#idk how to make stimboards man

[noir-ish-bee]

self-indulgent pink gustavo stimboard i made 🔥🔥

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#idk how to make stimboards man #pizza tower #gustavo pizza tower #stimboard #pizza tower stimboard

[arcadequeerz]

Oh mind electric we're really in it now.

#Cade.Txts #i think about tht song all the time. #when they say: Someone help me / Understand what's Going on Inside my Mind! / Doctor I can't tell if I'm Not Me! #I felt tht shit #like man.................me too. #idk tht bit of lyrics has always kinda hit me hard specifically. #Anyways how is everyone doin. sorry I don't ;ost much anymore. #I am posting on my stimblog mostly now BHINJGFDNI if u wanan see stimboards check it out. #im doing a series of stimboards on my favorite pokemon #so far got two boards out already d:) #Wanna keep working on it but i should also make gifs of stuff. #been kind of stressed by shit lately thts unrelated. worried about bigfoot. #he's been acting weird lately. real sluggish n tired. his teeth are bad- n we need to take him to get them checked #but it cost like. 600 to just get a few teeth taken from our dog frankie. #s o. -slides stimboard commission post on my stimblog- /nf #dont like advertising it. feels weird making things for money but if he does need teeyh removed #idk any other way i could make money for it. #hes just got me worried. he's a old man- even tho i always forget he is- #thinking about losing him scares me. am probably rly over thinking shit- he's old course he sleeps n lays around a lot. #but im stil worried. #ANYWHO. stimboard grind 24/7

[funtime-kin-help]

uhm.. is there like some way you can do like,, a sound stimboard?? like,, crunchy sounds,, idc what theme u make it but i'd prefer it being a like,, jack themed stim board bc like,, im a simp for jack tbh (idc hes a rotting man hes my rotting man) either that or like,, maybe a springtrap one siince he's my comfort character?-- idk, i'm not good w these things :,) you get to choose everything btw, colors, sounds, etc. <3 /vpos /nf

Springtrap stimboard for anon !

// So sorry but I had no idea how a sound stimboard would fit with the kinds of stimboards I make :( so I hope this will do just fine instead!!

#fnaf #five nights at freddys #fnaf stimboard #springtrap #fnaf springtrap #springtrap stimboard #kin help #comfort character #comfort character stimboard #fnaf movie

[cybercherryz]

IM SO SORRY I FORGOT YOURE UNCOMFY W SP /gen

don't worry, it's fine. i just. i gotta ask, man. was that last ask written by an ai? it read very weirdly, like an ai wrote a tutorial on how to make a stimboard.. if you're planning to request something else please write a shorter ask even if it's just "x character stimboard pls". like idk getting that in my inbox was a bit jarring tbh

#i'm not mad! #sorry if it comes of that way #just uhm #confused #💿 | txt

[fox-buried-in-maple-leaves]

1 to 12 for the wedding asks for spiced maple,,, ehehe

Ask Game

01 - Who first brought up the option of marriage? Was it an easy topic? Alee "look at this video" Destan. I think it was a casual conversation! It wasn't particularly hard. 02 - Which one proposed? Was it grand and public? Discreet and private? Was it expected? Vesper proposed, a late night picnic under the stars on a nice peak<3 It was very romantic. And Alee still giggles about it years later. 03 - Show us their engagement and/or wedding rings! See you never sent me the ring Vesper proposed with. But here's the wedding ring Alee gets xem.

