#i wanna vOMIT

[twogyuu]

[959]

pairing: wonwoo x fem!reader

genre: fluff(?), mutual pining, unestablished relationship, medical!au

warnings: mentions of blood/cutting self on accident, vague mentions of "going out"

a/n: yes, i think about doctor!wonwoo a lot actually -

. . . .

This is so embarrassing.

On your last full weekend off this month, you find yourself back at work - and worse! Not as a provider, but a patient!

So much for living your best life this weekend.

"And," Seungkwan drags out the single word as he fans the betadine to dry, "We're done."

He looks up at you and smiles sheepishly. There's a spark in his eye - one that you reminded you of yourself what seemed like many years ago. You peer down at your finger: three simple sutures neatly threaded through your wound and knotted just tight enough.

"How'd I do, Y/N?" Seungkwan asks excitedly, he's almost bouncing on the balls of his feet.

You shoot him a soft smile, flexing your finger at him.

"Oh!" a look of panic flashes over his eyes.

"Not bad, Boo, not bad at all," you compliment, "I'll be good as new by next week."

"Tsk," Seungkwan scolds briskly. He puts the sharp in the red bin and swipes the wrappers off the metal tray. "Take it easy - you know the rules: stitches come out in about a week. I'll put some bacitracin on it and bandage it up for the night, but open and dry while it heals."

"Yes, yes, Dr. Boo," you tease playfully.

"I'm not yet, Y/N!" he chuckles.

"You'll take them out, right?" you point at your finger, ignoring his protests.

"I won't be here next week," Seungkwan replies sadly, "New rotation."

"Ah," you nod.

"I'm sure Soonyoung will though," Seungkwan adds hopefully.

"Yeah, um, I don't know if I trust him."

"What?! Y/N, he's an EM resident."

"Yes, but-"

The glass door to your small room slides open, interrupting your banter. The both of you turn to look who it is and you feel your heart constrict the moment you notice the way the bright light reflects against his round, wire-framed glasses. Wonwoo closes the door behind him and leans on the door handle, looking back and forth between you and Seungkwan before he turns his attention all to you.

Teeth sinking into your bottom lip, you tear your gaze away, cheeks and tips of your ears burning. You feel yourself suddenly growing self-conscious in Wonwoo's presence: your eyeliner a little too dark, your lashes coated in too dark of mascara, foundation caked on a little too heavily to hide your dark circles from sleepless nights, your shoulders suddenly feeling the hidden breeze in the ED, and your skirt seems too short.

"Did I interrupt something?" Wonwoo finally asks, his words calm and slow.

Seungkwan's breath hitches in your stead and he shakes his head furiously. You can feel Wonwoo's eyes burning holes through your scalp, but you refuse to look at him in this state.

"I should, um," Seungkwan scratches the back of his head. He grumbles awkwardly, "I'm going to go get the ointment and the bandage."

Wonwoo nods and moves to let him leave, though this causes him to step closer towards you. You scoot on your cot as if it would create a substantial space between you enough to breathe.

The silence only ensues, you quietly willing him away, not ready to face him. Wonwoo seems to get the message, deciding to intervene instead.

"Soonyoung told me what happened," Wonwoo explains. There's a stuffy tone in his voice - like he felt awkward being there. "I . . . just thought I'd come down to check," he inhales sharply, "You know, because . . . I, um, care about you and stuff."

You still don't answer, but, oh, were you cursing Kwon Soonyoung right now.

You can't help but notice, though, out of the corner of your eye, you notice how he adjusts his glasses on the bridge of his nose, proceeding to brush his bangs out of his eyes. He's been growing out his hair, and though you're typically not a big fan of long hair, he didn't look half bad.

Heck, he didn't look half bad - he looks good.

Wonwoo huffs, the black fringes fluffing up in the process. "Are you going to just ignore me like that? I have all night - I'm on call."

Yeah, right, you want to shoot back, like he isn't busy as a cardiology fellow on-call.

You reach for the sheets on the cot and wrapping them around your shoulder, squeezing your eyes and sighing heavily. Instead you tell him, "You didn't need to come down."

"I wanted to," Wonwoo replies sharply.

"I didn't . . . I don't want you to see me like this," you grumble.

You hear him shifting from foot to foot behind you. "Like what?"

You shrug. "Like this."

"And what would that be?" he presses. The clack of his leather shoes on the white tile nears you. You can make out his figure in the spotless reflection.

Oh did he know how to press your buttons and make you squeamish.

