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hi hello this is user a_Saga_in_progress from ao3 and I uh. am new here. idk if this is how this is meant to be used but I wanted to say hi! do you have advice on how tumblr works for new users?
Hello its lovely to see you! And yeah if someone's ask box is open putting 'hi' is perfectly acceptable <3
Advice on tumblr... Err... Okay first off I've been here for over 10 years and /still/ don't really know how it works. But! I shall do my best.
If you're on browser, take the time to install xkit rewritten (or whichever form of xkit is most up to date). This has so many quality of life features like auto-tagging your reblogs and making tag bundles
I can't remember if tumblr by recommended is still a thing, but go into your settings and tell it to display dash in chronological anyway. I'd also recommend turning ON custom theme (biggest bonus - a version of your blog that links can be made to without tumblr demanding viewers log in on mobile - but also enables a month by month fast archive), OFF share following, and have an explore about other options. Things like turning your ask box on and off and also submissions are super helpful if you ever have problems with people sending you hate. I've been lucky enough not to, but its a social media platform, it can happen. Also you never have to have asks or submissions on ever if you don't want to. I'd also recommend snoozing tumblr live every month because otherwise you will be shown pictures of half naked women on your dash trying to get you to use it. God only knows why.
the site runs mostly on reblogs. This puts a copy of your post onto your blog, where people who follow you can then see it in turn! You can add comments to these - which again is always acceptable so long as you're being polite - which unlike twitter quote retweets will not 'steal' stats from the OP. You'll get notifications for likes and reblogs with that addition, the OP will still get those ones as well. Same goes for writing things in tags.
There's 3 ways to add comment on a post - reblog with comment, tags, and replies. Comment is just you add more stuff to the post, and anyone who reblogs it from you will share those too - an addition to the content. Replies are like quiet chatter - anyone can see them and reply if they click the button to view, but they're not in their face. There's often a lot of crap there, but welcome to any platform. Tags are, theoretically, for filing, but because people can see them they're often used to add bits of commentry - in the past they were only visible to your followers and visitors to your blog without extensions, though now they're visible to the OP, whomever you reblogged from, and anyone looking in the notes. However tags have no direct way to reply - sometimes people will reblog from the person whose tags they are responding to, or screenshot them and add them to the post, but there's no built in feature for it unlike replies. Whichever way you choose, comments are how community is built.
Tags! The first five tags are searchable, the rest aren't. Put most important stuff there. The system also breaks constantly.
Learn where the 'report for spam' buttons are for IMs and new followers. You will get some, sooner or later. Even my unlisted side blogs manage it.
You have a limit of 250 posts per day over your blog and any side blogs! I only started hitting this when I started liveblogging qsmp, tho, so don't worry /too/ much.
For sideblogs, the UI for deleting them is /really bad/. If you go to a sideblog, then its specific blog settings, then scroll down to the button which says 'delete [name of sideblog]', this button will delete your entire account, not just the sideblog. And getting it back isn't possible in most cases
Your block list is private, make use of it. Block specific tags for your triggers ("fandom neg" is a good start tbh), spam accounts, block anyone being an ass, block people because you see them a lot and you don't like their artstyle but people you follow do and you just want it off your blog - there is no morality involved in blocking, just do it to make your tumblr a happier place.
Unless someone says not to in their description, just scrolling through their entire blog and liking/reblogging things is fair game.
Likes do not share things to other people (and so artists will get sad if they get many likes and not many reblogs) but are super useful to mark when you've already seen something, or if you're (like me) sometimes on mobile and sometimes on computer and want to save them for the computer where tagging is a bit easier. I'd personally recommend turning them to private in settings, but each to their own.
The queue! Beloved queue. If you add things to your queue they will auto-post later. I use it for when I hit post count, and also to store up reblogged art for later.
Concerning side blogs - you can only follow, like and send asks from your main account, but you can post on, reblog to, recieve messages to, and reply from any (replying from side accounts is very new and very exciting). (So my case is obvious but if you see @factorialrabbits about in your notifications, that's my main, this is a side <3 )
Tagging/atting people! If you want someone's attention on a post, you use "@", then type their name. This doesn't always work, and should be used sparingly as it's basically like showing up to their front door and yelling for them lol. I mostly see it used for reblog games, and if someone's asked for say specific clips or timestamps for a VoD alerting them to a post which has them.
Search is fucky, but its a good way to find art. I tend not to search by tags, just keywords, then swap to most recent. Trying to find a specific post after its gone, though? good luck you'll need it.
Not a modern tumblr, but trivia - historically you used to be able to get an email address for your blog, and any email you sent to that address would be posted to it, and of all tumblr features I miss it the most.
