i never would have let myself love any of these characters as much as i have if id known that this wasnt actually a safe place to do so, i genuinely thought, for the first time ever, that this was a really silly show at its core, and serious things do happen, but nothing that cant be fixed, and that its a romantic comedy and they all get to be happy at the end. because real life is hard enough right now, a lot of us are barely hanging on ourselves, and did they really think that we'd want to see our surrogate for ourselves in the show, give up, and die, and especially in that manner? i truly regret opening my heart as fully as i have, but i have had this happen before with other shows, so i guess its fool me once, shame on you, fool me the 20th time, shame on me, but maybe ive learned my lesson because i dont think ill ever be this trusting in a show ever again, so thanks. i was having fun thinking love doesnt have to be scary, i thought i was supposed to be learning that loving doesnt always equal pain, and heartbreak, but i guess for people like izzy and me, thats all it equals.
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the new album better have at least one cute bubblegum pop song that has silly goofy choreo the album is all about their journey as babymetal and if i dont see At Least One Song embracing and celebrating the girly youthfulness and excitement that set them apart from other metal acts im gonna cry
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lots of midnight writing will happen for kurt hes just so good to write when its midnight and my brains wildin out
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I can't sleep due to the maladies and I had to sneeze so I turned my face into my pillow to muffle it so I wouldn't wake my bf but it was a WET sneeze so now my pillow is damp and yucky and it didn't even matter bcos he woke up anyway and yet somehow we find a way to go on each day.
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woke up from a dream where i kept breaking into this WASP mom's house and having to hop a bajillion fences to escape and on the last escapade was frantically painting in her kitchen like oohh guys i don't wanna get caught again please we gotta hurry up guysss and immediately churned out three paintings in the span of 3.75 hours, despite not having finished an actual piece of non-fanart in over 3 months (and barely making anything for months and months before that). thank you wasp mom im sorry for breaking into your giant mcmansion while you and the kids were at soccer practice like 5 times
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