#i'm curious what people are excited for

[thelibraryiscool]

23 books for 2023

this could never be an exhaustive list, but I thought I’d jot down some books I’m excited to get to this year -- and we’ll see how many I really hit! as a side note, this doesn’t include any series I’m planning to continue/read from more, like tana french or cixin liu.

Corregiodora by Gail Jones

Hiver à Sokcho [Winter in Sokcho] by Elisa Shua Dusapin << read her Vladivostok Circus instead and enjoyed it, so just postponing this one for next year

Der Zug war pünktlich [The Train Was on Time] by Heinrich Böll << in progress

Offshore by Penelope Fitzgerald

The Archive of Alternate Endings by Lindsey Drager << dnf. did not even get very far. great concept but could not get on with the writing

The Life of Arsenyev [Жизнь Арсеньева] by Ivan Bunin

The Old Woman With the Knife by Gu Byeong-mo 

Build Your House Around My Body by Violet Kupersmith 

Marriage by Susan Ferrier

How the Soldier Repairs the Gramophone by Saša Stanišić << in progress

Moshi Moshi by Banana Yoshimoto

Désorientale [Disoriental] by Négar Djavadi << in progress

The Lviv Saga [Львівська сага] by Petro Yatsenko

Bleu blanc vert [Blue White Green] by Maïssa Bey

A Time of Gifts: On Foot to Constantinople by Patrick Leigh Fermor

1919 by Eve L. Ewing

A Ghost in the Throat by Doireann Ní Ghríofa

A Home for Dom [Дім для Дома] by Victoria Amelina

Midaq Alley by Naguib Mahfouz

Asia & Haiti by Will Alexander

Wound [Рана] by Oksana Vasyakina

Ghost Music by An Yu << read her Braised Pork and thought it was just ok, so will not be reading this one any time soon

Voyage in the Dark by Jean Rhys

and because there’s no rule that says you can’t start a tag thing if you weren’t tagged in one, i shall tag @dauen, @canonicallyanxious, @nonbinaryjomarch, @queenofattolia, @booksnpictures, @fluencylevelfrench and anyone else who wants to do the same xD

#tag thing #books #allie reads #i'm curious what people are excited for #also i wonder how much i'll actually follow the list at all here

[inloveanddepth]

so soul fighter looks fun

#going to update this when the splash arts are out 😁 #anyways the skin team chose violence this round wow #evelynn was such a pleasant surprise i'm so excited to see my girl #i love it when the league of legends character tortures & murders people <3 that is my favourite type of league of legends character #if these three don't get into some serious shenanigans i'm going to be SO sad :( #did not include viego shaco or naafiri here because 1. not enough room & 2. naafiri's splash isn't out yet #so bizarre that they decided to have jhin lux & pyke in the same skinline twice in a row. empyrean was just 8 months ago #rito on their way to give pyke the most skull-shattering trauma for the seventh time 🤠 #according to the lore each soul fighter has a unique superpower & i'm just curious what jhin's is going to be #league of legends #soul fighter

[boxwinebaddie]

odd thing to bring up after i talked about how i'm finally trying to write for myself and not other people, but because i start and don't finish so many projects...i'm honestly not even sure where to go? i'm feeling a bit stumped atm, so if anyone has something in particular that they're interested in seeing from me, please lmk.

obviously i'm trying to only travel down paths that i want to, but as i look at my pinterest boards and all the projects i've started, all the styles and respective universes i'm cobbling together, i'm finding i am very interested in exploring all of them, so my stomach hurts, my head feels funny and my heart is a little confused. i'm feeling lost and as you are all my sunshines my only sunshines, the very same way i appreciate the warmth you provide me, i'd also love a guiding light.

thank you for all your support.

it is extremely precious to me.