Hopefully that helps? I need to go get some groceries but am happy to answer specific questions if you have them <3 I'm just never sure where to start lol
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toonocosm · 1 year
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🥂 2023 🎆
I made this blog on October 13th, and I think it's my favorite art-related decision I made in 2022? Idk, I really like this place though. I appreciate all of you who help make this place fun for me by liking, commenting on my posts, and sending asks 💜
I don't have any big art goals for 2023. I want to have fun with my OCs and this blog, that's the plan. I'll do less or more depending on what I feel like doing, not letting my creative burn-out get worse is the main goal I guess. And I'm gonna play games! I want to get through my backlog list of games I still haven't played yet.
Cheers to 2023 🥂 Please, OH PLEASE, let it be a boring and uneventful year for once.
Due to all the shit that happened in the online artist world in 2022, I don't feel comfortable having my art up on like 10 different social media sites. So I've deleted, stored, archived and unpublished my art from other sites. Tumblr and Toyhouse are the only places where I post my art and keep it up now. I like that I can make Tumblr blogs private with the click of a button if I ever want to.
I will have my Discord server in mind too and think of how to make it the ideal environment I want it to be.
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bisamwilson · 1 year
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Hiii not to be insanely annoying but how did you 'format' your bio, so that you can have multiple lines and not just one block of text?
hello anon!
in getting this ask TIL apparently if you update your bio from the normal edit appearance screen on the desktop version, it deletes out all your paragraph breaks. we love a hellsite
anyways! to answer your question, i've been on this site for over 10 years now, and, at least at one point, updating my description anywhere but within my desktop custom theme settings would break all my hyperlinks, so i always update my description within my actual custom desktop theme. i have no idea if it still does this but i'm set in my ways now lmao
to get there, i go to bisamwilson.tumblr.com/archive to get to my archive (should work with any blog name), and then, since i'm signed in on my laptop to this blog, it lets me hit this little art palette button to get to my blog's desktop theme. my theme actually has a button on my regular blog page to get here as well, but idk if all themes do so i'm explaining the long way around
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this takes me into my theme with a little sidebar for customization, and i can type out my description in html from there (which is how i get both my paragraph breaks and my hyperlinks!) this particular theme actually has different settings for my desktop blog description and my normal tumblr blog page description, which is why "in my anakin skywalker era." isn't on a separate line in this screenshot even tho it is if you saw my blog in the lil auto tumblr blog preview
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however, if you don't have a custom theme and don't plan to get one, i played around a bit with a blank side blog that i just keep to redirect an old url to this url, and found that while the paragraph breaks just go away when using them in a blog description on the desktop version of tumblr's appearance editor, they don't if you're editing your description in the tumblr mobile app (at least on iphone). i did, however, find a glitch where after i saved the new description, when i went to edit it again, it would no longer let me hit the return key unless i'd already written something new after where i wanted the line break. e.g, if i wanted "one" on the first line and "two" on the second, i'd have to write "one two" on the same line, move my cursor to before "two" and THEN hit return. but this was only after i saved the blog description once already.
beloved hellsite this place is, truly <3
hope this helps!!!!
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castle-dominion · 11 months
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Rating: Explicit
Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: F/F F/M M/M Multi Other
Fandom: Castle (TV 2009)
Relationships: Richard Castle/Original Character(s) Richard Castle/Original Female Character(s) Richard Castle/Original Male Character(s) Richard Castle/Original Non-Binary Character(s)
Characters:
Richard Castle
(deleting all the irrelevant tags, I'll just introduce you to the characters:)
Destiny: Black, trans woman, pixie cut, implants but no bottom surgery, tight motherhecking pants sooo tight (except baggy around the bottoms), tiny & tight little shirt, in a relationship with Sophia
Sophia: brunette, blue eyed, tanned, bottom surgery; white shirt with a collar (the inside is blue, possibly even denim) but zipper instead of buttons & no sleeves, in a relationship with Destiny
Will: Trans man, mixed b/w, no surgery, killer strap, brightly coloured well patterned short sleeved button-up, in my head he wears glasses but he'd take em off for sexy times since his vision is not that bad, musician, opened the live performances at the trans bar, not with sophia & destiny but he likes to join them often & they are friends
Gabriel: Pronounced french like gabriELLE, native, just vocals & E (so ne did get miniboobs) -- actually her drag name is louis gab-riel & nis name is gabriel (pronounced the french way: gab-rielle) -- also actually Métis, not full native, in fact, maybe ne is only half Métis like a lot of us are & so is white in the winter-- a real irish Métis here yk? NOT skinny; probs still wearing the drag getup, but one might lose pieces along the way so maybe ne changed,
Alexis Castle
Additional Tags: Gangbang Fivesome Fivesome MTF/MTF/FTM/FTM/MTNB t4t T4T Richard Castle Trans Male Character Trans Female Character trans richard castle Bisexual Richard Castle Morning After Pregnancy Unplanned Pregnancy FTM Pregnancy Anal Sex Oral Sex Sex Vaginal Sex Sex Toys Gay Sex Trans Sex t4t sex Double Penetration Voyeurism Cunnilingus Birth (Not Written) Threesome mentions of dysphoria medical scenes Smut Pre-Canon
Language: English Series: ← Previous Work Part 2 of uh t4t castle ig Stats: Published: 2023-06-30 Words: 1,507 Chapters: 1/1
 I Don't Watch Much Porn So I Don't Know What To Title It - (I legit asked my older brother to suggest titles & this is what he gave me)
by ADHDdumbass
Summary:
First things come first: Alexis is tagged as a character bc she shows up as a baby at the end. She is not really present in this fic & DEF not present in the, uh, events that take place. Idk if I should write this since I am not a big fan of smut in the first place but hey I’m a young adult & I can fantasize. So once upon a time castle went into a trans bar & ended up going home with two trans women, a trans man, & a transfem nonbinary-man/halfboy drag queen. Rick was on t & had gotten top surgery.
