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anonymouscheeses · 7 days

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So like in "you didn't know" when Sera says "I thought since I'm older it's my load to shoulder." Or sometjn like that. That basically confirms that Sera and Emily are sisters right?

Like ofc there's some family thing going on there, they look like they are related 100%...... so how tf does that work??

Like I would think that God made them but I don't think God exists in this world(?) since the angels were the one who made earth and etc etc so.... I'm kiinda stumped. And it's made clear that Emily is the YOUNGER sister. So she couldnt be made around the same time as Sera. (Or the same age. Would fhat mean Sera is like infinity years old? Would that make Lucifer infinity years old too?? Iuno...)

So I started thinking.... ykno... like what u do in the middle of the night mhm mhm.... jst going with the theory that God doesn't exist in this world and the Seraphim are the creators..... so, did like, Sera make Emily? Like she made Emily specifically just to be her sister?

Like. Ppl get confused when other people say that they like Sera or that Sera is their favorite. And it's genuinely because she's such an interesting character that most peopple jst see surface levl. "She's pure evil 😡😡" she's doing what she thinks is right for heaven. Is it wrong? Yea but that makes her a FLAWED character. Not evil... i swear, people cant be flawed anymore and then yall like Adam..(i love adam btw im jst sayinf its not bad to like flawed characters). And uh, yiu may be asking, "whay does this have 2 du with Emily being xreated by sera?" Annd mu answer. Sera was lonely asf before Emily ☹️

She's already a more black cat type of character and Emilt is the golden retriever of their sistership. So ifs not a stretch to think that before she made Emily that she was lonely and didn't have much people outside of her title as seraphim. So since she couldn't have someone to get her out of her social shell, she created a bubbly confident social angel to be her sister.

It would probably be like early on in the creatuon days so people in heaveb would probably never have remembered or never knew that Emily was created and not infinite age like the seraphim. Probably would be a bit confused as to how Emily is YOUNGER than Sera but wojld enver ask idk.

Yah I'm not syre what I went with this. I just like Sera as a character and I think she deserves a redemption arc.... or evil arc. Idc either way I love her. She is so stressed and depressed and I know it. I NEED her to have more screen time so bad. dw Enily gets her shine in another post today I got u Emily fans girly 😝💜

#DMAN. RHATS A LONGER RANT THAN I LIMOT MYSELF O 😭😭#sorry ofr the typos im typing fast again #hazbin hotel #hazbin #seraphim #hazbin sera #hazbin hotel sera #hazbin hotel emily #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin emily #emily seraphim #sera seraphim #hazbin hotel theory #seraphim siblings #hah. id love for thag to be a tag ngl. i love angsty family shit. even tho i knoe my senstive ass would cry if they get into an argument.

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lorddiswasher · 1 year

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BITE BACK

(REPLACED AU)

Chapter 2

Part 1

Beep beep beeeeeeep.

"what could they possibly be doing with Solomon? Well it's none of my concern I should just put these in their room".

~In Mc's room~

"Alright, now it's time for me to go....hmm?What's this..?" Lucifer gently pulled the a lever on your room only to reveal a secret room filled with pictures of friends (by friends I meant like the side characters) without him.. For some reason unknown Lucifer felt.. Sad? For some of the pictures were taken in places you and the brothers had the most fun in. Staring at the pictures thinking about the memories he had with you, he felt a bitter-sweet sensatio-

"WAHHHHHH!! HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN?!"

Lucifer immediately left your room and rushed down the living room after hearing Belle's god awful scream.

"LUCIFER! LOOK AT THIS!" Belle pulled out her D.D.D and started shoving showing it to lucifer "LOOK! THERE'S RUMORS ABOUT ME HAVING S*X WITH LOWER LEVELED DEMONS!!" A bit taken back by Belle Lucifer started comforting her "It's alright Belle, calm down you annoying piece of shit. It's just a rumor, it's normal." as Belle sobs Asmo came in crying louder than Belle.

"LUUUCCIIIFFFEERRRRRR!!!" Asmo cried "What is wrong with you Asmo?" the now irritated Lucifer asked.

"m-*hick* my followers dropped by 200k in just 20 minutes! WHAAAA!!!" Asmo's followers dropped by 200k? Something is definitely going on. Lucifer thought.

"When did it suddenly dropped?" Lucifer asked. "20 minutes and 28 seconds after I posted a picture of Belle!" Asmo answered between sobs.

~Flashback with Mc~

"ugh the new student framed me I'm telling you guys! She's been like this after like 3 weeks of living with the brothers!" Mc complained. "Hmmm now that's definitely interesting. Ah! How about getting back at her by spreading a rumor?" Diavolo suggested. "I agree! There's no way we can just let that human go around hurting Mc without consequences!." Luke exclaimed.

"Hahaha, it's always fun watching Luke get all worked up. But I agree the things she's been doing is too far." Solomon says in agreement. "Then it's decided." Simeon looked at Barbatos. "Alright, I got it. I will be calling Mephisto right away." Barbatos announced.

-Fast forward with Mc-

Spreading rumors is fun but I wanna do more..... Hmmm.... AHA! I'll just give her a taste of her own medicine. Suddenly barging in during the student councils meeting, all drenched up with water and with bruises all over your body you cried "LORD DIAVOLO! PLEASE HELP ME!" you pleaded. "What's wrong Mc?!" As Diavolo went rushing to you. "Belle! She started hitting me out of nowhere and then pushed me in the fountain!" you yelled. "WHAT?!? THEY'RE LYING I NEVER DID THAT!" Belle tried to defend herself. "Dia you can see whether someone is lying right? Go on tell them! Am I lying? *wink*". Dia looked at you shocked but instantly regains he's composure. "Mc is telling the truth. Belle really did do all those things." "NO I DID NOT! DIA-" "Lord Diavolo" Barbatos corrected. "L-Lord Diavolo. I DIDN'T DO IT I REALLY DIDN'T!" Belle continued. "Oh? Are you suggesting my judgement is incorrect? Or are you perhaps saying that I am lying?" "n-no of course not Lord Diavolo". "Then I sentence you 3 months of house arrest for the crime of hurting an exchange student that is under my protection! Be grateful this is all I'm doing. For what you did could be counted as treason." you looked at Belle with the same smirk she showed you before. Oh Belle my dear this is just the beginning.