-uncle nina

#nina speaks #it's an odd thing to go from wanting to do nothing #to wanting to do everything #but bc i have so many asks many of which date months ago #i am honestly not sure what at present to explore #again i am trying only to do what feels right so i may cherry pick and choose what to invest my creative energies in #depending on what inspiration sparks #but if you find my stuff on your mind at any point #if you could possibly please let me know what you would like to see i'm extremely curious as to what thrills you #you also might not be presently interested in anything regarding me and my work it's been a long time #i wish i had tried to covert and hone this kind of discipline and structure when people were super excited about stuff #either way it's all good i'm not looking for reassurance just if anything is burning the back of ur mind it'll help me #like i really actually am interested in all of my stuff haha i just started so much complex stuff i should really start #sticking to one thing and try not to dizzy myself #does that...make sense? i feel a little crazy

[goldkirk]

as I'm going back over my past history and items and journals and years, I come across all sorts of things, like the pencil I saved from that so-precious memory from second grade, and a pair of flip flops I've been missing for two years, and (tw for murder/crime/killings) the modern-high-school-AU-kidnapped-by-a-serial-killer story I wrote in late high school jdfsjdfsjkjlksfd

#i can't wait to find out what red flags I didn't see in my own self back when I last read this thing in 2015 hfdhfdhjsfd #also. there's gonna be like a good sentence here and there and then CRINGE. the whole rest of everything is just me still trying to copy th #breathing pace (essentially) and ways-of-describing-things of mainstream authors like I thought I was supposed to #so this'll be somewhat painful but also god what a joy and a gift and an honor and a delight to get to hold this close to my heart #and witness it with understanding and empathy and slow reflection and care like my past younger self deserves #i'm so lucky i'm alive to be here and do this #i'm so grateful i'm headed towards welcoming back and embracing the last little girl i was that still felt a lot of things #so excited for her focus and precision and tenacity and constant curious joy and movement to be back someday #i'm afraid people won't like the me i was before rule after rule and then dangers #but my god it'll feel so good to be the fully-flowing energy machine and dance and conduit again how will I have enough bother to care? #people who are good to each others' nervous systems cumulatively feel better and better #if i'm not good for you and yours then you really truly SHOULD go elsewhere and find someone who makes YOUR self feel right and light + war #anyway now that i wrote an essay in the tags as usual [nervous laughter] #personal #add to journal #words n rhythm #WHY DID I FEEL CAPABLE OF UNDERTAKING A STORY LIKE THIS #cradling my past self gently but also BANGING my HEAD against the WALL lmao #i'm proud of myself for writing and sharing this and its creative ideas. even if i don't like it now or feel ashamed or see mistakes. #anything. it mattered that it came to me and it mattered that i explored it and it mattered that i poured myself through it to help shape i #and it mattered that I left it on the internet so that now it still exists. i'm going to honor this story no matter what current me would #objectively think about it if it was written by anyone else. #this is a gift i give myself now. #this is a lot of what I learn and learn to do #trauma evolution #mosswrites

[gem-in-the-horizon]

List of Horizons fic ideas I currently have via short summaries:

1.) Zir gets bit by and then befriends a stray he found on the streets, and Amethio gets a very harsh reality check (start of a longer fic) 2.) Part three of an existing Friede sickfic which finally addresses a hostage situation with the RVT (shorter fic) 3.) Adding a second part to the Spinel Snom fic where it evolves (shorter fic) 4.) Frankie POV watching her boss, Spinel, attempt to and succeed in kidnapping Friede (probably <15k)

This poll is mostly for my own curiosity! If you've enjoyed any of my writing and want to see me write something specific, best bet is to send me an ask or comment on an existing fanfic

An essay comment telling me what you liked about a fic will boost the chances of a part two or another fic like that by x10. Same goes for prompts, the more detail the better ^^

#pokemon horizons #my polls #i'm curious what people like! i know a lot of people prefer to read fics without commenting #so this is my blatant attempt to gauge interest #and yes the first one is about Paprika. I know there's at least one person excited for a Paprika debut #i have some interesting stuff planned with how she'll impact Amethio's behavior and arc throughout the fic!! its Chili catalyst hours!! #plus Paprika fans KNOW how she feels about Friede so he'll be in there too #after the siblings fic though i cannot promise how long it'll be. i really thought that one would be like 30-40k

[brittlebutch]

finally found a place to read With the Light online and i'm thrilled; if you haven't read this manga i do Legitimately recommend it

