#im gonna cry rm

[orchid3a]

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#📢- aria is talking #fuck #fuck fuck fuck #im gonna cry rm #god im so fucking pathetic #me n x (friends name) lost contact ages but it still hurts #i miss her #i miss what we were #i oh god #it was my fault #if only i #tw.vent #please ignore this im just emotional

[hopelessnihilist]

Fun fact, I'm completely unlovable. I'm gonna fucking cry.

#im gonna fucking cry #fuck life #s3lfharmm #depressiv #tw s3lf harm #depressivethoughts #no one loves me #self h@rm #self h@te

[fairygeek777]

Why the heck do I let anime series that I KNOW I'll love slip by and miss the hype 🤦‍♀️

I FINALLY WATCHED MY HAPPY MARRIAGE

I BINGED THE ANIME OF THE APOTHECARY DIARIES (I already read volume 1 but didn't continue NANIII????)

And I'm on episode 3 of Frieren: Beyond Journey's End. (Even though I learned about the manga 2 years ago and it was on my goshdamn list but I never touched it)

Why do I do this?? Especially with how GORGEOUS anime is these days???? GOD. Well I loved both TAD and MHM and I'm already hungry for more from both.

Made the mistake of starting Frieren with family and now I have to wait or they'll be mad 💀

Oh and my roommate showed me 3 new series that I ended up enjoying as well:

The Owl House

My Next Life as a Villainess: All Routes Lead to Doom

Shadows House

I've been neglecting such great media in the past years 😔

#my happy marriage #the apothecary diaries #frieren: beyond journey's end #my next life as a villainess #shadows house #the owl house #of course mg happy marriage released on my birthday l #of course i get into it after the fact #im gonna cry if thats all we get of my happy marriage though #anime 2023 #discovering 2023 anime in 2024 #the owl house aint anime #but its one of the series my rm showed me #so it counts

[littlefoxgirlhere]

I wonder...if I were a boy, would my mother love me? or I would still be the beast tormenting her life?

#girlblogging #girl problems #hell is a teenage girl #i hate it here #mother #mommy issues #class of 2013 #im gonna cry #i bet on losing dogs #mitski #i need to be drunk #i hate my life #im so jealous of other girls #just girly things #self h@rm

[moonystoes]

ARDA SCORED A GOAL BUT MY LAZY ASS SPEPT THRPUGH THE WHOLE MATCH I JUST WOKE UP WHAT THE FUCK

#my baby girl im gonna cry #rm #real madrid #arda güler #arda guler

[iwanttod1elol]

they keep fucking postponing my blood test which means i can't take anything incase they find something in my system 🙂

#notprojustusingthetags #tw ed diet #@na #s3lfharmm #tw s3lf harm #bl@de #self h@rm #tw drvgs #drvgs #narcotics drugs #drug abuse #mentally i am unwell #im gonna fucking cry #im going to kms #im going insane

[remi-rexi]

I’m actually gonna have such a breakdown rn it’s not even funny.

So I have these two friends I’m kind of friends with but they’re like BEST FRIENDS so I’m never really gonna be as close with them. And I really like fnaf, tell me why when I walked into school one of them mentioned that they were excited to see it this evening and while we were walking out of school they were talking about going to see it in front of me without inviting me. Which like whatever until I find out my other friends also went to see it without me. I mean does everyone really hate my that fucking much like I swear.

#i’m gonna cry #i’m gonna lose it #i should kms #i wanna kms #im going to kms #tw selfhate #self h@rm

[schoolkillskids]

I got a new phone and I forgot to but my razor in my phone case, send help. And razors.

#i wanna relapse so bad #im going to kms #im gonna cry #se1f h4rm #self h@rm #self h@te #cuting

[fixmychildhoodwithme]

Sometimes I wonder “im gay right”

*sister walks by “your hair isn’t straight”

“Nether am I”

I think I am

*repost if you think I’m gay af

#gayman #pansexual #im pan actually #and so what #heartstopper #joe locke #kit connor #william gao #yazmin finney #all the bright places #finny and Violet #if ykyk #self h@rm #we’re gonna die some day #i wish he was there #come baaaaaaack #love you bae #charlie spring #nick and charlie #this is NOT my cry for help #miss you buddy #Flowers by Lauren spencer smith #mirror by Lauren spencer smith

[loveforpoison]

Why be sad when you can just be gone

#im gone #i fucked up #imma cry #im cryin #tw disordered eating #tw s3lf harm #tw self destructive behavior #tw ana diary #im gonna cry #gonna kill someone #ima kms #selfharn #self h@rm #kms kms kms #dead #dead inside #cry myself to sleep #cry more #cry me a fucking river #bruise aesthetic #bruises #2014 band tumblr #2014 style #2014 grunge #2014core #i miss 2014 #2014 vibes #it's not as simple as just eating #cvtaddict #shitpost

[jayyyz-stuff]

my friend went to a mental hospital and i said if she went i would go too but i don’t want to leave my boyfriend because they are mentally unstable too so idk what to do at this point i just wanna kms

#mentally unstable #mental hospital #tw s3lf harm #s3lfharmm #self h@rm #tw self destructive behavior #im gonna cry #i hate life #i hate living

[hopelessnihilist]

I want to die. I'm a horrible, horrible person. Someone fucking kill me. Please. Do it. I might as well jump off a fucking building. I don't make anyone's lives easier. Or happier.