Yes its Alee's colour scheme. 04 - Did they plan the wedding by themselves, with help, or with a professional planner? Alee wanted to do it himself for the most part, especially since Cirino's wedding gift was, paying. for it. And he didn't want to spend too much on a planner. But mama Lucero and the cutie girls(Miya and Heidi lmao) definitely helped with the planning. Cirino also had some input but only if he was asked lol 05 - Was the planning and time up til the wedding stressful? I think it was fine until the week before the wedding and that's when it got really stressful for Alee. He just worried so much about everything! He loves Vesper so much, he wants it to be perfect.. But he's fine. He'll live. The planning was fine, at least. 06 - Who were the first people to find out about the engagement? How did they react? Miya and Cirino found out first. I think its cause those were definitely the two people Vesper asked advice from on how to go about it. And thus they got the engagement ring pics first haha 07 - Who are the maids of honor and/or best men? Why and how were they chosen? Like you said they have a maid and a man. For Alee it's Heidi and Cirino! ("You don't know anybody else of course you're asking me." "Not true! You're a big part of my life, Heidi. Now try on the fucking dress." "Going going! Haha." + "Oh fates, really~ meee?" "Yes, Ino. You." "Hell yeah, of course I'll be your best man. Oooh, can I plan a party?" "Ugh fine.") 08 - Was there any drama whatsoever regarding the guest list? Alee's family was notably not invited to their first wedding. (Alee and Vesper had a 'proper clan' wedding later on once they took over their respective clans) But Alee's family was NOT ALLOWED lmaooo. Besides that? Alee did have some issue with Cirino's "plus one" but he bit his tongue for most of the wedding. 09- Show us a mood/stimboard of their wedding's general aesthetic.

10 - Do they get married through court? Church? Third secret option? They do have a legal marriage through the court/government. But they had one of Vesper's friends officiate (And a bonus, Gerard as archbishop officiates their 'clan wedding' making it legal in the eyes of Finalism as well :)) 11 - When do they get married? Night or day? Any specific reason for either? Can I say they probably had a late afternoon/evening wedding and then a night reception? They're both night owls so.. 12 - Do either of them play music while walking down the aisle (if they do at all)? If yes, show us their song. Did Vesper? idk. Alee had a piano/violin rendition of A Thousand Years playing for him :)

#⋆｡°✩ spiced maple #⋆｡°✩ alee #𓆩✧𓆪 vesper #☾*✲⋆. essence of myrrh #from the fate ; rowan

[aquariium-ediits]

how do I manifest polls

like yes I have some ideas of characters I wanna make stimboards for but like. the idea of getting a little input on which I should do first/at all or whatever seems nice.

idk man my reqs are empty and I've been posting self indulgent things but now I at least want some people to help me decide what to post :,) /lh

#mioara rambles✦ #hi tumblr staff polls please /lh /hj #no i cannot make my own decisions for very long who do you take me for #someone who isnt a people pleaser? /hj #i have a few stimboards in mind and even a few in my drafts #but those ones im waiting to post #and i always wanna make m o r e #or idk if you wanna req something that isnt a stimboard.. thatd be coolio too ykyk 😊 #/nf /lh

[deepdarkconsumption]

★BE A BOSS: OBJECTIVE COMPLETED

General Content Warning for: Violence, blood, guns, knives, smoking, drugs, alcohol, wounds, fire, possible body horror, etc.

Just another kin bastard out here. Don't mind me. Dont worry about it lol

fyi for u 3edgy5me kids - Im an adult. fuckin. stay in ur lane and be safe bc ur only a kid once. dont make my mistakes. seriously.

➥ Myth / Wraith / some kin names work (namely Zeitgeist or Infinity) ➥ he/his or it/its ➥ 1997. so. adult. ➥ Got a memory span like a goldfish on a bad drug trip ➥ just a fuckin weird bastard tbh

other blog tags + list under the cut of who/what I was lol

Other Blog Tags

#Shit I Sent In Yo - #DeepDarkConsumption.txt

#Aes - #Art of me - #Decor - #Fashion - #Food - #Haunts - #Info - #Kinfessions - #Positivity - #Self Care - #Shit to buy - #Shitposting - #Stim - #Stimboard - #vid

My Theriotypes + Otherkin (alphabetical)

➥ Black-Billed Magpie - #magpie Having multiple 'types that had wings is a pain bc getting the feeling of astral wings doesn't HELP especially when 3 of the 4 were all feathered wings. heck-

➥ Deep Sea Monster - #dsm A bio-luminescent catfish-gator-serpent creature. Very large/long. Rarely came up to or near the surface. If I did it was at night and usually to sink passing ships or submarines. I lurked in cave deep underwater. I used to hoard stuff from sunken ships and subs.

➥ Demon - #idt Super unconventional demon here. Like not in the hellfire and brimstone sense - like the inter-dimensional traveler who liked fucking shit up and messing with others, to the point where it often resulted in disaster and death.

➥ Miniature Goat - #goat

➥ Yellow Mongoose - #mongoose I do feel a strong connection to any mongoose, however.