#N posts stuff #like don't get it wrong it Is Not a series about being autistic it Is a series about raising an autistic kid #but also don't be put off by that because it's legitimately a series that I feel Loves autistic people with its whole being #it's kind of a teaching manga so it showcases a lot of different opinions/characters/conflicts/etc. but the Framing is very consistent #in that the manga is Extremely of the opinion that autistic people are People who deserve to be Valued and Accepted As They Are #the onus for change is never put on autistic individuals the framing is basically Universal in the 'the World needs to change #to be more accepting' -- it's a very Social Model depiction of autism that ALSO never veers too far into the #'autism isn't even Really a disability' fallacy; it's very much a 'A lot of autistic people will need constant support in a variety of ways #throughout their lives but that isn't the roadblock preventing them from having their own lives; ableism in society is the roadblock' #the first two chapters are the hardest to get through bc they take place before Sachiko has any real understanding of autism and #so she's isolated and stressed out and the ignorance makes it difficult for her to care for Hikaru properly (there's also a lot of #other characters Blaming her for what's going on which goes unchallenged at this point though that changes later); but after she #understands what autism is she's Firmly in Hikaru's corner for the rest of the series - you can skip right to ch 3 without a problem #if you're not interested in reading about that initial conflict #there's still a Lot of conflict ofc but by then the chapters have some of my favorite moments so i don't want to advocate skipping #them; like Hikaru's daycare teacher explaining how Hikaru's difficulty speaking is the same as other kids' troubles with #things like jump-roping/etc.; and then a mother who has An Issue with Hikaru's presence in her daughter's class realizing the #depth of the problematic opinion bc Her mother (who had a stroke) faces similar ableism from her peers #i'm cutting this post off b4 the tags get Too long but if you're curious but still hesitant man. send me an ask and i will Happily #write an insanely long essay about how much i love this series; i have all the books i'm not excited about the online availability #for Me i'm excited bc i've been wanting to rec this manga for like almost a full decade and i can finally give you a link instead of #saying 'well. you can find used copies sometimes' lol

[arctic-hands]

The subject came up today and I can't decide so I'm throwing it out there because I don't give a fuck and also having survived all of this kinda makes me sound like a badass

#my life sounds exciting here but between the exciting parts it's really quite boring #ages: #8. 9. 10? 16. 17. 18. 21 I think. 23. 27. still living #near death experience #also it may have been category one but Wikipedia described Isaias as devastating so there #i want to say it was the dogs because even as scary as the too-close tornado was I really felt like I was staring down death that moment #but also is that fair in the face of everything else I've survived? #fuck it why not set it for a week I'm curious about what other people think of my life #also that tornado was less than a block away but mostly stayed in the soy field. ripped off some of the roofing of the house tho #it was either EF0 or EF1 I forget but obvs I didn't know that while hunkering down #turns out tornadoes really DO sound like trains and the air gets a bit thin #or maybe I was just panicking lol #also when my heart nearly stopped I was forced to watch while unable to speak as they readied the shock paddles which. uh. wow #luckily (?) my heart shot back up to two hundred plus beats per minute #but I lived bitches. thru everything #mecore #i don't feel awkward asking about this bc I'm p sure I've talked about all of these at various points here

[userlaylivia]

@stonerbughead, @bakerolivia, @maya-matlin, @tabithatate, @miriammaisel, @laylakeating, @mayskeating, @hydesjackiespuddinpop

#I've had this url for a year now so time for a change lol #obviously I'll choose what I want but I'm curious which one ppl like most #I know these aren't very original and their all pretty much spelivia/jordayla but lol #as is my favorite show and I'm excited for it to come back!! #I'll obviously make a post about it and tag some people when I change it #I probably won't change it till it's closer to s6!! #all american #aa #olivia baker #layla keating #spencer james #jordan baker #tamia cooper #patience robinson

[carrottyshark]

Something about the 2nd Trial Trailer Songs

I'm pretty certain I'm thinking too deeply into this but I just had a terrible realization:

What if Amane was actually referencing Mikoto all along?

By talking to him so he would hurt Shidou (well, it could also be Es in this case) then it would make sense with what the Milgram team had been trying to warn us about regarding her. I've seen people mention that she's literally a child so how can she hurt him, but what if they never meant her hurting him directly?

Now the question, HOW would've she worded it to make Mikoto consider it and HOW would they even do it, considering her and Mikoto may not even be the closest (are they?) and at the moment, there are more forgiven prisoners that can go up against them. I'll give Amane the credit though, she's shown to be mature and bright for her age (who has a lot of dangerous pent up anger.) Pair that up with a distressed Mikoto who is on edge and doing his best to protect himself, whatever he can, then all that's needed is a plan.

