#im finally digesting it

[poetsneverdiemylove]

episode 6 is so insane overall like if 2019 me could watch it, it would be the same as giving mcdonald's sprite to a victorian child

#innefable bureaucracy #is fucking canon wow #aziraphale is an archangel now? #crowley is listening to a heartbreak spotify playlist as we speak #im finally digesting it #i think #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens season 2 #good omens #aziraphale #crowley aziraphale #innefable husbands #crowley

[villainvillain]

oop ALREADY seeing cold takes that are just "i thought the finale was good so if you didnt you are clearly just watching the show wrong and you missed the point of everything ever" like ok can we just accept that the world is more nuanced than that and doesnt always revolve around ur thoughts and opinions

#fionna and cake #literally these two episodes are FINE i dont hate them or dislike them even #nobody is wrong at all for liking them and if you like the finale thats so cool #its mostly just pacing issues and some writing decisions that made the pacing issues a bit worse #but i dont think these episodes are badly written #i just feel like. something weird happened here #the eps feel very different from the others #and whether thats good or bad. well thats up to you #but dont go 'actually you just enjoy the show wrong' if somebody disagrees #thats not smart #jesus christ i cant stress enough i have no overt negative feelings on the eps #im just very underwhelmed #anyways cant wait for my very mixed up thoughts abt this ending to be boiled down to #'idiot is mad that the show didnt spel out every single thing in detail for him' #cuz nah thats not what im looking for when it comes to AT #honestly it kinda felt like things were. #being spelled out... Too much ? for me? #i guess thats the side effect of #a childrens story simplifying the main conflict down to smth digestable #for the main character to read #and then go #'oh. Yeah' #like i see whats there. i really do. i like whats there #i just dont find the execution or pacing very jazzy

[gnzma]

[ okay hypermode is over im gonna sleep ]

#❌|| ʏᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ɢɪᴏ 💀 ooc ||❌ #aka i think i finally digested the ramen and now im Eepy :)

[pandaemoanium]

finished ffxvi. theres still a huge lump in my throat. yoshi p wasnt lying, that game sure was an emotional roller coaster

#gonna start a ng+ tomorrow and stream it to my friends #i really wanna gush about the game but i will control myself so i wont accidentally go into spoiler territory gkdjfjdjf #im very happy to announce that final fantasy is back babey! after so many divisive/mediocre titles we have a new banger again #still need to digest the story for a while longer to finalize my opinion but xvi might actually get into my top 3 ff's #anyway my eyes are still red from all the crying and im supposed to go to the store before it closes gjsjghkdjgjd #personal

[vakta]

future you is going to be so fucking proud of you for recovering

#in case anyone needs to be reminded <3 #ik i havent got rly far in recovery yet but i already am proud of my past sleves for putting in all that effort #bc even this has been rly hard work #but it was possible and the rest is possible too #obvs i have my worries but this isnt a post for those #finally being able to digest normally will be worth the temporary pain #im sure abt that bc it has already improved a lot and it was worth the pain #im trying to always remind myself of this

[3vocatio]

there are days when i believe that i've come to a profound conclusion about the obey me narrative, old or new, and days where i sit myself down and accept that were it not for the piss poor writing then my profoundness would have no basis because everything in obey me can be delved into so deeply but is rarely handled properly.

at the very least, said piss poor writing is the best medicine for a lack of inspiration. i recreate works that rival that of homer and virgil and i witness the birth of other glorious creations that others offer upon the feasting table—and i thoroughly enjoy it (when i am hungry for it...)

#﹒❝ soliloquy #good evening everyone i am studying for the 3 finals i will be having in about 10 hours. it is night. maybe i will pull an all-nighter #i feel like one of these days im going to translate this post into something more digestible and not as pretentious #yes this post is for me yes i am hyping myself up! self-love is key! #u guys should also hype urselves up!!! #anyways new meta is discussing obey me like it's a shakespearean novel #but then when you actually look at the content it's just '???? op should be on medication if they're this delusional' perhaps u are right. #perhaps i should #will i? absolutely not because as i said before obey me is a great source of inspiration because of how shit it usually is #i am saying this as a veteran who has played pretty much around release ok i get the shit talk pass /hj #would u look at that! i've deconstructed back into normal speech #^ this is not normal speech @me you've been writing too much barbatos dialogue #in summary: always seek terrible writing bc then you'll feel the confidence that you'll need to write an entire novel

[mxwhore]

todays breakfast is.... lentil soup with a side of plum juice

#because i LOVE my digestive system and the people around me #ok. im still very depressed. my brain has tossed nuance out the window cuz nightmares are getting both worse and stupider #than jupiter #my professor hasnt sent me the info that i need to finish my final report so idk what ill make of today #i dont wanna sit on the sidewalk being sad but idk its sunday #maybe ill draw #tessas txt

[sup3r-n0vaa]

life update: i am connecting the dots. it’s all coming together. my brain is huge. i see patterns everywhere. i am a genius.

but it would seem that the picture that is being painted is that i am most likely disabled. yippee.