➥ Void - #void ohman how to explain- I was some kind of void-dweller. I can feel wings of some kind, nothing really like birds or bats or bugs, just wings? When I get anxious in a shift, I get a glitchy, staticy, spaced out feeling, in my body, in my brain, moreso than normal. It also feels very militaristic which doesn’t make sense like ??? maybe its b/c another kintype? Maybe not?

My Fictiotypes (alphabetical)

➥ Claudia Donovan - #Donovan Warehouse 13, mostly canon compliant? I think? Do NOT follow if shared. Still working out if I was in an AU or not but so far, the events of the show seem fairly accurate?? IDK man memories are a bitch tbh. Should probably rewatch it again-

➥ Cut-Out - #roughnecks Starship Troopers: Invasion, noncanon fictiotype. Do NOT follow if this exact fictiotype is shared. Mobile Infantry Soldier. Rico’s Roughneck’s platoon. Nick-name was Cut-Out. I remember I had screwed up somehow & getting my unit killed. I was the only one who survived. The war lasted about another decade afterwards. I was forced into training new recruits, despite my protests.

➥ Flametrooper - #Flametrooper Star Wars sequels, noncanon/background. Just another background flametrooper, really. All I remember is the heat of the fire, and the harsh smell of chemicals. Mostly sensory memories, nothing visual of note.

➥ Flint - #Necro Dragonfable, noncanon fictiotype Unsure on doubles, please ask. I mostly used Necromancy with some Pyromancy at times. I remember a mostly dark blue and black colour scheme and I know that damn dragon was black with deep blues. Fucked if I know anything else about it.

➥ Point Blank Member - #gm Saints Row, noncanon fictiotype. Do NOT follow if this exact fictiotype is shared. I didn’t really work with pimping and drug dealing, though I would escort others at times. I worked more in enforcement and similar. I wasn’t a gang boss, but I was sorta high up in the ranks. Rival gangs did not like me lol I was a vicious bastard :p

➥ Project M6, Codename: Infinity - #asset Marvel Cinematic Universe, noncanon fictiotype. Do NOT follow if this exact fictiotype is shared. Originally I thought M6 was just a sona but NOPE I was wrong about a kintype oops. I absolutely did not volunteer for experiments. I was kidnapped by Hydra and they ended up experimenting on me a lot, and brainwashed to the point the only identity I had was what they gave to me. I ended up being captured by SHIELD prior to CA:TWS. This whole life was a shitshow lol

Usually at least in some form of a partial kinshift for this one. Def would say this is my strongest one. Welp.

➥ Zeitgeist - #Acid boy Deadpool 2, mostly canon compliant? Do NOT follow if shared I don't recall how I died but I also don't recall much of the canon shown? So I think the outcome of X-Force was different than shown in the film. I was a bit of a jerk, and I know I didn't consider myself to be a nice person despite having a mostly chill yet chaotic vibe. I also remember smoking a lot, because it was the only thing that got the taste of that acid vomit out of my mouth.

#deepdarkconsumption.txt

[feral-autistic]

tags 4 organization n stuff:

(pls read if ur even a little bit interested, it took a while to link all the tags n i feel pretty proud of my efforts)

general:

#*stims violently* (good vibes)

#cool art woah (any art i rb)

#mecore (self-explanatory)

#thats me im that (stuff w my vibes)

#grabby hands (things i want)

#want 2 look like this (gender/appearance/vibe envy)

#sobbign adn cyring (emotional /pos)

#kekeke (mischievous)

#hehe funnie (self-explanatory)

#self rb (rbs from other sideblogs)

#my unknowable form (pictures of me)

#long post (self-explanatory)

#video (post containing a video)

#video essay (video essay recs)

#gif (post containing a gif)

#untagged (self-explanatory)

weird sub-categories of “mecore” and gender vibes:

#im dogy (dogbrain & furry type stuff)

#im computer beep boop (sometimes i feel like a robot or perhaps a machine)

#frankensteins monster just like me fr (i am also a fucked up science experiment)

#im creacher (self-explanatory)

#1950s scientist gender (self-explanatory)

#some kind of unhuman (idk man maybe its the autism but i rly feel like im not human sometimes and it isnt a bad thing)

#no gender only void

#my gender isnt

categories:

#special inch rest (special interests + hyperfixations etc since its easier to put both in the same category)

#trans is holy (trans)

#queer is beautiful (queer)

#gender? i hardly know ‘er (stuff i relate to in a gender way)

#got the ‘tism (autism)

#ass dont have dopamine (adhd)

#stimboard (stimboards & things i find stimmy)

#art refs (art refs/info)

#resources n tools (useful info/links)

#craftz (things to make/how to make things)

#fashion & clothez (self-explanatory)

#ocs tag (posts with vibes of my ocs; will be tagged with their names & where they’re from)

topics & interests:

#places n spaces (locations etc)

#confy (comfy and cozy vibes)

#plushies!! (plushies/stuffed toys)

#music (anything containing/about music)

#witchy (aesthetic/info/tools)

#cryptidz (cryptids/cryptidcore)

#voidpunk!!! (voidpunk & similar vibes)

#want 2 crumch the dice (dice sets)

#teefs (teeth)

#just some guy(s) (misc guys)

#cat info (self explanatory)

#khoshekh ideas (ideas for my cat, khoshekh)

several different horror categories/tags:

#horror my beloved (general horror & posts about it)

#body horror my beloved (same as above, but specifically body horror)

#peep the horror (when ur peeping the horror)

lots of nature/etc topics:

#mush shrooms (mushrooms)

#r o c k (cool rocks/stones)

#opossums :] (opossums!! happy stim)

#moff (moths)

#froge (frogs)

#bugz kekeke (insects/bugs/etc)

#bunni (rabbits/bunnies)

#dogy (dogs)

#ratz (rats/other rodents)

#cæt (general cat content)

#creachers (other creatures & animals not already categorised)

[bi-lesbian]

Yo what mspec lesbian positive art would you like? Asking your mspec lesbian followers too. Also I hope that you're alright.

oh man idk !! really anything would be super nice to see!! like things using the flags colors like for aesthetic boards, stimboards, drawing landscapes/flowers/etc stuff (like having the sky be a gradient of the colors, each flower petal a different color, or whatnot), and things like that!

or maybe like... reaffirming things about the labels over a soft happy image? idk how to like. word that well ngjzjf itll prob be easier to get this across with like, kinda describing what im picturing: people in different soft poses (holding their arms open, two people holding each other/holding hands, someone with their arms wrapped around theirself, etc) with maybe light shining around them (with maybe hearts/flowers or such too), and theyre colored in one of the flags colors, and theres text over/near them saying things like "bi/pan/etc lesbian and valid (depending which flags used)" or "im not existing for you to discourse over." or different things for what the identity means, like "loving women the most" or "not for TERFS." just anything ! it doesnt need to be specifically what i described, just wanted to specify the kinda vibes i was meaning lol.

really just anything using the flags or specifying mspec lesbian stuff in general makes me really happy ;w; and yeah if any of my followers have ideas feel free to comment on this post, it could inspire others with more ideas to make mspec lesbian things when they check the notes ! and yea thanks, im very good rn :3!! i hope u are too!!

#bi lesbiask #bi lesbian #pan lesbian #ply lesbian #poly lesbian #omni lesbian #mspec lesbian

[stimmyvillainarchive]

Officially putting stimmyvillain on indefinite hiatus

so. this has been a long time coming.

I’ve been avoiding addressing these feelings cause I didn’t really wanna accept it or deal with it, but at this point I’ve reached my limit and I’m beyond fucking exhausted.

I don’t know if I’m going to be staying in the stim community anymore. I’m suspecting that my time here, while valuable for a good chunk, has become toxic and added to my misery that’s made me feel depressed and unable to do anything lately. It’s not just anons, though. This was honestly just the straw that broke the camel’s back. 

Up til now, and even then still now, I’ve taken pride in being a stim blog that wasn’t afraid to say it like it is and get into discourse if I felt there was wrongdoing going on. Then bullshit with my life happened, and I’ve completely relapsed into a deep depression that’s honestly worse than it’s ever been and now with losing my dog, I’m a wreck. I can handle it fine at some points but then I just completely lose it under the stress. 

