#i started to like e2ls bc of it 😭😭

[flwoie]

MY GOD. I NEED TO STOP READING FOR A SEC CAUSE IVE BEEN FANGIRLING FOR THE PAST 41 MINUTES AND I FEEL BAD FOR NOT ANSWERING IT BCECAUSE I KEPT CRYING EVERYTIME I LOOKED AT IT

#💫 : sonata speaks #context: #jel aka luvrbin aka the author of THE princess journal just sent me an ask #saying how i was a passionate fan (WHICH IS 100% True) #and i just started bursting into tears #yes i may immature for this but #WHO FUCKING CARES #i can cry for whatever reason i want #ahahha if ur seeing this i jsut wanna say that i love ur works sm 😊 #u guys don’t understand how much i love princess journal #i read once or twice a month 😞 #i even made a satirical presentation about it #i started to like e2ls bc of it 😭😭 #i put so many references of it in my works 🙏🙏 #princessjournalfan87 #i even have a tag for it whenever i talk about it 😞😞

[blue-jisungs]

can u pls make a e2l with jeonghan? it can be however u want! also female reader pls pls

soup&&confession

a/n. i’ll do you one better: friends to enemies to lovers. i hope you like it, i kinda… got carried away with it…

also if you noticed that my recent works are academic-themed… sorry 😭 it’s my last year and finals are coming so i gotta cope with stress LMAOO

summary. you didn’t think that someone would see your breakdown. and above all, you didn’t think that this someone would be jeonghan, your academic rival.

warnings. cursing lol!! mention of skipping meals and sleep, not a warning but seungkwan and jimin (bts) cameo (bc he was the only k-pop star who’s jeonghan’s age i could think of😭)

words. ~2700

your leg was bouncing up and down under the desk, your eyes glued to the professor. jeonghan though, was focused on you with a shit eating grin on his face.

“what? are you nervous that you failed or something?” he cooed and you snapped your gaze towards him.

“pft, no” a lie “i was studying” another lie.

jeonghan rose his eyebrow in a cocky manner and stretched lazily.

“mhm. then you don’t mind if i can offer you bringing your test to you?” he asked.

“oh, you’re such a gentleman. no thank you, i can do it myself” you sent him a fake smile and stood up. the class was dismissed so you took your bag and rushed to get your test. you heard jeonghan following you, so you sped up.

the truth was that you didn’t even remember how all that bickering with him started. he’s just your academic rival. you were friends since high school and okay, he was your first crush but collage changed both of you. and things weren’t the same as they used to.

you grabbed your test off the desk and rushed out from the classroom, taking a glance at it. 61/100 points. you felt disappointed but frankly speaking, you didn’t study that much.

lately you felt overwhelmed by everything. not only tests and exams but also your job. and the winter season also made your mood worse. not to mention jeonghan always bugging you.

“so?”

you turned around, surprised. before you realised who it was, you saw dark spots appear in front of your eyes. your knees suddenly felt weak so you wanted to grab something, anything. and it happened to be someone’s arm.

“hey, what the fuck are you–”

jeonghan. great.

you tilted your head down, blinking, as if was supposed to make your vision come back to normal quicker. your other hand tightened on the test, crumpling it.

jeonghan on the other hand, was concerned. were you alright? obviously, he isn’t dumb. and besides, he’s known you for a while now. when you wore thick layers of makeup he knew that you have bags under your eyes. the way you tried to play it off when you dozed off during lecture or just your behaviour in general. something was going on.

“you scared me, idiot. i turned too quickly” you hissed and looked up, apparently back to normal. you caught his stare on you, jaw clenched “what did you want?”

“nothing” he snarled, walking away. what a guy.

you went to the library, finding your usual spot at the end of the room. it wasn’t filled with people so you hoped you could focus for at least a while.

your heart felt heavy as you pulled the books from your bag. the test, crumpled, was haunting you at the desk. jeonghan probably got maximum points.

you shook your head, feeling a tender feeling of prickling underneath your eyelids. you hid the test in the bag, opening your book.

“pull yourself together, dumbass” you whispered, blinking a couple of times to look at the text “focus, idiot”

the letters started blurring in front of your eyes and before you realised the tears were falling down onto the paper, staining it.

you hid your face in your hands, trying to muffle your sniffles. you were tired. exhausted even. as ridiculous as it sounds, it just hit you. and the stress that’s going to come is going to be worse and–

“hey, are you alright?”

you shook your head as a no, not even bothering to look up. because you knew it was him.

“fuck off” you choked out, struggling to breathe.

“i’m not saying anything” jeonghan sighed and sat next to you, closing your books “take deep breaths, okay?”

“i’m trying” you mumbled, voice at the verge of crying. you wanted to go home.

“you’re doing okay. do you want to hold my hand?” he hummed, shuffling closer. your took a sudden, deep breath only to let it out with more tears “poor thing… what happened?”

normally you’d tell him to fuck off… again. but your mind felt like it was going to explode.

you leaned forward, your hand gripping your knees harshly. maybe by implying some impact, some kind of pain… you’ll get distracted and–

“don’t do that, silly” jeonghan’s voice was so… surprisingly soft and tender. he grabbed your hands, squeezing them gently “breath with me, please. you’re basically hyperventilating and it’s not good. look at me”

you shook your head as a no. you were humiliated enough by being caught in your vulnerable state by him. and now he wants to look at you, all teary and red from all that crying.

“don’t make me do this” he sighed, drawing circles on your hands as you subconsciously dug your nails onto the palms of his hands.

you looked up, still shaking your head. even though you gave in. you expected his gaze to be pierce and mean but his ebony irises were nothing but… soft.

“in and out, follow me” jeonghan hummed and you did as he said. at first it was difficult but eventually you managed.

you sat there, breathing back to normal. your head felt like something exploded in it, your nose a bit stuffed but besides… jeonghan - the guy who loved to tease you at every opportunity possible - helped you. and now he was looking at you like you were the only thing that mattered.

“what are you staring at?” you snarled, frowning.