Unable to bear it much longer, you threw off your sheets and spin around to face him. You dare to look up at him, pressing your tinted lips into a tight line. Unlike what you were expecting, his eyes only remain trained on yours. He doesn't scan your body up and down, his usual knitted brows and scowl in judgement.

"I'm embarrassed," you whisper, frowning.

This makes him chortle and you let out a small whine.

"Why?" he finally asks when his laughter settles a little.

"I dunno," you fumble with your words like you were a middle schooler in trouble and unsure of your feelings. "I-I . . . we just haven't . . . you haven't seen me like this."

"Like I don't know outside being a resident, you're also a normal young adult who likes to go out?" he states more than he asks.

"Something like that," you mutter. Hopeful to change the topic, you add, "So much for some apple slices before then."

Thankfully, whether you like it or not, Wonwoo knows you a little too well. This is one of the moments he decides not to push you further. He only hums, reaching for your injured finger. Gently, he weaves his own fingers in, lifting them at the knuckles to look at the repaired wound. It sets your body aflame again and you silently slap yourself.

You weren't even holding hands! Why were you so flustered?

"Seungkwan did a nice job," Wonwoo notes.

"He did," you squeak.

"Much better than I could," Wonwoo adds.

"He's still a medical student eager to learn and Soonyoung's grading him - not burnt out farts like us," you joke.

"I meant it as," Wonwoo chuckles, "I specialize the heart - not wounds."

You're not sure why you aren't careful with your words tonight. Maybe you are too comfortable with him too soon, maybe it's the betadine seeping into your wound and into your veins.

But you let it slip accidently.

"Yet, you're blind as a bat when it comes to matters of the heart."

Wonwoo's eyes widen, flickering up to look at you.

"W-what?"

"Um-"

"Okay," the glass door slides open and Seungkwan waddles in, with his arms full of supplies. Soonyoung is not too far behind him - he needs to check the laceration repair before the student patches it up. "We didn't have any two-by-two's so I got some four-by-fours to cut up and . . ."

Seungkwan's voice trails off as he feels Soonyoung's hand on his shoulder, holding him back from proceeding further as the older man sees it before he does.

Seungkwan holds the supplies close to his chest and points at himself, innocently, "Did I interrupt something this time?"

#wonwoo x reader #wonwoo scenarios #seventeen x reader #seventeen scenarios #ksjdfdkjfsdf #**runs and hides** #omg wtf did i just write #help this is so self-indulgent #i wanna vomit #ngl out of all fics this idea is probably my roman empire #like had this whole series planned out for the past 3(?) years #but alas #this is all i can amount to for now

[vyorei]

I'll never fucking get over this

A child killed every 10 minutes

DON'T IGNORE THIS.

3760 DEAD PALESTINIAN CHILDREN.

3760.

#free gaza #free palestine #gaza strip #irish solidarity with palestine #palestine #gaza #news on gaza #al jazeera #boycott israel #israel #Child death toll #I wanna vomit

[bucksangel]

okay, as a very poor american, is there anything I can do to help Palestine and Gaza in any way? i am so disgusted and heartbroken and a million other emotions over what’s happening and I want to do anything i can to help

#i’m like #i wanna vomit #i’m so scared for gaza #i don’t believe in any god #but i’m praying to anything that’s out there #free palestine #palestine #free gaza #gaza strip #gaza #𓆩♡𓆪 angel's thoughts 𓆩♡𓆪

[real-hot-grl-shi]

funny.

I had a dream about my ex yesterday and now I find out my ex now has another nigga today. I feel bad for whoever is about to go through hell and back.

#exes #black relationships #relationships #breakups #heartbreak #i feel like shit #I’m so nauseous #eughhh #🤢 #like 🤢🤢🤢 #i wanna vomit

[mrs-mandalorian]

Me, watching the last episodes of TCW as Order 66 slowly approaches

#i wanna vomit #star wars #my post #star wars blog #disney #revenge of the sith #darth vader #the clone wars #season 7 #order 66 #my anxiety is at an all time high

[watervirgos]

i got this in my recommended tweets and 🤡 idk if op is female or a tim but if she's female why are you doing this??? what level of mental illness is this ??? objectively Dylan isn't even one of those model type tims that get hype for their fashion

every day I wake up and have to see this man's face on social media

#i wanna vomit #mine #radfem safe #terf safe

[howdywrites]

