#idk i love him

[shroombies]

Got needlefelting supplies for Christmas

#my art #i guess sort of kind of #idk i love him

[feyascorner]

“I love you.” The first time he says those simple three words, he doesn't mean it. Not really. And he knows you're aware of it too, with the stern glare you give him in response to his smug grin. He's teasing you—or, it looks that way anyway. In reality, he hopes that there's a glimmer, a sliver of your heart that welcomes his enticing and open arms. It’s routine. A habit. It feels more natural to lure you in with songs of promises than to simply tell you what he needs. He hopes you take his hand and ignore the sharp nails digging into your skin. He hopes you fall.

“I love you.” The second time is months later. He thinks he might genuinely mean it this time, considering how heavy his heart feels in his chest as the words leave his lips. But it’s hesitant. You can tell. And ever so patient, you only smile at him, taking his hand this time to squeeze it gently. Ah, that feels nice. Does he love you? Have you grown on his cold, dead heart? The fact that he doesn't want to recoil from your touch is enough if an answer..

“I love you.” The third time is at his grave. He’s confident now. Feeling. Wanting. He wishes he could hold your fingers against his skin forever. He doesn't want to even let go, because he fears you might vanish into thin air, like every other caring thing in his life. You're good. Understanding. Nothing like him. You deserve better than him. But he's always been a selfish man, and even though your presence urges him to be better, he remains selfish when it comes to you. He doesn't--no, he won’t lose you.

“I love you.” He’d feared he would never get to say the words again. He had faith in you of course, but an Elder Brain is no easy feat to defeat. But as he watches the brain sink into the darkest depths of the sea, the others cheering behind him, he feels the sun begin to prick at his skin again. It stings. Gods, does it sting. For a moment, he wonders if he should even run. He's had a taste for the sun kissed glow and he's not sure if he wants to part ways with it if it means he’ll rot away in the shadows forever. But when he feels you hurriedly toss a cloak over his shoulder, covering his face with the hood just enough for him to meet your eyes, you offer him something he doesn't want to ever imagine himself without again. Something he’s still in disbelief he has. Someone to worry for him.

I love you, I love you, I love you. As years pass, the words become more frequent, yet they never lose their weight, no matter how they're said or when. It’s funny, really, how he'd almost feared saying the same exact words just a few decades ago. To Astarion, they remind him that you're still here, allowing him the privilege to let him love you as much as he does.

“I love you.” The last time he says it, whether it be after an untimely death or simply from old age, he’s holding your hand again. He hates that instead of the adoration it’s supposed to convey, he hears more of the wobble in his voice as he realizes his time with you is up. Even though he's said it so many times, he finds that it still wasn't nearly enough. Open your eyes, he pleads to nobody in particular. He breathes. Why is he breathing? He doesn't need to. But the breaths become faster, and he realizes he’s crying too. Curses, how immature. Ah, your hand is so cold, almost like his own. He hates it. Don't be like him. And when he begs, he begs. Squeeze his hand again. Touch him again. Smile at him again. Live again.

Let him love you again.

#is this too corny.. #idk I love him #astarion ancunin #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate astarion #astarion x tav #bg3 astarion #astarion x reader #astarion #bg3 x reader #astarion fanfic #astarion x oc #astarion x you

[umeji-writes]

So what if Balam's hyperfixation with humans had to do with his ability Buzzer Imagine he was talking about humans with other demons, and when they would tell him that humans don't exist, maybe Buzzer would be somewhat triggered, not enough to signify that the person was lying, but enough to make Balam think that there was something wrong with that statement And you know, being a very curious child and being able to discern what was definitely true from what was definitely false, Balam became fascinated by myths about imaginary beasts, because they mixed together truth and fiction and he had to know, but couldn't

#idk i love him #he lives rent free in my brain #mairimashita! iruma kun #m!ik #mairuma #welcome to demon school iruma kun #iruma kun #balam shichirou #balam sensei #manga analysis #m!ik analysis