btw yes I told my brother that I wrote a smut fic & asked him to help with titles. I also asked him to help with outfits bc the ones I had in my head were NOT from the 90s & he is good with fashion.
You know, initially this was going to be some sort of free use sort of thing that literally takes place in the club washroom but that didn't sit well with me, I didn't feel comfy writing that & I didn't even know how.
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citrineghost · 3 years
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Struggling to stay organized because you have ADHD?
Well, I have a fantastic solution for you! There’s this bitchin site called Trello and I’m gonna tell you all about it
This is not sponsored, I just really like organization and Trello is awesome. And, as always, no readmore because this is targeted at ADHD people and y’all ain’t gonna click it
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[ID: a picture of a website with many columns/lists. Behind the lists, there is a customized background. To the right is a sidebar showing that you can search Unsplash for backgrounds right from the site. Each column/list has a bunch of ‘cards’ on it. The cards each have a title and color coded label(s) /end ID)
Here’s a picture of my to-do board
There are some things blacked out, mostly just my avatar, name, and some original creative stuff I don’t feel like broadcasting.
So, Trello is broken up into different levels of organization. Let’s start with the most important level: boards.
Boards
A board is what’s pictured above. Think of it like a corkboard where you pin your notes. You can make as many of these as you want. You can title them, invite people to them, automate certain parts of them, and more.
On your board, you can make
Lists
Lists are those columns you can see on my board. You can title each list, click and drag them around to reorder them, set them to automatically label the things on them, and so on.
My lists on my to do board are titled with a time period for when I aim to do something. The time periods are large and vague, which makes them great for my ADHD. I can move things between them as I need, which is also great for my ever shifting brain thoughts. 
But! What makes it great is that whatever I put in the left list, titled Next, I know is what I need to be focusing on at the moment. It makes it easier to ignore what’s to the right of it and let’s me relax knowing I won’t just forget everything I’m not prioritizing.
Lists are used for holding
Cards
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(ID: A picture of a small window that opens after clicking on a card. It contains the title, the labels (with their names now visible), and a functioning checklist. There is also a place to type a description, a place to add comments, and a list of buttons on the side for managing the card and its place on the board /end ID)
Each card can be as simple as containing just a title (making it a simple entry on your list), or as complicated as housing photos, descriptions, checklists, labels, and comments. You just click the card and it opens the window shown above.
My card is for a tabletop I’m working on, nicknamed TAP. I have it labeled with all of the things pertaining to what it involves (world building, writing, in progress, spreadsheeting, and art/creative). These color coded labels make it easy to see what kind of cards I’m looking at when looking at the overall board and lists.
As I do things on the checklist, I can mark them off. You can even set it to hide completed items on the checklist.
When I’m done with an item on my to do list, I click and drag the card to the Done list (which is offscreen on the far right). If you don’t want a visible Done list, you can also just archive a card and it will disappear from the board.
You can also set due dates on cards, which will notify you when they’re almost due or when the due date arrives.
Customization
One of my favorite things about Trello is that you can customize the appearance of your boards! My ADHD brain can’t stand looking at the same thing constantly, so it’s great that I can change things up. Each board can have its own design too, so you can match the vibes of the board with the appearance.
You can pick from a bunch of solid colors for your board or you can use the connection Trello has with Unsplash to search and select free stock images provided by photographers.
Other Parts of Organization
Not only do you have boards, lists, and cards, you can also make Workspaces, which are basically categories to sort your boards into. If you use Trello for projects, and have a board for each project, you can sort your boards into a Projects workspace.
There is also a function called Butler, which you can use to automate boards. For example, you can set it to automatically create a card called “Pay Rent” at the start of each month.
On the right, in the same sidebar where you can see the background options, there’s also an activity feed, tracking every time a card is moved, commented on, added, archived, and so on.
Team Work
Not only is Trello great for keeping private boards, you can also invite people to them! That makes it incredible for household management, group projects, or even friend groups who feel like storing plans and personalized memes. You can literally use it for whatever you want and in whatever way you want!