#fuck life #im gonna fucking cry #s3lfharmm #depressiv #tw s3lf harm #depressivethoughts #no one loves me #self h@rm #self h@te #im done

[sunnyisinsane]

Guys wait . Guys please listen to me righght fucking now I'm not kidding this is literally a Spirit Albarn song no seriously I'm not kidding thiss is slirwrlalg spieit im sobbimg no im.nkt joijng im mext to my friend rm and she agrees and im gomma cry this is actuallt spirit like . There are bits of jt that's also spiritstein no seriously Im actually gonna sob

#i jist. #yeah

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

me: okay im pretty tired so im just gonna find something light to watch

video about the rms laconia: exists

me: oh hey, i know that one pretty well, i wont end up angry crying about it this time. clicks on video

an hour later

me: is angry crying about it this time

#kai rambles #...listen #ive said like ten thousand times that im a ship person but not a warship person #but i know about a fairly decent amount of them #mostly because a lot of liners got requisitioned on ww1 or ww2 #or were secretly helping the war effort like lusitania #so like i know about lusitania or the captain or hood or sydney etc. #olympics dazzle paint for the war effort is actually a really cool topic #but like #obviously a lot of warship stories are very tragic like the uss indianapolis #and the laconia #but the laconia is just like being punched over and over and over again #because even before the disaster youve got italians pows on board who were being treated awfully and someone having to stand up and stop it #them youve alsl got her being unaccompanied on her route despite being a target and needing it because the navy just didnt have the boats #which led to some officers and civilian passengers feeling overconfident because ''we dont need an escort'' and oh yeah there were civilian #specifically the wives and CHILDREN of the sailors or soldiers #and to make it worse shes over 20 years old and needs new boilers and anywhere she goes a giant black cloud of smoke follows from her funne #so shes an easy target which led to her a u-boat torpedoing her and her sinking which also had this thing where they tried to trap the pows #in the ship so everyone else could get off which fuck that and also it was listing so not all the lifeboats could be launched and most were #overcrowded and also there were sharks atfacking them #and then the u-boat is coming nearer but when the captain realises who were on board HE STARTS A RESCUE EFFORT #and he lies to base and manages to organise a rescue with other u-boats (preventing an attack actually) but then hitler gets wind of it and #he cancels that and tells them to leave the survivors to their fates SO THIS GUY DISOBEYS HITLER AND MAKES A DESPERATE CALL IN ENGLISH TO #THE ALLIES ASKING FOR RESCUE PROMISING NOT TO ATTACK IF THEY DONT ATTACK AND GIVING HIS POSITION TO THEM #and they don't even believe it for two days straight but eventually a few more u-boats arrive to help with promises from italy france & #britain to help and like theyve got a 1000 people mostly in lifeboats tied to the u-boats flying the red cross. and in the night the u-boat #on scene get separated and an american bomber arrives on scene and the survivors think rescues coming but then the bomber gets orders #TO SINK THE U-BOAT SO THEY FIRE OFF THREE ATTACKS WITH ONE JUST LANDING WITHIN THE LIFEBOATS KILLING PEOPLE #and the u-boat guy ends up having to leave the scene because hes fearful for his crew now understandably and the survivors just have to wai #for rescue which does come. but wanna know what happened to the bomber and the guy who gave the order? NOTHING. NOT EVEN AN INVESTIGATION

[whyse7vn]

AUR MY GAWDDDDD TWO POSTS !!!!!??? ITS 2AM AN D IM TRYING SO HARD TO CONTROL MY LAUGHTER 😭😭 U MADE MY NIGHT FR 🔥🔥

them shaming joon for shaving.... PLEKFMEJD his hair his choice 🥺✊ jk being so down bad & endearingly stupid..... oh i need him SO BAD actually!

yoongi tae gonna kiss one of these days enemies to lovers 💓💓 and tae practically on his knees begging shaking crying throwing up just for y/n to reply with His Birthdate FUCKEHFHHE

also namkook's response in 'not ur bf' is SO REAL LIKE THATS EXACTKY HOW I IMAGINED THEIRS WOULD BE BEFORE I EVEN READ THEIR PART ‼️ JIN'S WAS CRAZYYYY H EHEJNF SAYING THEY HAVE A WHOLE FUCKING KID PLSSSS 😭😭😭😭

anyway!!! IM GLAD UR BACK I HOPE U FEEL WAY BETTER ^__^ TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELF MWA

- rm's bald head / whyse7vn lvr 😘

HEHEHHEHE YOU ALWAYS MAKE DAY YOU MAKE ME BLUSH SOSOSOS HARD

i’m telling you joon will go insane one of these days they need to leave that poor man ALONE. need me someone as obsessed with me as jk is with y/n tbh i’ll eat him

AND IM SAYING YOONGI AND TAE NEED TO KISS IT OUT OR SOMETHING DAMN. tae just so down bad it’s sickening stand up tae stand up!!!!!

