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gncrezan · 6 months

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some old @chrysanthemumgames hermes-seph sketches!!! some of it is established-relationship daydreaming but also a peek at my dark and twisted mind (sprawling intricate spidey au)

#colored that top left one for my sidebar. lol.#a/tsv release made me so sick about spider-man you had to be there. im still on my bullshit but its a little more maintained #mostly bc a/tsv actually came out and i was attacked by every terrible take ever. some of u should not consume media #i know its rich coming from the IF player who enjoys romance but not everything is about romance or self insertion or ocs #miguel tag was UNUSABLE. IM TRYING TO BLOG ABOUT HIS HYPOCRISY AND SEE FANART. NOT SEE FANFICTION!!!!!!#also coming out as the biggest raimispidey2 mj speech enjoyer. im sorry. raimi trilogy is a bit messy to me BUT #if u take the mj speech at the end of 2 then it is. SO SO SO CUTE TO ME. (ignore the context its in pls)#also how her first comic appearance was IN HIS DOORWAY TOO!!!!#of course it was quite easy to project that onto sephmes from my brain so. here we are #talking mostly about raimipetermj rn. but hermes is simply not a Nerd like maguire's pete. so some insp from 616 #but comics p/etermj is its own can of worms. i am taking bits and pieces of spideymedia i like and making my own sandcastle ok #sorry for spidey meta in the foa post i will shut up nyeow #fields of asphodel #foa #hermes #seph #and also i think hermes would make a crazy mj (the association with red and how intensely similar they are with how they present themselves #but the fact is . i really really love drop dead gorgeous seph who is wanted by everyone. its true. im one of them #<- i say this like the s in seph doesn't stand for s/pider-man. i have plenty of spideyseph doodles in the archive

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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tell me why i wrote 4k words of fantasy au the other night but overall Absolutely Nothing Happened in it

#like damn... the length of a Chonky Oneshot and like... 2 things occurred #i really need to cut back on conversations #once i start characters talking its impossible to make them shut up #like me!!!!#but geez. man.#its One Scene and its over 4k and its Not Done #it doesnt even start at the beginning! i started it like... partway through the mini plot i have in my head!#reminds me of that one 15k fic i wrote that was One Battle. it should've been 7k at most #i use to be good at keeping things at a nice length... not dragging it out... sighhhhhhhhh #absolutely unprompted #if anyone's curious the Scene is how the group learns about home #aka wally takes a hard hit. fuckign Dies.#and home is like 'well! time to go insane and slaughter everyone - then use their souls to revive him!'#while very much Ignoring wally's friends who are misjudging the entire situation #barnaby is an unreliable narrator when he doesnt know what the Fuck is going on & also his buddy got kia <3

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writer-room · 9 months

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I know this is just beating a dead horse at this point but good god Warriors really does have so many opportunities to write all kinds of different complex tales and relationships, even just as shorts, and it makes me so so sad. Even just the smaller things, the ones that almost hilariously ignore the bigger plot going on around them.

We all know Breezepelt, but I personally wanna know about his kids! I want to know what kind of father he is to four whole daughters. He’s the guy known for having daddy issues, is he a terrible father? Is he just an okay one? Is he genuinely trying really hard to be good? I want to know!

What about the aftermath of Brokenstar’s reign? What happened to the apprenticed kits who survived the ordeal? Did they remain as paws but had an extended training time? Were they put back in the nursery and expected to just go on knowing what the outside world looked like until moons later? What about the apprentices named before they were adults, were they changed back to paws? What kind of generational trauma did ShadowClan carry from Brokenstar, from all the children who died and all the ones who grew up much too fast?

Dawnpelt was known for mainly one thing: the cat who believed, wholeheartedly, that Jayfeather killed Flametail. She is now also the mother of Sleekwhisker, a Darktail obsessed villain, Juniperclaw, who briefly joined Darktail, poisoned prey, and is now dead and guarding the border between StarClan and the Dark Forest. And then there’s Strikestone, who joined Darktail for a bit but then didn’t do much else except also die. Thats two children dead, one who is denied redemption despite his willingness to, and a third child whos very murderous. Does that not fuck someone up, at least a little?