My office, which was already short staffed, just had a full time employee quit right before one of our peak busy weeks 😃 and I started my period 😃 and I'm alone in the office now while everyone else takes their hour long lunches 😃 and my grandmother is in the hospital 😃 and it's official Hot outside and I almost fainted picking up the slack left behind from the coworker who quit 😃😃😃😃

I'm in hell

#and im in so much pain #i wanna vomit

[sudaca-swag]

whats happening rn between the bodoque vs gomez adams is what happens when u allow the consular vote

#i wanna vomit #latine tag

[skyhawkstragedy]

no but like this is such a toxic relationship i can'ttttttttttttttttt

this is so icky

#bb24 #i wanna vomit #it's like alyssa and kyle switched bodies #bb24 alyssa #bb24 kyle #what's sad about this is that he's gonna look 10x as scummy as she was when she did the same thing two weeks ago

[astraykiel]

Late Fall, Brindleton Bay🍂🍁🌬️

A new restaurant just opened up in town, Mya would never miss the chance to try some new food!

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#and so she dragged nick along~ #ugh they're so cute #i wanna vomit #ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #sims 4 community #ts4 screenies #ts4 screenshots #sims 4 gameplay #sims 4 screenshots #sims 4 edit #sims 4 story #ts4 story #ts4 edit #somewhere only we know #sowk #mya harris vector* #nickolas moreland*

[tyler-is-hot]

anxiety vomit is the worst feeling ever

#anxienty #social anxiety #anxitey #anxi4ty #anxiety memes #anxeity #anxious #i wanna vomit #vomit mention #tw vomit #im gonna puke #puke #i feel like i’m gonna puke #cw vomit #actually mentally ill #mental illness innit #mentally ill #mental illness #god help me #suffering

[bearfeathers]

stressed about needing to request time off from work for being stressed 🤦

#🐻.txt #like i wish i could not have constant thoughts about how everyone must be annoyed with me #and think i'm a big lazy baby #new therapist meetings this week #i wanna vomit #everything happens so much

[glutenfreegf]

i posted a little bit ago that stuff was really bad and i wanted to rant but then even more horrible stuff happened and i’m really struggling-i got really overwhelmed n i haven’t been able to reply to anyone i’m so sorry but if u reached out to me i appreciate it :,(

#i wanna vomit #i’ve felt like tinges of anxiety everyday for the past week #captains log

[ferrariprince16]

you know what nico, i really think max is going to win. go max

#i wanna vomit #i dont know how i wrote that #but yes go max #p.text

[starmvchine]

”I’m literally him”

no, your so close, your actually the reason I don’t trust people anymore :3 ^_^ >.<

#so cute #i wanna vomit

[eruhamster]

not to be annoying but i do think a lot of people mischaracterize falin. shes got the most drastic canon v fanon thing going on. which i guess makes sense bc 1. we dont see much of her and 2. lot of the fan stuff are anime-onlies that have seen even less

but i think like a good 90% of the time i see falin-centric art or posts im like hrm hrm hrm thats all wrong no nope no-siree

she's just a cool chick that takes life as it comes, doesn't hold grudges even against a mother that apparently was trying to beat the magic outta her, finds her older brother the coolest person in the world, and has autism about observing life (and death, she loves the ghosts she has a connection to) and nature and taking care of things (including taking care of her brother, which is why she's even in the dungeons; she saw her scrawny mess of a brother and decided she had to fix that).

and i think my favorite part that people don't talk about is... she would have done the same for marcille or laios if it were one of them that was eaten. you could see it in her eyes:

it's what shuro misunderstands about her. it's easy to see her feminine, cute, good girl pieces and forget the rest of her. but she loves things to an ends-of-the-earth extent; the kind of caring that makes you a little insane. and that's how I think she and laios end up on the same page with their weirdness. they have different interests, but they are the same level of committed to those interests.

it's easy to love her, because she probably loves you just as much, if not more.

EDIT: for the love of god stop reblogging this only to add some comment or tag or reply saying 'op you forgot [BLATANTLY FANON INTERPRETATION]'. falin as we know her is not a pushover/people pleaser/infantilized, see this version of my post. also stuff like 'female shuro was in love with laios in the genderbent comic' and 'falin was going to marry shuro because she felt bad' are just things you made up in your head

#idk i love her #dont take this as insulting i like when people do anything with her i just wanna vomit my feelings #dungeon meshi #another example of this is how she takes the dragon with her when she's resurrected #it isn't like her to leave that little thing behind #wriggling helplessly in the grass #she picked that little thing up and took it with her without a second thought