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pizzapizzadickz · 2 years
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#oh god everythings bad so i need to keep busy#oh god is this me?#diary#personal#god i am so fucking sad today. its probably still hormones. ill probably be fine soon. but god i feel like crying so badly#ugh. i dont even cry a lot. its very rare.#but idk i think im hitting the section of this depressive episode.#im debating about buying something super expensive bc of it lmao#haha. ill do anything to find a reason to live when im like this sometimes.#haaaah i have a doctors appointment coming up and ive just noticed just now that im terrified of what theyll say haha.#thats why i feel like shit rn. well...partially at least. irs why i want to cry rn.#i hope nothing gets found out that i dont like. i really dont wanna hear it.#its so weird when my brain is this fucked. i can easily tell the difference. it *feels* different.#and my thought process is completely different.#its so strange. just. so strange. i feel like a different person whenever i change like this.#im used to it. but by god is it weird. ive always thought that. just. every time i shift one way or another its so different.#i become entirely different people almost. i still hold the same values but my thought process is always so different.#i guess things like this are good proof for what mental illnesses are.#i wonder what causes these shifts.#disordered eating#i looked in the mirror today for the first time in a long while after weighing myself. and i just thought#i looked so thin. to me at least. idk. it was strange. i looked too feminine maybe. i both hate and liked what i see.#gender dysphoria#haaaahhh. i really need to get a therapist to help me with certain things i always have trouble with.#i wish i could have people help me more. im so scared. i *should* go back on t but im scared.#and im not quite sure how to communicate that?#god i feel like shit. this has to stop. i need to make something change. i think im gonna fixate on this again#...fuck. haaaah in order to change anything i need to phone to book an appointment with one. or i need to email one.#both are terrible options for me. cause someone like me is just. bad at doing things. everything really.#why do i have so many troubles with basic functioning. god id feel so much more stable rn if i was on t.
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hhhhleb · 29 days
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So…do you have any in detail things about the asylum AU? Like has Lyla met all the Mk boys? And the knows they are all different?
Hi! Thanks for the question!:3
I didn’t really thought it through as I drew, but your question made me think quite hard about it for a few days haha!
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I’m no psychologist and not nearly close to the level of knowledge in this sphere that requires that kind of au, so I’m really unsure of anything I can potentially write about it)) thus I’ll try to be as shallow as possible in everything that concerns mental health issues.
In this au there is no such thing as superpowers or anything supernatural. Marc&Layla are simple people in a simple mental hospital. They met and with time and lots of long conversations befriended. I know that the last point seems controversial to pt2 of my comics but,,, they builded their deep connection with each other with time. That’s how I see it at least.
Answering your questions, I think for her it’s like: sometimes this guy mumbles in Spanish and sits somewhere in the corner, sometimes he quotes some French poetry and bubbles tons of facts about Egyptology, sometimes he talks with her about everything in the world in her mother tongue, because he knows it makes her feel less anxious, feel like home. Maybe on some unconscious level she understands that there are three of them, but on a conscious level she doesn’t strictly distinguish them. It’s something like: ‘seems like today all he wants is to silently draw stories with me’ or ‘he called me ‘chérie’ so we can discuss some interesting moments in Egyptian philology’ or ‘oh there is this little worried frown on his face, he would love to braid my hair rn, it’s always soothes him’
For MKsystem(particularly for Marc) she’s just a ray of sunshine in the dark kingdom(named his ‘life’). He likes to see her happy and just be with her in a same room, likes to listen to her, to see sparkles in her eyes when he stumbles through Arabic to ask how she’s doing.
For Steven she’s a pure inspiration, he admires her sharp intelligence so much, he feels so cheered up by their crossed interests, and he really values how she genuinely likes to listen to him.
For Jake she’s someone who sees him, who respects him, someone who really cares about him. If he asks her not to touch him, she never does, but she’ll be still somewhere near so he would not feel lonely. She gives him all new pencils she finds, she asks about all lil drawings he does. And he respects her in return, when everything is too much he silently leads her to some quiet safe space, when she’s upset he gives her some vivid photos of the sandy country he got after some agressive bargaining in exchange for his things.
I’ve pondered how and why Layla got there, because for MK system it’s already clear(Harrow-with-moustaches said that Steven brought them there, ‘cause of their mom) Maybe she’s there because of her dad? Maybe she was a witness of his death(like in comics) and it changed her on some level or brought to the surface what’ve always been there. Idk I’m not really into headcanoning mental illnesses to characters,, so I guess it can remain a mystery to us)
So, all I know they’re married and make each other's days much more bearable and brighter:) There is really nothing else to do in this place except spending time with each other(it’s fun at least) so I feel like they talk a lot. Therefore Marc SIGNIFICATLY more open to her and she displays her real emotions more often, not trying to hide by some mask of a tough lady anymore. So I suppose their relationship in this au much healthier then in pre/during s1,, quite ironic innit (^^ゞ)
Well, there is still a huge field of questions in this au but I hope this little weird essay of mine made some things clearer for you:3
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Brutally honest thoughts on each character?
...*Each* character???? bruh thats so many, okay ill keep this short cuz im waiting for a haircut rn
well start with the vks cuz thats easy
Mal-started off strong and then just became...THE WORST, love hate relationship for her. shes my art block fix but also i hate her
Jay-i dont have strong opinions on him, he actually never stuck out to me other than 'obligatory jock dude of the friend group.' i wish i liked him more but im more attached to his fandom self over canon Jay
Evie-got boring after D1, i wish they let her keep her chemistry stuff, love her vibe but shes kinda boring to me. SHOULD'VE BEEN THE MC OVER MAL!!
Carlos- lots of lost potential with his tech stuff from the first book and movie. easily could've been an engineer or inventor but they just made him an animal lover and i got bored of that real quick.
Uma-my queen, my idol, can do no wrong i love her so much i WILL kill for her.
Harry-i love his dumbass so much YALL DONY EVEN KNOW I WANNA BITE HIM SO BAD
Gil-one of the few characters i felt actually...grew up? idk but hes one of the few characters were it actually feels like time passed for.
Dizzy-oooooooh honey, honey honey, sunshine baby, please, put the glue gun down.
Celia- they should've gone with her trailer persona. Her outfits are so bad and i wish she got better writing and designs, so much lost potential, also she should've been Jays pick.
Smee twins- why the fuck are they even here they had one line and no significance. also they should've had a Harry scene.
Aks
Ben-puppy boy, deserved to have doberman energy. got turned into a doormat by the writers and is unfairly hated.
Audrey-bitch queen, shes not a nice person and thats okay~ girlboss.
Chad- should've been the D3 villan they had that all set up in D2 with his weird ass attitude over Ben getting kidnapped on the isle.
Doug -....honestly gives me the ick, especially in D3, i HATE the long hair his actor had/has. gold is NOT his color and neither is pastel purple or green. he looked good in D1 but ICK for 2 and 3.
Jane- bby gurl, blue bird sweetheart. yeah she did some fucked up shit in D1 but she was an insecure 14 year old girl who got manipulated by Mal and other aks!!!
Lonnie- deserved so much better, shes Chinese why is she getting Japanese style stuff?!?! her plot in D2 didnt even do anything it just happened and no one cared and Jay just shoved his problems of girls playing roar onto her.
Beast- *inhale* i wanna kick his ass, and i could, lemme at him. how dare he force an entire kingdom on Ben at 16 when he didnt become king when he was 28(when he married Belle)
Belle- they took away her backbone, shes not Disney princess book worm and independent Belle. she just, lost the spark
FG- they turned her into a preschool teacher, GIVE ME MY OL COOKY FAIRY LADY BACK
Leah- *seething rage*
vk parents
Maleficent- fuckin love her, shes such a manipulative bitch and feels like a gone crazy version of a Maleficent made for kids. def not the mistress of all Evil but i love her nonetheless
EQ- shouldve been the head villain, SHE WAS THE FIRST DISNEY VILLAIN CMON! def not the same character from the animated movie but shes dramatic and sassy and i adore her.