“you’re unbelievable” he scoffed, a playful smile on his lips “besides you’re still holding my hands”

your eyes widened and you snapped your hands out of his hold, dramatically wiping them against your jeans.

you looked around and started packing your books.

“what the hell do you think you’re doing?” jeonghan asked, his eyebrows rising up. you didn’t answer.

when your bag was packed, you were ready to leave but jeonghan snatched it and put it over his shoulder.

“hey!” you huffed, looking at him flabbergasted.

“don’t yell, we’re still in a library. and now you’re going with me. to my place” jeonghan shrugged and started walking away.

“what?” you asked and had no choice but to follow him.

“are you gonna speak to me or…?” jeonghan is at the verge of breaking his patience. well, the walk was quiet and now you refused to say something.

“maybe if you didn’t kidnap me?” you growled, looking around. his place didn’t change a bit. you even noticed… a photo frame with the picture of you two, in high school. jeonghan had his arm around yours and…

…and looked at him with literal hearts in your eyes, the sweet scent of his skin mixed with his new cologne (which you laughed at, because as if it was supposed to draw the ladies attention).

“oh look, they’re coming!” jeonghan said and pointed in some direction, causing your body to jerk more towards him.

“you’re acting like a couple” seungkwan, who just arrived, made a disgusted face.

“and what, are you jealous or something?” you grinned and leaned away, your heart almost ripping out of your chest.

“–you. and now, obviously, you’re not listening. god! why did i even bother?” his voice makes you snap back to reality as you shift your gaze towards him.

“you’re done overreacting? can i go home now?” you sigh and plan on taking your bag back but he’s faster, ducks.

“no, listen to me. you’re overworked. you need to rest. and you’re not going to rest at your place because i know your stupidly stubborn ass” he snaps, taking the bag off his shoulder.

“and you’re the one to talk! as if you know what would i do! you’re being ridiculous” you closed your eyes, pinching the bridge of your nose “this whole situation is ridiculous, actually”

“you’d study but your brain is exhausted so you’d end up as crying mess, just lol earlier” jeonghan explained slowly, the soft thud of your bag making you open your eyes. well, he was right. it’s not like it hasn’t happened before… “have you even eaten a proper meal?”

“a ra–“

“ramyeons and pizza doesn’t count” he interrupted you, dead serious.

“this is an invasion of personal space. goodbye” you huffed and turned around on your heel. you’ve had enough. screw the bag. you just wanted to go to sleep.

“listen to me–”

“no! you’ve been an asshole to me since we started collage and suddenly, now, you care? i’m tired, hann–” the nickname almost slipped out of your lips but he interrupted you, causing you to realise your mistake.

“that’s exactly the thing, y/n. you’re tired. let me take care of you” he took a step closer, pure care in his eyes.

you were shocked, to say at least.

“i messed up. i know. but i’m genuinely concerned about you” he hummed.

“as a friend or as as in “you slipped, why do you have worse grades than me?”” you crossed your arms.

“get changed. i still might have some of your old clothes” was all he said before he headed to his kitchen.

you gave in. because what were you supposed to do, honestly?

his bedroom changed, though. all the posters stayed the same, even some pictures of you two (it’s not like you threw them out, neither). but it was more minimalistic – fewer furniture, the old armchair gone. new bookshelves to stack the academic textbooks and some plants.

you were surprised to see that he kept his “y/n drawer”.

jeonghan opened his closet and a drawer at the very right side of it. you watched him curiously and then he turned around, throwing a pair of baggy pants and oversized t-shirt (that was probably his hit you couldn’t tell because it was so worn out that the design came off).

“why do you have my clothes, weirdo?” you scrunched your nose in a joking manner and then he threw clean socks at you.

“it’s the y/n drawer. i swear you leave so much stuff here that i had to make separate drawer for it” he shrugged and closed it, a small smile on his lips.

“can we talk like normal people now?”

you turned around and saw that he was holding a steaming bowl of soup.

“why didn’t you knock? what if i was naked?” you hissed. jeonghan rolled his eyes and put the soup on his desk.

“y/n, eat. i’ll use the fact that your mouth is stuffed and you can’t talk back” he sent you a smirk and you sat down, opening your mouth in awe “yes, it’s my mom’s chicken soup. eat”

and you didn’t have to be told twice. you loved this soup, it tasted amazing but also – recalled a lot of good memories.

“i think it’s the time we talk about us. it’s a right place and time. and i feel… bad” jeonghan said slowly, carefully observing you. he knew you like a back of his hand, he could tell what you were thinking “i know i’ve been an asshole but i have a reason for that. it’s stupid, but i do”

you frowned and he scoffed.

“but that’s for later because now i want to apologise. i have a feeling i was partly a cause of your bad mental state. and i want to help you” he walked up, leaning against the desk “i want you to take care of yourself. i promise i won’t bug you anymore. i just want to make sure you’ve eaten and slept for a while, just for once”

“i’ve slept well” you mumbled and put away the bowl.

“yeah, sure. at the bags under your eyes just decided to show up for me? or is there someone else?” he teased, crossing his arms.

you felt the soup’s warmth spread in your body, making you feel… fuzzy. and cosy. and sleepy.

“shut up–” you mumbled and noticed a mirror on his desk. you grabbed it to look at yourself but he snatched it without saying a word “what the–”

“you look perfect. now lay down” he gestured over to the bed and you sighed, following “and listen to me now because i bet you will doze off the second your head hits the pillow”

“no i won’t!” you smacked his arm and he just scoffed.

“i preferred when you didn’t talk” jeonghan hummed and as he tucked you in, a swirl of butterflies took over your stomach. then he sat down next to you, thinking about something.

“i’m sorry” you sighed “i’m just tired and confused if you’re not gonna laugh at me tomorrow. yes, i’m probably exhausted and overworked… so sorry that you have to handle me”

“what?” he breathed out, eyes widening “don’t even say that. besides, we’ve been through worse. i can’t get tired of you, even if you are a menace sometimes”

you frowned looking at him.

“then why…”

jeonghan’s large hand cupped your cheek. your eyes widened and you suddenly felt how warm your cheeks was. but was it the soup or him? you had no idea.

