#idk. tbd i guess

[enden-k]

manifesting a productive day my ass, guess whos being a sleepy boy again bc he was up late 💀 (←drew only haitham as the bad sasuke drawing)

#my job here is done and i didnt do anything other than slander my husband as i love doing #maybe ill draw spice later idk yet #first im gonna catnap i guess 😔 #personal #tbd

[fauxwife]

i don't mean to brag y'all but. life is so good rn for me. i feel happy. my family is healthier , which they had so many health issue scares these past few years it made me so so stressed. i also had big big troubles w/ family life. like , it didn't feel like my parents really understood me for a long time , but i've really adapted to things and learned what is right and wrong to bring up. and it's made our relationship healthier. not that i'm saying i was the PROBLEM child or anything , i think there is individual blame within every relationship that people should take up. anyway. things have been changed for the better. we have better , healthier conversations.

it feels like things are so happy lately tho. i feel achieved w/ my profession of work , my husband and i had time to plan our honeymoon ( FINALLY ) recently .. and idk. i just. things are good. i'm not trying to brag or be like HAHA yeah my life's so good take that or anything. i just feel like im floating on air lately.

#❀ ᶜⁱⁿⁿᵃᵐᵒⁿ ʳᵒˡˡ ˢᵘᵖʳᵉᵐᵃᶜʸ. ( ooc ) #[ and everything in my life #happens for a reason #and i guess its really grounded me #its made me feel #rly blessed #IDK !!! #IS THAT WEIRD ?? #should i even post abt this #am i cringe idk #tbd

[desnayy]

Honestly? With the way things are apparently going right now, I may end up just, leaving QSMP fandom for a bit. I'm tired of constant angst and hopelessness and everything that is happening in it with the past couple arcs. Not everything has to be happy, I know, but with the way my life is going right now with holidays making work even more unbearable and how that is affecting me mentally, QSMP might have to put aside if it keeps going down the more tragic paths.

#tbd #qsmp #qsmp neg #i guess?? idk man i'm tired of everything #especially if any of the eggs die and/or more characters are confirmed dead like qmax

[rescuefield-arch1]

what if i changed my fc to ka.rol queir.oz

#she is my inspo for claire's tattoos already so you know #idk i won't lie i feel a bit stagnant in regards of my writing and there's something i need to change tho idk what #maybe i need to more plot driven things who knows! guess i'll figure out eventually #opening my tl and seeing everyone and their mom is suddenly using rebecca as fc is also making me feel some type of way #which is a me thing obviously nobody is at fault i'm just being dramatiqueTM i guess #i feel like i need to write some other character for a while gjhj #tbd.

[needylittlegirl]

#guess whos ex just showed up to their place of work!!! #i feel so yuuckyy #like not only is it absolutely terrifying and just brings everything he did to me back up to the surface ! #but its also like #my pharmacist had to yell at him #my boss had to file so much paperwork just so he isnt allowed to get his prescripts filled here #so its like . its just embarassing #it makes me feel like a burden to them and i feel like theyll think im stupid or something #cause who dates someone like that #idk #look how fast i spiral just from him making an appearance <3 #tbd

[yeonban]

Sometimes I think about posting the one meme which goes "I want to ____ you" and see what your muses fill it in with for my muses but knowing my muses, I can already foresee an army of "kick" "beat" and "kill" <- in that order

#tbd. #* ooc. / posts. #ADHUISADHASUHDSAHD to be fair I too would beat them all up! ^_^ maybe kiss their wounds afterwards idk but FIRST. kick!!! #Anw I've been legit fighting for my life irl for the past few days and am being tortured by my own traitorous body as we speak #but I hope against hope that I'll soon be free to write and reply to dms bc lord knows when I last was able to... #My profs are the personification of irritating bc the SECOND we think we finished all our assignments and can breathe for 2 seconds #we receive 30 new emails saying hi! forgot to tell you this but you have a 12 page long assignment by the (checks watch) end of this week #like??!??!?!!? did ~3 of them for last Thursday now I have another 5 for Tuesday; 1 for Wednesday; 2 more for this Thursday #and then a random RNG one I guess bc my prof told us about it but then never posted the deadline. only an eerie 'by next week' #(aka this upcoming week) so fuck me I suppose AHDIUASHDISAHD #I just want to talk w my beloved friends and write silly things on tumblr dot com is that so much to ask for............. gawd

[runawaymun]

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#cw personal #tbd #I neeeeeed to stop scrolling through Instagram #it’s full of people I used to know from high school and it is insane watching all of these girls I grew up with follow the #exact life path which was expected of me due to my environment and gender #when I did…not that #idk I’m yelling into the void about it tonight #it’s almost a surreal feeling bc I used to look like that and that used to be me #but I got out y’know #I wish them the best & all the happiness and if it works for them great I guess?? #but man it’s so wild #and when I say gender I do really mean sex lol bc my grasp on my gender is uhhhhh tenuous

[beforecreation]

do you hate mortals

"It'd be easy to think that, wouldn't it? It's a natural assumption, after all, a destroyer's job involves removing mortals that are deemed a detriment. It's certainly not a job for those with a bleeding heart. Mortals can be cruel, vain, and capable of an endless amount of detriment to the very planets they occupy, if not to the entire universe... But deities can be just as bad, if not worse than the mortals they preside over. It's quite peculiar, is it not?"