Jafar- haha funny characature~ i wish he was more menacing like he had been. Jafar is not one of my fav villains so descendants jafar didnt exactly translate for me well.
Cruella- yeah they nailed her, no complaints about her. good design, good dialogue, good acting.
Hades- LEMME KICK HIS DEAD BEAT ASS, fucking 'daddy issues made you stronger' my butt. i hate his hair and honestly he doesnt fit the washed up punk design, he didnt deserve the speech at the end and didnt deserve to be forgiven by Mal.
Ursula- we only saw her tentacle and one line but she seemed spot on so yeah
Lady Tremaine- why the fuck was she nice in D3??? bitch is the EVIL stepmother.
Smee- spot on, i have words for his sons designs becuaee hes old not naturally white haired but hes chill, makes sense hed be a good parent, he never felt evil to me, just compliant
Facilier- such a vibe, his actor got him spot on, would've changed up his suit design but hes chill and i can see him being a family man(ignoring wicked world).
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mulletmitsuya · 2 years
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Og Black Dragons Groupchat
Warnings: suggestive, swearing
Desc: Manjirou needs a babysitter
Shinichiro: hey guys
Shinichiro: i need a favour
Wakasa: what is it?
Shinichiro: can someone please take care of Manjirou today??
Wakasa: no
Benkei: no
Takeomi: fuck no
Shinichiro: ???
Shinichiro: but i'm BEGGING
Shinichiro: guys please i'm in a really tight spot rn
Takeomi: stop fucking lying
Takeomi: you're gonna go beg that pretty girl at the ramen place for a date😐
Wakasa: "Ma'am please be my girlfriend!!! Please have sex with me!! There's only so much my hand can do! I need the warmth of a woman so bad! I'm begging you please!"
Benkei: HAHA LAMO
Takeomi: it's lmao, Benkei
Benkei: same thing, let me do you, and you do me😐
Takeomi: 🤨
Takeomi: why did you say that??
Takeomi: are you a homosexual?????
Benkei: YOU KNOW WHAT I FUCKING MEANT YOU FUCKER
Wakasa: chill💀
Shinichiro: that isn't what i sound like☹️ and no, it's something really important😭
Shinichiro: i still need someone to take care of Manjirou!!
Shinichiro: Omi please take him, maybe he can hang out with Haru?
Takeomi: your brother is a bad influence on mine
Takeomi: he keeps calling himself "Mikey's appointed servant" and then he giggles😐
Shinichiro: what do you expect me to do???
Shinichiro: tell him to stop???
Takeomi: uh, yes??
Shinichiro: HE DOESN'T LISTEN TO ME
Shinichiro: HE BULLIES ME
Shinichiro: HE'S SO MEAN
Shinichiro: LIKE I LOVE HIM AND ALL, AND I KNOW HE'S JOKING
Shinichiro: BUT GOD FUCKING DAMN
Shinchiro: he thinks he's play fighting, BUT I AM IN LITERAL TEARS BY THE END OF IT, HIS TINY LITTLE HANDS DO SO MUCH DAMAGE. IT HURTS.
Shinichiro: HE TERRORISES OTHER CHILDREN
Shinichiro: i just need a baby sitter, for a few hours
Shinichiro: please
Wakasa: so you told us all that about him and you still think we'll take him?💀
Takeomi: why are you getting folded by an 11 year old😐
Benkei: idk Shin, what if i grab him too tight and he dies
Takeomi: ??
Shinichiro: um, try not to, Benkei
Benkei: i don't trust myself around kids, might step on them since they're so small idk. sorry Shin
Takeomi: Me, Senju and Haruchiyo r going to the Amusement park, yk, cause i'm the better older brother and all🙂
Takeomi: so i won't be available, sorry bro
Shinichiro:
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Wakasa: ayo what did u do
Shinichiro: just a picture representing the way i feel
Shinichiro: guess i'll go fuck myself then
Benkei: cause you don't have a girlfriend?
Benkei: one day, you'll find someone who loves you, even if you are a loser, who isn't that attractive, who's probably bad at sex, and kind of stinky. don't lose hope👍
Shinichiro:
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Wakasa: LMAO
Benkei: A CAT
Benkei: what does this mean Shinichiro
Shinichiro: it's a reaction image
Shinichiro: you find a picture that yk
Benkei: i do not
Shinichiro: that describes the way u feel i suppose
Wakasa: shouldn't u be trying other options for Manjirou
Shinichiro: no it's fine. i've accepted that i'll never find a girlfriend
Takeomi: something important huh? 🤨
Shinchiro: ok yeah, i lied
Shinichiro: you wanna hear that i'm desperate for any type of affection?? yeah, it's true
Shinichiro: you wanna hear that i'd crawl through boiling lava filled with sharks and fucking scorpions to lose my virginity???
Shinichiro: well i would😐
Shinichiro: are you happy
Takeomi: 💀
Benkei: i feel so sorry for you
Wakasa:
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Wakasa: this you?
Wakasa: aha i did it
Shinichiro: fuck you
Wakasa: ask nicely
Shinichiro: what
Wakasa: did i stutter
Takeomi: why are you guys making things weird😐
Benkei: i feel kind of left out
Benkei: but maybe that's a good thing
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stillfrownyclownlol · 3 months
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Disclaimer: please please please please please please please please please please please please please please don't read this.
Actual disclaimer: CW/TW for abusive/toxic relationships and most of the things they entail. Mentions of mental, physical, and financial abuse. If you don't like any of that stuff, PLEASE don't read this.
Also, this is long. Idk...I think about toxic ships a lot 🫠
Most of these are just reflections of the characters themselves but there's some stuff in here from my last relationship.
Just to clarify, I don't see the characters as this bad, this is just for fun/venting purposes, I'm not condoning this behavior irl... It's just some thoughts I had about some of their toxic behaviors and if they were already older. I'm not saying any of them would do this in canon 🤡👍🏽 Unless their morals dropped dramatically for some reason idk
(I was groomed at age 11-12 by somebody 12 years older than me for 6 years so I think I have some experience in the toxic relationship department lol)
Aidlyn relationship HCs if they were even more of a hot mess wowie
-Most of these are just like. Red flags they have that have been amplified to the max. Like how I say Aiden getting Ash expensive gifts isn't necessarily a bad thing, but here it reaches a toxic level. Like Aiden getting Ash things so expensive she can't hope to pay him back, or things that have to do with her livelihood (a car, renting an apartment, etc etc). Then he'll be like guilt tripping her that they spent all this money on you when she literally didn't ask bro. Wants to scream at him to take it back but like...she needs it tho so she's gonna shut up...
-Its really easy to make Aiden toxic cuz like he already has some behavioural problems haha 🫠
-Lowkey Ash is the type to rip Aiden a new one when her patience snaps. She has so much she wants to get into (pushing her boundaries, being an idiot, giving her a heart attack from stress, "ruining her life" if she's really over everything)
-He would threaten or actually go through with SH for her attention 🫠 pain doesn't really mean anything for him, it hurts worse when she leaves anyways... (SO glad I'm over that)
-She ignores/avoids him for long periods of time without actually telling him what's wrong because fuck it communicating is hard and like why even bother because she thinks he won't listen anyways (GIRL you have to ACTUALLY say smth)
-But I mean who can blame her cuz Aiden is real into that toxic positivity crap and likes to ignore all the problems in the relationship and tells everybody that everything is great (she does too don't worry) (worry.)