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END

Yippie I'm heading out for like idk how long idfk whay to do anyway more but ye have a nice day

#obey me replaced au #obey me

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forestshadow-wolf · 10 months

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I.S.B.T.P.K.F.T.S moments (chapter 4- Part 1)

Fic link written by @tavtarnish. Please go check it out. It is fantastic!

if anyone was invested in this at all, I sincerely apologize for not updating this for so long, I don't really have a reason other than I just got lazy. anyway- ONWARDS!!!

chapter 3 || Chapter 5

The opening of the chapter

The way it definitely implied that soap has undoubtedly been at it for a while. Long enough to settle into a routine. It also shows his frustration really well. The strength that he's hitting, and they way his mind still continues to wonder

Remembering hearing his mother call him angrily from the house

I feel like this is such a core memory for me. Also idk if anyone else had the experience where their parents kicked them out of the house during the summer and then got mad when they didn't make it back in time for dinner. Like I'm sorry?? All you said was go outside, and didn't give me a time to be back? Kinda got off topic here, the point was: core memory unlocked

Little john trying not to make the punishment worse by being gentle with the the door and stuff

I honestly have nothing to say at this point, it's just super relatable to me

Idk if ive said this before but his sisters' names

I just think they're lovely

They way he feels guilt even as a child for not being there to redirect or avoid completely his mother's anger

This makes me so sad :( bb it's not ur fault

The casset that he and his sister were fighting about just days earlier as an apology!!!!!

This is exactly how it is to have siblings, like you'll be at eachother's throats and then something happens and then it's like it never happened. Also never once has a verbal apology been as affective as an action

Also being able to feel the anger flowing off his mother... like that's when you know you're in some deep shit

The whole come home by the time the street lights come on

Is accurate. Relatable. Especially getting back late because fo the changing season...

The disappointment in his mother's voice

That one hurted just a lil bit bc disappointment is always just that much worse than anger isn't it??

And he understands her frustration

That just makes it all the worse, right? I mean he just wanted some more time to have fun with his friends, but that left his mother swamped with everything else. It's really a lose lose situation :/

Not bringing up his father "after the last time"

Knowing when to pick his battles. But also what happened last time?? I can only assume lots of yelling and crying and and just :(

The following quiet

And it's like nobody except you can feel the tension still in the air, and it's like the smallest thing could set everything off again

Im ignoring something for right now I will circle back to it in a moment. But lemme just say his father?

I'm not liking the vibes I get from him... there I said it. I don't like him

His mother brushing over his hair and the back of his head

Look I know I've been making it seem like I think mary is a bad mom, but she really isn't. She's just overworked and doing her best. And john understands that but he also needs to be able to be a kid. And mary needs help around the house bc there is too much to do and only one of her

Ok back to the thing I ignored. The way he wishes for her to just get angry

I think maybe it's bc when people are angry it's easy to deal with, either you argue back, stay quiet, or say/do whay they want you to right? But with the disappointment it's almost the same response just with no visable reason for it. It's harder to deal with because we as people are not taught how to fix it other than to "do better next time" but how does that fix what happened now?

I also want to pint out the bolded part

Bc like the yelling is so much easier to deal with than the calm voice. Maybe it's bc you can still feel the pent up tenson that might have normally been released with the yelling

Also he wonders if it makes him a bad son

And I think, maybe normally people don't wish for that, but it doesn't make him a bad son. Like I understand so completely how he feels, and it's so real that it's devastating. And it doesn't make him a bad son. And I know that because maybe for him it's just easier for him to deal with physical problems than it is for him to deal with whatever this is.

And then the last line of the flashback

God!! I just know he was beating himself up after that. I do. I just know. And it's the perfect segue back into the present moment.

Getting so lost hin his head that he forgets he's even really doing anything

I guess forget isn't really the right word. Like he knew enough to keep doing it, but kinda just tuned everything else out.

The way it all just bubbles up

The lights just too loud, the air hot and heavy with anger and frustration. And he's still aped up despite all the energy he spent. And he tried, he really does try to keep himself composed. But the irritation makes his bones buzz, and he just needs to do something, anything to get it out. And he's so worked up that he doesn't even realize he split his knuckles until he looked at them.

And then it keeps building

It's too much, all of it. The steaming anger, the loudness of the lights, the way his hair remains untamed despite his efforts

Focusing on his hair again, idc what anyone says, his hair is actually such an important part of him. So his hair getting in the way, in his face, even after he tries to rake it out of the way... maybe kinda like how he's having trouble with his emotional regulation? It's kinda like his emotions are clouding his rational thinking, which is a perfect lead to my next point.

Where it all finally boils over

He shouldn't, he knows he shouldn't. But the useless buzzing is still in his bones and flowing through his veins. And he just has to do something or he might just brun from the inside out.

And then the immediate regret

"If it isn't the consequences of my own actions" for real though this is actually an important part. Because sometimes even if it's a personal issue you have to choose the lesser of two evils, even if you don't know you even have options. Also I think the is very much foreshadowing what will happen if he doesn't properly acknowledge the problem, and also shows what it is doing to him in a physical manifestation.

Also perhaps symbolism of not actually vomiting... because ya boy is emotional constipated

Ok im gonna end this here for now, because if this sits im my drafts any longer it'll never get posted. Also sorry if this isn't as indepth as the other parts, I'm doing all of this on my phone.