#warning im ranting in the tags #i've got conflicted feelings about it #it's honestly somewhat relieving to finally be able to point at a probable cause for all my symptoms #all signs point towards me having ehlers danlos #including but not limited to: #joints that are constantly sore and clicking and sliding out of place (that last one specifically applies to my hips knees and thumbs) #like. the pain got so bad my mother finally let me get a knee brace for it #chronic fatigue #hypermobility in my younger years (less flexible overall now but my joints stayed bendy) #digestive issues and dizziness #and bruising easily #oh also autism #i feel bad for feeling sad and scared about it i guess #bc being disabled isn't bad #but i guess i was secretly worried about becoming disabled myself all along? #and i'm still scared it'll get worse #i feel like such a bad person #lotta emotions on this fine pi day

[lesbicastagna]

i need a good full reread before finalizing my ideas about okaeri alice but i feel like oshimi hit a wall at a certain point. which was to be expected considering the themes.

i feel like he really was exposing himself very earnestly and he as a person has not found an answer to these problems so was destined to struggle with them as an author too. i was quite surprised with the resolution (if it can be called that) being so underwhelming but at the same time i can't say what i would have done differently.

it's very moving how much he clearly wants to believe in the possibility of a peace of mind that is within the reach of the individual. i'm getting political, but it is a work about gender. i wasn't expecting the characters to dismantle the government lol but definitely to make more drastic and radical decisions in their lives and careers. maybe it's a harsh judgment but i do feel like the author got cold feet about where he was going (might also be a problem of lenght in terms of publishing contract) and turned the ending into something more spiritual and romantic that feels jarring compared to the rest.

all in all it's still a nauseatingly good piece of work that at the same time i feel sublimates and sharpens most of the author's themes from his previous works and might also set the jumping point to even greater stories in the future 👍🏻

#its a complicated work and deals with themes that are obviously gonna resonate very differently with everyone #definitely not smth easy to digest. which im def gonna take my time with #i understand that some might say. well explicitly trans kids living and loving is revolutionary in and of itself #but i feel like its an interesting convo to have exactly bc of this #also. putting all that aside for a sec. first and foremost this is a story and writing/entertaiment wise the final chapters #Do feel underwhelming and rushed. mitani and ren Are tossed aside after being introduced as important. #okaeri alice #putting in the tag for the other 10 people who read it <3

[sheikah-simp]

Hey i’m back wonderfull work as always uhh quick question

What the fuck do i do with myself emotionally now?

Jokes aside good work, the way you write Astor is wonderfull. Wild to see this series finally come to an end. Ya almost got me shedding tears with that “major character death” moment

Hey thank you! Yes yessss I hope you all shed so many tears >:)

Honestly idk what to do emotionally right now either, i’ve been working on it so long it’s been a part of me for the past like year and a half. The good thing for me is my life is really busy so I can distract myself. As for everyone else- idk?? I’ll still sporadically update Stories From Exile and do plan on finishing the Thelem fic eventually but I do have other projects to get back to.

Channel all your feelings into art and writing and fan art yes yes yeessss give me the content I crave

I mean, that last part only if you want to 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

#exile vilify #asks #im gonna wait a few more days until I start talking about some other stuff in regards to the ending #to give people some time to read and digest it #bc i’ve been holding that all in for like… since i wrote the outline #the final update #stories from exile

[dontdrinkanderive]