Pouncestep is my personal favorite simply because she has become the background character in a family of main characters. Lightleap is slowly getting a little bit of spotlight thanks to Blazefire, but Pouncestep is just...there. Literally what is her life even like, watching all her important family members deal with the worst thing ever five times a week. Is she minding her own business. I hope she’s just vibing. I want a calm short with her ignoring all the plot.

Moonkitti brought this up already, but she was so right for it, cause...what about all the cats named in honor of the dead? Hollytuft? Sorrelstripe? Fernsong? Even new Bristlekit and Stemkit, and so many more---does that not mess with a cat? We know it messed with Nightheart, and while being named after and related to Firestar I’m sure does some things to a dude, we have other cats who do look eerily similar to who they’re named after. Lets not even start with Cinderheart. With this naming tradition becoming more and more common, one has to wonder if ThunderClan is gonna be filled to the brim with cats that have some INSANE identity issues.

#warriors #warrior cats #headcanons #thoughts #ideas #text post #talk #breezepelt #brokenstar #dawnpelt #pouncestep #naming #sleekwhisker #shadowclan #ignoring everything else about breezepelt including how he was suddenly redeemed for everything like it was all crows fault #(crow did not help at all. he was a horrific father. breeze still tried to kill a pregnant lady)#i want to know what kind of dad he is!! we just HEAR that he has daughters & thats it!! no shut up what kind of dad are you #villains who are actually okay fathers? WILD CONCEPT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE IT #breeze whos like awful with everyone except his mom his wife & his kids. obsessed with it. i want to see more of it. i want to see him try #'my father has failed me but i will not fail you' & then failing as all parents will always inevitably do & feeling awful about it #only to accept that. well hes going to mess up. all parents will. what matters is how he tries to fix it & move on.#and dawnpelt! angst aside i think she'd get so much sht for getting mad at jay then needing refuge then having evil daughter #the pettiness. through the ROOF it would be kinda funny. but also sad cause yknow. she kinda lost all 3 of her kids #shadowclan has to have the worst trauma ever. brokenstar was like. 10 years ago? ish? around then #we have multiple cats who lived that long. even if so few survived from that reign then THEIR kids most certainly had to live through stuff #child soldiers. cats who had to grow up way too fast. it had to take a hit on their psyche. id like to see the reasons why shadow has so #many villain stuff happen with them. no its not cause theyre evil its because literally the worst things ever have happened to them #and they are desperate and scared and so deeply deeply traumatized #and then just pouncestep living her best life and all the cats having identity issues #horrayyyy

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engagemythrusters · 10 months

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if you call me neurospicy i am going to stomp your toes to smithereens.

#MY DISABILITY IS MORE COMPLEX THAN A QUIRKY LIL JOKE #SHUT THE FUCK UP !#god the way people talk about neurodivergence sometimes totally ignores the fact that IT CAN BE DEBILITATING.#THIS IS DISABLING FOR ME. I AM AUTISTIC AND IT IS PART OF MY DISABILITIES.#ITS NOT A CUTSEY JOKE MEANT FOR CENSORING #goddamn.#whats the tag everyone uses...#actually autistic #or smthn...#idk.#whatever.#im mad

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rosicheeks · 1 year

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Hey if you’re in a cute relationship I hope you stub your toe really hard 😌

#ok ignore me #I’m actually really happy for everyone in cute relationships #it’s just #I WANT ONE #when is it my turnnnnn #but I do think for everyone’s safety #no one should talk to me about lovey dovey crap for the next #month?#yeah hopefully month will be long enough #but I swear if anyone says something super cute #I’m going to rip out all my hair #and force it down their throat #I mean #what #😌#shut up rosie

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webvampzz · 12 days

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mfw i realize how shitty and bad i sound and that i should probably shut up and never talk again because i talked in the wrong tone and everyone thinks im an asshole but i forgot to analyze how my voice sounds because i have a specific voice for everyone so that they dont say i sound mean and like a military guard ans

#i should probably shut up and stop sounding likr an asshole #and i should go back into my room to listen to music and watch video essay and reflect on how its my fault and not actually my moms fault #for realizing that i have a different voice and talk differently bc i probably have a condition #that she wont realize bc she literally DoesNotCare and thinks everything is a conspiracy theory #or im an asshole #and everyone hates me #and i should not live #and that im a clo #sorry for the vent #i know im sillt usually i just wanted to get that out sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry #pls ignore this #ignore me pls #im just being silly #vent #vent post