#el rambles #el over analyzes #I.S.B.T.P.K.F.T.S #john soap mactavish #call of duty #cod #cod mw2 #ghostsoap #soapghost

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beauleifu · 1 year

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I love that were all talking about heartstrings cause it deserves deserves nothing less from love and support KAJAJA♡♡♡.

YOUR WRITING STYLE -

Is what makes your story so well and keeps me engaged and how you display certain scenes- IDK IT GUVES ME A RUSH OF SEROTONIN AND I AGREE WITH THE OWL ANON.

Everyday little things- invested in the story - makes me connect my everyday little things to remembering a certain detail I've read over and over again- it blows my mind how well your writing stained my brain, best writing pieces I've read.

HOW YOU WRITE CHARACTER.

Honestly props to Y/N they're SUCH A LEGEND - they're such a great character thats more than meets the eye. AND EVERYTIME THERES SUTILE LITTLE HINTS OR LORE DROP IM LIKE NAHH- don't tell me they did that- and I can't wait for the big reveal. Every other characters always in for funsies and them serving some purpose and not an empty introduction too I SEE WHAYS UP🤨✨(or maybe I'm just over overthinking everything- who knows)

Btw- I love Nuwa and Bolin- ur characters seem so realistic that you've brought them to life- (how long have you been writing??)

Syntax as a character- with only 5 minutes of screen time displayed about him. You took that shit and said- bet 🤨 AND PORTRAYED HIM WITH MORE EMOTION AND WITH REASONS TO BAVK IT UP HIS BEHAVIOR. I SOMETIMES QUESTION WITH Y/N THEORIES. THE LORE- ty ty for doing gods work 😤🙏🙏 basically Canon cause I say so 👀

ANITHER CHARACTER! THE MAYOR ಥvಥ - HES FUCKING SCARY BRO - even I was holding my breath while reading the tension suddenly pushed on us readers. AHH- THAT character given 5 mins of screen time but holds a stronger impression on LMK watchers with details seen in him. Executed his behavior and now leaving me anxious.

I honestly can't wait how the other Spider Demons will be portrayed too and seeing crumbs- y/n in for a treat 😭😭 I also wonder if they managed to find y/n place easier because the magic vase protects them but also welcomes them with this energy...

ANYWAYS

I think I wrote too much but I just wanted to to get these thoughts out cause I'm such a sucker for how well you've paced this story and attention to small details that I've connected LOLL- my reaction = Syntax realizing why so many candles. I'm scared that im over analyzing BUT YEAH HAHA

WHO ARE YOU

GRABIBNG

SHAKING

OH MY GOD. OKAY. THANK TOU. HHHFHFF

LiStEn. I've been writing for a good 2-3 years and honestly what keeps me actually WRITING this shit are things like this, its the littel things and i love that you guys notice that in the fic BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOUD NOTICE SO MUCH???? I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO EXPRESS MY GRAITTUDE FOR THIS BUT I CANT PUT IT INTO WORDS SO

SO UH

HUGS N CHOCOLATE N THE NEXT CHAPTER COMING OUT TONIGHT <33333333

#am dying #dead #not alive #killed me with kindness #thank you you wonderful anon #you didnt have to take the time to write all that honestly BUT THANKSYOU #heartstrings #ask #beau answers

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so-emo-i-fell-apart · 1 year

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favorite song off sheer heart attack go! (choose well this is one of my fav albums ryan)

Going in I thought it was gonna a be hard to beat Stone Cold Crazy (which btw has been one of my all time favorite songs for a while idk why I'm just now listening to the whole album I mean it also has Killer Queen WHAY TOOK ME SO LONG.... shh I was intimidated)

But I think Now I'm Here is pretty neck n neck with Stone Cold Crazy so I'm gonna have to say it's a tie

#asks #sheer heart attack #queen #queen band #bitethebullets #wifey

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todayisawthewhxlewxrld · 9 months

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DID SOMEONE SAY BLIND READER???? AS A BITCH WHOS ALMOST BLIND WITHOUT MY GLASSES 😭 (bim I got a new phone n the emojis changed I'm one of ur anons idk whay to do I'm the one with the uh umbrella)

i mean like i also have bad eyesight n wear glasses/contacts but i kinda forget im blind bc i actually never wear either of those things bc i believe in raw dogging life and struggling

HELP DID U LOSE THE UMBRELLA EMOJI

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bingoboingobongo · 1 year

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my kaleidoscope thoughts/review

(spoilers under the cut. also im still shocked so this shit makes no sense)

holy shit holy shit HOLY SHIT WHAT TJE FYCK HOLY SHJT OHMFG HOLY SHIT KALEIDOSCOPE IS A FUCKING PRODIGY WHAT THE FYCK THAG SHIT ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY WTF WTF WTF HELP OMFG IM IN SHOCK I XANT WHAY BELP MDNSJSJJS NO FUCKING WAY THAY WAS FUCKING INSANE WHAT THE FUCK NUGGETS SHIT BALLS LOLOLAPOOLAZA WAS THAT WHAT THE FUCK IK IN AWE GIANCARLO ESPOSITIO SERVES AS DUCKING ALWAYS GOLY MOLY BAJJSJSJS SOMEONE CALL TJE FUCMING COPS WHAT OMG I NEED TI BREATHE WHAT?????? EBVRLEPQICOJSJSJD

holy shit okay so um Jesus Christ I'm fucking fahahsh that was easily the best experience I've ever had omg that's giving money heist a run for their money holy crap okay um

alright so ngl when i heard the concept of showing episodes in random order I was hyped and i wanted it to be hype but tbh i kinda expected it to be ass and omfg damn this show was so good wtf. that being said, the episodes in random order didn't exactly have much impact on the story but it was a fun idea and i liked it in the end. at first i was worried, especially when i got to the after the heist episodes (which showed right before the white episode for me) bc in my mind i was like okay but like ik the outcome so like what's the point but damn was i wrong bc oml the twists Jesus Christ that shit had me in a damn pretzel.