“because i like you. i realised it when we started collage. when you went on a date with this– … and we had this huge fight, remember?” he sighed, embarrassed. obviously you remembered.

you opened your mouth in shock, shaking your head.

“let me make this clear: you’re pissed because i went on a date? you don’t even know him! jimin is the sweetest guy i’ve ever met!” you grunted “and you can’t even defend yourself properly!”

“i just don’t like him, that’s all” he said, jaw clenching.

“and i don’t like when a cheesecake has raisins in it! you’re childish, jeonghan. don’t talk to me unless you grow up” you hissed and walked out of the door.

“oh”

he laughed at your reaction and took his hand back.

“it’s because… well, let me make this clear, jimin is nice. but just… back at the time i realised i liked you. more than a friend. i liked you– hell, i loved you.” he let out a dry chuckle, making your heart skip a beat “i still do. but i was so pissed and jealous that you went out with him...”

“jeonghan” you chocked out, shifting so you could sit normally “this is the reason you’ve been such an asshole?”

“listen, i’m not proud of it. but i saw you today and i realised that… if i love you, i should be there for you. to help you when you struggle. no matter if you date me or someone else. but i did exactly the opposite. i’m so sorry” he whispered, looking you in the eye.

“look at me–”

“and i feel so ashamed of myself–”

“jeonghan–”

“i failed you–”

“can you stop interrupting me and listen for a while?” you laughed and he just rolled his eyes.

“now you see how i felt just while ago–”

you leaned in and pecked his lips gently. you probably tasted like chicken soup but you couldn’t care less. the feeling of his lips against yours, even for a brief second, made your heart skip a beat.

he leaned away, eyes widening.

“was there something in that soup or…?” jeonghan asked, cheeks slightly flushed.

“no. it was delicious by the way. but i forgive you. because the reason i’ve distanced myself was the same. i loved you, i still do. i assumed you hated me so i wanted to get over you. i thought that if i hated you, the feelings will go away. but they didn’t, jeonghan” you explained, leaning your back against the headboard.

“i’ve been such a fool. but that doesn’t matter anymore. i’m just glad to have you back” he whispered and closed you in a tight hug, the smell of his cologne making you melt into his touch.

“me too, hannie”

“i missed that. i missed you” he mumbled and leaned away after pecking your cheek “if you love me does that mean i can kiss you whenever i want?”

“i’d prefer to be called your girlfriend but i guess the kissing part doesn’t sound so bad” you rolled your eyes and he grinned, placing a soft kiss on top your head.

“shut up. and go to sleep, you do need that” jeonghan hummed, standing up to give you space. but you grabbed his hand and the way you looked at him melted his heart.

“can you stay with me though? you snore like an old man but i guess i wanna be close to you” you mumbled, tugging his hand.

and obviously he gave in.

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[onlyjaeyun]

u are not dumb😾😾😾 anyone couldve made the mistake i just saw it and couldnt not tell u )): also ive been busy this week so i just binge read cold hearts and just wow.

first of all i LOVE how brutal they are to each other idk i get if ppl think its too much bht personally i love it smsmsm???? i always think authors are never harsh enough in e2l stories and sure thats fine everyone can write whatever they want but i feel we have forgotten that e2l is supposed to be people who Loathe each other they are not gonna be nice or respectful with their insults ESPECIALLY if they were close before and had a v bad fallout(which btw i cant wait to find out what it was!!!!)

now for jaem…..look if he wasnt a manipulative ass i wouldve felt bad for him idk like those reasons are valid but NAWT in his case mf u dont want her to speak to her literal kids and when she wouldnt you CHEATED???? and the way he always says that yn never wants to communicate and is always looking to start a fight the gaslighting goes CRAZYYYYYY i want to punch him(thats a lie i ult him)(hard times for nanadoongies who saw his recent bbl pic)

anyway i’m excited to see how it all develops i unfortunately am a sucker for pain and slowburn. hope i get well soon. i love love love the story so much!! very expected of u to write smth great yet it still hits me like a truck every time

AAH NO BABY THANK YOU SM I APPRE YOU TELLING ME 🥺🥺🤍

this ask literally made me chuckle so much youre SO cute 😭😭

i absolutely agree on the e2l part because i remember coming up with the clnceot and at first i wanted to take it easy but then thought nah all in or nothing bc this is ENEMIES to lovers, they will hate each other's guts to the point where not a single family issues isn't thrown around 😭 so glad youre enjoying it baby!

and pls i got SO angry at Ch!jaems (im the one writing him) for constantly gaslightling her to make her look like the angry manhater who just bears with him like STFU 😭 would have slapped him in the face if i could (he's lit one of my top 5 nct biases)

im super grateful for your love and support baby, pls accept my kisses! cant wait for your reactions on the upcoming chapters 🥺🤍

#; mailbox 📬 #; cold hearts

[hoonvrs]

i think i would actually CRY if i started my new year on my period 😭 U R A TROOPER 💪💪

my new years was GREAT 🥰 the guy i’m currently in denial about (i cannot say out loud how i feel or i will jinx it) told me i made his entire year all bc i actually said happy new years back (is it an enemies to lovers moment 🌚 bc i thought i hated this man’s guts before)

and guess what I DID💪����💪🏼

omg e2l IRL ????? then he’ll do something to make you realise that all along you have liked him but you just have trouble with opening up yourself to potential partners because you have trust issues and hate feeling vulnerable even to the people closest to you OMGGGG

really living the yn dream here

#inbox — new msg! #ri ! #iix — moots!