IM SO GLAD LMAO i love that people are enjoying the silly little personalities i’ve given the boys and can tell how each member would respond genuinely sososo happy that you guys are into this as much as i am

THANK YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE I DEFINITELY DO LOVE YOU ALWAYS KISS KISS HUG HUG

#love u to the moon and back no joke

[hikari-writes]

HAHHAJSABSJ I WAS THE ONE WHO SENT THE A3! ASK ON ANON SRRY FOR BEING ON ANON BUT I WAS SHY 🥹

And yessss I was also playing on EN up until the end 😭 like I spent the last 4 days of EN recording the backstage stories I liked so I could keep them in my memory 🥺 and YES WHY DID CYBIRD HAVE TO DO A3 LIKE THAT JUST KEEP IT ARCHIVED OR SMTH 😭 I stopped at the end of act 1 but I saw bits and pieces of act 2 on EN

And your fav is Tsumugi??? BRO SAME HE'S SO SOFT AND SQUISHY 🥺🥺🥺 my other faves are probably Masumi and Hisoka bc eepy babies 🥹 and troupe wise it's def a toss up between Spring and Winter, I still love the Summer and Autumn troupe but Spring gives me comfy found family vibes + Sakuya is just THE custest 😭 and Winter gives me that feeling of staring into the darkness on a cold winter day with your friends who are equally as lost as you are if that makes sense 🤧

I also got this Tsumugi gift box for my birthday so I have the Amusement Ichiban kuji A3! Nuigurumi and I have him beside my bed 🥺 and you made a fanfic with the Autumn troupe??? Omg drop the link??? I occasionally go back to read this one rlly good A3! Oneshot book on Wattpad bc I was starved for content since the EN translations don't have all the backstage stories atm

It's so cool to know another A3!der who's still into it 🙏🙏🙏 also can you tell I miss A3! 🥹

WAAAAA HELLO HELLO OMG SO HAPPY TO MEET ANOTHER A3!DER !!! (im ngl i had a hunch it was you since youre probably the only person here who seems to be in the fandom- that i know of aidhwindiejd) ALSO NO NEED TO BE SHY AHAHSHSHJWJDJ MY INBOX IS ALWAYS OPEN FOR INTERACTIONS ANON OR OFF ANON <3333 !!!

IM.SOBBING STOP OMG U CANG DO THIS TO ME IM STILL SO UPSET THAT A3 EN IS NO MORE (rest in piece you will forever be missed) Their tl is soooo good tho :(( i wouldnt mind them not updating anymore with stories/events but they had to kick me in the curb and announced that they removed them completely :')) not to mention at the time my crusty old phone dont have enough storage so i cang even savour the game for one last time 🗿🗿 i know absolutely nothing abt act 2 aside from the new charas names but if u wanna talk abt them woth me pls do !! 🥺🥺🫶🫶 id love to know abt them <3 ANOTHER TSUMUGI LOVER YES OMG 🤝🤝🤝🤝 !!! I rmmrb i was exposed to tsumugi (more specifically izumixtsumugi) b4 i even knew of a3 since i kept seeing fanarts of them from this one artist ����MASUMI AND HISOKA OMG !!!! 🥺🥺🥺🫶PLSSSS SPRING IS DEF HAS FOUND FAMILY VIBE 😭😭 I Rmmbr that scene where itaru was gonna quit and they all act as if he's a father about to leave them and citron was the mom (??iirc ) they r so chaotic i love them <3 😭😭 NOOOO HELP THE WAY I DESCRIBE WINTER TROUPE URE MAKING ME CRY SHSUDHHSHCJEJRJR (I LOVE IT)

TSUMUGI NUI??!?!?!?@?!?! uhm can i see a pic if ure okay with it 👉👈🥺 ALSO WHAHHSJWHEJW the fanfic was actually a tsumugi x reader but the relationship reader has with the autumn guys plays like an importany role in it and....it contains triggering content(s3lf h@rm) + bad writing when i was like idk 12?¿¿¿¿ 🧍🧍 so i dont recommend u read it honestly ahah-- OOOOHHHH PLSLPLSPLS SHARE ME THE WATTPAD A3 ONESHOT BOOK THO ID LOVE TO READ THAT ❗❗❗

PLS DONT BE SHY TO DROP BY IF U WANNA TALK ABT A3 OR ANYTHING IN GENERAL I HAD SM FUN TALKING TO U!! PLUS BRINGING BACK MY OLD LOVE FOR A3 AAAAA

#u miss a3 i miss a3 we all miss a3 sobsbxing #💔💔💔💔 #is this a sign for me to finally fill my a3 masterlist with actual fics-- #yes i think this is a sign 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️ #ALSO uhh if fsr u want to read my a3 oneshot i mentioned #its in my masterlist :'D #iidont recommend it tho -- #ty for stopping by btw !! #⋆ the snow lotuses #which emoji would u like as ur custom tag btw!!