies a lot on his left to hear and lip reading. he Does know a good bit of sign !

wars doesn't actually flirt w people and when other people flirt w Him he is almost Always incredibly uncomfortable. hot take

he's veerrryyyy clingy when he's sleepy. he's affectionate by default but he gets so touchy-feely when he's tired and it's the cutest shit actually . literal grabby hands at people. leanin on the chain and yawning obnoxiously in their ears. he's usually an early riser so he typically goes to bed early too; when the chain stays up to tell stories he's usually one of the first to drift off and ends up w his head in legend's lap. pillow,,,,,,,,,bestie

he can't sweem

wars secretly knows how to tap dance. yes, he's good at it, and yes, he will bring that secret to his grave

i actually think the Only way to get wars to shut up at the dinner table is if ur serving apple pie. if u hand him a slice of apple pie he will be Transfixed by it and will spend every ounce of his energy devouring that goddamn slice and savoring every bite. if u give him a slice of apple pie he'll die for you.

wars is also very clingy when sick . if legend or Somebody isn't hugging him or next to him at all times he gets very pitiful and miserable. human equivalent of what a sad, wet dog looks like . luckily tho legend and the others care abt him very much and they let him fall asleep on them so he can rest comfortably ,,,family :)

#qktalks #silvercaptain24 #qkhcs #i feel like the eating bugs thing should be tagged it's kinda gross #uhm. #tw bugs #i don't think there Is a tw tag for bug eating GVIYEAGVA #news flash i made him not flirty simply bc i literally could not know what flirting looks like even if i tried to pick it out #like sometimes im watchin two characters talking and it isn't until like halfway through the entire scene that i realize they r flirting #i AM the stupid characters in a 200k+ word slow burn strangers to lovers fanfiction

[wp100]

god i miss my obsession with heroes of the storm. i had whole entire headcanons for all the blizz characters and their interactions existing in the nexus. they lived in my head rent-free

i fucking shipped raynor and diablo (Seriously, no joke lol)

#bro i would just ship anything #i still do ngl #actually. shipping is still kinda important to me #gets me through the rough patches sometimes #ramblings #I FORGOT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A DIABLO THIRST POST BUT ENDED UP TALKING ABOUT HOTS INSTEAD #I just miss this game #i played in strictly AI mode with AI teammates #then they ruined the ai teammates and made them so brainless so i stopped playing #and lost interest #grinding the skins and gold was a pain too. it's very slow with AI games #games in maintenance mode. it sucks because it is a fun game #blizz's core audience just isnt into the MOBA genre #if they wanted to play MOBA they'd play league. but they wouldnt because they like Blizz games #I liked HoTS. yeah sure it's a moba. but it's blizzard's take on one #and i like blizzard's characters #im attached to them... i cant get into new ones anymore it's hard #hots

[needylittlegirl]

brain is spinning

#not in a good or bad way i just feel like im in a washing machine on a gentle cycle #just thinking about everything #mostly like #whoever i end up with is going to have to have So much patience #like #i dont know how Anything works #absolutely none of it #ive never had like healthy completely consensual sex #ive never been in a healthy relationship ive barely ever had Good friends #so like #erase everything thats happened to me like just dont count it #and i havent ever done anything #not with a boy in a romantic kinda way not with friends in a friends kinda way #and yeah that makes me sad sometimes and terrifies me most of the time #but hopefully i’ll find people that will take everything so slow with me and not mind #i just think its gonna be a long journey that im not super excited for cause i know its gonna be scary #but i also cant wait to like do everything for My first time #idk i think im just being a sap right now #and i cant wait to be able to do things with someone #like right now im just sitting in an empty parking lot with my door open watching the sunset and thinking about life #and someday i’ll be able to do that with someone!! we can talk about life for hours! #and someday someone will join me in my stupid little dance parties or karaoke sessions #and itll be nice #tbd #i need to romanticize every moment of my life or else i’ll want to die

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

Ok ok final thing b4 i go back to what i was doing b4 and not being distracted. But 1 thing i hate abt omori is that like. I cant SAY anything abt it like everyone already KNOWS i cant be like "ogh the symbolism here " BC EVERYONES HEARD OF THE SYMBOLISM THERE likeeee . Its smth i rlly like abt jrwi bc like u basically always have New things to say bc theres accidental foreshadowing allll the time (and also purposeful but tbh most is like smth vaguely said in ep10 which predicts an entire arc or smt) and since its hundreds of hours long, ppl forget things n can be reminded and likeee since its dnd which is so imagination based, theres so much room for interpretation. But w omori its like. I could be like Damn Yea This Rlly IS Like Depression and veryones like Yea. Thats The Point.

