#i want a girlfriend so badly

[mysticfemme]

oh to love and to be loved in return

#I am sad today #i want a girlfriend so badly #I want to experience healthy love and physical closeness #maybe it's the medication making me sad but I'm just lonely and i want someone to love and dote on #rants n rambles

[ewwww-what]

I like to think that Gorgug hangs out with the seven the way Zelda hangs out with the bad kids. You know that horrible awkward feeling where you only know one person at a party? It’s like that but everyone else at the party is inseparable and they keep teasing you (in a good-natured way) with jokes you don’t understand, and all you can do is smile and nod and try so hard not to embarrass yourself in front of these people you perceive as way too cool for you.

#every adventure group has to have a weird guy who dates a weird guy that’s just how it goes #please oh my god the seven going ​‘way to step up Gorgug!!!’ when he calls Zelda from Sylvaire #the fact that they love Zelda does not give Gorgug a single ounce of immunity from being teased #and Zelda showing up at Mordred for moving day #and all the bad kids just accept her being there no problem #like clearly they hang out at least a little #please I really really need someone to write something about them it’s hurting me #save me the seven. save me. the seven please. save me. #I need more content of them so so bad I am STARVED #part of the reason I want donospring to stay good friends so badly is because of this idea #weird ex girlfriends and their respective friend groups that mix just a little #fantasy high #the seven #the seven maidens #d20 #d20 fantasy high #d20 the seven #zelda donovan #gorgug thistlespring #donospring #txt post

[dayurno]

so kevin was the one who bought jean the magnets and postcards. as souvenirs.

i fear we, the kevjean nation, may not survive this.

kevin used to write him messages and memories and they ruined it

#tsc spoilers #i dont wanna be repetitive so i wont be rehashing this out too much #but i thought the kevin in tsc was very different in a good way but in a startling way too #hes clearly a pillar of stability for jean which is weird enough of a mouthful on its own #considering its Kevin and he is famously Unstable #i thought his immediate switch after the ichirou news was so interesting? #he was panicking just as badly as jean was but as soon as neil left them alone he strongheld jean through it #the k/j dynamic is very much what i already thought it was and it did not disappoint #anything for this stupid man…. #jean keeping his promise to the end whether he liked it or not #kevin really is the first ethically manipulative girlfriend 😭😭😭😭 #these werent crumbs at all these were full meals w space for seconds #jean being in love with him was almost like. secondary #if you can believe it #but uuuh yeah im happy that i dont have to change much of how i write any of them #except maybe jeremy which is its own can of worms #oh my acolytes… how i wanted to like him #how i did not #asks #kevjean

[brittlebutch]

every so often i Do think about how bill and ted really struggled with reading and history and still their apartment was full of history books about medieval england just so that they could try to better understand their girlfriends lives and language...

#N posts stuff #i know everyone's big on bill and ted having raucous gay sex with each other (Valid) but also i Do really like the princesses #and bill and ted's relationship with the princesses lol; like it's really sweet #canonically bill and ted looked at those books and said to each other 'we've got NO idea what Any of this means' and yet they still #tried really hard to read it and went out and bought more because they loved their girlfriends and wanted them to feel understood #i am also envisioning bill and ted white-knuckle grit-teeth trying SO hard to focus on reading some book from the library #because billie and thea mentioned some new interest of theirs and they want SO badly for their daughters to feel loved and #understood and accepted in ways they never were as kids; so it's worth the trouble to Try even if they never Actually understand #becuase even the little bit of comprehension means a lot because the effort means so much more. idk dude i really love them. #bnt

[functionalasfuck]

I love how Liesel is to El what El is to Orion. Someone who forcibly yanks them from the scruff of their neck away from a cliff with sound logic and higher intellect when they’re about to stupidly jump off.

#power thrupple #i need a fucking polycule going on in this book #Orion pointing to El saying this is my girlfriend #pointing to Liesel and saying this is my girlfriend’s girlfriend #and pointing to Alfie saying this is my girlfriend’s girlfriend’s boyfriend #please #i want it so badly #the golden enclaves #a deadly education #the scholomance #Naomi novik

[fan-mans]

Turning off anon for a little while... just got one that opened a lot of anger for me rn

#and after such a good day too #ffs #no one here this person left the fandom a while ago #but the fact that he keeps bringing this shit up is pissing me off #in the anon he didn even acknowlege how he acted in my server #nor how he spoke to me in the aftermath #idgaf if youre sorry for doing what you did in the other server #that doesnt make up for openining up old stress woulds so badly im still reeling from them months later #if youre looking at my blog #i want you to read this #youve fucked with my mental state horribly #your girlfriend too #leave me the fuck alone #mans speaking

[frecklystars]

god im so excited for the Barbie movie today. I might be a bit tense while seeing my triggers on screen but honestly I’ve been doing so so so well handling my ptsd the last few weeks and I'm very proud of myself!!!!!