Venting time

#my undiagnosed digestive issues are getting pretty bad #like fucked up all the way from throat to ass #and not being able to eat anything due to pain/loss of appetite/fear of flare ups has really started to fuck with my head #due to past eating disorder issue #which infuriates me because i had finally gotten to the point in the last few years where i no longer fed into my disordered eating #both in action but also mentally #which was my biggest struggle #it was easy to start eating regularly again #it was hard to make my brain stfu with its stupid ass thoughts #but now that medically i am struggling with eating due to my organs deciding to fucking quit on me #and my eating has become so erratic as a result #i can feel my stupid ass brain falling back into those stupid ass thought patterns #maybe stfu brain #you stupid ass hoe #my body's already trying to kill me i dont need your shitty ass piping up with your ideas from 8 years ago #mentally i should be past this shit and its so frustrating that it turns out im really not #tw ed #tw disordered eating

[087710]

ribs hurting so bad i feel like im being dissected

#literally like it feels as if my insides are being torn out #idk if its bc my food is finally digesting or what but im in so much pain #meowl.txt

[heavenly-delusions]

Me: *complaining abt GERD and its symptoms*

My parents: dont worry bby its all in ur head

#🧍🏻‍♀️ #i want to have dinner at 5pm ik its very early but my metabolism has been wacky lately #they keep insisting im just imagining sht happening w my body id argue back but my throat hurts lol #anyway its kind of a big deal cuz my parents want me to eat w em at all meals but they eat soooo late like 9pm #i wont have enough time for my stomach to settle w digesting its gonna fcking go up to my throat when i lie down #i think my metabolism is slowing rapidly cuz finals just ended and im not using my brain as much LMAO

[consciouschunkofmoss]

caved in finally made a folder with gifs of my two faves and am now writing a headcanon list no one talk to me ever again im grieving

#like i said before laurel using linux is my most trustworthy/valid creation #but i too am including larrissa ones #im happy im still a teenager so i can do stupid/silly things like this and just be happy. i wish the cringe didnt hit me this hard though #this fixationll probably pass over soon as there isnt lot to enjoy from in fandom and canon is still a matter im mulling over and digesting #just rambling #hopefully though it will last long enough that i finally learn how to draw laurel 🙏🙏

[gglitch1dd]

I know it wasn't the main focus of your Angry Dilf series

But please can we have a one-shot where Izuku and the reader finally have a daughter (I'm a sucker for a daddy-daughter fic).

The doctors thought I was a boy right up until I was born!

It was quite a happy surprise because secretly I think my dad wanted a girl all along 😅 (fyi im an only child)

Idk it could be a cute idea but it's up to you if you want to

Ohhhh... That's cute! I'd think they'd totally have a daughter as their finally child. Last one to wrap up the batch.

The Girl

Dilf Midoriya Izuku x Wifey Reader

Warning: Parenthood, pregnancy, babies, boy mom Y/N, brief birth scene there.

Now THIS baby, this baby was vasectomy baby. You called them vasectomy baby because by NO MEANS did you think you'd have them. You and your husband had dusted your hands and called it an end to the Midoriya plantation.

However, you just had to have that last dip in the risky pool and there you found yourself standing in the bathroom, in smack disbelief at the two lined pregnancy stick in your hand. Five boys and now no doubt another on the way.

You weren't sure how your husband was going to react considering you had both talked about it and decided that you would be done. So that's how you ended up waiting for him to get home to break the news. You did it with all the boys that just so happened to be present when you had broken the news.

"Izuku."

Your large husband turned to look at you as he paused whatever he was reading on his phone to look at you. The sides of his green head of hair were starting to go grey, giving him a devilishly attractive look that you couldn't help but adore. "Yah?" He asked so calm and unsuspecting of your bombshell of news.

You didn't say anything more as you placed down the pregnancy stick before him. His eyes followed you before landing on the stick. His eyes widened comedically before turning to you. He blinked once. Twice. Three times. Before turning to look back at the stick. He put down his phone before turning to look at you fully.

He pointed to the stick with a large finger. "Is this..."

"Yep."

"And you're..."

"Yes."

"Huh." He let out nonchalantly as he took a moment to digest the news.

Walking into the room was your oldest, Toshinori. The green haired fifteen year old boy walked in, dressed in his UA first year uniform. He took an apple from the fruit bowl before his eyes caught on the stick. The apple dropped from his hand as he looked to you with the same round green eyes that his father had. "No!" You persed your lips and nodded your head. Toshinori's jaw dropped before pointing to you and looking to his father. "Is this..."

Midoriya nodded with an amused chuckle. "Boy number 6." Your husband titled.

You gave him a pointed look, putting your hands on your hips. "Izuku!"