"I have no contempt for mortals, the most invigorating moments of my life were all a result of actions made by mortals. Rest assured, my hate is reserved for individuals."

#anonymous tag tbd #// honestly this is a valid question i'm just not sure if i answered this in a manner i like #// like sure this gets the point across but hmm idk #// i could do better but i couldn't think of anything better #// rifp me i guess #// anyway! he's not racist he's just a dick #// and yes he said that comment about deities without reflecting on how dangerous he is to the universe #// and how bad a job he's done

[pizzaqueen]

Ugh. Hitting sooooo many snags trying to plan the ghosts inspired fic (aka the one where Steve sees dead people) and I’m starting to wonder if it’s Too Big for me to write but I wanna write it so bad 😭

Maybe I need to rubber duck it haha

#sorry for complaining so much atm #everything is pissing me off!! (thanks pms that is possibly pmdd #personal #misc #i just don’t know if I can manage this fic or idk #i guess I could simplify it but it feels like something with enough potential to mine for something longer than I usually write #idk why I’m posting this #tbd

[v-arbellanaris]

every time i have tummy hurty i struggle to understand whether i have acid reflux or if its appendicitis.

#it's never been appendicitis obviously which is awful because it will keep happening and i'll go but what if. THIS TIME. #it's never appendicitis. but what if it is. #hypochondria / #idk just in case i guess. everything hurts and i hate it all sm #tbd

[willfool]

#I love this because the expression could convey so many things. #is he happy ? is he flirting ? #is he pissed ? who knows #is this Lila ?? honestly even I don’t know anymore #my art. #tbd #bc I always delete everything I guess in less than an hour #I promise I will compile all these at some point lmao #also it wholely depends on who you are. if you’re Tanya he’s flirting. if you’re Martha u should run #honestly I think he probably Doesn’t Like Martha anyway bc he doesn’t really like anyone in the friend group but maybe Tanya #Jennifer also seemed…nice to him but. idk

[ssolessurvivor]

ughh now that I've been home all morning my brain is telling me that I'm worthless and will never amount to anything, I'm working on getting books out that I will realistically never read again, dusting and reorganizing, cleaning which is needed. catching up on booktube videos which is calming, helping me feel ok but then again tanking me back into the depths.

ever since that one crazy coworker of mine basically cussed me out about six years ago telling me I'm a terrible human being and she hopes I fail in life, why does that always come back to haunt me when I have every right to use my time off whenever I feel I need it.

#ooc #tbd #this is where I am today idk if I'll be on #gonna vacuum and do some other organizing to take stuff to the dumpster #shit like that boring but should help me feel a little cleaner but at the same time still low #it's just a low day I guess #why can't I feel settled in what I want to do with my life whyyyy

[wonderloste]

yall i'm so sorry i'm not writing lately but the temp laptop i'm using while my laptop is being repaired needs to go back in to ALSO be repaired {AGAIN} bc smth else popped up on it this is driving me insane i feel like i'm losing my mind

#WHY IS TECH SO MUCH WORSE NOW THAN IT USED TO BE #i wish i were smart enough to repair my own pcs but i'm just not dude i'm SO SICK #i'm going to a diff repair place for this one idk if i just have the worst luck known to man w laptops rn or if #the shop i've been using is actually just incompetent EITHER WAY #HOLDS FACE IN HANDS #i'm not having a gOOD TIME #SRRY FOR BEING ABSENT #UUUUUUUUUUGH #i would love nothing more than to be back on this blog :clown emoji: #at least i can.... continue my otome backlog... I GUESS #sighs #tbd /

[jinstronaut]

🙄🙄🙄

#bro idk what else to do lmao #sorry for not posting 1749 gifsets a day sorry for not having energy sorry for having a job that’s incredibly demanding and taxing #like i went from one gif series that was 8 months long to this current gif series that’s 18 months long #and it’s just fruitless lmao i’m never part of any community ever #i’m sorry i don’t reach out as much i’m so so so tired all the time #i have 2 days off a week and they’re spent sleeping #idk what to do i don’t Owe anyone my time that’s such a huge thing for me #but also like how the fuck am i This invisible #it’s always look at all these amazing people. and emmeline is here too i guess idk i forgot #i work so hard to make content of people i love and enjoy #esp for a member that often doesn’t Get the same amount of content made #and it’s just feels like Shit to get constantly overlooked #bc of idk i’m #sorry if i did something to make anyone upset i just try to stay in my lane #but it hurts so badly to always be excluded #like So fucking badly #when i work so hard and have been working so hard #idk i’ll just never fit in i guess #tbd

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i was like almost finished with two of my wips and then finals started and nothing but statistics can fit in my brain for the next few weeks..

#will i ever finish another fig again? thats tbd! #<-FIC* #just kidding i promise i will im just slow and thats okay i guess #im thinking of writing a yumehara-centric (no ship but maybe some implied plus canon crushes) after i finish at least one of my kubosai wip #we'll see #i also have kaido-centric (no ship) prompts in my notes rn that i might write #its like kaido-centric with a lot of focus on his friendship with saiki and kuboyasu.. idk it might be implied a little romantic im not sur #WHATEVER #TBD #LEAVE ME ALONE #not really

[viciousbite]

"Humans eat each other too?!"

#Dash Commentary~ #//100% misunderstanding on his part #//guess who threw friend into bed and is here now #//I have energy but do I have focus idk #//another day I didn't have a moment to open bg3 >:o fu-- #//tbd