#im at the mall part

[gothic-clownz]

auuughhhhh decided to hunker down for the night (its currently 1am and ive been drawing all day) and i made the horrible decision of watching those yt horror series, i am NOT going to sleep anytime soon holy fuck nonono im going back to drawing zadf theyll save me

#not art #the videos called 'the rolling giant' #im at the mall part #heart jumped out of my fucking chest #anyways id smash the giant guy #sexually i mean #but like in a aroace way yonoe #id stare longly into his eyes then run #im frightened so im rambling #worst part is i live mostly in the countryside like theres houses around me but theyre mostly ranches nearest civilisation is 2 miles away #so its like pitch black outside cause theres no street lamps #IM FUCKED IS WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY !!!!

[puppyeared]

Ouhhhh friendship I love friendship……..

#I’m reading volumes 14-16 of the ouran manga OOUGHHH MY HEART #I love this weird little friend group so much its unreal #like u have this charming sweeps you off your feet prince but he’s actually a huge lovable idiot with a kind heart and his friends #who are all misfits that he reached out to and drew in because of his kindness and own weirdness like that shits TIGHT BRO #and the trauma part where he has some deep seated issues with love bc he thinks that itll break a family apart like with his mom #how his family isnt allowed to be together because his mom and dad fell in love and how he says he wants to build a big house #so that way one day everyone will get along as a family like. all he wants is not to lose everyone and the only way to do that is #by maintaining a certain order.. he both wants a complete family so bad and doesnt want anything to sour between anyone #so he assigns each of his friends a family role based on how he sees them and YEAH its mostly played for giggles and tamakis #already weird so its his way of showing theyre close to him but. god damn this boy has LAYERS #it also feels kinda meta towards how found family tends to get thrown around to assign characters as 'siblings' or family roles instead of #using it to describe characters who are close enough to be each others family. cuz tamakis doing that EXACT THING in a way tht #ties in with his character and i have to say its fascinating using that within the story itself and its completely plausible #theres a lot of things i can say about ouran that are good bad and questionable but. god i love it when characters are niceys to each other #i remember i really liked the mall episode bc kyoya and haruhi got to spend time together and their relationship isnt very close #but it was really nice to see their personalities bounce off each other. i think i also wouldve liked to see haruhi alone with kaoru #i also firmly believe all of the hosts are at least a little in love with haruhi and this can be anything like endearing romantic cuz like #who DOESNT love haruhi. kyoya i think would want to study her under a microscope like his fascination with her draws him in #but im fucking obsessed with whatever haruhi and tamaki have going on because YES hes obsessed with her YES he jumps at the chance to #put her in a cute costume but haruhi? she just fucking goes with it because she knows hes fun to be around even if hes a little wacky abt i #theyre all so. NNGGHHHH #ouran #ohshc #yapping

[clownhavoc]

I FINISHED YIPPEEEEEEEE

Happy late holidays :D

#marx kirby #my art #marx kirby fanart #if you notice any tiny mistakes uh... no you didnt #I took a little longer because I went to the mall for like 4 hours #I WAS SHADING IN A CAR HEHE #im so proud about this I THOUGHT I WAS AN ABSOLUTE GENIUS WHILE I WAS DRAWING THE GREEN PART OF MARX'S HAT #my brain: hey make a part of the hat look like a Christmas hat. me: OH MY FUCKING GOODNESS #I looked at last years Christmas art and I felt so proud of myself :] #happy holidays

[anotherpapercut]

