#i totally fucked up this assignment

[coatl-cuddles]

I've been busy with hw stuff which is why I don't have anything real to post so I hope you like ghostbusters

#what if ghostbusters was a cartoon #haha damn thats craaaazy #i totally fucked up this assignment #my professor is gonna kill me very cool very epic #i know what to do next time now #which is #shocking #more shots #ghostbusters #idk how that fandom tags stuff?? #egon #seymour #stanley #vekman #??? #idk how to spell #here catch #this is for you #im a fake fan and forgot their proton packs half the time soz #and before u ask no this is not all of it #my art

[ruporas]

pre-trimax

#vashwood #trigun maximum #trimax #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #anyone else think about an universe where wolfwood was not assigned to be vash's guide and was just a normal regular guilt-ridden mf that #meets vash along the way #and they happened to be friends. maybe a little more than friends bc TO ME #vash had a little crush on ww when they first met. he stroked his chin he gave 2 coins to 2 children when he only had 3 he told him his #smile was sad as fuck like #totally crush-able 11/10 and imo ww is pretty charming when it comes to strangers and first meetings #he's naturally kind and casual in tone. he likes the mundane he likes townspeople #it's much more apparent when he gets the chance to just hang out like pre-trimax and in that chapter in vol 7 #when they go to a bar and he's just chatting up with the barkeeper. and in the first few chapters of trimax actually #to me he's a lot more sociable than vash is Tbh. ww is also good with children but i think vash is more impulsive enough to play with them #and be silly. its fun how they balance out like this even socially #anyway didnt even mean to ramble about that. its not on topic at all DFMGKSDGM #ruporas art

[catsconflictscopicsandchamomile]

been seeing lots of Chuck-As-Demiurge/"Flawed God" spn meta and it made me realize that my understanding of Chuck is???? not common????

so my hc/understanding was the Chuck Shurley was/is a human prophet who was possessed by God. First in the usual prophetic sense, then later as a "word of God" type prophet, like MAJOR biblical-level power, in order to pass God's direct thoughts/opinions on to Sam and Dean- and then lastly, God took Chuck as a full-time vessel.

so re: this, I kind of wondered if in the finale, the guy Sam and Dean left scrabbling on the ground was... just human Chuck. is it less meaningful? eh, kinda. does it make the finale make more sense? ...yup.

But most importantly. Picture this. You're a writer, creating OCs that you whump/angst/generally torture the CRAP out of, somehow this becomes an incredibly popular book series, you're touring, you're making BANK. Then later, you MEET YOUR OCS, they are REAL, and apparently so is magic, and the "prophet of God" thing that you thought was a writing/inspo device you'd made up is real, and God is talking to you. so uh, what the fuck. then everything goes black

and when you fade back in, its YEARS later, you're beat up and lying in the dirt, and yoUR OCS ARE STANDING OVER YOU, YELLING AT YOU FOR MAKING THEIR LIVES MISERABLE

THE GUYS *YOU THOUGHT WERE YOUR WHUMP OCS*

TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE MORTAL AND WILL INEVITABLY AGE AND DIE LIKE EVERY OTHER HUMAN

AND THEN DRIVE AWAY IN THE CAR THAT *YOU HAD THOUGHT YOU MADE UP*

all before you can get out so much as a coherent "what the fuck is going on"

like I'm sorry. conceptually that's hilarious

the whump OC you made when you were 25: "YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE A NORMAL BORING LIFE AND AGE AND GET OLD AND DIE! FUCK YOU GOODBYE FOREVER"

you:

#spn #chuck won theory #chuck spn #spn meta #chuck supernatural #listen the Demiurge theories are fascinating but have we considered that Chuck may just be Some Guy #washed up YA writer working at costco with the unerasable knowledge that he was POSSESSED BY THE CHRISTIAN GOD #is (human)Chuck good? hard to say. honestly seems like a totally basic kinda boring guy who got in WAY over his head #through no fault of his own #I'm not gonna try to assign morality to The Christian God. “is an omniscient deity who actively desires the apocalypse evil” fuck man idk #thats getting into actual Theology and Religious Studies #but calling God “Chuck” IS hilarious and I think we should keep doing it

[piplicious]

ok guys weather report :

likely a few more days without art or much activity coming bc while i got used to juggling uni+job+job, i now have shit ton of documentation to do after unis teachinf practise shit fuck fuck penis fuck period and boy is it not fun.