[hot-soop]

WIP list

hahahahaha kill me it’s so much worse than i thought 💀

gang - i have 25 (TWENTY FUCKIN FIVE) works in progress. i started writing for this fandom 2 years ago and i’ve only posted 6 fics in that time oh god. please can everyone kick me up the arse until i finish this shit

unstuck - doctor!yoongi x idiot!reader. based on that very real time i got superglue in my eye and the doctor who treated me at the hospital was a dude i had matched with on hinge. equal parts horrifying and hilarious. 3k written.

there’s no name you can call me - reader/jk/tae. idolverse. really bad, 15k written. needs an entire upheaval if it is ever to see the light of day. honestly will prob just take it to pieces like a written off car and use the scraps for my other WIPs 😬

unnamed tae smut - pwp, 1k written. slight dom vibes

codependent - model!jimin x fem reader. hairdresser au. >1k written. jimin wants to dye his hair soft lilac but he’s only just had it dyed green, hairdresser is perpetually annoyed w him but in a flirtatious way?!

unnamed soulmates(?)!au. fantasy?? - dream sequences where you play out a whole life w/ ur soulmate (joon) but can’t actually meet in this reality. find ways to get messages to each other within dreams? like 150 words written lmao i cannot worldbuild life sux

could you stay - yoongi x reader. f2l. 5k written. forgot i still had this for a while and jess shouted at me and went looking through google docs to check for herself lmao

unnamed hobi fuckboi fic - 54 words written lsdlfkdkgjjss honestly i got bored of it almost immediately. hobi’s character is the hardest for me to get right? idk maybe i need to find a diff trope for him, something nicer. perceived fuckboi??? like unreliable narrator maybe?

sugar fix - yoongi x reader. 90s sex line fic! 1.5k written. absolute nonsense but some of it is quite funny. meetcute at work while talking dirty to horny randos on the phone

unnamed joon sexting fic - established ldr. can’t seem to find the right time to sext bc of time differences, oh no, oh dear, they’re so horny whatever will they do? 1.5k written

carnival fic - yoongi x reader but could change to yoonmin? yoongi is mute, tae the tarot reader seems to know everything yoongi thinks but he’s just making it up and yoongi goes along with it. it’s fun, it’s silly. i’ve got 2k

crossroads - jk x reader. reader is a crossroads demon and jungkook is a total idiot! 1k written

clusters - namjoon x reader. soulmate au, set out of body. everyone in a soul cluster has their soulmate, but namjoon doesn’t, until your soul comes into existence, nearly 50 lifetimes late. 4k written

tattooist jimin x reader. got bored of this immediately and forgot the plot i came up with before i wrote it down. 800 words written that are okay but maybe it could just be a smut oneshot

airport barista hobi x frequent flyer reader. 197 words 😭 hobi why do i struggle when u r so sweet

namjoon x reader. f2l. namjoon wants to go on a road trip but he obv can’t drive, so you, an idiot. volunteer. 700ish words.

tae x reader. college au. lovers to strangers. 5.8k written

seokjin x reader. diner au. e2l (lite). 1.2k written

virtual strangers au - jimin x reader are rival tumblr people. they hate each other but don’t know each others faces. jimin has a big fat crush on this woman who works at the pet shop and he keeps buying cat litter even though he doesn’t have one a cat. anyway. his crush and his tumblr nemesis are one and the same! ha! 1k written

yoonmin fic - jimin is having therapy for anxiety & yoongi runs a cat cafe. 1k written

winterbreak - yoongi x reader. college au. established fwb with one sided feelings. yoongi leaves and spends a year abroad. v angsty. they keep falling back together & hurting each other. based on that song by muna. 5k written

1970s namgi hitman fic - can’t remember where i was going with this, need to reread my notes. was based on that shoot for joons photofolio in the motel. 1.5k written

seokjin’s yarn barn - alpaca farmer!seokjin x knitting enthusiast!yoongi. absolute crack. quite funny. 1.3k written

reader x hobi meetcute on a train. >1k written

spermageddon - namjin fic for lauren. absolute insanity. namjin work at a sperm bank and namjoon breaks things. 1k written

yoongi collab - yoongi x reader musician au. fwb & unrequited feelings. angst heavy 1.4k

➾ feel free to ask about any of these. god. how did it get so out of hand?

#posting this for accountability and maybe i just have a shame kink idk #wip list #work in progress #bee tries to write sometimes #bts writing #i should at least finish the yoongi collab and lauren’s fic before anything else but then what do i do?

[cheolhub]

SAR HI! so i finally managed to finish mexican gothic and dang that was one hella weird book 😭 like ???

im gonna rate this 2.5/3 out of 5 because it just wasn't my cup of tea. it was really slow and like took ages to get the the point and actual plot. i felt they were repeating alot and it just got dragged alot which i hate, i dislike slow paced stuff ugh. and it doesn't pick up until the middle which is kinda annoying bc i was just reading and reading having no idea what's going on or what's supposed to be happening lol. i didnt like most of the characters either and i just skim read the half the book i could not take it anymore 😭 but like when everything was finally revealed like wth it was weird and idk what i expected honestly 😭😭 but yeah i didn't enjoy mexcian gothic so much.

JAJD IM SORRY I WENT ON A WHOLE REVIEW AND RANT ABT IT 😭 anyway i need a cute read after this now

how's the twisted series read going?

DONT APOLOGIZE, I ENCOURAGE UR RANTS. BUT that’s so disappointing 🙁 i hate that sm, im sorry u didn’t like it!! i hate the slow books :/ (unless it’s slowburn romance 🤭) thats kinda how i felt with this book i read called milk fed?? it was just droning on and on and i just wanted it to end,,, and i was so excited to read it bc the topics in the book seemed like important ones to explore but the main character was annoying, the plot build up was annoying, the entire thing was just… so bad.