-Shes a bit of a hypocrite sometimes cuz she likes to ignore Aiden when he's getting on her nerves but she can't take it if HE'S ignoring her for once. She says she's just suspicious of what he's doing but. You know. Not that he would leave her but like if he did try she would. Not take it very well?? Aiden would be impressed.
-he's kind of. Weird. I don't really know how to explain it he just has like. A Weird Aura. Around her especially. Says weird things, sometimes inappropriate or threatening. But Ash literally feels like she's going crazy because he's ALWAYS like that so she can't tell that it's not normal or if he's just. Weird.
-They're the kind of couple to bruise each other's wrists ♥️ /sarcasm
-He'll push her boundaries and ignore her a lot because like he doesn't understand that she's being serious and that not everybody likes the things he likes. Grabs and touches and holds her a lot even when she doesn't want him too. Sometimes she goes along tho because she thinks it's not normal to dislike touching in a relationship or that she just needs to put in more effort (I'm projecting so hard rn) Also thanks to my bestie for this one! She's so smart
-Both possessive and overprotective little freaks. I feel like Ash would kill somebody for him and then she'd just fucking spiral and have a mental breakdown and the love-hate relationship would get worse, and if Aiden did it he'd just be "lol. Lmao."
-Loss of identity and self for both of them. Aiden has that disciple complex and his life pretty much revolves around Ash. Ash feels like she fell down a rabbit hole....
-he has no sense of consequences, his self destructive behaviors would be WAY worse here and can include Ash at the same time (like going over the speed limit while they're both in the car)
-but also she like lowkey enables his behavior because she knows that to stop it she'd have to leave him and she doesn't want to be without him. She definitely excuses his behavior to other people even tho she'll get on his ass about it-
-bit stalkerish and follows her around, she knows he's doing it tho- but yeah he won't leave her alone most of the time 🫠
-She goes into nervous breakdowns. Starts throwing stuff at him and when he gets closer she'll hit him, and he just holds her until she tires herself out.
-Oh man, he's pretty much addicted to her. She saved him, breathed life into his existence, made him feel alive for the first time in years, and what a euphoric feeling that is for him.
-Ash feels like she has to walk on eggshells around him because she doesn't understand what sets him off. She's generally more worried about him doing something to other people or himself than her own safety tho.
-They're really awful for each other but like. There's really nobody else for them, they just have to not get other people involved in the forest fire that is their relationship (The rest of the gang: 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♀️)
-Aiden and Ash: *literally just standing next to each other*
Aiden: *Looks at Ash*
Ash: ...?
Aiden: *Predator instinct* :) *Bites her cheek*
Ash: !!! MOTHERFU-
That's the relationship basically.
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the-meme-monarch · 1 year
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If they remade Balan wonderworld but good what changes do you think would be most important
ohh ive had this stewing for a while so it's not just gonna be "what changes would be most important" it will also be some nitpicking
-i think. you could make it a game with no dialogue. i think that'd be novel and cool. but the weird thing is the actual game doesn't really commit to that? balan talks in-game. anyway they need to like. Actually tell the story bc as it stands w all the context being in the book isn't really great. more comprehensive cutscenes. and also I'm no game dev but like. it doesn't play well. i feel like it could stand to be more puzzley and maybe they can use that to help portray each residents stories more/better?
-i think the wonderworld should just abide by real time bc w it originally existing outside time and space kinda. Doesn't make complete sense to me. It being 'these twelve guys are having issues at the moment" makes more sense to me. therefore. dropping the cass attilio romance. It was weird anyway. princess merry is cass' older sister
-instead of the illusions of themselves that lead you to their negati boss form, it's a shadow that you see on the walls/ground(bc they're a shadow of their former selves haha). maybe your shadow is replaced w theirs?
-im thinking their backstory cutscenes are each told through different creative mediums:
-Fiona through sand animation, Eis through oil pastel on glass animation(like mob psycho 100 has) , Lucy through like a series of paintings? Cass maybe something similar to the mechanical puppets that hers is already, have Sana’s commit with wooden carved sets in stop motion (wouldn’t have to actually be Real stop motion, just make it look like it)
-either Balan just doesn’t have a ‘true form’ or his true form still reads as black bc i will continue to be 😐 over that for-absolutely-ever
-Cass’ cat has to die. I’m sorry. or at least get hit and nearly die. also I’m thinking the accident also caused Iben’s parents deaths bc i heard somebody suggest that in frankenbugs’ playthrough of it and that sounded cool to make it connected. and Cass shutting out her grief like it never happened while Iben let her grief consume her bc of the same accident also sounds cool
-also abt frankenbugs i agree w them that I don’t think Lucy’s stage needs any changing i think hers is the best structured. i think everyone else’s stages need to be changed to match
-also maybe reorder the levels so they're in like. have the more intense problems at the end. like Bruce's being the last level seems kinda Whatever after cass and iben's levels literally involve death
-i think have their ‘why they’re in wonderworld’ cutscene play at the beginning of their stage when you first get there, and the ‘what happens after they leave’ play after their boss fight like normal bc idk where to put it otherwise
-I think it'd be neat if the hub world was the theatre instead of the isle of tims. what little we actually see of the theatre in the opening cutscene looks GREAT and i think that'd make for a cooler hub to get to all the stages w the character posters. i honestly don't really care for the tims (i like them in theory not really in practice) and much less the tower
and that's all i got rn but i might come back to this I'm watching the 1993 mario movie rn
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obligitory-fma-blog · 7 months
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I watched the final Netflix adaptation of FMAB. Here’s some of my notes
- “Y’know, I don’t think he has any need for his dad.” Hoenhiem. Uhm you left him he kinda did for a while so idk why you’re being bitter now
- YOOOOO SIG AND IZUMIIIIII
- RAHHHH I LOVE THEM
- Okay the fighting is better this time, less choppy
- Izumi’s actress is ON POINT I LOVE HER
- “I was never much of a proper parent to either of those boys” Ya don’t say. (I’m not a Hoenhiem hater, but I am a Hoenhiem critic.)
- “Maybe you should’ve told them goodbye and talked to them before leaving. Maybe then their grief wouldn’t have taken over.” SAY IT IZUMI
- “I reorganized your insides lol” Hoenhiem you could tell Izumi before you did that?? Creepy man.
- Still didn’t use the music from the original :(
- Okay Ed should be covered in blood after falling into it but he isn’t, just his head bandage. Wtf is up with that??
- GIRLIE I CANT WITH ENVY RN WTF
- WTF IS THE CGI OF THE HUMANS ON HIS MANE (?)
- EW IT GOT WORSE
- Okay how tf did envy knock them onto a stone platform that was LITERALLY NOWHERE TO BE SEEN UNTIL NOW
- Mustang and Riza my beloveddddd
- The actor for General Hakuro is pretty good tho, very weird, but good
- Girlie you walked into some weird shit
- Mustang girlie I luv you so much tho hope you slay this movie
- Oh hi Father
- “Daddy…?” -al “DO I LOOK LIKE YOUR-“ -father
- Also highkey the actor for Envy is really good too
- “How do you know Hoenhiem?” “Technically he’s our father” TECHNICALLY HAHA
- Ed is like “touchy no no, no touchy”
- Girlie you are a creep HANDS OFF THE LITTLE GUY
- Ed’s just like >:/ wtf get off
- WHY ARE YOU PETTING HIM???????
- I feel violated just watching this
- YEAH LING SAVE HIM
- YOOOO WERE GONNA SEE GREEDLING :D
- Ew that’s fuckin goopy (philosophers stone)
- It looks like melted jello ewwww
- Okay idk if seeing greedling is worth it for this shit
- Why is his mind blue???
