#if I am then pls let me know 😭

[justasmallflick]

Whoooooo, fanart for @sodaspons’ “Atlas” on AO3 :D

I have a more bloody version below (plus the whole process), but definitely check out their fic if you have the chance (it has Bad Parent!Splinter, parentified older sibs and various other things, so check the tags before reading).

And now the process :D

Deadass, the lower half of the rough sketch is literally nothing like the finished version 💀

Like, Venus was supposed to be kneeling but it just ended up with her upright I guess 😭

The final sketch is very messy and I love it that way lmfao (I really should find a style that keeps it like that while still looking good when I add color ngl)

BAM. LINE ART.

And finally, flat colors + background lol

Here’s the fic if any of y’all want it :D

#tmnt 2012 #fanfic fanart #venus de milo #tmnt fanart #tmnt #Kdjkcld im so tired #I wish school were canceled tomorrow but my county wants us to die of hypothermia Ig #I really hope I’m not overstepping any gore/blood tumblr etiquette here 💀 #if I am then pls let me know 😭 #soda i actually love your fic so much #blood #gore #tw blood #tw gore #my art

[oneofthosenightbees]

(Okay wait so sorry I was just thinking about thay marrying Heket post and like, it's 3AM I just got this thought. The lamb can like, canonically read minds. Heket can't speak much but she can still think lmao, so out of everyone, the lamb is the only one who can actually hear what she has to say in a way. It made me EMOTIONAL so i needed to share the thought. Very sorry)

It’s ok! It’s fun getting to answer asks and splurge about my lambket hcs.

Also speaking on the lamb reading minds, I had the same hc for them when I first started drawing them and getting this ask reminded me of that and I’m so glad I’m not the only one who thought of it😭. To expand on it a little bit, the lamb didn’t start reading her mind when they first met since things were still tense after everything that’s happened, and they didn’t want to invade her privacy out of respect. Others tried to convince them otherwise and say it was careless to not check in on the ex-bishop, saying that it was highly possible that she might be planning against them, however, the lamb still went out of their way to do anything they can to gain her trust. Heket was skeptical at first, and thought their gestures of kindness was just a ploy for something more malicious (it wasn’t, the lamb is just gay), but once enough time has passed and she was convinced they really meant no harm, Heket allowed them to read their mind out of convenience.

Usually Heket would tap the lamb on then shoulder once or twice to signal to them read what she wanted to say, but overtime the lamb just kinda knew when they should start reading. And since then, it’s been a lots less stressful and annoying on Hekets part to communicate with others now that she has someone willing to listen and tell others what she really means. And after getting married, it’s often common for them to just have full on conversations with each other with just the lamb reading Hekets thoughts while they happily stay by her side to listen to her talk about whatever is on her mind and listening to the bashful compliments they get from her once in a while. Ones that only the lamb has the honour of hearing.

#cult of the lamb #cotl #lambket #I’m sorry if this is a lot I just love talking about them #I need to make more of them when I can😭 #also shoutout to the person in the tags of my lamb/heket art that told me about their ship name #I am going to fill this tag up dskfjnkdsjnfnjksdf #if anyone wants to listen to me infodump about my lambket then pls let me know-💥

[feelslikegold]

Ohhh share your hair products queen? 👀

omg val influencer era????

listen I should not be listened to bc less than a year ago I was bleaching my hair three times in one sitting so 😭😭😭 and I had every single color of the rainbow in my hair 🧍🏻‍♀️ which would change weekly 🧍🏻‍♀️ but these products have actually helped me a lot 😔 which i’m already skeptical of bc i’m used to skin products since nothing will help my skin LMAO so for products to actually work…..shocked…..

anyways these scalp serums I love especially the one on the left omgggg it tingles sm I literally love it 🧍🏻‍♀️and they both smell good <3

for exfoliating scrubs I use these but I like the one on the right much better <3 I only do that once a week or every other week tbh bc i’m scared of build up but that’s the whole point of exfoliating so ??? could be pointless anxiety 😭

tbh I can use any hair mask but so far I really like these <3 my hair felt like straw so the one on the left actually helps a lot 🧍🏻‍♀️but again bc of build up I just use 1-2 a week….