alright so like my thought process. So i saw the pink episode right before the white one, and first can I just say that even tho i didn't like bob im glad he got to see his pink sand beaches even tho it was technically blood but whatever. anyways omfg tho did judy ditch Stan? I think so idek anyways that's irrelevant rn. okay so i was literally devastated when ava died i love her but also it definitely wasn't as bad as money heist so I'll live. BHT OMFG LEO'S DEATH BRUH I THOUGHT RJ KILLED HIM BUT IT WAS SALAS' SON BRAD?????? WTF THAT SHIT CAME OUT SO OUT OF LEFT FIEKD OMG JSHSJSJS

like i saw the shirt and i was like hmm that's kinda a nerdy shirt it seems like something rj might wear. AND THEN IT WAS BRAD TJE SON WEARING IT IN THE WHITE EPISODE. AND THEN RJ FUCKING DIED AND THEN IT WAS JUDY THAT FUCKING KILLED HIM BUT THEN SHE SORTA KILLED BOB LIKE WHAT THE FUCK OMG MY BRAIN MY JAW WAS LIKE GONE LIKE OMGJSSJJSJS

like ngl in the beginning I wasn't vibing with judy but then she killed rj and i really wasn't vibing BUT THEN SHE KILLED BOB AND MAYBE I WAS VIBING????

omfg and THEN HANNAH CAME IN AND HIT CARLOS AND THEN TOOK ALL THE MONEY LIKE WHAT JSJSJS AND LIKE IK ITS FIR THE BEST BECAUSE THE CREW PROBABLY WOULD HAVE GOTTEN KILLED BY THE TRIPLETS IF SHE DIDN'T BUT GAWD DAMN LIKE I WAS LOW-KEY HIGHKEY SAD LIKE TF

OMG AND THE FUCKING FEDEX GUY BRUHHSHAJS AND HER SISTER BRJSJSJS IM LITERALLY NSJSJSJSN WHAT

also her hair and her black suit in that one outfit remind me of natasha Romanoff so bad omfg

KSJSJJSJS AND THEN BOB USED THE PEN HE STOLE TO SAVE HIMSELF BITCH THIS SHIT WAS LIKE TWNETY BAZILLION CHEKHOV'S GUNS

IT WAS CHEKHOV'S FUCKING GUN RANGE TF LIKE OMG IM ACTUALLY IN LOVE SHOUT OUT TO ERIC GARCIA OR ERIC GARZA MAN I DONT REMEMBER TOJR LASY NAME BUT THIS SHIT SLAPPED GOD DAWM EXPECTATION FUCKING EXCEEDED BEHWJAJSJJSJSJSJS

holy shit holy shit AND WHEN THE FUCKING MACAU AD WENT OFF DAMN KUDOS TO AVA BC I WOJLD HAVE BURST OJT LAUGHING JESUS CHRISR TNO IT WAS SO GOOD

ngl tho idek if it actually randomizes the order u watch it in i started out with the jail episode with stan and ray tho so idk tell me if u guys get anything different

#bingoboingobongo.com #kaleidoscope #kaleidoscope netflix #giancarlo esposito #netflix #omfg sjsjjsjs jesus christ that was so good it literally ate omfg #UGH AND THE SHOW ME WHERE YOUR HEART IS LIKE DAMN MY HEART IS HURTING #jesus christ tumblr pls jump on this i need to shovel more kaleidoscope content into my brain hole #cus like there's probably 200000 things im forgetting about rn #god damn #OMG AND THE FUCKING ABBASI DEATH BRJH BC TBEY SAKD SOMEONE BRUSHES BY YOU AND THEN UR DEAD AND THAT'S WHAY HAPPENED BC SHE PISSED OFF #THE TRIPLETS AND THAT'S WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED TO THE ENTIRE CREW IF IT WERENT FOR HANNAH DAMN #hannah kim #ray vernon #leo pap #ava mercer #roger salas #chekhov's gun range

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ceoofmetagala · 1 year

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HI I HAD A ✨EPIPHANY ✨(idk wtf i am on rn but god I'm so giddy and excited rn)

SO UHM YOU KNOW FLUTTER RIGHT? THE SILLY LIL BUTTERLFY WHI DIENST HARM GIU FIRM KIRBY 64 AND DL3?... WELL WHAY IC I TOLD YOU MY HC THAT MOROHO JS PAMERLT TO PAPI ND LFUTTER HAS PROOF BEHIND IT!!!

Okay so this strats with flutters name is jp! It is "moncho" (モンチョ) now let's break this one down! " モン " mon can mean a lot of things! Its a japanese currency for one, i looked up mon meaning on its own and we'll... What most results give you is what I'm most intrsted in mon can mean family crest! Now ...pretty WIERDO.... Moncho vaugeky wmsounds like moriho(i know balfery is her jp name but suushhh...)

Now what does cho mean? It's just FUCING butterfly lol (as a name. Big diff . If you jsut look up what cho means you get a lot of other stuff )

Now litterly her name is family crest butterfly .... Which I know orbkay isn't the meaning but i look into things dar 2 much.

Now let's get into some good ol entomology! BUGS ASS HAHAHAHAHA YESSSS BEITERLFI3S I FUCING LOVE BUTERLFIES HAHAHAHS

Okay flutter is based off the BUTTERLFY genus colias which are white or yellow. Now... Surpise flutter woudl ayucly2 be male! This is because colias butterlfy females have spots while males do not really have them. But untofntly i have said she is trans now.

RELALY funny joke - no wonder butterlfies are symbols for TRANSformatiom ! They're LITTEKRY transgender! (Moroho and flutter , what's next papi ATUCLKY being trans?)

No i won't just say morohi is trans not elbrite. Okay so if we are going off name alone mrooho is a genus of butterlfys. Which are all blue. (Huh?) But females are orange. Now . Look at me . This donest matte because emoroho knight is tail trans because (VINE BOOM) NONBAINRY falls under the umbrella of being transgender :) !!! And she is in fact, nonbinary

Anwyss yeah thanks for listing to me yell bat a minor background BUTTERLFY.