bro what the fuck are they doing with my package

#fun story #i ordered 3 things from hot topic. they shipped but never arrived so a couple weeks later i messaged them abt it #and went back and forth with them for a while bc their customer service agents cant read apparently #before being told i had to call bc one of the things i ordered went out of stock and i was replacing it w smth more expensive #so i call and im on the phone for like a fucking hour missing the 15 minute window i have to eat between jobs #and being on the phone at work for a while lmao #i finally get it done and the guy fucking forgets my apartment number in the shipping address. it's in the billing address tho?? #so i email them AGAIN and im like yo your man forgot my apartment number. they cancel that order and place another #the effect this has is that the $14 payment for the more expensive item is cancelled as well. bc again they don't read #so im like sick i will effectively get these $60 pants for $15 (im very good at sales and also manipulating customer service) #but apparently when they replaced the order they put ny apartment number not in the address‚ but as part of my name????? #so i think its fucking up usps. but it came in 2 packages and 1 has arrived so i still have hope. but thats not the end #yesterday guess who fuckin calls me. its hot topic. my original order arrived to the fuckin store in my local mall #and theyre like i think we fucked up bc we just found this package but it says you picked up your order already. do u want it #and i was like yes? not really sure what package to be expecting and its my ORIGINAL FUCKING ORDER #so once this package arrives i will have gotten 2 of the same shirt‚ 2 kiki sign things‚ a sweater‚ and a pair of pants for $40 #and i figure i can return one of the shirts and one of the signs that i have duplicates of for store credit of their full price #so anyway yeah. thats been the past 3 weeks for me.

[apomaro-mellow]

the next fic comin down the pipeline is an omegaverse rock star sugar daddy au and it should be makin landfall this weekend

#personal #if i have anything to say about it #the first part will be out later today #but im goin to the mall for non-black friday reasons #only a few of the words spoken here are in the bible

[inkybinkyboink]

hi ok unpopular thought but you can tell when a cis/het person is playing a queer character because they always prioritize the queerness of their character over anything else

#like were in the middle of urinetown auditions #and this guy is auditioning for barrell #and i am too #and now i dont particularly care #like none of this is to say that his or anyone else's performance is bad or lesser than #but barrell is gay and like you can tell watching this kid perform that that fact is at the forefront of his mind #we were talking abt it later and he was like “yeah your barrell was like really snarky” and im like YEAH bro he kills ppl for a living #like hes not walking around constantly thinking about how hes gay #no gay person walks around fronting the fact that theyre gay #like i dont go to the mall thinking 'i am gay and going to the mall' dude no i just go to the fucking mall #i have a love hate relationship with cis/het performers who play queer characters because you could pull it off??? #but youre lacking the subtleties #youre lacking the timing of when these things actually come into play #and again i really do hope this dude the best like honest to god if he gets the part thats great and i know he'll get there like i am #not the one directing this show and i trust the director completely #and im just using that as an example #but you see it in other things too #you can see it in good omens 2 and the danish girl and call me by your name #now compare it to something like cabaret and alan cummings portrayal of emcee #and you can tell theres a level of understanding there thats lacking in the other ones. our flag means death is also another really good #example. while rhys darby and taika waititi arent gay david jenkins is and it comes across in his writing that this is someone who #understands the queer experience and writes in a way that makes it possible for cis/het performers to understand what theyre playing with #turnip rants #delete later probably #all opinions and statements are my own we can coexist

[cream-and-tea]

and when i write the gravespeakertrilogybooktwo scene where pallas attends a church service and thinks about agnes. what then.

#this scene idea came to me in a VISION last night idk where it’s gonna happen but it has to happen #hmm i think maybe part two during the fucked up road trip. i think maybe the church is a converted mall movie theatre. #i think maybe they’re fucked up and bloody from a fight. i think maybe they’re weird about it. #thoughts and ponderings ohhh im so mentally ill about this #they want to feel close to agnes so they try get close to god #i need to write this book but more pressingly i need to write PALLAS in this book they are having Experiences and Revelations #wip: ghost story #pallas and agnes

[dandyshucks]

one more day... going to be home by the end of the day tomorrow if all goes well... i am ready to start chewing on cement to be perfectly honest