#i only got to make some progress on a wip by staying up after midnight #but im not gonna keep doing that bc. i already wake up looking like a zombie #not good. i need to talkto people of all ages (6 days a week) and smile at them and pretend im a fairy gottmother #ok ok let me complain here please. OVER 50 MICROSOFT WORD DOCUMENTS TOTAL TO BE WRITTEN AND PRINTED OUT #AND I HAVE LIKE A WEEK AND +- SOME DAYS. ME AN AVERAGE very smart and talented and hot HUMAN CAT ALL ALONE #i wouldve had 2 months if my assigned teacher did not fuCK UP #so yeah please dont expect much from me for now #i tried doodling a pip just now but idk some exhaustion or art block fuckery happened it came out shit #and i got so angry i rage quit

[ringneckedpheasant]

my opinion of my roommate just gets worse & worse the older his kids get

#& it’s like. I never knew him super well & especially not now but #it’s fucking crazy that despite him 1) having adhd & 2) recognizing that his own dad was abusive #he still thinks it’s totally normal to yell at his wife about how their 11 y/o is a ‘lazy piece of shit’ because he asked #asked for help last minute on an assignment #his wife was legit like ‘he didn’t tell us earlier because he doesn’t feel comfortable talking to us about it (school)’ #& he just. kept repeating the same kind of abusive shit about their kid #dude I wonder if the fact that you say that kind of stuff so loud I can hear it with noise cancelling headphones #has anything to do with why your kid doesn’t want to tell you when it happens 🙄 #i was literally Just talking to my therapist on friday abt #my mom recently bringing up my poor performance in HS & it was. mostly because of stuff I now see happening w [kids name redacted]

[elliebartlets]

so much shit is going on with all sides of my family and I’m feeling very overwhelmed

#my grandfather is probably going to die within the year #and I walked in on my mom crying the other day about it #which made me sad and made it more real #cause it feels like it was a long time coming but also feels like it happened too fast #my great aunt has really bad problems with her hip and can’t get it replaced because she’s so old and had a stroke #so there’s a risk of putting her under anesthesia #and not only is she in so much pain and can barely move to eat or go to the bathroom #but she lives alone and her daughters who live near her won’t visit her!!! #she has a granddaughter who visits her the most but she’s also busy with work and her kid and stuff #I truly don’t know all the details but they’ve always been weird like the one daughter always accused her husband (her stepdad) of #“playing favorites” with the other daughter. and it’s like? get over yourself #I’d understand if my great aunt was a horrible mother or something but she doesn’t seem to be #plus she raised her granddaughter (one of her daughters kids) so the least that daughter could do is fucking visit her #idk I just feel so bad for her and hope she’s ok #plus there’s stuff going on with my brother which I’m not getting into on here #it’s just like all of this was slowly building up and it all crashed down at once #oh and my uncles mom died (not my grandmother or blood related to me at all) and my aunt will not go to the funeral cause my one uncles #sister is a total c u next Tuesday #like I met my uncles 2 sisters once 20+ years ago when I was in my aunts wedding #so I don’t remember them but everything I hear about them reminds me of the sopranos family #stereotypical new jersey Italian family that hates each other #like down to the siblings too. one sister who is insane and starts fights (Janice) and the other who is more “normal” who I don’t #hear about as much (baraba) #then you have my uncle who is very hot and cold like Tony soprano. plus possibly involved in the mafia or mob or something #I’m not overwhelmed by my uncles family/mom dying btw #it’s just some family drama that’s adding fuel to the fire of stuff happening #ANYWAY #breakdown/vent over! back to my assignments! #personal

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

I wanna personally apologize to the many many many people who have asked me things recently that I have not answered.... I have... so many exams.... and everything hurts....