- Wait did we see greed lose his body in the first one or….
- I don’t think we did???
- Uhhhh idk and I don’t wanna go check because the first one is bad
- Lowkey he’s fine as hell tho
- Mustang looks so damn done lmao
- HE’S SITTINF LIKE THE SHINJI MEME WAIT
- LMAOOO THATS SO GOOD
- okay okay it’s time for me to get my Mustang being a dad moment don’t fail me now movie
- Stfu Bradley no one cares
- WTF WHERES MY MOMENT HELLO
- ARE WE NOT GONNA GET THE 520 CENZ PROMISE??
- I HATE THIS
- Okay Ed, Sig, and Izumi get to interact now :D
- Okay so now we’re getting the scar brother research moment? Outside of Briggs? Cool? I guess?
- Oh hi greedling
- Okay so apparently father killed greed cause he disobeyed him but that’s all we get for that.
- Also this story set up just doesn’t and will never work as well as the first one, so much stuff is intertwined in different events and mixing it all up like this just makes it so confusing and that’s part of the reason why this just doesn’t work
- But I’ll ignore it for the sake of things
- OLIVIER :D
- Mustang and Riza checking in on their kids :D
- I’m so normal about found family
- 5 minutes in Briggs and Ed is already in trouble. In character stuff
- Also we gonna talk about his automail or we just gonna skip over that for plot reasons
- OLIVIER I LOVE YOUUUUUU
- WOMEN ARE HOT
- am I bi
- YESSS ICE QUEEN ICE QUEEN
- “How’s Alex?” “He’s good!” “…shame.”
- Okay sloth looks less weird than I imagine
- OLIVIER WITH THE BOMB :D
- Love her what a Queen
- Still wish they used the original soundtrack I will forever be mad about that
- SLAYYY OLIVIER YASSSSSS
- please marry me
- YEAHHHHHH
- Okay Ed just kicked sloth off of briggs? Girlie even with automail I doubt he could kick him that easy
- So Olivier doesn’t suspect Ed of anything? Out of character, #notmyicequeen
- Also turns out Hakuro and Raven are both the same person in this version??
- Oh Hi Winry
- “If I step out of line, they’ll do something to you.” Awww baby protect your gf
- YEAHHHH OLIVIER AGAIN :D
- “I won’t let anyone do whatever they want in here!” SAY IT GIRLIE YEAHHH
- please I’m begging you marry me
- on my KNEES
- They could not have casted her better
- Bb girl it’s so hard to understand you when you’re so fine I can’t focus
- Okay now Drachama is attacking Briggs
- When Sloth goes back in the hole Raven/Hakuro looks like a grandpa when he’s told he can leave the nursing home for the day to play golf and if that isn’t a summary of the entire us government idk what is
- AWWW WINRY HAS A CHARM ON HER BAG THAT LOOKS LIKE DEN :D
- Sorry Olivier, but it’s so hard to focus on this serious scene with your luscious lips and beautiful face
- She would murder me for saying this all but IDC IF TJAYS HOW I GO THATS HOW I GO
- Alphonse!! :D
- Hoenhiem is like “hUH???”
- He didn’t know about Al’s body????
- Okay bestie :/
- Father of the year fr
- Can’t even keep up with the fact that his son doesn’t have a body smh
- Okay Xerxes time
- ED IS THE SAME ACTOR FOR YOUNG HOENHIEM???
- Okay I get why
- BUT OKAY THEN IG
- Okay cool Xerxes sequence
- “Everybody is dead” lol cringe get good
- Sorry I have the humor of a middle schooler
- Oh hi Greedling
- Am I bi cause THIS MAN
- Okay now it’s Al!Pride time just out of nowhere for no reason?
- “So you’re gonna try and beat me then?” -Pride
- “… nah you’re freaky lol” -Hoenhiem
- Hi again Al
- “Don’t insult my son bitch” okay we love that
- “Okay, let’s all go beat the dwarf in the flask :D” -Hoenhiem
- “NO ONE FUCKING ASKED UGH” -Ed
- MUSTANGGG LOOKIN SPIFFY
- Still mad we don’t get the 520 cenz promise
- AHHHH BLACK HYATE
- LUV HIM
- Also seeing Mustangs team all together is so slay :D
- “Don’t die while we overthrow the government y’all.” -Mustang
- Oh great bad cgi soldier things
- YEAHHH MUSTANG SAVE YOUR SON!!
- Okay good Envy and Mustang will fight :)
- Now it’s time for CRAZY MUSTANG :D
- BURN THE BITCH BURN HIM
- ED LOOKS SO SAD AND CONCERNED :(
- YEAH RIZA STOP HIM STOP HIM
- YEAH ED STOP HIM
- “GIVE IT TO ME FULLMETAL NOW! OR ILL BURN OFF YOUR LEFT ARM!” ANGST ANGST ANGST
- “JUST TRY IT! GO AHEAD! ILL THROW DOWN WITH YOU NOW!” YEAHHHH SAVE YOUR DAD!!
- “YOU PLAN ON STANDING AT THE TOP OF THIS COUNTRY LIKE THAT?!” CRYINF SCREAMINF RAHHHHH
- “YOU KNOW THIS ISNT WHAT YOU WERE STRIVING FOR” PARENTAL!ROY AND ED PEOPLE WE ARE GETTING FED TONIGHT
- YEAH RIZA AND SCAR STOP HIM :D
- The way Ed got ready to fight when Mustang looked like he was going to snap at him I :,)
- “I am a giant fool forcing you all to act this way.” HUG YOUR WIFE AND SON
- “Lieutenant, please lower your gun. I’m so sorry” GONNA CRY NOW
- I still wish we got the 520 cenz promise and I will never not be bitter about that
- I don’t care that it’s not the point of this IM STILL MAD
- OOP BYE ED
- AWWW MUSTANG CALLING FOR ED BEFORE HE GOES :,) WERE GETTING FED GUYSSSS
- Okay I don’t like the fight between Bradley and Fu as much this looks more like stage fighting :/
- That’s the only one so far I didn’t like tho so….
- How tf is Riza gonna survive tho the weird doctor guy isn’t here
- DONT LOOK DIRECTLY AT AN ECLIPSE GUYS WHAT???
- Also those do not go that fast either
- I got to see one and it was really slow but fun ig
- Idk I was like 13 so
- Anyways
- YEAHHH ED HELP YOUR DAD!!!!
- Okay I wish they added colored contacts for this or smth so it’d be similar to the series and make more sense but eh… who knows
- ED YOU GOTTA KEEP HELPING HIM HE CANT SEEEEE
- or get revenge that works too
- Okay cgi for the absorbing god scene is cool
- Alright who’s ready to fight god?
- Am I hallucinating or is the actor for Al also the actor for god!father/Dwarf???
- IM NOT THATS HIM
- OKAY IG
- All the actors for this are really good actually. I can tell they have passion for this. I appreciate that.
- Okay it’s time for Ed to almost die for the 5000th time
- YEAH MUSTANG FUCK HUM UP
- YEAH EVERYONE!!!
- POWER OF FRIENDSHIP YIPPIE
- Also someone get Ed. Or don’t
- Nah cause the creepy guys gonna get him now
- AL
- THIS SCENE WILL NEVER NOT BE SAD TO ME
- DONT TOUCH THE CHILD WEIRDO
- It’s funny cause when I got into this I was younger than Ed and now I’m older than him. Fixation really be lasting a while. It’s the neurodivergence isn’t it.
- YEAHHH NOW WE GET HIM BACK TO HIS BODY :D
- I can’t even tell if it’s good because the series is good or if this is actually a good movie
- Oh hi greed I forgot about you lowkey
- But you’re hot so hiiiiiii <3
- “YOU DARE DISOBEY YOUR FATHER?!”