IF U NEED A CUTE READ, read forget me not by julie soto 🥰(sunshine wedding planner x grumpy florist + enemies to lovers + second chance) i recommend this book to everybody bc it’s my fav romance ive read this year,,, or maybe try love and other words by christina lauren since fall time is coming up (childhood friends to lovers + second chance….fair warning, this one made me cry) BUT OBVIOUSLY U DONT HAVE TO READ THESE, im just throwing out suggestions 🫣

AND ok, i’m about to go on a rant so im so sorry for how long this is about to be.

so like,,, tell me why i finished both the first and second book… i think i already told u abt the first book?? about how i gave it 2.7 stars bc i fucking hated the plot and the third act and the ending … but skye…. THE SECOND ONE… OH MY FUCKING GOD. I KNOW IT’S CRINGE AND PREDICTABLE AND NOT REALLY THAT GOOD, but this book had me kicking my feet and giggling over EVERYTHING… the slow burn… was so good… OMFG i literally hate that i loved it sm like cant keep succumbing to booktok. but yeah, ngl i was blushing the entire time T-T it was sooo long tho. the slowburn was slow as fuck, like i dont think it started picking up till halfway through the book ?? but i think i just discovered that i REALLY like the forbidden romance trope 🫡

so i was telling my coworker and all my friends on goodreads that i needed to take a break from the series bc i felt like i was losing brain cells, but…

so here i am, 40% done with twisted hate. i am not the biggest e2l fan but ,,,, i kinda like this. i dont think it’ll be as good as the second one… but i will keep you updated 🫡 i’ll probably be done with the entire series by this weekend 😭 so sick…

OKAY SORRY FOR THIS CFFHDGHJ

#[ ⭐️: mutuals ! ] #[ ☁️: skye ! ]

[orchidyoonkook]

So not only are you the sweetest angel but also a CUTE LIL CREATIVE DIY WIFEY 💖 Your creativity will never fail to amaze me 😩

OF COURSE I WANT ONE!!! It feels like comfort. Like a book you read under a blanket when it snows or one you read under a weeping willow when the sun is about to starting going down. I WANT MY COMFORT 🥺 plus you're so precious for actually doing this for us 😭

SWING AWAY. ILL CATCH YOU THE DIP YOU JUST LIKE A DANCE. because what is fighting really except another way to dance?

Babe...... First of all ooof 😳 what a LINE 😵second.... Are you flirting with me?❤️ This sounds like enemies to lovers (became enemies bc you wouldn't stop complimenting me when I'm trying to compliment you)💀

*BLUSHES EXTREMELY HARD*

ARIIII. My love. My wifey. I ADORE. YOU.

I’m crying at the fact that you want one 😭😭😭. If you ever want your stories bound you know who to ask. I’ll be more than happy to do it. (Only if you want to. No pressure)

It’s.. it’s comfort???!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I just—You—I—Wow. I don’t even know what to say. That is so lovely to hear. They’re going to be a tad customizable!! So you’ll be able to choose your thread colour and cover pattern!! So I’ll be so excited to see what you pick!

That line has a typo in it too 😂😂. It’s supposed to say “swing away. I’ll catch you THEN dip you” but that’s the story of my life. I have typos in everything.

And maybe I am flirting 👀. You won’t let me compliment you back so I gotta take things into my own hands. E2L sounds about right.

But love you always!!

#also #where did I say that Swing Away line!??? i can’t finx/ remember where I said it 😂😂 #aside from that you are so sweet and I love and adore you endlessly. you will feel my love through your screen damnit #asks #aris-ink #the kindest of souls #ms.mailbox📬

[tyonfs]

GIRL DONT GET ME STARTED ON WEBTOONS I WILL NEVER SHUT UP!!!!

but omg yeah i see what u mean w operation true love HAHA the sister is so annoying so it gives me SO MUCH satisfaction to see her not getting her way rn!! omg if u do decide to start it again lmk!!! 🤭 AND JIMIN AND YE EUN ARE GETTING THEIR OWN WEBTOON??? OMG E2L ARC I LOVE THEM SM CRIESNFKGNRN

i'm literally keeping up w so many webtoons rn (i gave up on anime bc of webtoons im sorry alice 😭😔) but my two absolute favs r seasons of blossom and honey lemon!!! (both of them update on the same day too so that's lucky for me LOL) but i recently found this new webtoon called muse on fame and i am Very Invested already!!! i also keep up w hello baby, go away romeo, operation: true love, maybe meant to be, the guy upstairs, get schooled!, perfect marriage revenge, there must be happy endings, dark moon: the blood altar, and marry my husband!! plus a lot of daily pass ones like designated bully, reality quest etc. OH and i don't even like horror but i found this rlly good dystopian one called everything is fine! it's currently on hiatus but i m super excited for the next season! i might also start purple hyacinth bc it's on hiatus rn and i can catch up quickly! beyond virtual is also rlly cool but it's also on hiatus rn unfortunately :(

which are ur fav webtoons??

also omg i saw u saw the dreamies live!!! THATS SO AWESOME I SHALL HAVE TO LIVE VICARIOUSLY THRU U :') which of their songs did u enjoy seeing live the most? and how were they irl? like . do they look the same as in videos? (idk if this makes sense but like are they taller than they seem or like. basically how are their personalities irl? 😭)

I'm so sorry for the long ask lmao i tend to get too excited whenever someone asks me ab webtoons 💀🥲 i hope ur day has been great and you got to eat lots of good food and stayed hydrated!! – anime :)

HAHAH i’ve been on the webtoon grind for the past 6 years it’s hard to escape 🫨

the art style is still rlly nice so i would consider reading true love operation tbh LMAOAO but love triangles also stress me out 😔 (odd girl out you have ruined me) also i’m not sure if i translated the raws wrong but i think they’re just getting extra chapters :’)) lowkey…….. i like them more than the main couple 🫣