ADHD Applications
So, now let’s get down into the specifics of how this is great for people with ADHD.
You can make as many boards, lists, and cards as you want.
This is a big one for me, because I really struggle with websites that limit how much you can do with one account and force you to make multiples and then juggle multiple logins and so on. Start a new project? Make a new board. Follow your heart. Be free. If you end up giving up on it, just delete it, or store it for later. You can Star the boards you actively use and just use the Star list to access the boards you need, so if you star all your active ones and then ignore the unstarred, failed projects, you can leave them to rot or abandon them until the mood strikes again.
You can organize in a way that works for you.
So many organization applications are made to work one way and that can be really difficult to navigate as someone with ADHD. So many people with ADHD have such specific needs in regards to how they organize that it can be really hard to find something that works. Half the time we end up just scrambling around from application to application, cursing them as we go because one has one thing we like, but it doesn’t have the thing this other one has that we like and nothing ever seems to just work.
Trello makes it possible to personalize how you organize and even change how you organize halfway through. I keep my to do list organized in 4 priority levels with the addition of a Pin list and a Done list. You could also:
Keep a list that works as a calendar, with a card for each entry, organized in order of date
Keep a list of reminders where automated weekly/monthly/yearly responsibilities pop up
Jot down reminders as you think of them
Keep lists of school assignments in the order they’re due
Use descriptions and photo uploads on cards to collect information or resources needed for said assignments
Keep lists of information that’s easy to forget or lose track of on paper like address history, work history, references, contact information, and so on (like I’ve done on my ‘Pin’ list)
Use boards for projects, to keep track of things like resources, due dates, meeting times, sending files between classmates or project partners, and so on
Use boards for planning events like weddings, parties, conferences, school dances, or whatever else you’re into
Collect resources, references, or recreational to-dos (like links to fanfiction you want to read)
Literally anything
You can separate everything onto different boards, making everything visible from the titles of cards, or combine it all into one, with lots of information available on a click
The sky’s the limit
You can automate repeat tasks.
ADHD comes with a lot of forgetfulness when it comes to regular tasks, such as weekly appointments, medication reminders, and a yearly charge for your Nintendo membership. You can put that stuff into your calendar, but that can also be tricky because then you have information spread across multiple platforms.
Just as easily, you can set Butler to make new cards with reminders on them.
There’s probably more but I have ADHD and I forgot
Just think of the possibilities!!
I used to get debilitatingly stressed out because I would have 10 things floating around in my head because I was simultaneously trying not to forget them and also stressing about them and I would make what I call “spaghetti lists” where I would list all the things I’m thinking of, just as a way to calm down and know that I won’t forget them, so that my brain could quiet down.
Since starting this board, I haven’t had to do that once because all of the things I’m afraid of forgetting are already listed, even if they’re on the list titled ‘ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ‘ because idk if they’re ever actually gonna happen.
It can be incredibly stressful to see all of your to do items in one place, but since starting this, I have been less stressed overall, because I now know I can find them all in that one place. Learning to manage and cope with the stress of knowing I have a lot to do is easier than forgetting things and then realizing I’m late on something or things just never happening because I never remember them when I’m in a place where I can work on them.
And when you have everything in one place to reference when you have some executive energy, you can suddenly just start doing things. I have them labeled by type so I can go, “I’m in the mood to draw,” and then check all the dark blue labels for creative projects. It makes everything so much easier.
Anyway, I hope this is helpful to some of you, it’s genuinely been life changing for me
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[Start of Log 073]
Log 073: The Cigar
*sighs* This is my fault... well not all my fault! Why do I have this story to tell today you may ask—if you may ask I mean—it all begins with John and James.
Yes, I write and save little love letters and love poems to Dice, yes, I do that ok? Just dunno how to up and say it to him sometimes... but I think he might have read them though, somehow... I probably deleted thousands of drafts and stuff. Hey why do I mention stuff I deleted? Well...
I needed this file from our archive, I needed John and James to pull it out, what happened is that I wanted to get it as fast as possible so I forwarded these wishes to John and James, I didn’t want to hang around them when it seemed like they always have the words *quotes*“we want to embarrass you BADLY” written on their faces recently. Right, I told them to look for file 021125, and observed them type in 155... not a joke! 115 oops, 155! I was like, “I was NOT telling you how many of these numbers are there, it’s 1 zero, 1 two, 2 ones, then 1 two and 1 five!” It was when they literally typed in 1012211215 that I realized they were trying to stall me, and well, build tension for something they possibly waited for a long time to do. I didn’t want none of that crap, so I shouted, “just type this in! Digit by digit alright?!! 0, 2, 1, 1, 2, 5!” That was easy right? No they entered sloth mode!
“0”, yes you typed zero, hooray! Now go for two, that’s right, it’s right there, look IT’S RIGHT THERE! Just put your finger on it, no no no why are you now pointing to 1, I said 2!! Oh that’s right now you’re there, type 2, 2, 2!!!!!!