#kirby #flutter #flutter(kirby)#morpho knight #papi kirby #kirby papi #ik theyre omky mentioend but idc #mocha.txt #im concoble rn i acte for tehse 3 so fucing kcuh you DONT SUNETERNAD RAHAHAGJAHS #I FUCKMG LOVE FLUTTER AND PPAI AND MOEOHI THEYA RE MY FAB FOUDN FAMILYE VER EHAHAHEJEJS

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bingwriterxo · 11 months

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Do you feel like I'm one of the weirds? Anyways, hello. I've just read Distrust and I'm... Broken. Thank you, by the way. Did I say I love your writing? Because I do. But it was really good, I mean... It's a mature conversation that we don't always have the guts, tho we actually should. I had a really hard breakup(if you could call it that) not too long ago, and the hardest part is actually coming to the decision that it's better this whay. Not necessarily for the other person, but surely for you. Because, well, you have to think about yourself for a moment. Idk, it just got me thinking about those things. . . . Sorry for venting, btw. - S.

no ur not one of the weirds! unless u have been asking for feet pics secretly lol

anyway, thank u! i came up with the idea in my car listening to Daylight by david kushner lmaoo

sorry to hear ab ur break up, babes. dm me if u need anything!

#ask #s

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jinleebelee · 1 year

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1, 2, 12 and 18?

Love you Jin💙

Mfm I love you too you meanie lee

1 what's a unique tickle spot you have/you like to tickle

On the to tickle part ( you all owe me for saying the t word when I'm this lee mood) I haven't really tickled people considering that ever few blue moons my sister would tickle me and even when I could 99 out 1 I'd be lee too

But I really really like having my ear tickled... theirs two ways that really really get me besides the occasional tickles with feathers that sometimes work and sometimes don't going one whispering (which you could whisper teases) and two blowwing- I actually had someone not on purpose do this to me because of how lee I was at school

Basically the kid ( I call students kid cause that whay I do he was around my age so don't you be thinking I'm so fucking pedo and crap) wanted to whisper something and me being the lee and lee that I was in class immediately walked towards him and when insay it tickled it tickled and it felt amazing and I actually asked him "what was that" just to get tickled again-

I also have very very very aenarive shoulders if you massaged them it would tickle me like crazy and I enjoy it very very very much

2 what's an underrated tickle tool in your opinion

Well I'd say the eletric flosser....and baby oil

(Your so freaken mean ashy using tools against knowing how much I love and fear tools or wait idk if you did or not but YOU DO NLW AND I WANT REVWNGE ADTER THIA LEE MOOD IS GONE)

12 favorite tickle spot in general

Um- I have a few like my neck ears shoulders and one that I get very very very embarrassed about and I'm really super insured about and feel that if I say I might upset others or I don't know um my feet... it's stupid I know but I feel very embarrassed about liking my feet tickled and just rgh it's all stupid and embarrassing and haven't told anyone about that- I just think it's stupid for me

18. A time something unintentionally tickled

I do have two incidents and this was back in the 6th grade for the first one (aka my worst first worst year in middle school and yes all the years were bad if ya wanna know what happened boy do I have a sotry for yall it's a 3 year story and I'll tell yall if ya want later )

Anyways anwaysv

Me and these three students were working on a project something about the past when the country's were alll fucked up in different places. Pendora Era or whatever and wellll one of the kids call him J poked me in the side I think or hip and I jumped. I remember it tickled pretty bad and I covered my hand on that spot. The two girls asked what happened and I either said something tickled or nothing. Either the kid knew what was going on or something but he poked me again and it tickled like a fucking bitch causing me to giggle like a fucking idiot. But then after we all lined up he did it again but it hurt and it didn't tickle (which still disappoints me to this day cause I really really liked being tickled- even back then-)

The second time when I was out of that middle hell thankfully was arooound the 10th grade. A friend of mine from school really liked giving out hugs right. It was his natural thing. I was at gym and I saw him and he saw me. He ran up to me and did his usual hug but what I didn't expect was the God damn mother fucker. His fuckinf voice or breathe fucking ticked my God damn neck and I started to smile like a bitch and hugged him tighter not wanting this to end. Thankfully I had a mask on (during the covid crap still going on)

Now as some of yall know I freeze up when people hug me when I'm not expecting or expecting it. It just something I'm not used to . Physical affection but when this kosher fucker hugged me and it started to tickle I didn't want it to end- not one bit see this is how Deserete I get yall

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davekitties · 3 months

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oops I got high and rambled about gender my b

ironic that I only wear black (mainly) and my top 3 favorite pokemon are sylveon, skitty, and shiny virizion. the color pink, a longstanding enemy of mine, yet I still have a rather soft spot for it. to me, pink is defiant, but idk if others see it that way. a color chosen to represent women in today's society, scorn upon those who wear it "wrong," praise to those who do it "right." growing up, I always hated pink: it represented everything I never wanted to be. I never wanted to be a home maker and cook and clean and also work 40+ hours a week and take care of children. this terrified me as a child, and I grew to detest anything that would link me and femininity, ie., the color pink. I can't explain the rage my mother unleashed upon finding all the baby dolls I hadn't been playing with under my bed (re: at least a dozen). there were also unopened barbies and other baby/doll related toys and my mom grabbed one she'd gotten me recently and said, angrily, "come on, we are going to Walmart to exchange this for something you'd actually want." I, naively believed that I had finally gotten it to her, as I clutched my new giant stuffed orca plush I had found on clearance for $9 (she had spent like $40 on the gift we returned and I told her to keep the rest to make her feel better). but it was just one battle in the war to "make me a woman," something I never wanted to be.

eventually I would end up conforming to their ideals and standards (loosely) of how I was "supposed" to act and behave. I was too broken down, depressed, and tired of fighting. it was easier (on the surface level) to conform than it was to continue to fight. even still, though I tried my hardest to fill this role imposed upon me, I still loathed pink. anything but pink. pink was the personification of womanhood and why I hated living my life like this.