#its bad fjdksls its been Bad. but by god i am making it through #i do not even have it in me to make any jokes abt it like. i am at the very last strand of the end of my rope #but !!! i will be sleeping in my own bed tomorrow night!!! #and will be free from spending every waking moment around these people!!!! #and then i can draw as much Guz as I want without worrying about ppl seeing and being shitty abt it !!! thank god !!! #they are making me hate my art and not want to draw any more and i think thats the worst part of this whole ordeal tbh #im not even showing them anything... they just look over my shoulder or whatever. like wtf just leave me alone 😭😭 #anyhowdy. i just need to keep floating thru these next 24ish hours and then I can collapse and recover #also i haven't been able to find anything good for purchases... I've only spent $20 this whole trip fhfkdl #two pairs of socks and a notebook bc i left my notebook at home... #i was hoping to maybe find some beetle themed jewelry and/or a locket but I've found NOTHING !!! disappointing smh #we went to edmonton mall and everything... I FOUND NONE !!! #dandy.cmd #vent // #abuse cw #just in case fjdkdl

[pilotstreets]

guys im drafting up my first two week notice i've ever had to write 😬 im turning it in tomorrow and i'm really nervous but really excited. if anyone has tips on writing a two week notice and would like to share i would very much appreciate it kdhskfjskd

#im leaving one position as a dance teacher to start my career in sign language and like #this is the beginning of my dream? omg? im working at one dance studio still but im also going to be signing? for a JOB? #im a dance teacher AND doing sign language this is like my dream rn #and this will greatly help me with getting asl certified eventually and getting my foot in the door for future jobs w asl #omg!!!!!! omg!!!! also im listening to stressed out while i write my notice #just for the 'wake up you need to money' part KFHSKFHSKF #it's applicable to my situation hehe #between my asl job and teaching dance part time and writing on the side im actually living my dream kind of???? #this is so insane y'all. but anyway enough tag rambling #;malls;

[difeisheng]

so i went to the mall today looking for mdzs keychains, and i walked out with those + unexpectedly this guy (at 55% off clearance)

#最可爱的小哥 🥺🥺 #i was REALLY not expecting to see dmbj merch in the mall guys #mdzs and tgcf?? yeah. but not dmbj #like i know canada has large chinese diaspora populations i am part of that demographic but still #but maybe i just don't have an accurate idea of how big dmbj is internationally #anyway im very happy with this lil guy. namesake <33 #dmbj #zhang qiling #is this the real life #ashton originals

[oscill4te]

Manifesting that this group hang out thing goes okay todayy

#im so nervous abt it i feel like theres so much liability for it to fall apart lol #and the inner control freak in me is pacing around and another part of me wants to freeze and do nothing #good that i woke up early at least #its hard cuz everyone seems to want to do different things and theres a chance ppl may opt out and. aaaa. #someone wants to go to the mall. me and 1 person wanted to do an escape room. another wants to go to this grunge clothing shop in the city #some want to drink. some dont. some want to drink at a bar some want to drink at our place to save money #u see what i meannnn. aaaagh #i just hope everyone vibes and is okay with whereever this planless hang out takes us #im personally ok with anything as long as everyone is happy and not super bored (an issue that arises w one particular person) #its only an issue cuz whenever they get bored they make their partner feel bad for wanting ti stay. its liek. why did u even come then if #ur just gonna be bored and mopey? idk #ig im just anxious beans idk. group settings stress me out cuz im always worried what if ppl dont mesh well? #its gonna be 7 ppl aaaa

[garoujo]

as we all know i’m pulling away from weight lifting slightly to be in my pilates / hiit / yoga girlie era but i am literally a shell of a human after a late night hiit workout at the hotel gym . . i am still in my robe after my shower i cannot move from my spot in my bed i will rot here ໒꒰ྀི ੭-ࡇ-꒱ྀི੭

#ʚ・◞📎 — em entry. #the ac is blasting & im STILL sweating . . is this it for me #but i was wearing the cutest lil skort :3 it’s new ! i bought it in the mall yesterday ! but soooo cute <3 i looked the part ! #sweat was literally dripping onto the mat #burpees my behated . . i curse u </3

[crvstybowlofcereal]

here's my glam saturday fit (ft my messy room)

i tried to incorporate all my different styles

(just because im dressing femme doesn't mean im not nonbinary, prns they/them, it/its)

it cold as fuck today but idgaf

^^fahrenheit, weather apps say real feel is -1 (dw i am bringing a winter coat)

also im in the middle of modding that green jacket to look like Ches/Heavy's

#glam saturday #fit check #alt style #punk/grunge/riot grrrl - scene/scenemo - (mall/romantic)goth - bimbo? #im working on the bimbo part of my style sjdkgsnd #peep the jack skellington bag #punks not dead #rawring 20s