[nothingtoseeherebyeexx]

school has started so i won’t be able to draw shit but !! here’s regulus sharing cigarettes with the bust of godric gryffindor bc imagine him, stumbling across the founder’s statue while wasted and just,, ranting to it while godric laughs and eventually he becomes his therapist it’s so funny

#like imagine #“oh shit you’re godric gryffindor?? #“THE godric gryffindor?? #“yknow i hate your stupid boys? #idk i love him #anyway #marauders #marauders era #fanart #art #regulus black #regulus arcturus black #godric gryffindor #hogwarts

[tteokdoroki]

i think about deku gripping your waist so hard he leaves fingerprints on your skin whenever he kisses you — he has these moments where he’s overwhelmed by his love for you that he just pulls you in, digs his fingers into the skin at your hips and kisses you as if it’s the last time he ever will

#idk i love him #✧ ₊˚💭੭ — aali just posted

[metiredlr]

Happy belated birthday to our angery boi (´꒳`)♡

#kanda yuu #kanda yu #dgm #d.gray man #idk i love him #living in the 19th century so nice. they gave this 9/o a sword #dgmedit #my edit #manga coloring

[daily-rgg-posting]

I’m watching 4 and I loved this interaction

#rgg #yakuza #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza 4 #masayoshi tanimura #I’m loving tanimura so far #haven’t finished the game no spoilers please #he’s so cool I love pretty boys #and usually characters like him (cops that are aware of the corrupt system) #they’re like so good #I love the absolute gremlin behavior he has #I love those types of characters #basically. I believe in tanimura supremacy it’s a shame it looks like we’ll never see him again #hope he’s living his best life though #and hopefully he’s not dead #idk I love him #so yeah that’s the post. tanimura

[urlover-atlas]

me when my favorite character is an angry little guy (literally) who throws rocks and curses and slurs and is mad and speaks in 3rd person

#idk i love him #only child to ever #i havent finished the game tho #i havent gotten far either LMAO #disco elysium #CUNO #cuno de ruyter #i think hes a druggie idk i havent made it far

[jackinalex]

Seeing the Alex with his shirt off at the beach he has the weirdest body shirtless like he’s the skinniest man but without a shirt he looks so wide but he’s not I don’t get it. It could also be bad angles that make him look this way

His body is very silly, in fact lmao. He’s so LONG, but he’s like alllllllll fucking leg. You’re right, though; like, he does look round from certain angles (but I love it 🤩). Idk again he’s shaped so weird but he’s gorgeous and precious and perfect.

#true love or lizard brain??? #idk i love him #kalina answers #alex

[lilac-lioness]

I got a tablet and I'm making it everyone's problem 🐟

#idk i love him #My Art #Existence of Ceridwyn #Fish

[outdraws]

thinking about how this man decided to go with the bandolier belt as his first decorative choice for his first stetson as a black ops operative.

#* ❝ headcanon ❞ #nothing important it's just cute to think about him #going through selections and deciding on that #like it originally was a different band but he decided to have it changed #idk i love him

[bnesszai]

passively rewatching bsd with the knowledge that Kunikida is already selected as the next president is. Something

#he gives orders so much actually #like i never noticed it before #his ideals leave him hesitant at the worst of times but decisive and quick at the best of times #idk i love him #bsd

[the-swaggest-rat]

Guys I’m gonna see the Super Mario movie teehee 🤭

I’ll update after I see it…..

#if you can’t tell I’m super excited #and if you really couldn’t tell.. #I really LOVE Luigi <3 #he’s so silly #idk i love him #anyways #the super mario bros movie #mario and luigi dream team #bowuigi #👀

[purple-sunstar]

im in love with this series today, I litterly ship the two now. And it's pretty much confirmed. WHY ARE THEY SO ADORABLE TOGETHER- (I got into the series cause I accidentally found R34 of Sam and Max... 🧍)

#sam and max #fnaf #help #gay #gay?!?! #cri #idk i love him #Youtube #sam x max

[kingsnack]

steve harrington is a boy kisser pass it on

#「 ooc. 」 #idk i love him