LMAOAODJJ ANIME ANON U EVOLVED INTO WEBTOON ANON 😩 omg seasons of blossom is my absolute fav i remember when the first three chapters were out and i thought it was the cutest webtoon ever and now it’s the most emotionally damaging work of art i’ve ever read 😭💗 i fast passed to the end and wow. incredibly beautiful. and honey lemon is so cute too!!! i hate the boyfriend 😡😡😡 cant wait for her to break up with him!!! omg muse on fame is sooo good i love the art style so much 🤭 hello baby is from the author of age matters right ?? i subscribed but i’m yet to check it out :0 i will have to once i catch up with unordinary LOL

omg i read those too except the daily pass ones 😩 dear x and suhee0 are the only ones i’ve been trying to keep up with </3 everything is fine is one of my favoritesss i’m so sad it’s been on hiatus tho 😔 omg the hybe webtoons im ngl i think the only one that caught my attention was the lesserafim one :’)

hmm i’d say my favorites at the moment are seasons of blossom, villain with a crush, cursed princess club, phone addict, our secret alliance, odd girl out, exchange student, the fox club, act like you love me, my dud to stud boyfriend, and after school lessons for unripe apples 💗💗 my all time favorites would have to be romance 101, swimming lessons for a mermaid, and seasons of blossom 🌷🌷

oh my god i have post concert memory loss from tds2 i swear but they were so unreal 😭💖 like i couldn’t believe they were right in front of my eyes they were incredibleee i think my fav stage to watch was trigger the fever 🥹🥹 ngl i think they’re shorter irl . but my guy friends are also 6’3 and i’m pretty short so i have a skewed perception anyways LMAOAO but they’re so passionate when they perform and RENJUN was so energetic i was so soft watching him 🥰 but they are all so much more gorgeous irl like YES they are beautiful on camera but it’s such a different experience in the flesh

don’t apologize !!! also i hope you’re staying healthy as well and make sure you have a good day 🥰💖

#asks #anime anon

[taegularities]

i’m starting to feel embarassed for spamming your inbox so much, but i just wanted to say THANK YOU for posting the r&c teaser Rid 🥺❤️

many e2l stories i’ve read were simply based on „i hate him bc he’s handsome and annoying”, but from the piece you gave us, i feel like r&c couple has much deeper issues and i’m so curious about their story! also the soft touches and tension, ahhh 🥺

please take this tiktok as a thank you gift (i know i promised hot ones, but it’s just to good and i hope it will put you in a good humour too), have a great week ❤️🔪 https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMYRdt3Jk/

omg don't feel embarrassed babe, it's an absolute delight to have you here, anytime <3 oh i'm assuming you're talking about c&f hehe gosh, no need to thank me at all 🥺 just wanted to give you guys a little sneak peek bc we were all so excited about it 🤍

gosh when i tell you... i've been racking my brain to make everything make sense. so i hope the reasoning and their issues and everything else turns out okay !!

AHH i'll take any tiktoks !! thank you so much for that gift lmfao gotta love the sassy line.. made me laugh 😭💕

#no honestly when i say y'all can literally spam me #i mean it you'll never bore me lol <3 #have a good week bby <3 #notes for rid 🌹 #mafia anon 🔪 #fic: candles & flames

[maiverie]

yk i just wanna share,,, I've been wanting to be a good writer just like you 😯 and any other authors there but like my head can't just form ideas the only ideas it's forming is the idea to sleep IT'S SO ?!*@?@ LIKE i wanna ask / im curious how writers like you think of prompts, the storyline and all and write it nicely ??? 😭 so yea i admire you !!!

:(( anon wth this is so sweet thank u so much :( u admire me?? bye i'm so flattered you even think of me like that 😭 it's an honour to receive this kind of ask so thank u sm for sending this through ☹️🫶 you're not alone,,, writing is hard and coming up w storylines can honestly be so ass 😭 i honestly dont really know if i'm all that qualified to give advice, but here are my thoughts!! :>>

in my experience, the best way to come up with a story idea is by literally just choosing one thing that you really want to write. it can literally be anything — maybe you really want to write a particular trope (enemies to lovers), a time period (something based on the 80s), a season (winter or summer), a workplace (the office), a character with a particular career (a magazine editor), or something really mf random (a character that goes shopping for christmas). just choose something to start with and flesh it out from there! most of the time, i choose my "one thing" by getting inspired by tv shows / movies / songs / other fanfics. for example, i might be watching a medical drama and think "damn i rlly wanna write a hospital au or nurse au or medical student au".

i think it becomes less overwhelming when you choose just one thing you want to do, because you can let your idea sprout from there. even if your final idea deviates far from your starting point, it's a lot less daunting starting from one idea than sitting there tapping your fingers while waiting for a story plot to randomly come up.

after you choose your one thing, maybe add in more details. if you've chosen a particular trope like enemies to lovers, think about why they're enemies and then go from there. was it a misunderstanding? where is the story set? how old are they? how do they fall in love? stuff like that! honestly sometimes i just put on main character music and visualise scenes that come to mind 😭

sometimes, your "one thing" can literally just be a dialogue line. is there one line you really want to include in your story? maybe it's a nickname or a particular scene or ending or something like that. for example, your one thing might be that you don't want your characters to end up together, so you can backtrack the series of events that unfold to make that happen.

as for writing tips, oh god if i included everything then this post would literally be way too long :< my best tip for writing is to honestly focus on your characters. start small and choose two/three main characters and focus on them. don't worry about coming up with a unique plot or something full of twists or whatever else. my favourite stories in the world were written by authors who made me genuinely love their characters because they felt real. sure, a whacky plot might hook a reader in, but likeable characters that are worth rooting for are what going to make your readers stay.

ways to make your readers want to root for your characters is by giving your characters motivations and fears and all the other stuff that real humans have. for example, i'm not going to give a shit about story about a snail that roams the earth. but if you tell me that that snail is the only one left of its species and its one true goal in life is to find another snail to marry, i'm probably going to care a lot more about the story bc now i rlly wanna know if the snail gets what it wants :<

LMAO maybe that made no actual sense but my point is mostly to just flesh out your characters and give them feelings and emotions and show that in your writing. with the enemies to lovers example, i really love the e2l stories that genuinely make me feel like the two characters are better when they're together because they bring out the best in each other. maybe i'm rooting for them because one of them has a history of self-sabotage and i really want to see them be happy for once. stuff like that, yk?

sorry if this was quite tangential and the advice is a little vague. you can always ask clarifying questions!

here are some resources that might help!

job ideas

dialogue prompts: one, two, three, four (search "dialogue prompts" on tumblr)

more prompts!

also bff don't be too hard on yourself. writing is so subjective — people you think are good writers might be considered bad by someone else. just write about stories you like, whether it's a cute romcom plot or a horror fic or an angsty story about fucking snails, because that's all that really matters. have fun okie? :>>

lots of luv <333

#hope this helps :0 #ask #@ : anon ♡︎ #vis à vis ꒰ advice ꒱ ✰ #just scroll to the bottom tbh i just fucking ramble all the time lmfao #questions about