I love these sm 🧍🏻‍♀️and the one on the right smells really good so…..i’m biased….

then I use these too and OMG ok so I usually avoid shine products bc for my thin ass hair that typically means it’ll just make my hair greasy LMAO but the one on the left!!!! is so nice?????? like it somehow actually works and it doesn’t make my hair greasy and I am the queen of grease bc I barely have hair left which is why i’m on this recovery journey LMAO

also I use rosemary oil water to spray on my scalp too but that’s just homemade <3 I like that too for hair growth but I haven’t been using it long enough to see results so 🫡

#do you like how seriously I took this ask #like. yes I will yap about things i’m fixated on currently <3 #also *most* of these are on sale or were on sale when I got them so I hope they still are if you want them 😔 #anon #also keep in mind I am not a hair girlie like I genuinely do not know wtf i’m on about so this is just based off my experience ���🏻‍♀️ #I also don’t know anything about any of these brands so if they’re bad/controversial um let me know pls 😭

[restinpeacesensei]

I stepped into a room with clocks That all told different times I stepped into a mirrored world That mirrored all our crimes

You keep picking at the scab And I'll keep selling the plaster You keep telling me that I'm bad But I keep on getting better faster

I've lost, I've lost my innocence I've found my self-belief And in a cup of loneliness I've found instant relief

#boueibu #binan koukou chikyuu bouei bu love! #cute high earth defense club love #akoya gero #gero akoya #my art #blood - #injury - #(long caption but it's all relevant so i wanted to include it all) #innocence is when you trust other people unconditionally; self-belief is when you learn to trust yourself #(im so sorry i posted this as i was rushing out and forgot to tag it >< fixed now! pls let me know if anything else needs to be tagged!) #btw i am not comfortable with the terms 'hot/sexy' or objectifying comments but polite/respectful comments are welcome!! 🥺 #i really appreciate your consideration and understanding!! thank you so much!!! 😭😭 #((i wasnt sure if i had to say this here but i added it just in case lmao;;))

[theygender]

Finally recruited Karlach and I need Larian to release a patch that lets you have endgame polyamory between origin characters like yesterday 😭

#like i love shadowheart and shes already like established as my pc's love interest and i am GOING to complete her romance arc #but also ive had karlach for all of 5 minutes and if anything happened to her i would kill everyone in this room and then myself #and shadowheart ALSO expresses interest in karach like openly right there in front of you #and i know if you ask her she'll be okay with bringing karlach into the relationship at least for the first part of the game #which i may still do. maybe #but i NEED larian to take out the bit where the love interests ask you to choose between them further down the line 😭 #like you can be endgame poly with halsin. and other non-origin companions too i believe #pls let me be endgame poly with shadowheart and karlach 😭 this is lesbophobic #rambling

[liebelesbe]

oooh my god why is this being sick and unable to go to work shit so fucking complicated

#asked the ppl i work for to pls let my Wohnheim know I'm officially sick yesterday and thought I'd be done with it #but now I got an email back that I should please send that stuff myself #Iiiiii just saiiiiiid that I don't have the fucking Krankschreibung and can't do it myself 😭 ooooh my fucking GOD #JUST SEND THEM 1 FUCKING EMAIL YOU'RE THE PERSON RESPONSIBLE FOR PERSONALSACHEN #is that not a part of the job?? you're sending emails all day and to respond to me you also had to send an email you could have sent an #email to my Wohnheim instead ohhhh my fucking GOD #doddie redet #am I gonna have to call the doctor again to pleaase print something that confirms I'm allowed to stay home #and then go to the doctor and go get that and then take a fucking picture of that and send it.... #WHY ARE YOU MAKING THIS SO COMPLICATED #violence and hatred on planat earth

[rottengurlz]

Someone go back in time and kill me before I accepted my assistant position i can’t stand dealing with rude ass people all day and fixing their problems

#THIS IS ABOUT THE GUEST FROM YESTERDAY AGAIN #THE ONE WHO SAID I WAS STUPID FOR ASKING IF SHE WANTED A RECEIPT #I swear she came in knowing she was going to ruin my day #she literally stood in my office for at least 20 minutes arguing with me about a charge #that I explained OVER SND OVER since yesterday #and the entire time she’s calling me rude and how awful I am #she even said I got a biblical name but I’m not biblical 😭 and that she believes god will get me #she just stood there complaining about the hotel and how we’re all liars and everyone should be fired #and then had the audacity to still want to extend her stay 🧍🏻‍♀️SHE WANTED TO STAY LONGER #I told her no because she was being very disrespectful to me and I wouldn’t put up with it #she started getting angry saying she never yelled or raised her voice and that IM #the rude one #she wouldn’t even let me get a word in and interrupted every thing I tried saying #CAN U PLS JUST LEAVE #LEAVE THE OFFICE THE HOTEL STAY SOMEWHERE ELSE #FOR MY SANITY PLS

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

IT'S ME AGAIN HIHIHIHI i wanted to ask whether u have read crime and punishment???? i've been thinking about it a lot and now it keeps popping up whereever i go and ofc bsd fyodor exists too and i keep thinking about him and sighhh i think i should do it..... (i literally already have the book too......)