Also some other thoughts I have related to this, I think there's more voice lines that parallel to each other:

(Muu talking about Haruka, the most obvious one of course)

But also the transition between these three, which I think is mind-blowing. Shidou's last phrase to Mahiru's starting message is crazy. "love that never dies doesn't mean anything." And then cue Kazui saying he feels bad for her.

Initially, "love that never dies" should be a Mahiru phrase, and the latter should be Shidou's, but instead it's switched up, and that's how they match up nicely. Kazui could also only be mentioning his wife, but again, it could parallel to Mahiru's state he left her in. I just think the Milgram team definitely left this on purpose and it's incredibly genius.

Afterthoughts:

Well that's pretty much it really, I didn't plan to make this anything deep, just to share my thoughts. I just realized while typing that they usually rip the voice lines from the voice dramas too (I think?) so I don't know how this would work anymore since Amane would technically be referring to Es but it's still worth a shot.

Also, technically Mikoto can make a plan with anybody unforgiven, but since most of them got wounded I think they wouldn't have the energy for it which leaves room for Amane. (Question is, I wonder if this even crossed the minds of any of the unforgiven prisoners? I would assume out of everyone only Amane actually has an extreme grudge, even beating Fuuta.)

#Really curious about what others think too so if you have any thoughts you'd like to share please do so #Also about Amane and Mikoto teaming up then Kotoko would then be relevant in the picture #With how people view her now there's no doubt she'll be voted unforgiven once her song drops #But Es would need to be protected from Mikoto (then again Jackalope is there) #Either way I'm curious about how Milgram HQ would go about with this #The latter half of the prisoners are the most exciting for this season and I can't wait #milgram #ミルグラム #the ramblings of a mad lad

[dorkylittleweirdo]

Everyday I wake up and wonder why Lawrence 'if it's new, it's interesting/I'm easily bored' Kutner decided to go into sports medicine

#house md #lawrence kutner #look there's nothing wrong with it #I'm also in the medical field #taken a few kinesiology courses #focuses a lot on sports med #and it's not very exciting i must say #it's usually just pt and rehab #and diagnosing the injury itself based on the moi #plus i asked my sports med doctor what she does #like why she chose that bc I'm curious and talkative sometimes #and she said bc it's stable and predictable #and she likes helping people in that regard and it pays well #so tell me why kutner would ever choose stable and predictable #i can see him specializing in emergency med #always something new #fast paced #no two cases are ever the same #I'm sorry i just can't see this man being satisfied with sports med

[airenyah]

i'm probably the only one on here who's extremely excited about summer night lmao

#it's in my top 3 series that i'm looking forward to the most from the 2024 pt1 line up #next to the trainee and pluto #aaaaanyway i'm absolutely DYING to see dunk without joong #and i'm also excited to see him act opposite a girl #i'm even more excited about it now that i sat my mom down in front of hidden agenda #and we were also rewatching simm this week (we actually watched it live as it aired) #dunk works so well with joong like. they complement each other so perfectly #and i'm SO curious to see if dunk will manage with different acting partners #there's actually many things that he does where i'm like. yeah. i think he'll do well even without joong #and i just need to know if i'm right about it #for months i've been saying dunk is a better actor than fandom gives him credit for #it feels like summer night will be the series that'll prove it to me #or maybe i'll be proven wrong idk #that's what i'm dying to find out. will i be right about dunk's acting skills?? or will i be wrong?? #if i end up being right tho then i might just go off tho #(we'll see. maybe i'll just rant to my mother in private) #hidden agenda and various stage performances already got me into the dunk protection squad #but if summer night proves me right then i WILL turn into mama bear if i see people shit on his acting #and that's that on that #airenyah plappert #summer night #adrm #this rant was brought to you by: dunk posting about the summer night fitting #bye

[roscoehamiltons]

this is something that i've been thinking about and is it true that andretti is a well known name in america, to the point where the avg person knows them more than bigger f1 names?

the thing is that it's people who are already motorsports fans that are saying that everyone knows who andretti are, and like. of course they would say that, because they're motosports fans. they would already know who andretti is, because andretti is a big name in american motorsports. my skepticism comes from whether or not someone who doesn't follow motorsports would've heard of andretti before and be more familiar with them than some of the more popular f1 drivers

