#i want to crawl into a hole and die

[sneezysubbyboi]

hhhhh my parents stumbled across some girl's asmr on YT and they asked what asmr was, so I explained the basic gist like "it's a whole video where they go close to a mic and speak softly and soothingly right in your ear, it can be a relaxing thing or stimulating for people" and my mom deadass said "oh, like how you listened to sneezing?" even after all these years they never forgot 💀

#for those who don’t know I got caught a couple times like a decade ago #I always thought they’ve forgotten by nowww #I want to crawl into a hole and die #luckily they didn't linger on the topic too long and my mom went on to tease my dad on how he stumbled on the vid #snz #snzblr #snz kink #sneeze kink #snzfucker #snez

[elegyofdionysus]

Me anytime I do something embarrassing and cringeworthy: *puts earpods in and blasts music* okay I just need to not be alone with my thoughts for the rest of the month. Easy.

#cringe #Giving myself second hand embarssment #embarrassing #Self cringe #self criticism #dissociation #music #maladaptive coping #maladaptive daydreaming #I cant be alone with my thoughts #I want to crawl into a hole and die

[catcatb0y]

It feels really dumb crying over a video game, but seriously. Nine days of work. All the resources and hours I pooled into this, all of the rationing and the set ups- I filled up so much of a Discord channel just plotting the best way to get everything done.

I obsessively checked my placement all day.

Only to find out that they game glitched on me. Instead of being just barelg ahead by a hundred places... I was behind by four hundred.

And I didn't find out until less than a hour until the Event end. I spent over thirty minutes just huddled over my phone, hoping I could clear just enough-

But I couldn't.

Every single resource that I had been saving- wasted. All of the time I poured into this- wasted. Every day, every time I pushed to keep playing to just move me over the edge.

And I failed.

A hundred places behind my one fucking goal. Nine days, all that anxiety, wasting everything that I had saved, and I just barely failed.

There's nothing that I can do about it either.

The hard work I put into obsessing, the hard work I put into grinding, the hard work I put into getting those resources to begin with- all for nothing. Because of a glitch. Because I was so busy with real shit that I didn't think to obsessively double check it in every room of the house. Everything gone for nothing.

#I want to cry again lol #I want to crawl into a hole and die #I can't get any of that back #it's just #a little too close to everything else that's going on

[jeremyfrail]

She kissed him in the parking garage where everything started. What if she just kissed him again in the same parking garage for the last time, where everything ends…

#bcs #bcs 6b spoilers #i want to crawl into a hole and die #mxwexler

[panoramaofhell]

💔

#I know you mean well and I’m not mad at you #I just don’t know what I’m going to talk about with an ex 🙁 #besides casual formalities and hey how have you been #what are you supposed to talk about 😞 #like hearing about your longterm relationship and success together with that partner makes me feel like shit #I’m not angry bitter like genuinely good for them #it just makes me sad and feel even more worthless than I already do #i want to crawl into a hole and die

[can-we-die-now]

somebody please send help

#two breakdowns in a day #and it hasnt even been a week into this year #im on a roll yall #somebody please get this bitch some snacks #i want snacks #i want to crawl into a hole and die #just let this gal hoard stuff like a dragon and murder everyone #i cannot will not do this anymore #please #thank you 2024

[hewasmadeofthegalaxy]

I....I am at a loss, just had a straight coworker compliment my feet and then tell me he was "trying to hold back"...

like I'm sorry, I think we need to start bullying perisex cishet white men more ferociously they are WAY too comfortable

#why why why this is SOOOO skeevy #what's worse is that he did this in front of no less than fifty people and they all started laughing about it and my reaction #i want to crawl into a hole and DIE

[justalonelybitch]

I'm helping

Hanahaki

BY OFFERING MY NECK???????

#hanahaki anon #I WANT TO CRAWL INTO A HOLE AND DIE

[llokmacd]

Hey I knew exactly what was gonna happen in episode 8 of TLOU and somehow was not prepared?? Like how did they make David more terrifying?

First of all: he was a teacher before this? Barf. “I’ve always had a violent heart” or whatever? Double barf. This man has done this countless times.

When he hit that girl and sat and ate right in front of them I knew in my gut he was going to be worse than in the game. Obviously the show doesn’t have to move on so you can play. The whole thing is meant to be observed. So they can flesh stuff out. But oh my god

And then AND THEN DURING THE FIGHT?!??? BEFORE ELLIE KILLED HIM?!??!?!??? The screams were so realistic I started sobbing and dry heaving. I don’t care that I knew she’d be fine in the end. It scared me and reduced me back to my experiences and how horrible they were. And there was nothing I could do. I couldn’t press a button. I just had to watch. And when he said something about “the fight makes it better” or whatever? Extra barf I cannot

And the disassociation afterwards?!?!??? Like?!???!??? Correct. You don’t know what’s going on or if you’re safe and she’s still in shock and she did get to get her aggression out on him (since Joel didn’t come in like in the game) but oh my god the immediate defense mechanism?!???