- @catchuuu

MICKEY U HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE…….….. i HAVE in fact read crime and punishment and i’m gonna let u in on a very embarrassing secret if u promise not to laugh :’3

……. i bought the book and read it…. because of fyodor bsd…………………….. look. i wanted to get into classic lit ok and. i just thought he was hot 😭😭 so i was like hmmmm let’s check out his works IT’S SO EMBARRASSING BUT I THINK I WAS REAL AS HELL TOO…………

anyway i was pretty young so it might not have been the best choice, it’s a VERY heavy book just language-wise, dostoevsky is not for the weak 😭😭 but it’s very good and interesting too!! i think i would love it even more if i reread it now… dostoevsky is basically known for being kind of a master at exploring the human mind and obv the main thing he explores in this book is guilt. and how the mc raskolnikov begins to punish himself for his crime the moment he commits it…. i like it it’s good :33 would def recommend it!! but it’s not everyone’s cup of tea and some scenes are very Raw. there’s one that’s pretty infamous where the mc dreams about one of his childhood memories right?? when he saw a horse get whipped to death… and it’s just really. ough. made me feel kinda sick. stuff like that is common for dostoevsky so watch out!!!

ooohhh and mickey !! while we’re on the topic of russian lit :333 gogol is super good too !! so far i’ve only read one of his shorter stories, diary of a madman, but that one was so cool. i like him a lot he’s definitely …. a lot more unhinged than dosto….

#I THINK READING IT MAKES FYODOR’S CHARACTER MORE INTERESTING TOO #like his fixation on crime/punishment…. #my interpretation of the book is basically that crime and punishment arent opposites or even consequent #they only exist together !! crime demands punishment and punishment doesnt exist without crime #like. raskolnikov is basically his own worst enemy. he’s the one who’s plagued by guilt and almost exposes his murder on his own #idk i just think it’s interesting!! #aaaaa one more thing i will say is that i do Not enjoy dostoevsky’s romances lol. like… at all 😭😭 #they could be a lot worse but they follow this weird savior comolex thing where the woman is always very intelligent #but needs to be saved by the (more intelligent) man… like the woman is the saint and the man is the sinner #idkkkk it just icks me out i think crime and punishment would be better w/o it but who am i to deny doestoevsky’s his wattpad romances #PLS LET ME KNOW IF U READ IT MICKEY i’d love to hear ur thoughts!!! there are lots and lots of great quotes in it :33 #ask tag ✩ #mickey !! ✩

[randqme]

“do it. i know you want to.”

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fanart for @lotusmonkey and @squidkid15 ‘s au!!! yah!!!! very sorry if i got any details wrong i havent read all of the posts regarding daydreams yet 💔💔 this was just my idea for a nightmare mac could give wukong hehe

#lmk #lmk macaque #ely on a roll with these lmk au fanarts for real #the autism its taking over me #i give up on fully rendering HAHA #macs hair is so pretty here. its so cool too like #tw blood #tw gore #blood #sorry im really new to tumblr pls let me know how i should tag or filter art like this wahhh #someone im begging u. am i doing this wrong. tell me in the comments (?) maybe i am so worried 😭

[hoshanti]

i left my work bag at work, which had the only keys to my apartment and my wallet.....

#luckily the on site maintenance person knows who i am #bc my wallet has all my ids #and i supposed to put with my co workers tonight but i don't have my wallet 😭 #oh well #this is a SIGN #or something #but i'm really boo'd out rn #having to make the embarrassing call of 'pls let me into my apartment' #it would've been a nightmare if i had to call my boss #idek what i would've done #even if i had cash and a way back inside #i am NOT in the mood to go out now 😭 #which sucks bc i was so excited to go out tonight

[giverofempathy]

next week is gonna be so eventful omfg i got barbie movie premiere on tuesday, hozier concert on wednesday with febe and fifa WWC kick off on thursday 😭🥰💃🏼

#salisha speaks #yes fifa wwc is an EVENT my girlfriend is obsessed with it (i am too maybe even more than her. ssshhhh) #shes in america rn so we're gonna facetime during the first match to give live report to each other 😭😭😭😭 #and im sooooooooooooo excited about the hozier concert oh my GOD #seeing him in november too teeheee 💃🏼 #if any other dutch mutuals are going pls let me know !!! meeting up would be so fub #fun* ffs