“2” oh thank God! Now go for 1, yes 1, no not 0 NO NO NO! Ok yes, 1, yes. Should I remind you of the next three numbers? Because at this rate when you finished typing the 1 you would’ve forgotten the next three numbers already!
“1” on second thought, if I reminded you the 125 you might just mess up the entire file number so we have to start over if I can guess what you are thinking. WAIT WHY ARE YOU GOING TO 0? Look you don’t have to start from 0 and move to the number every flipping time!
“1” this is an eternity! Wait is it just me or did you slow down? Can you be ANY slower than you were just now? Apparently yes! OMG I can feel my life flash in front of my eyes. I still have so much to do and so much to fix! Have I told Dice that I loved him?
“2” if it wasn’t for the little screen with the search bar I would have forgotten where we were at myself! ............................................................
*reenacts the scene himself* “5” FINALLY!!! Now you just have to click “search”... wait a sec...... UUUUUUUUHHHHHH!!!!! They can still drag this on!!!!!!
*keeps reenacting* right so John finally clicks “search”, and the file shows up right? So I directed, “tap on it!”, so the file would be extracted, but........... how does one accidentally click on the delete button while opening up the file??!!! Especially when you are made to do things for us with precision and elegance?!
*reenacts the convo* “Hey boozoos! You know I would go to Dice about your, INCOMPETENCE right?” “Aw chill out, don’t go yet, we can still recover the file,” John said it without a thread of dread, so I know something had to be amiss, because they are usually scared of Dice hearing about them messing with me. “JUST GET ME THE FILE!!!” “Ok Boss,” but recovers something else, “oh what’s this? ‘Dice, not a moment passes without me thinking of your soft skin, oh how I longed to have you in my arms!’ What is this cringe Boss? Oh and, ‘you are life’s greatest gift for me’, why is this in the trash Boss? Little pieces like ‘when you and I are alone I gained my own piece of heaven,’ why this cringe Boss? You know practically everyone working in this casino can see this, don’t you? Why don’t you report your little works of art to Mr. King Dice too?”
I practically broke into Dice’s office after that!
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Dice just stared at me knowingly and said, “it was John and James again wasn’t it?” I almost cried and I thought it would be very clever to say “Dice you love me right?” And confess that I wrote some cringeworthy stuff about us two, just before I let Dice get back to work... probably became one of the reasons why Mr. Wheezy turned out like this...
I thought Dice couldn’t look more dumbfounded than he did then—when I confessed, but I had a whole new idea after seeing his reaction to Wheezy’s nonsense.
So, Wheezy’s first day on the job. I actually liked him a lot, Wheezy is really just a simple guy, he fit right in with our existing staff, he is very down to earth, everyone liked him. The best part? Wheezy is not trying to play tricks all the time like John and James would do, he was so enthusiastic and was very good at his job. I heard from James that Wheezy threw that arson rat out long before he got mad and torched our property again, just because he thought that guy didn’t feel right. Wheezy was lit, literally. Every one of our employees cheered for him.
Huh... you know, why would Dice light that stupid cigar right? Probably because of the fact that he was really distracted by my cringe stuff...
I was happy about all Wheezy’s hard work, but James up and said that guy was for some reason very off, and I should keep a good eye on him. At the time I even teased James, “Aww you probably thought he’s off because you are jealous that I liked him more than you and John, Wheezy listens to me without trouble at least, UNLIKE YOU TWO, haww-hawww, be jealous pal, be very jealous.” I should have paid attention when he said, *impersonates, reenacts the tone of urgency* “I am not joking around this time, I’m being serious! John thinks so too.” But I didn’t think much of it, I mean, Wheezy’s perfect as long as he does whatever Dice and I wanted him to do without overthinking or messing around, the casino is never this in order—something would always go wrong with those costumers—this peace and quiet is all thanks to Wheezy kicking the rat out. I seriously thought Wheezy is like a lucky charm! Why didn’t I realize that those days could have been just some of our quieter days.
Wheezy ended up not being very busy, then he apparently wanted to just walk around and find somethings that he can lend a hand to. He did find something...
Right after offering to heat Mangosteen’s dinner, which is NOT part of his job, Wheezy found out Pip and Dot had a gas leak going on in their room, he volunteered to fix the issue, which is also NOT part of his job. Needless to say, lit cigar plus gas right?
BOOOOOOOOM!!!!!
Now I get it! Wheezy is trying way too hard to do ALL the jobs just because he might want to feel validated and he liked that feeling.
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Dice told me later that night that he intended to be calm and collected when he had to talk to Wheezy about how half our staff quarters exploded, but he just can’t hold it in... when Wheezy accidentally made a pun. He tried his best to calm himself again and explained why the explosion happened to Wheezy—Wheezy had no idea why!—he has to explain as best as he can. It seemed that Wheezy did understand, and he said he would stay far away from future gas leaks. After all this Dice is just completely and utterly exhausted.
