#i wanna be done

[treasure-goblin]

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#i could just delete everything #make it all go away #tell like two people my alt we can keep in touch but thats about it #although theres 4 people I'd miss #i wanna be done #i want to take control of this situation and the only way to do that is extremes #“you cant be in control all the time” i fucking know that no one knows that better than me my entire life has been someone elses #ever since this shitshow began #and now i have a way to take control right in front of me #but it means cutting off everyone and starting anew #and as tempting as that is #my actions hold consequences #not just for me #so im stuck #like i always am #actually... #only 10 people would really notice...

[meownotgood]

it feels so good to finally have time to work on my fic again!!!!

#it feels like it's been forever lol #I rewrote the whole beginning portion for chapter 2 #and it's still not perfect but I feel much more confident about it now #next step is going to be editing all the smutties in the chapter #after that will be writing the ending and wrapping up #and then it will finally be ready to post #how long has it been... how long has this stupid fic held me hostage #I WANNA BE DONE #I'll try and work steadily this week #unfortunately my editing process is... very long #so I can't promise I'll make much headway #but I will try and that's what counts #slow writing is still writing... #thanks for sticking with me... when the near-final draft is done for the second chapter I'll be ready to post the first #I want to break free too much aki sex has poisoned my feeble brain

[unmooredpoet]

slamming my head against the wall

#thinking about someone i shouldn’t be #i wanna be DONE #this isn’t fucking fair

[ducks-ducks-gooses]

Do you ever just feel stuck? Like everything and everyone hates you. But then something good will happen and you'll be fine, making it so that no one will ever know how much it hurts, how much you hate everything. You don't quite wanna die, but you'd be fine if you did.

#tw depressing thoughts #sad thoughts #i wanna be done

[heavyhitterheaux]

I'm writing one more paragraph and DASSIT!

#this paper isn't even long #i have no motivation #i wanna be done #when is graduation!?

[violetcancerian]

I'm sO FUCKING CLOSE TO GETTING THIS ASSIGNMENT DONE AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

#hobbit talks #andy rambles #i just wanna be done #i wanna be done #personal #school #dont mind me

[caparrucia]

4pm meeting on a Friday is a Geneva convention violation.

#shut up rie #i wanna be done

[viktuurionice]

My old art gets tolerable to look at without embarrassment by 2015.

Unfortunately I have art dating back to like 2006 to scan.

This is a fresh level of hell. Like it could be a lot worse but also hgjdjsjjsjsjjs I don't wanna look at it right now. But if I don't scan it they'll never see the light of day again since I'm getting rid of stuff for the move... and I'm scanning so I don't lose what's left of all my old art.

#its a grueling process though #i wanna be done #i keep finding more sketchbooks in boxes #ive barely made a dent

[vytels]

Silently waiting for more time so that I can write freely rather than be trapped between classes and work

#someone save me #i wanna write so bad #ahhhhhhhh #I love my classes but please #I wanna be done #let me be free

[monnieriot]

I never am charging my phone again too much stupid drama it’s at 2 percent and I’m just done seems like too much of a frustration

#I wanna be done

[draygon-lord]

Vent

#i know im not good enough #i know i cant do much and i am so tired #i feel useless and like just a bursen qnd i wanna be done #i wanna be done

[caluski]

So sick of this overly negative meme that shows up every single fucking month so made my own version.

#Like thought we were done with the self depreciating jokes where the punchline is 'I wanna kms'. Whatever #pogaduchy

[muiromem]

I don't want to be tired!!! I don't want to be in pain everywhere!!! I want my house to be unpacked and organized and finished without having to break my body day after day to do it!!!

I just want to decorate a Christmas tree and string lights up outside and bake nice cookies and watch Star Trek. I hate moving house so goddamn much.

#can't even focus on buying christmas presents #which i LOVE TO DO #because everyone has also been too busy to make them #don't even know if my list is coherent or complete #because I have been too brain-dead to think of anything #uuuuuugh #i wanna be DONE #i don't want to listen to my mother complain every second of every day

[raptorrobot]

...like antennas to heaven

link to the full image

#ultrakill #ultrakill fanart #ultrakill earthmover #creations of raptor #tumblr compression made the raw file of the whole comic look like ass so i had to meticulously split it into multiple images #the little gaps are mildly annoying but i promise it is better than seeing this in like 140p #the full image is linked though if you wanna experience it as fully intended #anyways #this is the most insane project i've done in a while #the book in 7-4 man . it just Hit #you were beautiful . #perfect closure . #the pages of the book are blank . #THE PAGES OF THE BOOK ARE BLANK .

[filibusterfrog]

hybrids <3

#my art #tiefling #orc #dragonborn #elves #dwarf #these are all i wanna do at the moment if theres a race you want done #feel free to do your own spin on things

[traumalimbo]

A summary of events

October: left my abusive ex, learned that people do care about me, learn just how isolated I was, hopeful for the first time in a long time, promised 6 months at this new place to get back on my feet

November: things were ok but not great, there's no right choices at this place either, learn that I was only helped so her partner would shut up, be repeatedly called a leech despite paying to be there and doing chores and cooking, only 1 person out if the 3 of us matters and gets a say and she hates me

December: receive expensive early Xmas gift, get told it's unacceptable for me to be there for 6 months cuz she doesn't want me there, cause a fight by telling the other person involved, get yelled at to leave while she's upset or else, leaving for the night was wrong somehow, get blamed for all their problems, no longer welcome back there and all my stuff is sent back to my ex, now homeless with no possessions in the winter, start couch surfing

January: only allowed to stay at places if I allow free access to my body at any time with no complaints, got my phone back and some of my clothes, living out of a backpack, keep getting blamed for problems that existed before I was around, spent time living outside on and off to get away from it all, realize I only have 1 person left in my life who still cares about me, don't trust it since its never real, lose my job due to being homeless and abused

February: found a place that would let me stay if I pay and do chores and cook, the guy there decided he was entitled to my body and starts fucking me behind his wife's back, I'm not allowed to say no

March: no change really things continue to be awful and I have no say in any of it, learn I don't matter beyond my open legs

April: get kicked out of that place due to being too helpful I guess, last remaining friend takes me in, staying at his parents house

May: nothing feels worth it any more, I don't really exist I'm just something to be used and tossed aside, niceness and caring hurt and are dangerous traps used to hurt me more

June: I still miss you constantly and wish I could have done better or maybe more, I am here physically, I feel this place is another place that I'm not wanted but begrudgingly allowed to stay for now,

July: there's no space for me here, there's no space for me anywhere, constantly walking on eggshells, put up with whatever is demanded with no complaint, privacy is not a right here

August: my birthday, lost 100% of my remaining income to pay off a debt my ex managed to pass off to me, told to take him to court but I don't have money for that, I'm just dead weight now, I cannot financially contribute anymore and that's the only thing that's allowed to matter, if I stay ill become a financial burden, if I leave I'll become an emotional one

2 more months and it'll have been a year since I tried to save myself only to have it all come crumbling down and down and down.... I wonder how it'll proceed to keep getting worse from here

#venting and stuff #idk really #im just lost and confused and hurt #i don't know what to do anymore #since everything i do is wrong #and its all my fault anyways #im sure i deserve it somehow i guess idk #i wanna be done #i cant take any more of this