#night thoughts #its mostly like. i rlly like how the pace of hs rlly does feel so accurate to what depression n escapism is LIKE #bc like. everythings seems to get sorta slower and longer and more convoluted as time goes on #to the point where being in headspace feels sorta mind numbing #BUT the thing is ik thats just me bc loads of ppl rlly like headspace n ik a lotta ppl have said #that the way the rw is almost more boring than hs and how they couosnt wait to get back to bed is also rlly like fitting #AND THATS TRUE #but for me hs always felt so slow and just. like trekking up a mountain #AND THATS WHAT DEPRESSION N ISOLATION FEEL LIKE #after spending so much time just as Nothing time just kinda stops existing #and the few chances u do go outside n see friends. seems like kickstarting ur brain #n suddenly ur not wallowing in numb lethargy but ur EXISTING #and sometimes it does feel like ud prefer to be in the Slow and Comfortable isolation #until u realise that just huge contrast in urself #idk maybe im tryna make it relate to myself too much #bc i first played it a bit under a year ago when i was in a massive rut and never went outside n never talked to anyone #til one day i decided to go on a walk just. on a whim #and i saw a cat on that walk and like. i see cats round town all the time #but just bein on a walk n feelin the air n seein the cat was the most id felt in months #and idk yea #ANYWAYS back to not being distracted.

[wooahaes]

every day i think abt elemental and how i cried in the movie theatre watching it

#wooahaes.txt #like... im very white so i cant relate to All of it obviously #but i can kinda relate to the frustrations of not fitting into what your parents want #(see: only daughter who wants to explore the world and do more than just... settle down and have kids like her mother wants lmao) #(like i DO want to settle down and have kids... but im 23? im not going to fucking waste away into nothing :/ like be fr @ my mother) #and the equal frustrations of trying to fit into one box despite that box just... not working. and passion lying elsewhere (i.e. in writing #also idk i just kinda get the standoffishness ember has toward other ppl. i relate to it a lot haha #plus idk!!! the message of 'maybe your anger is trying to tell you something' is so important and i didnt expect to see it in this movie #bc sometimes frustrations are just that but other times theyre a sign we need to slow down and stop and reflect #im just. aughghghhh #collapses into a puddle....... i need to watch this movie again

[solardistress]

thinking about finishing this one page of history notes and then watching an episode of good omens to . go yippee !! yay !!! wahoo !!!

#its just one page #and i know i can do it #im just slow #i shouldve started monday but yk . im kinda slow sometimes....

[layla-carstairs]

the fact I'm only 80% through cp2???? like there cannot be that much left 🧍🏻‍♀️

#like the final battle is pretty much over #what else even happens 😭 #I kinda just want this book to be over tbh #I love it & am having a good time but god is it slow sometimes #also after this im probably going to reread tmi because I've been missing them recently #bella talks

[lowbudgetdragons]

have some birb and shirt because im tired

( @the-dragon-invasion-is-near )

#bird #not a dragon #ugh art is hard sometimes and i kinda feel like im avoiding it #trying to get back into it but its going slow #youll just have to take this for the time being

[colormints-art]

pulling an all nighter today because art deadline is tomorrow and holy shit am i bad at backgrounds 🙏🏻🙏🏻🤩

#bad means very very inexperienced and slow #i kinda have a general grasp on nature backgrounds #but interior? oh boy #either way im not gonna sleep before im satisfied with it so lol #mint talks sometimes

[bmpmp3]

Snowstorm, 2022 Gouche on canvas 8″ x 6″

#art #traditional art #gouache #alternative title: mom said its my turn on the xbox #pretending im a serious artist who posts their art with just the caption instead of rambling about something unrelated for 400 words #jk im still gonna ramble in this tags #SO LIKE sometime last year (i think around april) it was super sunny with beautiful green grass and bright blue skys #and it started snowing #with the blue sky still showing. like those sunshowers in the summer where its sunny and raining at the same time #and it was just kinda a weird quiet and weird feeling standing outside in the green grass and the snow melting on my eyelashes #so i drew a sketch on a a little prepared canvasboard fully ready to paint #and then i didnt for like a year until this morning HJKFSDks #but i like it a lot! i think it looks cool. i forgot how much i love to paint with gouache #it dries so slow but maybe a heat gun can help fjkdlkjgfd also im like cursed and i can never mix anywhere NEAR enough paint #like i mix a colour and i paint a 1x1 inch area and im already out #constantly remixing paint....that is my fate #i think the reason i didnt finish this until now was cause for a while i was weirdly insecure about my weird cat thing drawings #cause i dunno i was like is it too basic. everyone draws weird cats. am i too basic #but this morning i thought about it. i can name like at least three historically significant artists who drew nothing but weird cats #i can draw weird cats if i want. im free. free to draw vaguely humanoid white cat things #we all have weird cats. we all have weird cats in side of us. let yours free