- “ITS A LATE-STAGE REBELLIOUS PHASE IM GOING THROUGH!”
- Iconic.
- And get punched idiot
- OKAY TIME TO BRING BACK AL
- YEAHHH HOENHIEM TAKING RESPONSIBILITY
- “Let me at least do something fatherly in the end” AHHHHH
- “STOP BEING A DUMBASS DAD” AWWW ED
- “You finally called me dad 🥹” I CANT VISIBLY REACT I DONT WANNA DISTURB MY ROOMMATES BUT AHWHWIWJEVRI
- “I was always a human to begin with. All is one, one is all. Even if I can’t use alchemy, I have great people in my life. My precious friends and family.” STILL THE BEST QUOTE FOREVER
- YEAHHHH RIZA AND MUSTANG WILL FIND A WAY TO GET HIS EYESIGHT BACK
- AWWW WE GET A TRISHA AND HOENHIEM SCENE
- YEAHHH THE BROS COME BAVKKKDHIHZHW
- AND WE SEE HUMAN AL WITH SHORT HAIR
- AWWWWWIEHJEIEHWHWH
- IM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS EVER
Conclusion: yep. This got me in the heart, even if it isn’t the show itself. Still stuff that bothered me. But overall, this series of movies is not so bad. Not so great, at times, but not so bad. Honestly, I think they did the best they could and that’s really all I could ask for. And it was nice seeing them all in live action. For this movie, an 8/10. For the series of movies? 6.5/10. Not remotely comparable to the original series, but still a worthwhile watch and something I’d recommend if you want a recap of the series but don’t have time to watch it all again.
Let me know if you all want notes on the first one! I watched it a long time ago but I’ll do it again for y’all. Much love guys <3
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miss-ery-3 · 21 days
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i dont have much to report on weight wise, as i havent weighed myself since thursday, because i've been drinking alcohol and therefore i am retaining water
i can feel how i am all swelled up rn - my rings feel tighter than normally. i'll weigh myself again once the water retention goes down
but, ofc, i have even more stuff about my whole ✨love life situation✨
i am seeing my bf tomorrow, and i will tell him that i dont think our relationship is going that greatly, and then i'll take it from there. i dont really like to think too much about it, but i also feel more at peace w it - and i think my lil crush is a huge part of that. i really dont need anyone to tell me that i'm a horrible person - i am truly doing my best, both in terms of navigating my feelings and my relationship and my mental health. i'm really not in a good place right now, but at least i can kinda pretend, that my troublesome feelings are some fun new drama that i can share w my friends (you guys teehee)
if you don't care about my love life drama, then its totally ok. if you are, you're in for a treat (maybe idk)
lets call my crush-situation W
aight, so W and i talked all night thursday, and i have quite a lot to report about that night, and then a little about last night
my friend started talking about one time i had a ons w one of my friends, like 3 years ago, and i was quite embarrassed to talk about it. but the others laughed and idk, i figured it was fine. W switched between not laughing at all, just looking down at the table, and then awkwardly laughing a bit while looking at me, and then the table. i dont know what that means??? just as the conversation ended he was like "do u wanna go for a smoke" and then we went outside, and talked about other things.
we had been drinking and joking all night, and he decided to tell some group of girls sitting in the bar, that he and i are childhood friends (big lie, i've known him since summer). and i was like "aight, whatever" and then he lied and told them that i had written him tons of love letters when we were children. and i just laughed and lied and said "yeah haha, i was totally in love with you". when we left the bar, like 2 hours later, and we were all alone, i teased him about something we told the group of girls, and then he was like "yeah yeah whatever, i know that you'll just send me another love letter. you're like tooootally into me hahaha" and i was like "oh yeah, haha, totally. u got me" while walking away and laughing. i might just be fucking overthinking everything but also... why lie about writing love letters? there are much more embarrassing things (for me) he could've said. idk, help me
he texted his girlfriend throughout the night (i think) but looked quite annoyed/not happy whenever he did, and at some point he left the table for like 15 minutes (probably to talk to her). idk
he kept touching my stuff. like my cigarettes and my lighter, he would just sit with them and play with them. i found it quite cute, idk
OKAY, and then to last night (friday) i was in another bar last night, helping out, 'cause i kinda work there (ish, like, volunteer-work) and W was supposed to have a shift later in the evening
he calls me to tell me that he will be running late, 'cause he was at an event, and shit hit the fan, idk. then he asked me if i could cover for him, and i said that i for sure could cover for him. we only talked for 1,5 minute, but idk. my fucking hands went sweaty and i couldn't stand still. i don't think i've ever picked up that fast. uuuughhhhh i feel so weird. whatever
he showed up like 1,5 hours too late (but it was ok, 'cause there really wasn't much to going on), and went directly out to find me (i was smoking) to hug me and apologize for coming so late. then i kept feeling his eyes on me, and i could hear him mention my name a lot of the night
we ended up doing some cleanup together afterwards, and it was just... really nice. we have such a good time whenever we're together and i feel so comfortable around him. except for the part where i keep thinking about how hot i think he is and how want to give him a big old smooch. i had hoped to talk to him some more, but we both went home when cleanup was done, and idk. its fine
i have not been able to keep him out of my head all day. its truly torturous
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phlurrii · 11 months
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I just noticed in the old friend video cause lmao had to rewatch always good that there's a destroyed key card on the floor when they're travelling through that pathway in the forests, was rewatching it for Noe but noticed the lanyard haha
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They're clearly passing through some area where there's civilisation I'm not sure if this was where the old lab was that Meau destroyed hence the really strong mewtwo imagery as that's where he was first made or if this is just some old town by her home idk
Tho for some reason like brain is saying has something like this already happened or was predicted or is Meau just like projecting frustration/sensing future events because obviously mewtwo in this seems really angry he's frustrated and violent burning things is she sensing how he might become or just projecting because she's still angry with people or was there another who did the same/its prophecied and now she's sensing obviously our two, idk just very interesting how different this one is to the current baby two because our mewtwo is probably mentally frolicking with his clone friends rn I assume. Unless she's not seeing Mewtwo but is seeing Newt...hm..chewing on that thought..
I also really loved the Meau reflection becoming Mewtwo because like weird symbolism there I assume that water is the same healing tree of life water so like Mew is in there and Mewtwo is reflected from that water and from Meau idk I can't word but it feels symbolic
Sorry bout my rambles was rewatching it as mentioned cause I really love the animation, I also love how goopy Noe was when forming from her shadow very fun
I hate to inform you, that is just a shittily drawn lamppost that snapped off XD
BUT! You are right about the place having an important meaning to Meau! Tackling the Mewti thoughts first, someone did guess a while back that they were just visions of what could happen to a Mewtwo without her intervention, hence why she went to Noe for a second opinion given the consequences of it all. Especially considering Mewtwo was a Pokémon she’d never sensed or experienced before, thus was left disturbed as we saw in the more recent post to the fact it’s a butchered mew. I won’t say which Mewtwo was in the vision, as it could be either or, but she found ‘Two first. You’re also dead on about the symbolism with the reflection X3
The place Meau goes to talk to Noe in was… actually her home at one point in time. Not in the sense the forest was and then humans built on it, but in the literal sense that the civilization previously there was her home along with the humans she lived with ;>
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1-800-dk · 2 years
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someone flirts with their s/o
ft maknae line
requested? yes
literally jealous bf hcs but in different font..not really its actually just the same thing I almost didn't wanna post it bc like?#?#**## the scenario is the same but !! must fulfill reqs
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dokyeom...
doesn't like it !! not possessive but also not about to share the love of his life with a stranger >:[ deekay wants u all to himself at all times he becomes stage 10000 clingy!! again you're his baby no one else's and he's prepared to show everyone that
mingyu...
