#iamdrowning

[stickandpokestar]

jet black

fuck this

fuck you

do you even deserve all this misery i’m dedicating to you? no you fucking don’t. why don’t you go choke while you’re at it? you’re nothing better than _____. you can fill in the blank for that one.

this blood on my hands will soon be yours. from the bottom of my heart to yours, go to hell. we can do it together, if you want. if i want. if you want a job done right, do it yourself. make a film & pass it ‘round the scene. killer legacy if you ask me. if the road to hell is paved with good intentions, then i want nothing but the best for you, clearly. i’ll be excited to see you there.

sorry for all the self loathing (i’m not, don’t tell me how to feel). sometimes it chokes me up so much i can’t breathe. i’m probably a danger. i think im too self important. i would let this feeling wash away, but the tide pulls me in too. i am drowning iamdrowning iamdrowningiamdrowningiamdrowning

i choke on the water but it’s not water anymore it’s blood and it’s your blood and it’s my blood and it is poison poison flowing through my veins and your veins and we are the same, can’t you see, bitter and poisoned until our last breath. the death rattle. i am going to kill you and you will kill me and i will bleed and it will be red and the blood from our (poisoned) hearts will be the darkest of blacks. there is no more than this. this is the end. there is nothing else.

as above, so below. don’t be scared of it (don’t be scared of me). this is my road to hell and i only want the best.

#poem #poetry #(?) #free verse #it’s shitty but gets the point across well enough

[amgoodestsyn]

HELP

I’m in store halp plz

#socialanxiety #iamdrowning #aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh #send halp #random #awkward #save me #walmart

[sunnypsyopx]

Had better luck recording with the surface pro, so here you go. #ukulele #luna #cover #wip #themountaingoats #nochildren #ourfriendssayitsdarkestbeforethesunrises #wereprettysuretheyreallwrong #iamdrowning #thereisnosignofland #youarecomingdownwithme #handinunlovablehand #ihopeyoudie #ihopewebothdie https://www.instagram.com/p/B04eClwnhl_/?igshid=exsxjlhi9274

#ukulele #luna #cover #wip #themountaingoats #nochildren #ourfriendssayitsdarkestbeforethesunrises #wereprettysuretheyreallwrong #iamdrowning #thereisnosignofland #youarecomingdownwithme #handinunlovablehand #ihopeyoudie #ihopewebothdie

[roadie1990]

Gone baby gone You're gone forever but still I remember you Wild as a river, it's been It's been many Many moons ago I'm still drowning in the Dark waters far from shore

Emil Bulls - Gone baby gone

#emilbulls #gonebabygone #imissyou #iamdrowning

[sunnypsyopx]

Take one. I already covered this on piano last year, so here's my first try at the ukulele cover. #themountaingoats #nochildren #ukulele #cover #luna #wip #iamdrowning #thereisnosignofland #youarecomingdownwithme #handinunlovablehand #ihopeyoudie #ihopewebothdie https://www.instagram.com/p/B0Oct4bHQTI/?igshid=1g97hitez2i4z

#themountaingoats #nochildren #ukulele #cover #luna #wip #iamdrowning #thereisnosignofland #youarecomingdownwithme #handinunlovablehand #ihopeyoudie #ihopewebothdie