As we were drifting off to sleep, Dice got a call and this is when his jaw just dropped, that was the most dumbfounded he had ever appeared to be. John and James were tasked to fix the gas leak, clean up and restore our staff’s rooms, that should have taken no longer than 5 minutes, but somehow in that little interval of time mangosteen was just UNBEARABLY hungry and wanted more food, mind you he had dinner—the dinner Wheezy heated for him remember?! His room was one of those that was completely taken out by the explosion, and he can’t wait 5 minutes. So being the good *ironic*“resourceful” person he is, Wheezy offered to heat a can of food from his room for Mangosteen, HHHHHHH...... HAHAHAHAHA, I shouldn’t be laughing but, let’s describe it with Wheezy’s own words like how John did on the call, *clears throat* “I read the label on that can, it said ‘DO NOT PUT CAN IN MICROWAVE OVEN’, so I poured out the food into my metal pot and put that into the microwave, I’m not stupid.”... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... and then “Well of course I put the metal pot in there too! Geez I’m not going to just put the food in there silly” And the microwave caught on fire, our staff tried to put it out but it didn’t work, so now the remaining half of their quarters is gone as well, John and James didn’t even know how to tell us about that! After 1 minute of silence Dice finally told them to split up, keep an eye on everyone as the other quickly rebuild everything, otherwise no one would get any rest at all. Guess who got no rest in the end, Dice, he was so... shocked, he spent this whole night making this group of cigarettes to “assist” Wheezy—actually to keep him under close watch.
Fast forward to yesterday, 3 days after the last gas leak incident.
Everyone got along just well, especially Wheezy and the cigarettes, they bonded like brothers. They are like heroes to the majority of our staff, lending helping hands and keeping potential troublemakers away. You think everyone would hate Wheezy’s guts after what happened with their quarters right? Apparently not... For some reason. This time they really want to impress Dice and I, maybe to make up for the fact that they made such a mess, or get more validation, idk. The problem is that they went to an extreme length. They were everywhere, and they are *quotes*“nice” to the point that it’s intimidating! Once, Wheezy and two cigarettes actually followed Dice into the washroom and asked if he needed assistance there, I didn’t hear that part at that time but I did hear a loud “EXCUSE ME?!!” from Dice. I dragged them out and nearly beat them dead. Dice stopped me, why Dice I should’ve beat them dead so they wouldn’t cause all this trouble yesterday! At that time Dice probably wanted to believe that they’re just not clever enough and we have to patiently explain EVERYTHING to them, including personal boundaries, and what their jobs actually include.
John and James couldn’t focus on their jobs because they spent so much energy on watching the cigarettes, still had that lingering doubt about them. You see, John and James didn’t check the pressure of our gas lines or something and there was an even bigger leak starting out from our basement. Guess what, being the room closest to the basement, Pip and Dot’s room is once again filled with the smell of gas, and they just assumed there’s a leak in their room again. What did they do may I ask? Did they go to John or James, or Dice, or me with the problem? NO, they turned to their group of friends, which unfortunately includes Wheezy......
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMM!!!!!!!
Half of our casino was gone with the blast!
And yeah... we somehow managed to be calm enough to clean ourselves up and have a late dinner like nothing stupid happened.
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I checked with everyone, and imagine my surprise when I found John and James working alone on rebuilding the casino. Then it hit me, I really haven’t seen Wheezy and his cigarettes!
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This is what I found them doing...
At that point it was already late, and Dice was still covered in ashes, I had to pull him away from the situation because I can clearly see that they are not on the same page.
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It was then I found out from Dice, that he found out from our staff, that Wheezy did want to dive headfirst into the gas again! Wheezy completely forgot about the last incident and what Dice tried to tell him! Which means he had to repeat all that once again... Luckily the little cigarettes stopped him and reminded him that HE cannot go near the gas leak and Wheezy was all “yeah yeah yeah”. According to our staff the cigarettes also prevented him from putting metal into the microwave YET AGAIN, so thumbs up for them there. Then why was there still an explosion? That’s because Wheezy worked his magic and convinced one of the cigarettes to go repair the leak in his place! Why not ANYONE ELSE? I DON’T KNOW! It was then I knew stupidity is probably contagious... all I need to say is, that little cigarette that went in is of course, lit!
