#i truly am my own worst enemy

[ranna-alga]

Crowley's subtle but devastating shift in expression before and after Aziraphale's "you're the bad guys" comment (I need to be sedated)

#ranna word dumping #it's LITERALLY giving “his eyes softened” #in the WORST WAY!!!!! #you can just see his heart shatter a little more from those eyes and eyebrows #the spanish flu must have returned because i am severely unwell #i hate making discoveries that hurt me so much #i truly am my own worst enemy #good omens #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #go2 #good omens 3 #aziracrow #no nightingales #ineffable husbands #ineffable divorce #crowley #aziraphale #crowley and aziraphale #aziraphale and crowley #crowley x aziraphale

[dark-elf-writes]

There’s nothing quite like opening the planning doc for a fic you haven’t worked on in a while to see that your outline STOPPED AT THE LAST CHAPTER POSTED

#the elf talks #Ah yes. the assurance from my past self that I wouldn’t possibly forget this plot #and present me who definitely forgot #I truly am my own worst enemy

[effervescentdragon]

*sigh* okay yeah imma watch dawn of justice now bcs ofc i am

#i am truly my own worst enemy

[sableshorecomic]

The crisis of being a writer who plans far in advance is that I've got so many incredible moments I'm just dying for you to see, but some of them will take over a decade to see the light of publication.

#beyond the sable shore #sable shore #webcomic #webtoon #I am truly my own worst enemy #writing

[meili-sheep]

Not an ask or request-- this is just me appreciating the work you put into this blog, the constant motivation and energy you have to looking thru all of our ridiculous asks and ideas and bullshit, and laughing along with our ridiculousness and sharing and adding on your thoughts and opinions with us.

Thank you for providing such a wonderful and safe place and community for all of us to talk about our shared interests of genshin, diluc, and whatever spawns of hell we conjure (i am looking at you, person who started kaeven horse). Thank you so much. Your posts never fail to bring a smile to my face and i hope you feel as much happiness as we do when you scour through the genshin crack that fills your inbox.

Thank you for the time you set apart in your day, away from work or school or whatevers going on in your life right now to just hang out with this little slice of the internet, filled with diluc simps, brain rotting genshin players, and just people who enjoy your posts in general.

I hope you continue have a great day, week, month, year, and life :)) dont forget to rest and hydrate and take care of yourself as well :))

I love you (parasocial) AHAHAHA

I'm really so happy you are enjoying yourself!

I really do love seeing everyone's theory, and I like seeing different people's points of view. And I like having calm debates with them. I know a lot of board community is kinda crappy. So I try my best to make this a place where people can share any genshin idea without real fear.

I do eventually want to move into other things. As I want to move into original things. As well. I've always been passionate about writing and wanting to share my ideas and stories with people. But my confidence has never been great. And I was told growing up I would never be able to live off my writing. But In the past year, I've been slowly trying to become a healthier person. My own person. A person I can be proud of. And though sometimes it takes me a while to answer everything, I love doing it! And messages like these reaffirm to me that I'm finally on my right path.

So Thank you! And I'll work to keep doing my best.

#just a little ramble #I truly am my own worst enemy lol #but i'm getting better #Maybe one day I'll talk more openly about #some of the stuff i've been through #just to tell people it's ok if it takes a long time to heal #and it's ok to give up on people's expectation of you #but i'm not in a good place for that yet #but seriously thank you for thsi #I'm so happy people like it here #life has been rough for the past few year and change #but I'm finally managing to pick myself up

[bolithesenate]

On the one hand I do take immense pride in the fact that I try to write absolutely wildest, most canon divergent shit possible for my fics,

but on the other hand I catch myself basically every day staring at my ao3 going like “I sure do wish other people would bake the same cakes as me :’(”

#and the cake in question will be like.... chili-lemon cake with mushroom frosting and look like a clown face #i am my own worst enemy #truly tho #its a curse #fic writing #TT #random boli thoughts

[awakenedmaiden]

tfw you spend the whole night thinking of headcanons you want to talk about instead of falling asleep but then you wake up too sleepy to discuss them.