Brain has an out of service sign on it at the moment. Please return in 8-9 business days.

#fumking dying atm jfc #gaAHGGH #whoever invented back to back exams should be burned alive i think #you put your 100% into one exam and are sleep deprived and dying #and then you wake up the next morning feeling like death with like... an academic hangover worse than any hangover youve ever had before #and then... you have to go write... another exam... #worth like 40% of your grade #yeah yeah yeah yeah chiiiiiill. that is definitely a great way of showing that i know thr material. #take what I can write in 4 hrs in a high pressure situation while im two seconds away from death #thats totally gonna represent my understanding of the content #motherfuckers of court: i have SIX exams #back to back to back #literally no breaks #AND TWO ASSIGNMENTS DUE AT THE SAME TIME #WHO THE FUCK DECIDED THAT #anyway im fucking dead rip 🙏👍👌✌️🤘 #on that note i WILL be unhinged for the next week because im running on like 2 hrs of sleep every night and way too much fucking redbull #and im stressed tf out #so maybe block me for a week or two #im serious i am already insane and ive done 10% of it. for your own sanity leave. im either not gonna exist for two weeks #or everyone is going to be ridiculously aware of my lack of sanity

[the-kipsabian]

tomorrow is such an important day, im a mcfucking nervous anxious wreck already gOD

#got the school interview tomorrow #i just. really want this. something needs to change in my life and getting to study something im genuinely interested in #and something i genuinely like and i know i could do as a career would mean everything to me #unfortunately if i do become a student thats gonna put a terrible dent on my finances as well as i have to move and thats gonna be #the next four years of my life. but i also just REALLY want this #my life needs a meaning. and this could hopefully be it #i have no idea what they are gonna ask in the interview but apparently its gonna be scored from 0 to 60 points which. nerve wracking #the other assignments were 0 to 20 so its total out of a 100. i know i have at least ten points so far if i got to the interview lol #but yeah im. i just really hope it goes well. i really need this. im tired of not going anywhere not doing anything not having a future #please. i dont ask for much. ive had enough rejections this year already idk what im gonna do if i dont get this or any of my backup plans #just.. yeah. im tired but i gotta set up stuff tomorrow oof. pull my assignments up and set up my laptop for the interview and hhhh #im just. nervous #idk what im gonna do if i fail this #and thats fucking terrifying #god i hope i can sleep tonight mmm #night is an absolute mess on main

[bitegore]

dear lord, i really do just walk around domming everyone to look even slightly trainable in my presence completely by accident huh

#friende of a friend months ago was talking about how they wantted to get better at art and completely out of nowher i was like 'i'll give #you assignments to fix your shit' and then totally forgot becuase it was months ago and we were both busy at the time. they brought it up n #now and like #well yeah ill still do that. it's barely even a sex thing for me. but also dear fucking god LMAO #i love looking at anyone in my social circle and going 'i'm going to train you up like a dog' #why do i do this. #anyway where's that post that's like 'it's cute to be a sub w/out a dom but its not cute to be a dom w/out a sub' or whatever like. im #not falling prey to those traps because instead i just start training near strangers in discord servers #to like draw faces better or work out once a week #if you're gonna be like 'that's not domming that's not a sex thing' know this: yes it is. for me #ohhhh that's got to be why e says i have the vibes of if a dad friend was bad at being a father #i've been trying to work that one out for months and failing

[boombams]

STOP OMG IM GONNA ACTUALLY START SOBBING STOP STOP STOP I HAVE TO FINISH THIS STUPID THING I CANT THINK ABT BLROBOS NOWLAKSJUHERGIER