Now I get it, saying Wheezy is not allowed to fix gas leaks was not enough, we have to address each and every cigarette and tell them they are not allowed to do so as well! But what’s weird about this is that while this time Dice tried to tell them all that they can’t help with a gas leak, because they are lit cigarettes, Wheezy just blew into this sudden rage and exploded about how being cigarettes didn’t mean that they can’t help and he didn’t like how Dice kept thinking cigarettes are not good enough. Then he called Dice every name in the Inkwell version of a dictionary. This came out of nowhere whatsoever! Did something ridiculous just click to him somehow? We never said or indicated ANYTHING like that to them right? Knowing Wheezy he probably wasn’t trying to, or plainly couldn’t make this kind of a joke for laughs, he basically accused Dice of thinking all that. The biggest issue is that Dice couldn’t get them to understand that they took what he is saying wrong, therefore the conversation went between Dice talking about how scientifically, LIT cigarettes can’t mix with gas, and Wheezy taking that and applying that to all things unrelated and believing further and further that Dice is just not willing to give him this pet on his back no matter what he does, because of an unrelated reason, so Wheezy hates an idea that he gets out of whatever Dice is trying to say even when that’s clearly not what he meant AT ALL, and he feels the overwhelming need to attack Dice for it. UHH!! Wow I wish I listen to John and James, I mean they were right about most people!
Hey I hope Wheezy snaps out of this eventually right?
[End of Log 073]
Lmao when Mr. Wheezy says “I’m not stupid” and proceeds to tell someone else that they’re “silly” after burning his microwave oven
Inkwell version insults, what would all of those be like?
Piece the timeline together (use hints like the log numbers and certain contents), otherwise it wouldn’t make sense how one minute Wheezy hated KD then the next he worshiped him
There’s a follow-up to this!
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ok 1st ur feed is beautiful ! 2nd my theme is messed up and i need help :/ i'm new to tumblr. i input a custom theme which i like but now sum of my posts overlap, there is no infinite scroll, or even a next page button, and the like button on my photos doesn't work. idk how to fix these and im not an expert at coding... do yu kno how i could fix this, or anyone who would kno how to fix it.. i can send yu my html if need be.... thanks! (:
When you installed the theme did you make sure to delete the previous code before you pasted the new one (ctrl+a +delete) ? 
For the overlapping posts.. It looks like the one post that’s overlapping is a text post and the image in it is displaying larger than it’s supposed to. (Which is weird because when i go to your archive it’s showing up as a photo post) you can try putting this into your code under .text_post{…}
.text_post img{ width:auto; height:auto;}
I don’t know if it will work though, I would ask the theme maker or find another theme if that doesn’t work. Sorry! I have themes I have made that work (the most recent ones do anyway,4 through 7) if you’re interested in using those!
For the infinite scroll/next page..
your theme looks like it has infinite scroll.. you just don’t have very many posts yet so it doesn’t scroll very far.
For the broken like button, you can’t like your own posts so it won’t work. I tested it and it worked fine to me!
Also, I noticed you’re uploading from weheartit, weheartit is not a good place to post from as they have stolen photos from photographers across the internet without crediting them. I advise you to upload from places like flickr, unsplash, stocksnap, 500px, behance, instagram etc. where the photos are posted by the person who took them. Then when you go to share their photos you can properly credit them in the description (taken by photographer name)
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I was sexually harassed
I have to get this off my chest, and I have wrote about this in my journal and told one close friend about this but I really need to feel like... I am getting the truth out there if that makes sense? In a perfect world I could come clean to those who know me, my family, and they would be supportive but... in a perfect world it never would have happened in the first place. 
So... I was sexually harassed...by a family member. I say harassed because he did this through online messages but it feels so terrible I wish I could say it was assault. This isn't the first time something like this has happened to me, and sad to say not the first time it was a family member who did it. I have suffered through physical and emotional abuse I wouldn't wish on anyone... 
But I thought that part of my life was over. I have overcome so much and finally felt like I was starting to find myself.
First Ill start off by saying that I am an extremely shy individual, I mostly keep to myself and do my own thing. I write, draw, and keep to myself. Well one day a friend of mine introduced me to an app called TikTok. I had originally been avoiding this app, thinking it was a joke. Until My friend showed me the app, cute cosplayers, funny videos, I was hooked when I saw a girl dancing with fire! I became addicted. It wasn't just that though, it eased my anxiety like majorly. I stopped having panic attacks and instead was relaxing watching all the videos I wanted. I got into it so much I started posting my art on there. 
Well my uncle was on the app, I didn't think nothing of it at first. My uncle was like the ideal role model, husband to a lovely young woman who just got out of the military. She had children from a previous relationship, they adopted a child, and were expecting one of their own. I was so happy for them. I really admired that he was a writer, I love writing and have been working ages on a story that I really wanted his feedback on. 
Shortly after I posted my first TikTok showing my face and voicing how I was shy and had anxiety about making videos but that I really wanted to do it, he sent me a message. He was kind, telling me that I was a beautiful and intelligent young woman who shouldn't be so nervous all of the time. I thought it was sweet. 
I cannot stress how highly this man is looked up to in our family. Like by everyone. So even though I did not personally know him that well, I just like all the others looked up to him... and blindly trusted him. 
Well our conversation on TikTok made its way to facebook where he asked me why I had such bad anxiety all of the time. I shared with him that I keep a lot of my emotions bottled up and have very poor self esteem. This when he suggested playing a question game, where we would ask questions back and forth to each other, he said that it would help me to get to know myself better and maybe feel better. 