there’s a few triggers I’ve been actively working on reclaiming and I KNOW I’m going to be okay watching the movie bc I am not letting anybody take this from me. I know I’m gonna wanna see it more than once. I even bought myself a cute pink skirt for it ;w;

#I’m gonna wear pink glitter in my hair too for opening night #woof #like i know im gonna be rly tense but i have been doing SO much better than i was just a month ago #if anything ill just be incredibly tense at first. but i genuinely think ill relax more as the movie progresses #bc ive been using grounding techniques for months and ive been working so goddamn hard to reclaim pink #WHICH IS SUCH HUGE PROGRESS FOR ME to think back to january when i couldnt look at pink at ALL #and i think seeing pink literally every single second for 2 hours straight in the barbie movie #is gonna also help my brain be like 'oh hey everything is fine' help it to become desensitized #bc ive been doing exposure therapy and im doing so much better than i was even just one month ago!!!!!!! #barbie is my girlfriend. and ken is my boyfriend. and i have two hands they can hold #god!!! you know how many barbies im gonna kiss!!!!! SO MANY #this is MY movie i have been so fucking excited to see!! its my number one favorite thing ive been looking forward to!!!! #i have wanted to see this! so! fucking! badly! and fuck anybody who tried to ruin that for me #i dont want ptsd to control my life #i feel like im riding a bull and gripping it by the horns while its trying to kick me off while im yelling Not Today Bitch #thats what trying to reclaim triggers feels like #but i can fucking feel it working i can feel myself getting better with some of these triggers i cant believe it #and i think just a year from now most of these triggers wont be severe anymore #which is my goal. i dont even need them to be cured completely i just want to function normally #cannot tell u how fucking unreal it is to have so many triggers that are like. normal everyday stuff #colors. clothes. phrases. transformers. im taking ALL of that shit back #STARTING WITH PINK ONE OF MY FAVORITE GODDAMN COLORS 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 #THE EMOJI LOOKS RED ON DESKTOP BUT THAT IS OKAY.

[ice-sculptures]

i need someone to put their arm around my shoulders or my waist right the fuck now please n thank you

#i want a girlfriend so badly wtf #rae.txt

[grinchwrapsupreme]

Theres a cafe i frequent to get work done and there this family that also frequents it made up of a guy, his son, and his sons girlfriend, and every time we're here at the same time the girlfriend manages to sit in exactly the right spot to trap me in my seat its unbelieveable

#'ask her to move' i said excuse me the first time so i could get up to get another drink #and the son stepped aside smiling butthe girlfriend looked at me then looked down at the two inches between our seats and then #went back to her phone without moving and i had to physically push past her #currently pressed up against a wall at the window counter and i could not get out #without actively moving her #i want another drink so badly #how does she always wind up right there why are these people here so often #*rattling the bars of my cage* let me out!!!!!!

[beautifel]

i. hate that i cant ignore any longer how fucked up i am

#ask 2 tag idk what to tag this but its negative. idk if i’m hormonal or whatever. it’s just that i’m so extremely emotional lately #like i always havebeen but it’s insane lately and i know some of the reasons but i have no idea what to do abt it. which is bad #i wish i knew how to confront …it all. im so avoidant it is genuinely pathetic #and even if i wanted to confront anything iwouldnt know how… n how to tell ppl around me #the pains ive taken to ignore my issues over the yrs n by that i mean suppress the knowledge that they even exist Lmao it is so pathetic #let alone the pains ive taken to hide from other ppl that which im suppressing. and to hide how badly i cope with anything #like any problem at all not just things that have anything to do with The Thing #i finally told my girlfriend about something i never thought id ever say out loud to anyone n it was so hard #the whole convo was so hard bc shes dealing with so much too and shes been getting help for 3 yrs n i know #with her baggage of trauma a relationship is one of the hardest things #n ive never ever regretted our relationship but with the things we are both dealing wtih. or rather not dealing with in my case #it is so . hard.. and i feel like ive been so unfair bc i havent been getting help even tho i need it. and she has. #the sheer irony of me refusing to get help or even admit 2 myself i need it even tho im literally about to be the person who helps others #this cannot go on lmao. the only thing im sure about is that i wanna spend my life with her but with everything tht we have on our plate #its so.. unsure i feel so powerless . i cannot change the past i cant change either of our previous experiences #its so unfair how we risk losing the best thing that ever happened bc of things out of our control #ive genuinely never been more scared of anything than i am of the idea of losing this relationship #we had such a deep conversation today and it was necessary and good but god we’re fucked up people #so i .contacted the uni psych today finally but im so fucking scared and idk what to even say when i get there #ive never until today said it out loud ive never even written it down anywhere

[duskbats]

just two ghoulfriends

#i downloaded so many new hairs and i wanted to put them on some spooky sims so badly #not 100% happy with these but i still love them #i wanted to do a silly girlfriend/ghoulfriend title but it looked weird #but they are gfs #ts4 #the sims 4 #simblr #ts4 edit