I was 17 when I first heard the term transgender. at first, I didn't get it (I'm a little dense sometimes), but then I kept reading the definition on that computer in the GT room that was being used to host the first ever meeting of the school's first ever GSA club. when I thought I finally understood it, my first thought was "yeah, makes sense," and then I moved on. I liked my skirts and my dresses, I liked to put on makeup every day, I liked to cook dinner every night, I didn't mind bending over backwards for everyone in my life.

when I was 19, it was a like a slap in the face one day. talking with a friend, it finally dawned upon me I didn't have to do this; I didn't have to *be* like this. I was... distraught, to say the least. a lot of things clicked into place for me (being a "tomboy," not liking "girly" toys or shows, always wearing "boys" clothes, having the feeling like there's something missing), and it *hurt*. what do you *mean* that I don't have be a woman if I don't want to be? this thought kept running through my head, along with the anger of everyone who forced me into being more feminine than I ever wanted to be.

I wanted to scream. I was so angry that it took 19 years of my life to find out that I didn't have to be a woman, that I could be literally *anything* else. it wasn't pink's fault. pink was whay I imagined was oppressing me, but it wasn't a simple color, it was society at large.

I'm older now, not as angry any more, but still sad. its not good to imagine how your life would have turned out if you had known information sooner, there's no use in speculating. I am what I am, neither man nor woman, and it's because of that that I feel comfortable enough to embrace pink again. pink has been a constant throughout my life, and I kind of hope that never goes away.

#long post #rambling post #davekitties rambles

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kingmystrie · 11 months

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Ramble/Personal Journal Entry

Me automatically telling people that i do not support eco terrorism when I say that I think other animal species have more right to life than humans. BSIFDHKBDSA.

To be clear, its because i think most of us are fucking miserable and don't want to be alive or born to begin with.

Like I've seen dogs more concerned for their own lives than the average person. Half of you are actual zombies.

I'm a zombie too I'm actually waiting - begging for an excuse to leap off this mortal coil. I'm like that myth about lemmings.

If someone gave me a gun tomorrow and told me to shoot myself I would.

I got sidetracked, anyways what I was going to say is that steak tastes like ass farts and dust and I don't know why USAmericans are obsessed with it. Pork and chicken I understand, but beef? what the fuck are you smoking??? Not sausages apparently.

Beef hotdogs are the worst tasting food on the face of this planet.

Seriously get some help your cuisine is disgusting white americans.

Anywyas if you can't tell have a severe lack of empathy but for some reason, animals are exempt from that. Probably because animals didn't tell me I'm a disgusting monster that doesnt deserve rights and didn't tell me to be ashamed to be myself.

IDK I feel like people always forget that the things who have done the most damage to people are, well - PEOPLE.

So yes im misanthropic as fuck. Because fuck em' fuck em all, you shits ruined my life more than you gave me comfort.

Unlike most people I can't even smoke weed to feel better because it might make me develop psychosis more quickly, at least I think so because taking antidepressants made me hallucinate.

Thats fucking insane, I took pills that were supposed to help me and they made me worse.

I didn't even feel happy while on sertaline I feel happier after im off it, but while on it i felt fucking crazy. My mood swings were off the charts.

Maybe I am a little fucking crazy still, doesn't mean I can't be right sometimes.

OH ALSO SOMEONE THINKS I HAVE C-PTSD LIKE WHAY THE FUCK

#mystrierumble #vent #apathy #burnout #mental health

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baekhvuns · 1 year

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Man City who??? Idk them 🙈🙉🙊 ugh the "next X" is so annoying, reminds me of "the next BTS" stfu already and let them be themselves! Barca girls? Them I can support!

Baek we're all Chelsea players at this point I'm afraid... can't even blame it on Abeamovich anymore 🔫

Lowkey thought Villa retired, I was so shocked to find him in India.

I've been to Plant Cafe before and it's good! I'm not sure if I'm going to Jeju this time round, I'm planning on coming back in the summer. I'll be quite busy with work so it'll keep me distracted or kill me. I like to be updated tho, so can't totally stay away from Twitter, also literally so many of my friends are seeing Ateez I WON'T BE ABLE TO ESCAPE IT 😭😭😭😭

I see you're determined to post the Yunho fic, I hope it happens soon for the sake of your mental health! And so you can focus on you know who perhaps 😉

Hannah no legs???? What happened!? Yes, I still have some of my Bratz dolls, but never had Shortcakes they weren't popular over here. Also Bratz games, I ate that shit up.

Bestie you haven't seen SKINS?! Maybe you're too young, but this show shaped me (not sure if it's a good thing lmao). It was one of the first "real" teen shows, not everything aged well, but it was a cultural reset. Huh omg I love Freaky Friday, so I might tune in for this, unless it's cringy af

Tasir whomst?! (I'm joking ily Tasir!) I'll give that Toothless ring to Hwa, just watch me!

Tbh I'd expect that reaction from Ronaldo and same, I used to do this shit in FIFA when my teams lost 😭

I know like four(?) Imagine Dragons songs, so I'm not sure 😅 Edgy Aussie band aksjajshahjaha TXT in their 70s era. Right, Tinnitus?! I love the Blue Hour's Korean title You and I found in the sky at 5:35 but Crown and One day a horn grew out of my head???

My first Ateez meeting was a blur I barely remember anything, but the hwands were smooth indeed... I thought Hwa looked like CEO doing aegyo, but junior tutor?! Why would you bring him up I'M PUNCHING MYSELF NOW. DILF Mingi made a comeback too

So true...Baby girl...