[ducktollers]

#delete later #feel like im gonna have a breakdown over this fall being my last semester of school ever #like its all over i have to be a real adult i have to take initiative and do things i have to pay taxes idk #no more FullTimeStudent excuse that keeps me on all my parents healthcare plans #IDK HOW TO DO IT #i get anxious at the fucking mall now i cant do shit bro #ITS ALL OVERRRRRR #ik that also means its all starting cuz half empty half full shit #but thats HARD everything is so hard #and also i completely wasted the last 5 years of my life #like completely #its almost over and i havent made a single friend at uni didnt do fucking anything #part of it is covid but. no excuse for the last 2 yrs #its all over i completely missed it i stood in my own way constantly #its over i cant get the time back and now everything thats already hard is only gonna get harder #GIRL HELP

[hildegardladyofbones]

The Internet as a concept is such an unused art premise. The possibilities are endless. I think I will make an exhibition about that. Next year tho, or even more likely, in 2025. I already have an exhibition in march and I can't just hog the rooms where its gonna be and... ah it's a long story.

#hilda rhambling #i am so disconnected from reality i actually believe i can have multiple art exhibitions before graduating the mandatory part of school #i feel like im missing opportunities whereas the majority of artists dont become active in the art scene well into their 20s #i cant see any downsides to sharing my art irl tho #it wouldnt be in any galleries #not yet at least #but perhaps the library or maybe a mall

[tfshouldidohere]

i have never felt that anxious in my entire life

#ok so i went to the mall today #and my mom usually picks me up from the mall wnvr im there cuz she passes by the mall when shes coming home from work #but today her sched was running a lil later than usual so she wouldnt be able to get off of work til 8 #so she told me to go home first using the Mall's Bus™ #i have nvr used the mall's bus within the two years ive lived in the city mind u ^^^ #and bcuuuuuuz of that #i spent an extra 2hrs waiting for the bus bcuz i didnt know there was #1: a ticket booth area (cuz usually most buses here pay on the bus) #and 2: a fucking line for first come first serve seats #which tbf i shouldve figured that out cuz there were literal signs but i wasnt thinking straight ok 🧍🏻‍♀️ #so when its almost 8 im like "oh no what if my mom gets out of her meeting earlier than expected n that she's looking for me and im not hom #omg she might think i got kidnapped (there was a recent incident of #someone getting stabbed w a needle w drugs in the busier part of the city) #and i didnt want her to panic so i tried chatting her on messenger that im still at the mall waiting for the bus #and i was suuuper panicky so i ended up phrasing it like i wanted her to pick me up #and then i realized “i have no internet” cuz i forgot to buy cell data 🧍🏻‍♀️ and tht means i cant text her too #so i have to ask the girl next to me for her hotspot thingy so i can message my mom #and then she doesnt even *seen* my message bcuz she was probs still in her meeting #and then i realized im on 6% ?!?!!??! and the bus arrives ?!!?!?!?!? and i cant connect to the girl's hotspot cuz she alrdy turned it off #and alrdy got on the bus !?!?!? #and like 10 mins into the ride n then my phone vibrates and its my mom ?!?!?!? #she said she was on her way to the mall to pick me up ?!?!??!?!?! #and im trying to contact her but ?? my ?? chats ?? wont ?? go ?? thru ?? cuz i have no data ?!?!?! #AND to make things worse #i rmbrd that my BusFi teacher told me to retake the quiz i missed the other day online ?!?!?! #and she SPECIFICALLY mentioned itd be available for like the entire afternoon #but then i rmbrd that i was on my phone most of the time when i was in the mall but i didnt get any notifications for it tho ??? #so im like “?!??!!?!? what do i do ?!?!?!?!” #and so thats the story of me dying on the Mall's Bus™ #tfshouldirambles