#empty palace ~ ooc #I am truly my own worst enemy

[harpothemarx]

I'm currently running on 4 hours of sleep, but I just had an idea for a DS9 board game and I will never know peace until I write the premise down

#I am truly my own worst enemy

[dark-elf-writes]

I think my number one flaw as a writer is that I am such ass at thinking of names and titles and this always haunts me when I have to THINK OF WHAT TO CALL THE EIGHT MILLION AUS I MAKE

#the elf talks #truly I am my own worst enemy #cant stop making new things and have to name all the things I make #I’m an ideas guy not a details guy

[plzu]

me checking off arbitrary boxes on my imaginary checklist: ok so now that i finally drew something that didn't make me want to rip the hair out of my skull, i can finally re-focus on writing.

#the mental blocks that i put there myself. i truly am my own worst enemy

[techs-feral-wife]

Idk why I'm cryptic as fuck in my writing notes...

One of the scene descriptions in my outline just says "Mesh'la"

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN MAX??? (I know what mesh'la means)

That is the least helpful thing I've ever written

#Everything I do is to make things harder for my future self #I am truly my own worst enemy #max says things

[cheolism]

*gets up at 5 am to get stuff done

*spends three hours watching hockey highlights*

#I am truly my own worst enemy #from Katie

[eternallys]

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#did a somewhat practice driving test today and fucked up like 3 times 😔😔 #so . good job it was only a practice bc otherwise thatd been a failure 😣 #but like. after discussing it. i truly am my worst enemy #bc my instructor has said past few weeks the amount of times i second guess myself or lose confidence #is when everything goes wrong and that usually i’m actually doing okay #but bc i start fretting i mess up 😭😭😭 #and tbh its smth i already know. ive always been my own worst enemy with literally everything #and its so frustrating #i feel like im so close to getting it right and being ready #but i literally got next weeks two lessons and then its test day 🧍🏻‍♀️ #i feel like the only positive is that she at least said i handled the lesson much better than she thought i would 😭😭 #and that except for those 3 big mess ups. i passed off most mistakes quite well #its the most amount of times shes had to physically stop me/move the wheel for me 😔 #but if she thought it wasnt an absolute disaster then im taking that as a good thing #next week ive asked to practice parking bc every time ive like. done it fine so i actually dont know how to fix parking mistakes #i mean i know its small adjusts but like ive never actually had to do it 😭😭 #and even tho in lessons ive parked in the lines everytime. knowing my luck during the test will be the one time im out of the lines #and will need to fix it 😭😭 #personal

[jonathanbrostar]

Broke my unspoken self-imposed rule of not engaging in discourse on tumblr, mostly because I assumed I would be ignored as always lol. Don’t worry everyone I won’t make that mistake again

#idiot musings #I truly am my own worst enemy lol

[stupidusernamerequest-blog]

Constantly surprised that my poor life choices have negative consequences.

#why does this keep happening? #I am my own worst enemy #this isn't anything truly awful #just a massive lack of sleep due to my inability to complete a task I've had weeks to do but only started this afternoon #you know #the usual

[bixiaoshi]

ah my friend was right i did keep thinking abt it.

#yeah. yeah i am my own worst enemy. one bad thing and i'll just keep thinking abt it for the next month or so #idk i just feel weird of being seen as someone that is just part of a group chat while i did consider this person my friend lol #i was wrong ig lmao. i may just stop acting as i would do w a friend #with a friend that considers me a friend #i feel like i was taken for granted for a bit but eh. #it's not even the fact that she doesn't want to get close to us but how she put it. idk that bothers me #like idk being told that a group of ppl i grew attached to is just a whatsapp group as if i wasnt allowed to form relationships from there #feels so wrong to me !!! bc i wouldn't spend my day w ppl who i consider just a whatsapp group!!!!!! i wouldn't even make plans with those #ppl!!!!!!!! #maybe i am overthinking it and maybe i should just drop it but i can't!!!!!!!! and i don't know why i can't!!!!!!!!!!!! #like it makes me feel i was wrong and i am still wrong for craving deep connections w ppl i care and idk maybe i am a fool for still trying #maybe i should stop considering this person a friend of mine bc truly if im just seen as someone of a groupchat it should be reciprocal 👍 #my god i want to cry #AGAIN #jo.txt