Now I have played these question games before... with guys who had a romantic interest in me. rarely have I done this with family, idk it is just not something I have done. I felt like something was off almost immediately and I called my mother, and she told me I was just overreacting and that my uncle was a good person who just wanted to help. I agreed with her and told her I was just use to it being like that with guys who were interested in me and it just struck me off. 
The questions started out innocent enough, where did I see myself in 10 years, what my beliefs were, and I in turned ask similar questions. I remember one being, if he had to kill one person to save a million people would he do it. stuff like that. But it didn't take long for the conversation to take a turn for the worst. 
He asked my what my deepest fantasy was... Now as odd a question as it was I shrugged it off and just answered that I wished I had a pause button or could at least slow time so I could enjoy more of the things I liked to do. 
The next question was pretty much the same but worded differently. He asked what were my desires. Which I pretty much answered the same way. But they way there were worded... just, sat wrong with me. I again talked to my mother who tried to calm my worries telling me he didn't mean anything by it. 
I really trusted this man, and told myself that I was jumping to conclusions because of my past. So... I kept playing the question game. until he asked me if I had any secrets and that he would tell me anything I wanted to know even if it was embarrassing. He started reminding me that the conversation had to stay between us. I wish I had backed out of the conversation... but I didn't... I trusted him... he was family... everyone loved him so much. 
So I told him my only real secret was that I was asexual, and that I wanted so much to be able to come out as such and not have my family upset or confused with me. I could hear it now, so many aunts and uncles trying to tell me there was no such thing and that I just haven't met the right person. (Not getting that dating had nothing to do with it) 
Anyway I confessed this to him thinking he would be the one person I could trust, he was after all extremely open minded and seemingly caring. 
I want to say it was my fault that the conversation took the turn it did next. I blame myself and then scold myself. 
He right away says to me that sense I brought up sex that his next question would be him wanting to know if I had any sexual desires and what they were. 
immediately I told my mother, who again calmed me and said he probably just doesn't understand what being asexual is, that I should explain it to him. And so I did. I told him I feel no arousal or anything like that. The things that excite me or bring me pleasure is not at all a sexual thing. I feel no desire for it what so ever. I then tried to change the subject. 
he then told me a secret of his, basically confessing that he cheats on his wife and likes to convince women online to send the pictures of themselves for his pleasure. I didn't reply to this. 
but his next question made it clear he wasn't going to let it go. he asked me if anything could turn me on. I answered no not it the way he is thinking. He asked me how I could date anyone if I couldn't get aroused or anything like that. 
I explained I have no issues dating. I just have to develop a deep connection with a person and if they have physical needs I would meet them if I cared enough to do so. That I can admire beautiful people and that I have no preference for gender. (I don't know if this is actually asexual I am still trying to understand all this myself) But I could go the rest of my life never feeling the need to have sex. At this point I stopped replying to his questions for awhile... until he finally asked started asking me about writing and what kind of story I was working on. 
Like an idiot I explained it to him and continued our conversation. Telling him about my story and the ideas I had for it led him to making the comment that he felt like I had Daddy issues. 
I ignored this. and did not reply. I felt seriously wrong about the entire conversation. still my brushed it off as nothing... because he is such a good man. 
well he then asks me to send a picture of myself to him. well he didn't really ask so  much as tell me. his message went something like this. 
“I want you to do something for me, send me a picture of yourself, you can be doing anything but it has to be a picture that is mainly you and I will tell you what I think of it”  
like his judgment would determine my worth as an individual and he would be doing me a favor by “helping me” was the vibe. 
I immediately replied that I was not comfortable with his request and that I would not be doing that.... I didn't reply back to him anymore but he continued to send me messages. asking me increasingly inappropriate questions. Even though I was not replying. 
He asked me if I liked to be dominated, and if he could turn me on by dominating me. He asked me if he pretended to be my daddy if it would turn me on. it was repulsive and I broke down in tears, 
This time when I told my mother everything she no longer defended him, she called him sick and said she had no idea that he could be such a monster. She apologized to me and did her best to comfort me. I appreciated her efforts but it has taken a lot for me to feel somewhat normal again after that. 
thinking about it makes my stomach ache and my heart feels heavy like its made of stone. I feel so betrayed and I feel ashamed for trusting him and for telling him so much about myself. I have been trying to figure out why he would do me that way?
I think he thought that because I am such a self conscious person, that I would be a good target and that I would do what he wanted... Idk... It has been like 3 months and I still get upset thinking about it. He has so much... why would he be like that? Clearly he has serious issues... My mother thinks I should tell his wife what happened and send her the messages between us. which I would have done... but when I marked him as spam thinking it would just archive the messages but it deleted all of them... deleting my proof. 
I feel like blocking him was the best thing I could do but I really wish... I wish... there was something that would make me feel better. 
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