puppy boy gyu?? borderline possessive !!! literally needs that person to know that you're taken , taken by a giant man baby but taken none the less!! introduces himself to that person like "haha hey im their BOYFRIEND mingyu :)" makes it awkward
minghao...
shoots them down immediately like?? are they gna flirt w u in front of him?? FR the audacity. passive aggressive but more aggressive! not letting anyone get away with that tomfoolery
seungkwan...
annoyed. straight up so annoyed, not at you . never at you but at these people who constantly feel the need to disrespect him and yalls relationship. has to calm himself down before he does anything. honestly doesn't even say anything to the person. just grabs you and leaves
vernon...
the chillest out of anyone in this grp. it's almost scary how chill he's being rn bc u have no idea what thoughts are swirling around in his head. he's nodding along to every word being spoken to you rn and raising his eyebrows at times. lowkey doesn't give a shit.
chan...
like i said. gets cocky. he's gnna obnoxiously laugh like the flirting was meant for him too. he's gna let you speak for urself in this instance bc u can do it! gets extra cocky when you turn the person down bc u have a boyfriend. does a weird?? eyebrow raise idk why he thinks it's a good idea to do but ok
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bbnibini · 5 months
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apothecary diaries anon here again! yeeees, the amount of times i've thought 'this would make a great icon/meme' while reading the manga is amazing! pretty sure most of them are of maomao too haha. (very tempted to edit her and jinshi into the 'woman screaming at cat in restaurant' meme lol) aaaa, don't get me started on how female friendships are treated in fiction; a story app i play keeps on having so many 'rivalries' or 'pretended to be your friend but isn't' plots, but it's almost always with women! like, no, can't i just befriend the characters??? have lovely friendship scenes??? i cry
unfortunately, i haven't had a chance to watch the anime of apothecary yet, i've just seen gifs and screencaps of it. instead, i binged over 10 chapters of the manga when i first messaged you, then another 10 the day after lol. i think i know the triggering plot point you're talking about though; like you say, it's amazing how they put all these dark details in the story, but handle the topic well and sprinkle it into the world building/character backstories. i'm at chap 26 rn, and i'm super interested in a certain character who just showed up + their motivations. (ooh, i'll check out ascendance of a bookworm too; sounds like my cup of tea!)
ah, as for the light novels, i looked it up on amazon (the only place i know where to buy light novels in the uk) and there's a physical release date for next year! i understand what you mean abt LN vs manga collecting; i like having a physical book in my hand for novels, but having digital copies for manga.
thank you for your reply before; it was fun to read!
🐱🍃 - (emojis that remind me of maomao)
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Aniwkwkdkdk I REALLY NEED TO READ THE MANGAAAA maybe I should go the same route as you and just buy manga digitally and novels physically cause there were some manga I bought that I kinda regret buying physicals of. 🥲 (By that I mean I don't reread them as much and it feels awkward to read manga physically? Is it just me?? Maybe I got used to longscrolling in manhwa lol)
Right?? I can't judge the manga cause I haven't read it but in the anime, the tone is wonderfully executed and it's the right balance of exposition and pacing. WAIT WHAT REALLY?? OMG next year fr?!?!? if that's the case I'm gonna continue gatekeeping my digital copies and wait for the physicals! 😭 Thank you for this info!! (I only use my digital copies for annotating and for reading in bed. Idk ik I'm weird. If I really like the series I buy the soft copy and hardcopy wkjdkdkdkdk).
Honestly it's why I got tired of shoujo isekai. They always pit women against each other over some guy. It's so hard to find good series in that genre anymore cause they almost all have the same formula. I want my female MCs but I don't want any of the unnecessary catfighting. I just really hate how that side of the community has blatant misogyny cause you know fr they won't treat a morally ambiguous and handsome male character in that way. :/
Let 👏 women. Support women! 👏 (The emojis are really cute! ;v; <3 I just realised her name sounds like a cat's meow! That's so cute omg)
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kidsinsaturn · 2 years
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hey morita!!! do you think u can write sfw & nsfw headcanons about shisui & obito with a hispanic female reader? i noticed that u might be hispanic (i’m mexican🇲🇽 and honduran🇭🇳) and i love ur writing 💗 if u can’t or don’t want to i completely understand!!
hispanic s/o
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[🗼] AYYY how did you know??? im Mexican actually idk why im writing in English but ok !!!mmm I loved this,, shisui and my latin ass yeaaa im listening to Selena rn by the way
this is such a self insert I’m so sorry
so basically Hispanic refers to the language and not a lot to the ethnicity (Latino) so I included both terms and their respective meanings since you are from Latinoamérica I hope you don’t minddd
characters: shisui uchiha; obito uchiha
genre: sfw; nsfw;
warnings: fem!reader; latinas stereotypes;
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-shisui is more than happy to learn about your culture !!
-he loves learning, getting to know other people and their beliefs, so when you tell him you are latina ay ay yayyy he is ready to know everything about you and your country
-shisui wants to be taught please so when he asks you something about you, please he wants a complete answer,,, he loves listening to you so don't think because you are saying too much you may bother him
-he actually knew of a few stereotypes about latinos, and he is curious to find out if they are true lmao
-like for example that thing that all latinas are explosive and loud, he actually expects you a little bit like that, and of course depending of how you are, then he is either relieved or a little scared lol
-when you introduce to him all your favorite traditional meals, boy is flabbergasted
-all these weird combinations, the exotic drinks, the desserts, the snacks, and the salsasss nooo shisui will try them all
-so here in Mexico we add chile to everything and I hc shisui to have a really decent tolerance to spicy things but he doesn't really like the taste aaa pobrecito
-if you have a big family, he wants to meet them all !! of course he'll ask you if you are ok with that and he will also ask you if you have a beef with someone in your family ok he is very considerate and comprehensive
-shisui LOVES and LOVES listening to you speak Spanish, either because you are angry and you curse in Spanish, or just because you are conversing with another hispanic,,, shisui is in love with that language
-you better teach him some phrases in Spanish because after listening to you talk, he believes Spanish is the most romantic language and he wants to learn it <3
-all this new culture is a big boom to him and just as he was willing to learn about yours, he expects you to be the same for his
nsfw ->
-so a bit of latina body stereotypes, but shisui knows latinas may have some strong genes regarding their thickness haha but of course boy is realistic and he knows not everyone is like that ok
-but if you do then lets gooo
-when he is fucking your brains and you let out some words in Spanish,,, ay ay ay shisui is cumming twice just from that
-please talk to him during sex and tell him shit like mi amor, mi vida, bebé and he is melting,,, shisui is pounding into you 2x harder
-by the time he feels more confident with his Spanish skills then he might talk to you in Spanish
-"pues de dónde sacaste esa madre wey?" when you see his cock
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-obito bb is shocked when you tell him you are latina
-ok he might be a little closed minded and never realized there were other countries lmaoo
-but don't worry,, obito is ready to know everything about your culture,, may it be the food, the tradition, and even your family
-please forgive him ok he actually believed all those latino stereotypes and he expected you to be like them,,, he too thought all latinos looked the same and when he saw you and your family and your friends all looked different, he was ashamed aww booboo
-obito also loves listening to you speaking Spanish, you are his mama and will ask you to teach him some pet names in Spanish so both of you are referring to the other as mi amor aaa a a
-i hc him as someone who is a little picky with all the food, so he might not like all the traditional meals you introduce him to, he asks for your forgiveness and pleads you to understand him hahah
-so it's canon I believe that obito actually likes candy so he is very curious to see the different sweets from your country yea yea
-he is shocked when he sees all these Mexican spicy sweets he is wondering why you add so many chile to this simple candy
-obito would also like to learn about your family, their traditions and habits, he loves feeling attached to you so being part of your culture just makes his heart jump
nsfw ->
-so in his research about latinos he found out latinas were often this spicy hot lovers with perfect curvy bodies so he was bit taken aback
-obito is so shy about sex please he can even cum from just hearing the word panties, so he was a bit nervous to be with you in bed
-of course you told him those stereotypes are wrong and that all latinos are different, you explained to him your own sexual desires and he almost fainted lmao he is so sheepish
-if you curse in Spanish ay ayyy obito is going faster just to hear you say that again,,
-please he is so big you need to compliment him and his huge cock please don't feel embarrassed obito we all love your titties and your dick
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loreofthegayuma · 7 months
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Content: realizations on being a system this entire time
Ok wow. So the entire time the "i was nonverbal before but was traumatized" was the old host? ok yeah, that makes sense actually bcs ive never said it like i was changed. I always just say that the nasty ppl killed that person. I always say it like that... yet i still didnt get it
and i always say it like "yeah. the surroundings really needed me to be the perfect student (16yo) which also means a "social upgrade" thats why i erased the old me and transformed into that" you know.,, you know what?!??!