And I’m coming to realize just... how pointless being so outspoken has become. I felt like people were listening to me and actually learning from what I had to say, then it turned into people just using me to get some form of entertainment from the fighting and drama. People are literally going to other blogs of mine to harass me about my dog’s death. I’m being harassed for losing a pet. This is actually incredibly shitty. And this isn’t the first time I’ve been harassed off this blog FOR my affiliation with this blog. I don’t feel my opinion is valued, nor my feelings.

But, I did enjoy my time here. Joining the community helped me actually come to accept that I’m an undiagnosed autistic that was going to be accepted for not knowing as soon as other people did. And I met one of my dearest friends through making this blog. So for that I’m putting it on hiatus so I can step away and clear my head. I’m going to be spending more time on deviantart again, which, ironically, I created this blog to get away from there. Maybe I’m just overall not a happy person and I wasn’t meant to be happy. But man, I have things I actually wanna do that, if I focused on, might bring me more fulfillment without the constant randos trying to upset me and get me to perform a show for them. How fucking weird that a blog catered to making gifs and stimboards has to deal with this nonsense.

So for the hiatus, I’m going to be spending some time away from it. I won’t delete it, though. I’m just not gonna pretend I’ll work up the nerve to post when I’m not ready. I’ll also be spending more time on my main blog and, hopefully, art and pride icon blogs. but I just wanna focus on my artwork and stories rn, they’re the only things that bring me any fulfillment and joy right now.

If I decide to come back, I may decide to move to a different blog and leave this as an archive. We’ll see, though. If I decide I’m done with stimmyvillain the blog will still be left for an archive so people can continue to use our content but either way, I’ll make a post about it. As said, idk how long the hiatus will be. I’m sorry to pull this so suddenly, but it’s been on my mind for a while, and I haven’t had it in me to post all that much anyway.

However, just to make my point clear because I want to see this community IMPROVE, here’s some key points about this blog and/or being in the stim community that has affected me negatively

- the RAMPANT exclusionism. Holy shit y’all will do anything for your aphobic faves and it’s literally painful to watch it happen. Though, I guess you could say that’s a tumblr problem, but holy shit is it obvious in this community. And now panphobia is starting to be cool and hip too, which now directly targets me as someone who’s pan. Like I’ve been telling everyone we need to stop platforming these people and it feels like this is like. a punishment for fighting against it. And don’t get me started on the increasing plyphobia, polyamphobia, etc. This is just becoming a cisgay circle jerk and it’s PAINFUL.

- Holy shit the goddamn discourse. So many of y’all slept on my actual important discourse concerning people like stimmywhale but then demonized users for such STUPID shit that isn’t even problematic to begin with. Get some fucking priorities and I’m begging you to get off this site and get some perspective on what really matters.

- y’all. stealing. everything. and. not. crediting. anything.

- the weird fucking cliques in the community. Some of y’all are adults, fucking act like you are this isn’t fucking mean girls jesus christ. I guess you could blame other spaces for that too but, again, it is REALLY obvious. And it sucks when I have followers or fans who have been afraid of me because they think I’ll be like that. I don’t even participate in it and I get wrapped up in it, treat each other like human fucking beings.

- the fact, like I said, I literally can’t have a death in my family without being harassed for it. who the fuck gets off on watching me mourn.

there’s plenty of other problems, but I can’t say this is specific to the stim community. I’ve been fighting in this losing battle for years even before this community and I need to find out what’s going to make me happy and productive. 

I’ll remain in the stim server and I’ve posted my other blogs here in the past, you could find them pretty quick.

goodbye for now.

#not stim #Joker speaks #Mod Joker

[musashi]

how come you don't like stimboards? just out of curiosity

uhhh idk man? 

i guess maybe its cause i’m hyper empathetic and assign sentience to everything and it freaks me out to see objects just being... like... poked at and prodded like that? like i don’t... identify with the person filming, i identify with the objects being Touched and Handled. and that just makes me feel uncomfortable, idk.

also lately in stimboards there’s been this... soap cutting trend? and people in it almost always cut TOWARDS themselves, and my gory intrusive thoughts are bad enough when i SEE a sharp object let alone see something like that.... i keep expecting the gif to show something horrible and gruesome. 

idk overall stimboards just make me feel all kinds of uncomfortable i’ve never really gotten them like other people do. none of that stuff is what stimming is or feels like to me.

#Anonymous #wendy answers