#f1 #mario andretti #michael andretti #motorsports #idk i think ppl think that because they and their social circle know who someone is then that's the case for everyone. which isn't rly true #also i think that people overestimate how many (american) fans that andretti would bring to f1. like maybe more people from the #american racing scene who only follow nascar and indycar would watch f1 to see andretti but would the avg american who knows nothing about #racing watch f1 to see andretti race just because they're there and american? i don't think so #idk i'm not american myself so idk maybe i'm wrong about all of this. pls comment and tell me what u think. i'm genuinely curious #ftr i actually would like to see andretti in f1 bc i think an 11th team would add something new and exciting to the sport #and they seem a lot more prepared and resourceful than some of the other teams already on the grid #i just don't know if they're going to necessarily bring all of these american fans w them as ppl seem to think they will lol #roscoehamiltons.txt

[cattatoir]

honestly another thing that shows like Elementary have over other adaptations is understanding that Holmes and the dirtbaggy messy private eye are one

#if your sherlock holmes cannot vibe match both Jessica Jones and the Psych crew #you are simply doing it wrong #they really take this NT mess of a human being who trained himself to be a social chameleon but absolutely refuses to meld gently into the #social class and society he was born into #and make him this boring snob #I hate you I hate you I hate you #I feel an Olivia Rodrigo way about Sherlock by that one asshole and his gay friend #cmo's log #sherlock holmes #I won't fight anyone I promise I'm just curious about what other people think #I'm rewatching the Jeremy Brett stuff and got excited

[chaosgenasi]

thinking about. potential leader of the "death-obsessed cult" within paragon's call / inferred worshipper of the duskmaven, otohan thull, using poison that seals souls behind one of the divine gates and prevents resurrection. there's also an interesting piece of dialogue from treshi, who, in relation to the ruidus superstitions of those within paragon's call, said: "i've seen enough interesting, weird things in my life to know that most nothing makes much sense, so you get what you can with the time you are given. and when your time is up, it's up." also, it's very out there, but if the poison is less about preventing resurrection and moreso about redirecting the souls elsewhere if possible -- say, behind a different gate -- there's this interesting piece of lore from c2:

"there is a prominent belief, superstitious as it is largely considered, that most of these meteors that do come through in meteor showers themselves are parts of ruidus, the distant moon, breaking apart and making their way towards the planet. some believe because it's decaying and just showering its decay upon the planet in clumps, others believe it's supposedly distant warriors' spirits that themselves are returning to the planet after being lost on the battlefield."

#basil.ramblings #cr spoilers #critical role spoilers #every day i wish we got to see bells hells fight her greatest warriors just to see what she would have Done #had her people been knocked unconscious / if she would have let them die #also i'm super curious about the poison itself like. is it necrotic?? how does otohan view the rq in regards to #the natural order of life and death?? is the duskmaven different? especially bc we know she's already riding that line with dunamancy #or is the poison itself a form of worship / how does she view coming back bc again laudna isn't secretive about being undead #& no one seemed bothered by her #idk it's all so interesting. i'm shaking all the lore around in my mind #also i just finished re-listening to calamity the other day and i keep thinking about 'blood of the chosen' #& all of the bloodlines & magic & rituals we have going on this campaign and what that might mean ruidus wise #especially if y'know. there's the omen archive & everything with werewolves & paragon's call having or once had connections #with the nightmare king & ashton possibly being a weird religious experiment / elemental magic + blood #which is to say. it's kinda fucked but i wouldn't be surprised if ruidusborn blood itself is something important #i don't know! i'm excited to find out!

[ilostyou]