which is really sad actually. bcs idek if theyre still here at all. Idk how to feel abt that bcs it felt like it was one of our choices that lead to that.
this is like the wrong time to be dealing w a headache but im going to keep going...
I do think im semiverbal rn tho. But about the last time i was in college i was verbal. I'm sure because I never had any difficulty in expressing myself and being chatty with classmates and i was my most active in class during this time.
Another ig question yesterday that made me rethink everything is... "do you feel any attachment to your age?" Because. I was really consistently inconsistent with my answers throughout the years with this. Last year my sibling said that i said on multiple occassions that im a 30 something year old namekian (dragon ball) jokingly. But i said it a lot and i was happy saying that again and again. But when i was teased again two months ago with "hey 30yo namekian" i had a poor reaction to it. Like "ah hey, im not like that actually haha. Idk why i said that." But i was not cringing about it or anything. Just that: "oh yeah, that's weird. Why did i say that. Heh, my whimsy"
right now i can say that i feel like im beyond age. Like ofc i still change my age in my bio whenever my bday arrives. But it's not like i have any attachment to that age or to that bday. It was just something i needed to do to make sure i place a boundary on subjects that i can and cant talk abt w another person. It was a social responsibility.
But do i think i'm 26 right now? Do i feel like im currently 26??? I dont. I feel like im at a stale age thats beyond 100+. And wherever that number lies, im forever that age. That is so weird to me but it's the only way i understand it. Unlike when I was in college where I confidently even say "hah. actually i'm 25" when im not, i was so much younger than that that time. but i told that to all of my friends as a joke and they just always say "haha yeah, okay sure" bcs it was a harmless one
THE BIGGEST ONE IG IS HOW, APPARENTLY, BEING NONHUMAN IS AN ACTUAL THING, YEAH, THANK THE GODS. GUESS WHO WAS CONSISTENTLY INCONSISTENT ABOUT THEIR ATTACHMENT TO "HUMANNESS" AND OTHER BEINGS THROUGHOUT THE YEARS?! GUESS WHO?!???
Not even 10000 years of rest can help me think this out i think
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silverysnake · 7 months
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(re: your tags... please do continue to reblog the posts) 🧡🩵💉❤️‍🔥(and I mean simp in a broad way, like sexual but in general? which character causes you the most brain rot more like)
thanks that’s good to know! (idk i always feel a bit weird reblogging ask games from others i’m not sure why)
🧡what is your sexuality?
queer ace basically like i’m ace as hell and the rest idk but definitely not straight
🩵 do you have any pets?
sadly not :(
my parents have two cats that we’ve had since i was nine so i basically grew up with them and i miss them a lot. i will definitely get a cat again at some point but rn it just wouldn’t work because i’m away too much and there’s probably not enough space in my apartment either.
💉do you have tattoos and/or piercings?
just have my ears pierced (like for regular earrings). i definitely wanna get a helix at some point tho and i have a few ideas for tattoos just gotta get the courage to go through with it
❤️‍🔥what character do you simp for most often?
thanks for specifying this, bc like i said i’m ace as hell haha (but i do think about fictional characters way too much)
characters that regularly cause/have caused me brainrot are definitely crowley (good omens), klaus hargreeves (umbrella academy), loki, tony stark, moon knight (all mcu (mostly) but i decide what’s canon and what isn’t as i go), and somehow vincent ross (polizeiruf) deserves to be on this list too. no idea how he got here but he deserves the place. oh and adam and leo and the whole spatort crew of course, they’ve had a grip on me since february and i have no idea how that happened
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linabirb · 4 months
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1, 2, 3, 5, and 18 for Dazai, Makima, Reo, Bachira and Yuno. :D Ooh, you're into Kakegurui too! :DD The same questions for Kirari and Yumeko.
hi aurora!! ty for asking! (sorry for a late reply, i was busy ><)
"Why do you like or dislike this character?"
dazai:
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LITERALLY JUST THISCHJSJKSKSKD he's everywhere. every single time there's an anime guy with fluffy brown hair and brown eyes you just KNOW someone in the comments is gonna be like "omg he looks like dazai" no he doesn't.
also.. idk i just got tired of him. i did think he's funny when i first got into bsd (i was 13-14 so you didn't have to do much for me to think you're funny) but now everything about his behavior is so. ugh. it's like okay!! you're a walking red flag!! not in a fun way!!
i still think he's a well-written character though. just not my type.
makima: i can just say that i'm into dominant women honestly her design is so cool!! i have her plushie right next to me rn. she's staring into my soul. she's a really cool and well-written character and i don't know, there's just something about her that still makes you (me.) trust her even though you know she's the villain here. also i really love characters who do horrible, horrible things but they believe that there is no other way and they believe they're doing the right thing. something about her is also weirdly comforting to me but we're not gonna unpack that right now that moment in the manga when she said that denji can just rely on her and he doesn't have to do anything. that felt personal to me. also the fact that in the end she just needed a hug and needed someone to love her.. idk, it's probably cheesy, but i found it heartbreaking.
reo: HE'S JUST LIKE ME FR!!! it's pretty much impossible for me to talk about reo without oversharing stuff so i'm just gonna say that. well. i know what it's like to be a sheltered kid who doesn't even know what they want from life but when they finally start to realize what they probably want, they get hit with that "nah don't do that" and also his relationship with nagi is so... HHHHHHH been there. done that. know what it's like. i was literally going "BABY NO. NO DON'T DO THAT IT'S ONLY GONNA HURT YOU MORE" even though i do like this ship djdksks. anyway yeah his character is very realistic, it was so painful for me to read the part where nagi was like "nvm i need you actually" and he said that exactly when reo started to move on...
bachira: i actually didn't like him that much at first because i'm usually not a fan of characters who.. like. have this "weird and goofy" kind of personality, i just find them kinda exhausting, but bachira's character actually turned out to be much deeper than i expected and i find him very relatable as well. also most of the time he felt like the most normal character to me HSJSJKAKDK
yuno: SHE IS SO. *falls on the floor and starts sobbing* i'm not usually a fan of characters who are like.. very fun and cheerful on the outside, but they're actually suffering (and i have. so many ocs like that. ironic, isn't it) because most of the time it's either written kinda poorly, doesn't feel relatable, or the fandom just boils their character down to that one trait, but yuno's character felt very refreshing to me, because her t1 personality already felt kinda fake and even es mentioned that she doesn't have to pretend around them and when yuno really does stop pretending, like. it's so cool because at the same time she changed a lot, but you know that she actually hasn't changed at all and she's always been like that. there always were signs that yuno is actually colder (haha get it) than she acts so it isn't surprising for her to act this way in t2 and it doesn't feel too drastic. also her wanting to be seen as an adult and wanting people to stop coming up with sympathetic motives for her is so.. it's so good.
kirari: hmmm i actually don't really have a strong opinion about her! she's cool! but i like her design a lot! her hairstyle, her eyes, her iconic lipstick, she's so pretty!
yumeko: YUMEKO JABAMI THE WOMAN THAT YOU AREEEEE... the crush i had on this girl when i was younger was so. shsdjasksksk. i know i just said i don't really like "weird" characters but yumeko is so unhinged, it's so fun to watch! i really like kakegurui exactly because of how it just. lets women do wild things and be in the center of attention and all. i like how at the same time it's hinted that her character is much deeper than it seems, but also she just REALLY likes gambling!
