Having adhd is like being stuck in rooms with no exits and then told by neurotypicals i should have just done like them and walked through a door
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I had the most horrendous afternoon and all I want to do is play Minecraft and watch my silly little videos but I can't do that because my fucking laptop is broken
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ok imma rant just to process this and get it out of the way, but the universe is really playing in my face right now. Everyone, literally EVERYONE is in some sort of romantic endeavor, except for me, i have not been asked out, nor oggled in anyway past February bro, and its starting to make me doubt myself, like am i not attractive enough? am I ugly? too intimidating to approach?? idk whats wrong with me, and seeing all these couples together boo'd up all in love has me in some sort of deep envy. And it makes me upset, Although my first relationship was ass, I do miss having someone that would hold me and kiss me and do all that romantic stuff. I love friends so very much dont get me wrong, and they make me very happy, but sometimes I want that intimacy and its very rare to get that with friends, its those small moments that pass by so fleetingly :/ like today I basically half cuddled with a friend of mine, and its like I will never do that again.
I think Im just lacking in intimacy and usually the best place to find that is through a romantic partner, because with friends its so rare to find that :(, I know this makes me look desperate and pathetic but idc im human, I wish someone will just approach me already, I wish someone who is my dream person will approach me and ask me out and be perfect for me in every way because I'm so picky, Hurry up and find me already, please, I just need more intimacy.
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I went off today because I'm so tired of people asking me "but will you die?" when I ask if I can have food of some sort, because I'm diabetic.
Like why do people not learn even a shred of what I say??
Why would I ask for something if it would be bad for me??
Why are you treating me like a fragile little shard of glass???
I've only been doing this for 4 years and will do it the rest of my life. I think I will probably know if I'm going to die.
Use a little critical thinking but ALSO listen when I tell you things!!! About my chronic illness!! No one ever bothers to listen!!! Aaaa!!!
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I know I said I'd answer the asks for the fic writer game, but I'm truly in a gloomy mood right now
I'm sorry— I'll get to them tomorrow, promise 💕
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