lallaaalalala just some things on my mind

#this has been a rant #<- in advance. im going off in the tags. xo #getting close to making a decision abt doctoral programs is STRESSING ME OUT even tho i think ik which i'll choose #one ik will be a good school environment and will be manageable but the other has much. better training and will prep me for #literally anything i could want to do with a whole ass doctorate afterwards when im licensed #next thing. i fucking hate that i have no clue what i look like objectively lmfao. losing weight is great and all (healthy) but #it's fucking with my idea of myself even more than it ever was bc. now it's a 'bad' thing that some things look big on me #(bc THEY FUCKING ARE lol) like today i ended up buying some clothes and yay great but like. my mom was like #yeah so you can wear these instead of what. ur wearing now bc that's gotten big on you etc #and im just ksjghdf it's just a little baggy and also i like it?? but ok whatevesjkdkfdhkh i like the. new ones too im juyst. ?? #just in general there's always gonna be Something yknow? annoying. anyway #next thing is that im away w family rn and lovemy fam love spending time with them but it;'s been TWO DAYS and im already #losing......so much patience with some people like. my younger cousins. im. GRR.and i love having some other people around #but we're meeting up w the rest of our group tom and we'll basically be DOUBLE in size for the next week plus and im so #nervous that i'm already at my last nerve with everyone adn that i'll be too overwhelmed/tired/etc that i won't enjoy the rest of the trip #next thing is that it's WILD graduation is literally in six weeks but so mmuch has to happen before then it's making me dizzy #other side note thing im beyond excited to see taylor and have weird anxiety about it but meh. im fucking PUMPED #another thing. it's someones bday tomorrow who ive had a Rough year with (ive mentioned stuff abt them before) and it's just. weird feeling #i dont rem if they even texted me for my bday now im curious im gonna go look lmfao but. obv i'll text them anyway #it's just ... lots of weird feeling thinking abt how much has changed in a year with them. shrug #ok maybe that's it woo

[politicallyinvolvedpandabear]

Wow, I really love radfems so much. Anyone who, like, gets it. Understands. 

I like consuming entertainment/media a lot, and I especially do it now that I have more free time and want something to enjoy during these trying times, but it just occurred to me why even though I usually like what I watch, it’s been doing nothing for me for the most part. 

It’s the men. It’s because it’s made by men. Not only is the fandom super male-dominated and therefore male (looking up an underage female character and getting unwanted porn of her lmao), I’m so used to the disappointment and whatnot that I forgot what the cause and reason was. 

Basically, when I surround myself with women or see female takes, I feel much happier and connected to others/positive/cheerful. But when I watch something made by a man and can feel it through the sexualization and uncomfortable everything and all of that, then I totally clock out and am disconnected from humanity/others like, “Ok, disappointment. No thanks. No more.” 

I like to check tumblr quite often and sometimes I know outright that it’s because I want to see radfem blogs and regain my sanity, but yeah.... It’s really true that who you surround yourself with can influence you and your mood. Coming to this realization was nice. “It doesn’t have to be this way” <-- me and my lack of expectations for media/others

No one’s perfect, but I certainly feel a lot more love towards radfem/”TERF” blogs than I do anyone else I know (since they’re either male or are sipping the libfem Koolaid and probably wouldn’t get it). 

I hope all of y’all keep it up, being so cool and all. I’ll definitely fight for us! ✊ You’re all great. c: 

#my own rambles #i purposely don't specify or name a lot of things in detail because i dont want to be found out lol #right now my dash is divided between the radfems and the libfems i used to follow and #the difference in posts is so stark lmao #i dont unfollow because i dont mind seeing both sides #but since becoming acquainted with radfems... the libfem side is SO unintelligent hahahaha #anyway i'm surrounded by men in my fandoms but i dont HAVE to interact with them #or take the entertainment that seriously too #this is coming from someone who likes art a lot #this is quite a freeing thought... #i'll spend my time reading that article i had open from that one radfem post #i shouldnt waste my time on/with men #even by proxy through their shit art... trying to find what i want/makes me excited #yeah this is quite the revelation. i hate men after all so why am i even giving them a chance? #i wanna fix my thoughts regarding this and be more conscious about them. i definitely wanna be around women more #talking to myself haha. ok! i like this post. #i'm really so grateful and glad i found radfems #they are the coolest people i know. like... usually i feel nothing towards people. no expectation. only disappointment #but radfem posts can actually make me smile. and FEEL things. actual connection/love to other humans wow! #not just my own morals guiding me on.... me actually genuinely liking people and being curious about them #not wanting to disappoint some of my fave radfems lmao #i'm writing posts at like 2 AM again but i'll try to take these lessons into tomorrow/the future ^^ #tbh though i actually feel unused to sharing my thoughts since regular people are SO hostile and i dont want them in my notifs #radfems are human too so i dont really expect a warm welcome from them or anything #but i'd be happy to throw my thoughts into the void without the worry of someone bothering me over it... like picking a fight/being rude #this is the internet though so i'll brace myself as always i guess xD #i wanna make a post talking about my other feelings/the other aspect of my identity but idk when i'll do it #i know people have mixed opinions but i'm not doing it for THEM necessarily. i'd just like to share for fun