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jorgecrespo · 3 months

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those pesky oscars are always keeping me on my toes

#not to sound better than everyone but this is literally my thing so reading other people'sopinions makes me mad because i'm better than them #first of all: a snub is not a snub when they've barely been nominated in any other award show #that's just poor campaigning go talk to someone else about that #second point: just because you didn't see a movie doesn't mean it's not deserving #you can't see two movies a year and get mad about shit #THIRD: you can't spend literally six months hyping up ryan gosling only to be pissed he's nominated #and everyone is gonna bitch about barbie while completely ignoring america's nom #also we literally need to stop talking about barbie it was a cute movie ruined by everyone talking about it constantly #which is actually why it probably got less noms than i thought #you the people did this #and maybe me too because here i am talking about it 😦#literally shut up no more talking about barbie in 2024 let's talk about some other movie #you can decide which one #if you've read all this hello!!! my offical predictions will be posted later today #this year i'm pretty confident even tho some noms are surprises #but again ..this is my thing so spirits are high

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sakebytheriver · 2 years

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Good god everyone in this tag shut the fuck up about the canonness or what the crew will write about the ship in the show because guess what?! I do not fucking care! The shippers of this ship do not fucking care! Shipping something is not about the canon potential of it. Why are you all so mad about some little blushing scenes? Leave the crew alone just because you don't like a ship that may become canon possibly does not mean they have done a bad writing crime, it just means you're not getting everything you wanted

I'm so exhausted of going into the tag for fun stuff and every post is like "huntlow shouldn't be canon because i have my own beliefs on what the sexual orientations of the characters should be and i think i have the ultimate authority on whether what the crew actually writes fits what the rest of the show has established already" or it's like "heres a long ass rant post that ive dressed up with all these seemingly progressive reasons for why the ship is problematic but in actuality im just a bitter shipper who is being confronted with the fact that my ship won't be canon" or it's shippers being like "in defense of my ship which has had exactly three scenes with slight blushes that for some reason everyone and their mother is getting upset by" as if they need to write this defense post in the first place as if shipping isn't just throwing characters at a wall and saying i like those two together because the ship tag is just overrun by a bunch of antis who always do shit like this when the fandom's favorite white boy falls for a woc and the shippers have to double as her defense squad (ive had to become a woc character defender so many goddamn times because she had the misfortune of being in a canon ship with a white man)

And I'd just like to say from the bottom of my heart, shut the Fuck up.

I'm so exhausted of this. I hate ship discourse, it's literally so stupid, why do you all care so much, get out of the tag if you wanna be negative about the ship, literally no one asked and now the ship tag which should be full of fun, nice, sweet content made by fans of the ship for fans of the ship is being clogged by antis and defense posts and I'm just so tired. Like do you know how many Notps I've had? Do you know how many ships I've hated beyond reason? Do you know how many of those ships were popular? Do you know how many of them were canon? There was one Notp that went canon that was one of the main reasons I stopped watching the show, but do you wanna know how many of these ships tags I posted in? How many of the shippers I annoyed or yelled at for shipping it? Did I ever try to tell the creators of the show they were wrong for making my Notp canon? God, no, because I was raised with something called Manners.

Have something negative to say? Have an opinion about a ship you don't like? Wanna tell people they're wrong for shipping what they ship and that their ship shouldn't be canon and that if the writers make it canon then they've betrayed you and the past writing they've done for the show? How about instead you ask yourself this question, Who tf cares? And then when the answer is obviously No One, then you just shut up. Thanks.

#ignore me #huntlow #everyone shut up #no one talk to me #im just so annoyed #each post in this tag is one after the other somebody being annoying #like god i came here for some fun content not to be bombarded by ship discourse #how is this the Willow ship everyones so pissed off about when the only other willow ships are the ones with her bullies #wow everyone really gets so mad when their poor little woobified meow meow white boy gets shipped with a woc #god everytime #i cant have one single nice fandom ever huh #tw swearing #rant #personal

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joyflameball · 7 months

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"Everyone wants mean lesbians until they actually get one 🙄" Now this might confuse and surprise you, but there are such concepts like "'mean lesbian' does not mean 'lesbian who is an asshole to everyone'" and "people dislike it when you are a self centered asshole"