[iloveyouitisruiningmylife]

i’m right there with you on tumblr being my safe space. i used to post about every news event and stopped about 2 years ago and since then (but especially in the last few weeks) i’ve gotten several asks begging me to talk about things

that sucks so much i get what you mean tumblr has been my safe space since like 12th std i would make a post with a dot and vent so much in the tags that i would hit the 30 tag limit and it felt so good and light and now lately since few months it's been a place to talk to my loved ones have fun with them remove whole day's tiredness but like every few posts later there are posts about the news and i get it i understand it is horrible we shouldn't look away people are dying but i just can't 😭

#i know okay i am informed i am deeply fucking sad and horrified about it #but what else can i do😭 spreading info is okay sure helpful but still would that stop rhe killings? no right so pls just let me live in #peace #maybe it's cruel and stupid and babyish but i just can't #and im so sick of people saying grow up be an adult because i know so many adults who stay informed rightly argue about it #but it's not their whole life yk it's just a part of it #and ik it's a luxury a privilege to say that but it is what it is 😭

[theshadowrealmitself]

Me: Logically, if you use a random name generator, there’s a high chance you’ll see those same names out in the wild

Me, seeing those same names out in the wild: :0

#one of my mutuals reblogged a post onto my dash and someone else has a Vulcan oc similar to mine #except where my oc is Lek theirs is Leck #*Vulcan name. our actual ocs seem to be v different in appearance and personality #anyone who’s really good with Vulcan names what’s the actual difference between the two #like is it like Sara and Sarah? same name seen the same way just one silent letter odd? #*off not odd #or does it indicate gender differences #or some other difference? #(or did the generator give me a mispelled name?) #(😭😭😭) #I am REALLY bad with names of any kind #even human names #so alien names? #hell for me #pls let me know if y’all know!! #in the end it’s not important but I find information like that v interesting #no fandom

[singsweetmelodies]

thats charles' trainer, andrea ferrari w him on the pic ;) but yea the caption is ON POINT omg :D

oh my god i'm so sorry bahahahaha 🤣🤣🤣😭 i keep forgetting who in charles' entourage is who, bcs to be perfectly honest with you, they all look a bit the same (not as pretty as charles 😔)

#asks & answers #anon #tysm for letting me know bestie 🤣😭 i am stewpid istg #BUT ALSO. AM I GOING CRAZY OR DO ANDREA AND JORIS ACTUALLY LOOK QUITE A LOT ALIKE #like. i was looking at them pics from the tennis date just this morning. them ones where joris is live slug reacting at piarles #with pierre being a menace and stealing charles' hat you know #AND NOW THEM ONES OF ANDREA AND JORIS #IT'S REAL INNIT #THE RESEMBLANCE IS THERE OH MY GOD #im not going insane istg #PLS TELL ME I'M NOT GOING INSANE. they rlly do look quite similar right?? #does charles like to be surrounded by men who are so unattractive that he (charles) will look Even More Beautiful than usual?? hmm #anyway! lmfao anon ilysm for this one bahahaha #it also made me think of JORICK again and im dying all over again so tysm bahahahaha xxD

[shadowedvales-a]

i just think that this should be shared on the dash—

#ooc. #actually SCREAMING about these frames #i am finally getting my hands on all the st graphic novels and #this is the main one i wanted. for obvious reasons #(only one that heavily features jane) #but THIS #i have so many hcs about her relationship with the woods bc she spent christmas alone in them but #this is just feeding me #also the snowball hair??? #hc that she wears her hair like that a lot before it starts growing even more. because the snowball was very very important for her #jane just caring abt animals is so!!!! #(also her initially feeling obligated bc she had to eat a rabbit to survive. #and she always felt guilty about that.) #but then getting past that obligation to help the lil rabbit and just doing it because she knows it’s the right thing to do #and people really wanna hurt jane and use her like 😭 #just let her help all the rabbits and lil animals pls #this has single-handedly brought back all inspiration for this blog

[soupy-soup-lex]

The current mood

#i spent an ungodly amount of time making these #because i couldnt find a pdf of just the stick figures #so i had to go and erase the background on the image which was weirdly way hatder than i thought itd be #aside from that #i am mentally dead #absolutely deranged and feral #will wood and the tapeworms #will wood #crawlers #i cant drive #white knuckle jerk (where do you get off) #also pls let me know if you use these #i crave the validation of knowing what i make is appreciated #😭 #uhhhh also #trigger warning: blood #idk #i feel like that might be needed?