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“You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having you wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their love into is the most calming thing in this world.”

— Emery Allen

#💔

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Serval (Leptailurus serval), MELANISTIC, family Felidae, Amboseli National Park, Kenya

Photograph by nicolas.urlacher.photographer

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This house has been abandoned for almost a year now, and yet these lights stay on all through the day and all through the night.

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beauty

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Alexander McQueen Autumn/Winter 2024

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Crimson marsh glider, Trithemis aurora, Libellulidae

Photographed in Singapore by budak

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more jerma and miku…….

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i’m SUCH a piece of shit for my weird emotional disconnect. like any past friendships and relationships, i don’t look at fondly or negatively after a certain amount of time has passed. i don’t appreciate anything from them, nor do i regret anything either. it’s just kind of like “oh yeah, that happened”

and it’s not that i *don’t care*, because I know to an extent that I do, I just don’t remember any intimate details about nearly anything, so the feelings are all but lost. I’m very much an “out of sight out of mind” mentality person. So the more time that passes, the more I forget, the more indifferent I become. There IS a difference between not caring and actual indifference, in my opinion

i have really become so deadened to almost everything around me in everyday life. i feel nothing at all, or everything all at once.

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i can’t put into words how worthless i feel right now

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pubby

#puppy #chow #chow chow #vetmed

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Honey Ginger Jacyln

🐱 Selkirk Rex

📸 Marina Dmitrenko [Honey Ginger]

🎨 Chocolate Tortoiseshell Bicolor

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The Desolation of Scorch

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I feel so disgusting i feel so fat and unappealing i want to rip my skin off

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why am I so easy for men to hurt and forget about