"Favorite canon thing about this character?"
dazai: probably not really a "canon" thing but i think his bsd wan design is cute :3
makima: SHE'S SUCH A GOOD MANIPULATOR IT DRIVES ME INSANE /pos
reo: i'll just put this here.
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bachira: HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS MOM IS SO. 🥹🥹🥹🥺🥺🥺🥺
yuno: her answers to the interrogation questions are always so funny like you just know the girl is gonna deliver. "can you speak other languages?" "i can't speak english!" <- written in english. "can you tell us about your family-" "I ALREADY TOLD YOU I DON'T HAVE A FATHER"
kirari: that one scene with her and sayaka falling from that tower has changed me as a person forever
yumeko: she takes gambling so seriously, it's both cute and terrifying jdkdksks her relationship with midari is so funny 😭😭
"Least favorite canon thing about this character?"
dazai: his. uh. his personality in general jskslals SORRY IF HE WAS REAL I WOULD'VE PUNCHED HIM IN THE FACE ALREADY
makima: hmm don't think i have one
reo: it's like. at the same time it's basically my fav canon thing but sometimes i'm like "dude. please let nagi go. i promise you're gonna be fine. he's gonna be fine. guys. guys please"
bachira: don't really have one! good for you king
yuno: m-maybe the abortion reveal was too early?.. it's like, at the same time it fits her character, but i really feel like it was a bit rushed. (well if it really is true and it doesn't turn out that her murder actually was different) also GIRL WHO SAYS "uhh yeah that's probably murder". PROBABLY???
kirari: at the same time i like her "way too powerful student council president" status, but sometimes it feels like. too extra for me jdkdlsls
yumeko: sometimes i forget that her main motivation is to play a game with kirari, but then i remember and kinda.. get disappointed.. like girl what about simply having fun and vibing. her character does NOT need a goal!! she's perfect WITHOUT any motivation!!
"What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?"
my brain goes empty when it comes to music I'M SORRYDJDKSDLDL
"How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?"
dazai: not really "admire", but i think his dynamic with atsushi is cute.
makima: .. i don't remember her interacting with anyone except denji and some other characters HSJSKSLSL
reo: .. again DOES HE EVEN HAVE ANY IMPORTANT DYNAMICS WITH OTHER CHARACTERS. NOT COUNTING NAGI.
bachira: his relationship with nagi and isagi is neat :)
yuno: her relationship with kazui.. much to think about..
kirari: her relationship with sayaka! i don't ship them but i think their dynamic is really interesting.
yumeko: i'm going to say something controversial but. i think her dynamic with suzui is actually kinda cute?? again i don't ship them but it's. it's wholesome :)
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FANFIC WRITES YALL NEED TO LISTEN TO ME RN.
I just had a dream that toto and ron were walking down the streets together. Toto noticed how ron was upset and so sad.
Toto was living in Ron's apartment. Like they were living together.
Whenever, toto was playing with Ron's cat but he keep staring at ron. Ron noticed it but didnt care cuz he was talking on the phone with amamiya .
Toto realized that ron was very sad after his mother died in fort of his eyes the last year by Alice. (Yes idk why and how did this happen in my dream)
Toto stand up and got closer to ron. Toto stared at ron before he say everything. Ron felt kinda weird and said "w-what??" Totos face changed to an angry face when ron noticed he said "Toto?? Is everything OK?? Why r u angry??" Ron wanted to change the mood and started teasing him and said "Come on little hamster why r u so angry~" and then he laughed Toto got really angry and he suddenly hugged Ron's head (cuz ya know ron was sitting in a chair)
"T-toto ??? A-are u ok??? W-what happened to you suddenly???????" Ron said nervously
"Ron. I'm so sorry for not helping you . I'm so sorry for be such a stupid guy. I'm so sorry for everything. But u can just hug me and tell me everything that make you sad and tired. We have been friends for 5 years,aren't we ??..." Toto said with a soft smile at his face
Ron eyes widened after he heard that. "T-toto.. what are u talking about??.. Im o-ok?? I'm just kinda tired-" Ron said nervously while his eyes are getting teary.
"Ron. I know you more than everyone eles. I'm here for you. And have always been. U can just tell me." Toto said while hugging ron tighter
When ron heard that, he couldn't hold himself.
He started crying and hugging toto back. He missed his mother sm and all what he wanted to live a normal life and be a normal detective (this is sooo corny wth I like it)
"I-I just miss her sm.. I j-just want to live a normal life.. I just want to be a normal person... w-why is this happening to me?..." he said while he's crying.
Normal ppl will never understand what is ron saying cuz he was crying so hard. But toto understood every single thing ron said.
Toto just hugged him and comfort him until ron felt very sleepy, ron looked up at toto and blushed cuz this was so embarrassing. Toto giggled and wiped Ron's tears from his cheeks and smiled at him with that sunshine smile. Ron felt so warm and he felt so glad he had Toto as his partner. He just wanted Toto to know how much he loves him and want to protect him. (How can dreams be so fruity what)
But then ron noticed something and stared at totos face and laughed
"Hahaha!! this is my first time looking up to see ur face! I usually look down to look at you!! Haha toto ur so short!! Ofc seeing me sitting on a chair was ur chance!!! " Ron said will laughing
"Idiot!! It's not my problem your so tall !!!! And I'm not short !!!! Stop laughing!!!" Toto said angrily (y/n moment lmfaooooo)
Ron stopped laughing but he kept smiling. He grabbed totos hand that was on his face and hold it . Toto was confused and his face was really red.
"E-eh??.."
"Toto, Can we keep doing this?.." he said while his eyes was full of hope and his face turned pink.
" Ron.. of course we can ,whenever you feel sad and whenever something is bothering you. Tell me right away before even thing about it. I'm ur partner after all. Aren't I ?" Toto said and smiled. Ron smiled too and stand up. And then he hugged him again. toto eyes widened ans he felt huge weight on him because ron was buffer and taller than him. But he hugged him back with out saying anything
"T-this will be v-very embarrassing. But ur the best to me toto. Thank you." Ron tried to hide his face because. GOD. He was blushing really hard.
Toto blinked a few time cuz he felt like this isA DREAM CUZ RON WILL NEVER SAY THAT???. He just hugged him back and smiled. (Bro thinks he's in shoju manga)
And then suddenly a voice from the phone shouted "RON??? ARE YOU HEARING ME??!???????? WHERE DID YOU GOO?????????!!!!!"
Toto screamed and said "W-WHAT???????? DONT TELL ME SHE HEARD EVERYTHING?!?!??" His face turned more red and hot. He could tell that he was feeling so hot.
"C-calm down. I turned it off before..."
Idk whay happened later I forgot the rest of the dream lmfaooo
(PLS ILL DO ANYTHING JUST MAKE THIS A FANFIC YALLLLLLL*starts sobbing*)
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