#spotify dj throwing up Yuri on Ice without me even knowing i heard the first note and immediately felt close to tears shut up shut up shut #god god god i love yoi so much. yuuri katsuki thanks man u r my everything i havent known u for long but ilysm. pls get me through the- #-next week pls that would be amazing pls thanks. i cant stop thinknig about viktuuri now. man i need to sob and lie on the floor #watching yoi in the span of one day when a big assignment was due in the next 36 hours was not a good idea. but it totally fucking was #thanks yoi i was able to survive november ....... mwa mwa mwa im getting emotional now wtffbashbahahahahhalsdjkfruh #ok im normal now #hae talks nonsense

[brainjuicey]

my mind is so funny for making me relive my worst nightmares and memories everytime I go to sleep

#my uncle is threatening to harm me and my family again but especially me this time for some reason but this time we're making a case #and if it goes to trial ill have to testify even though he hasnt come up to the house and ive never seen the text messages #and i have all my end of year assignments due rn and im dying from stress #and i still havent passed my drivers license its all so #overwhelming #and then i have to go and dream about the christmas i went to visit my bff and ex in germany #and crashing at my bffs house he got drunk and assaulted me over and over and in my sleep as well #and then i went to my exs and we stayed w her family for xmas eve and they were horrible to me and then we broke up that night #and she just cried forever and said i deserved better and i just sat there in bed like how did i even get here totally detached #you invite me to xmas with my family in another country only to realise that you'll never be mentally stable enough to move and be with me #and its been like 7 months since i made that decision and you could've told me something before? but you didn't? #life was good when i was the one making all the sacrifices. right. #life was good when i did all the work. but as soon as you have to enforce your own boundaries its too hard. #do you ever believe someone when they say theyre getting better? and then look like a fool? #every now and then i remember something about that relationship that makes me fucking angry #its all very. art installation i just cant help myself

[pallases]

YGHHHHFHF interviews are a joke

#‘tell me about a time that you had to explain a complex technical problem to someone with little technical background’ no. fuck uou #i don’t Have an experience like this. unless we’re considering my incomprehensible rambles on here which i don’t think count as explaining #the problem is that i incorporate the arts into my engineering assignments and conversations all the time ex flute experiment for data #analysis class. and i have to explain what’s going on there bc most ppl in engineering do not know these things. but there aren’t really any #opportunities to do the opposite w arts ppl like no humanities class is giving me an assignment that lets me just go on abt coding or logic #gates or breadboards or whatever #personal #the engineering chronicles #also ‘why are manhole covers round’ ????? #this wasn’t a real interview ftr. just a practice one that im drafting answers to rn. but #edit okay just made up some bullsht abt a presentation to my honors class on coding. it’s not totally bullshit because i did actually plan #to give a presentation on this (assignment was to pick smth you know a lot abt that most ppl in the room wouldn’t and just talk abt it) but #ended up not having to bc it was a super informal thing that we wound up moving on after a class period but they don’t need to know that so.

[iinmysights]

I MITH YOU JAYJAY COME BACK FROM WAR!!!!!!!!

IM BACK FROM THE WAR IM BACK IM BACK‼️‼️‼️

#Ravage.png #windygf #AAAAAAAAAAAAAA I HAVE TO START A PAPER SO ITLL BE A SEC BEFORE I RB STUFF BUT AAAAAAAAAAA #long story cut short 🙏: i had a bit of depression and lotta guilt bc i got into an accident that totaled my car but i just came home with a #fucking /camaro/ it’ll be like probs $5k to repaint fix the tiny damage/scratches reupholster with leather and change the radio but ITS MY #DREAM CAR I GOT MY DREAM CAR AND IT WAS SO BEAUTIFULLY CHEAP ESP WITH IT NOT EVEN HAVING 80K MILES and i’m making it barricade and when i #walked in my brother was listening to an orchestra play ‘arrival to earth’ from the t.ransformers 2007 soundtrack and i’m like ITS A FUCKING #SIGN I WAS MEANT TO HAVE THIS CAR (+ 2 other people were there looking eager enough to buy it straight up but we got there first >:333) #also my friend came over last weekend for like a day but we got to visit for a bit which was super nice #and i’ve been hella busy trying to work out driving with one car with my mom since 4 people need to be places during the week so i was press #*dead wtf is press. and uni started 💪😔 which is where that paper i mentioned comes in but i don’t think it’ll be too hard to do if i really #dig into the nuances of whatever ethical dilemma i’ve been presented. i hope i was presented with an ethical dilemma i haven’t checked and #the assignment has been available since monday 😬 ANYWAY HOW HAVE U BEEN ITS BEEN LIKE 2 WEEKS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