[mrkis]

i hate the goodgirl/badboy trope bc it’s so overdone and unrelatable/unrealistic at times 😭😭 what adult acts the way goodgirlmc does?? homegirl in her 20s at uni, petty judging frat boy strangers, party scenes and people who get around or are popluar like it’s hs or a crime. has never touched alcohol and lives on her own in poverty before being dragged to her first ever college party by someone mega popular?? or mc has ”a past” n she lives the opposite as she was before. bro pls 💀💀 sometimes i just want an mc that is equally as seductive and lively as the boy but doesn’t have to be a cliche rich fuckgirl 😭 but im looking forward to ur fic bc ur talented and anything for you im so sorry i started ranting. i got in a mood about fanfiction in general and how every mc is written. i hate cliches but you make them work ur a wizard <3 (also i hate jenomiwoo and think its more realistic for you to be uncaring abt ur first love after a point and maturing and realize that they were toxic/not in love/wack but it helped you grow after) miwoo x rational calm gf agenda ‼️

i love a lil bit of bad guy/good girl tropes!!! they used to be my favourites but now i'm a whore for e2l!!! anyways!! sure, some good girls in fics are a bit??? out of touch?? with everything i think is ok, i guess you get some girls that don't really like to party, never touched alcohol, judging people (mainly frat boys like you said) and whatnot. i know a few of those people in my area so i'm pretty used to it!!! although, with jeno's mc, she just.. doesn't like it, yk? she's tried it, she's done it. not for her! just wants to do her studies. could possibly maybe have a cheeky glass of wine at home or something, but it just.. doesn't do it for her, yk?? she's not interested in it, and thats ok!!!

and thank you for liking works!!! i hope you'll end up liking 'why you?' when its eventually written :)

#fic: why you?

[boba-beom]

girl...... hi 🫣

after I came back from my aunt's on january 1st I went to my friends' who live in a nearby town... I came back yesterday, so I spent like 6 days with them..............

and in 6 days I managed to get the hugest crush in one of them. and I used to HATE HIM, like for real. I only started talking to him with no hard feelings and like a normal person in october 2022, but we rarely see each other...

we were texting each other sometimes since november bc we went to a concert with our friends, but only chit-chat, nothing special, but he was always so cute to me aaaaa

and when I got in my friend's place, the owner of the house and of the car (= the person who I was depending on), he only texted ME so we could arrange our meetings with the others, and all my girls told me that I'm the only one who gets reactions from him on BeReal... I lowkey panicked but okay

so, we went to his place on friday and................ I never flirted so hard in my entire life. and I never exchanged so many glances with someone in my entire life too. we touched hands a couple of times. and he laid his head down on my lap while playing videogames...

Jesus Christ, what happened to me????????? a didn't hate it; I kinda LOVED spending this time with him. we went to sleep on 8AM!!!!!! just smiling and being hella silly...

all of our friends are laughing at my face because of this enemies to lovers thing 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i feel such a hypocrite because I truly used to hate him AND enemies to lovers is the trope I hate the most 😭😭😭😭😭

now I came back home and I'll see how it goes, through texts and instagram,but I guess now everybody raised expectations and I'm trying hard not to, I even prayed about it LOL

sorry for this huge and absurd bible chapter, but I needes to tell someone 😭

omg sorry for replying now analuuu!!

first of all, HELLO?!?!?! that sound like a fic in itself omg. I'm glad you had the bestest time with your friends againnn but getting to know him?!? and getting closer like that?? I mean idk about you, but when a guy gives you attention like that, he's got some sort og attraction towards you. they're simple creatures lmao and if they go out of their way to even react to a bereal or ask you only to hang out then it probably means something.

I was going to say it could be him being a generally nice person, but you said you used to hate him HAHAH but things can change and when you get to know someone like that it's precious time honestly.

the e2l trope is strong in this one hehe the real question is however, how are you feeling about this situation?? are you wanting it to go anywhere? where do you stand??

#ananlu ♡ #iggynor4 ᡣ𐭩 #[ 🪴 ] — asks. #[ 🧸 ] — mutuals.

[onlyjaeyun]

hi my sweet baby!! my heart literally broke for yn when i read the recent chap :(( the way she views herself right now makes me so sad like i can’t even describe it, i just want her to be okay :( as much as i love seeing hoon rant on his tumblr, these two just need to TALK omg like there’s so many things getting lost because of the lack of communication i just wanna lock them in a room to talk things out😭 and also the way riki and yn just sat there and cried together, im sure that brought back flashbacks of their past hardships bc they’ve been through so much like i would do anything for the nishimura siblings to be okay, i’ve developed an attachment to them i fear🥺

im feeling much better today!! started packing a little bit last night so i’m planning to get some more done today. i can finally leave the house so i might get myself a coffee or something later just to get some fresh air.

i hope you’re taking it easy my love, and hoping that there are only better days ahead for you💞 i know it’s easier said than done but although uni, work, and all of your other responsibilities are important, your overall health is the most important. you’ve been able to handle 100% of the challenges that were thrown at you, and i have no doubt in my mind that you’ll be able to get through this bump in the road. i love you so much and am sending you all my good vibes. you got this baby!!! love you tons🤍🎀 !!