I can't move on from this I'M REACHING THE MAXIMUM LEVEL OF INSANITY 😱

This is so fucking funny ajshhahsusuahwhshw

What a throwback lol

This fucking company?!??! I thought no one was as bad or worse as the Omega X agency. Poor girls, seriously, they're all suffering so much, I read their private messages and they were so sad. Also the GWSN's company? They were detained from their dorm?! Wtf. Honestly as bad as some big companies are, at least they have enough money and don't pull THIS shit

Uhm and Lucas.....? That's insane. SM is so fucking weird. Literally whay the fuuuuck, Chris Lee you stupid mf... Some people say Lookass might go solo?! Mate has very little talent compared to people like Ten, Taeyong, Mark, let's be serious 😭😭😭😭 WayV, NCT and SuperM gonna catch strays because of him 🔫 poor Baekhyun too - DV 💖

hello!!

Man City who??? Idk them 🙈🙉🙊 ugh the "next X" is so annoying, reminds me of "the next BTS" stfu already and let them be themselves! Barca girls? Them I can support! //// Baek we're all Chelsea players at this point I'm afraid... can't even blame it on Abeamovich anymore 🔫 //// Lowkey thought Villa retired, I was so shocked to find him in India.

it really is bc those “next x” where are they??? they fall under the pressure and never end up making it,,, i think u know about how at one time rm got every big player as their mid fielders and they never gave them time to play which made their playing career 📉📉 ancelottt’s doing it again 😭😭 YEAH BARCA GIRLIES they’re actually kind of insane,,, NO SERIOUSLY WHAT POSITION DO U PLAY IN THE CHELSEA FC??? 🤨 yeah it’s so surprising but i guess good for him id be passing out tbh if i saw him irl <3

AND AND?? VARANE RETIREMENT??? AYO?

since we were talking about d*ni a*v*s that m*son gr**nw**d is back 🔫 major loss for prison fc

pls do send a few restaurants u go to! AHHH if u go back in the summer you’ll be able to see those waterbomb festivals! hopefully ateez summer cb 🤲🏻😭😭 SEE I WILL KEEP U SELECTIVELY UPDATED, BLOCK UR FRIENDS THEYRE having a london fansign 😭😭

I see you're determined to post the Yunho fic, I hope it happens soon for the sake of your mental health! And so you can focus on you know who perhaps 😉 /// Hannah no legs???? What happened!? Yes, I still have some of my Bratz dolls, but never had Shortcakes they weren't popular over here. Also Bratz games, I ate that shit up.

giving myself this one last time if i can’t write it i will not anymore my fingers just won’t write for him fhwjdh 😭😭😭 U ALREADY KNOWWWWW U ALREADY KNOW ☺️☺️ hannah no legs! took it to aussie as a kid to visit family, went to my cousins place and (left the doll at another’s) came home to her foot being cut off by a 3 1/2 kid <333 i was fed excuses and i beloved them 🫡🫡 one thing about bratz doll’s is that their hair’s are so long,,, i used to shampoo them all the time fbwkfbdk strawberry shortcake dolls are creepy actually good thing u don’t have any 😭😭 STOP IT DO U RMR BRATZ GAME ON GAMEBOY

IM YOUNG JCHCKCKS not “everything aged well” LIKE EVERY SHOW FROM THE EARLY 2000’s 😭😭😭 freaky friday is so good,, apparently ryan reynolds has a body swap movie too?? the change up?? gonna watch it but do u rmr that one movie where the nerd or the popular girl and the ‘footballer’ quarter back swapped bodies the “it’s a boy girl thing”💀💀 it was cute at times but not many ppl liked it,, hoping it’s not cringey bc we’ve HAD ENOUGH

Tasir whomst?! (I'm joking ily Tasir!) I'll give that Toothless ring to Hwa, just watch me! //// Tbh I'd expect that reaction from Ronaldo and same, I used to do this shit in FIFA when my teams lost 😭

LMFAOOO TASIR WHOMST??? OH IM SORRY HE DOES NOT EXIST I THINK?? PLS DO TAKE IT TO A FANSIGN 😭😭 JCBANCHCKC DID U DO IT WHEN RM LOST TO BARCA 😭😭😭 will be me when psg v bayern and if they lose

omg pls listen to bad liar by them, it started the villain yn and king hwa au for me <3 my religious anthem actually,,, TINNITUS HAD ME WEAK 😭😭😭 like the ringing in ears pls hybe 😭😭 ONE DAY A HORN GREW OUT OF MY HEAD GET THE FUCK OUT TBWMFBKWD THIS DEVIL IMAGERY HAS ME CRYING WHO’S WRITING THESE THINGS 😭😭😭😭

do u think he has hand creams for this hand, flavoured ones too,,, JUNIOR TUTOR TELL ME IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE IT GBWMFNWMJC the teasing mc and the poor junior that has to help mc <333 nuna romance <3 DILF MINGI. HAHA. and he?

ur right this tweet, he’s coming for messi’s ballon d’or actually

So true...Baby girl... //// I can't move on from this I'M REACHING THE MAXIMUM LEVEL OF INSANITY 😱 /// This is so fucking funny ajshhahsusuahwhshw /// What a throwback lol

he’s in his baby girl era omg,,, if he doesn’t put pretty sparkly clips in his hair,, HEY HEY HEY I AM BLIND DONT DO THIS 😩😩 LMFAOOO STOP BRO IS TIRED HIS FACE FBWJDHKWJCJC

baek taemin and kai in one group is a blessing,, their friendship >>> do u rmr this 😭😭

WAR IS OVER

this is like jessica’s case w sm??? and the company of theirs is trying to get them to promo as 12 members in japan??? wHAAT ARE THEY ON??? chu is so exhausted the media is just going haywire on her,, im glad ppl are supporting her bc that company is run by petty fucks,,, NOOO THAT GWSN THING WQS SO INSANE??? HOW ARE THE COMPANIES NOT ARRESTED ATP?? how hard it is to treat ur group CORRECTLY

i tbh didn’t even know what to say,,, wayv was so excited for their fanmeet, baek was coming back and now chris lee just decided to bring him back, just when u thought everything was good 😭😭😭 as in what did he bring to the group,,,, poor baekhyun bc lookas would start with calling baek pig and fat and hitting his injured leg again 😭😭😭 i will THROW HANDS AT HIM ON GOD FBWMDJWK baek back in one day! like bro’s out here dancing like rent due and getting hurt and lookas?