[ban-joey]

it would rule if i could request an extension on an assignment on the basis of "talked abt some fucked shit i haven't thought about in 6 years in therapy tonight and i do not feel like a person anymore." anyway back to coding

#yeah sorry jeff i totally thought i had dealt with the whole being assaulted thing and turns out #that shit actually leaves lasting impacts on your body's response to even the suggestion of physical & emotional intimacy #and now i can't even think about either without a heightened cortisol response #yeah i didn't think it worked like that for some reason man. anyway can i have an extra day for the stata assignment i gotta go throw up rq #doing therapy to process trauma and going to grad school at the same time was a really good idea. Finals are next fucking week

[wttcsms]

When do you think your Graves fic will be out? I've been super hype for it because I love your writing sm!! :33

when my job stops making me work 5 days in a row, with 4 of them being double shifts back to back lol

#this was said in a joking manner i promise #i genuinely have no fucking idea tho 😭😭😭 #i am home for a total of 9 hours and i spend like 5-6 of em sleeping (on a good day) #the rest is catching up on school assignments and getting ready for another shift i am so tired like all the time LMAO #LMAO IM THERE FOR THE AM AND PM SHIFTS

[latinokaeya-moving]

treated myself to the very short beginning section of three houses just now but i had to stop n turn off my switch when the game asked me to pick a house bc i started agonising over whether to go w edelgard first or just jump straight into the claude route

#x #fe posting #everyone and their momma says to leave verdant wind for last bc it’s the most satisfying to tie up all loose ends route #and to do azure moon or crimson flower first. bc they work better as one of the first routes #and i TOLD myself ok ok sure i’ll do edelgard first then that’s fine. i like her and a lot of the black eagle characters im sure it’ll be #fun. but meeting claude in game and giggling n twirling my hair over everything he says is KILLING MEEEEEE i can’t abandon him i can’t IM #GONNA FEEL SOOOO BAD #he’s so charming crying real tears rn. i Know what i need to do but man…. pain n suffering … #i remember seeing a take somewhere once that said smth abt how claude gets so permanently shut out of the true potential of his goals on any #route that doesn’t pick him bc he doesn’t get the chance to really establish himself / figure out all the secrets of the game #and so he’s just narratively. barred/locked out from his dreams for good. and ever since i read that it makes me wanna crawl up n DIE when #i think abt it CLAUDE. CLAUDEEEEEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #also just in general he’s SOO funny and quirky i love him so much he only said like maybe ten lines total but he’s literally such a riot #playing the game while knowing what his entire deal is is HILARIOUS he’s so fucking funny. and painfully tragic even from the get go. AUGH #one of his first things being calling himself the embodiment of distrust is so. it’s just so!!!!! like he WANTS u to know it’s all an act #EVERYONE knows it he’s not being subtle at all BUT THATS THE POINT!!!!! bc if everyone knows it’s an act that he plays around w then they #wont go snooping around as much!!!! AUGHHHHHHHHH !!!! CLAUDE !!!! #im going crazy i shouldn’t have played this i need to finish my last assignment first. n then i can lose my mind over claude #OHHH also can i just say his + edelgards first interactions are SOOOOO funny they’re so much fun. i love their little banter n back n forth #literally iconic showstopping no one can top them EVER #anyways. it’s almost 3am i need to sleep n write my essay tmrw lol