"What?" He chuckled putting his hands up. "Honey..." He let out a sigh as he moved to carefully pull you into his arms. "I'm grateful for everything you give me. This is just a surprise, nothing more and nothing less." He told you honestly, moving to hold your hand and bring your hand up so that he could kiss your knuckles. You couldn't help but melt in his arms, always being so swayed by him.

"YASS!" Toshinori cheered, taking the both of you by surprise. "We can form a volleyball team!" He raced out of the kitchen heading upstairs. "ASAHI! GUESS WHAT DAD DID TO MOM AGAIN!"

Your husband's jaw dropped as you let out a loud laugh.

Having had so many boys, the both of you had kind of just assumed it would be a boy just like the other five. It was predictable at this rate. Even your friends had accepted it as a new boy to add to the Midoriya army.

You didn't mind. You were a boy mom. It was kind of what you did and after the second boy, you understood completely how they worked, all being little copies of their father and all running off of chaos, affection, and obssession over something whether it be quirks, heroes, a sport, there was something they would cling to and hold till their grave.

So as your stomach grew and the baby inside you was also seemingly a boy from the ultrasounds, there was nothing to suggest otherwise. Considering you had had your youngest Kota just a little under two years prior, Midoriya had easily redone the nursary and everything was ready for Midoriya sprout Number 6.

However, leaving you both surprised was when you gave birth.

"Congratulations, Mr and Mrs Midoriya. It's a girl." The doctor had said as they started cleaning up your little crying baby, bringing her over to you.

You and your standing by husband had both froze. You looked up to Midoriya as he had once again, his eyes widened so wide you were sure he had never looked so shocked. "It's a what!?" He asked.

At this point the labour and delivery nurses were all giggling, having had seen this all before and seeing you often too. You couldn't even get a word in as your girl was placed on your chest.

She was crying, her eyes squeezed shut as she had lungs big enough to wake up the dead. She had a healthy head of green curls like all your boys.

A girl.

A little baby girl.

You quickly shushed her as you brought a hand to her back, holding her gently. "Aww sweetheart, it's okay." You felt tears in your eyes as you smiled, a burst of happiness that made everything else in the room fade away other than your little girl.

It took a minute or two before your husband could finally hold her. She was smaller than her brothers were, sitting in his large hands weighing so light he feared he would drop her, despite having held a newborn plenty of times before.

You saw it.

You could see the moment that your husband switched over from a boy dad to a girl dad.

His eyes softened as he shushed her sweetly. Her little knitted hat sat on her head as she was put against his chest, wrapped up sweetly like a gift from the heavens. Your husband was a crier. It was what he did, but you had never seen him sob so hard since Toshinori's birth. And here he was. A grown man, crying as much tears as the baby.

Once you three had your time together, you soon allowed in the boys followed by your mother-in-law.

"MOM!" Your boys streamed in fast and quickly as if they had been seperated from you for months. They headed towards you quickly as your husband stayed by your side, the biggest smile on his face as he looked down at you and your daughter proudly.

You chuckled as you turned to the boys. "Shhh! Sprouts, you've gotta keep quite. Your sister is sleeping." You told them as you looked down at the little girl, so exhausted from spending the last few hours inducing you into labour to get here.

The boys jaws dropped as they looked to their sister. Instantly you were surrounded on all sides, all of them peering down to look at their little sister. So small and tiny.

You looked to your eldest. Toshinori had a wobbly smile on his face, and then you saw the tears. He quickly wiped his eyes, trying to stop them from falling on the baby. He leaned down and kissed your head. "Are you okay mom?"

You smiled at your boy. He always thought about you, no matter what. You nodded as you put a hand to his shoulder. "I am, thank you baby."

When you turned to your mother in law, Inko was bawling her eyes out as she hugged her son. "A girl!?" She asked softly.

It only made your husband laugh as he nodded, so much taller than her now. He nodded. "Yes, Okaasan. A girl."

Inko shuffled over to you, tired of her son for a second as she kissed your forehead before looking down at the little girl. She awed at the sweet little girl. "How precious." She whispered. "You did such a good job, Y/N. What are you guys gonna call her?"

You looked to your husband, honestly having not entertained the idea of girl names in over a decade. Your husband however seemed like he had been waiting for this question all his life. He put a hand on his mother's shoulder and said a single name.

"Inko."

-Glitch1d

[Needless to say, that girl is never getting a boyfriend and she's gonna be more protected than the president.]

[Izuku Masterlist]

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