😭😭

and uh?

ARE WE HEARING PROMOTIONS???? FOR EVERYONE???? 41 albums,,,, oh we’re gonna be FED

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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fucked up my boss is a more helpful person tha. my dad.

I moved into the apartment so i got my own room now and all that yet no furtnure at first. my dad on Thanksgiving sent me screenshots of aarons furtnite bundles fhay he said he could get for me and then he will just pay it off in the installments so like a housewarming gift but way more epxnes8ve yknow.

and I have nothing for my room. no bed, no bedframe, boxspring, end tables. hell not even a desk. I had blankets and then a bunch of stuffed animals that were yputooz thay I never took out the box becausei didn't have my own area.

so I instead picked out a bed set that was cheaper than the living room bundles he sent me and sent it over to him. and so he said he'll get it sorted and everything. Thursday comes, everything goes fine. me and my friend go and buy the things we need like pots and pans and towels and sheets and a pillow (for me), toilet paper, trash bags. yknow all the stuff. and I call my dad to see whats going on on his end and he forgot. he forgot whay sya I was moving and that he was feeling like ahit physically the lats few days. understandable. I just now gotta get an air mattress for the night so I'm not sleeping on the floor.

I go back to my grandma's later that night to grab more things and my aunt (my dadd sister) offers to let me use the air mattress my cousin uses when we go to camp so I don't have to buy a new one. great.

we didn't have a couch because those bitches are wpxnsive so ny other aunt (dads sister again) offers to let use use her blow up couch that she uses at camp. turns out it's fucking huge (like the size of a 3 cushion couch which is larger than I expected) and it folds out into a queen size air mattress. super cool.

next day, I text my dad at around 7pm when I was still at work to see what's going on. says he will be most luekly able to get the bedset later that night when he cashes out. never fucking hear form him. sleeps on the air mattress thay night again.

next day, I got to work (my main job that actually pays me not minimum wage with shitty hours) and my boss says he can get me a microwave because his daughter has a spare and he found a couch and a few other things on the Facebook buy nothing group. fucking aweseome. thay saves so much money. he drops the sofa off later thag night and now we have a couch! it's black and white striped so goofy looking but we have sheets over it and it's comfortable.

still haven't heard form my dad on the bedset. I got my TV from ym grandma's and idk where my dad put the remote so I texted him about thay and he said he'll look around for it. I'm on the air mattress as we speak. my boss also got me a pretty standard computer desk (it's just a board with 4 legs but ita actually pretty large) for 10 dollars.

fucking it just sucks that my dad sucks so much. I got 2 drug addict parents one of which Is addicted to pain meds and 8ne who is now dead because she took too much illegal drugs. (I think we think it was fetnyal but idk. I was not even 11 so I wasn't told anything besides ivwrdose)

and so like everyone has helped out even my one friends mom who got us an air fryer. except my dad. which i would be a okay with. he still owes me over 1k and is still struggling money wise and I know that. but he fucking offered. why the fuck would you fucking offer if you knew you weren't good for it. I get thay you want to be but fucning God damn jt man. I didn't expect anything from him and the entire time i was like Yay I'll immesdtly get at least a real mattress is that isn't twin size and all that but always reminded myself bot get too attached because yknow and even if he does get it, I might have to help him out with the 110 monthly payments but still. that's so fucked that even from the get go of him offering I had to remind myself that it's not a for sure thing until it happens and looked what fucjing happened.

I love my dad and he's a cool guy. he's not a good dad though. I was trying so hard to not get my hopes up but also belive him and the last few days driving back to my place ill remember and be pretty much on the verge of tears because fuck man. I alreayd knew and called it but whay if. what if he cared enough. fuck me man. my fucjing boss has been mor help than him. yes I have a TV in my room at the moemnt because my dad grabbed it form our old place before he fully moved out of there (he's back there now btw.) and it wasform ym old room there where we all got tvs since emy dad mainly had his shit together 5 or so years ago. but man, I don't care about having a TV. I barely watch shows as it is and I have a laptop that I bought recently (within the year) thag I use and my friend brought his TV that we having in the living room and we have been wts hing TV together.

I just want a real mattress to sleep on. i don't want to be just barely above floor level. I want to be able to put my money toward soemthing else like dressers kr bookcases instead dof soenthing I was told I would have for free (or well no money form me at leats). I qas gonan get a full size bed. not even a fucking queen. just seomthing larger than the twin beds I've had all my life. and it would have had a boxspring and a frame with drawers int he bottom and shelf built into the headboard and it would've been grwta. but now I'm sitting aline in ym room crying on a blow up mattress on the ground at 2 am and I'm pissed.

I knew this would happen. he's not a dependable person. I loaned him 100 follars a few days before thanksgiv8ng which he said he would pay back the next fucking day and he still hasn't. yes I know he has mental issues (adhd, anxiety, depression, proabbly a number of other things) and hes in chronic pain and so he takes pain killers but you can't even help out your own fucjing kid. and the first one to move out fully on their own. yes by oldest brother had moved out but never his own place that he owns and he's right back where we all started with my other brothers and hell my dad was even there for a while too.

idk if im going to slepe soon or not. but I am gonna go out on the couch and proabbyl watch some supernatural to calm down.

#tiny talking #tiny vent #this was a long one #i did however get my friend to start supernatual #hes never seen it before but we are now on Bugs #and hes says he likes the hsow #we did stop todya snd i had him start the boys since he liked dean so much #anywyas. yeah

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