- 💌

my angel baby, my penpal my love 🥺🥺🥺💗 firstly, as usual, thank you so so so much for always checking up on me and keeping me updated sbout yourself. i literally LOVE reading your asks and sometimes i dont get the notif and im like :/ where's my baby? and then i go to my inbox and i know its you from the very first line!!! i really appreciate you and treasure everything you send me 🥺💗

the thing about hoonyn, which is probably my least fave part of the E2L trope, is their lack of communication. like just fucking USE YOUR WORDS OH MY GOD ???? especially considering how important communication is to y/n like baby i love you but judt force him to talk to you bc having his face buried between your legs will not do good to either one of you on the long run 😭😭😭

the love the CH'nishimuras have received warmed my heart and im so happy we all love and appreciate them equally 🥺🥺

im so glad youre feeling better my sweet love, pls pls pls take it easy!!! youve been on the road so much im pretty sure your body's still recovering so dont worry about anything too much bc your health always comes first 🥺💗

#; mailbox 📬 #; cold hearts

[liliansun]

I am delusional and i adore e2l stories and so ofc i started thinking and could you imagine tensions running high between jeno and sal and then they're both drunk at one of chenle's infamous parties and they just end up making out and then argue with each other the next day when they either see photos or just remember AM I DELUSIONAL ENOUGH

no bc babe,, lets be honest. we are all delulu atp 😭 and NO BC THIS IS SO CANON?? and its like the next day and they are like shit did not go down and the group are like bro,, we have receipts..? 🤝 and they're still in denial and its just a mess bc its jensal,, they themselves are a mess

#anonymous : answered #lilac’s moots 🥳 #i see sparks fly — smau

[devoti]

we were put on this earth to feed each other’s delusions babie i swear !! and naoya can turn every shade of green he wants bc although i only know his as your boyfriend ! you are still mine before anything else so he needs to get in line 🫶🏻

about the guy crush tho . . . it's a bit of a long story, but basically, i have been crushing on him for MONTHS, and i'm pretty sure he's also into me, but i never make the first move because i'm too scared hehe 😁 we have had some pretty cool conversations and he has seemed like such a green flag up until now, but then recently he started making some comments that have just come off as him being lazy and not caring about his future or improving himself and it all just gave me the ick and i made the executive decision that i must stop crushing on him ! also because he's too off and on when it comes to wanting to talk to me and be with me and that has also sort of started to annoy me lmaoo

i did want to tap him on the shoulder and share the awful news that gojo is dead tho so he could lose any hope for jjk to have a happy ending just like i have but i actually froze seeing that geto scene animated so i couldn't . . . THAT PIC OF HIM DROOLING THO ?? HELLO ?? i saw it on the dash when you posted it before and it just made me feel a lot of THINGS i had to stop and scream for a moment because dear LORD WHY IS HE SUCH A SLUT I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM

I didn't even get notified of this ask when I saw this

First of all, naoya knows his place 😏 second of all, hmmmmmmm for MONTHS?? that's pretty normal, but can I just say I agree so much with you about that ick? I'm really glad you waited, future's and conversations about it is important, and if he was being real with you, he would have told you about his plans and views. if he is actually careless about it, I'd daresay you should move on First while he improves himself on that part. honestly so happy you noticed this and moved on gyu, you're really mature to picking out relationships! always, ALWAYS, rooting for you no matter what. you know what's best for you, and that guy could be better!! at least he has good taste in anime 😩 AND THE FACT YOU WANTED TO TELL HIM THAT GOJO'S D*AD YOU'RE SUCH A MENANCE !!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU 😭😭💔 !!!!!!!!! THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE DICKEST move ever if he were me, I would have immediately started our e2l arc right there and then 🥰 hehe.

#🗑. asks #your executive decision is always right #and correct wnd accurate ily 🥰🥰 #very nice update i hope and pray a GOOD man will sweep you off your feet. you deserve it !!!! UGH.

[flwoie]

sending again cuz it didn’t go through~

ooh well if u need help with ateez, or the ateez research lmk cuz they’re my ult lol

and oml i know what u mean!!! i love daydreaming stories up and watching the movies roll in my head! and i also feel ya, i had a series in another fandom but i lost motivation so it now resides in the trenches of my drive lol

aww and friends are the best 💗 hmm as for me i love writing poems to ease my thoughts, listening to my comfort songs like “light” by ateez or energy-boosting songs like paradoxxx invasion + happy fools, and i also like watching YouTube vids of my faves (and soon-to-be faves too lol!)

qotd: what are some of ur favourite things to read? for me, i really like fantasy and protective main leads 😊

oh and one more question~ is this time good to send asks? or is my usual time better? i did it roughly 12 hours apart (e.g if i usually send my ask at 1pm, i’m sending this one at 1am in my timezone)

have the best day/night!

-3

thanks for offering help 🫶🫶 i’d love to learn more about ateez :)

daydreaming about stories is the best, it’s like watching a free movie even tho sometimes my attention span is low so i do get ads (if u get my joke LMAOOO) there’s this one story i wrote and it’s almost been a year since i wrote it and i only have less than 200 words written down 😭😭

u write poems?? i’d love to read them if u don’t mind and yess music and watching is so comforting, i haven’t heard of light so i’ll go listen to that rn !!

my answer to ur question: tbh i don’t read any genre outside of romance & fantasy, it’s an obsession atp 🤒 whenever i go to the library, i always try to find the really good romance books but sometimes i’m always left with the horrible ones 💔💔 i tried reading horror and sci-fi cause i heard my crush likes writing them (ahah my crush is also a writer 🤧🤧) and i could not even finish the first chapter 😭😭 anyways moving onto characters, i’m kinda picky about the trope between the main character and their love interest. i HATE HATE bully x victim and that does not equal to e2ls bc the bully x victim trope is so shitty, like there’s only one sided abuse 😭. i like any kind of trope that isn’t toxic and weird.. anyways, there’s a lot of details i love to find in books. for example, whenever im reading a book with one of the main character’s having a cast, there’s a part where the love interest would draw the two of them on the cast and there would be a little heart between them, it warms my heart sm 😭 oh and when it comes to exes to lovers (and this is specifically the kind where they had to break up for a sad reason so there’s still some mutual pining), they reunite in the most weirdest way and afterwards one of them is like “oh how are you” when they totally mean ‘how are you since our break up’ (yes i took this from a fic i read) I STARTED BURSTING INTO TEARS 😭😭😭

okay my turn to ask u a question !! what kind of tropes do u like and hate?

and i don’t mind what time u send ur asks, i’ll answer to them anyways :>

have a wonderful day/night as well my three <33

#🏴‍☠️ : sona’s anons #three anon !