Give Bella Ramsey all of the awards because they deserve it and also give me a Xanax because I had a panic attack and sat rocking back and forth sobbing on my couch for like 30-40 minutes

A lot of stuff was similar to the game too. “Tell them Ellie is the little girl who broke your fucking finger!” Always a classic. But this was definitely MORE than the game. Just as a warning

#tlou show #the last of us hbo #the last of us #tlou spoilers #the last of us spoilers #I was literally dry heaving. my poor cat just hearing me wail #I was simultaneously prepared and not prepared #give Bella Ramsey every award ever #they’re an amazing actor and I wanted to die #10/10 on their part #great writing #great acting #great script #I just genuinely was not prepared #and yes that’s on me but also no it isn’t #like I guess I should’ve guessed it??? but also #I wanted to crawl into a hole and hide there #it was so visceral #and so awful #and I don’t know if I can watch this episode again #but it was phenomenal #it was just a lot

[melit0n]

I've always been so afraid of calling moots by their names/nicknames. Like. You guys gotta hit me with mine first to let me know I'm not crossing boundaries even though we've spent the last week tagging eachother in "us fr fr" posts

#I also feel incredibly awkward calling moots 'love' and 'mate' and 'darling' because it's completely normalised in the UK #and then I see this is an American moot and and I want to crawl into a hole and die #but either way all of you have such lovely names/nicknames #like I could so write poetry about all of you if you get what I mean #mel's thoughts

[altschmerzes]

starting off my day with an emergency dentist’s appointment and a crying breakdown in the parking lot about having to impose and ask a friend to drive me to and from a sedation appointment next week because i Have No Choice given im obviously not allowed to drive myself home. not a banner beginning to my thursday.

#gav gab #simply. just. #this sucks so hard lmao it makes me want to crawl in a hole and die but #local anesthetic doesn’t work on me and i have 20 years of excruciating dental procedures #and my mother refusing to let anyone give me painkillers #to enforce my like. abject terror of dental work lmao. #just had the tooth i broke x-rayed and even that had me shaking #anyways. breakdown over. now i gotta. make something of my day #my life would be so much less complicated if my parents hadn’t- #well i was about to finish that with ‘convinced me I couldn’t never ask for help or people would resent me for the rest of my life’ etc #but honestly it’s a fine statement on its own #My Life Would Be So Much Less Complicated And Painful If My Parents Hadn’t. Just Hadn’t. #anyways sorry for the weird overshare lmao #dental trauma cw

[chonnysinferno]

kept fetting misgendered by a friend and. </3 it's not even like.,,, like "she kicked me" "he" "oops sorry he kicked me" kind of thing it was like. he kept overriding my friend trying to FUCKING CORRECT HIM and it was like. hello???????

it went like "i think last friday she tried to" "he" "anyways, she tried to" "he" and it just kept going for at least 5 times

i feel sick </333 i don't wnat to be here anymore bc my friend can't even respect my boundaries

#a. augh #i hate talki g to ppl irl #uuuuhhhhhghhhhhh #vent #? #maybe #rants #also maybe #hhhnngnmmm #makes me want to crawl into a hole and fucking die #— 🌗

[carlyraejepsans]

help people keep tagging my sanssweep art with "i love how you did the glow" and i keep stopping myself from going "which one"

#grumbling to myself about people not noticing and then when they do i just want to crawl into a hole and die gkskfgkskk #im not built for this man sorry #he's a strap guy as far as im concerned

[miasbraindump]

thanks ikea, your supposedly waterproof bad IS NOT waterproof and now my copy of the brothers Hawthorne is wavy

#i hate life #i want to crawl into a hole #and die #the brothers hawthorne #the inheritance games #jennifer lynn barnes #wet books #i hate the rain

[heather-garland]

lisaposting once more on this fine evening

#silent hill #silent hill fanart #lisa garland #hey who wants to look at my pinned post before i lose my nerve and crawl into a hole and die #i literally look exactly like her #tag of torture

[shima-draws]

There’s nothing quite like getting a wedding invitation from the guy you used to have a crush on in high school

#Hmm. Feels awful!! #Me to me: Maybe. I'm not quite over this. #IDK IT FEELS WEIRD MAN. I'm very happy for him. But also kinda bummed at the same time. #I think I'm more just dreading showing up and being like aha yeah! Here I am! #I haven't changed at all since we last spoke! Not at all!! #Nothing new or exciting going on with me ever. No accomplishments. No partner I can brag about. NOTHIN #Hey anybody wanna show up as my fake date. Fake dating to lovers AU /j #Idk it just feels wrong to keep hearing from my friends in high school who are all getting married and having kids #Meanwhile me. Who has never dated anybody ever. And has nothing to show from the past five years: #SORRY I'M JUST HAVING A MID-LIFE CRISIS I GUESS. AT THE RIPE OLD AGE OF 26. #Me: I've been dealing with my anxiety and depression on the daily for years now and yeah that's it how are you #My friends: I got my dream job and I'm marrying the love of my life and I'm going to buy a house soon!! #I WANT TO CRAWL INTO A HOLE. AND DIE. YEAH. THAT SOUNDS GOOD #Sorry I need to sit here and feel pathetic and hate myself for a second. Then I'll get overe it #*over #Shima speaks #Maybe I can lie and say I've been backpacking through Europe for the last five months. LMAO